I am so SICK!!! Just great... Everyone got sick and I, not left behind, caught my very own flu virus as well. Just GREAT! Struggling to breathe every second and to avoid any choking smell that comes my way. Gosh...

Didn't really meet up with Darling coz he was so busy and i am so sick! He drove by just now and we had a chat at my void deck. Miss DARLING! HAha!!!

Working tmr, its good to know that its a short day... So relieve... Need to heal myself well enough. Hai...

Year 2007 is coming to an end in about a day time and somehow this year, i dun quite rmb anything that can let me go WAH! Ha! Except for the fact that I fell in love yet another time. O well... School has been rather plain from the beginning. At home, things nv change, just a little bit of Financial crisis. With friends, nothing much, all my great friends are still with me, close. Love, has been all smooth since we caught each others' heart. Work, quit the hectic and tiring banquet job and thanks to my wonderful Honey, landed a temporary PT job with great pay. :D

I shall leave my sum up to tmr, the last day of the year. :D

Sick... Shall sleep early...

当时间走得太快，很多事已无法回首，但想一想，发生的事，原来，都已成为脑后的回忆...

Boring days at work... Seriously... Hai... Felt tired from the waking up early, but not from work and period came to harass me as well. So exhausting! O well....

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Went to WM with Mama after work on Thurs coz she wants to buy a pair of shoes and have a haircut while i want to get my phone. :D So, she found her pair of shoes at Noda Noda and offered to buy a pair for me, Hee~ So i bought new work shoes! Ha! So happy!

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Queued for my phone and after chop chop getting my phone, there were this 3 inconsiderate asses, standing infront of the cashier to ask stuff bout their $43 stuff, I was so pissed lah! The queue become longer and longer and they dun have a sense of urgency, that people are waiting and they are in the wrong queue to enquire stuff. One of them walked out, hit me, i stared at him. The entire queue was making noises until they finally left, that same guy hit me again, i stared at him with my angry face. Wad was supposed to be a 10min transaction ended up to become a 20min one. INCONSIDERATE ASSES! How come Singapore or rather, Batok got such people?! Phew!

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Anyway, mama went ahead to cut her hair, Darling was busy, OT-ed alone till late late. But managed to came online for a little chat with me. :D Happy!

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I fell asleep shortly after.

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Period came on Friday morning and i had to go for driving. I was so tired and cannot concentrate, kept forgetting things and Jiu Jiu just kept scolding... Hai... No choice...

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Rushed to VK coz mama ask me to give Darling Xue Ge, and Darling wants to pass me his PSP to play silent hill. HA!

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Went to work and same old thing. Not really busy at work but am tired.

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After work, went back home. Had dinner, watched TV... AH.....

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Chatted with Darling for a while but he was really tired, so he logged off. PH called me, and i went downstairs to chit chat with him and joining us was Terry.

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Ho! So long nv talk talk with them...:D Left around 3am and i concussed straight away, was really tired....

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Morning, Darling called me, hurried and prepare, he drove me to Batok and i went to UOB! Ho! Got myself another account. YeAh! And Terry went to make his also. :D

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We had lunch together then he head to see Doctor for his Dematose i think.

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I came home and concussed again. Till just now. HAHA!!!

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Wad a holiday spent, tired out from work, project and everything... Haaaaa...........

Snowman's head for me to eat but i gave to Darling's house de children. The Xmas gift!!! MuaCks!
Fish and I, after work, in front of Pantry 1, Ho!
Zen zeN ZeN.... She's leaving soon...
So tired today... Been tired the last few days.. O no, is everyday... HAHA!!! Work started from 9am today and my shoe spoil, just great for a grunchy morning.... Hai... It was a good thing i found a spare shoes at the locker. HA!

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The day was really boring, almost finished watching Naruto at work, browse through the phones and i decided to get a phone that is not so ex and to upgrade my plan, simple and nice, that's all i'm asking now.

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So sadist when i sat in Pantry 2 alone eating lunch and looking at the coffee machine. HA! Sian-ed...

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Anyway, before work ended, Zen and wan Yu was talking bout baking Muffins for us, haha! So interesting and there went online looking for all sorts of recipes.

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Left when work ended. Tired....

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Reached WM and bought my facial cotton for my make-up remover, finally.

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Met up with Darling and he let me play with a new game, Silent Hill, k, it scared the hell out of me at first. And i stopped playing with it when i can't find my way. :D

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Went for Dinner with Darling and had Kway Chap, still WM's kway chap is the best! Ho! We were chatting bout our day, and we had quite a similar one. :D

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Reached home and i simply can't care much, just wanna sit down and rest. Legs pain too...

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Tired as always but fun, no matter wad. This is my life. :D

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Always reminding myself how much I love you, never a day, putting that to a rest... Now... Its more than just reminding, it comes to me so naturally, inborn, that's what I call it... I love you...

Wad a marvellous Xmas spent. Planned a lot of stuff just to get to wad we wanted. So happy...

:D I love my Darling... The best gift i have for many years to come... :D

I, too, love my Sister. The best treasure for many lifetimes to come.... :D

HOhO!

Thanks for the wonderful Xmas...

My darling I love, right or wrong, tough or not, fast or slow, this journey has been an awesome one. Regrets I asked? I have no idea but at this very second, no regrets has came across, it is you, I love. No worries about any other, so what if you are not the perfect one... Just as long as you are my perfect one, that's enough.

Blog today is ON: My boring day at work.....

Supposed to be working from 9am to 6pm today, but when we reached work, we were given the good news of working till 3pm ONLY! Which means i can go back home and put all the unrelevant stuff but, some people dun like that, refuse to let us go at 3pm so we need to spend some boring hours at here.

After lunch with Xueting, we were basically slacking all the way. Sian de lor.... Then, the crazy xueting started playing with the phone, calling anyone she could, including my house. My kor actually said i wasn't at home. She was so happy playing with it lah... My GOD!

Boring! Now, i am actually blogging, can u believe it? Bore till like that.

Its Xmas eve and its a boring day.... HELP! HELP!

Didn't blogged, no mood to type anything although there were things to pen down. I'm just tired. As simple as that.

Wad is a holiday like without a good sleep and some relaxation? Used to always sleep till the sun is on my butt and played games on my console, and going k-boxing with friends. Now? No more... Holiday make me a slave, slogging to earn the bits of cash to support myself. Hai.. So tired... Though this is a much better job than any of those from before but still, its working... Hai.... Me... Whining again... HA!

Waited for a good half an hour before instructor arrived, was so pissed but couldn't say anything. Damn....

Met Terry at MRT and he was telling me ridiculous stuff again.... HAHA!

Work was boring, i was feeling rather tired, and it sucks to feel that way. Although i only started at 1pm but ha, seriously hate that feeling.

Ended work, and had dinner with Ting. Bought Old Chang Kee for Darling coz i know he haven't eat, been busy the entire day... Poor him... End of year nearing and business is really non-stop for him and the rest.

Hun came, picked us up, paid him the money and he drove us back. :D So good to have a car to drive and a license which permits one to drive... I think i need to wait really long for that.

Wanted to sleep till very late today but no idea why, just woke up at 10plus am. Ate breakfast and watched TV. Fell asleep on sofa while watching TV.

Bathed and went to Vivo to shop for chocolate. HAHa! Xmas present is so hard to find when you have no money... HAi... Bought many many sushis and an extra one for Darling, in case he jams at custom.

Went back, rushed to take comic for darling and met him at the carpark. Darling is sick!!!!! Ah!!!! So sad.... Flu and sore throat... Hai.. So we had dinner and he headed back home... Chatted all the way till he reached JB.

Watched TV and did some project work.

It sounds so practical, she never feels like she is hurting my feeling... An investment i guess? Just me and not the rest... Just because i do better than those good-for-nothing, just because u can expect more from me, just because i am more vulnerable i supposed. I dun want you to control my life, I don't want my life to be like yours... I want a better life... I am not being cruel, you are just being too practical. That most probably why some children turn their back on their parents but I won't... That doesn't mean I'm any push-over... You know that better than anyone else.

I love you, yes I do... But wad does the future holds for us? Will the barriers be too high to conquer, will they become too much to handle, will you just back down and leave? I miss the times when I struggle to forget you, struggle so hard for you to ignore me, but end of it all, i am still in love with you and you are still giving me so much attention... "When life changes, will you change?" You always question me this way... Will you change? I love you... That's all I know...

Working straight from Monday to Wed, its been a while since i felt this kind of tiredness, the yearn for my bed and the anticipation of calling it a day.

Been so busy and so tired... With work... Ignored my project entirely but kind of got it back.

9am - 6pm yesterday, rushed home and went out right after that to go St James.... I was feeling sleepy right at the moment when i met darling and went to Ting's place but once in a blue moon, i hung in there.

Reached there finally and had some drinks and dances with the girls. Took quite some pictures but its all with Tricia. Ahhhh.........

It was kind of fun but tiring. Around 2plus am, my legs were hurting from the day of work and the heels. So i told them i wanna leave. Terry and co happened to be outside after their supper at West Coast.

Split ourselves up and Rong Hun, who just got his license drove ting and i back. Ho Ho!

So, didn't spend on anything last night, which is great! Ho! Reached home around 4am, slept.

Woke up at 9.07am when darling gave me the morning call. Prepared and i knew i was late, Darling offered to drive me to school. HO! So happy!

It was raining so heavily and Darling drove me to school! HA!!! That doesn't happen everyday...

Reached school, discussed, then went to Mac coz i was damn hungry, complete discussion. Sit around, chat a little and i came home.

After tidying up the project brief, sent out to everyone, i concussed.

A few sms-es woke me up but i didn't bother. Until Darling sms, and i realised it was 5.20pm. Hurried, bath and went to find him.

After a while, he knocked off, we went to WM to buy some stuff. Then went on for dinner at JW there.

Ting called me and told me a ridiculous thing, funny ah... HA! Always making jokes...

K, i shall go do some school work then sleep le. There's driving lesson tmr morning and working in the afternoon.

SO TIRED!!!!

A new week begins... And i overslept!!!!!!!
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Rushed to school right after i woke up then rushed to work but i was still late... Hai... So no good...
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It wasn't very busy at work today but for the 1st time, my hp was so busy receiving sms-es.... Can u believe it, 4smses came, after i replied, another 4 came. HA! Non-stop. But no prob, my hp didn't blow up. HA!
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After work, went to Chinatown meet mama, she wants to buy clothes. While i was just there to carry her bags. But she didn't buy a lot lah, 2 tops and some daily necessities. I, on the other hand, bought perfume... HAHA! FOund my Gucci Rush 2 at a good bargain. Bought it. :D Also, got present for Melanie as well. Its her BD tmr!!!!! HAHA! She the last one on my list, almost every year. HAHA!!!
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See how time flies. When everything seems like it has only just began. Now, i am already 19, marking the end of my teenage years... Sad, very sad... But its also time to embrace this new beginning into my adulthood. Not too long more for me to enjoy all the student discounts, so i'll make absolute use of it right now, before it ends. HAHA!!!
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We've all grown up... So fast that we tend to forget too much... Do you still remember how we first met?
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Darling is OFF today but he was busy the entire day with his family stuff and it was raining. Hope he is ok after being in the rain... :D MuaCks!
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Working early tmr! Shall sleep now! NIGHTs!

Saturday... A day pretty well-spent. Met up with Ting in the afternoon for some bo liao shopping at WM. Heh Heh! Enjoyed the little company we had there. We walked so so far... And i wanna review a secret, somebody wore a torn FBT... Ho Ho!

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Meet up with Darling at night, had dinner at Food junction. Japanese Teppanyaki!!! But the chef is a Burmese... Ho Ho! The food is really nice... YuM yUm!

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Watched The Legend, i like it. HEH HEH! Go watch if you wanna know the story...

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Darling was going so fast on the road that i felt scared. HeH!

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So nice to be with Darling.... Been a week long since we met up coz of CT. Feels kind of funny coz i kind of got used to not having him by my side and only sms-ing each other, yet, missed him so much. The feeling of reunion when we met up on Sat. Ho! MuackS...

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Planned by Terry Tan to go blading this afternoon but he was late late late. After bout 2 to 3 hours of waiting with Silong, Hun and ting, i decided not to go anymore, instead, meet up with Darling at night.

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The shop's fuse jumped... Ho! He told me... Must be scary... Was coz of the iron-ing thingy... And And! Darling told me he striked lottery.. Heh hEh! Not a lot coz its only consolation but he is so happy, coz he seldom, and i mean very rarely, this type of opportunity cross. HAHA!!!

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We had dinner together and chatted a bit here and there and these children sitting beside us were so freaking noisy! And we cannot tahan, left.

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Say Kok Hong, Wei Yi and Jing Hui at coffee bean.

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Darling drove all the way to woodlands when he recalled he forgot to top up his cash-card. Bo Bian... Turned back to top up... Hai...

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At this time, i think he is still on his way home bah... Poor darling... Good thing he dun have to work tmr, but he need to help out his family... HA!

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I mUacks my DaRLiNG...

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And, 2 days passed after CT, it felt so fulfilling... Ho Ho!

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Going to school tmr morning to hand up the Study trip form, afterwhich, its working, and then to Chinatown with Lao ma...

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HIGH!

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Shall turn in now... Nights...

On the 14th Dec 07

"Before I become a MAN, i will act GAY"
"Dance for my Wife and GF"
"BIG tree"
"Ahhh!!! My bra!!"
"ChoColate hoLding SkiLL! Only I know!""HoHo! Now you sEE it!""My TREE!""OoO!!! CHoColate...""O! How come it dOEsn't come OUT?" "IT's MINE!""HoHo!"Xmas Tree Replicas?!OpEn LEGs! Good-lookings
PooR photoGrapHy... (PoInts to HusBand)

Wishing the best for you, Husband!!! May the journey of becoming a Man be a smooth and prospering one for you! We'll always be around to crack jokes with you... ALL THE BEST! PS: I wanna see u BOTAK! HAHA!!!

又感觉累了... 是读书的关系吧...

2 down, 2 to go!

加油！！！

Spent my whole day at home mugging... K, not every second and every minute but at least most of the time, i am studying. Kept getting distracted... I'm done with all the lectures but really afraid if something of the unknown comes out. I even read the readings.

Today is Papa's birthday and i dun remember at all. Only said Happy Birthday to him and nothing more... Hai... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

K, i need to sleep early for tmr's paper at 8.30am.

Nights!

YeAH! That's the new top but... How come i feel i look fat in it? HA! Need to keep fit...

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TDM paper today was not very tough, good thing wad i studied all came out. I will be able to do well, sure of that.

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Slacked the whole afternoon and studied TL just now. OMG! The notes can kill. Although its only 4 lectures, but it consists of more than 70slides each lecture. Its really not easy to rmb everything and to put them into LAC. Hai...

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Shall wake up early tmr to study HBM. :D JiA yOu!

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Thanks for always giving me the encouragement I need... All of you... I'm blessed to have you...

Today is a Sunday. I woke up in the morning and saw the eyebags i've developed and it scare me really badly. This is the 1st time i noticed such a huge bag under my eyes and suddenly i felt old. Hai... When all the systems in the body messed up and things like that will surface on the face. I need to do something about it but that is only after exam then i'll do it.

O! Yesterday Darling and I met a lot of weird people. A girl kept staring at us when we were having dinner, then, a middle-aged group couple acting quite intimately then realised that the uncle was a bit tipsy, a girl who walked infront of the the mirror/glass panel of MRT, admiring at herself and smiling herself, and all the way, she was like, acting to herself... Very weird right? HAHA!!!

Anyway, i saw a nice Levis signature skinny and another Levis original skinny. OMG! And and a nice dress from Espirit. Crap... If i decide to buy all these 3, it will cost me approximately $230.... OMG!!!!! But i really like it... Serious... I think i'll get the skinny from signature and dress from edc. Heh hEh.. Which are like, around $130. Wah!

Tomorrow is TDM paper and i'm done with revision, at least that's wad i felt. i even compiled the notes together and printed 1 out myself. Heh hEh! Hope that's wad will come out, no side-track please! The paper is 11am. I shall turn in right bout now then wake up early to revise it all over again. :D

Didn't meet up with Darling coz i need to study, he went back to meet his Shui Shui for Laksa dinner. HAHA! Its always like that.

Let this week be a calm and quiet week. A week that let the both of us have a little break away from each other. :D

This weekend, very hot, cycling and possible roller blading! WAhA! Loving it!

Before that, need to Focus, Focus, Focus. This is the most important thing now. Good Night!

看着你，我想到了种种的画面，过去历历，我们创造在一起... 没想到... 我们又能在一起...

It feels weird...

A family doesn't feels like a family. Because... I am just a daughter... But, my brothers doesn't treat home, home. It seems like we dislike coming home sometimes. I would wanna stay out for some reasons. My brothers come home as and when they like. It feels weird...

Life is such a misery... How I wish i dun need to do anything anymore!!!

第几次爱上你？ 为了你，放弃了不少... 我不觉得很委屈，因为，都是值得的... 只是，未来仍是个未知数... 你会不会永远，如此如此地爱我？会不会不伤害我？不知道是对还是错，不知道是祸还是福，我只知道， 此时此刻，我爱的，是你...

他不是最完美的人，不是很有钱，不是很厉害，不是很年轻，可是，他，是我爱，且爱我的人... 就是这么简单...

Wee~ Thursday was IS execution. It was kind of boring. I was so excited initially basically coz i'm the leader and am happy that my group members did their stuff and set the booth up. Hee~ The booth is simple but i think its nice.

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Ended at around 2pm lah, coz there weren't much to do and Jeffrey Wu didn't come down so we left.

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I went to find darling for a while then went home for a late lunch.

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Darling was very weird last night. I dunno. Didn't know that he would be angry over the thing i did. I just didn't want him to be tired. But well, things got better. So happy when he held my hanD again...

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Woke up late this morning but reached school very early. SPM lecture then TL lecture. Paul Chang is really a fun guy. Though his lecture notes are always long and lengthy but he never fails to make lecture fun and interactive. At least its not dead dead...

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After the 2 lectures, i went to find Rong Hun and rubbished with him a little. Afterwhich, met up with Xueting for lunch at Alumni. That place changed a lot, then i realised how long it has been since i last visited it. Its no longer Galileo but Pine's.... Had some chattings and complaining session with ting and when we left the place, it started raining, so we took the sheltered path.

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I went to find Hun again and ordered 2 shirts from him. Then went back home.

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Did a bit of revision for TDM, and then took a short nap.

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Went out to meet the guys again to go City Hall. Went to the addidas but its boring, nothing to buy at all. Sian-ed.... So walked to Marina Square and i freaking felt under dressed. HAHA! Bought a top from Topshop with Ping Hong's discount card. O Ho! Wasted money again...

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Ermmm.... Then, kind of left the place. Terry doesn't seem to be in a really good mood and he refused to take bus with us. He actually went to take train himself coz he only has MRT concession while the rest of us have bus concession.

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They refused to take pictures with me, so that was the only 1 i managed to snapped myself with hun and ping hong. Ha!

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Had dinner at Gombak then i came back home while they continued chatting.

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Reached home and i realised i lost my eyeliner. GREAT! I LOST IT! I still have half of it unused! So pissed! But well, it was only for a moment.

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Life has been busy, busy and busy. Hasn't really been a day when i really rested fully. Its school work, project, earning cash, meeting Darling, spending time with friends, chatting and bickering with my Mama, online and just having no time for rest. My dark rings are getting worse and my complexion is getting really bad. Its time i do something bout it.

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Common Test is on Monday. 1st paper will be Travel and Destination Management. I'm done with 3 lectures, 2 more to go. I will wake up earlier to study tmr. :D

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PS: It may have been choatic, may have been frustrating, but all in all, its my life and I am trying to make it my way. :D

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We don't have to do the same thing, we just have to be in the same direction...

我知道你对我好... 我很开心你对我如此如此的细心... 这样的好，我不想终止，因为，我知道，你从没忘记我...

亲爱的，我不是有意要让你生气，只是不想你太累... 我不是故意唱反调，只是我知道，我什么忙也帮不上，只能让你不要太疲惫...

对不起，好像有错了... 但我也明白了.... Love you....

Here's the pictures snapped from my Camera!!! WAHAHA! SO proud of it OK!!! Hee~

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Skipped lecture this morning again, then the tutorial itself. Everything was ok. I ran off after that coz of Driving in the afternoon. Went to update my bank book, then buy bread for Mama... -

After driving, came back home to study. Rested a while then bathed, had dinner, went out to meet Darling. After a while, went back home.

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Continued studying, then came online to deal with the rest of ECD project. Tmr is the booth, i think its not gonna be a big thing. We're just gonna spend some time there and that's it. Hopefully we can leave early. :D

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Ermm... My mood is still bouncing up and down... Moodless one moment, got mood the next.

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O well, i think my mood will swing back sooner or later. As long as i get my things done and that's it.

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I lOVE MYSELF!!!!

I forgot to share my joy the last time i blogged. I bought my DIGITAL CAMERA!!! Like finally!!!! It costs me $299 with lots of freebies, hee~ But i had to queue for a gruesome almost 2 hours queue. I was so tired.... HahA! Its a Casio 7.2megapixels camera... So happy... But i haven't really used it though.

I've been having a hard time fighting the dark rings of my eyes. Ha! Haven't had enough sleep for quite a while already.

Sometimes, i dun really know what's got into some people. I cannot find the trace of your absurb. I find you so ridiculous. When you are the one saying what you want. Things are confirmed and people are so much depending on your appearance to help save the day but you turned your back and didn't even bother to inform that you won't be able to make it. When i questioned you, you told me, you have exams to focus on. Well, dun i have exams? Its not like i'm asking you to dedicate an entire year to this freaking job YOU asked for! "I am not as smart as you, Apple, I dun wanna play with my results. Sorry." was your reply. Well, Thank you for praising me, i accept that compliment but i dun appreciate any of your sarcarsm. It is so rude of you because...... It was you who wanted the job. I am so disappointed that that came out of you. So much for Friends Forever... I won't expect anything anymore.

I kind of laid myself down from Monday, i am really tired, i dunnoe why. I dun really know wad i've done to feel so tired coz i dun see myself doing a lot. Or perhaps I did.

Monday freaking Tutorial made my day really bad. I really dun like you, stop giving us so many things to do, we don't have the time. Can't you measure your work?

Feel lost in a maze i thought i've gotten out so long ago. Recently, there's always this miscommunication with people. Especially those that i think are close enough. Or perhaps, I am wrong? Does correcting people's mistakes makes people pissed? At least I know i don't. We learn from our mistakes, don't we? You want to know your mistakes but you dun like somebody of the same level as you to correct you... Ironic isn't it?

Well, maybe you people can stop looking for me for a while. I'm having a serious mood swing this week and i dun wish to be bothered by any of the craps that i receive when i do something out of kindness. I am sick and tired of being the good guy here. I just wanna study and have my test, be with my Darling and spend some time with my Mama. So, if you dun like the presence of me, always saying too much in your face, maybe, you should stop looking for me for a while. I'm gonna be alright like that for a while, and I need such times. So, dun bother.

With fortune comes the loss of every other thing... But it seems like i'm losing almost everything when I don't have such fortune. Perhaps, you are the one who is moving away from the path we used to call, ours. No more crossroad for you and I, I supposed. You can walk your path, don't have to look back anymore... Since you are happy the way you are... I am such a fool...

Friday Steamboat was FUN FUN FUN! Attendees: Terry, Ping Hong, Kok Hong, Liang Cai, Wei Yi, Jing hui, Xiao Qiang, Rong Hun, Xueting and myself.

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Was already feeling hungry before we reached Bugis, when we reached the steamboat place, the queue was damn long. So we went onto a Van which offers to go another place which doesn't need to queue.

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Went to Joo Chiat and really nobody but the food is still very FRESH!!! YuM! Didn't eat a lot but i was very full already. Everybody have fun eating and talking! Hee~

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We went back to Bugis in the van then we took some pictures, went to toilet and went back home on train. Most of us, tired. But still fuN!

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Went to Batok Mac, rot and eat ice cream. Then walked home with Xueting, and Terry and Ping Hong escorted me home again! Hee~ But only half way, coz i know they are tired too...

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Slept at 3am, woke up at 9.30am.

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Terminal 3 is DAMN BIG! Walked the undone terminal and it took us almost 2hours.... GOSH! But i must say, Singapore is good, i love the terminal! HAHA!!!

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Night, went out with darling...

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Today, rested the entire day! WAHA!

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Went for dinner and shop shop with DARLING!!! Hee~ HE IS CUTE! But very idiotic... Poke PokE me...

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K, i think i'm gonna turn in already!

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NIGHtS!

Was pretty late when i fell asleep last night.

Woke up at 10am this morning and had a simple breakfast. Rested a while and left for work.
Work was kind of busy today. Had to walk a lot that i didn't even realised. HA!

Today got talk a bit with Honey, miss him so much and its through him that i learnt that Terry Goh is gonna be PAPA soon! HAHA! SO happy for him! :D

Anyway, after work, took train back to batok... Darling washed hair for me... Hee~ Nicely... MuACks!

Saw Xueting's cousin but i dunnoe that's her. Hee~

Ermmm.... Really beat today, buy dinner home. Had dinner and rest... So tired... Hai...

Doing some stuff just now.

Shall turn in soon...

Last night, did went to bed at around 12am, after chatting with Darling for a while. But when i was chatting with him, i can see 2 him, haha! Too tired, eyes playing tricks on myself.

Slept all the way through to morning and i refused to get up but no choice, got up at 9.45am. Rushed out, went to bank then the sickening machine not working. Rushed back down but bus went off. Wanted for 10min plus then the bus came.

ECD was the same... But the tutor very nice, the stories he says are all very fascinating and real. The real world, he says.

Had a bit of TDM project discussion then i rushed off to work. I was running late again. Hate the feeling of always running late. It sux so much OK!

Work was fine, nothing much, quite slack. I swear i will never take bus back from work! WAH LAO! Maybe its been a long while since i take long bus ride or i'm tired or something else, i started feeling nauseous on the bus. Goshh....

O! I bought Donuts from Uting this afternoon for her I&E project, she is good enough to deliver it to VK for me. At the same time, Fish called to say she wanna go cut her coz the salon she went to messed up her hair. HAHA! I was still on the bus then.

Also, i was dealing with my group stuff for I&E. GoSh...

Had dinner with darling, then went home around 9.30pm.

Bathed and started doing the I&E stuff. GOsh... Doesn't seem like there's a lot but actually, there's a lot! Gosh...

Great great... Chatted asome stuff with Nicole, Darling's friend and KPO some stuff here and there... HAHA! I am so KPO lah! HAHA!!!

Darling came off and online again and again, think his network damn bad lah! HAA! Smsed him and asked him to go sleep. HA!

I am gonna turn in soon too... Tired....

Nights... and MUACKS!

Tired again... I'm gonna sleep by 12am today. *yAwN*

Today is a much better day. Its nice to have a bit more rest. My dark rings are out, revealing itself. It looks bad... Hai...

My neck is starting to hurt again, that's bad. Hai...

Today, i completed, TL tut, SPM newsbite, I&E poster. GooD!

Need to get on with TL project soon.

Hai... CT schedule is out, hai... in a couple of weeks time... JIA YOU!

Here to blog up about my week. Its been a really long one, seriously.

Didn't really feel much of the stress till it really gets down on you. This week, we are rushing for ECD, TDM, I&E, SPM 2 tutorials...

Rushed off ECD and we were happy coz we got our booth but that also implies that we'll have a lot more work to do...

Come Thursday, realised I&E's deadline is really close, in fact, its next WEEK! AHhhh.... And i haven't do my poster!!! And and, only one group member did his poster!!!

Had the longest day on Friday, when we had class from 9am all the way till 6pm, with only an hour break in between. Not just that, we have to go to Clementi to source materials for TDM and collate the pricings. It was a good thing i suggested Clementi, if not have to go further away on a Friday evening. So, 3 of us, Juchi, Christine and myself headed to Clementi to source for materials, was already 8pm when i reached Batok. And until had my bath, and a rest, i had to type out all the materials and budget. Waha! Isn't that all cool... I finished it only at 12am...

Woke up early the next morning for another meetup in school. Darling was nice enough to come in early to drive me to school... I was so so happy, coz i can sleep a bit more. Then, i gotta wait for them... No one was there when i reached. Waited for a long time and met up with some pple at Canteen 1. Glad Juchi came, the 2 of us completed the budget sheet in the Excel sheet, afterwhich, Waiwah did her HR stuff. Around 2pm, finished off with it.

Finally, I rested the rest of my Saturday!!! WaHAHAHA!!! Darling, and I went K-ing, and had a sumptuous dinner, so satisdied. But i was really tired... We had fun though.

Darling da bao Bee hoon for me in the morning, so nice of him. I woke up and since then, i was awake. Everybody else were busy with TDM, and there is SPM tut tmr, and we gotta do that tutorial again, always giving us some really extended trouble when we have so many things on hand. So, while they were busy, i did the group work. Fair enough. Jiawen asked me to edit the Budget sheet for TDM, and i did.

5pm, my eyes were numbed. Logged off, and took my bath.

Darling came to fetch me, we went to Boon Lay market place for dinner and chatting. Then, Darling say he may be meeting Shui Shui, so will stay longer, so he drove me to Lot 1 and we walk walk walk, i smelled the FCUK Fragrance but its not very nice, its the DKNY that attracted my attention but its so ex... Wad crap....

We had a coffee/tea session and talked bout lots of things again. 9pm, we walked to the carpark to get his car. And he drove me home.

I am feeling really tired but still, chatted with Darling till he reached JB again... :D

Logged off, and i finished off the last bit of SPM, and now i am really tired... HAHA!!!

ANd i just realised, I FORGOT TO BUY MY CONCESSION!!!!!

To add on to everything that's happening, my period just came to visit me.... Hai...

Another tedious week ahead, JIA YOU!!!

5days down, 2 days left to go.

This entire week has been a huge trauma... Too busy to even blog...

It has been a long long day... I need to get some rest, need to go School tmr for TDM project as well... Shall blog more again... :D

Night!

Couldn't wake up this morning, had a rough time getting up and i nearly walked into the wall. Ha!

Brushed up and rushed to school for a discussion before going for ECD presentation. I dunno wad's wrong with myself lah, i was so bad presenting and i am the one who start. O well... Doesn't matter. We got a BOOTH! HAHA!!! Pple, come support us on 12th January 07, at BB bus interchange where my group and i will be selling Acrylic paint art and sand art, its gonna be fun (coz i have fun playing with it :D)!!!

Christabel fell off her chair while rocking her chair. It scare the hell out of everyone. Moreover the wall is right behind her, and she just topple over. The sound was damn loud. I was so shocked. She hit her head, we can all see she was hurting badly, her face turned reed entirely and she couldn't get off the floor for a while. I didn't know what to do. Christine helped her up and rubbed the part where it hurts. After a while, the sudden impact on her head went off and she was laughing away. GoSh... It really scared me badly... Lesson to learn: NEVER ROCK YOUR CHAIR!!!

Discussed discussed bout out games and all, then i left at 2pm with Christine. I bought some stuff for lunch and headed back home. Relaxed a little, finished my lunch and waited for time to come for Driving lesson.

Jiu Jiu was late late late... Hai... One of his students passed his driving test, haha! But i couldn't really head wad he said, the student took 3 or 4times i think. Good lah, at least, passed! :D

Jiu Jiu wanted me to get used to 3 point turn before proceeding to parking. Heh Heh! My parking is better than my driving.... Heh hEH! Today, car jerked so badly, i got a shock myself. And there was once the engine went off without me knowing... Crap... HAHA!!! Engine went off 3times today. K, i really need to take note. Its always the slope... HA! Enjoyable ride though.

Back home, came online, wanted to do some project but have no idea where to start. Chatted with Dear about everything and anything again, that sickening person need to SLOT me in to her poorly drawn and written organiser.... HAHA!!! Doesn't matter lah, coz i'm busy too... Hardly can find time to meet up but we have to, coz husband going to tekong very very soon....

Ermmm... Then lao ma came to tell me some stuff which pisses me off, shall not mention it though. It really "made" my day...

Darling wanted to meet for dinner i think coz his Mama nv cook, but my mama cook, so no choice, told him tmr.

Told Ting the thing i wanna say, just wanna get it off my chest, coz i can feel myself getting really moody, when i started sitting infront of my laptop and doing my project and keep my mouth shut. Still, my mouth is shut, it has been a few hours now... Moodiness have to go.

Does it feels better when you speak ill of someone else? Does nasty comments towards other people delights so much? I am trying to comprehend the mind of those who slander others, don't you know its not right? Exhausted from all the things coming upon, this is the least of my problems. Please, don't make perfect seems rot... It all in the eyes of the beholder... Trust is all I have left...

Chatted with Darling last night through webcam last night. Saw Bee, Wee and Dou from my side... 3 cute kids, without a doubt. HAhA! Darling was telling me bout his gambling spree with his karkees, and sometimes, i really wonder, their entertainment really bores me out... Daidee, massage, daidee, massage... Nothing new. HAHA!!! But i guess that is their way of releasing stress (now that i know)... HA!

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Feel so funny, Darling is so bad, he is weird weird de, always doing weird things that, many times, had its way, and he is damn proud of those stuff. HAHA!!! Funny in a way.... The way i looked at it? He siao one... Ha! That's the way it is for him, and it is really funny to see him pulling all his cranky jokes on others. HA! I'm becoming evil too... Opps...

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Tlaw tutorial in the morning felt weird, I was the 1st to arrived, and everyone else seemed to be late. I was so scared to tell him that Shu Ying wasn't coming for class and he got a bit mad and asked me to tell her to go for make-up, if not, he will debar her. True enough, its the 4th time already.... I was kind of shocked coz i didn't expect myself to be afraid of those unintimidating yet intimidating eyes. Heh hEh! Our part of the tut was fine.

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HBM lecture was a bit of a torture. The slides resembles Justin Pang's and we highly suspected that its Justin Pang who did it. Why? The clues are, the obvious lengthness of the slides, and the "blinking" of each sub topics. HAHA! We are good. So, while Andy Oh was going on and on, i felt like sleeping. HA! Some stuff did went in though. :D
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Break time, did ECD. Discussed a bit here and there bout the Bazaar thingy, and did up a few slides, with the first slide proudly done my VINCENT, he is so proud of it lah... dot dot........ HA!
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Had lunch and headed for HBM tut. Tut began with all the quizes which were kind of fun, train the mind... Hee~ And it began.... Not as hard, can absorb. He has been emphasizing on the readings but so far, i haven't read any fully. Its so much for one topic and there's so much to read... Headache....
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After that, went for discussion again for ECD because tmr is the presentation. Ermm... A bit last minute but good thing we got the idea of wad we are doing. Briefly completed the slides, and then we left.
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Vincent and I went to WM to experiment the acrylic art... K, i admit, i got addicted to it... HAHA!!!! So fun... And i did an "A" for myself... Hee~ Feel like a kid.
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Met Chung Ee at the escalator when we were leaving, said HI, and BYE! HAHA!
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Walked out with Vincent and then went to find Darling. They wanted to trick me with the electrical pen and chewing gum. HAha! But i was smart enough. The pen doesn't look weird in anyway but kind of weird when pple suddenly ask u to sign right? HA! So i refused. Then Richard offered the Chewing gum, it looks so retard ok... The chewing gum is so so so obvious that its fake... HAHA!!! dots........... And they carry on tricking pple they know, so funny...
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Then i read my text while Darling was busy, played a bit of the 7wonders then waited for him to finish work.
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Went for dinner and we chitter chatter bout my stuff and some of his. Hee~
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Wanted to leave, but it was raining. Sadness. Wanted to watch movie but no more tix. Sadness.... Met Alex at MRT station waiting for his gf. Ha! Darling talked a bit with him then we went to interchange to sit. Chatted craps of everything. We are good... HA! Until the rain subsides a bit, he quickly went home. Poor darling, must be soaked...
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I'm home, finding the TL articles, found but cannot access factiva here... Wad a nuisance... Need to bring laptop tmr i guess...
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K lah, its late and i'm finally feeling tired. Didn't expect myself to last so long. HAHA!!!
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Good night people...
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I realised how much we have in common through the times we know each other... I, too, realised how much we differ in so many circumstances... Yet, against all odds, we managed to be who we are now despite the facts that all seems ridicule. How ironic can this be? Our lives, our souls, seems as one no matter how far we go...

Many things happened... But things got better... Not much to worry but i'm getting really tired... Tired with school stuff that is...

Skipped lecture this morning and stayed home to do my work... Then, helped Mama to arrange house...

Nothing much that i wanna touched on recently. Its just busy busy busy busy with school stuff... But that's the way that is, being a student... HAi....

HEh HEh!

Jia yOU mYSelf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Darling... I really want you to know...

How were my days? Rather tiring...

Had TL tut and HBM lecture on Tues and followed by working again... HAHA! It was tiring working that day. A lot of walking involved. And after so long, i finally felt tired and wanna sleep... HA!

Had a bad time online with Darling. Sort of funny lah.. Everything arises coz of my Ma... But, good thing, managed to make things right on Wed night. :D

School started at 11am on Wed, after that, met up with I&E group for our project. Bout an hour later, we went for TDM project meeting. HAHA! Really tired everyone out in the 3hours. HaHA! But managed to come out with some stuff and that's good.

Afterwhich, went for ECD talks, the boss i guess, from O'Brienn and Freshdirect came to talk bout their path to entrepreneurship. Interesting but most part, we weren't listening. Jiawen showed me the character she drew for her Nintendo DS. So funny!

Met up with Aiai immediately after that. She wasn't hungry, i wasn't hungry, so we went to sit and chat at MOS burger, ordered a fries and drink and we chatted away. Hee~ So nice to see my Aiai... She's looking for job, hope you'll get your JOB SOON!!! :D

Right after that, i went to find Darling. And Richard kept making fun of us, HAhA! But i always got my revenge, so HaPPY! Anyway, like i said, Tue was kind of a bad day for Darling and I. i tried to make him happy and it was successful....... Heee~ Dun tell you how i did it. HA!

He was tired, so we walked a bit and have dinner. Chit Chat a little, went to toilet, and he drove me home... HaPPy! MuaCks!

No school today and i woke up late. Prepared and went off to work. Hee~ Guess wad? I MET MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER! As in, my P1 form teacher. She is a Banker now.. WahAHAHA!!! So funny. I was the one who waited for her at the lift, and directed her to the room. And she looks so familiar, even more familiar when i saw her name. OmG!!! And it really is her! HAHA!! Reunion... Chatted with her a bit bout our lives... Ha! So nice... She hasn't change a bit, only the hair. HahA! How time flies... I was only 7 then... 12years already...

Work was alright, exceptionally good after seeing Miss Yeo... :D

After work, went to find Darling. Played with his game then he trimmed my hair... Hair feels lighter now...

I met Qiong Yao's mei mei, she is the gf of Darling's customer, the one from the spec's shop. HAhA! The world is really small recently. HAHA!!!

Darling waited for bus with me and then headed back.

After bathing, had dinner, so hungry oK! HAHA!!!

BaD Alex Se bei bei... Because of him, Darling dun need to go watch Bee movie with me... So ANGRY!!! He promised! :( Never mind, wait for another Cartoon to come out.

O well... Gonna turn in soon... Really tired... Tmr got ECD project meeting and work... Long Long day again...

Nights!

Today is a Monday. Hee~

Woke up early in the morning for driving lesson. Hai... Jiu Jiu is late again, waited until rain starts to fall... Hai... 1st time driving in the rain, i cannot see LAH! HahA! Same thing happened today, jiu jiu kept scolding me... Hai... I always get very confuse when he starts to say a lot of things at once. GoSh...

Anyway, it ended, went home and had a tiff with Ma.

No school today actually, but coz of the tiff, i took my laptop, went to school. Sit down and enjoy some peace alone. Heh Heh!

Chatted with darling online for awhile and talking bout project with Wen, did some project and left.

Went to check my bank and all, then went home.

In the evening, went to Shop N Save with ma to buy groceries, she needs someone to carry everything, so i am the one, for always.

It seems unfair when you say the things you said. Am I always at fault or do you think you should look at yourself? Are we not the same, or is it just me? Sometimes, I don't know why you object everything I do, but each time when I prove myself right, you can always find excuses that makes you seems to be the right one, even if it means hurting me. Its been so long... Why hasn't it changed? Have I not done enough for you? Have I not done enough to be, at the very least, given a chance to be right. Or perhaps, you want to see me leave to realise all these? But, you know, I won't. Maybe that is why, I always seem to be wrong. I seek your understandind sometimes, a person who i trusted most, someone who watch me grow, someone who I always adore... Someone who... Always disappoint me without fail... I am Sorry for saying this... But I wish to be more like me... Don't restrain me in that era, one which I don't even know, why can't you see it from my point of view? Come to my century, comprehend with whatever I want... Its only a little bit that I ask of you... Even that, you can't fulfill? You know how much I want your love... You always do... Yet all I get, I can't see at all...

Came across this pretty car on a calendar. Nissan z350. Its so pretty... O my goSh! I'm so in love with it... HAHA!
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Yet another Saturday that went by. I woke up really late, got up and had half of my lunch. I think i got fatter again... Sian... Shall stop my feast already. No GooD...
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Watched some TV and came online to do SL. Heh HEh! Then, listened to some songs and went to bath. :)
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Went to WM to take comic for darling then went on to VK to meet darling. Aunty was telling me bout the girl at the bread shop. HA! So funny ah, keep looking at my darling... should I say B*tch and buzz off! HA! Nahh... I guess, its just another flirt.
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Wanted to go Expo at first coz darling wanna go watch Car Show but after much consideration, we went to JP instead, for his Key wallet. Finally, he bought it. After so many months of looking for the right size and right colour, found it! Picard!!!
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Went to CKK farmart to eat dinner. Ermmm... Dishes don't taste as good as the last time we went there. Still, its nice... Coz its with Darling! Muacks!
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Finished eating and he drove me back. can see that he really is in a very good mood today. HAHA!
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Chatted on the phone till he reached JB, hang up.
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Watched TV and talked to mama a bit here and there. :D
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Watching TV again now. Hee~
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Ate a pear... Yum YuM... Going to bed really soon.
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Nights!

Happy DEEPAVALI!

Slept my way till 12pm... It feels so so good to be able to sleep for so so long... I love it! Woke up and watch TV, eat lunch, watch TV, rot!

Then generate some ideas for ECD and discussed a bit of stuff with Vincent and Wen. Logged off from net, took my bath.

Met up with Darling for Dinner. A short meet-up. Felt a bit of something in the atmosphere, nothing positive. I felt like i was penalising wadever he was doing and he got a bit fed up of it. Felt wrong, tried to make things ok by not talking too much, and eat my stuff.

Showered a little care onto my precious love, and things felt slightly better. Walked around and sat down a while to admire the sky. Ya, that's wad we did, boredom. HEh HeH!

I don't understand sometimes. I don't wanna control you, not because I don't care, I mean, i dun want you to control me either, i just want things to be mutual. I dun want this mutuality become your excuse to walk out on me. Dun you understand? I dun want you to have nothing else but me... I want us to have mutual respect for each other. I am just doing what you are doing to me. That's all... I care... I just dun wanna interfere with your circle of friends. Feel so sad when you say that i should, its like i did that delibrately for you to walk away. I'm not...

We never really quarrelled before, I don't know what its like for you to be mad at me, and I don't want you to be mad at me at all. If you think I'm wrong, tell me, don't do things to spike me, I know I don't deserve that... Let's not fight at all, make everything as peaceful as we know.... I Love you...

Objective of my life? To make as many mistakes as possible till I realised why...

Feeling rather tired now. Wasn't really in much of a mood to do anything today. I wasn't in the right mood in class and everything doesn't feel really good. Class decision? Wad exactly is that? Sometimes, who makes the decision? Everyone given the chance to speak? O well... Class.... Let me laugh at the thought of that.

Went off to work. Same thing happened. Busy and not.

Went for dinner with Xueting after work at Vivo. Food wasn't really good but was good enough to make us siao. Ha! Walked around a little then went back.

Tired now... Hai...

Public Holiday tmr, guess i'll stay home for the earlier part of the day to gather some info for project. No difference, maybe i can sleep more. :D

Didn't talk a lot to Darling today, scolded him for always going out till very late and feeling tired at work. Ha!

Anyway, I shall go sleep le... Really tired....

Nights.

Spouted nonsense in front of you... You accepted my nonsense... That's all I ask of you... This is Love...

School was fairly fun... Nothing really interesting happened.

After school, wanted to go for Netball with Hui mui and all but last minute, i rmbed, i need to do the Secondlife thingy, the thing that i haven't registered when the virtual spa is next week. Hai...

Did everything i could then got out of it, so sickening.

Tired, accidentally fell asleep for 15min. Heh HEh! Accidentally...

Walked out to batok central with Mama. She went to watch Ge tai while i go find Darling. Waited for him while playing with his PSP. Then went for dinner. Chicken rice at WM is different le... Not nice... Eeee....

Anyway, went off after a while coz Darling is tired.

He drove today so he drove me back home. Chatted on the phone till he reached JB. :D

TirEd... I'm gonna turn in... Working tmr...

NiGhts!

Anywhere I head, an obstacle exists. Just like a Hurricane, sweeping off my turf. Within seconds, I lost everything I have. Growing up too fast... Growing up day by day... I'm glad I've come thus far...

Didn't sleep well last night again, dunnoe why... The rain was so cooling but i just can't fall asleep. Weird... I thought i felt tired. Woke up late, rushed out to school. There was a jam yet again at Jurong Kechil. Reached school and i'm late for lecture. Briefing for TDM ended and next came OAG pple. Came to tell us bout their magnificent 100-year-old database. Heh hEh...

Went on for SPM tut, i really just anyhow present. HAA! Couldn't find the right word. HAHA! O well...

Afterwhich, went back home. Was having lunch when Papa asked me to search for the few restaurants and suddenly i become a translator. HAHA!

Took 30min break then went on for Driving. Hai... Jiu Jiu kept scolding me... HAHA! SO funny OK! I dun even know wad to reply when he was reprimanding. Heh HEh!

Anyway, came back home and started doing TLaw... So "FUN" doing Law ok... Wah... I read and read and read.... Good thing can understand, if not, i'll be committing a lot of crimes by changing the Law. HAHA!

Finished, had dinner, bathed, came online to do HBM, but didn't do much though, but i guess its enough already. Hee~

Ooooo! Bumped into Aiai in bus today, and she hit my butt... I was caught unprepared OK! I was so irritated with my heavy bag... HAHA!!! Heavy laptop... Heh HEh...

Hui mUi asking me to play netball!!! HAHA!!! So happy but dunnoe still can make it not... And the time... Ermmm... I think i need to rearrange a bit. Hee~

Just like this... Never ever hitting the ground... I know... You're still here...

Woke up early in the morning realising I am a changed person. No longer am I the person I used to be. Lost my faith in the things I do, no longer having the same confidence I used to hold. Just like the weather, everything changes in a swift and then, time just passed by without any warning. Stranded on the shore, left with nothing but myself.

Well, sun still shines as usual, time moves on without a doubt... Life has to go on, with or without what I used to possess.

Been missing out too much I guess.

I did loved my Saturday! Although it was only a short trip to Uting's Birthday Buffet but its kind of nice to see a few old faces. Then again, I know, i've been missing out too much in Uting's life, really dunnoe what's been on with her.

Left shortly after coz Darling already reached.

During the journey to our destination, we were chatting bout different things, nothing in particular. Sometimes, it dawned on me that our differences really doesn't exist as long as i make the effort to ask what he feels, and he walked the extra mile to understand what I want. We never had any awkward silence, we enjoy each other's company. Will this change one day? So far, it hasn't...

We were looking at some house thingy and gosh, those houses are so big. 2 and 3 storey... EnvioUs...

Watch 30days and nights with Darling. It was pretty scary, i really dun want that to happen. HAhA! Imagine not having daylight for the entire month and within that month, you are being eaten alive by vamps. That's scary...

We had some Dim Sam before heading back. So nice the Ha Gao, Siew Mai and Chee Chong fan... Hee~ YuM yUm...

Headed back and slept. Didn't really sleep well, couldn't fall asleep... Insomnia hasn't hit for quite a while and it felt wrong not being able to fall asleep at night. Heh HeH! I think, i only fell deeply asleep as the sun started to rise. Hai... Not good...

Had Laksa for breakfast this morning, Yum Yum... Been craving for spicy stuff recently, no idea why the sudden appetite and i kept challenging myself for more spicy food, testing my tastebud. HAHA!

Did SPM tut presentation on Cultures of a country (France). So difficult to narrow my part down. There must be some hundreds of festivals that French people celebrate. GoSh... Fell asleep while doing it. Woke up and finished it up. Heh HeH!

5plus pm, went to bath. Waited for Darling to come pick me up.

We went to Farmart (With gracious help of direction by Uting's Mother), and had quite a feast. Wasn't exactly our intention to feast but the food is so nice that i call it "Feast". Bbq-ed prawns with sambal, grilled fish and GONG GONG!!! HAHA!!! SOOOOOOoooooooooooo Nice.... YuM yUm...

We both had such a good time eating! Hee~ Darling peeled prawns for me again... HahA! He always does that and commented that my peeling sux... So Bad... HAha! NvM, he can peel for me anyway. HA!

Thought we were supposed to go back home but Darling asked where else to go, so i gave a few suggestions, WM, JP. He decided JP coz he wanna take a look at the key pouch for his nice nice big Honda car key... (Had such a hard time looking for somthing to fit the big key). HahA!

Walked around a little here and there then left. Started drizzling when he drove out.

Reached home. We chatted as always. Nice chatting... Hung up and here I am.

Need to get up early for lecture tmr morning. Finished printing my stuff already... :)

NiGhts!

Such a busy day at UBS yesterday. Really was non-stop walking... I dun quite rmb sitting down to rest a lot.

Darling washed hair for me... HAHA! So happy... So comfortable... Hee~

Had dinner with darling and as usual we blurt our craps in front of everybody and each other. And i started bitting pple again...

Ermm... I missed Suikoden, wanna start playing the game, dunnoe Uting got help me do the disc not. HAhA!

Went for Lecture, and before TL begins, the facilitator came to tell us bout out next year IAP. Some of us may have the chance to go for overseas attachment. Offered places are Shanghai, Vietnam etc. Ermm... So attracted by the working in Shangri-La, but kind of worried bout the situation after working in Banquet for awhile. Trainees are never pardon. Heh HEH! Well, something to mull over.

Went to Vivo after school to find Uting's gift. Took me so long to find something. Hai... So tired from walking around the entire VIVO! WAh Lao! Never done that before ok, not even when i was working there. GOSh...

Cannot tahan, i left. Took 61 and i fell asleep and woke up at Bukit Timah. I'm good. HA!

Went to WM to find some stuff again but to no avail. Met up with Xueting, long lost.... Had dinner at Mac (SHouldn't have ate, fat fat), and chit chatted bout recent happenings. HahA! She kept saying she's getting her Karma. HAHA! Funny...

Walked a little bit to find alternatives but didn't find anything. Went to Singtel and do wad i had to do.

Feeling kind of tired when on the bus going home... HAhA! Coincidentally met Kor Kor and the lift and i ran out of the lift and shouted at my doorstep that "KOR KOR BULLY ME!!!" HAHA!!! Nothing better to do.

Bathed, watched Tv and played with my French Manicure thingy. HA!

Came online and am discussing SPM with the girls. Hai... Many things to do...

I'm gonna love my SATURDAY!

Whenever you smile, I know, everything is fine... Does it matter if I'm sharing your thoughts, does it matter if I have no clue of your decision? No, it doesn't matter... All that matters is yourself... Get through the night and move on...

Those are the pictures took on 29th Oct 07, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!
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Finally i can post the pictures on...
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Today is such a great day! I woke up early and i reached school on time. Lecture is boring, and tutorial was interesting. So many talkings done, LOVE it!
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Driving in the afternoon was alright. Keep getting scolded again but well, learn as we go.
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Had a nice nice nap! AHhhh!!! Has been yearning for that for the past few weeks! HAHA!!! Although its only an hour but its good enough! :)
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IS tmr! And WOrk tmr!
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BlEh!

Sickening blog dun allow me to post pictures... Wanted to post Uting, Si En and my picture de... Lazy to do the photobucket thingy. Hai...

Anyway, woke up early in the morning for tutorial in the morning. Wahhh... The tutor so cute de lor, he read word by word and while presenting, have to type in his word by word. But then again, that is, too, a process of learning.

HBM lecture was as usual. Nothing much to comment bout. Except, Jiawen kept hitting herself on the chair, the tables and herself. HAHA!

Went for break at Canteen 3, with Jia wen and Yvonne. Had vegetarian, so nice. Chitter, Chatter. Went back to Blk 72. Found the group of girls sitting at the bench using laptops, so joined them.

I fell asleep, soundly. And ya, i drooled... Salivate... Wadever u wanna say, ya, it happened. HAHA! And my saliva was all over my file. HAHA! So disgusting but that haven't changed since Secondary school days. HAHA!

HBM tutorial, a lot of things done and said, quite some went into mind.

After school back to batok, do all the things and i forgot to buy A4 papers again. Sian-ed... NVm...

Went home, played with Darling's Psp... So engrossed, in the end, no batt. Sadness.... Anyway, asked him to da bao dinner for me since he was coming over to get his psp. Hee~

Then, around 10pm, he called me to tell me some facts bout the seller of the PSP. Hai... Bad pple...

Did a bit of tutorial. And here i am... Been trying to play around with Facebook, but a bit hard ah.. And i still dunnoe wad is going on in Secondlife... Hai...

Going to see whether BSB's album come out in Spore not, tmr. WAHA! So excited OK!

CiAO!

Haiya... Too tired this morning, couldn't get up to go for lecture. Hai... Terrible...

Went to check my account for the pay, but the sum is wrong. Hai...

Anyway, went for the very first SPM tutorial, was all talking. Had some discussion and a small presentation for the art reflection thingy. Then the Spa development presentationg by the 3 classmates.

Went off after that. Didn't buy papers coz i was carrying a lot things. So decided to do it tmr perhaps. Supposed to be meeting Dear tmr but she forgot so ya, forget it then. Shall go check out the stuff myself.

Was doing TL tutorial just now and i nearly suffocated. Supposed to finish all 10 questions and present 2 questions per group but after doing our 2 questions and the first 3 questions, i couldn't go on. There's so much reading and i had to do HBM too. Hai...

HBM's info is so difficult to find. No choice, try to make-do with wad i have and add on some common sense of mine. Not good.

So ermmm... At least i can finish wad i am supposed to finish for tmr. So glad i didn't go to work if not, i think i won't even have the strength to type this entry. Hai... Its good pay working there but i dun like the rushing everytime after school, i dun like not being able to finish my tutorials. Hai... And the pay actually came in wrong. Sadded... Shall clarified when i go there on Thurs.

My eyes is not doing well today, been rather blurry... Not good. HAHA!

The phones all came out. I fell in love with N81 but the camera sucks... I'm still very much in love with 6500s and 5610.... Hai... Need to negotiate with my mind again...

Nights...

Spent my weekend without any worries for school work but unfortunately, that is the thing, i should have been doing...

Saturday was my Cousin's wedding. Early in the morning, Mama dug me out of bed, after some preparation, we took bus to Uncle's house at CCK. Reached the place, and i dun even recognised Jiu Jiu's wife, my Jiu Mu. So terrible... The bride hasn't arrived so i played with their dog, QQ. So cute...

Quite choatic when the serving tea came. Dun like the photography, he got no respect for the elderly. Dun LIKE!

Anyway, watched TV till no show while my Ma and all the Ah yi-s chit chat. Till 2plus then Jiu Jiu drove us back.

Took a short nap in the afternoon. Then woke up to bath and prepare for the dinner. So tired ok... Went to Ah mah's house there, took the bus to Mirama Hotel. Was chatting with Darling all the way coz i dunno a lot of pple on the bus. Chat Chat, till reached Mirama.

Hotel's lobby ain't very nice, hotel's lift sucks to the very extend. Banquet restaurant was alright. Saw a lot of relatives but who is who, i also dunnoe. Only recognised some closer ones. And everyone kept commenting that i looked like Mama, like a thumb print. HAHA! Ya... I am Mama's daughter mah...

Dinner was alright, the food was OK... I liked the Montage of the of couple. Still, i have no clue that the groom is my cousin coz i really dun recognise him, his brothers also. Hai... Anyway, night ended quickly. Wanted to leave already but the damn bus didn't wait for us. 5-6 of us were so pissed. But well, Jiu Jiu's son, my other cousin, which is the groom's brother, drove us back. I had a couple of drink but it was all cool.

So tired when i reached home...

Watched some show online before going to bed.

Woke up this morning to meet Si En and Uting coz its Si En's BD, treating her a meal. Went to Vivo Marche, nice to meet up with them, since everyone is so busy with our own things. Walked a lot, from here to there from there to here. I saw the phones i want, all the phones came out. HAHA! But the price is still high high. Ermmm.... Wait i guess.

After eating cake at Bakerzin, we walked a bit more and then left.

Reached batok just before 6pm, find darling and we went to Jurong West to see his PSP stuff. Couldn't find much, no space to sit down eat, we carried on to Jurong East. Finally, while looking at PSP, we found a place to eat. I was kind of tired but carried on Darling's PSP journey. HAHA!

He spent so much on the PSP slim, can see he got heartache lah... Hai... Poor darling... Met Andy Mad and another hair stylist friend of Darling. They all know each other from here to there... HAHA!

Finally, left the place after all the bargaining thingy.

Darling was sad coz he spent so much, he didn't really wanna spend so much de... Hai... Poor DArling...

Reached home, chat with him till he reached JB then i started doing my stuff again. Printing notes and i did some tut for SPM and TL.

I'm not going to work tmr, i wanna rest a bit more this week. I have a lot to do. :D

Jia YoU myself!

NIGHTs!

Refer to Oct 26th's post for SPM tutorial 1 Arts appreciation reflection journey.

I realised i didn't brush my teeth before going to bed last couple of nights... HAHA! I think i am too tired... I think i'm not gonna brush today also.... So tired... *yAwn*

Well, bear with me, i know, i kept complaining bout my tiredness the past week but fact is i am really tired. HAHA! Dun like to feel all drained at the end of the night and i cannot concentrate on anything.

Had dinner with Darling just now and he told me bout the Xiao Mei Mei who kept ogling at him. So, i went closer to see that Xiao Mei Mei and Darling was like screaming at me not to go but i went ahead. So Eeeee........ The way that girl look at pple i also scared, if Darling likes to let her ogle, i can only say, "Bad taste... Let her ogle at u some more, you will puke..."

O well... Chatted a bit then i went home.

Printing TLaw lecture slides, great, 80slides. Wasted my papers when i printed wrongly....

Well Well... Good night...

I guess I have nothing to say anymore... Its you, you are dealing with...

I fell into my deep sleep after chatting a little with Darling online. Was undisturbed through the night, till the morning light.

Woke up only at 8am. Geez.... Rushed out to school. Lecture was so boring... As in seriously, very tired... She showed us some clips of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, totally falling asleep. Creation, innovation, ya, we heard them.

Then, went for ECD tut. Dots... A lot of stories... I mean, A LOT.... Was let off early.

Went for a lunch with the class and 19 of us took 5cabs down to NAFA. It was a boring trip. Thought we are supposed to understand and appreciate arts, we end up listening to them talking bout THE ARTS SCHOOL! The person from the library kept telling us this and that, but hello, we have all the things there, even better, excluding the 300year old collection. GoSh...

I wanna sleep.... Until the real looking at arts...

After that, went to Marina, had our dinner with the retards, Jiawen and Shu Ying. Stroll in Marina then walked to Esplanade.

Watched the performance of The String Quartet: Childhood Memories. SO nice... All the disney songs. K, not very much in the mood to type everything out, i'm exhausted. But just one word, nice...

Took 106 back, i dozed off in the bus, soundly. Reached interchange, checked account, nothing transferred. Home, bathed, watch a bit of TV then now, blogging.

Not in a lot of mood to do Facebook, think will do it another day. :)

Shall sleep eary today... So tired...

Ok, i am kind of pissed off with this module, SPM. The lecturer dun think properly one... She thinks that we only have SPM to study.

She want us to go NAFA this week for Arts appreciation, then she wants us to go for another Arts appreciation at some other places, also by this week. Then, there is to be a presentation (3 persons from the class) about Spa development by next tutorial. Is she crazy? We got nothing else to do except for this? HELLO, we have like 6 modules to deal with! Not just hers! And we need to sign up for the sickening Facebook and Second Life which i have no clue how to use... Can't she just make it less complicated to study this module. I know, interesting, but too complicating already... It is only the 2nd week and she bombard our time all to herself. OMG... Spare a thought for other modules please....

Then, we need to form groups to do TL tutorial next week. Then, there is this Bazaar thingy for ECD and IE has some project to do also. Can i know why there is so much things to do? I feel like sleeping... GoSh... Can i just play dead for a while.

Everyone wants something to themselves, each module leader wants something more to make the module better than the rest, did they spare a thought for the students? I find this ridiculous ok...

K, i think i really need to stop working already, too much for me to do, and i can't catch my breath enough.

Today was another long day... Woke up in the morning only to know that i am caught in a Jam along Bukit Timah, 15min i am stucked in the tracffic. I was late for my 1st TL tutorial class. Fine... The class went by, a lot to absorb for the 1st tutorial, which is the basic of wad will come in the next few weeks. Was told to form groups to do tutorial questions and present.

HBM lecture was bout Hotel's owner, franchising and so on and so forth. Wasn't too deep but just feel a little cramp in the LT. Ha!

Went for an hour break then back to Blk72 for tut.

HBM tutorial bout last week's lect which was on Hotel segmentation, k, all these things may drive me nuts. Hai...

Class ended early then came back to Batok. Went to chit chat with Darling a bit and he took Richard's Clarinase for me, to heal my blocked nose, a very good remedy. My nose blocked was gone in a while.

4.30pm, driving lesson. Hai... Sometimes, its not that i dun concentrate, but everytime, i am tired and wad i think of doing always seemed slower than the usual speed. When i do correctly, i doubt myself a little bit. When i do wrongly, got scolded badly. Hai... Clutch still sucks a lot...

Helped Darling go WM see his earpiece, thousand unwillingness to do it but still do it. Why? Coz its darling... Ha! No, coz I guess, i owe him that. Xueting called using Darling's phone, she was at VK. Went to find her and she went to 7-11 with me for a while.

O, forgot to mention, met Terry Tan at WM and i was blur enough not to see him. HA!

Reached home, bathed, couldn't finish my Mee, so gave to Papa. Watch a bit of TV, and when i realised it, i fell asleep on the chair for a good 15min.

Woke up and came online. And its here, that i realised all the things i have to do this week, tight tight schedule to meet. Bless me...

I am tired yesterday, today and i'm quite certain, tomorrow as well. Busy? Busy? Yes, busy...

Good night...

HoHo! Yet another tiring day...

I am having block nose and irritated throat which simply means that i'm sick. Ha! Got up at 7am this morning realising it was raining, the weather was so good for a long long sleep, sadly, need to get up for a morning Lecture.

Went to school as usual, with bus full of people. I didn't notice, the person sitting beside me the whole time was Tricia... I only notice the bag. Until i alighted the bus, i noticed the bag and i noticed the hair, its Tricia. HAHA!

Anyway, today's lecture is on Geography thingy, time zones, elasped time travel, and all. Was not too tough but hopefully it won't get any tougher. Class ended just like that coz SPM was cancelled and postponed to Wed's Spa trip.

Went to WM with Ju Chi, she wanted to get Hazeline, while i wanna get lunch. Hai... Felt a bit cheated by the Subway girl, dun even know why i wanna get the foot-long sandwich when i couldn't finish them all.

Took my sandwich, said bye to Juchi and I spotted Darling's bike turning into the carpark, so i went up and gave the flat headed Darling the 6-inch turkey bacon. Hee~

Went home, ate up, had my toilet break, went to work. Saw a couple of Les on train and i dunnoe wad to feel bout that. Heh Heh! Accept it, coz its the norm, criticize it, coz its unethical... O wad the hell......

Work started and i wasn't in much of a mood, my nose was blocked and my throat kept itching. Tired. Had to face with all the sudden coming of pple, shocked myself when i need to start making calls to different people. Ha! Its no longer just "Coffee or Tea?" Chey...

Even made a mistake there, really, i dun wanna bother. I think i dun wanna work too long le, i am really tired, and school work are all coming down now. I guess its either this or next week, i shall call it quits, short of an opportunity is better than losing my current job; studying.

Feel sorry to BT kor coz i forgot to say i didn't bring his phone out, actually i only realised i didn't bring his phone when he called me. Then it began raining, and Darling say he can't go back if it continues raining. Hai... Feel bad lah, coz didn't meet up with BT kor to return his phone. So sorry, BT kor... Really... Sorry...

I just did my Tourism Law tutorial. Law ain't easy to understand, so many things involved. Now, its tourism law, thanks, it either complicate things or make it more precise, its really either or. Heh Heh!

Didn't do HBM coz i think it'll be group work tmr, so ya.

Today, my Darling weird weird, he stared at me when i make fun of me, and he looked so fierce like he want to eat me up, i got scared but i carried on playing. Why? Because he is Darling. HAHA!!!!! I WIN!!!!

I don't know what exactly happen to you, but I know, since you are able to put it off so well without telling me, you've grown stronger. I don't know how you are feeling because you didn't tell, but I don't care either, because I know, when you need me to know, you know where to find me... Always, at the same spot, offering the same shoulder, not saying much but just being there, for you, My friend...

Days spent unwisely but fulfilling... In the situation whereby you are by my side every single time, without failure. The sweetness that never fades, it lies on my tongue and I want it more than anything else I can have right now. Tiring perhaps, mesmerizing it is. I don't know if you feel that way too, but for me, it is so. How do I live without you? I swear, you are more precious than anything I have ever had. Thank you, Darling.

Similar to the entire week, dun even know why am I feeling so tired with only the 1st week. I think I am really doing too much thing at one go. Working, going to school and dating are really tiring. Heh hEH!

It was raining right after school on Friday, took bus and went to find Darling. Darling was already waiting for me when i got there. So nice of him to offered to take my heavy bag. :) We went to walk around first, looking out for PSP, and some clothes. Then, I got hungry. He drove me to another place for Lunch and at the same time, shop. The Laksa there was not very nice, not gonna have it again... Hee~

After he got his car washed/waxed, we went off.

Looking in particular for clothes for me to wear. I'm telling you, we were so tired but with no choice, had to find clothes to wear. HaHA! Finally got a Giodano top and a denim from somewhere. Nice... But money spent. Hai... Waste...

Anyway, hurried our way back.

Had a tough time trying to sleep but did sleep a little here and there.

Early in the morning, bathed and went out with everyone. Reached the house full of people, while they were having breakfast, my throat was hurting.

Then, i looked at them having so much fun marrying somebody off. It was really choatic and funny. Took every moment of that down in a digital camera. Hee~

Drove the way to the banquet. GoSh... The journey was scary and very much torturing to the mind. The kerbs were scary.

Banquet wasn't really nice. Different from those I've always served. Its like a gathering for those Karoke pple. Scare me with their voices. Not really a lot of focus for the couple. I dun want that for my wedding, i want it more focus on me, since its my wedding banquet. But that, i shall leave it to few years later. HAHA!

Journey back was just as bad. We were all half asleep. It wasn't really a very good condition to drive. Hai...

Reached home, bathed and really cannot tahan, slept. And i know i concussed all the way till the morning light. HAHA!

This morning, pei-ed Wenhui to cut hair, he was so tired lah. AIyo... Darling did his cutting then i went to WM with him to buy some stuff. Afterwhich, took the same bus to Gombak. Met Hun and Chung Ee while we were buying Sweetalk and met Geraldina when while walking pass the wet market. :)

Back home, watched TV, and rested. Really tired.

6pm, Darling came over to pick me up and we went for dinner and JE. WAha! Went to take a look at ND hair profile which I guess is gonna be closing soon. Mmmmm.... O well..

Had dinner. Darling actually told me a very cold joke which i find no point to laugh at. So, i figured, i should laugh at him for such a lame joke. HAHA!!! And we laughed! HAHA!

Knew he was tired after a day of work, so i played around with him with my crap jokes and movements, he cannot tahan me, and wanted to grab me and beat me, HAHA! Too bad, he was driving. HEh HEH! I wIN!

He sent me a really sweet thing.. He is so sweet... Heh HEh!

Anyway, I'm all tired... My period finally came and it only adds up to my current tiredness. Moreover, its late. Women...

K, i shall turn in now, there's school and there's work tmr. Great...

I hope you never get tired of me, I hope we'll make the best out of everything, I just wish you'll always love me and nobody else. I just want you to know how much I love you... Its priceless, its weightless, you cannot see it, you cannot touch it, you can only feel it deep inside your heart, the little whisper I give to you... Are you willing to take this up? I love you... I really do... :)

Before i go for my nap, I wanna say this.

I LOVE MY DARLING, O SO MUCH!

No particular reason for saying that, I just wanna say it. :) You can ignore the post if you want. HA!

Great... The day is finally coming to an end soon..............

After logging off last night, while i was packing my things for the next day, Darling smsed and said he just got online. I actually wanted to tell him that i'm gonna go to bed but i thought, maybe just for a while. Who knows?

He tried on for Dou Dou the clothes i bought and pretty obvious, the clothes doesn't fit. His whole family were laughing(i can hear from the background) but i can't be blamed for that right? I mean, its like the 1st time i bought babies clothes, second, 1 yr old dou dou has a body of a 6-month old, wad can i do? Hai... I was so tired at that point that i couldn't listen to anything Darling's Jie was saying. Frankly, i was quite pissed at that moment. I mean, i bought a BD gift, like, stop complaining that it doesn't fit and appreciate the thought, moreover, that 2 pieces of cute little things cost as much as 4.5 hours of pay (in respect with my current job). Hai...

Probably i was really tired and i can't be bothered they like it or not, whether i wanna go change or not, or wadever shit. I practically ignored. Wanted to go to bed after that, but Darling was asking bout this and that bout internet stuff. Tell you, that was the very few times i got fed up with helping pple, and he is not any pple, he is darling. I really got fed up.

Helped wadever and i logged off.

Fell asleep till early morning 6.30am. Pulled myself out of bed and went to school. Had some stuff from canteen then went on for IS class.

Another boring IS i guess. Wad do i expect out of this module? "The networking i guess, learning something new?" Ya, 20 students said almost the same thing. O well. But this facilitator is nice, he is flexible, he allow us to start class at 9am and definitely end off before 11am every Thurs. I love it.

Class was over early, went back home to put some stuff, tied up my hair and went to work. Was a bit late but nah, it doesn't matter.

Work started, it wasn't really busy but i was tired due to the lack of sleep, then all the walking suddenly make me really beat. Julyn was so nice. She was so worried they may owe us money and even called the ACC to check whether they have signed our pay not. HEH! She said we'll be able to get the pay by next week. So happy. I'm working 2 days next week too. :)

Work ended and i had to go IMM to exchange the baby clothes. In the end, no size, had to change to other design, good thing got size and there is another design that is cute. I tell you, i stood there and had such a hard time talking to the person, coz i dun even know wad exactly i was saying, so tired...

Damn the cashier, he asked me, "are the clothes for your baby?" I stared at him and exclaimed, "NO!" and for goodness sake, if its for my own child, i think i'll know the size better than anyone, OK! Sickening... And i am not a MOTHER!

Took cab to CCK to meet BT kor coz i was just too tired to wait for bus or train, just jumped on the cab.

BT kor picked me up at LOt1 and passed me the phone. Had a really brief chat. He is just like himself, nothing much changes except for the BIG uncle CAR! HAHA! K, i have to admit, although its uncle, it is a really nice car, so quiet inside. Heh... But its toyota.... HA! Envious of him...

He dropped me off at Batok then i went to find Darling. Passed him my shoes and Dou dou's exchanged clothes. He was still doing his customer, that somebody who i forgot her name le, but always go to him at that time to do hair. O well.

I was too tired to talk too. Ate some bread with him while her hair was processing. Then i left for HOME!

Bathed, sat down, ate, and for the entire day, that was the moment i've been waiting for. Ahhh....

Watched some TV and started packing for tmr. Heh HEh!

Emotions rising and falling... I was pissed, i was happy, i was angry, i was embarassed, i am just too tired to be bothered. Why am I so freaking busy for nothing all of a sudden? Probably coz school has began and i need to meet things up with the already tight schedule i've got.

However, time table is pretty slack, then perhaps, life is getting busy. Heh Heh...

I've been waiting for the day when you can understand me a little more. At least I won't screw myself up because of you... Am I asking for too much? Or are you doing too little? I guess I need to be satisfied with what I have... I still Love you...