Orchid.... Hee~ JB's KFC
JiaEn Dou Dou
Sakae DAY!

Husband very weird... He kept saying its not enough... Then wad is enough? HAha!!! I saw myself inside... HAHA! Feel so good to be so important in somebody else's life... K, not really that important, but at least, i stood that position. THANK YOU HUSBAND! And really, your skin is pretty, oops, maybe i should use HANDSOME SKIN! HAHA!!

Supposed to have only a lecture today but after lecture, almost the whole class went to Marina to do our project, the CEM project, the NATIONAL DAY project, the REAL thing! HAha! I joined the trail team, which means, we need to go out to test out the trail that they have previously planned. Time the trail, take pictures and make plans if it rains. No good.

We were so high when the journey began. 1st stop, Suntec Convention, where we went to play with the fountain of wealth, but of coz, did serious business... Took pictures, find sheltered area. Went on to the Esplanade to get the pictures and all. At there, i met another Christopher from OHS, and haha, dun even know him well, just look familiar but out of politeness, said hi to him and all and he told me Xueni is working at his place, with Mei Xing and Cindy Teng, went to find Xueni and chatted a little. O well... Hope she is doing well.. HAHA! She asked me to go MOS this Sat but Dear dun wanna go.... Hai.... Shall see how...

Then we went to Memorial thingy, where we had our fun trying to figure things out and took time to appreciate the past story. Under the hot hot sun, we walked to Padang, and realised, no Padang a bit out of the way, we can't get games out of it. Next stop was Lao Pat Sa, but leh, we lost our way in all the tall tall buildings. 8 people, under the hotsun, squeezing through the CBD district, not right. Jiawen was feeling damn bad lah... Hai... O...George actually went to get the Pink Pill for Jiawen, it is so funny, though we should say, he is nice. Heh hEh! Reached Lao Pat Sa finally, we all sat down, drink water!!!! CAnnot stand... Almost dying from the walking and the Sun... By then, most of us are half-dead. George, Shu ying and Jialing left.

And ya, had some conflict with the proposal team. O well...

4 of us left, took bus back to Marina to catch up with the rest. Had more discussions, and its obvious we were all tired... It was 7pm when we decided to leave. We've been at Marina since 12pm and I think Anna and a few of them stayed even longer. Tiring project... A good opportunit for us to bond i guess.... HAHA!!

I was so tired, i fell asleep on the bus back to Batok. HAHA! Good thing bus goes all the way to interchange. Hee~ Then, i wanted to deposit my cash but for the 2nd day in a roll, the machine is down. AngRY!

Saw somebody's spouse again and ermmm... Well, I am tired, didn't do much. Not a responsibility... I still think I am right. Heh hEh!

BACk home, bathed, eat cup noodles, watch TV. Man... This is so tiring...

Out ith Dear tmr.... YeAH! Be HYPER!

CIAO!

Today is yet another day... Feel so tired OK...

Tmr another long day although class is gonna end very early, we need to do CEM project and i think we are going somewhere pretty far away to do the project. Ahhh... Gonna be really tired...

Ehhh... I slacked my day through after school today. I was really tired and i fell asleep on the settee, haven't done that for a while... AHA!

Heh HeH! Gonna sleep early tonight... Really... I a bit cannot tahan not having enough sleep. Hee~

Received e-mail from jobcentral, and saw the Ice cream shop job... Hee~ Wanna go try.... Send e-mail liao... It says, "Salary: Attractive" part of the reason mail them, HAA!!!

K... I go talk to my Darling, then sleep............

LOVE!

Haha! Haven't been blogging regularly for a long while... Been so busy recently dealing with all the projects. Funny thing is, i never had feeling of having a lot of projects. Seems like i've been taking things pretty lightly. HAHA!

ICITIES presentation and report was due last Thurs and Tues respectively and man, it was tough trying to do something without meeting up. The presentation was weird.... I was coughing like mad all the while.

O... And i was severely sick... Really... I couldn't hear myself properly for 5days out of seven, o, although i see the doc, i didn't take the medication as instructed, not good. Was all better on Saturday which i used the entire day to do my LAM Essay... Tedious... Even went to Gombak Mac with the company of Ping Hong and later, Hun. All the way till 3am. Ping Hong and I did some funny things... Hee~

Sunday morning woke up, prepare, went out to Seletar with Jiawen for the Thank You dinner of the Dragontug event. The Bungalow is beautiful, i wish i own one(at a more accessible place). Went off a while later.

Met up with Darling, and i met somebody's spouse again which was bad in my absolute opinion. Darl and I went for Dinner and it rained heavily. Imagine, us, in a kopitiam, eating chickenchop and rojak and feeling the rain splashing in. HAHA! And he made another joke out of our talking. :q Rain subsided, went to his car when we realised those little little leaves was on his window panes, disgusting, he had to clean it up. So, went on for movie...

Pirates of the Caribbean was great, as always. Singapore was mentioned so many times. I think i was very tired lah, the middle of the movie was so long-winded that i feel like sleeping, really. So ya, it ended off pretty well... Damn tired after that lah...

Darl drove me back, and i did some amendments and addition to my essay, slept at 2am.

Went to school today, met Ting and we talk talk talk again... Hee~ Wanted to go Marina with her after school, but changed my mind.

Received my belated BD gift from the girls... THANK YOU! It IS YUMMY!

Went to WM and dine with sister, walked around WM, asked Dear to come find us, give her choc... YuMMy... Met her friend, QiuYan or Chew Yan? HAHA! Nice person.

Then, went to see Darl for a while, main purpose, let him tast my chocs. Hee~ Richard was sooooooooooo OMG! O well... Wad can i do right? The control is out of my reach and I can't do much to it.... I smiled.... Just that towards her, the smile was kind of hard... Who's fault? I only rmb VK as a place where i cut and rebonded my hair. HAHA! O... ANd a place of DARLs......... Heh HeH! Not bad ar...

K, i completed my Marketing tutorial... Finished talking to Darling, Aiai, sister, Matt and Terry Goh... K, i am random. HAHA! Shall turn in now....

CiaO!

No point in bearing too much hope. It is in hope that we find despair yet hope is the best thing in the world.

Here's a random blog....

The first time i went for Sakae's buffet was an unforgettable experience. We ordered like mad and ate like mad... My stomach was bloated, all the way... HA! It was on Wednesday, a belated gift from Si En.

The first time i went to Pan Pacific Hotel, it was damn warm, i wonder was the air con not working... The whole structure itself was a beauty, the atrium was awesome, you can never imagine. Outdoor lift, i tell u, the scenery makes you marvel. Oooo.. I got a glimpse of the SINGAPORE FLYER, SSO SO HIGH!!!! The Hotel rooms were awesome, suites after suites, and the fire alarm went off, we all got a shock. It was fun!

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS ON!!! I WANT TO SHOP!!!! COME COME COME!!!

I am still sick... Struggling to complete my LAM assignment which is due on MonDay... Ooooooo....

I am going to BED!

MuACks!

I am trying to be happy everyday, to enjoy every single moment i can have with him coz i know i am blessed in a certain way, to have him by my side... Sad to say, things can never last forever, cherish every moment i can have now...

When life took its toll on me... I only remember to cry... I forgot how beautiful it was to smile at the lucky little things i have... Its time to embrace a new beginning.

I am 19 years old now... I am... Wad does the future holds for me? I don't know... In life... In love... In family... Will i turn around and regret my past... Will I forget wad were there before? Will I be crying like a child?

I miss the days when i dunnoe u... When I haven't got hurt so badly... I miss trying to know you... I miss wanting to find out who are you... But when I have all these answers, I forgot where i was... Am i losing myself?

I only know, I am once again, on the edge of breaking down...

I miss you... I really do... But I think you don't know... I shall stop my naive-ness... It is now your choice... I've tried so hard, too hard to make you stay, i cherish you so badly, but u are beginning to take me for granted... Sorry... I am tired... I really am... You don't have to hurt me anymore...

Grabbing Mathius' head... Wearing someone's shade...
Jiawen is inside...
Early in the morning, SUn was shining...

Jiawen and I
Hee~
HAHA!
One of the paddles of the contestant

No, i didn't forget my blog, just that i haven't got much time to update it. It has been a busy weekend and a busy beginning this week.

Imagine... I was doing some LAM research but somewhere, no matter wad i tried to find, i couldn't find, wad i didn't want, came out, irritating. So, i was, again, stucked at the project and i won't have time to change my heritage attraction anymore, so i need to stick with it and tried even harder to find some more stuff on it.

Wad did i do on Saturday? I think i went out for dinner with Darl, he very weird, ask me go JB after 7pm, like ehhh... HOW?! HAHA! So, he suggested to go eat porridge then to my house to use lappy... So ya, we did that... He had some stuff going on at work which i shall not touch on here, and he wasn't very please bout it. Kind of sad in a way coz u know, the teeny weeny place only got those few pple, how to face one day without having to see AHEM? O well... I'm sure he can dealt with that.

Came to my place then we were sharing craps, 11plus, he left. On the way back, we were on the phone, and he told me something i shouldn't have known. Then again, its good to know... To at least not be kept in the dark and be the last to know. I am so looking at the bright side! O well, i should just be a bit more optimistic coz somehow, life needs to get going, tough or smooth... And i am AI PING, APPLE in so many pple's eyes, cannot fail myself. :)

Sunday morning, woke up early, went to Raffles place and i rmbed myself in a very "tood" state, i was wearing white polo tee, brown 1/2 pants, blue sneakers with green socks... Absolute "toodness". Was working for the Dragonboat Tug of war event. Was fun looking at things but was also quite boring when we got nothing to do. Jiawen actually gotta go on the river to time the race, but i was inland, watching sauve guys... HAHA!!! FuN! Chatted so much with Mathius and Ying Ying... HAHA! YingYing and I were trying out all the machines, so fun lah, but that was not part of our job lah... Hee~

Day ended at arund 6pm, was really tired by then and my phone was giving me a lot of trouble with the low batt and full memory thingy... Pissed... Rushed home...

Met Darling, and we went for dinner... Ermm... Before that, i went to change at some changing room, hee~ And darl very scary, he got angry with a boy boy who pushes his door open(i think the lock spoil), but i think i wil be angry too if somebody pushed my door open when i am in the changing room, worst if i'm half-naked, so i can understand why he was angry, and the boy boy also a bit rude to push pple's door lah.. Sadded... I got a bit shock with Darl's anger though. HEh HeH!

Then, went for dinner at i-dunnoe-wad name restaurant, but it was a Japanese restaurant, it was kind of empty for a Sunday, so our food came really fast. DArl said, "ever since his ex, nobody goes there to eat with him for very long le..." Sadness... Was glad i can pei him there coz the food was nice... YuM!

I wanted to shop for something but he was there, can't shop for it... So i was sadded... He find me odd... He suggested a movie, i say yeah, oK! The Hills have Eyes 2, damn freaky lah, the movie, i never stopped yucking the whole movie... EEEEEEEeeeeeeeee........... HAHA! Was really cold in the cinema and i think that was the reason why i caught a cold and i am sick now...

Monday was OMG... Was having a slight cold which brews into wad i am having now, heavy cold. HAHA! Was kind of mad at the IS thingy coz i waited till 12am until i cannot make it, was almost dying in front of lappy trying to wait to do my conclusion. Was pissed so i crap the conclusion out and send it off to one of them. :x OOoo... I met Trish before i went home, we went to WM, i pei-ed her to guardian and she pei-ed me to shop N save... HAHA!!!

Slept at 2am, sending things to darl... And we talked a bit too much... Got to know so much more about his life.. SO much more... Something that i never took the time to do before... It is yet another process for me to learn, to grow up, to understand and to know.... Yes, its part and parcel of growing up... I know :)...

This morning LAM lecture was alright... Then, realised there's not HOM lecture, when jiawen and i were standing outside the LT waiting, dun even know lah, until i called Juchi to ask.... Sian-ed...

2 of us took our own sweet time to get from one place to the other, ate some little things... Then, went to the library where we saw a dog dog at the atrium, brought by the police... So cute... Went up to library, met Uting... Said Hi, went to sit down, read mag. Fell asleep.

Marketing tutorial was such a torture i'm telling you... 3 hours of it is unbearable... I was dying inside there, coz i was so cold, my nose was block and i felt feverish... FInally let off at 5pm...

Took bus back... Tired... Ate some stuff, then slept... Woke up, feeling terrible... Now too... Terrible...

WHo can come take care of me!!! HAHA! I dun think i'm going to school tmr, gonna go poly clinic to see doc tmr le... Dying... Will have an early night later...

MuaCks!

I realised how mean I was when I knew of the facts... I'm sorry for mocking at you, I'm sorry for having evil thoughts... One way or another, I've done you wrong... You have your right to retain a relationship, and that, I respect you for... Now, I understand how you feel... Probably double the pain I've got...

In campus, after school, suddenly feel like taking pictures so i took many many pictures...

Fainted when i reached home, i did project in the night... Then, i slept... Guess i am half way through le which is a good thing coz its due on the 28th! HAHA!!

Feeling kind of sad for some reasons again...

I didn't know you weren't feeling good, I didn't know you had a tough day at work... I felt sad when I knew that someone was there to comfort you, but I wasn't the one at all... I think one day our relationship will go wrong, because you had in mind what you want through it all and I wasn't part of the plan anymore... If she is the one...Why not you just leave me alone.. Let me cry until my heart is sore and till then, you will vanish in my mind forever... She is pretty... Good looking... I shouldn't have known...

LalALa!

Apple aNd Eddie

Ignoring each OthEr Look at his weird HAIR!
SHAKE!
O?!
BitE BiTe
Pretty ME!
VGA effect...
BYE!! BYE!! OI! I say BYE!

Is it ObvioUs?!

I had a tough time trying to sleep last night after watching the Video Dear made for me, too much brain power used to fix that present of mine. HAHA! I struggle to fall asleep, and ya, i made it at 3am. I need to get up at 6.30am...

And i did... Dragged myself out of the house and i was ston-ing all the way to school...

O... I saw the aftermath of the accident that took place in the morning... Scared me a little... Its the 1st time i saw u know, covered with white cloth.. I was scared...

Anyway, to school, with Edward, crap a lot again.. He very funny de lor... HAHA!! There wasn't presentation or wadsoever, was doing the project. 11am, almost everybody left.

I was feeling real tired by then... O! Chatted Richard online and i was so scared his wife will pop out again.. HAHA! But didn't lah.. HAa! Talk crap as usual... :)

So, went back after 11, went to Mac myself, bought Latte and Fries and sat there, complete the IS project. Waiting for the rest so i can do the conclusion. YeAH!

1plus pm, cannot make it, went home.

I was really steamed but didn't take my nap... Was online and i went crazy. I bickered with Darl until well, i got pissed off, then i told him i dun wanna talk to him, i wanna sleep. So got ready to sleep, slept for 15min, this sickening guy, smsed me, say wanna chat. I say i call him in 5min so i could sleep a bit more, he not happy, disturb me... CALL Me! Make me can't sleep... Damn tired oK!

Coz of him, i couldn't sleep... Completed CMA, not really, briefly did it, then watch TV.

7pm, tried harder to complete CMA but still can't... HAHA! He smsed for dinner, i took my time to bath, change then went out. He waited for me... And... He tied his hair again and he changed colour again! WAd the!

Went to KFC makan... Then send him games... Hee~ I made him jealous coz i can dl games to my phone.... HAHA!

He is my B*tCH! (Quote from JoaN).........

My birthday!

It was another pleasant surprise by Dear, Sister, Kor and Husband. HAHA!!! I really didn't expect all these... I was truely surprised by it... HAHA! The fact that Bt kor said he came to my block, was already a shock. Then, when i saw Husband, i was like, u came from so far? And Dear, i only saw her this afternoon, and sister, to come out again! HAHA!!! Thanks!!

My mother was such a wet blanket... She can't just keep her foul mood to herself... She hungry also my fault... O well... I got pissed off but doesn't matter bah, like bt kor said, as long as i'm happy... :)

Everybody were so cute lah... HAHA!!! It is really an enjoyable 19th birthday... At least i had so many pple to celebrate for me... THANKS!!!

12am strikes, my ma came into my room, she asked me a ridiculous qn, and i went out...

Xueting, Ling Hui, Ping Hong and Terry were outside my door, singing Happy Birthday to me... I was touched and ya, my tears came rolling down... Was really touched... Xueting cheated me, i was sitting infront of lappy waiting for her... HAHA!!! We went downstairs, and took picture of me cutting cakes, then happily they dipped a candle into the cake and want me to bite out. I knew wad would happened but well, for he sake of my great friends, i let them do it... Cake went into my nose OK!

We all had out piece of the cake and i was trying to finish mine. Wanted to make Terry, but failed, when Ping Hong sat beside me, unalarmed, i smashed cake on him! HAHA! And then, i was in trouble.. HAHA!!! U know wad happened.

We wanted to go up to wash and i knew wad they wanna do, so i kind of ran... HHA! And they chased, and they caught me and my whole body was CAKE!!!!!!! TIRAMISU!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!! Face, Neck, hands, legs... everywhere... HAHA!

I chased Xueting, she got it, got Ling Hui, got everyone! SO happy!

In the lift, very dangerous, Terry and Ping Hong, haha, lift door open, they were chasing each other while the 3 of us went to wash up! HAha!!! SO fun!

I read the gift i got from them and ya, said byes and they left coz there's school the next day.

I went to bath, then sleep... Tiramisu smell accompanied me through the night... HAHA!

Throughout the whole night, phone nv stopped ringing, many BD smses... Thanks friends, appreicate all of YOU!!!

Did some PMKT work, then slacked. Waited for Uting to call. She called, i told Aiai then went out to meet her...

Darl called while i was on the bus and he was telling me bout his MMS thingy and all... He acted oblivious...

Went to meet Uting and Ming Ming, then went to swensens. We all had Fish&chips, damn full and Regular Earthquake(8 flavours), everything was YUMMY but got really full OK!

Did a little catching up with Uting and she did a very bad thing to Whiskey, poor whiskey... Hai... And i realised Aiai also very cruel... Wah Lao...

Paid the bill and o, Uting treated me... Really thanks! Uting and Ming left first while Aiai pei me to wait for Darl. We strolled around, then went for fot reflexology... Hee~ It feels good but it hurts more than before... GOSH!!! HAHA!!! Still, i like massages, relaxing to the body...

AFter that, it was about time... We took our time to walk to central, Aiai took her green apples, then i waited for bus with her. Chit chat till bus came and said BYE!

Strolled up to VK and i saw a figure that resembles somebody's spouse so i turned back and waited for Darl at interchange. HAHA!!!

He came down and he scared me coz i was dazing... HAHA!!!

Before we walked to WM, he said maybe dun go, go other place. He wanted to eat Fish porridge but changed his mind, wanted to eat fried guo tiao then changed his mind, he wanted prata then changed his mind, he had cup noodles in the end. We went to batok east, to jurong west, back to batok east then to batok west. HAHA! He had cup noodles at my house...

Before we went up to my house, he took the strawberries and held on, then he said, "U take this one" and he open the boot of his car... And there, the pressie was laying there... I was thrilled. HAhA! Was kind of big lah... HAHa!!! We came up, he looked through my photos then had his noodles then i rmbed, i should open the thing. HAHA! It was so nice... Puzzle of Taurus... Big one... It is hanging on my wall now... ANd i thank him a million... Love It!

He wanted to be the last to wish me at 2359 but he was too tired, so he decided to just give it to me... We went downstairs to chat and i piggyback-ed him! But i couldn't walk more than 2 steps... HAHA! But he could piggyback me and walk to his car! Amazing! HAHA!!!

Said bye, went back up and chatted on the phone till he reached JB. :)

I had a great BD... It wasn't as calm as i thought and it is hell of fun! Thanks to everyone who remembered... I love you all..

Papa, Mama, 2 Kor, Eddie, Xueting, Ling Hui, Terry, Ping Hong, Jennifer, Jiawen, Joan, Yuting, Ming Wei, Andy Chua, Melanie, Si En, Juchi, Hui Mui, Wan Yu, Yvonne Lee, Skinny, Wai Leng, Bazilah, Caishan, Xiuying................

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU! BIG OR SMALL, in my heart, it is the best of all... Love you all...

By the way, I am 19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to me!

WaHAHAHA! No school from today onwards till Wed... E-learning and PMKT tut is postponed... WaHAHAH! Ain't that great?

Went out to meet Jiawen and Joan for dinner at Holland V just now and it was a great catching up. Though we aren't really close but somehow we can still, U KNOW, U KNOW, Ya, U know! AHA! No... We had fun sitting there eating and talking bout recent happenings and bout Joan's new life at SIM. We had laughters, non-stop. HAHA! And we were really bad and mean, saying nasty things bout others. HAHA! But, all are jokes. Hee~

Then, we went to Haggen to eat Ice Cream... YuMMY! ANd the waiter and waitress are weird... 1st, the person who sat us was really nervous when explaining to us their promotional stuff, the 2nd was ehh, nervous as well?! HAHA! And he was making weird sound in front of Joan... HAHA! FunNY!

It was their treat, nice... ThAnks girls...

Seems like growing up ain't that hard with friends like them who are so random and U know! HAHA!!! OK... In case you are wondering why there are so many "I know", i put them on purpose, secreT... HAHA!!!

Birthday seems rather calm... Not expecting much since birthday is a every-year-thing, am just glad there are pple who remembered. :) Thank YOU!

I am yearning for you... Your pleasant surprise...

茫茫人海中，我遇见你
无法形容一切所发生过的
前方的路不知还能走吗
渴望还能一起
牵着手
做一些前所未见的事
与你躺在沙滩上
看着天上的星星
与你淋着雨
在雨中漫步
坐在你的身边
握着你的手
永远不放开
陷入你的怀中
永不分开
吻着你的唇
对你说声我爱你
可我真的爱你
不想让任何分离开始
不愿看着你的背影渐行渐远
不干让一切的誓言随风而去

不会使你难做
我准备好让你离去
只是不想任何背叛来临
只要你的坦白

不需再对我好
只要让我明白你的心里
我曾是第一

我已心满意足...

Finally got things clarified. Honey is fine... Still working to feed himself (if not i have to feed him... -_-") And he told me wad happened....

Well, there's really nothing much i could review, coz i dun wanna get my blog printed out then got threatened to be sue just coz i kept a personal diary online... So, i shall not review much. End of the day, it is their incompetence in understanding the staff well, and the staff inability to send their message across to their superior. Who's to blame? Both parties are.

It ain't easy trying to work in an environment where pple are already so close and in a cahoot. Perhaps for someone so young to have to face such scheming acts is way too stressful. No one can be blamed for the departure of a good staff and well, no one have the right to blame anyone. :)

O well... Its a hard fact to believe and I guess the tention is there now... Actually, it has always been there, we just choose to keep quiet.

I must make sure i didn't mention anything reviewing who i am talking about or the place i am implying. So, if u spot something that directly or indirectly describe the place and the pple, please tell me, so i can delete it... I dun wanna be threatened by pple of higher authority and most importantly, i dun want to get involve in a lawsuit. HA!

DEAR! If u see this, i wanna tell u, i can't IM u on MSN, i dunnoe why, kept saying there is error or something but i can talk to other pple, so i think ur MSN got problem... HAA! And i am lazy to sms u.. HAHA!

Went for a family dinner last night at this Yeo's building place at Telok Blanga i think to sort of celebrate Mama's day for Ah mah. Ya... The food is great... Dunno what's the total price though. But it was delicious.

Ah Mah very funny, she forcefully gave me some cash when i dun want and say its for my BD. HAHA! She is being cute lah... Everytime i see her, the same thing repeats itself. But like Susu they all say, its a token that ah mah offers lah. HahA! I'll just treat it as my BD gift. :) Thanks Ah Mah...

Went back home after that and i was online doing nothing till 1plus am, fell asleep.

Jiawen smsed me bout the tut, ya, i did some too... Just the grouping. Haha! Waiting for Pearl to reply me. :)

I'm going to take a bath now and go meet Darl for dinner...

CIAO!!!

Today is today... Today is really today... Today cannot be tomorrow...

Ok, i am bored...

Had a really long dayin school today but i did enjoyed it. I got to know some stuff about Jiawen after a year being her friend. Her life is pretty interesting, in a way, a challenge. I got to know so much recently, is it coz its a new year? Its a new semester in school? A new chapter of my life unfolding?

Maybe its just the simple fact that i've grown up, able to face life with open arms...

I have a brand new relationship with him....

I have a brand new knowledge of my friends..

I met more pple in life...

I remain in close contact with friends from work, juniors from school...

I am growing up in my family...

New perspective... New me? I hope so...

Met up with Darl for a little while at Mac, had dinner and chatted a little... I came to realise, we never took the time to know each other very well... Many things are just presumed to be. He dun really know wad i want, but he just made his guess, and it just so happen that ya, that is wad i want... I never know what he wants until he laid them in words.

Why do we fall in Love? Why did we continue when we know of the obstacles? How was it that we are so brave? What did I do to make you mine? How did I fall in Love with you? I could bearly understand... I still remember that night... I still remember the lies you told me... I still remember cried not too long ago... I still remember... My Love for you...

漫长的夜里，我看着你可爱的样子... 你握着我的手的同时，是否想着别人？是否你心里只有我...

There's a slight change about global cities, IS. Why? Coz i talk a lot today, as in to the pple in class. For some reasons, i started talking and talking and talking. Edward kept pissing me off... And Shirley and Kit Ping were laughing all along. HAHA! It was fun trying to bond with not-so-close pple. HAHA! In a way, Thurs will never be the same again, kind of fun. :)

After that, i met up with Ting to go back. She was looking tired and her eyes was looking puffy. Dun think too much i guess... She chose her path, the least you can do, is feel happy that she no longer needs to face all the stress that she had, and perhaps she is in a better place now. I really dunno wad to tell you, girl, some things are just too unpredictable. And like you say, cherish your coursemates more than ever, and never regret anything in future... Sad...

I bought my lunch, then went to ask for diamond pendant, as in Darl wants me to see it, but then, he changed his mind, coz he will feel paiseh if he is not buying, so didn't see. HA! Sat there and he was complaining bout Da kor's alarm, ya lah, i go so used to his alarm in the morning that i didn't bother much, but for Darl, he wanted to smashed his alarm. HAhA! Poor him, feeling damn tired... Ya...

Recalling wad happened last night... I bearly had any sleep, coz my room's door was opened, and that Da kor of mine slept at 2am, which means the living room's light was shining into my room all the while, and i couldn't sleep. Fell asleep finally after he turn off the light, before i could fell deeply into my dream, Darl started snoring... OMG! I was like, "tired..." So, i was on-off sleeping until 4.45am, i woke up coz i realised Darl was making weird noises, not weird lah, as in, kept moving, and i realised he was cold, tried to cover him with blanket and my legs were tired. GoSh...

Again, with his snoring and moving, i had on-off sleep till 6.15am, my alarm rang. I woke up feeling damn giddy... Wanna sleep... Took my own sweet time and i recorded darl's snoring... HAHA! WAD the hell lah! It was so FUNNY! HAHA!!!

Changed up and all, sat beside him and talk a little... Kiss Goodbye and i went out.

Surprisingly, i didn't get anymore naggings from mama and papa... Weird... HAha! Well, i guess they regconized that i really have grown up and i gave them the respect of asking them first, and thus, i had the respect from them too... Isn't that perfect? Hopefully, they can continue to treat me this way... I hope... O well...

Husband smsed this afternoon and told me bout wad happened in OHS, vaguely. He said Honey ave his resignation but then was sacked. I dun really know wad he was talking about and i kept wondering wad is MX until i realised its Mei Xing. K, i guess there's something got to do with the coordinators, Honey, Ismail and Nazar... Sickening assholes! I want Honey to stay...

Smsed Honey, but he didn't reply me... Hope he is ok... Really...

9am class tmr... I shall go watch a bit of TV then sleep... :)

If only time will stand still right at this moment...

OMG

Feeling tired... Am in class now, Global cities... trust me, its boring... Extremely... I feel like sleeping now.. Very sleepy... Can't wait for 12pm to come, go home and sleep... GOSH!

Went to WM with ting last night, she went to pay bills, see bags, then went to library. I was looking for heritage sites, in the end, i borrowed travel guide coz i can't find any. And, anyone heard of Lee Kong or something Library... Where in the world is that?

Went to my house coz she needs to borrow Financial accounting txt and Excel txt, so ya... Unpacked my stuff as well.

Left for BBDC after that. I was trying to figure out why ting wanna top up $30 in the account. HAhA! She just said $30 lor... I topped up $20.

WEnt back to WM, where she insisted on returning the $10, irritating... Then she drew $50, bought something she dun really want then finally have the 10 bucks to return me... WU LIAO!

I went to find Darl after that. He was waiting for me outside cyberactive. He said acupuncture hurts like hell... eletricity and fire... Gosh... I doubt i can take that.

Watched 28 weeks later, it was a boring movie except for the initial part, a bit scary, the rest was boring. I was waiting for the climax but there wasn't, or perhaps, there was, i just didn't notice. Boreded.

He went to my house to stay and he was so scared of pa, ma and kor... HAHA! hilarious Ok... Then finally, after all the chattings and all, he felt more comfortable but mama was really naggy, kept repeating the same thing over and over again, i had to signal her that we are both tired then she went to bed.

He slept on the floor, with a mattress of course, and ya... I could hardly sleep coz of the light from outside,due to kor kor. When i managed to fall asleep, he started snoring... ALthough it wasn't loud, was still disturbing...

I woke up at 4.45am and realised he seemed to be finding something to cover his legs, but the blanket i gave him was entangled at his back, so i tried to share my blanket with him from my bed. So hard to sleep ok... At least he felt warmer bah... Ha!

Slept a little and before i knew it, my alarm rang... Sucks...

Got up, said bye and here i am... Bored in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haven't had a thorough blog recently. I dun even know why... Having a hard time trying to even wake up in the morning and having to complete the tutorials and entertaining my thoughts, i didn't have time to blog.

O well, here I am right?

Yesterday was Monday. O... I went back to OHS to get my pay after school... Sort of like rushing off from the CEM discussion but the cashier closes at 5pm, and i dun like the woman face. HAHA! So, rushed out. I met Jennifer at the bus stop and we chatted a little. Then, i forgot the girls's name came. She forgot how to go town from school, so we took sam bus together until she met her friend... Ha!

Reached hotel, rushed up to get pay.

Met Dear then went to ask Honey whether he wants to go dinner with us not, but he looks so stress from his work, so didn't disturb him further, left with Dear. Went to Hilton hotel to check out their restaurant's prices, then went into Bvlgari in flip-flops. K, its kind of awkward. HAha! Dear was crapping about polishing hair band, sickening.

Then, we went to Zara, i think we did more chatting than shopping there and she was irritated or i should say, interested n asking the staff to pick up the phone which was ringing and nobody cares, she was so bo liao.

Husband came but he was too tired to join us for dinner... We saw a woman who looks like Quan Yi Feng but its not her, Dear kept insisting. HAHA! Coz she got a big RED hair. HAHA!

We went to Borders to walk walk, decided to eat Sakae for dinner. HA! Waited for Yuting to come. She came, we went to makan. She only got $7 left. A bit funny.

Dear kicked my breast... HAHA! ASs hole! Sickening... And we were all laughing...

Anyway, he smsed me to go watch movie. So i say ok... So, i left the 2 girls and took 106 back. Feeling kind of tired...

Reached, went to check time, called him, bought tix. Waited for him to come, so i strolled around. He asked me to go Tianpo... He was looking for mama's Day gift for his mama, and was asking all the suggestion from both the experts and the non-expert(me). Hee~ Shikin and Marcus came pass and wad the hell lah, Shikin shouted, "Fu*k" into Tianpo, and all of us got a shock... Wah Lao... Jitao paiseh... GoSh...

Anyway, we rushed up after 15min of browsing through the jewelleries.

Spidey 3 is nice... However, i think coz i was tired, i fell asleep for a few minutes.. HAHA! But no doubt, it didn't disappoint me... Hee~

Thing between us seems better in some ways... At least we are able to open up and talk more and joke bout sensitive topics unlike before... However, am not bearing too much hope, because whenever there is great hope, there comes great disappointment. I shall remain neutral. :) At least, i can sleep better now...

Red came to me yesterday and i am not feeling good starting from this morning, been having cramps and feeling rather tired... Jia You myself...

LAM presentation tmr... I didn't have much mood to do it, but good ting Pearl did most of it, i editted a litte here and there, and i am bringing laptop, well, that's all i can contribute for not doing much. Hee~ Hope presentation will be a smooth one.

I very thirsty... Wanna drink water...

I need to begin on LAM project too... Due on the 28th, this month!!!! HAHA!!! Library trip tmr...

Thanks to my Sister, she sent me lots of "jia you"s just now... Thought she went nuts but no.. HAHa! Jia You yourself!

LOVE ME!

It has been a tough time... Sand storm will come and will go... Thunder storm may come upon... Well, all these are the phases of life...

work and him...

Alright, decided to finally blog.

Had a really long day on Friday, even though it was like sort of a holiday on Thurs.

Rushed down to work immediately after school and am glad i wasn't late, i even had time to shit. Hee~ It was kind of weird in the afternoon. He smsed me a sms his ex sent and i was seriously wondering what is that girl thinking coz i couldn't make out a good sentence from it so, i roughly guessed it and ya... I replied wad i could, and funny, he sound repentful... In a way, he was trying to apoloize and trying to make me feel good but somehow, i didn't feel much...

Had to leave my lappy with him for a day coz i didn't wanna bring baby to work.

Work began, and i am so happy, i am a DRINK SERVER... SO fun ok... Haven't been doing that for years... haha! HAd fun pouring and pouring and pouring and not worry bout food. I was just a little pissed off bout the beer, and that few beer tables... I took so many times of beer that Xin yee and Cindy kept calling me Beer girl... HAHA!

Night ended.... Husband walked with me to bus stop to wait for bus. Long long trip, had a little nap, decided to ask terry and ping hong out. Met ping hong at interchange, took bus back together. Didn't talk much coz 3 of us were all tired, so i merely told them bout the Genting trip but ehhh... O well, we'll see... :)

Home concussed. Woke up next afternoon, and feel bored, noticed the Nike watch on my table and i realised i didn't bring the watch to JP. HA! So, decided to slack all i want then go get my lappy and fix the watch. In the midst, i did some PMKT tutorial... Yeah!

Bathed, went out, took my lappy. Didn't want him to send me or to accompany me to JP, but he said it wa ok, he needs to eat too... So we went to JP together, got his watch fixed then went to eat dinner. Were having a hard time finding a place to eat. Wenhui saw me but i didn't see him. Hee~ We settled for a Footlong Cheese Steak at Subway. HA! Were talking craps again.

Took escalator and he saw a back view of someone who looks like that ex.. I was so curious ok, i kept asking him to chase after her, he say i bo liao. Ha!

He wanted to show me some smses from that someone close but i told him, "there's really no point showing me now le..."

We went on, he was shopping for his mama's day gift for his mama, and we went to SK, Sookee.... eX... Cannot stand... I wanna buy something simple and cheap for mama coz no cash... Hee~

Was past 10 when he finally finished everything... We walked to the carpark as usual, then he drove me to top up my concession then to my block's void deck. On laptop, i went home to get USB, then we were struggling with the songs' name. HAHA! Entertaining ourselves with lame jokes and bo liao stuff till 12am. He went back, i went back... Tired... Arrange some work stuff and concussed.

5.45am, woke up, work... Work was alright except for Orchard Cafe part... HAHA! Ass... She dun wanna let me go back upstairs... So angry ok... Anyway, i ran up with a rightful excuse then continued working at bQT. So happy ok...

K, rest of the day was kind of vague, coz i am really tired... Still am now, my eyes are half-close, i shall go sleep le... Ahhhh....

I remembered you once said, you were good to me, but I can't feel it... I remembered our past together... Yet the present doesn't reminds me of the past... I understand, I really do... I just don't understand your heart... Yes, I still love you...

Short blog

Been thinking about a lot of things lately and somehow i realised how tired i am trying to catch up with everything, not school but life... His life...

Well, talks with friends were great help and it never failed to brighten my days... I love the thought of everything.

I seriously need to re-think and re-evaluate about this thing... Should I or should I not? true or false... O well...

Many assignments crashing down again... Am trying to do them all...

JiA yoU to myself! I can make it, afterall, i've already come thus far..

TEO AI PING ME APPLE ME STILL ME ALWAYS ME I CAN MAKE IT COZ I AM ME... :)

O man...

O... I am feeling so tired now... After school on Monday, i basically hung around the entire night at batok, no, not at home, around batok, with Melanie. For some reason, i can't go home.

So, we loiter, watched moive, did almost anything we could, at the very limited batok area of ours at the wee hours of night. Until, 3plus am, we went to Mel's house.

Stoned for a very long while then decided to sleep, lights off, and slept. The whole time i was in my deep sleep and also wakig up coz my nose was stuck, coz i was too hot, coz my back hurts. HAha! In the morning, i woke up and i forgot i was at mel's room, when i saw the floor, i got a shock, wondering why i am not home. HAhA!

Finally, both of us woke up at 11plus am, slacked around on the bed and wondered for very very long where should we go... Finally decided to run away from town. HAHA! Bathed, went out.

WM for lunch, foodcourt was packed, lucky for us, we met fish and trish there, so we sat with them, had out lunch, and then went to off.

Hee~ I was so troubled by the M card thingy that i didn't shop FOS. Hai... Sadded... Wanted to get the flip-flops but aiya! Ass!

Waited for him to come. Came, went inner, shop. Hee~ Bought a top at MNG, and finally, found a bag that i am satisfied with. HAHA! Their converse got new stocks, so happy! Hee~

After that, went for dinner. KFC tasted weird there, o well... Finished, went on to walk around, wanted to find something for ma but leh, couldn't find one that i think suits mama. Went to quiksilver, he was looking at his belt. By that time, i was very tired, i bet Mel was too but he is happily getting his thing, was entertaining him while mel went out to sit down. Ha! Sian dAO........

He was telling us a story bout him and somebody and i told him, "you shouldn't have told me" although, really, i wanna know badly. HAha! O well... It really doesn't matter at this point anymore... I guess..

Finally, back home... WAS so so so happy to be back finally... HAHa! Mel came to my place to get her notes then went back. Took my bath, shitted, printed notes, haven't done tutorial but well, will do it tmr during 2 hours break. Thurs no school for me, but i still gotta wake up really early to do the E-learning... Ha!

Kk... i am turning in... TIRED! CAn't do with so little sleeps recently. HAHA!

Nights!

HAppy Labour Day btw! Hee~

When all else fails... I hope you will still be there... Still, the one I love...