Tuesday, July 27, 2010

KL - i think i forgot to update

I think i was too tired already. I was online everyday after work when i'm in KL but i totally forgot about logging on to blog. HAHAHA!!!!

Anyway, i'm back home and I will be loading some pics up soon.

Going back to office brings me a sense of joy and pain; joy being, needless to be alone. Pain being, piles of paper work to do, and ya, i dun think phone call will stop.

Sigh...

Embrace it remember? Yes, i do.

Take it and leave it... Come and gone...

Thursday, July 22, 2010

KL Day 3

First day of show started fine. The booth assistant is really good and friendly. A msian that loves singapore, even more so than a singaporean, me. Hahahaha!!!

Still the same, rather tired lor... Jia lat...

I thinking sat night how to go to airport ehh... haaiii....

Sian.......

我的小脾气不再是你的容忍范围了...就算只是撒娇的脾气,也不比当年了... 或许可能,下一步,难上加难...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

KL Day 2

Didn't sleep well last night, woke up a few times in the middle of the night... Hai...

Woke up early 7am, prepared and went down for breakfast, the breakfast here is not nice at all..... SERIOUSLY........ Think I'll have cup noodles in the morning. :)

Reached hall before the door was opened, had to wait for so long with a huge bag of stuff.

Things that were left undone yesterday remained the same, i was kind of pissed and when i saw Afai (contractor), i told him he lied to me. HA! He was nice enough to rush for me each time i call him or went to find him. Although it still took a little while, but i was too tired to be bothered le.

By lunch time, exhibitors came in 1 by 1, they are all ok bah except for 1 which pissed me off from yesterday. Dun even know WHY they are under Spore Pavilion.

Chatted with some pple and they kept asking why was i at the hall yesterday, why this and why that, is this not normal? I tot that's wad we do every time... Nevertheless, I was doing my job.

Waited for all exhibitors to arrive and i was so hungry and thirsty and hungry by 2pm, i went off and drank 2 cans of 100+. Hai...

All exhibitors cleared only at 7pm... :(

My stomach was so freaking hungry and i am so damn tired and sticky... I went to cold storage, bought necessary stuff had tom yum noodle at secret recipe again. I bet the waiter and waitress must be thinking i am very weird. HAhA! I think i'll go again tmr for dinner. HAhA!!! Curry laksa or chicken chop??? Heee~~~

Back in hotel around 8pm, washed up and had everything arranged very soon and on my laptop since.

Gonna be 10pm soon, really tired today. Tmr is the 1st day of show, i hope things will be fine. *crOss Fingers*

My legs are aching... i wanna go massage... I wanna take leave on Monday and Tuesday... I wanna tell boss tmr....

missed home already... Always happen on the 2nd day...

3 days away from home... Sat come fast fast k. :D

Tmr will be a better day!

Creating smiles within smiles... Dreams within dreams... Inception.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

KL day 1

Really alone this time. Feels so weird... All alone...

The Pavilion is fine... Just a few small hiccups which isn't a big problem. Most of the things are up already, so I left the hall around 8plus...

I'm kind of sad now... Hai... Didn't get to see darling before i flew, can't see him online tonight also. I am bored...

KL is so different from JB, but there's this sense of familiarity... Its good that most of the chinese speaks chinese, and i dun need to come across malays.

Had dinner alone at Secret Recipe. I got drenched by rain, and i bought an umbrella. Sounds so pathetic right? Hahaha!!!

Sitting infront of my lappy again, doing nothing but staring at it. I'm just waiting for tmr to come, and for tmr to end, and then the next 3 days after that. And I believe i will be taking 2 days leave before starting work again. Been so tired recently...

No mood to take pics, will be funny if i am self-taking pics. HAHAHA!!!

boRing!!!!!!!!!!!

So many emails in my mail box, which hai... I wish i dun need to know...

If only you are here with me, Darling...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Leaving for work

I'm travelling to KL on Tuesday but there is a pile of work still waiting in the office..

All of a sudden, everything just came at 1 time. This is so scary... And I dun like to do budgetting, financial projections... All the adding up is so freaking scary... This damn woman kept pressing and pressing for it when they are the ones who sat on it for so long. Now that we are busy with our things, they press and press for it.

knnbccb

Hai... No mood to pack luggage also.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Blog

Blogging is my best way of communication to all my friends out there. I may not know who are reading whatever crap i'm writing but I know, there are people who cares.

Thanks much much for showing me that little teeny weeny bit of care by reading the simple words I've typed.

Picking up pieces of my emotions, and I need to get ready for my KL trip... For work again, yes. :)

I may not like travelling so much for work but I will always accept every single opportunities i'm offered to go overseas. Because it helps me widen my perspective, it helps me learn more about the way other people lives, and it helps me treasure what I have in this little state I called, Home.

Yes, i'm complaining about the times i fly for work, but I liked it even more, I know I won't regret every single miles i'm travelling.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

APPLE TEO IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Ignorance?

Why must you do/say things which I never like to hear? Why must you allow our relationship to be tested in such a way? Are you trying to end this or are you trying to make me give way to you? If you think I will let you have your way, you can leave right away.

Don't treat me like an idiot... I feign ignorance because I don't want to damage anything we built up, but don't you think its stupid when you know very well there are people around me who will tell me plenty of things about you?

I told you I don't like, I told you not to do it, how many times in our entire relationship have I ever asked for you something, demanded for something, requested for something, this is one of the very few times i did that, but why must you challenge me? Why must you challenge my patience and my tolerance...

Why do you say things to others and feign ignorance in front of me... Do I look like an idiot to you???

Wad THE F*CKING HELL is wrong with that HEAD of yours?!

CHALLENGE ME?! I'm on! This relationship is at stake, you make your choice. I'll willingly ACCEPT ANY CHALLENGE from ANYONE! Including YOU!

Shattered by the thoughts of your betrayal... Slowly... But Surely... I no longer know what are my options... I no longer know the way you think... I no longer knows how not to cry for you...

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Days of silence

I'm not in my best mood recently. Too much changes occuring, too much new stuff to adapt to, and I think i am giving myself too much unnecessary stress. Its ya, unnecessary.

I realised, everytime this kind of things happen, i will start feeling really tired and true enough, i've been damn f*cking tired.

But well, gotta accept everything as it is. I need to work hard work hard for it!

Complain I may, but life, I still gotta live.

Embrace it, and smile. :)