Sickening, i went into concussion this afternoon when i reached home. GoSh... Scare the freaking hell out of me when i woke up. I remembered i struggled to wake up in the middle of the sleep but my eyes just can't open. When they opened, i felt my eyes rolled to the top and i just went into a sleep of wad i thought would be, of no return. i woke up at 5.30pm and got a shock... Was so scared i couldn't wake up anymore... Was that the feeling of dying? GoSh... It's so scary...
goSh... I spent an hour trying to figure how to do the POA qn... Gosh... Dunnoe how... Hai...
Ting just called me... She scared me with her first unclear sentence... I heard she said, "My cousin drop into the MRT track" I was like, "HUH?!" Then she repeated... It's not the cousin, it's her phone... It is so......... OmG... She said it's her bad day... Sister.. Cheer Up... It is just a material i guess although i know it hurts... Hai... Dunnoe wad to say either... Save up and get a new one i guess... Smile k...
Today, my chat with Darl sounds weird... Dunno how to really describe it... He kind of... Eh.... forget it.. Think i dun say better... Sounds weird but i didn't put much into consideration. Heh HeH!
Anyway, i told him I love Dear, and she loves me but i am not lesbian... Bunch of craps...
Andy Chua said i didn't mention him on my blog. Ok... So here goes... Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua Andy Chua... enough?? ya i think so... HAHA!!!
I rmbed somebody called me out loud while i was at VK, i was like who?! And dear heard it too...
Terry Tan called me to ask wad should they buy for Uting... HAha!! then i told them something she LOVES!
I was shock that i couldn't wake up, i was shocked by Darl's words and i was shocked by sister's misfortune... And for me... I am down coz i am just too stress over 6 projects and many many tutorials...
Life is pretty miserable... 无法好好的想想一切... 时间不够，身心疲惫... 停止一切一会儿好吗？生命弄人... Smiling ain't easy now...
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
Found oUt!
Many Many things to blog about. Lots of stuff happened from Friday onwards.
Went to school without any food in my tummy on Friday. Had LMS class and finally got quite a few stuff cleared in our heads bout wadever we must do. After LMS, met up with Ting and went to work.
Sprayed my hair black just for work, pretty troublesome but that's wad i get for being vain. HA!!! Quite irritating to spray hair u know. So went up to work, Yusoff asked me to go get the menu for VIP, so i went down and get it but i couldn't find our dear coordinator. So i was pacing around to find her. Then, she finally came. She haven't cut her menu. GoSh... So i was helping her and she kept doing other things and complaining.. Wadever. Took me a while to finish cutting the menu coz of the penknife... So pathetic...
Went up, they were having briefing. So i stood near the door. Then the damn Yihua open the door like pushing some rocks, hit right onto my thumb. FuK! Then i moved away from the door. Ass...
6 to 5 VIP tables... Wasn't really happy with the people i'm working with so my face was pretty black the whole day through till the ending part of the night. Ermm... Dun like such working style. They left without informing whomever, wadever. HAi... Anyway, weren't any coordination in the whole thing so well, wasn't a great night. Was really tired walking on and on and on like nobody's business, but who am i to complain to any of them? HA!
Anyway, night ended, went to office to wait for Xueni and Angel to go for Supper. Then, took transport home. Reached at 2am.
Next morning Darl smsed and couldn't really read properly coz i was really tired but i did replied him, and i knew wad he was trying to say. Hee~ I'm smart ok... Heh heH!
Then, some freak called wanting to chat, i was kind of pissed, i was trying to rest rmb? Ass that person, i just told him "i'm sleeping, bye..."
Very angry with these Despo kia...
Anyway, Saturday, very pissed with Darl... Late for meeting time with Jiawen and Edith, in the end, need Dear to help me meet them.
That sickening Security taking her own sweet time to write the vouchers, damn, feel liks slapping her lah, the queue was like so long, still act like she can handle everything... Fuk Off...
Then i rushed to changing room, faster change like siao... Saw Edith and Jiawen... HAHa! Helped Edith make-up... HAHA! Her face so small...
Anyway, rushed like nuts and went up for briefing. Then very "sway", check grooming. My nails were AhEm, LONG!!! But Terry was kind enough to let me off. VIP with Elsie.
Wah... Elsie really very Aunty u know... She's so young yet so aunty... Cannot stand her, very funny u know... Ok lah, had fun working with her... Good communication...
Went around helping pple and went to see Jiawen and Edith need help not then aunty Lau Hong Eng very cute lah, she asked me whether Edith is my sister not.. HAHA!!! But i think they were doing alright.
Asked Mao need help there, he dun wanna reply me so i assume nothing is wrong, who knows end of the night, Ting's partner screwed... Many Many tears incident ar... But Ting, Mao asked me to tell u that he is really sorry, he was really just playing with you and not putting blame on u... And really, he tells u everything coz he trusts that you know wad to do, he didn't tell the other guy coz he knows he cannot make it. The rest of the stuff that he added was for fun... So, forgive him.
Well, new staff, new attitudes, no use blaming them when they are such screw-ups, if we can do it ourselves, we just do it ourselves. If we are lucky, we met good staff, it'll just lighten our loads, if we're unlucky, wad to do, be happy, work ourselves.
Yesterday Yusoff said something bout drinking soft drinks and i find it pretty true. "Drinking soft drinks is a privilege, not a entitlement." True right? True enough that the hotel is rich, soft drinks very cheap, just drink but we can drink it coz it's a privilege given by the hotel and not an entitlement. TruE TRuE...
Well, many things are changing in the hotel and a few leaving as well... Will it ever be the same again? I doubt so... One thing is for sure, i'll missed everything from when i first stepped in.
Anyway, woke up early today coz going to Vivo with Dear for the Orientation thingy. There's really nothing to orientate about... Went there, sat down, talk to the restaurant manager and that was it. HAHA! It is a Beer house at Vivo City, looks pretty nice... I think i'm gonna work there... HAHA!!! Great Great... Another new job found...
Shop around Vivo, huge yet nothing much to buy coz i couldn't afford. I bought chocolate and candies.. Hai... Fail...
After that, went to JE to take pictures... HAHA! So long never take le... Dear and I was like so nerd...
Went to Batok next. Guess who we accidentally BUMPED into while going to Coffee Bean? My closest "Kin"(Brother and sister leh) besides my family... Dear and I were surprised... HEh HeH! Li Xiao them and felt so weird. Went out and look at their stunned face... And her face was like... HeH HeH! Cute ar... Not good to do things so silently ar... HAHa!!! No lah, it was just a joke made out by Dear and I... It was funny though... HAHA!!!
Went to look for Darl to get a free ride back... So funny ar... No lah, wanted to ask him something, then asked him to send me back also lah coz Dear meeting her friends... Heh HEH! So poor thing lah Darl. His hand got blue black from the glucose... Then the nurse was so bad, anyhow poke, hello, it's the vein rmb? goSh... Well, he's Ok lah... Then we chitter chatter a bit and reached my house... Ah HAHA!!! Reached home in an instant.
Unpacked stuff and now online doing nothing... Hee~ No lah, after this, gonna go type out script for LMS... HAi...
Dear said whenever we got nothing to say, say I love you.... AH HAHAHA!!!! I love You, DEar!!!
Posted???
Try unfolding the truth that lies within... Try understanding what I'm thinking about... Try making sense with the thoughts that kept playing... Try holding on to the moment when you got everything... Try loving me again... Love ain't easy at all...
Went to school without any food in my tummy on Friday. Had LMS class and finally got quite a few stuff cleared in our heads bout wadever we must do. After LMS, met up with Ting and went to work.
Sprayed my hair black just for work, pretty troublesome but that's wad i get for being vain. HA!!! Quite irritating to spray hair u know. So went up to work, Yusoff asked me to go get the menu for VIP, so i went down and get it but i couldn't find our dear coordinator. So i was pacing around to find her. Then, she finally came. She haven't cut her menu. GoSh... So i was helping her and she kept doing other things and complaining.. Wadever. Took me a while to finish cutting the menu coz of the penknife... So pathetic...
Went up, they were having briefing. So i stood near the door. Then the damn Yihua open the door like pushing some rocks, hit right onto my thumb. FuK! Then i moved away from the door. Ass...
6 to 5 VIP tables... Wasn't really happy with the people i'm working with so my face was pretty black the whole day through till the ending part of the night. Ermm... Dun like such working style. They left without informing whomever, wadever. HAi... Anyway, weren't any coordination in the whole thing so well, wasn't a great night. Was really tired walking on and on and on like nobody's business, but who am i to complain to any of them? HA!
Anyway, night ended, went to office to wait for Xueni and Angel to go for Supper. Then, took transport home. Reached at 2am.
Next morning Darl smsed and couldn't really read properly coz i was really tired but i did replied him, and i knew wad he was trying to say. Hee~ I'm smart ok... Heh heH!
Then, some freak called wanting to chat, i was kind of pissed, i was trying to rest rmb? Ass that person, i just told him "i'm sleeping, bye..."
Very angry with these Despo kia...
Anyway, Saturday, very pissed with Darl... Late for meeting time with Jiawen and Edith, in the end, need Dear to help me meet them.
That sickening Security taking her own sweet time to write the vouchers, damn, feel liks slapping her lah, the queue was like so long, still act like she can handle everything... Fuk Off...
Then i rushed to changing room, faster change like siao... Saw Edith and Jiawen... HAHa! Helped Edith make-up... HAHA! Her face so small...
Anyway, rushed like nuts and went up for briefing. Then very "sway", check grooming. My nails were AhEm, LONG!!! But Terry was kind enough to let me off. VIP with Elsie.
Wah... Elsie really very Aunty u know... She's so young yet so aunty... Cannot stand her, very funny u know... Ok lah, had fun working with her... Good communication...
Went around helping pple and went to see Jiawen and Edith need help not then aunty Lau Hong Eng very cute lah, she asked me whether Edith is my sister not.. HAHA!!! But i think they were doing alright.
Asked Mao need help there, he dun wanna reply me so i assume nothing is wrong, who knows end of the night, Ting's partner screwed... Many Many tears incident ar... But Ting, Mao asked me to tell u that he is really sorry, he was really just playing with you and not putting blame on u... And really, he tells u everything coz he trusts that you know wad to do, he didn't tell the other guy coz he knows he cannot make it. The rest of the stuff that he added was for fun... So, forgive him.
Well, new staff, new attitudes, no use blaming them when they are such screw-ups, if we can do it ourselves, we just do it ourselves. If we are lucky, we met good staff, it'll just lighten our loads, if we're unlucky, wad to do, be happy, work ourselves.
Yesterday Yusoff said something bout drinking soft drinks and i find it pretty true. "Drinking soft drinks is a privilege, not a entitlement." True right? True enough that the hotel is rich, soft drinks very cheap, just drink but we can drink it coz it's a privilege given by the hotel and not an entitlement. TruE TRuE...
Well, many things are changing in the hotel and a few leaving as well... Will it ever be the same again? I doubt so... One thing is for sure, i'll missed everything from when i first stepped in.
Anyway, woke up early today coz going to Vivo with Dear for the Orientation thingy. There's really nothing to orientate about... Went there, sat down, talk to the restaurant manager and that was it. HAHA! It is a Beer house at Vivo City, looks pretty nice... I think i'm gonna work there... HAHA!!! Great Great... Another new job found...
Shop around Vivo, huge yet nothing much to buy coz i couldn't afford. I bought chocolate and candies.. Hai... Fail...
After that, went to JE to take pictures... HAHA! So long never take le... Dear and I was like so nerd...
Went to Batok next. Guess who we accidentally BUMPED into while going to Coffee Bean? My closest "Kin"(Brother and sister leh) besides my family... Dear and I were surprised... HEh HeH! Li Xiao them and felt so weird. Went out and look at their stunned face... And her face was like... HeH HeH! Cute ar... Not good to do things so silently ar... HAHa!!! No lah, it was just a joke made out by Dear and I... It was funny though... HAHA!!!
Went to look for Darl to get a free ride back... So funny ar... No lah, wanted to ask him something, then asked him to send me back also lah coz Dear meeting her friends... Heh HEH! So poor thing lah Darl. His hand got blue black from the glucose... Then the nurse was so bad, anyhow poke, hello, it's the vein rmb? goSh... Well, he's Ok lah... Then we chitter chatter a bit and reached my house... Ah HAHA!!! Reached home in an instant.
Unpacked stuff and now online doing nothing... Hee~ No lah, after this, gonna go type out script for LMS... HAi...
Dear said whenever we got nothing to say, say I love you.... AH HAHAHA!!!! I love You, DEar!!!
Posted???
Try unfolding the truth that lies within... Try understanding what I'm thinking about... Try making sense with the thoughts that kept playing... Try holding on to the moment when you got everything... Try loving me again... Love ain't easy at all...
Friday, October 27, 2006
Tired...
I'm so busy with school work. I dun understand why i am so busy this semester u know. This whole week and last weekend was all busy busy, and these few days, my eyes are on the computer screen for practically the whole night. Is it because i was lazy last semester? Or is it coz this semester is very tight? Really dunnoe. Ok, the good thing is, i felt the nerves, felt the strained on my brain and the rush to complete things and the ultimate satisfaction of submitting wadever i'll strained myself for.
Well, i just completed the Draft report of the LMS project. So tired.... Nobody was online to discuss wadsoever. However, did inform all to do their part. Hope they did. i know one of them did, coz she was the only one online discussing with me. Kind of pissed coz u know wad? I'm not the leader but i did the extra parts... Hai... Wadever, i'm done, i'm satisfied. Well, coz i'm not brining laptop and i won't be joining them with the IAC discussion tml coz i need to work, i think i should do that extra part.
Ooo... I forgot to say yesterday i met Ying Ren at SIM... Such coincidence. He saids he couldn't regconize me... ANd i couldn't regconize him either, his hair all over his face... HAHA...
Then, i met Kok hong just down at the escalator. No actually i was standing outside May Fashion and he was on the escalator going down and we were talking like that, a distance apart. So funny. He's so cute... KoK HoNg Ok!
Andy Chua smsed me today... He's being funny.. I was in LT when he smsed and i was like huh?? HAHA!!!
Well... Have u heard Michael Learns to Rock's 25 Minutes... It's a nice song... Love it!
I think my eye sight dying soon... I should stop looking at computer screen so much... It's so harmful.
I met all my tutors already... I think i should be happy coz they all seems good but i doubt there'll be any other who'll actually make me like them like i did before with the others.
Aiai wanted to meet up for dinner but i couldn't, i am half-dead and i got so much to do. Sorry, AiAI...
My days are quiet without you... My days are empty without you... Will dreams come true? They do if you really want them to, even though they may not be possible... If only I could turn back time, I would do it all over again, do it the right way, do it with everything I am. Yet time can never turn back, it is just too fast for me to hold on... Will you be there for me when I need that shoulder again? As a beloved friend...
Dozed off unknowingly thinking of you... Cradled in your loving arms, sunk in the thoughts of you and I...
Boy, I miss your kisses, all the time but this is, 25 minutes too late... Though you travelled so far, boy I'm sorry you are, 25 minutes too late... Too late for you perhaps...
Well, i just completed the Draft report of the LMS project. So tired.... Nobody was online to discuss wadsoever. However, did inform all to do their part. Hope they did. i know one of them did, coz she was the only one online discussing with me. Kind of pissed coz u know wad? I'm not the leader but i did the extra parts... Hai... Wadever, i'm done, i'm satisfied. Well, coz i'm not brining laptop and i won't be joining them with the IAC discussion tml coz i need to work, i think i should do that extra part.
Ooo... I forgot to say yesterday i met Ying Ren at SIM... Such coincidence. He saids he couldn't regconize me... ANd i couldn't regconize him either, his hair all over his face... HAHA...
Then, i met Kok hong just down at the escalator. No actually i was standing outside May Fashion and he was on the escalator going down and we were talking like that, a distance apart. So funny. He's so cute... KoK HoNg Ok!
Andy Chua smsed me today... He's being funny.. I was in LT when he smsed and i was like huh?? HAHA!!!
Well... Have u heard Michael Learns to Rock's 25 Minutes... It's a nice song... Love it!
I think my eye sight dying soon... I should stop looking at computer screen so much... It's so harmful.
I met all my tutors already... I think i should be happy coz they all seems good but i doubt there'll be any other who'll actually make me like them like i did before with the others.
Aiai wanted to meet up for dinner but i couldn't, i am half-dead and i got so much to do. Sorry, AiAI...
My days are quiet without you... My days are empty without you... Will dreams come true? They do if you really want them to, even though they may not be possible... If only I could turn back time, I would do it all over again, do it the right way, do it with everything I am. Yet time can never turn back, it is just too fast for me to hold on... Will you be there for me when I need that shoulder again? As a beloved friend...
Dozed off unknowingly thinking of you... Cradled in your loving arms, sunk in the thoughts of you and I...
Boy, I miss your kisses, all the time but this is, 25 minutes too late... Though you travelled so far, boy I'm sorry you are, 25 minutes too late... Too late for you perhaps...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Gasping for some fresh air...
I came to gasp for some air. The damn internet explorer corked up, and deleted my whole god damn entry of complain. Ass....
I am so tired from all the naggings from my mother, so tired of all the workload that i have, so pissed off with the time, GoSh!
Things to do:
1. BCA Unit B and C skills review
2. SAM installation
3. POA tutorial
4. POA Quiz
5. MAEC tutorial
6. FABM Tutorial
7. FABM Journal
8. LMS Report Draft
9. BCA PBL learning template
Projects:
1. BCA PBL
2. FABM individual Project
3. FABM Group Project
4. LMS Peace and War Report
5. IAC survey project
6. WCOM report
See.... SO many many things to complete with such short notice. What to do? I completed one pile, then the other pile comes up.
I still need to work for the damn FABM attachment, 40hours! I ain't gonna be free this weekend coz i'm damn busy working OHS and trying to complete BCA, SAM, POA, MAEC. DAmn... Dun even know whether i can go out a chill a little not. Hai... Nah, i guess it's alright... I can make it right? Maybe some stress, ok, a lot of stress... HAi...
Kk, should put the load down for now... Rest... Gasp for air...
This morning, Xiuying smsed me say she's not going to work, ask me to tell coordinators... HA!!! Omg!
Just now, somebody suddenly called me when i was stoning from all the work, and he is somebody who i dunnoe at all, a guy from friendster... CrAp...
Then, i rmbed chatting with Robert on MSN, and wondering when can we break out own 5hours chatting on the phone record and sighing coz life is such crap at this moment.
I rmbed eating Curry that my mother cooked. It was Delicious!
I rmbed my lao ma nagging at me coz i asked her for money for the fine dining and grooming courses for my course. I shouted at her coz i was already so frustrated and her voice was getting on my nerves.
Now, i feel like sleeping... There's POA, MAEC and WCOM tomorrow... No need laptop, good good. 1st MAEC tutorial, looking forward to see the tutor.
My POA tutor is Lee Lee Boon, she talked too much... I went into her class with my eyes open, listen to her, my eyes went half-open and nearly closed, until she finally began her class, i woke up. goSh... She asked me whether i got sister not... *YawN* Only got brothers... Fake sister can? Xueting.. HAha!!
At least i rmbed her name...
I need to buy a txt for BCA and install the SAM disc by this weekend. So troublesome...
Hai... I'm gonna stop doing things. Wanna turn off and sleep...
有时侯， 真的不想那么辛苦，觉得我大可放弃一切，嫁给一个有钱人算了... 累了，疲惫不堪... 这生命的意义在何处？这人生的定点在于那儿？这美丽的脸蛋儿又有何用？真的会好吗？真的不会后悔？我的一生会是如何精彩， 如何狼狈？谁能知？
I am so tired from all the naggings from my mother, so tired of all the workload that i have, so pissed off with the time, GoSh!
Things to do:
1. BCA Unit B and C skills review
2. SAM installation
3. POA tutorial
4. POA Quiz
5. MAEC tutorial
6. FABM Tutorial
7. FABM Journal
8. LMS Report Draft
9. BCA PBL learning template
Projects:
1. BCA PBL
2. FABM individual Project
3. FABM Group Project
4. LMS Peace and War Report
5. IAC survey project
6. WCOM report
See.... SO many many things to complete with such short notice. What to do? I completed one pile, then the other pile comes up.
I still need to work for the damn FABM attachment, 40hours! I ain't gonna be free this weekend coz i'm damn busy working OHS and trying to complete BCA, SAM, POA, MAEC. DAmn... Dun even know whether i can go out a chill a little not. Hai... Nah, i guess it's alright... I can make it right? Maybe some stress, ok, a lot of stress... HAi...
Kk, should put the load down for now... Rest... Gasp for air...
This morning, Xiuying smsed me say she's not going to work, ask me to tell coordinators... HA!!! Omg!
Just now, somebody suddenly called me when i was stoning from all the work, and he is somebody who i dunnoe at all, a guy from friendster... CrAp...
Then, i rmbed chatting with Robert on MSN, and wondering when can we break out own 5hours chatting on the phone record and sighing coz life is such crap at this moment.
I rmbed eating Curry that my mother cooked. It was Delicious!
I rmbed my lao ma nagging at me coz i asked her for money for the fine dining and grooming courses for my course. I shouted at her coz i was already so frustrated and her voice was getting on my nerves.
Now, i feel like sleeping... There's POA, MAEC and WCOM tomorrow... No need laptop, good good. 1st MAEC tutorial, looking forward to see the tutor.
My POA tutor is Lee Lee Boon, she talked too much... I went into her class with my eyes open, listen to her, my eyes went half-open and nearly closed, until she finally began her class, i woke up. goSh... She asked me whether i got sister not... *YawN* Only got brothers... Fake sister can? Xueting.. HAha!!
At least i rmbed her name...
I need to buy a txt for BCA and install the SAM disc by this weekend. So troublesome...
Hai... I'm gonna stop doing things. Wanna turn off and sleep...
有时侯， 真的不想那么辛苦，觉得我大可放弃一切，嫁给一个有钱人算了... 累了，疲惫不堪... 这生命的意义在何处？这人生的定点在于那儿？这美丽的脸蛋儿又有何用？真的会好吗？真的不会后悔？我的一生会是如何精彩， 如何狼狈？谁能知？
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
CooKIng!!!!
I had this freaking dream today! I woke up at 1pm and just lazed on my bed, but i kind of dozed off again. Then, i dreamt of this ancient castle and some ah peh was imprisoned and we went to save him. In the end, he died in front of me... WAD THe?! So freaky...
Went to Clementi to meet Dearr, she ate the very disgusting Wanton Mee and we went for TANG YUANB!!!! HAHA!!! Then, we walked around again, buy her BRA! Then i went to LP zone see see, bought a jacket... HAppY! Waste money... Hee~
Then, we came to my house. Bought some stuff to cook. Called Ting and Yuting, none was free to come by. Only Deaarr and I... HAHa!!! However, Darl smsed me while we were cooking, so i called him to come... Ah HAHAHA!!!! Enjoy food OK!
I saw his car coming in when he came, told Deaar, then my Deaarr shouted from Lvl8 "EDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!" HAHA!!!! OMG! I didn't really know wad happen during the shouting, i was frying egg. HEh hEh!!! So omg!
Mess things up a bit lah. Dunnoe wad the hell happen, probably the new stove, some of the fries went black... So cham... But the 2 enjoyed eating? I think... Heh HeH! It smelled so badly at home lah... I still think pasta is a better choice to cook... No oil, no smoke. Heh heH! Finish cooking, i mopped the floor, do the dishes b4 i sat down. Lao, my toes kept cramping... GoSh... Hurts badly...
Darl very funny, didn't bring specs then afraid can't see when he drives back.. I find it so funny lah... HA!!! Da kor suddenly came back and heh heh, scare us... But nothing happened lah... Hee~ Darl left and Dearr went to my room to watch GONG. Then i helped her shave eyebrows... Heh HeH! So fun...
OOOO... Darl saw this DVD on the table so he on to see... It was so RA! GoSh... I was like looking and thinking y is it on my table... Of coz, i didn't buy it, my kor did, and it was on the table!!!!!!!!! Like hello, its so shouldn't be there. HAHA!!!
I had a great night... Although food wasn't that tasty, it was edible and i had fun looking at Dearr wash my wok... AH HAHAHAHA!!!! O... And i had fun seeing Darl cooked the FISh! So FuNNY!!! So cooL... Let's do it again this weekend!!!!! With Sister!!!! HeH HEh HEH! Got work... Hai...
I just finished rushing out the FABM slides... Now my neck is hurting... Sit so long... GoSh...
So boring now... Going to sleep soon... 9am class... Printed so many notes... Last for several weeks, i am so blessed to get those inks! Wadever...
CiAO!
You are so cute... (DeaRR) I love you...
Went to Clementi to meet Dearr, she ate the very disgusting Wanton Mee and we went for TANG YUANB!!!! HAHA!!! Then, we walked around again, buy her BRA! Then i went to LP zone see see, bought a jacket... HAppY! Waste money... Hee~
Then, we came to my house. Bought some stuff to cook. Called Ting and Yuting, none was free to come by. Only Deaarr and I... HAHa!!! However, Darl smsed me while we were cooking, so i called him to come... Ah HAHAHA!!!! Enjoy food OK!
I saw his car coming in when he came, told Deaar, then my Deaarr shouted from Lvl8 "EDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!" HAHA!!!! OMG! I didn't really know wad happen during the shouting, i was frying egg. HEh hEh!!! So omg!
Mess things up a bit lah. Dunnoe wad the hell happen, probably the new stove, some of the fries went black... So cham... But the 2 enjoyed eating? I think... Heh HeH! It smelled so badly at home lah... I still think pasta is a better choice to cook... No oil, no smoke. Heh heH! Finish cooking, i mopped the floor, do the dishes b4 i sat down. Lao, my toes kept cramping... GoSh... Hurts badly...
Darl very funny, didn't bring specs then afraid can't see when he drives back.. I find it so funny lah... HA!!! Da kor suddenly came back and heh heh, scare us... But nothing happened lah... Hee~ Darl left and Dearr went to my room to watch GONG. Then i helped her shave eyebrows... Heh HeH! So fun...
OOOO... Darl saw this DVD on the table so he on to see... It was so RA! GoSh... I was like looking and thinking y is it on my table... Of coz, i didn't buy it, my kor did, and it was on the table!!!!!!!!! Like hello, its so shouldn't be there. HAHA!!!
I had a great night... Although food wasn't that tasty, it was edible and i had fun looking at Dearr wash my wok... AH HAHAHAHA!!!! O... And i had fun seeing Darl cooked the FISh! So FuNNY!!! So cooL... Let's do it again this weekend!!!!! With Sister!!!! HeH HEh HEH! Got work... Hai...
I just finished rushing out the FABM slides... Now my neck is hurting... Sit so long... GoSh...
So boring now... Going to sleep soon... 9am class... Printed so many notes... Last for several weeks, i am so blessed to get those inks! Wadever...
CiAO!
You are so cute... (DeaRR) I love you...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Blog without title
After coming home from school today, many things to do, i can barely take a rest. After i was done, i sat down and enjoyed my late lunch. Omg, i forgot wad i ate for lunch... Ehhh.... O! I had Sushi... HAHa!!! For a moment, i thought i will never remember. Hee~
Then, it started pouring when trish called me. Rmb, she gave me the wrong book, so was going to change with her. When i reaced interchange, rain kind of subsided, we changed the books and went to WM to get my ink. Then we stroll around a little bit. Somebody walked pass her and scratched her arm, hai... She said she must've offended the person... I wonder.... HAHA!!! Anyway, she very cute lah, i saw the scratch liao, then when i came home, she came to tell me again... Trish, r u slow or wad? HAHA! kidding... She is very cute sometimes lah... HA! TrIshy...
After reaching home, i started browsing through some of the old smses... Came across so many that still touched me today. Some still make me smile for no reason. I had thousand of smses in my previous phone that i didn't erase coz sometimes it is nice to go back and read through them and feel the feeling that i once felt again. Naive in a way but it's a good way to remember the different pple who said the different things. Some i dun even remember but when i look at it, it came right back. HAhA! There are just too many memories to keep, too many to take away. It took me 5 years to get rid of my primary school and early sec school letters between my, then, pals, how many more years will it take me to erase all those memories, now that i've grown up more? I guess it won't go even if i delete them, some things just can't go. Right? (:
Well, i fell asleep on my bed while waiting for Deaarr's call... And i realised i am very tired so i called off the meeting today with her. We planned to do POA together at Mac but i'm just too tired. Woke up at 7am ok... HAHA!!!
I was lazy to go downstairs to get my dinner so i decided to cook myself. It had been so long since i cooked rice myself, and my rice came out a little bit too sticky... HAHa!!! Lost touch... But my Cheese Omelette and Potato came out well... YuMMy! My own cooking... Ha!
After eating, i slacked in front of the TV until 10.30pm, went to bath then do my POA. Completed it and followed by WCOM, finished... I'm left with BCA and FABM tutorial. HA!!
No school tomorrow, where should i go? Feel like going to sing... Wait for Uting to tell me. But another part of me felt like staying home. HAha!! Ass...
Xiao Qiang said i'm such an irony the other day. Heh HeH! Me!!! Ironic!
Many pple asked bout my hair... HA!!!
Well, i'm tired, should turn in lah...
Selamat Hari Raya Puasa!
CiAo!
Even if I forget about everything, you remain in my mind...
Then, it started pouring when trish called me. Rmb, she gave me the wrong book, so was going to change with her. When i reaced interchange, rain kind of subsided, we changed the books and went to WM to get my ink. Then we stroll around a little bit. Somebody walked pass her and scratched her arm, hai... She said she must've offended the person... I wonder.... HAHA!!! Anyway, she very cute lah, i saw the scratch liao, then when i came home, she came to tell me again... Trish, r u slow or wad? HAHA! kidding... She is very cute sometimes lah... HA! TrIshy...
After reaching home, i started browsing through some of the old smses... Came across so many that still touched me today. Some still make me smile for no reason. I had thousand of smses in my previous phone that i didn't erase coz sometimes it is nice to go back and read through them and feel the feeling that i once felt again. Naive in a way but it's a good way to remember the different pple who said the different things. Some i dun even remember but when i look at it, it came right back. HAhA! There are just too many memories to keep, too many to take away. It took me 5 years to get rid of my primary school and early sec school letters between my, then, pals, how many more years will it take me to erase all those memories, now that i've grown up more? I guess it won't go even if i delete them, some things just can't go. Right? (:
Well, i fell asleep on my bed while waiting for Deaarr's call... And i realised i am very tired so i called off the meeting today with her. We planned to do POA together at Mac but i'm just too tired. Woke up at 7am ok... HAHA!!!
I was lazy to go downstairs to get my dinner so i decided to cook myself. It had been so long since i cooked rice myself, and my rice came out a little bit too sticky... HAHa!!! Lost touch... But my Cheese Omelette and Potato came out well... YuMMy! My own cooking... Ha!
After eating, i slacked in front of the TV until 10.30pm, went to bath then do my POA. Completed it and followed by WCOM, finished... I'm left with BCA and FABM tutorial. HA!!
No school tomorrow, where should i go? Feel like going to sing... Wait for Uting to tell me. But another part of me felt like staying home. HAha!! Ass...
Xiao Qiang said i'm such an irony the other day. Heh HeH! Me!!! Ironic!
Many pple asked bout my hair... HA!!!
Well, i'm tired, should turn in lah...
Selamat Hari Raya Puasa!
CiAo!
Even if I forget about everything, you remain in my mind...
Yours truely...(SMS style)
也因为有你一路陪着我，所以我才能度过那么多美好的时光… Hope in my future journey, u will play a part in it too… really glad dat I hab u around…thanx for putting up with my everything. -Xueting
I confessed to u, but u r not there... -Melissa
I love you. -Melissa
Ther r no exact rite or wrong.. Depends on situation n thinkin.. Frm e 1st day i saw u till e day i decide 2 get ur number hu knows m i wrong or rite? It is not ur cheerful or red cheeks tat attract me.. But e real u tat u try so hard 2 hide.. B true.. Miss u.. _orange 2 u_ -Kelvin Tan
By e way, i miss u alot, and i Love U.... -Firdaus
do u ever recall the day we first met? our first hello? the day we became frienz? well, i do. n will always remember 4 tat very day, i knew.. i'd cherish U. -Si En
Its just life that i preach. Im just normal. Haha. -Bt kor
当你心情不好时侯，想一想我， 当伤心流泪的时候打个电话给我， 当你需要人帮助时记得来找我， 当全世界放弃了你的时候更别忘了你还有一个...我。 -Eddie
你知道的， 我正在默默地支持你，所以要加油哦！ 继续前进！！ -Ling Hui
Thanks Ai Ping... For allowing me into part of your life. I've truely enjoyed times spent with you guys, and am v proud of you all too that you've graduated and ready to embrace e next phase of your life. Take care, and may our paths cross again! -Miss Alicia Ang
Well done aiping now to decide whats next -Mr Loh KP
Seriously speaking i very worry abt u..... -Christopher Honey
Hopefully the swing will end once u awake... Haha... Same to u... Love u deep deep till feet... Haha! No need reply i just want to see y cheerfull apple that's all i ask. Sweet dream.... -Christopher Honey
Hey i'll miss u man.. Ha -Ben Koh
HAha... Hey.. Thanks for ur card.. Like very thick skin ask from u then got.. Erm.. Sorry for my coldness ba.. I m a person tat takes a long time to get close with a person.. So pardon me for my attitude.. But deep in my heart i treasure u.. So dun be disappointed.. Haha.. Thanks n nite.. Cya soon -Aiying
Sian.... Gonna miss you liao.... Sob.... -Sean
Live happy, live strong... -Richard
Sometimes, you wish to end this boring life, but always, there will be something that stops you from letting it go. Sometimes, failure takes away your everything, but there will always be something there to remind you to stand up once again. Sometimes, things happen, and you can't face the facts, but there will be something there to bring you back to life...What is that something that bring you back to this life full of dramas? That something, may be your sweetheart, may be your crush, may be your family or it may be your friend. For me, it is you... You are the one who makes me feel wanted when i thought i've lost it all, you are the one who cheered me up when i'm on the edge of breaking down, and most of all, you are the one who have brought me through the raging storm. I know, you are my safest place to hide. Thank you...-Myself
I confessed to u, but u r not there... -Melissa
I love you. -Melissa
Ther r no exact rite or wrong.. Depends on situation n thinkin.. Frm e 1st day i saw u till e day i decide 2 get ur number hu knows m i wrong or rite? It is not ur cheerful or red cheeks tat attract me.. But e real u tat u try so hard 2 hide.. B true.. Miss u.. _orange 2 u_ -Kelvin Tan
By e way, i miss u alot, and i Love U.... -Firdaus
do u ever recall the day we first met? our first hello? the day we became frienz? well, i do. n will always remember 4 tat very day, i knew.. i'd cherish U. -Si En
Its just life that i preach. Im just normal. Haha. -Bt kor
当你心情不好时侯，想一想我， 当伤心流泪的时候打个电话给我， 当你需要人帮助时记得来找我， 当全世界放弃了你的时候更别忘了你还有一个...我。 -Eddie
你知道的， 我正在默默地支持你，所以要加油哦！ 继续前进！！ -Ling Hui
Thanks Ai Ping... For allowing me into part of your life. I've truely enjoyed times spent with you guys, and am v proud of you all too that you've graduated and ready to embrace e next phase of your life. Take care, and may our paths cross again! -Miss Alicia Ang
Well done aiping now to decide whats next -Mr Loh KP
Seriously speaking i very worry abt u..... -Christopher Honey
Hopefully the swing will end once u awake... Haha... Same to u... Love u deep deep till feet... Haha! No need reply i just want to see y cheerfull apple that's all i ask. Sweet dream.... -Christopher Honey
Hey i'll miss u man.. Ha -Ben Koh
HAha... Hey.. Thanks for ur card.. Like very thick skin ask from u then got.. Erm.. Sorry for my coldness ba.. I m a person tat takes a long time to get close with a person.. So pardon me for my attitude.. But deep in my heart i treasure u.. So dun be disappointed.. Haha.. Thanks n nite.. Cya soon -Aiying
Sian.... Gonna miss you liao.... Sob.... -Sean
Live happy, live strong... -Richard
Sometimes, you wish to end this boring life, but always, there will be something that stops you from letting it go. Sometimes, failure takes away your everything, but there will always be something there to remind you to stand up once again. Sometimes, things happen, and you can't face the facts, but there will be something there to bring you back to life...What is that something that bring you back to this life full of dramas? That something, may be your sweetheart, may be your crush, may be your family or it may be your friend. For me, it is you... You are the one who makes me feel wanted when i thought i've lost it all, you are the one who cheered me up when i'm on the edge of breaking down, and most of all, you are the one who have brought me through the raging storm. I know, you are my safest place to hide. Thank you...-Myself
Monday, October 23, 2006
Ah hAHa!!
Wad a day... I enjoyed my whole day doing homework and getting angry at nothing. Or was there something? Think so... 1st i couldn't figure out wad the hell is Datafile for BCA then i came across downloading datafile from a website, downloaded, i can't open... WT! Then, i gave up. I wanted to do POA, realised the book weird weird de, so i asked trish did i get the wrong book and this lady said "ya, i got the wrong book" Omg! HAHA!!! I'm partially at fault too, coz i just found out. HA!! Did some staff on FABM tutorial, but didn't complete. Completed MAEC and WCOM. Hai... So much left to do.
Well, i'm happily admiring my hair in front of the mirror, so pretty!
Darl smsed in the morning to tell me he got a new niece who just came onto earth today, weighs less than 3kg, and is very cute. O! It's a girl... He said he dunnoe how to carry so i told him what mama told me, cannot hurt the head, dun trapped the hands and feet. That's it, i concussed again. HAhA!!! Anyway, he should be happy for his sister, got another child and most importantly, both are safe and sound... Such a blessing...
Anyway, I cannot stand the boredness so i called Deaarr, chat chat a little bout her head and all the incidents that happened after i left her place. Heh! Many many things happened and someone very excited.. HAHa! No lah, kidding.. Say some more, she'll break up with me... Ah HAHA!!!
O... I was telling Terry where we went last night after he left then he told me he went to MOS, then i asked him nv bring me... He said this week but i'm working lah, then he said, after work. I said, I ask Deaarr and he was like, "WHO?!" HAHA!!! When I said Melissa, he went "ChEY!" HAHA! So funny...
Ehhh.... 9am class later. WCOM tutorial and MAEC Lecture. Meeting DeaaRr to do POA together tml.. Ah HAHA!
Love me!
Love you deeply...
Well, i'm happily admiring my hair in front of the mirror, so pretty!
Darl smsed in the morning to tell me he got a new niece who just came onto earth today, weighs less than 3kg, and is very cute. O! It's a girl... He said he dunnoe how to carry so i told him what mama told me, cannot hurt the head, dun trapped the hands and feet. That's it, i concussed again. HAhA!!! Anyway, he should be happy for his sister, got another child and most importantly, both are safe and sound... Such a blessing...
Anyway, I cannot stand the boredness so i called Deaarr, chat chat a little bout her head and all the incidents that happened after i left her place. Heh! Many many things happened and someone very excited.. HAHa! No lah, kidding.. Say some more, she'll break up with me... Ah HAHA!!!
O... I was telling Terry where we went last night after he left then he told me he went to MOS, then i asked him nv bring me... He said this week but i'm working lah, then he said, after work. I said, I ask Deaarr and he was like, "WHO?!" HAHA!!! When I said Melissa, he went "ChEY!" HAHA! So funny...
Ehhh.... 9am class later. WCOM tutorial and MAEC Lecture. Meeting DeaaRr to do POA together tml.. Ah HAHA!
Love me!
Love you deeply...
Uting and Ah Po
Uting: "Ah Po, do u think the Prestige is nice?"
Me: "Huh? Wad the hell is that? HAven't heard of it."
Uting: "U know lah! Toopid! The Magician one..."
Me: "Oooo... HAHA!!! I know!!! Ok ar, think should be nice... HAHa!"
Another day...
Uting: "Ah po, where u going?"
Me: "Huh? Your husband tell u ar? HAHa!!! At lot 1"
Uting: "Wad husband? What you doing there?"
Me: "Meet Boh Teck Kor."
Uting: "You and him only? For wad?"
Me: "Ya, returning him pants... Where r u?"
Uting: "WM lor, lunch"
Me: "O... I see... With who? Movie later?"
Uting: "Ming lor... Wad movie?"
Me: "Dunnoe, anything?"
Uting: "Departed?"
Me: "See how, i call u later"
Movies talk with Uting... HA!
Me: "Huh? Wad the hell is that? HAven't heard of it."
Uting: "U know lah! Toopid! The Magician one..."
Me: "Oooo... HAHA!!! I know!!! Ok ar, think should be nice... HAHa!"
Another day...
Uting: "Ah po, where u going?"
Me: "Huh? Your husband tell u ar? HAHa!!! At lot 1"
Uting: "Wad husband? What you doing there?"
Me: "Meet Boh Teck Kor."
Uting: "You and him only? For wad?"
Me: "Ya, returning him pants... Where r u?"
Uting: "WM lor, lunch"
Me: "O... I see... With who? Movie later?"
Uting: "Ming lor... Wad movie?"
Me: "Dunnoe, anything?"
Uting: "Departed?"
Me: "See how, i call u later"
Movies talk with Uting... HA!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Goodbye beloved LAu...
Well, Well, wad a wonderful day... I just came home from Lau's farewell dinner.
After meeting Kor in the afternoon, i went to WM to meet Yuting and Ming for a movie, wah, u know how boring the Departed is? Almost died in the cinema. HAHA!!! And it was so Long u know. Hai... 6.08pm, i called Dear and quickly rushed home.
On the way, smsed Darl a bit here and there and then i realised it was Deepavali an hour ago. HA! So bad to forget our festive season. ANyway, he knocked off early, wanted a movie or something but nah, promised to go see our beloved Lau. HA!
So, rushed everything, got out of home, meet up with Dear on the train and there we went to Bugis. Shopped a little at the junction then meet up with Yee Siang, went to Levis and saw this really nice Denim... OMG! It's so pretty, costs $100 plus i think, then i saw this nice nice collar shirt which cost $99.50.. OmG! Then came the jeans... $200... HAHa! Can't afford any of it but all are so pretty!!!!
Meet up with Xueni and all, and from there, met up with all. We went to TiAn tIAn Huo Guo... Heh HEH! Ate so much, my stomach cannot stand, took many many pictures, snapshots or wadever. Feels so good to be with all the banquet pple, it has been so so long...
After dinner, it was around 11pm, decided to go sit around some places to have some fun and chats. Chose Release's for a drink. HAHa!!! Bought a Chivas and there, we started our rounds of drinking... HAHA!!! Dear cannot make it, i think she should be in the middle of her giddiness... HAHA!!! Poor Dear... I had some too, still can make it, but just went red... That's me! Red APPLE! Hee!
After the whole Chivas is gone, we called it a night. Honey took the 3 marbles our of the chivas cup, i got one of it, so nice, gonna post the pic one of these days. Hee~
Well, it was a successful farewell dinner, nobody threw nobody any wet blanket and we all gave our well wishes to Lau. I do hope he make it good out there. Gonna miss his scoldings and bitchings. OHS will be different without him. Still, pple move on, so must he.
Kk, i haven't sleep yet coz i figured i should get some school work done, get prepared of wad i need to do tml so i dun have to panick wadsoever. yuP!
GetTing buSY!
CiAO!
Sometimes I wish things should go my way, sometimes, I hope you will always be there, but many times, what I wish never came true because it can never happen nor can it ever exist at all. I miss you...
After meeting Kor in the afternoon, i went to WM to meet Yuting and Ming for a movie, wah, u know how boring the Departed is? Almost died in the cinema. HAHA!!! And it was so Long u know. Hai... 6.08pm, i called Dear and quickly rushed home.
On the way, smsed Darl a bit here and there and then i realised it was Deepavali an hour ago. HA! So bad to forget our festive season. ANyway, he knocked off early, wanted a movie or something but nah, promised to go see our beloved Lau. HA!
So, rushed everything, got out of home, meet up with Dear on the train and there we went to Bugis. Shopped a little at the junction then meet up with Yee Siang, went to Levis and saw this really nice Denim... OMG! It's so pretty, costs $100 plus i think, then i saw this nice nice collar shirt which cost $99.50.. OmG! Then came the jeans... $200... HAHa! Can't afford any of it but all are so pretty!!!!
Meet up with Xueni and all, and from there, met up with all. We went to TiAn tIAn Huo Guo... Heh HEH! Ate so much, my stomach cannot stand, took many many pictures, snapshots or wadever. Feels so good to be with all the banquet pple, it has been so so long...
After dinner, it was around 11pm, decided to go sit around some places to have some fun and chats. Chose Release's for a drink. HAHa!!! Bought a Chivas and there, we started our rounds of drinking... HAHA!!! Dear cannot make it, i think she should be in the middle of her giddiness... HAHA!!! Poor Dear... I had some too, still can make it, but just went red... That's me! Red APPLE! Hee!
After the whole Chivas is gone, we called it a night. Honey took the 3 marbles our of the chivas cup, i got one of it, so nice, gonna post the pic one of these days. Hee~
Well, it was a successful farewell dinner, nobody threw nobody any wet blanket and we all gave our well wishes to Lau. I do hope he make it good out there. Gonna miss his scoldings and bitchings. OHS will be different without him. Still, pple move on, so must he.
Kk, i haven't sleep yet coz i figured i should get some school work done, get prepared of wad i need to do tml so i dun have to panick wadsoever. yuP!
GetTing buSY!
CiAO!
Sometimes I wish things should go my way, sometimes, I hope you will always be there, but many times, what I wish never came true because it can never happen nor can it ever exist at all. I miss you...
OmG!
Haven't been blogging regularly last couple of day, i was just too lazy and tired to touch the keyboard at all.
I had a slight fever last night and my whole body's muscle are aching from the other's day badminton game. HA! I told Richard to do warm up and cool down but i myself didn't do that, laziness... HA! Anyway, the right side of my body hurts, especially my butt, i dun understand why does the butt always hurt so much after running. HAHa!!! Part of my body...
Last night, Dear's Turkish embassy lady called and asked me whether i remembered working for her for the reception or not, i was like, i'm not the one and she just asked whether i wanna work not, i said will get back to her but when i called the number, it kind of just transfer to some voice mail or something... OmG! HA... Anyway, i'm not working.
Yesterday was my IS class, i was pretty sad initially coz none of my classmates were in the same class as i am and i kind of just stood there by myself. So Sad right? LMS was kind of boring, i guess it's suppose to be like that but well, the lecture's voice is those that is very high... And i think one day, when i'm not in a good mood, that voice will slowly get on my nerves. HAHA!!! The 2 hours were alright, at least i met some nice pple, in a nice group.
Next was IAC, HA! I got a Foreign lecture, as in Ang Moh... He's so cute.. HAHa! Looks like some scientist.. Heh HeH! Anyway, the whole thing was quite fun..
Class ended, and it was time to go home. Went to WM and get some hair thingy and my dinner, and home i went.
I spent the rest of the night ston-ing until bout 8plus, fever came up and i felt very uneasy.
I turned in at around 12.30am, ignoring wadever calls i got at home. Didn't even come online.
I need to go get a bath. Gonna meet my BT kor/Jie(getting confuse which is he/she) to return his pants and probably a lunch. YeS!
CiAO!
I had a slight fever last night and my whole body's muscle are aching from the other's day badminton game. HA! I told Richard to do warm up and cool down but i myself didn't do that, laziness... HA! Anyway, the right side of my body hurts, especially my butt, i dun understand why does the butt always hurt so much after running. HAHa!!! Part of my body...
Last night, Dear's Turkish embassy lady called and asked me whether i remembered working for her for the reception or not, i was like, i'm not the one and she just asked whether i wanna work not, i said will get back to her but when i called the number, it kind of just transfer to some voice mail or something... OmG! HA... Anyway, i'm not working.
Yesterday was my IS class, i was pretty sad initially coz none of my classmates were in the same class as i am and i kind of just stood there by myself. So Sad right? LMS was kind of boring, i guess it's suppose to be like that but well, the lecture's voice is those that is very high... And i think one day, when i'm not in a good mood, that voice will slowly get on my nerves. HAHA!!! The 2 hours were alright, at least i met some nice pple, in a nice group.
Next was IAC, HA! I got a Foreign lecture, as in Ang Moh... He's so cute.. HAHa! Looks like some scientist.. Heh HeH! Anyway, the whole thing was quite fun..
Class ended, and it was time to go home. Went to WM and get some hair thingy and my dinner, and home i went.
I spent the rest of the night ston-ing until bout 8plus, fever came up and i felt very uneasy.
I turned in at around 12.30am, ignoring wadever calls i got at home. Didn't even come online.
I need to go get a bath. Gonna meet my BT kor/Jie(getting confuse which is he/she) to return his pants and probably a lunch. YeS!
CiAO!
Friday, October 20, 2006
Tired...
Didn't blog last night coz i got a terrible mood swing. I guess everytime when school starts, when pressure aroses, my mind thinks too much and i get tensed.
Well, there's just too many things to do in school and too many things to deal with. Hai... I think i'm gonna think bout wad to do properly, and not mess things up like last semester.
I skipped lecture today... HA! So bad... And went to play badminton. SO HAPPY! So long never play badminton le, and it felt so good to sweat it out like that.
Was really tired after everything, took a bath and sat down to rest. 5plus, went out... For the next 2-3hours, i was somewhere... HAHA!
Didn't really have much to blog bout. I'm tired, i need to print out some stuff and i need to get some sleep...
Afraid my eye will have some problem... It seems a little bit yellowish-red... ALthough its not obvious but the colour difference is visible. Darl dropped a drop of eyedrop, and it's itchy now... Dun dare to rub. I hope my pretty eye will get better.
Recently, i kept changing myself... I'm getting so different. HAhA! Nah... I'm still me i guess.
I see you happy, I see you sad, but I can never see myself Happy but always see myself sad. What's the purpose of life when all I can do is cry? Which is the right way to go when I've reached such a crossroad? 有时想想，我只是一个我， 为何要那么为难自己呢? 十八罢了，应该开开心心，勇敢的面对人生... 我还要谈个海枯石烂的爱情，赚到第一笔一百万，步人美丽的红地毯，牵着我的白马王子，生下一群可爱的小宝宝... 太多事做了... 不能说放弃...
Well, there's just too many things to do in school and too many things to deal with. Hai... I think i'm gonna think bout wad to do properly, and not mess things up like last semester.
I skipped lecture today... HA! So bad... And went to play badminton. SO HAPPY! So long never play badminton le, and it felt so good to sweat it out like that.
Was really tired after everything, took a bath and sat down to rest. 5plus, went out... For the next 2-3hours, i was somewhere... HAHA!
Didn't really have much to blog bout. I'm tired, i need to print out some stuff and i need to get some sleep...
Afraid my eye will have some problem... It seems a little bit yellowish-red... ALthough its not obvious but the colour difference is visible. Darl dropped a drop of eyedrop, and it's itchy now... Dun dare to rub. I hope my pretty eye will get better.
Recently, i kept changing myself... I'm getting so different. HAhA! Nah... I'm still me i guess.
I see you happy, I see you sad, but I can never see myself Happy but always see myself sad. What's the purpose of life when all I can do is cry? Which is the right way to go when I've reached such a crossroad? 有时想想，我只是一个我， 为何要那么为难自己呢? 十八罢了，应该开开心心，勇敢的面对人生... 我还要谈个海枯石烂的爱情，赚到第一笔一百万，步人美丽的红地毯，牵着我的白马王子，生下一群可爱的小宝宝... 太多事做了... 不能说放弃...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Long LoNg day...
I had a very long day today... I also dunno why.
I woke up at 7am in the morning, took my bath and wonder wad i should wear to school. I took my Levis denim and Giodano long sleeve, wore it and decided not to change. Tired. Sat there and waited until it reached 7.50am. Get prepared and walked out.
9am Lecture on BCA... Our lecturer was kind of long-winded but Ok, i still can tahan. Then, went on for Tutorial and Workshop. After some explaining and all, we asked the tutor wad must we do? So, after explaining to us, he said we can go if we know wad to do. Ya, so we left.
Reached Central, pondered whether to go VK 1st or to WM. After thinking, i went to VK 1st. Asked Richard whether can send him at that time not, he said alright, so i sat down, did wadever wadever. My eye was itching at that time.
Ehhh... Intend to leave after sending Richard the songs, but thought that i should just send Eddie his songs and at the same time, send Andy his themes. So ya, all at once so i dun have to go so many times. Everything took so long, my eye hurts, was hungry and was tired. Ting suddenly came into VK, haha! She happened to saw me in there and came in to join me. After everything, we went off, she walked me to WM and walk a bit then i waited for Bus with her. Told her some stuff which was kind of shocking and i felt good after saying it.
After sister left, i went to WM to see wad to buy for lunch. Walk and walk until i reached Old Chang Kee, they sell rice. HAHA! So, i bought their fish sambal or something. Strolled to interchange restlessly. Reached home, very tired, after lunch, i dozed off on the seat.
Woke up, 4pm liao... HA! Rushed out without bringing anything.
Waited for Xiu Ying and took 174 with her to work. Talk to her about every little thing i can say and ya... She's nervous. Can understand, my first time? HAHA!!! After struggling with the Uniform, the hair and the torn stockings, Dear brought them up to work. I was at the office there putting their bags. Wanted to eat Subway when Terry called.
Went to Conference Centre to wait for Honey. GoSh... An hour plus, i was tired.
He drove us to Yvonne's place to eat Yu Pian Mee Fen... HAha!!! YuMMy... But i was a bit stone. Heh Heh!
Dear and I took MRT back and chit chatted some stuff. She was having her pain in the stomach while i am having redness in my eye.
Reached home, bathed, eye very pain. Been dripping eyedrop since, may be seeing Doc tml if it doesn't go off.
Printed all my stuff, and i got nothing to do liao... Another morning class tml... So tired... Should be glad its only 2hours.
Many Many things to do when it is only the 2nd day of the semester. BusY bUSy!
Fell in love? Fell out of love? Should I be happy at all? A Barrier? I only remember SHECRET...
I woke up at 7am in the morning, took my bath and wonder wad i should wear to school. I took my Levis denim and Giodano long sleeve, wore it and decided not to change. Tired. Sat there and waited until it reached 7.50am. Get prepared and walked out.
9am Lecture on BCA... Our lecturer was kind of long-winded but Ok, i still can tahan. Then, went on for Tutorial and Workshop. After some explaining and all, we asked the tutor wad must we do? So, after explaining to us, he said we can go if we know wad to do. Ya, so we left.
Reached Central, pondered whether to go VK 1st or to WM. After thinking, i went to VK 1st. Asked Richard whether can send him at that time not, he said alright, so i sat down, did wadever wadever. My eye was itching at that time.
Ehhh... Intend to leave after sending Richard the songs, but thought that i should just send Eddie his songs and at the same time, send Andy his themes. So ya, all at once so i dun have to go so many times. Everything took so long, my eye hurts, was hungry and was tired. Ting suddenly came into VK, haha! She happened to saw me in there and came in to join me. After everything, we went off, she walked me to WM and walk a bit then i waited for Bus with her. Told her some stuff which was kind of shocking and i felt good after saying it.
After sister left, i went to WM to see wad to buy for lunch. Walk and walk until i reached Old Chang Kee, they sell rice. HAHA! So, i bought their fish sambal or something. Strolled to interchange restlessly. Reached home, very tired, after lunch, i dozed off on the seat.
Woke up, 4pm liao... HA! Rushed out without bringing anything.
Waited for Xiu Ying and took 174 with her to work. Talk to her about every little thing i can say and ya... She's nervous. Can understand, my first time? HAHA!!! After struggling with the Uniform, the hair and the torn stockings, Dear brought them up to work. I was at the office there putting their bags. Wanted to eat Subway when Terry called.
Went to Conference Centre to wait for Honey. GoSh... An hour plus, i was tired.
He drove us to Yvonne's place to eat Yu Pian Mee Fen... HAha!!! YuMMy... But i was a bit stone. Heh Heh!
Dear and I took MRT back and chit chatted some stuff. She was having her pain in the stomach while i am having redness in my eye.
Reached home, bathed, eye very pain. Been dripping eyedrop since, may be seeing Doc tml if it doesn't go off.
Printed all my stuff, and i got nothing to do liao... Another morning class tml... So tired... Should be glad its only 2hours.
Many Many things to do when it is only the 2nd day of the semester. BusY bUSy!
Fell in love? Fell out of love? Should I be happy at all? A Barrier? I only remember SHECRET...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
MooDy...
I hate the haze... It made my eye so red and swell. It feels so weird having an eye swelling. Itching too but i dun dare to rub... Ass... Can the wind blow the other side? PLEASE!
It's so boring now... I got nothing to do, no where to go, nobody to entertain. Wad a boredness!
Just now, while I was reading my Mag and enduring the cramps from the monthly dampness, somebody called my house. I picked up the call...
Me: "Hello"
Person on the line: "Can I speak to Mr Teo Choon Teck(My Father)?"
Me: "He's not around."
Person: " Can I have his contact number?"
Me: "Can I know where are u calling from?"
Person: "What is your relationship with him?"
Me: "His daughter."
Person: "Who?!"
Me: "HIS DAUGHTER! Who is this?"
Person: "This is Jason ....."
Me: "From?"
Person: "I'm not supposed to review where am I from."
Me: "Then I am sorry I can't review his number."
Person: "I am Jason from a bank(Sounding ridiculous)!"
Me: "I know you are from a bank but which bank?(Pretty Pissed)"
Person: "We don't usually review where we are from."
Me: "Are you sure? Then I can't tell you my father's number."
He got pissed and gave in, told me where is he from.
Me: "Right, you just gotta tell me where you are from?!"
Please... For god sake, do i sound so dumb as to give u my pa's number when i dun freaking know who the hell are you? And as dumb as it sounds, u said u can't review where u are from but in the end, still told me where u are from. Ridiculous! If you can't review then y did that in the end? Coz i am a girl and i sound young, u can push me around like i'm some sort of stupid ass... Hello, as young as i am, i am capable of talking and thinking! Use your brain, Mr Jason wadever from wadever!
I wasn't in a good mood, not in the right physical condition, suffering from the worse cramps ever, and u called sounding like i owe u a living? GoSh...
Anyway, i am still not in a good mood, the cramps are killing me, and my left eye is swelling... There's a morning class tomorrow... Wad else? MamA kept telling me to go my cousin's place tomorrow for his afternoon buffet coz he's holding his banquet tml night and i'm not attending. I dun wanna go. 1stly, we're not close. 2ndly, i dun wanna sit there and stone, and lastly, i will be tired after class. Then, she finally said she would take some food back for me, so i said wadever. Then, she kept telling me that if there is space at the restaurant tomorrow night, she'd call me down to join in the wedding dinner. OmG... PLease... It's not a big wedding, and almost my whole family is there already, still wanna squeeze in meh... Rather stay home and watch TV. OmG! SUddenly, she said she wanna go set her hair, i do hope she dun have VK in mind since the Hilltop Garden is only a short walk from central. GoSH...
Feel so tired now... A lot of pple smsed me today... Although i dun really wanna reply any, i replied all coz it's only right. Not like they are asking rubbish from me. I may kill someone who sent me and say "Go to hell"... HA!!
Well, the haze sux. Everyone is suffering from it... ArGh...
First day back to school, nothing unusual, just lecture... And went back home after that. BoRing!!
It's only 8.30pm, and i got nothing to do... Let my thoughts run wild...
I couldn't sleep last night, I thought of you again. Sounds foolish but true. The tears that run dry for so long found its way back to my rosy cheeks. Images of you and me flashes pass my mind like a movie being replayed again and again. The first dinner we had, the first time you kissed me on my cheek, the first time I kissed you goodbye, the first time I made a card for you, the first time you hugged me so tight, the first month we had, the first shopping spree we ever had, the first time u held my hand, then first gift you gave to me, the first time you said "I love you", the first time u took my breathe away... The first time I smiled after so long... It was because of you... I dun really understand what went utterly wrong, why can't everything stay the way they were, why can't things be a little bit more normal like any normal love? I didn't know after everything, you still exist in my life. I didn't know I've caused you so much pain, i dun want to... Do you know i felt those too? It has been so long, things quiet down, everything except for our hearts. I cruelly said No to everything but they were opposite on the inside, those are the best answers right? Or am I wrong again? If there is any truth left, it is that story kept in my heart. No longer true are our words, no longer available is your heart for me...
Kind of lost yet the path is clear to follow, albeit my will defies it... Been missing what I shouldn't be missing...
好无聊，拍下当初的回忆，放下了像机，把一切，一张一张地删除。剩下的只有虚幻的想象...
It's so boring now... I got nothing to do, no where to go, nobody to entertain. Wad a boredness!
Just now, while I was reading my Mag and enduring the cramps from the monthly dampness, somebody called my house. I picked up the call...
Me: "Hello"
Person on the line: "Can I speak to Mr Teo Choon Teck(My Father)?"
Me: "He's not around."
Person: " Can I have his contact number?"
Me: "Can I know where are u calling from?"
Person: "What is your relationship with him?"
Me: "His daughter."
Person: "Who?!"
Me: "HIS DAUGHTER! Who is this?"
Person: "This is Jason ....."
Me: "From?"
Person: "I'm not supposed to review where am I from."
Me: "Then I am sorry I can't review his number."
Person: "I am Jason from a bank(Sounding ridiculous)!"
Me: "I know you are from a bank but which bank?(Pretty Pissed)"
Person: "We don't usually review where we are from."
Me: "Are you sure? Then I can't tell you my father's number."
He got pissed and gave in, told me where is he from.
Me: "Right, you just gotta tell me where you are from?!"
Please... For god sake, do i sound so dumb as to give u my pa's number when i dun freaking know who the hell are you? And as dumb as it sounds, u said u can't review where u are from but in the end, still told me where u are from. Ridiculous! If you can't review then y did that in the end? Coz i am a girl and i sound young, u can push me around like i'm some sort of stupid ass... Hello, as young as i am, i am capable of talking and thinking! Use your brain, Mr Jason wadever from wadever!
I wasn't in a good mood, not in the right physical condition, suffering from the worse cramps ever, and u called sounding like i owe u a living? GoSh...
Anyway, i am still not in a good mood, the cramps are killing me, and my left eye is swelling... There's a morning class tomorrow... Wad else? MamA kept telling me to go my cousin's place tomorrow for his afternoon buffet coz he's holding his banquet tml night and i'm not attending. I dun wanna go. 1stly, we're not close. 2ndly, i dun wanna sit there and stone, and lastly, i will be tired after class. Then, she finally said she would take some food back for me, so i said wadever. Then, she kept telling me that if there is space at the restaurant tomorrow night, she'd call me down to join in the wedding dinner. OmG... PLease... It's not a big wedding, and almost my whole family is there already, still wanna squeeze in meh... Rather stay home and watch TV. OmG! SUddenly, she said she wanna go set her hair, i do hope she dun have VK in mind since the Hilltop Garden is only a short walk from central. GoSH...
Feel so tired now... A lot of pple smsed me today... Although i dun really wanna reply any, i replied all coz it's only right. Not like they are asking rubbish from me. I may kill someone who sent me and say "Go to hell"... HA!!
Well, the haze sux. Everyone is suffering from it... ArGh...
First day back to school, nothing unusual, just lecture... And went back home after that. BoRing!!
It's only 8.30pm, and i got nothing to do... Let my thoughts run wild...
I couldn't sleep last night, I thought of you again. Sounds foolish but true. The tears that run dry for so long found its way back to my rosy cheeks. Images of you and me flashes pass my mind like a movie being replayed again and again. The first dinner we had, the first time you kissed me on my cheek, the first time I kissed you goodbye, the first time I made a card for you, the first time you hugged me so tight, the first month we had, the first shopping spree we ever had, the first time u held my hand, then first gift you gave to me, the first time you said "I love you", the first time u took my breathe away... The first time I smiled after so long... It was because of you... I dun really understand what went utterly wrong, why can't everything stay the way they were, why can't things be a little bit more normal like any normal love? I didn't know after everything, you still exist in my life. I didn't know I've caused you so much pain, i dun want to... Do you know i felt those too? It has been so long, things quiet down, everything except for our hearts. I cruelly said No to everything but they were opposite on the inside, those are the best answers right? Or am I wrong again? If there is any truth left, it is that story kept in my heart. No longer true are our words, no longer available is your heart for me...
Kind of lost yet the path is clear to follow, albeit my will defies it... Been missing what I shouldn't be missing...
好无聊，拍下当初的回忆，放下了像机，把一切，一张一张地删除。剩下的只有虚幻的想象...
Monday, October 16, 2006
Some finishing...
Ting smsed me and woke me up and she asked me some questions before she called. Made me nervous for a second but this girl ar, wanna go rebond, stand outside the salon and called me for help. Funny! HAHA!!! After that i gave Linda and Trish a call to confirm the time to meet up.
Didn't have much appetite, only finished half a box of rice and i couldn't go on. Took my bath and went out. HA! Didn't put on eye-liner today coz i didn't feel like doing so, instead i wore my specs out. Heh HEH!
Anyway, my bag was filled with 3thick books. Exchanged with both the girls, still it was heavy. GoSh... Went to WM with them and bought some of the stuff we need for school and yes, i got my converse BAG!!! HA!!! HapPY... Another spending... GoSh...
Around 3.30pm, i said bye to them and went to draw cash for my sister. HAHA!! This is the 2nd time i drew cash for someone sitting in VK doing their hair. HAHA!!! Find it so funny lah. Imagine u r the hairstylist, someone came to do their hair, later this someone's friend came in to pay up and this someone's friend is not the boyfriend... I would find it odd if i am the one working in there. HAHA!!!
Yuting sent me an sms which shocked me a lot... I dun really know wad happened and i didn't pursued much, hope she's feeling alright.
Anyway, the 2 Uncles in VK kept insisting Ting's hair cost $200 and i was totally stunned, like when did rebonding become so ex? I held on to my $200 refusing to barge. HAHa!!! Then, finally Darl asked for 3 pieces of my blue notes, relieved... HAHa! Waited for sister for bout 11min, and at the same time, entertaining myself with nothing but Richard's cutting and Eddie's hair drying.. HAHa!! Also, talking to sister. HeH HeH...
AFter she was done, she rushed back home while i dragged my heavy bag home. HAHA!!!
Reached home and i stoned infront of the TV with a packet of Soya Bean... Then, went into my room and arrange my file and all for school and printed out the lecture notes for tomorrow.
School is starting!! Just as everyone from Primary, Secondary and JCs are going on their holiday, we, poly students are starting school. Ooo... Well, we had weeks, it's their turn. Am i excited? No, not really. However, i do look forward to meet up with my class again, to learn new modules and to once again start fighting this endless war. Didn't do well last Semester, i think i need to work hard. Seriously.
Ok, so let me sum up this holiday. I did many things this holiday, many self-reflections, many get-togethers, many new experience and many work days..
Love ended unexpectedly but feelings linger on and i told myself to stop. Well, many things went through my mind this holiday bout this person. I can only tell myself that it is no longer possible to put things back together no matter how much i want it to or he wants it to, and i've said, it is better this way i guess.. Right, Darl? Always...
I picked myself up bit by bit and transferred everything to my friends and of course, he is one of them. Had our Secordary school gathering at Downtown East chalet and i am really happy bout it coz almost everyone turn up, all the great old faces. I am lucky to have met those pple.
Not to forget, one of the most important meeting was held in Spore month ago, and i played a little part in it. Worked for Creative Eateries during IMF event, an eye-opening experience although it wasn't very pleasant working for them but i did have fun... Having my hair made by pple and face made-up by pros, yes, it was fun!
O... WHo can forget Orchard Hotel, the place that i have been going in and out for the past couple of years. HA! Worked with them on many days and many nights this holiday, and even though there were many grumblings said, many disappointment, I still love working there. With Dear, Honey, Sister, Yuting and so on... U know, i'd never exchange it for anything else.
However, Bt kor is right. We shouldn't be stuck there. While we are still young, we should find some other jobs to open ourselves up a little bit more. I guess so... We'll just see wad other opportunities will come, and i shall try it out.
Well, the past is history, i need to look forward to tomorrow. I had a great holiday... Did u?
I had a hard time letting go as well...
I found my old friends too...
Where would i be without all of you? My friends... And you...
You came into my life, you took my heart away but you walk away too... I tried hard to forget you but to no avail. I know you are away from my life now and I don't cry for you anymore but somehow, your face still appears in those lonely nights... In my dreams, in my mind... I can't erase you off from my life... Can you erase me off from yours? I can't help but laugh at the moments we had, I can't help but smile because of you but I know, those can never be... Can I stop loving you? Can I forget what you have done to me?
You are indeed a man of love... One who caught me unsuspiciously...
没想到过了那么久，你依然一直出现在我的脑海里... 我需要多久才能忘了呢？第一次的相遇，第一次的无法... 不知道你能懂吗？真可笑...
I lost myself the moment I found you... I was dead when I lose you... But now, I'm reviving without you... Am I really?
Didn't have much appetite, only finished half a box of rice and i couldn't go on. Took my bath and went out. HA! Didn't put on eye-liner today coz i didn't feel like doing so, instead i wore my specs out. Heh HEH!
Anyway, my bag was filled with 3thick books. Exchanged with both the girls, still it was heavy. GoSh... Went to WM with them and bought some of the stuff we need for school and yes, i got my converse BAG!!! HA!!! HapPY... Another spending... GoSh...
Around 3.30pm, i said bye to them and went to draw cash for my sister. HAHA!! This is the 2nd time i drew cash for someone sitting in VK doing their hair. HAHA!!! Find it so funny lah. Imagine u r the hairstylist, someone came to do their hair, later this someone's friend came in to pay up and this someone's friend is not the boyfriend... I would find it odd if i am the one working in there. HAHA!!!
Yuting sent me an sms which shocked me a lot... I dun really know wad happened and i didn't pursued much, hope she's feeling alright.
Anyway, the 2 Uncles in VK kept insisting Ting's hair cost $200 and i was totally stunned, like when did rebonding become so ex? I held on to my $200 refusing to barge. HAHa!!! Then, finally Darl asked for 3 pieces of my blue notes, relieved... HAHa! Waited for sister for bout 11min, and at the same time, entertaining myself with nothing but Richard's cutting and Eddie's hair drying.. HAHa!! Also, talking to sister. HeH HeH...
AFter she was done, she rushed back home while i dragged my heavy bag home. HAHA!!!
Reached home and i stoned infront of the TV with a packet of Soya Bean... Then, went into my room and arrange my file and all for school and printed out the lecture notes for tomorrow.
School is starting!! Just as everyone from Primary, Secondary and JCs are going on their holiday, we, poly students are starting school. Ooo... Well, we had weeks, it's their turn. Am i excited? No, not really. However, i do look forward to meet up with my class again, to learn new modules and to once again start fighting this endless war. Didn't do well last Semester, i think i need to work hard. Seriously.
Ok, so let me sum up this holiday. I did many things this holiday, many self-reflections, many get-togethers, many new experience and many work days..
Love ended unexpectedly but feelings linger on and i told myself to stop. Well, many things went through my mind this holiday bout this person. I can only tell myself that it is no longer possible to put things back together no matter how much i want it to or he wants it to, and i've said, it is better this way i guess.. Right, Darl? Always...
I picked myself up bit by bit and transferred everything to my friends and of course, he is one of them. Had our Secordary school gathering at Downtown East chalet and i am really happy bout it coz almost everyone turn up, all the great old faces. I am lucky to have met those pple.
Not to forget, one of the most important meeting was held in Spore month ago, and i played a little part in it. Worked for Creative Eateries during IMF event, an eye-opening experience although it wasn't very pleasant working for them but i did have fun... Having my hair made by pple and face made-up by pros, yes, it was fun!
O... WHo can forget Orchard Hotel, the place that i have been going in and out for the past couple of years. HA! Worked with them on many days and many nights this holiday, and even though there were many grumblings said, many disappointment, I still love working there. With Dear, Honey, Sister, Yuting and so on... U know, i'd never exchange it for anything else.
However, Bt kor is right. We shouldn't be stuck there. While we are still young, we should find some other jobs to open ourselves up a little bit more. I guess so... We'll just see wad other opportunities will come, and i shall try it out.
Well, the past is history, i need to look forward to tomorrow. I had a great holiday... Did u?
I had a hard time letting go as well...
I found my old friends too...
Where would i be without all of you? My friends... And you...
You came into my life, you took my heart away but you walk away too... I tried hard to forget you but to no avail. I know you are away from my life now and I don't cry for you anymore but somehow, your face still appears in those lonely nights... In my dreams, in my mind... I can't erase you off from my life... Can you erase me off from yours? I can't help but laugh at the moments we had, I can't help but smile because of you but I know, those can never be... Can I stop loving you? Can I forget what you have done to me?
You are indeed a man of love... One who caught me unsuspiciously...
没想到过了那么久，你依然一直出现在我的脑海里... 我需要多久才能忘了呢？第一次的相遇，第一次的无法... 不知道你能懂吗？真可笑...
I lost myself the moment I found you... I was dead when I lose you... But now, I'm reviving without you... Am I really?
Sunday, October 15, 2006
All about the last few days.
I'm Home!!!! Hee~ After work last night, i went to Yuting's house to stay. Let's begin with yesterday.
Woke up at 9.30am and i was feeling really tired coz i couldn't sleep the night before till 3plus am and YUn Wu smsed me and said funny funny things and made me laughed. Heh! Took my bath, prepared my stuff, and i went out of my house at 10.10am. I wanted to go Coffee bean to grab a cup of espresso but then i thought of saving up. Instead, i went to 7-11 and get a Nescafe Latte like i always do and bought a bread at the bakery. While i was keeping the change, I heard somebody called "APPLE", it kind of shocked me, coz in the middle of unopen shops, somebody called out. HA! It was Richard. Said my "HI" and i went to wait for my bus.
Was a very difficult ride for me coz my stomach was hurting, needed the toilet so much! So i endure and endure till i reached OHS. By then, the pain had pretty much subsided, but after changing, the pain came back so i figured why not i go shit than to suffer the rest of the day? HA, so i went to the toilet with my phone and telling Dear i was shitting... HAHA!!!
O... Met Andy Chua in the locker, so nice to see him u know, like after so long and he still looks so quiet yet NOT! Hee~ HAha! He was waiting for his hair spray while i finished tying my hair and all. Then, Dear came, Tingling came, Carolyn came and lastly Fish came. HA!!! So after all the changing and locking up stuff, we went up together. Reported for work.
Mmm... So we began with checking tables, changing the settings and preparing for setup for the night. Around 3pm, we asked to go for a drink, bunch of girls went into the bar to drink water.. HAHA!!! Came back, began laying all the cloths... I kind of suan Renny a bit.. HAHA!! Made him speechless again. HAHa!!! Hopeless...
Anyway, after that drink we had, the rest of the afternoon was BUSY BUSY BUSY! Nobody stopped i guess, we were either doing this, if not, that. Until 5pm staff came and everything got a little choatic. Ran in and out of Stewarding again, digging for dinner spoons, chopstick and wadever that was lacking. GoSh... So, everyone gathered and listened to briefing. When Lau called Carolyn and i out, i was looking at this girl who was standing infront of Lau and she was looking at him so i was thinking, did he call me or was there another apple... So i asked, "U called Apple right? Me right?" And he gave me the anwser, "Yes, is there another APPLE around, my apple is the round red one..." I jitao went, "......................................" HAHA!!! So cute lah...
In total, there was more than 100 staff that went to work. Most got their 3 to 4 or 2 to 3 some even 1 to 1. See... I got 3 to 2... HAHA! Lucky huh! There were even drink servers... Heh HeH!
End of the night i was quite tired, went off after we got released.
The canteen was in a state of undesirable chaos, nobody can see nobody, nobody can hear nobody, the 2 coordinators were stuck... HAHA!!! I was standing one side, let pple go 1st. HAHA!!! Then, i digged pass pple and sat down behind the girls. Xueni heard me and she pass me some vouchers to close. While closing, Yee Siang's hand stretched out to the vouchers, my reaction, take away from him... HAHA!!! So, one by one, everybody left. However, i was able to get my pay, so no worries. Went to buy something at 7-11 then went up to the bar to sit and makan tidbits. Was looking at Desmond Tan's phone and got a few songs from him.
Then, went to Conference Centre to chit chat with Honey, used the internet and did nothing. Honey was talking bout life again... Hee~ He told us they earned 10 over thousands that very night which is pretty obvious.
Oo... Something stinky happened at the foyer. Was pretty unplesant.
So waited and waited until Dear and all finished work. Went for supper at Orchard Tower with Uting, Dear and Andy Chua... Head back home after that, yuting's home to be exact.
Took my bath and i laid on her sofa to watch tv while she played games. Hee~ I dozed off a little but after went to her room to talk to her. We decided to lay there and chat when her sister suddenly came back. HAHA!!! Then, we went to her parents' room, continue to chat until the sun is up. HAhA!! Decided to sleep at 7plus am... HAHa!!!
Head home at 12plus. Concussed till 4pm just now. Wad a day right... So abnormal.
I was Dl-ing notes for school just now. Yes, school is starting in a day time and although i dun like the sound of it but i still gotta prepare for it, part of my life. Gonna go buy some stationaries tml and hopefully buy a bag. Hee~
O ya, i forgot, Xiuying came to OHS that afternoon... Hee~ And i was like aunty like that, telling she and her friend bout every little thing but i wasn't able to bring them around coz i was working. So i said will bring them down on their first day of work which is Tues... Yes...
I told Yusoff that i'm gonna tell Honey he owes me $4 and he laughed and said, y not ask him to give $6, one hour mah, and laugh like crazy. I dun find it funny... Then i told Honey he owes me $4 and he laughed and said he'll give me an hour. WTf... Wad's so funny? But i told him nvm, coz it's just a favour done conveniently for my friends as well as the hotel.
GoSh... Only 2 days passed but so much seemed to have happened. My O my...
OOooo... Did i mention? I bought a 1G memory card... Cost me 50 bucks... GoSh... Cannot stand myself for spending and spending...
Darl has been a bit weird... HAHA!! Dunno wad to say...
Dear has been the same... SHECRET... See something familiar in my blog today??? HAHA!!
Kk.. I shall stop my story here.
LoVe Me!
CiAo!
PS: Timetable for the new semester ain't very long but as tiring and as difficult...
Woke up at 9.30am and i was feeling really tired coz i couldn't sleep the night before till 3plus am and YUn Wu smsed me and said funny funny things and made me laughed. Heh! Took my bath, prepared my stuff, and i went out of my house at 10.10am. I wanted to go Coffee bean to grab a cup of espresso but then i thought of saving up. Instead, i went to 7-11 and get a Nescafe Latte like i always do and bought a bread at the bakery. While i was keeping the change, I heard somebody called "APPLE", it kind of shocked me, coz in the middle of unopen shops, somebody called out. HA! It was Richard. Said my "HI" and i went to wait for my bus.
Was a very difficult ride for me coz my stomach was hurting, needed the toilet so much! So i endure and endure till i reached OHS. By then, the pain had pretty much subsided, but after changing, the pain came back so i figured why not i go shit than to suffer the rest of the day? HA, so i went to the toilet with my phone and telling Dear i was shitting... HAHA!!!
O... Met Andy Chua in the locker, so nice to see him u know, like after so long and he still looks so quiet yet NOT! Hee~ HAha! He was waiting for his hair spray while i finished tying my hair and all. Then, Dear came, Tingling came, Carolyn came and lastly Fish came. HA!!! So after all the changing and locking up stuff, we went up together. Reported for work.
Mmm... So we began with checking tables, changing the settings and preparing for setup for the night. Around 3pm, we asked to go for a drink, bunch of girls went into the bar to drink water.. HAHA!!! Came back, began laying all the cloths... I kind of suan Renny a bit.. HAHA!! Made him speechless again. HAHa!!! Hopeless...
Anyway, after that drink we had, the rest of the afternoon was BUSY BUSY BUSY! Nobody stopped i guess, we were either doing this, if not, that. Until 5pm staff came and everything got a little choatic. Ran in and out of Stewarding again, digging for dinner spoons, chopstick and wadever that was lacking. GoSh... So, everyone gathered and listened to briefing. When Lau called Carolyn and i out, i was looking at this girl who was standing infront of Lau and she was looking at him so i was thinking, did he call me or was there another apple... So i asked, "U called Apple right? Me right?" And he gave me the anwser, "Yes, is there another APPLE around, my apple is the round red one..." I jitao went, "......................................" HAHA!!! So cute lah...
In total, there was more than 100 staff that went to work. Most got their 3 to 4 or 2 to 3 some even 1 to 1. See... I got 3 to 2... HAHA! Lucky huh! There were even drink servers... Heh HeH!
End of the night i was quite tired, went off after we got released.
The canteen was in a state of undesirable chaos, nobody can see nobody, nobody can hear nobody, the 2 coordinators were stuck... HAHA!!! I was standing one side, let pple go 1st. HAHA!!! Then, i digged pass pple and sat down behind the girls. Xueni heard me and she pass me some vouchers to close. While closing, Yee Siang's hand stretched out to the vouchers, my reaction, take away from him... HAHA!!! So, one by one, everybody left. However, i was able to get my pay, so no worries. Went to buy something at 7-11 then went up to the bar to sit and makan tidbits. Was looking at Desmond Tan's phone and got a few songs from him.
Then, went to Conference Centre to chit chat with Honey, used the internet and did nothing. Honey was talking bout life again... Hee~ He told us they earned 10 over thousands that very night which is pretty obvious.
Oo... Something stinky happened at the foyer. Was pretty unplesant.
So waited and waited until Dear and all finished work. Went for supper at Orchard Tower with Uting, Dear and Andy Chua... Head back home after that, yuting's home to be exact.
Took my bath and i laid on her sofa to watch tv while she played games. Hee~ I dozed off a little but after went to her room to talk to her. We decided to lay there and chat when her sister suddenly came back. HAHA!!! Then, we went to her parents' room, continue to chat until the sun is up. HAhA!! Decided to sleep at 7plus am... HAHa!!!
Head home at 12plus. Concussed till 4pm just now. Wad a day right... So abnormal.
I was Dl-ing notes for school just now. Yes, school is starting in a day time and although i dun like the sound of it but i still gotta prepare for it, part of my life. Gonna go buy some stationaries tml and hopefully buy a bag. Hee~
O ya, i forgot, Xiuying came to OHS that afternoon... Hee~ And i was like aunty like that, telling she and her friend bout every little thing but i wasn't able to bring them around coz i was working. So i said will bring them down on their first day of work which is Tues... Yes...
I told Yusoff that i'm gonna tell Honey he owes me $4 and he laughed and said, y not ask him to give $6, one hour mah, and laugh like crazy. I dun find it funny... Then i told Honey he owes me $4 and he laughed and said he'll give me an hour. WTf... Wad's so funny? But i told him nvm, coz it's just a favour done conveniently for my friends as well as the hotel.
GoSh... Only 2 days passed but so much seemed to have happened. My O my...
OOooo... Did i mention? I bought a 1G memory card... Cost me 50 bucks... GoSh... Cannot stand myself for spending and spending...
Darl has been a bit weird... HAHA!! Dunno wad to say...
Dear has been the same... SHECRET... See something familiar in my blog today??? HAHA!!
Kk.. I shall stop my story here.
LoVe Me!
CiAo!
PS: Timetable for the new semester ain't very long but as tiring and as difficult...
Friday, October 13, 2006
Nothing to do...
K, i'm bored... Just woke up from a short nap.
Supposed to be outside now but change of plan, i'm back home. HA! So, i'll just go out later again.
Boring!!!
Dear has been to Sentosa 2days in a roll, must get ready to see her black. HA!!!
Dun really know wad happened to Darl, dun really wanna know either, my conclusion, to leave him along for a while until his mood swing stop. PuZZling... ConfusIng... Mysteriously... HAHA!!
I'm dreaming of you tonight, till tomorrow, I'll be holding u tight and there's no where in the world I'd rather be, than here in my room, dreaming about you and me. -Selena-
Supposed to be outside now but change of plan, i'm back home. HA! So, i'll just go out later again.
Boring!!!
Dear has been to Sentosa 2days in a roll, must get ready to see her black. HA!!!
Dun really know wad happened to Darl, dun really wanna know either, my conclusion, to leave him along for a while until his mood swing stop. PuZZling... ConfusIng... Mysteriously... HAHA!!
I'm dreaming of you tonight, till tomorrow, I'll be holding u tight and there's no where in the world I'd rather be, than here in my room, dreaming about you and me. -Selena-
Thursday, October 12, 2006
到底... 究竟... Just wad is it?
Everytime when things are starting to settle down, it will come all over again. However, the funny thing is, i no longer feel sad. I realised all that had been said were as sentimental as before but none has a great impact on me anymore. I was wondering whether he is just trying to try me out or that is wad he really feels. I'm puzzled.
When it is impossible, i can see it. When it is possible, i dun seem to admit that i can see it. So, wad is exactly between us? Impossible or possible? Wad can be done to completely wash away those lingering feelings within each of us and allow us to become who we were at the very very beginning. A person who i happen to know coz he provided that service that i need and released myself from all the details of him.
HAHA! Laughable. Mockable. Provokable.
So, wad should i say? Wad can I do? Ermmm... To walk away and forget about this person, erasing everything including the part when we were friends? Or to remain where I am, talk as and when and play like nobody's business just like how i would treat every friend but knowing in mind that he was the one?
Crap...
伤了心， 说了再见。倒回头，看一看失去的，知道不会有结果了。站了起来，回头笑了笑，庆幸我不再伤心了。 不过，你的存在，又或者，我们比此的存在，使得比此患得患失。 这种感觉不只一直充斥着你的思绪，它也不断地拨动着我的思绪......
SO? Wad is true and wad is not? Wad is bright and wad is dark? Wad is right and wad is wrong? Wad can i see and wad can i not? Wad will i do and wad will i not do? Wad to expect and wad not to? Wad should i say and wad should i not? Wad to do to make things right? Wad to do to stop everything at the moment? Wad can i do to make him stop thinking? Wad i can do to leave this 3-sided polygon? Wad can i think anymore?
I dun think i'm wrong. But am i wrong to keep a relationship so pure, friendship? Am I wrong to slowly make him feel but that was not my intention at all...
Did he fell for me unintentionally, which kind of sounds wrong?
So wad exactly is wrong? Wad did i do wrong? Or wad did i not do wrong?
Well, no point thinking so much right? Time will tell... I just gotta live as happy as before! Being the best i can be! Be HAPPY! BE ME!!!
When it is impossible, i can see it. When it is possible, i dun seem to admit that i can see it. So, wad is exactly between us? Impossible or possible? Wad can be done to completely wash away those lingering feelings within each of us and allow us to become who we were at the very very beginning. A person who i happen to know coz he provided that service that i need and released myself from all the details of him.
HAHA! Laughable. Mockable. Provokable.
So, wad should i say? Wad can I do? Ermmm... To walk away and forget about this person, erasing everything including the part when we were friends? Or to remain where I am, talk as and when and play like nobody's business just like how i would treat every friend but knowing in mind that he was the one?
Crap...
伤了心， 说了再见。倒回头，看一看失去的，知道不会有结果了。站了起来，回头笑了笑，庆幸我不再伤心了。 不过，你的存在，又或者，我们比此的存在，使得比此患得患失。 这种感觉不只一直充斥着你的思绪，它也不断地拨动着我的思绪......
SO? Wad is true and wad is not? Wad is bright and wad is dark? Wad is right and wad is wrong? Wad can i see and wad can i not? Wad will i do and wad will i not do? Wad to expect and wad not to? Wad should i say and wad should i not? Wad to do to make things right? Wad to do to stop everything at the moment? Wad can i do to make him stop thinking? Wad i can do to leave this 3-sided polygon? Wad can i think anymore?
I dun think i'm wrong. But am i wrong to keep a relationship so pure, friendship? Am I wrong to slowly make him feel but that was not my intention at all...
Did he fell for me unintentionally, which kind of sounds wrong?
So wad exactly is wrong? Wad did i do wrong? Or wad did i not do wrong?
Well, no point thinking so much right? Time will tell... I just gotta live as happy as before! Being the best i can be! Be HAPPY! BE ME!!!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Midnight...
2 years ago, I worked from 5pm to 7am for once and i thought i would never do it again. Yesterday, Xueni called and told me to work for Midnight and i went, "HUH?! WHY?!" She said Lau said so... This time, it is for the same purpose as before, setup for fancy faire.
Before that, i went to orchard with Yuting, back to BAtok to watch World Trade Centre which happens to be a marvellous show and then i rushed back home and rushed out again to orchard. I reached Security point at 10pm sharp.
Went up and work started with skirting the oblongs. Some freaking splints went into my nails and my fingers and all over, my right hand is full of little wounds which hurt like hell. After Ob1&2 wedding was over, partition was open and they started moving all the IBMs and square table in. While i pulled all the oblongs out to the foyer. So tiring. I guess the coffee i had helped a lot coz i didn't felt tired till 4am... Dear and I were boxing up all the square tables and IBMs. Yusoff asked me to skirt one of the oblong table for the organiser. First he said Ivory skirting, then the lady dun want, i took it out, and went to the store, climb the freaking cardboard, and held on to it like i'm holding on to my life and pushed the damn blue skirting out of the basket and down the cardboard early in THE MORNING! Good exercise ar... Then, i skirt the blue skirting but the thing was short which i dunno, and the endings didn't meet, looks very weird but the lady said it was alright since it is on the inside and it's leaning against the wall, but Yusoff asked me to re-skirt... Ass... Unwilling to, but i still did it, coz he was right.
After that, was told to steam all the skirtings in the Grand ballroom. I was like OMG. My fingers are hurting like hell from all the boxing up and the wounds now i need to burn my hands. HAHA!!! Not that serious lah, i burnt my hands b4 coz i dunnoe how to use the steamer, but now i do. However, i weren't able to steam all the skirting coz the extension wasn't long enough. Hee~ So, Dear and I took turns to do the steaming. Around 6am, Honey came to work and ya, he called the previous night and asked bout some booking thing which kind of scared Dear and I. Heh... Didn't really dared to talk much to him. Lau came at 6plus am after going home to bath, and he finally said, "ask them to go home.." Which by then, i am half-dead. Not tired physically coz we didn't do things like carrying heavy oval trays and walking up and down, and we were not wearing heels so ya, just tired mentally coz it was way pass sleeping time at 7am.
Then, went to Mac for breakfast with terry and Dear and after taking our ICs and all, took MRT back with Dear. We were both dozing off on the train and i woke up with a shock and woke Dear up coz i thought it was Yew Tee but nah, it was kranji. HAHA!!!
Reached home, bathed my dirty body and went into coma. HAhA! Many pple smsed and called, i picked up and replied but all done half-awake. So by right, i slept from 8plus am to 4plus pm. HAHA!!! Still tired now...
Well, it has been so so long... So unpredicted yet so fun. I haven't had such a satisfying work day for very very long. Doubt it'll last long. HA!!!
Dear told me our working shift are changed to 12pm on Friday which i was kind of pissed. I can work 12pm but why didn't she ask for our permission? I really wanna know... Can't she has some respect for us.. Wad puzzles me still, is that, dun she have to ask? Like whether we can or not? Or did she just think that we are free to work anytime? Arrr... Wad the hell...
Hai... What a day for me!
Wanna go play game... hee~
Before that, i went to orchard with Yuting, back to BAtok to watch World Trade Centre which happens to be a marvellous show and then i rushed back home and rushed out again to orchard. I reached Security point at 10pm sharp.
Went up and work started with skirting the oblongs. Some freaking splints went into my nails and my fingers and all over, my right hand is full of little wounds which hurt like hell. After Ob1&2 wedding was over, partition was open and they started moving all the IBMs and square table in. While i pulled all the oblongs out to the foyer. So tiring. I guess the coffee i had helped a lot coz i didn't felt tired till 4am... Dear and I were boxing up all the square tables and IBMs. Yusoff asked me to skirt one of the oblong table for the organiser. First he said Ivory skirting, then the lady dun want, i took it out, and went to the store, climb the freaking cardboard, and held on to it like i'm holding on to my life and pushed the damn blue skirting out of the basket and down the cardboard early in THE MORNING! Good exercise ar... Then, i skirt the blue skirting but the thing was short which i dunno, and the endings didn't meet, looks very weird but the lady said it was alright since it is on the inside and it's leaning against the wall, but Yusoff asked me to re-skirt... Ass... Unwilling to, but i still did it, coz he was right.
After that, was told to steam all the skirtings in the Grand ballroom. I was like OMG. My fingers are hurting like hell from all the boxing up and the wounds now i need to burn my hands. HAHA!!! Not that serious lah, i burnt my hands b4 coz i dunnoe how to use the steamer, but now i do. However, i weren't able to steam all the skirting coz the extension wasn't long enough. Hee~ So, Dear and I took turns to do the steaming. Around 6am, Honey came to work and ya, he called the previous night and asked bout some booking thing which kind of scared Dear and I. Heh... Didn't really dared to talk much to him. Lau came at 6plus am after going home to bath, and he finally said, "ask them to go home.." Which by then, i am half-dead. Not tired physically coz we didn't do things like carrying heavy oval trays and walking up and down, and we were not wearing heels so ya, just tired mentally coz it was way pass sleeping time at 7am.
Then, went to Mac for breakfast with terry and Dear and after taking our ICs and all, took MRT back with Dear. We were both dozing off on the train and i woke up with a shock and woke Dear up coz i thought it was Yew Tee but nah, it was kranji. HAHA!!!
Reached home, bathed my dirty body and went into coma. HAhA! Many pple smsed and called, i picked up and replied but all done half-awake. So by right, i slept from 8plus am to 4plus pm. HAHA!!! Still tired now...
Well, it has been so so long... So unpredicted yet so fun. I haven't had such a satisfying work day for very very long. Doubt it'll last long. HA!!!
Dear told me our working shift are changed to 12pm on Friday which i was kind of pissed. I can work 12pm but why didn't she ask for our permission? I really wanna know... Can't she has some respect for us.. Wad puzzles me still, is that, dun she have to ask? Like whether we can or not? Or did she just think that we are free to work anytime? Arrr... Wad the hell...
Hai... What a day for me!
Wanna go play game... hee~
Monday, October 09, 2006
Good to be good...
Was supposed to meet Yuting and Xiao Qiang to treat him a meal coz of his BD, but this fellow went drunk last night and couldn't make it. The guys went to Billy's house to DRINK! HA! Moreover, it's Jack Daniels and Vodka, something wrong with their mind man... But it's better to drink at home than to drink at clubs. Good choice? Heh! So, I met up with Yuting for a lunch. Went to Food court to eat YU pian Mee fen... HA!!! So YuMMy... Yuting was telling me bout work last night and wad Fish and dear told her. HA!
Then, i waited for 106 with her, when the bus came, she gave me an unwilling face but too bad, she'd to work. Hee~ O ya, she asked me Dear got Boyfriend or not.. And i kind of laughed... Hee~
Then, i came home, stone in front of my lappy, sending pics from my phone. Was kind of tired, so i laid down and rest a little. Chat with Xiao Qiang a little online. Then, around 6pm, i slowly dragged myself out again. This time round to Mac with my lappy.
I was really pissed off just now coz it is not the 1st but the 2nd time that i've waited for Darl for so LONG! Wah... This time, before i went out of my house, i even asked whether he's working OT not, but he didn't reply and i purposely went there late but he is later... OMG! After using the wireless for a while, i offed my lappy and stone(AGAIN!). Explored my phone a bit but still, he's not here yet. Getting frustrated, smsed him and it's quite obvious he was busy. I laid my head on the table and wait, wait and wait... HoLY!!!! 7plus, he came. He kept apologizing which he should! and then treated me a MAC meal... HAHA!!! Of coz lah, 1hour plus leh...
After that, he looked at my phone and all, and started looking for songs in my lappy. HAHA!!! Sometimes find him very cute, always make me laugh for no particular reason. Oooo... I dunnoe was it because i am too tired or was it coz he is too entertaining, we had a lot to chat about today. From this to that, from top to bottom. He kept aiming my mole to talk about, and kept repeating questions that i got fed-up and i slapped him, he got a shock, HAHA!!!! So funny, u should've seen his expression, SO FUNNY! HAHA!!! Cannot tahan!!!
Then we left Mac around 9plus and he kindly offered to take my lappy while i was pressing my phone, little did i know what his motive was(to pretend he's dropping it), scare the hell out of me!!!!!!! Then he said, "How come a lie that has been told for a hundred times still has effect on the same person?!" And laughed... DAMN! HEllo, it costs over 1K alright... Hai...
He sent me back again, as always and we had another chat in the car. Hee~ And no(NO DEAR), no outrageous stun this time. HAHA!!!
My secret: Somebody made something for me, but i dunnoe wad... (Secret without "H") HA!
Anyway, i'm glad that we are the way we are, at least we are able to laugh and crap better than before. No boundaries to keep, no secret unable to unfold, no barricades to overcome. Isn't this better? I think so... :)
Not working much this week, gonna relax and spend time with friends till school reopen. Need to meet up with AiAi, Ling Hui, HuI mUi and possibly Jiemin Mei...
O... Did i say, i got my NEW PHONE!!!! NEW BABY!!! N73! Hee~
Then, i waited for 106 with her, when the bus came, she gave me an unwilling face but too bad, she'd to work. Hee~ O ya, she asked me Dear got Boyfriend or not.. And i kind of laughed... Hee~
Then, i came home, stone in front of my lappy, sending pics from my phone. Was kind of tired, so i laid down and rest a little. Chat with Xiao Qiang a little online. Then, around 6pm, i slowly dragged myself out again. This time round to Mac with my lappy.
I was really pissed off just now coz it is not the 1st but the 2nd time that i've waited for Darl for so LONG! Wah... This time, before i went out of my house, i even asked whether he's working OT not, but he didn't reply and i purposely went there late but he is later... OMG! After using the wireless for a while, i offed my lappy and stone(AGAIN!). Explored my phone a bit but still, he's not here yet. Getting frustrated, smsed him and it's quite obvious he was busy. I laid my head on the table and wait, wait and wait... HoLY!!!! 7plus, he came. He kept apologizing which he should! and then treated me a MAC meal... HAHA!!! Of coz lah, 1hour plus leh...
After that, he looked at my phone and all, and started looking for songs in my lappy. HAHA!!! Sometimes find him very cute, always make me laugh for no particular reason. Oooo... I dunnoe was it because i am too tired or was it coz he is too entertaining, we had a lot to chat about today. From this to that, from top to bottom. He kept aiming my mole to talk about, and kept repeating questions that i got fed-up and i slapped him, he got a shock, HAHA!!!! So funny, u should've seen his expression, SO FUNNY! HAHA!!! Cannot tahan!!!
Then we left Mac around 9plus and he kindly offered to take my lappy while i was pressing my phone, little did i know what his motive was(to pretend he's dropping it), scare the hell out of me!!!!!!! Then he said, "How come a lie that has been told for a hundred times still has effect on the same person?!" And laughed... DAMN! HEllo, it costs over 1K alright... Hai...
He sent me back again, as always and we had another chat in the car. Hee~ And no(NO DEAR), no outrageous stun this time. HAHA!!!
My secret: Somebody made something for me, but i dunnoe wad... (Secret without "H") HA!
Anyway, i'm glad that we are the way we are, at least we are able to laugh and crap better than before. No boundaries to keep, no secret unable to unfold, no barricades to overcome. Isn't this better? I think so... :)
Not working much this week, gonna relax and spend time with friends till school reopen. Need to meet up with AiAi, Ling Hui, HuI mUi and possibly Jiemin Mei...
O... Did i say, i got my NEW PHONE!!!! NEW BABY!!! N73! Hee~
Sunday, October 08, 2006
BLEW!
I rmb when i 1st started work, i only had 2 pathetic trainings. The 1st was Roy teaching us how to pour wine, as simple as that. 2nd training was a talk by Lau and the tour around the hotel and that was it. Damn, nowadays, staff dunnoe how to cherish those full-scale training they received, oval trays, round trays and wadever, they end up so screwed. I can still recall how Jesper thought me how to use serving gear minutes b4 the event began, and how i stood one side to see how a fish is cut. Today, they dun even have to get rid of the head and tail. Conclusion? Generations after generations, be it babies or new blood, they are getting worse.
I'm so sick of complaining bout the the screwed up things that had happened the past few days that i was working. Some talk, no work. Some work with attitude. Some thinks they are correct yet they are not. Some come take money. Some treat it as nothing. Some do rubbish. Some just dun listen. Some too slow. At least be willing to learn, that's all everyone ask. Now i can really see how they are struggling to find GOOD staff. Such disaster!
I blew my top a few times just now when i went over to help Felicia's station and kind of scolded this girl and got pissed with this guy. Hello, u are a GUY! At least take an oval tray heavy enough for ur weight! I saw Xin Yee dying there carrying those heavy heavy trays. And this guy think i cannot take that tray, and offered to help! F**K! Go help urself!
Was told Lau is gonna leave for real this time round. And he was adding all the e-mail of anyone he can.. HA! So funny ar... Good lah, a man should strive for the best.
Ermmm... A few pple that i hate but none can be spoken of coz they are all around.
End here... NIGHT!
I'm so sick of complaining bout the the screwed up things that had happened the past few days that i was working. Some talk, no work. Some work with attitude. Some thinks they are correct yet they are not. Some come take money. Some treat it as nothing. Some do rubbish. Some just dun listen. Some too slow. At least be willing to learn, that's all everyone ask. Now i can really see how they are struggling to find GOOD staff. Such disaster!
I blew my top a few times just now when i went over to help Felicia's station and kind of scolded this girl and got pissed with this guy. Hello, u are a GUY! At least take an oval tray heavy enough for ur weight! I saw Xin Yee dying there carrying those heavy heavy trays. And this guy think i cannot take that tray, and offered to help! F**K! Go help urself!
Was told Lau is gonna leave for real this time round. And he was adding all the e-mail of anyone he can.. HA! So funny ar... Good lah, a man should strive for the best.
Ermmm... A few pple that i hate but none can be spoken of coz they are all around.
End here... NIGHT!
Get the idea straight...
OMG! This guy from my school came to ask me whether there's any space for him to work in OHS, so i say, he just gotta go fill in the form then wait for the call. He actually said that, "I'll get back to u another day if i wanna work" Hello, you came to ask me! Then, he told another person that I AM looking for pple to work in OHS and the person came to ask me for the form? Like hello, which part of "u going to fill up the form" that he dun understand. And hey, dun u have a least bit of respect for others? Fancy giving my number to other pple like that. GoSh... 1st of all, i'm not the one who went to you to say i need u to work, 2nd of all, i said u need to go HR yourself to fill up the form, 3rdly, i DID no say i am looking for pple to work. HELLO, do u think i am THAT free?! I would rather sleep my day through than to do this kind of extra job. For god sake, PLEASE!
GoSh... Talking bout looking for staff, i rmbed Yusoff said that i'm Chris's secret weapon... -_-" Funny ar...
It has been very very hazy this whole week. I hate the smell of smoke... Damn... Y must they burn things and pollute the air? The earth is already dying, but they dun even care... I dun want my little island to submerge like a submarine, i want it to see the daylight. I dun want my babies to live in water, i want them to live on the land, lively, like i am! HaZy HaZy! So unhealthy... Take care alright pple...
School starting in a week time.
Dear told me someone called her 10 times early in the morning. Also, that some guy we hate pissed her off, o Jing Hua also... HA!
Crap... Nothing much to write on...
MooN CakEy MooN CAkEy...
Wanna rest a bit then prepare for work... Hee~
GoSh... Talking bout looking for staff, i rmbed Yusoff said that i'm Chris's secret weapon... -_-" Funny ar...
It has been very very hazy this whole week. I hate the smell of smoke... Damn... Y must they burn things and pollute the air? The earth is already dying, but they dun even care... I dun want my little island to submerge like a submarine, i want it to see the daylight. I dun want my babies to live in water, i want them to live on the land, lively, like i am! HaZy HaZy! So unhealthy... Take care alright pple...
School starting in a week time.
Dear told me someone called her 10 times early in the morning. Also, that some guy we hate pissed her off, o Jing Hua also... HA!
Crap... Nothing much to write on...
MooN CakEy MooN CAkEy...
Wanna rest a bit then prepare for work... Hee~
Saturday, October 07, 2006
F**ked Up
Instead of killing pple, I nearly killed myself just now... I kept telling myself to keep my cool. Staff nowadays cannot make it. Cannot... I say CANNOT!
Died when the Peranakan dinner began and instead of being the food server i was originally told, i seemed to be a runner but it's running to the stewarding back and forth that RUNNING! My feet hurt now... BADLY!
Something pretty frustrating combined with funny happened just now... And from this situation, i realised Lau is a man full of ideas and he is so good at finding solutions to unsolved maze. A person to admire. LKG...
Will end here, very tired now... Going to bed soon!
CiAo!
Died when the Peranakan dinner began and instead of being the food server i was originally told, i seemed to be a runner but it's running to the stewarding back and forth that RUNNING! My feet hurt now... BADLY!
Something pretty frustrating combined with funny happened just now... And from this situation, i realised Lau is a man full of ideas and he is so good at finding solutions to unsolved maze. A person to admire. LKG...
Will end here, very tired now... Going to bed soon!
CiAo!
Friday, October 06, 2006
HaZy...
Finally, i dragged myself off the chair to bath and now blog.
Work today was tiring i guess. I was having headache for no reason... Then it got better. Work went smoothly till 5pm when i start feeling really tired. GoSh... So long nv work 7am liao, cannot stand it.
Made a very funny mistake today but it was alright i think.
I am still very unawake. Tml's work time is changed to 12pm coz they need us to work till 11pm.
Pple at work sux. Their attitude sux, their working standard sux, their knowledge sux, they themselves sux. I'm starting to hate everything all over again like i used to... Is there really nothing that can make me love it more than i used to? Or is the environment made like that?
I'm concussing...
O... very hazy these few days... Bad for health...
No more... No fun... No time... No Love... No meaning... No life... No you... Yes, I know what I'm thinking about...
Work today was tiring i guess. I was having headache for no reason... Then it got better. Work went smoothly till 5pm when i start feeling really tired. GoSh... So long nv work 7am liao, cannot stand it.
Made a very funny mistake today but it was alright i think.
I am still very unawake. Tml's work time is changed to 12pm coz they need us to work till 11pm.
Pple at work sux. Their attitude sux, their working standard sux, their knowledge sux, they themselves sux. I'm starting to hate everything all over again like i used to... Is there really nothing that can make me love it more than i used to? Or is the environment made like that?
I'm concussing...
O... very hazy these few days... Bad for health...
No more... No fun... No time... No Love... No meaning... No life... No you... Yes, I know what I'm thinking about...
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Just an entry
Ar... I had a long chat with Xiao Qiang and Joey last night.. HA! It's pretty weird for me to have long chats with them but then again, they are friends who i will never miss a chance to have long chats with. Contradicting? Pretty much.
I'm gonna go get my phone later. Excited at the thought of it. HAha! How many times can i buy a phone right? Although my mum claims that i always do but no... So far i've only got 3 phones myself. Compare? I started using Hp when i was Sec.2 i think, and the 1st was my 2kor's phone, followed by an exchange with my da kor and then i decided to get my own one when i was in Sec3. After a while, my 2kor gave me 3200 so i gave mine to Lao Pa. A year later, i got the most satisfying phone i've ever got, my current one. It's almost 2yrs old le... HAHA!!! Changing my Baby to a new one... New change i guess?
Ermmm... It's so boring to stay at home everyday. Good thing there's work from tml onwards. O... I promised Xiao Qiang to treat him a meal for his BD present. HAHa!!! They went to eat Zhu Ciao yesterday and cost around $70 and he paid for it... HAhA!!!! I only promised a fastfood treat... Heh HeH!
I got a freaking dream just now. Damn, too much working with CE le... I actually dreamt that there was some sort of test bout making food and i only have half an hour to do 3 western dishes... So weird... HAHA!!! Canapes Canapes till i go crazy. HAHA!!!
CAn't wait to work!!!
Do not wanna think about what others think because ultimately, it is myself who is handling my life, every single detail of it.
I'm gonna go get my phone later. Excited at the thought of it. HAha! How many times can i buy a phone right? Although my mum claims that i always do but no... So far i've only got 3 phones myself. Compare? I started using Hp when i was Sec.2 i think, and the 1st was my 2kor's phone, followed by an exchange with my da kor and then i decided to get my own one when i was in Sec3. After a while, my 2kor gave me 3200 so i gave mine to Lao Pa. A year later, i got the most satisfying phone i've ever got, my current one. It's almost 2yrs old le... HAHA!!! Changing my Baby to a new one... New change i guess?
Ermmm... It's so boring to stay at home everyday. Good thing there's work from tml onwards. O... I promised Xiao Qiang to treat him a meal for his BD present. HAHa!!! They went to eat Zhu Ciao yesterday and cost around $70 and he paid for it... HAhA!!!! I only promised a fastfood treat... Heh HeH!
I got a freaking dream just now. Damn, too much working with CE le... I actually dreamt that there was some sort of test bout making food and i only have half an hour to do 3 western dishes... So weird... HAHA!!! Canapes Canapes till i go crazy. HAHA!!!
CAn't wait to work!!!
Do not wanna think about what others think because ultimately, it is myself who is handling my life, every single detail of it.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Heh HeH HeH
Somebody say I fat and dun dare to admit leh... Such pathetic fool shall not be taken on the same level as i am... So wad if i'm fat, I admit... Think u can make me break down ar? So Sad... U failed to do so... I didn't know such pple still exist in Singapore, i thought Singaporeans are those who dare to admit wad they did, O yA, I forgot, there're still a handful or idiots and cowards around. Doesn't matter, empathy goes out to YOU... Friends, dun get too work up with such pple lah, pathetic fools who knows no nothing but use that ugly hand of theirs... Let's just pity him/her...
I just love my friends...
Well, well, forget bout such pple, let's talk bout today...
I woke up and do nothing. Law Law sent me an sms and scare me... It was a joke but it looks real. I sent to a few pple and laugh the hell out of it. Then, took a bath and went out.
O, felt very bad to Yuting.. Shall not elaborate.
Anyway, bumped into Darl at the MRT station while sms-ing him. HAHA! Ermm... After that, he said he sent me a bad news... Dunno wad to tell him either, can only ask him not to feel sad. Failing once doesn't mean failing forever. Well, I hope he gets over it soon enough, afterall, there's still another chance to do it all over again, but this time round, not with my hair... HAHA! (: Smile a bit more Darl, its just another stage of life.
Then, I met Ting at the interchange and Dear came along. Went to KFC and had our dinner. Then, went to buy the net, rubber band thingy for working. Afterwhich, Dear went to get sister's cash and ya, went back home.
Reached home, was telling mama wanna go buy phone tml, dun forget... HAHA! Happy, gonna get my phone tml... Hee~
Hui Mui told me that she didn't know i think so much, and i kind of laughed bout it coz i seemed to be the one who thinks the most among all that i know. Well, it's good to ponder over things sometimes but dun go overboard, may get depression... HA!
Anyway, I find it funny how everything turns out in life... It looks funny from certain point of views, well, that's where things come together and become the whole big picture. Marvellous...
Ermm... O... Jiawen and Edith reminded me that i can't colour my hair next week, coz when school starts, i have a work fulfillment for FABM's module... So sad... Hai...
CiAo!
I just love my friends...
Well, well, forget bout such pple, let's talk bout today...
I woke up and do nothing. Law Law sent me an sms and scare me... It was a joke but it looks real. I sent to a few pple and laugh the hell out of it. Then, took a bath and went out.
O, felt very bad to Yuting.. Shall not elaborate.
Anyway, bumped into Darl at the MRT station while sms-ing him. HAHA! Ermm... After that, he said he sent me a bad news... Dunno wad to tell him either, can only ask him not to feel sad. Failing once doesn't mean failing forever. Well, I hope he gets over it soon enough, afterall, there's still another chance to do it all over again, but this time round, not with my hair... HAHA! (: Smile a bit more Darl, its just another stage of life.
Then, I met Ting at the interchange and Dear came along. Went to KFC and had our dinner. Then, went to buy the net, rubber band thingy for working. Afterwhich, Dear went to get sister's cash and ya, went back home.
Reached home, was telling mama wanna go buy phone tml, dun forget... HAHA! Happy, gonna get my phone tml... Hee~
Hui Mui told me that she didn't know i think so much, and i kind of laughed bout it coz i seemed to be the one who thinks the most among all that i know. Well, it's good to ponder over things sometimes but dun go overboard, may get depression... HA!
Anyway, I find it funny how everything turns out in life... It looks funny from certain point of views, well, that's where things come together and become the whole big picture. Marvellous...
Ermm... O... Jiawen and Edith reminded me that i can't colour my hair next week, coz when school starts, i have a work fulfillment for FABM's module... So sad... Hai...
CiAo!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Out today...
Went out this afternoon for a feast at swensens, can't believe i kept spending such cash. Anyway, had that lunch and took a bus to Orchard.
Met up with Jiawen and Edith and went to OHS HR to fill in the form. Did my booking for this week. Gonna be working on Thurs, Fri and Sat... Ha! Gonna tire myself and earn that much cash to shop. Heh HeH!
Watched 2 movies today, Rob-B-Hood and Stay Alive. Different types of movie but both were just as enjoying.
I bought a watch and a shirt? Is it consider shirt? HA! Wadever... Cost me $39 in total. HAHA! Finally got my watch, something i like. HA! Still hunting for a bag and a necklace. WAit, will be getting it soon.
Well, too much pondering these few days, i shall leave this blog empty so my mind can rest.
CiAO!
Met up with Jiawen and Edith and went to OHS HR to fill in the form. Did my booking for this week. Gonna be working on Thurs, Fri and Sat... Ha! Gonna tire myself and earn that much cash to shop. Heh HeH!
Watched 2 movies today, Rob-B-Hood and Stay Alive. Different types of movie but both were just as enjoying.
I bought a watch and a shirt? Is it consider shirt? HA! Wadever... Cost me $39 in total. HAHA! Finally got my watch, something i like. HA! Still hunting for a bag and a necklace. WAit, will be getting it soon.
Well, too much pondering these few days, i shall leave this blog empty so my mind can rest.
CiAO!
Here, these are the stuff...
Monday, October 02, 2006
Really alright...
Ermm... I stayed up last night online, coz i just didn't feel like sleeping. I had some chats with Bt kor, and kind of briefly told him bout wad happened recently to myself. Didn't really elaborate too much, but he was kind enough to say those things to me. He always does...
Then, had some chats with Ting... We've been missing too much of what was left, we just want them back when we can't. I suppose when a whole lot of pple come together once more after so long, emotions run high, and we just hate to let go when we have to. Time passes by, we move on, the past remains as history, everything must change... However, if time can turn back, I'd do it all again, like what the song said. I would... Impossible as can be but that is if... Young adulthood is about to be over, adulthood is coming our way, the only thing we can do, is to face it like we should, as adults. Life, it's how we wanna draw it.
Woke up pretty late today, and realised it was late. Ate the things Ma cooked and as always sat there and watch TV. There's really nothing I can do nowadays. Sit there and rot i guess. Then, Yuting smsed me and asked when i'm free for a movie so i said tomorrow. Suddenly felt like eating Tang Yuan... hee~
Smsed Darl to tell him i got his songs... Didn't really wanna go out today coz i just feel like ston-ing at home but around 4plus, decided to go send it to him, save the trouble for next week. Dear called me and chat up bout her SHECRET and how the laundry aunty scolded her and lots of unpleasant things that happened the last few days... Heh HeH... Pretty scary how pple can be so unreasonable.
5.55pm, went out, i knew i was late, but who knows that i sat there and waited more than 5min. GoSh... 2hours OK! -_-" Before that, met ting, so funny, i didn't notice her and she just came by smiling in front of me... HAHa!!!! She was going for a movie. Heh hEh! Feel so dumb sitting outside VK lah... Basically stone till i nearly sleep. Lao...
7plus 8pm, then he finished. Nearly died of boredom u know... Good thing my mood wasn't really that bad... Heh! So, i saw his NEW CAR! It is a simpler car, Honda right? Should be lah... very comfy in there, smelly(new car u see) and then, saw the lights and everything, Lao, it's purple-blue, lavender ok... So cool... So rich... JeaLouS...
Heh HeH! He kept apologizing for letting me wait for 2hours, initially i said never mind after some thinking, it felt wrong, so i say, "I'm glad u know ar... Next time tell me ar... At least i can stay at home sleep." Heh HeH! So dumb to sit there do nothing... GoSh... Anyway, after eating and some chatting up, time to go.. Outrageous thing happened again, as USUAL, i guess i need to get very used to it... HAHA!! Hai... But, still, NICE CAR... Heh HEH!
Ermm... Then, i forgot, i didn't deposit my cash... And i forgot to buy snacks home to munch... Hai... So sian...
Today, my hair is short... It will remain so for very long... Hai... Kind of feel a bit sad coz of my short hair... When i look at girls with long, silky hair, i felt a bit of pinch in my heart coz i used to own that sort of hair, and even better. Then, i would tell myself that it will come back one day. Many opinions bout my hair. Girls like it, guys say it doesn't look good on me. So, which should i listen to. As days passed by, i told myself that wad others think doesn't really matter that much, wad i think bout myself is the most important, so i started taking care of wad little hair i have now and is determine to make it the best. It has been a long long time since i have the idea of colouring my hair and this time round, i really wanna do it. 1 week more, u will see another me. OK? It's a good thing that i didn't cry after cutting away my hair. (: Yet, it's a little saddening... Well, well, its not that bad right? Not considering the fact that i cut it coz of some test and not in some high-class salon... :( Argh... Dun wanna say liao... Heart bleeding liao... HAha!
End of this blog, i shall say... I am a new person myself. I no longer cry over spilled milk. I have my way of thinking. My way of loving. I started to wonder when can i stop the love for that someone, i know it has minimised but when can it stop?
Makes me wonder... How many pple really fall in love before... As in truely fall in love... Madly, Deeply... Before he came, i haven't. When he appeared, i had. But now, no longer... Yet that sort of love takes too much away from somebody and costs too much to afford. But then again, some pple are willing to just give up everything for it, to pay every single penny for it. Why? Why? Why? Can't seem to find an answer for it. Can't really understand why pple do it. Can't comprehend. Some pple treats love as a game. Play with this someone who u can gain from but wad's the use of doing so... Wad do they really gain from it? To pull that sort of trick to find love? To receive material comfort or just simply enjoy the joy of cheating? Funny how the mind works without the heart. Funny how human play with such things.
I wonder...
有时候想想，生命只有仅仅的几十年，为何不好好拥有我所能拥有的， 而不为了一些我得不到的而伤心。 从前的我是一个不在乎一切的人， 对每一件事都尽我所能， 遇到不如意时，就会笑着走。因为我总觉得，不发生都发生了，没必要去思索太多。 直到长大了，我才渐渐了解，没那么简单。但我依然坦然面对这生命，我的生命，变化无常的人生。 Still, I am me, no matter how life changes, how many things turned away, how the wind blow the other way, how tough everything gets. Moving on as always... Smiling...
Then, had some chats with Ting... We've been missing too much of what was left, we just want them back when we can't. I suppose when a whole lot of pple come together once more after so long, emotions run high, and we just hate to let go when we have to. Time passes by, we move on, the past remains as history, everything must change... However, if time can turn back, I'd do it all again, like what the song said. I would... Impossible as can be but that is if... Young adulthood is about to be over, adulthood is coming our way, the only thing we can do, is to face it like we should, as adults. Life, it's how we wanna draw it.
Woke up pretty late today, and realised it was late. Ate the things Ma cooked and as always sat there and watch TV. There's really nothing I can do nowadays. Sit there and rot i guess. Then, Yuting smsed me and asked when i'm free for a movie so i said tomorrow. Suddenly felt like eating Tang Yuan... hee~
Smsed Darl to tell him i got his songs... Didn't really wanna go out today coz i just feel like ston-ing at home but around 4plus, decided to go send it to him, save the trouble for next week. Dear called me and chat up bout her SHECRET and how the laundry aunty scolded her and lots of unpleasant things that happened the last few days... Heh HeH... Pretty scary how pple can be so unreasonable.
5.55pm, went out, i knew i was late, but who knows that i sat there and waited more than 5min. GoSh... 2hours OK! -_-" Before that, met ting, so funny, i didn't notice her and she just came by smiling in front of me... HAHa!!!! She was going for a movie. Heh hEh! Feel so dumb sitting outside VK lah... Basically stone till i nearly sleep. Lao...
7plus 8pm, then he finished. Nearly died of boredom u know... Good thing my mood wasn't really that bad... Heh! So, i saw his NEW CAR! It is a simpler car, Honda right? Should be lah... very comfy in there, smelly(new car u see) and then, saw the lights and everything, Lao, it's purple-blue, lavender ok... So cool... So rich... JeaLouS...
Heh HeH! He kept apologizing for letting me wait for 2hours, initially i said never mind after some thinking, it felt wrong, so i say, "I'm glad u know ar... Next time tell me ar... At least i can stay at home sleep." Heh HeH! So dumb to sit there do nothing... GoSh... Anyway, after eating and some chatting up, time to go.. Outrageous thing happened again, as USUAL, i guess i need to get very used to it... HAHA!! Hai... But, still, NICE CAR... Heh HEH!
Ermm... Then, i forgot, i didn't deposit my cash... And i forgot to buy snacks home to munch... Hai... So sian...
Today, my hair is short... It will remain so for very long... Hai... Kind of feel a bit sad coz of my short hair... When i look at girls with long, silky hair, i felt a bit of pinch in my heart coz i used to own that sort of hair, and even better. Then, i would tell myself that it will come back one day. Many opinions bout my hair. Girls like it, guys say it doesn't look good on me. So, which should i listen to. As days passed by, i told myself that wad others think doesn't really matter that much, wad i think bout myself is the most important, so i started taking care of wad little hair i have now and is determine to make it the best. It has been a long long time since i have the idea of colouring my hair and this time round, i really wanna do it. 1 week more, u will see another me. OK? It's a good thing that i didn't cry after cutting away my hair. (: Yet, it's a little saddening... Well, well, its not that bad right? Not considering the fact that i cut it coz of some test and not in some high-class salon... :( Argh... Dun wanna say liao... Heart bleeding liao... HAha!
End of this blog, i shall say... I am a new person myself. I no longer cry over spilled milk. I have my way of thinking. My way of loving. I started to wonder when can i stop the love for that someone, i know it has minimised but when can it stop?
Makes me wonder... How many pple really fall in love before... As in truely fall in love... Madly, Deeply... Before he came, i haven't. When he appeared, i had. But now, no longer... Yet that sort of love takes too much away from somebody and costs too much to afford. But then again, some pple are willing to just give up everything for it, to pay every single penny for it. Why? Why? Why? Can't seem to find an answer for it. Can't really understand why pple do it. Can't comprehend. Some pple treats love as a game. Play with this someone who u can gain from but wad's the use of doing so... Wad do they really gain from it? To pull that sort of trick to find love? To receive material comfort or just simply enjoy the joy of cheating? Funny how the mind works without the heart. Funny how human play with such things.
I wonder...
有时候想想，生命只有仅仅的几十年，为何不好好拥有我所能拥有的， 而不为了一些我得不到的而伤心。 从前的我是一个不在乎一切的人， 对每一件事都尽我所能， 遇到不如意时，就会笑着走。因为我总觉得，不发生都发生了，没必要去思索太多。 直到长大了，我才渐渐了解，没那么简单。但我依然坦然面对这生命，我的生命，变化无常的人生。 Still, I am me, no matter how life changes, how many things turned away, how the wind blow the other way, how tough everything gets. Moving on as always... Smiling...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
BSB - Memories
Memories, the love I left behind
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
I'd do it all again
Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lives
And its taking years to realise
Nothing stays the same
No one is to blame
But I
I'd do it all again
Does it really matter if you got it right
Does it really matter who was wrong or right
All I know, yes I know, that I can make it through
What about you
There ain't no way its gonna change me
'Cause all the fear I've left behind
If only time will tell you what its meant to be
There's a place
I can't let go
Only know the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I gues no one is to blame
But I
I'd do it all again
Does it really matter if you got it right
Does it really matter who was wrong or right
Looking at my life today and I'm alright
Yes, I'm okay
Now I see the world in a better way
Now I know, yes I know, i can make it through
Memories
The love I left behind
Wish it was the same
I guess no one is to blame
Nothing stays the same
Everything must change
I'd do it all again...
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
I'd do it all again
Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lives
And its taking years to realise
Nothing stays the same
No one is to blame
But I
I'd do it all again
Does it really matter if you got it right
Does it really matter who was wrong or right
All I know, yes I know, that I can make it through
What about you
There ain't no way its gonna change me
'Cause all the fear I've left behind
If only time will tell you what its meant to be
There's a place
I can't let go
Only know the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I gues no one is to blame
But I
I'd do it all again
Does it really matter if you got it right
Does it really matter who was wrong or right
Looking at my life today and I'm alright
Yes, I'm okay
Now I see the world in a better way
Now I know, yes I know, i can make it through
Memories
The love I left behind
Wish it was the same
I guess no one is to blame
Nothing stays the same
Everything must change
I'd do it all again...
ChALEt!
Well, I'm back... Ah HAHA!!! 3days2nights of chalet ended with lots of laughters, anger, pains and sweat... I shall elaborate on them, one by one.
I overslept on the meeting day to chalet. I was seriously in a condition whereby nothing can disturbed me in my sleep. Basically coz i was coughing all the way the night before, so i fell deeply into some dreamland without dreams... HAHA!! Anyway, met up with Si en at Gombak then yuting at JE. Went to the control station having the idea of going to Pasir Ris to get the food instead of taking cab from JE to PR, Then made Xiao Qiang angry coz he was at IMM liao... HAhA! Anyway, at the end of 3 days, i'm glad i made this choice coz the whole chalet food thingy cost over $100... And i am only talking bout the part which i paid excluding wad Yong Soon and Trish bought...
1st day of chalet was total slacking... We checked in and everyone just sat there and watched TV while i was packing up everything nicely. When i got the time to sit down, Yvonne and Wai Leng actually wanna go out, Tampine Mall if i'm not wrong, to shop... I was like dazing there all the way, trying to ignore them. Please, i was damn tired and i just settled down wor... Heh HeH! Anyway, they went out to explore something i guess while i was in the room eating tidbits... Hee~ Then, dozed off at one corner.
Woke up and was there watching TV again until i asked them wanna BBQ some stuff today not. So yuting and I went to book a pit and started doing all those stuff making ourselves happy. The whole thing made me damn smelly. GosH... It was nice BBq-ing out there when there's not many around, just us? HA! Everyone had their share i guess except for those who came later...
Ooo... I remembered i kept walking in and out of the chalet to fetch pple in... Heh HeH!
Ehh... Kok Hong, terry and Wei Yi came late in the evening. Kok Hong and gang were sitting outside talking and the rest were inside playing. I just felt sian so i walked in and out to see where can i be entertained or give entertainment. Found the entertainment from Kok hong and all with their chatting up. HAha! Came to a point with many "PIAK PIAK" and "CHOP CHOP" something going on... And i was like, WAD?! HAha!!! Well, it's a bit too deep for pple to understand lah, so better dun understand it k...
4plus am, the 3 of them decided to go. So Ting and I walked them out then went back. Down to the few of us left to chat chat. So, after some chats, everyone went in. Found a bad spot. Xin Zhi pulled off the blanket covering my legs, and somebody kept moving her legs behind my head. Can't sleep, went onto the floor, took my bag laid there. I dozed off a bit then they suddenly started talking bout pple snoring and all, and woke me up. I couldn't fall back to sleep after that, too cold, too hard on the floor. Sat up and tried to sleep but which freak can do that. Cannot stand the limited space and limited cloth so i decided to just get out of the room until somebody wakes up to give up their space. Qiang joined me outside. And we began chatting again bout every little thing that we can think of, from Sec school to now... We all have our regrets, we all do. Rong Hun came to join us after that. Then Fish came. 7plus 8am, went in... Find a space and squeezed in... Very pissed off still, coz no space at all... I laid there and wait for everyone to shut up and those who should wake up, wake up and those who haven't sleep, find their space. Finally, most were quiet. Qiang was lying beside me by then. I kind of just dozed off after that.
10plus, danial smsed me, very tired, so i kind of threw a bit of tantrum. Then Darl smsed.. I was like, Wah lAo, tired... entertained a few smses and i say i wanna sleep. Heh HEH! 11plus, pple were like playing drums like that.. I finally woke up at 12pm. In totat, less than 4 hours of sleep.
Ting was screaming and shouting bout going Escape and some cycling... I was ston-ing there. Some reluctantly went out of the door at 2.30pm with the aim of going escape. We walked there but it was closed... OMG! So went skating instead. But skating was only Ting, Lengy and myself. Almost broke my leg skating... Like hello, who will go skate that damn slope 3,4 times just to try to help a friend? Lao... And then, i tried to use Qiang's bike to laze a little but after a while, the back hurts. And at this time, my ma called. I was talking on the phone and trying to catch up with all the cyclists which includes my sister who is happily behind PH's bike and Lengy, who took off her skates and walked back. HAHA!!! It was a good thing i caught up with them lah... HAhA!!! And i was sweating like crazy, good coz can lost weight... HAHA!!! Good exercise wor...
It's not a good thing to know how to skate when all else are cycling. So my legs kind of broke for the rest of the day. HAha!!!
Ermm... After reaching the chalet. I sat there and rest, so did the rest. Got up to prepare the food again... Shit... I was sianly doing everything, MYSELF! So sad... Got bullied... Ting came to help poked the sausages, and TYS was looking at buying things that were lacking. Then, Joey came. TYS started building the fire while i sat there and helped whenever i can. Qiang came out to help and ya, i should say Hun also, he came out and stand there and waited to help... HAHa!!! Zhi came out to pretend to help. I think they came out coz they knew i was mad that they were slacking... HAHA!!! I guess it doesn't matter bah... Hai...
When the sun set, the fire was burning, and i was BBqing... My yellow tee was all dirty... Chicken blood water, Teriyaki sauce, chocolate, charcoal... U name it, my shirt got it. HAHa!!! Just kept bbq-ing and bbqing until almost everyone ate. I sat down with En and started eating and chatting with Trish and Joey. Hee~ U know, sometimes it's great to just work the hell out of myself and then sit down and rest with friends to chat and even better to get fed... HAHA!!!
Was out there the whole time till the most of the food finished. I was beat.
Ah Loh came and was eating out there. Joined by the bunch of us talking bout recent life. Kok Hong and gang came later.
The fire died off... And that was the end, for some... Fish, Trish, Zhi and Joey left... Loh left a while later.
The night was still young and i kind of forbid pple to sleep after some choatic punishment on Silong and Wei Yi... MAKE-UP!!!!!!!!! It was so torturing for them u know... I made up Wei Yi once during the last chalet then this time round, with Silong... Ah HAHA!!! They're so pretty!!! MuHAHAha!!!
I was really tired after that... Packed up the stuff outside with TYS and ya... I called it a day at 4plus it think. Laid down on the floor again this time round, with a blanket and a pillow... Ting asked me "Do u Miss me? Do u miss ur Dear? Do u miss your Honey? Do u miss ur Darl Darl?" And i answered, "Alright for all..." HEh HEH! After a while, i fell asleep.
When i woke up, it was 8.30am. Most were still sleeping... I went to sleep again and woke up half an hour later. One by one, everyone woke up... Washed up and around 10.30am, we checked out. Everyone were tired.
Took MRT back... Was dozing in the train the whole journey but with nothing to lean on, i nearly fell many times... HAha!!! When we reached JE, Qiang suddenly asked me do i know Andy... I was like, "Andy... Andy Chua?" He said the one from BVSS... Ooo... Then, Andy smsed me... HAha!!! Feel so bad coz i never see him... Sorry ar Andy, very tired u see...
My stomach was hurting and i ran home... Relieved myself and went to bed. A few pple smsed i think, entertained a bit and slept again... All the way till 6plus... Now, i'm still a little tired...
Well, well, overall, the chalet was great. It did brought back what we used to have, and wad i always felt. It's great to see all the great buddies and to be able to see them and play and talk crap and get angry with them, i dun wanna lost this feeling... No, not at all. Although it's just as tiring, it's still awesome. And although we spend a lot, i guess it's worth it? HeaRt pain... HAhA!! It's tough organising things... Well, i think i should still say it's a success? Perhaps... Dun count me into oraganising again ok? HaHA! Unless nobody wants to... I LOVE U PPLE!
Hee~ K, i'm done blogging...
Wanna go arrange my file... Very messy...
I overslept on the meeting day to chalet. I was seriously in a condition whereby nothing can disturbed me in my sleep. Basically coz i was coughing all the way the night before, so i fell deeply into some dreamland without dreams... HAHA!! Anyway, met up with Si en at Gombak then yuting at JE. Went to the control station having the idea of going to Pasir Ris to get the food instead of taking cab from JE to PR, Then made Xiao Qiang angry coz he was at IMM liao... HAhA! Anyway, at the end of 3 days, i'm glad i made this choice coz the whole chalet food thingy cost over $100... And i am only talking bout the part which i paid excluding wad Yong Soon and Trish bought...
1st day of chalet was total slacking... We checked in and everyone just sat there and watched TV while i was packing up everything nicely. When i got the time to sit down, Yvonne and Wai Leng actually wanna go out, Tampine Mall if i'm not wrong, to shop... I was like dazing there all the way, trying to ignore them. Please, i was damn tired and i just settled down wor... Heh HeH! Anyway, they went out to explore something i guess while i was in the room eating tidbits... Hee~ Then, dozed off at one corner.
Woke up and was there watching TV again until i asked them wanna BBQ some stuff today not. So yuting and I went to book a pit and started doing all those stuff making ourselves happy. The whole thing made me damn smelly. GosH... It was nice BBq-ing out there when there's not many around, just us? HA! Everyone had their share i guess except for those who came later...
Ooo... I remembered i kept walking in and out of the chalet to fetch pple in... Heh HeH!
Ehh... Kok Hong, terry and Wei Yi came late in the evening. Kok Hong and gang were sitting outside talking and the rest were inside playing. I just felt sian so i walked in and out to see where can i be entertained or give entertainment. Found the entertainment from Kok hong and all with their chatting up. HAha! Came to a point with many "PIAK PIAK" and "CHOP CHOP" something going on... And i was like, WAD?! HAha!!! Well, it's a bit too deep for pple to understand lah, so better dun understand it k...
4plus am, the 3 of them decided to go. So Ting and I walked them out then went back. Down to the few of us left to chat chat. So, after some chats, everyone went in. Found a bad spot. Xin Zhi pulled off the blanket covering my legs, and somebody kept moving her legs behind my head. Can't sleep, went onto the floor, took my bag laid there. I dozed off a bit then they suddenly started talking bout pple snoring and all, and woke me up. I couldn't fall back to sleep after that, too cold, too hard on the floor. Sat up and tried to sleep but which freak can do that. Cannot stand the limited space and limited cloth so i decided to just get out of the room until somebody wakes up to give up their space. Qiang joined me outside. And we began chatting again bout every little thing that we can think of, from Sec school to now... We all have our regrets, we all do. Rong Hun came to join us after that. Then Fish came. 7plus 8am, went in... Find a space and squeezed in... Very pissed off still, coz no space at all... I laid there and wait for everyone to shut up and those who should wake up, wake up and those who haven't sleep, find their space. Finally, most were quiet. Qiang was lying beside me by then. I kind of just dozed off after that.
10plus, danial smsed me, very tired, so i kind of threw a bit of tantrum. Then Darl smsed.. I was like, Wah lAo, tired... entertained a few smses and i say i wanna sleep. Heh HEH! 11plus, pple were like playing drums like that.. I finally woke up at 12pm. In totat, less than 4 hours of sleep.
Ting was screaming and shouting bout going Escape and some cycling... I was ston-ing there. Some reluctantly went out of the door at 2.30pm with the aim of going escape. We walked there but it was closed... OMG! So went skating instead. But skating was only Ting, Lengy and myself. Almost broke my leg skating... Like hello, who will go skate that damn slope 3,4 times just to try to help a friend? Lao... And then, i tried to use Qiang's bike to laze a little but after a while, the back hurts. And at this time, my ma called. I was talking on the phone and trying to catch up with all the cyclists which includes my sister who is happily behind PH's bike and Lengy, who took off her skates and walked back. HAHA!!! It was a good thing i caught up with them lah... HAhA!!! And i was sweating like crazy, good coz can lost weight... HAHA!!! Good exercise wor...
It's not a good thing to know how to skate when all else are cycling. So my legs kind of broke for the rest of the day. HAha!!!
Ermm... After reaching the chalet. I sat there and rest, so did the rest. Got up to prepare the food again... Shit... I was sianly doing everything, MYSELF! So sad... Got bullied... Ting came to help poked the sausages, and TYS was looking at buying things that were lacking. Then, Joey came. TYS started building the fire while i sat there and helped whenever i can. Qiang came out to help and ya, i should say Hun also, he came out and stand there and waited to help... HAHa!!! Zhi came out to pretend to help. I think they came out coz they knew i was mad that they were slacking... HAHA!!! I guess it doesn't matter bah... Hai...
When the sun set, the fire was burning, and i was BBqing... My yellow tee was all dirty... Chicken blood water, Teriyaki sauce, chocolate, charcoal... U name it, my shirt got it. HAHa!!! Just kept bbq-ing and bbqing until almost everyone ate. I sat down with En and started eating and chatting with Trish and Joey. Hee~ U know, sometimes it's great to just work the hell out of myself and then sit down and rest with friends to chat and even better to get fed... HAHA!!!
Was out there the whole time till the most of the food finished. I was beat.
Ah Loh came and was eating out there. Joined by the bunch of us talking bout recent life. Kok Hong and gang came later.
The fire died off... And that was the end, for some... Fish, Trish, Zhi and Joey left... Loh left a while later.
The night was still young and i kind of forbid pple to sleep after some choatic punishment on Silong and Wei Yi... MAKE-UP!!!!!!!!! It was so torturing for them u know... I made up Wei Yi once during the last chalet then this time round, with Silong... Ah HAHA!!! They're so pretty!!! MuHAHAha!!!
I was really tired after that... Packed up the stuff outside with TYS and ya... I called it a day at 4plus it think. Laid down on the floor again this time round, with a blanket and a pillow... Ting asked me "Do u Miss me? Do u miss ur Dear? Do u miss your Honey? Do u miss ur Darl Darl?" And i answered, "Alright for all..." HEh HEH! After a while, i fell asleep.
When i woke up, it was 8.30am. Most were still sleeping... I went to sleep again and woke up half an hour later. One by one, everyone woke up... Washed up and around 10.30am, we checked out. Everyone were tired.
Took MRT back... Was dozing in the train the whole journey but with nothing to lean on, i nearly fell many times... HAha!!! When we reached JE, Qiang suddenly asked me do i know Andy... I was like, "Andy... Andy Chua?" He said the one from BVSS... Ooo... Then, Andy smsed me... HAha!!! Feel so bad coz i never see him... Sorry ar Andy, very tired u see...
My stomach was hurting and i ran home... Relieved myself and went to bed. A few pple smsed i think, entertained a bit and slept again... All the way till 6plus... Now, i'm still a little tired...
Well, well, overall, the chalet was great. It did brought back what we used to have, and wad i always felt. It's great to see all the great buddies and to be able to see them and play and talk crap and get angry with them, i dun wanna lost this feeling... No, not at all. Although it's just as tiring, it's still awesome. And although we spend a lot, i guess it's worth it? HeaRt pain... HAhA!! It's tough organising things... Well, i think i should still say it's a success? Perhaps... Dun count me into oraganising again ok? HaHA! Unless nobody wants to... I LOVE U PPLE!
Hee~ K, i'm done blogging...
Wanna go arrange my file... Very messy...
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