Monday, November 08, 2010

Pre-departure note

I had a tiff with Darling just now. Murphy's law i guess? Before I depart from Singapore, we never fail to get mad at each other and fight.

Mix feeling about this trip. Preparation work seems so vague, but i hope everything will be ok. My luggage is damn heavy coz of the brochures which i chose to carry myself instead of freighting over coz I know its too late already.

I hope pavilion will be fine <- work term so dun worry if u dun understand. Suddenly miss my ex colleagues because they are forever so zai, and me, i still feel so weak in this area.

Its sad to know the truth when everything seems so perfect... Now that I know, what can I do to follow? I wish we were like before, when nothing matters more than the two of us... Reality does take its toll on people don't they? I made my promise... My days away from home, I hope you will be happy, I hope it will be a good time for us to think through everything... My heart will always be with you, Darling... I love you.