Monday, September 29, 2008

Ah Mah is in the hospital now... I hope she will get well and be as fit as a fiddle...

Its another devastating day...

Sunday, September 28, 2008

One morning, when i was feeling very sleepy, Papa drove me to work, it was jamming at Bukit Timah. When i turned my head to the left, i saw a beetle walking on the window, and i got a shock. I dun think you can see the little beetle here coz of all the background, but try, its on the left side of the taxi's "star Mex" sign, one black round dot. This belongs to another morning, when i realised i haven't been taking pictures very often. And from this, you can see, my room is in a huge mess after work began. Hai... Let's not talk about that. And i was in the toilet, "cake-ing" sai, and just felt like doing something i like. Instructed to help out on Thursday for Lin Na's event, reluctant to do so coz of other commitments but did went but left early. Hai...
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Friday, was very late coz it was raining in the morning and roads were close for F1 race. Reached work late than usual but well, no choice.
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Another event on Saturday, was a tiring day i must say. Shall not touch on it too much. Realised i have a colleague that is pretty nice. :)
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Went out with darling and he just kept pissing me off with the things he says and i got so pissed i asked, "wad is wrong with you? I am tired, dun make me confuse." and to soothe things, i smiled and laid on his chest. I guess he felt that tinge of anger in me, and he didn't say much after that. We were both tired, i can't blame him, he can't blame me, but i still love my DARLING! HA!
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Slept through most of my Sunday. Met up with Darling at night. He had to work OT so i kind of wasted my time there but i did played his PSP and helped him wash his perm hari stuff then i sweep the floor for them also. HAHA!
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And we enjoyed our dinner at Batok East.
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Starting to feel really tired, dun have to stamina to keep up with everything. Work sucks, coz of work, i have no time for every other thing. I want to go buy grocery with mama, but time clash, i want to meet darling more, but always feel tired, and when we meet, it sucks, coz of my tiredness, we can't chat too much. I want to meet up with all my friends but the time just clashes so badly that i dun even know what the hack they are doing right now.
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I am so sick of rejecting people over and over that i am sick of myself saying, sorry i can't.
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I feel bad.
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But thanks for understanding... I know most of you do... I know...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Hate to be untrusted... Hate to be accused of... BITCH!

Been really tired these few days... I really dunno where am i heading towards now... I have no mood to work but i have to work.

She made it so hard to work hard...

Too long...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

So many pictures to upload! So many things to tell! But i shall let my photos do most of the job. :D
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Cheryl, the PT, left this week coz of her studies. I believe its hard work for anyone who has to cope with work and studies. Will miss her laughters and our complaining session! HAHA! THis is our last lunch together at Uncle's Kitchen!And this happens 1 or 2 days before Cheryl left, Lin Na and i had Ramen, SO NICE! And i struggled to take picture of her "LOOK" HAHA!!! Wasn't in my best shape that day, i look so bad in this pic but aiya, its for the moment, so have to post it! Our Ramen came with Sushi... Hee~ But like i said before, i'm getting sick of Sushi already... Saturday Morning, mama cooked Maggie mian, fried omelet and fried salmon for my breakfast. YUM! Spent the whole Saturday resting and watching full full TV! Then went out to meet darling at around 7pm. He was tired so we didn't meet very long. We had nice western at Block 15 something, and just chat.
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So he drove me home, i chatted with him till he reaches JB as usual, and i sat and watch TV.
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Waited for Hun to come and fetch me. So fun to ride his bike, i'm liking the thrill! Hee~ Before i went out, Darling smsed to tell me he is sleeping and he said i look pretty yesterday, he is so cute, he is my cute beloved baby.
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Anyway, met up with them at MOS burger. There were 3 xiao di-s, who i still dunno their names. HA! Went to toilet with Ting, so while she is doing her business, narssarcist me came out again, took pictures! Ting's friend called to tell her some stuff and i just sat down and took pic of her and myself. HAHA!Before Hun and Terry went back to take their cars, i took pic of Hun's bike with me on it! Liang Cai's photography not very good... -_-"' HAha! But its ok! And i took Terry on his bike too. Hee~While they went back to get their cars, we went to mac to wait for them. And we bumped into Danial and Tricia, had a little chat with them then went on to meet the rest.
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Ting scared me by disappearing in mid air (you know wad i mean, ting). But she is ok... Thank goodness!
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Terry showed his modified PSP, and its really nice! Iron Man theme, really awesome! Trip to Kallang was a bit tedious when Wei Yi lost track of everybody but we made it there safely. We had KFC. And i kept snapping and snapping. I shall start introducing....SiLong plus 2 the 2 xiao di-s...Terry TanYip Wei YiIs it Wy Man?Liang CaiHun Hun hun! Ethan!Kok Hong!And this is when Wei Yi got escorted all the way to batok and he was damn stress thinking of how to shake those escorts away. HAHA!!!2nd in the row, with a the other 3 at the back.The 5 cars with a couple missing i think. HAHA!!! The tired gang, illegal gathering...The stressed up Wei Yi taking his puff.. HAHA!And our GUYS!BRighter one!The rest went back with Ting, hun, terry and myself hanging out till 6am. HAHA!!! And Hun let me drive his car to Railway from Batok, haha! Can feel he was worried. Heh hEh! Then, Terry drove me back home. And ya, i dropped dead on my bed. HAHA!!
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Early in the morning, a colleague called, i was pissed as usual coz i hate being disturbed when i am sleeping... WAH LAO! Shit! Wadever lah!
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Meet darling in the evening, went to Jurong East with Darling coz i wanna trim my brows. Darling was tired, so he didn't drive there, we took train instead. Hee~ So cute.
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After eating and trimming my brows, we walked around then went to Entertainment centre, there was a ice hockey match going on, we stayed and watched a little but left after that. Our train ride back was short but nice with Darling by my side. :DWe went to S-11 to sit and had kopi, he had kopi, i had teh and fries. Hee~ And we chat chat chat about recent happenings, there're so many things to catch up because we no longer have the time to sms each other everyday... I so miss my darling!
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And i ended up complaining to my darling about work although i learnt to keep it more to myself. O well... Afterall, he is my darling, we listen to each other complaining. :D
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10pm, he drove me back and as usual, we chatted till he reached JB.
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O! In the afternoon, was doing some work, and ting helped me with it. Its copying and pasting. Tmr need to copy and paste onto e-mails and send out. Hai... Tedious...
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And I went to market with Mama coz she wants to buy gold for me, in the end, we got a gold bangle, $333, wah lao! But its pretty nice lah...
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Conclusion, i learn to cherish my weekends more now... Its the only time for me to rest and catch up with loved ones and friends.
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Sadly, next weekend won't be like this, coz there's event next weekend. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yet another week ended, and another beginning... Its gonna be bad, i know... But i shall JIA YOU!!!!! :D
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谢谢你总是牵着我的手,不放开... 谢谢你总是给我最大的支持... 谢谢你总是给我最珍贵的教导...

Friday, September 19, 2008

The 2 big pomelos Darling bought for my family during Mid-autumn Fest. I bought Bengawan's mooncake for his family. I haven't eat the pomelos!
Feel so tired can... Aiyo... I really old liao can... Cannot tahan all the waking up so early and sleeping late, my eyebags are surfacing again!!!! Hai...
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An apple a day keeps te doctor away. Darling bought these apples for me for the last couple of days. So nice of him. I stock them in my fridge, had 1 today. Today is another horrible day at work. I really feel like knocking myself against the wall, why do i feel like the things i'm doing are all duplicates! Haiyo... Its really a waste of time and i feel, we are only making ourselves confuse. WAH LAO!
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Yesterday was even worse! I went out to do craps! Waste time outside and didn't do my stuff! WAHHHHHHHHHH! Good thing i claimed my cab fare back, ask me to go to the ULOO place! KAO!
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So far, its been nothing but bad things............................................ 3 weeks down..... I really dun wanna count but its so dratful!!!!!
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Didn't have lunch today... Lin Na and me are both very pissed today... Hai...
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How bad can this go?
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Side note: Spoke to a South African PA today, she is so funny, even her e-mail was funny. She added "(It was nice talking to you)" at the end of the e-mail, and i replied at my last sentence, "(It was nice talking to you too!)". Heh hEh! She was so excited when i ask her to address me as Apple. Heh Heh!
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Its people like that that made your day. It was morning there but afternoon here. That's how amazing this world can get. :)
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I'm tired... Going to bed!
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Just a bit more...


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Every morning, its feels like war...
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Wad a way to describe working. But i'm serious... I think my eyes will pop out very soon. I kept staring on the PC since work began. Well? Wad to do?
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At least i manage to accomplish certain things. :)
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I'm a bit tired of complaining already... I still have all these grudges but i'm just too tired to complain. Its, more or less, the same thing. In brief, i'm just not happy that they treat us like we know wad we are supposed to do, need to handle things that cannot be screwed, if screwed, will die but they just think we can handle it. HAHA!!!
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Feel really tired in the morning. Papa drove me to work again, feel so bad, make papa send me to work almost everyday. Then again, can have breakfast at the nice nice places coz lao pa knows his way. Hee~ Had Wanton mee today! And finally taste my Kopi Ti Lo Xiu Dai...
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Lin Na wasn't very happy today... I also... HA! I can only say, poor us... Hai.. Cheryl left today coz she cannot cope well with school and work. Well, its really understandable, we are but, human. No hard feelings at all.
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We had another late lunch and the 2 of us hack and just go ahead and had Ramen. HAHA! YuM yUM!
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Back, continued working... Hai...
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Still too early to evaluate the colleagues... So far, it hasn't been very pleasant, i must say... Another HAI................................
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Photo from yesterday, i think, cooped in the toilet, resting. HAHA!!! Glad i completed my things quite on the dot. Waited for Lin Na and we left together, and YES, the sun hasn't set. HAHA!!!
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Went to find Darling and chatted with him a bit and played with his PSP. He told me Ting went to scare him, Heh HEh! Poor Darling, he got scared twice a day. HA!
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Bought my fruit and milkshake, headed back giving him a big hug and peck on his cheek. So So in love with my wonderful DARLING!!
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I'm gonna spend my weekend with my Darling!
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So tired... I'm going to bed... Nights!
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是你给我,满满的爱...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Finally, i found a day which is better than the previous day!
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Papa drove me to work today again, and we had Bee Hoon for Breakfast and i strolled to work even though i'm already 5min late.
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Felt so tired coz i had quite a hard time falling asleep last night. Anyway, when i reached work, i couldn't startup my PC coz boss changed the password. So i was doing things offline, but stomach pain, went to shit.
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After i came back, she already typed in the password for me. O well, and from then on, i was busy looking at mails and replying them.
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Weekly meeting was called, so we went for meeting. Shortly after i was briefed about my task for the day, client called. And seriously, my soul nearly went missing. Why? Coz i'm still not very sure about the things i am doing and i am so afraid of offending them! HAHA! But i was fine lah, good thing i know how to answer and wad i was answering. Heh hEh!
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After the meeting, we all started our work. An event is taking place next weekend and a colleague of mine was a bit stressed up. I'm not really sure of wad to do so i dun seem as stress as her, i am waiting for any instruction from her.
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After that, i stared at the PC for very long, doing this and that, confirming this and that. Noting down any particular changes. It takes meticulous work there coz it concerns so many things. I hope i am doing things correctly and not screwing any things up.
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Cheryl didn't come today also. Lin Na and I were both busy. Had a really late lunch and da bao-ed for some of them. Dunno wad to buy, so i bought Sushi, and i think i should stop eating Sushi, for the 1st time after knowing Sushi exists, i got sick of eating it. GoSh...
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Carried on working and realised i completed my task. I arranged all the things properly, hoping i'll be able to look at them better.
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Why such a good day? Coz i can leave on time. While the rest are having their meeting on another event which i am not involved, i was doing up my stuff. Before i knew it, it was 6pm.
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The Cable guy came and he chatted with me coz i was the only one in the office but i left before he did. Ha! I got back early!
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Had dinner with Darling and KFC! HEh hEh! So fat... And it was nice chatting with my beloved lao gong! hO! Since attachment started, i haven't been a good old self, have been acting really childish and paranoid towards everything he does. After the little tiff i had with him last Thurs, i decided to rethink my behaviour and do something about it.
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平常心是最重要的...不管会发生什么事,只要镇定一些些,就能解决这些问题了...其实,这是他教会我的...他常常用他的方式来教导我,迁就我,并容忍我,但偶尔我总会把他惹火了,他以他的平常心来对待我...我想这就是年龄的差异的不同,因为我知道,我没有这样的平常心...我会好好努力,不再小孩子气,是时候改变那种极端的想法了...
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Before i even get my pay, i'm thinking of how to spend it. HA! Another expensive dream of mine!

O! After we finished eating, he was telling me all his Korean drama stuff, he is officially a Korean Drama fan now. HAHA!!! So cute de darling. Its nice listening to him talk about his work day without feeling frustrated that he may be doing some other stuff. HA! I am so going back to my old self! hoHo!
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We talked about getting married... HAHa! So funny.... Then, we did the most ridiculous thing, went to look at rings. HAHA! But then the jewellery shops are all closed lah, we were just browsing at them and we came to a consent on the SK, simple but elegant diamond ring. Ho! This is also pretty childish ok. HA!
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Shall begin our plan soon after i get my pay. Its time to start planning. :D
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The faces in the vast crowd may be strange, peculiar from a certain point of view, nothing may seem familiar in your eyes. You stand alone, lost. When you have no where else to turn to, nobody to call on, think about yourself. Always bear in mind where you stand... Know that somewhere in this maze, there is still a me, lookng for you too.......
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Where there is a will, there is a way...
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平常心...

Monday, September 15, 2008

First day of the week has never been the best. Today, its almost the same.
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It was raining early in the morning and i didn't feel like waking up at all. Too bad, i had to.
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Work started today and i nearly died-ed. Hai... I dunno... Do i call this a blessing or i'm just unlucky? There's no point regretting the decision made to go into this company because the fact is, i am there.
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Sometimes, i really dun understand the things that are going on. I am still so new but the things i am expected to do is so not new. When client called, i had to answer them in the most appropriate way and many of times, i panicked because i can't afford to offend anyone.
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There are of course pple in the place who are capable of working very well but at the same time, capable of pushing blames. Ha!
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Since last week, i haven't been going home early. OT till 7plus 8plus or even 9, standard. Hai... Its not that i dun wanna do my work, its really how they assign their work. 1 time i can be free and staring at the PC, the next, can't even go for toilet breaks.
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One word to describe - Ridiculous.
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I decided to take this all in stride. Dun mind me complaining and kept rattling on about work, that's the only thing that can happen in my everyday life now.
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Something to be extremely happy about today, our results came out and i am so happy i did better than expected. I thought this semester would be one of the really bad ones, but it actually turns out pretty well. Well done, girl! The pass Sem has been tedious but all the work paid off! Even my TRMK was alright, i thought it would be some borderline kind of grades but nope nope, its ok! HAHA!!!
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Well, just have to tell myself that. I can make it through a semester like the previous, why can't i do it now? Just need to bite harder and it will probably be over in a split second. jiA you Ai Ping, you can make it!
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Giving myself a timeline to get used to this working environment. 2 weeks had passed, the grace period is over. I'm gonna spend the next couple of weeks to get a hang of this whole new game. (But i'll still complain lah!) Jia YOU! Give it the BEST!
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I had lunch with Lin Na today... Never thought she can be such a siao char bo... HEh hEH! She's a nice person as well. :D But lunch today is very oily, felt like puking after eating. Lin Na is full of crap also... Heh Heh!
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Anyway, its early 9am tmr again, lots of work left to be done... Hai... Let's do this the HARD WAY!
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1 thing to note: I need to trim my eyebrow this week.
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My dream... This dream is 150 pounds....

时间过得太快却也太慢了....

Sunday, September 14, 2008

To sum up my week, tough!
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HAHA!!! I guess its really time to stop complaining and really take all this in stride. No point saying so much when at the end of it, i still have to face it.
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The entire week was having to face the handover from that colleague. It isn't easy, i mean, its like in the middle of the whole thing, and i had to take over. Having to handle the people from the event and the organizers, i really dunno whether i can cope with it or not. I'm afraid of making mistakes but then, i need to be in charge of it.
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As a newbie, mistakes are inevitable, this is the only way to console myself. I wish they can be more helpful. Seriously.
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Still, i hate working so late. I just hate it.
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Anyway, Wen came by on thursday for lunch with us, and its nice chit chatting with her and complaining all the stuff to her. Then, i asked her to come on Friday again for dinner. She came and helped me work. Hai... It can be that sickening.
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When we went for dinner, it was already 9.30pm. Hai... But it was still nice, a little catch up with her, and complaining done. HA! Before she leaves for the far far away China.
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Bought half a dozen of donuts for Hui's BD. Calvell was so irritating, he told hui everything. It wasn't much of a surprise but still, at least we did someting. Sorry it wasn't elaborate, hui. Didn't have the time to plan anything. I hope its enough. :D I tried to take a short break in the toilet everytime if not, i think my eyes will die, and neck will spoil. I had a little tiff with Darling on Thursday. HaHa! I think its my insecurity that cause those misunderstandings. I feel bad for acting this way. I should have the trust for him like i always do. I need to find my balance before i can have all of these sorted out.
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So pissed the other day when i saw that bitch! Still dare to grin at me. Ass hole... Then again, she's a bitch...
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Another week gone, i have 5 months more... HEh hEH! Taking great comfort in the passing of 2 weeks! HA!
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Let's make the best out of all these craps!
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让我找到我的平衡点,我就不再孩子气... 我的不安,你的宽容,是我这段日子最大的支持... 我爱你... 平常心.... 平常心...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

It can never get better than this...

I dunno when will i stop complaining, just bear with me, if at any point you are sick of me complaining, just stop visiting my blog.

hAi... I can only HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.......................... Almost everyday, there's something for me to complain about. How can i survive like that lah! NO LIFE!

2 more days to weekend, i am SO looking forward to it!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

I got a taste of staying late, stressful working place, scoldings from people.

Everyday seems like a bad day.

But I believe, tomorrow will definitely be a better one. :D

JIA YOU, TEO AI PING!

Monday, September 08, 2008

Here's an overview of last week. It wasn't good at all, i must say. Trying to switch my body clock to early in the morning to late at night. Having so many things going through the littel capacity in my mind.
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Attachment didn't start out well at all. I can't badmouth anything here, so i shall not say too much. Its just horrible, and note, it was only the 1st week. Hai....
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I bumped into my beloved sister twice last week and she bought me this nice chinese herbal dessert. YuM yUm! Didn't have time to eat, so i had to split it into 2 days, still its nice. THANKS GIRL! And i went to trim my hair a little bit. Wanted to do it before attachment but that week, darling wasn't in the mood to do anything to my hair so we postponed to thie week. Well, it was just a trim. I decided to keep my fringe. :D Darling tried his very best last week to make me feel good despite his tiredness, he made it a point to send me sms everyday to cheer me up and stayed for dinner or accompanied me to wait for bus. I think i made him worried too much with my tearful look. Sorry darling and thanks... Love yOU!I think it was last friday, last day of work and i had a terrible day. News broke out of everything... Hai... So after having dinner with Darling at KFC (making myself fat), i decided to walk to Shop N Save to look for mama. Wanted to buy a beer to indulge, instead, i saw new flavour of Jolly Shandy, HAHA!!! Peach and Lychee... Its actually pretty nice... And the little alcoholic content made me slept really well. Woke up on Saturday feeling tired... Watched the Croc DVD with Mama and played with Darling's PSP trying to squeeze into top 5. I think this is the last weekend i can spend with worrying bout work. Hai...
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I spent over $200 plus on Office wear... I am totally broke... Hai... Where is the MONEY?! Darling gave me a huge loan lah, though he said doesn't matter but i will return him. He already has so much to pay for (including ME!), dun want him to waste his money on my shopping.
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Sunday, rested a little, watched a very boring DVD, something Mutant and i nearly fell asleep. So i took a short nap. Chatted with Mama a little here and there. After she went to work, i went to bath and then went out to meet Darling.
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Saw the perfect bitch again... She was standing so near my Darling! I nearly want to spit fire!
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Anyway, went to get darling's car, picked up Leslie and Andy and we headed to JE.
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Had dinner at some coffee shop and the Bah Kut Teh was so nice. HAHa! Went to entertainment centre and i was browsing in Watsons for my Make-up remover while waiting for Andy's gf.
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We sang from 7plus to 12plus am. I died in the middle. Felt really tired. But i did sang till my heart is filled! Andy Leslie and Darling was having their own concert can! HAA!!!! And i think the air con wasn't working well, i was feeling damn hot even with my sleeveless. Dou ji came for a while drinking 2 beers.
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Left at around 12.30am after i kept pestering Darling to leave. Was really tired already...
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Bathed and quickly slept. Good thing i could sleep.
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Another new week, i was early with PL, then came Lin Na. Waited for a while before somebody with the key came.
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Wasn't the easiest day to get by. Actually stayed till 7.30pm, i was really pissed. Seriously. Had all the time in the afternoon but have to leave everything to after office hour, wad is THIS!
And i had a paper-cut today. If you can see on my middle finger. Hai.... I went to buy envelope, then find Darling. He went to buy dinner with me after work and i asked him to leave, dun have to pei me.
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I've been blessed with great people around me!
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AND I LOVE MY DARLING!!!!
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On a side note: CONGRATS TING FOR PASSING BTT!!!!!
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Challenges await....


Thursday, September 04, 2008

Menstruation DAY! Painful DAY! Busy DAY!

Hai...

“万事有我”

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

We make good impressions of ourselves, but the company makes a lousy impression to us.

Its only the 2nd day...

Been rather emotional recently. Any words from close ones can trigger a tear to my eye. It happens when i was complaining to Xueting yesterday and there was just this heavy thing on my chest that i need to let out.

After a whole day of pestering Darling, the last sms from him melts me totally..

It felt better that way and i fell asleep soon after.

Papa drove me to work again today, avoiding 1 ERP. Throughout the whole journey, he asked me a lot and i complained too, he kept giving me funny suggestions which i feel may not be right but sometimes, it needs to be done. Tears were rolling there but it didn't come down.

After starting work not long after, Baby darling smsed me to cheer me on and it was really something to push me a little bit further. :)

Throughout the day working, it felt weird. I think i shouldn't mention too much but well, the impression delivered wasn't positive at all. Miss Ong smsed right before work ends and well, i know we can tell her everything but i guess certain things are beyond her means. Just glad there is still somebody for us to fall on if anything happens.

2 lucky days we had --> able to leave work on time but this will not last.

Took train back and i'm dying to see Darling and tell him everything since his com was down.

Hugged him so so tight! He didn't have to say anything but he did and i was tolding melting down there. So embarassing to tear in front of the fruit stall aunties... :(

However, he is my harbour, a place where i can rest my feet and lay on my back, a place for me to vent out my emotions, a place where i dun need to hide anything from. I'm glad he is around.

Alex happened to came by too. Together, darling, alex, and the aunties, they consoled me and hear me out. Felt so much better after letting it all out. Though there may be more to come... Thanks to Alex and Darling, i was able to laugh at their wonderful jokes made for me. :D

Actually wanted to leave after that but Darling say he would accompany me for dinner. Can really see Darling is doing that for me. We went to WM to spend money again, for the pants i need to buy and the shoes i need to get. :( All paid by darling 1st, but i'll need to pay this back to him. He basically just accompany me and make me feel good.

Then we had tea and coffee, and i complain again. HAhA!

Left around 10pm.

I came home and complained BIG to Mama. HAHA! I always do when it comes to this kind of stuff.

Well, I still have half a year to go.

PS: need to mention LIM MEI QIAN. She makes me feel like i'm not alone. We're both starting new jobs in new environment, facing new challenges. Thanks dear, i won't forget your BD card.

他说:“忍一时,风平浪静,退一步,海阔天空。”

She says: "Look at the bright sides, at least you will learn a lot of things."

我说:“苟且偷生,变本加厉。”
也说; “让我好好抱怨,过一阵子,就好了。”

他说:“天降大任于斯人,必先苦其心志,劳其筋骨,饿其体肤,空乏其身,行拂乱其所为,所以动心忍性,增益其所不能。”

Monday, September 01, 2008

Actually didn't feel like blogging either but i figured if i dun do it today, i doubt i'll be able to do it any time soon. Hai... Reason is simple, attachment is too damn busy... I felt like i've chosen the wrong place for attachment. :(
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Wai Wah!!! I should have went with you!!!
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But, no turning back now...
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Put those aside, may i begin my happy moments to date after exams. :)
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Remember i said about the slippers i bought from MS? This is the pair. I'm so in love with it. Should i stock another pair? HAHA! Shouldn't waste money, i need to save up to buy a watch and a ring or perhaps 2? Hee~ And why do i like it so much, coz its just this CUTE! Smileys when i take it off. Slogan of life, "Don't worry, be happy!" Smile always! I got my new specs last week, its those that is very flexible, unbranded so its really cheap, darling made 1 before me that's why he asked me to do it so now, we have couple tees, couple phones and couple specs! His is blue, mine pink.That was the day he scared me when i drove his car, coz he thought i am going to run straight head-on to a lorry.... -_-" and yes, he shocked me, but i didn't touch any lorry... Civic is so big... And there, he showed his nose with nose hairs! Heh HeH!His eyes were really red in this pic, dunno why... He's my sexy driver!And there! The mirror that i always open up when i'm on his car... No choice, its too tempting for me. Hee~ I love the passenger seat! Why? Coz its my Darling who is driving! The seat smells of APPLE!After that enjoyable weekend i had. I went back to work like i said on previous entry (back to the 1st job, in case you are wondering). Helped out with selling mooncakes, no doubt the mooncakes are awesome. O! 1 thing to compliment, the hotel is very responsible coz after realizing that a few baked mooncakes are rotting slightly, they threw the whole batch of mooncakes away (though its wasting food but responsible). I see hundreds of mooncakes being thrown away... Such pity...
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Anyway, the shirt for the mooncake roadshow looks like Olympics table tennis. Heh heh! And yes, i look like siao char bo after working from morning to noon...Darling wore his new converse shirt. Looks nice in them, i should buy pink shirt for him too. HA! He was so romantic that day, he kissed me. Hee~ O! And i learnt some Hakka from him. I teach him better English, he teached me Hakka and Canto. He said, "I use my Hakka and Canto in exchange for your English..." HAHA!!! So cute... And I was just being real vain, taking picture of myself. Against my own mirror. Hee~So, after yesterday, its another new chapter to begin. Internship starts on the 1st of Sep 08.
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I asked Papa to drive me to work this morning since its the 1st and the funny thing was, Lin na and myself were earlier than any of the perm staff. HAHA!!! Reason being, they had an event over the weekend hence, they were all late. I guess that's gonna be my kind of life soon.
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1st day was nothing, we are supposed to "feel our way through". It felt rather weird, well, its the 1st day afterall.
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Wad i drat most; having to take train and squeeze early in the morning!!!! And all the burnt weekends... :( I can't accompany my Darling.................................................... I can't meet up with friends on weekdays............................. I dun even know if i have time to sleep.................................. I feel so sad.........................................................
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I am so not turned on at this point of time....
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Need lots of self-encouragement to go on from here... I MUST squeeze time out for my love ones! I MUST!
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Its just attachment, i just need a pass and that's it!
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JIA YOU TEO AI PING! YOU CAN DO IT! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!