Another Week gone...

Hai... So, another week had passed, and i'm terribly Beat.... This week went thru lots of things and seriously, kind of got close to some people that i'm not really close to b4...

Today, woke up at 11.30am... but still very tired... Anyhow, after washing up, was sitting there, half- dead... Then Yuting called, she wanna ask bout loci, but i haven't do so cannot help her... Then, started eating Bee HOOn(breakfast cum lunch)... Then, can't finish, left half a pack laying on the table... Then, took my medicine, feel drowsy after a while but still started doing Hw... managed to complete compo and physics...Then, cannot tong liao, stopped doing, went to watch TV... Then, got changed and went to Bukit timah find mama...

While i'm in the bus on the way to Bukit Timah, Btkor sms me, he say Ting recovered from her craziness liao, i'm like, "She did? She took her pills le" HAha, joking.... Then he asked how was i? then told him that i'm fine, went to see doc and doc say go x-ray, but he told me, dun worry, will be fine.. Then i say, ya, true... Realised he's shopping for the CNY open house thingy so i say dun disturb him le...

Mama came, then we took 157 go to Jurong west where my Da kor is working and he helped me make specs.... Black one again this time, pattern a bit different, quite weird but should be nice since kor and ma both say nice, so just let it be lo...

B4 reached home, dear called me, says need pple to go work but sadly, i can't, hw haven't finished, so paiseh... Then came home, sit down, do hw again...Finally finish Loci le... Everything almost complete...Then, went to bath and then complete hw... Cook maggIe MEE as dinner, sad...
Then sit down there watch TV again...

Finally got some time-out, came here write blog... Ended up talking to Yong Soon, Our ToP StuDent... the one that likes to compete with me and lInda one... However, this time round, we talk bout future, then both bitch bout things getting so difficult... Felt a little bit weird, coz the 2 of us dun usually talk bout this sort of stuffs, we only talk bout school work..Guess we've reached a level when our friendship hab really become friendship le...

Hai... Sec.5, very very difficult, everything's different, everything's changing... I'm nearly on the edge of breaking down, somehow feel like giving up..But, good thing i hab got a cheerful style... Hai... Still quite stressed lo, complaining to some pple that'll listen one... Good thing, now, the relationship between the 2 of us got well le... Arbo, will be more stressed... Hai... Life gotta go on, coz time is still moving on... JuST lIve It BAh!!!!

LEaViNg!!!!!!!!!!!!! BuAi!!!!!!!!!!

Cash falling apart...

Yesterday, today, money all gone... That day took $100 and put back into bank, now my bank got money but my hand got only $20... So sad... Went to see doc again today, just a few minutes $26 gone... Cash level: 50%... Then, went to buy food, $4.20 gone, Cash level: 45%... Tml going to make specs, Cash level: 5%... Sad... No mOney lIao...Pocket got 1 large hole... Hai....

Yesterday was so so so TiRed, went to school with my eyes half open... Then, during lesson, whole body can't function... good thing friday was a short day.. After school, rush back home sleep, didn't even eat lunch... sleep until 2.55pm, woke up, got change, rush back to school for netball training, so dun feel like training but bo bien, got tournament, need to listen to coach... After the whole thing, i was BeAt... Then, went to Tiong Bahru meet Dear to eat dinner. Went there, his colleagues were there as well, dunno wad's their name, but quite good people, one of them is manager i think... Then, aunty carol came as well, so we eat eat, talk talk, i didn't talk much coz very hungry after training, then just eat eat, Hee~ Then, the David from Furama came(the one that i say, like know me a lot one)... Then, actually dear say wanna go watch movie 1 but aunty carol say he working at 7am, then i say, haha, cannot watch liao... then we went walk walk, then went back bout 9+, reach bout 10+... Tired, concussed, sleep very well...

Hee~ that day complain to Btkor that ting went crazy liao... Really cannot stand her sia... Walk walk also laugh like siao... Then in lab, she sing liao then nvm, then laugh laugh laugh...During lesson, also sometimes, ki siao... Can't tong liao...During netball, after 1st quarter, she come out still so energtic, dunnoe she got eat any pills bo, SiaO cha Bo...waH..Good thing i can stand, wonder how Xin Zhi survive her laughters...

Then, ermm... sat morning, actually wanted to wake dear up for his work but too tired liao, dunnoe how my alarm switch off by itself... then i didn't managed to wake up, but good thing he woke up by himself...Hee~
Then a friend(called B) msg me, say good morning...then i say morning too, but he know i sleeping so he didn't disturb me...But he still say i ZHU... HahA!!!

Then after that went to See doc, saw Mel and her bf walk pass the clinic, but nv go say HI coz the no. coming to me liao... Then i went home... Ate medicine, a bit drowsy... In the midst of feeling drowsy, Jia hao msg me, wanna lend $50 but told him see doc liao then no cash... Something very coincidental happened, after his msg, i went to tiong bahru find dear, then i actually saw jIa hao there..i'm like, huh? dreaming ar? medicine still working ar?Then msg Jia hao, really is him...Haha!!!Sia, spore so small..

Went home pretty early, then sit down do a bit of Maths hw, then eat my dinner(very late then eat) then took medicine and now i'm sitting here... Talking to a friend of my 2kor, keep suaning me... SuX....

HaIyo...Tml going to make specs, going with Yu, coz got promo at korkor's optic there...Happy, gonna make new specs...Happy!But Hw still alot...

got MC again for not doing PE, netball dunnoe how...hai...See that day condition good bo, if good will go play, if not, hai.. doc say if still didn't get well i'll hab to go get x-ray...SAd...So serious...

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wad a day

Netball tournament today... ReAl tired... we played an awesome game, but lost later... 7-13... great game... at least didn't lost too much... Wah LAo, the opponents all got attitude probs one lo, keep scolding F***... haha! but i played peacefully... Initially tot no need to go down play, in the end, went down for last 2 quarters...come back home, leg got blisters, just as i expected lah...

Another good news! My 2nd maths test scored really well... 39/40... But 1 mark gone coz i really dunnoe how to do the qn lah... finally, i can recover from my 23/40's pain... Hee~ Was quite surprised i got that high as well lah, but m GlAd...

Dear Dear finally ask me out le... tml, but i got training sia...Hai... will surely be very tired one... Bo bien, arbo, he'll be angry again... But i'm quite happy that he msg mi le...

Just now, a friend was telling me bout his ex....then he very sad... Coz she dun wanna even be friend with him anymore... feel sad for him, try to console him but to no avail...

k, stop here, wanna sleep liao...NiGht!

Mood is Great

It was a day of tiredness but it is a great day.. I'm in an absolutely great mood... Didn't hab much to fuss bout...

After school, went home and took an afternoon nap... at bout 4.30, somebody msg me, call me ZHU and ask me to guess who is he... Keep saying he's handsome, BHB sia... Turn out to be a friend from sch wanna li xiao me... But didn't entertain much...Came to MSN, continue talking to him. Then, one pri school friend say he saw me on mon when i was boarding 945. but i didn't see him... He very sad, coz he broke up with his gf.. Then i try to console him but basically i'm not any better...

Dear dear still doesn't seem to bother bout me...Hai...a little bit sad but dunnoe wad to do.. Still got msg him, ask him this and that lor... Haben gave him the tee i bought, hope can pass to him by this week lah...

tml netball tournament, not really very excited coz hab experience it for 4 yrs liao, this is the 5th... but still determined to put up a great fight...

Finally know wad to do for my d&t liao, hope tml night, i hab the energy to do design spec.

Ting told me 2 things that i was sososo surprised but wun type out coz no need to let the world know lah...it's just surprising...

Btkor ask me to help him find jay chou's dao dai(live)..But couldn't find after browsing thru imesh so told him can't find but ask my 2kor to help and a friend from sch to help.

k, tml will be extremely tiring...and i'm expecting some injuries, most probably blisters under my feet...Hope i wun fall in the match...PAinful sia, but still hab to stand up and play...So going to brush teeth and sleep le... NiGHt!

ARGhH.................

Wah Lao...Today School was quite ok lah... i managed to fulfill wad i set to do today which is to pay more attention in class and basically i did... For all lessons, including MaTHs.. She talk bout Loci then went on to kinematics and i listened and understood. It's only Geog class didn't listen lah, dun like Miss Ang's teaching method, she go thru like, dunnoe wad lah.. Moreover my test result very bAD lor, but good thing managed a pass....Tml got maths test again, hope this time round will do much much better and achieve the target i set.

Also, in school, at bout 12+ like that, dear sms me, told me that he didn't reply last night coz he was too tired and fell asleep le, i was like, orh, ok... So he's not that much mad at me afterall lor... i feel much much better, it's not that it affects me a lot but knowing his not angry, puts me to a higher spirit.

Came home, then took money and went to Westmall to pay my handphone bill... Then walk a little, suddenly felt like eating cheese fries, bought it, came back home, eat it.. Hee... Afterwhich, i actually wanted to take a short nap but b4 that i sms jie Min and Bt kor to ask when they free, coz can't figure out maths, wanna ask... Thought after nap then call them, suddenly, btkor, replied say i can ask him now in MSN, i'm like huh? wanna take nap but haiya, nvm lah, so went in and ask ask ask... In the end, still can't figure out, Btkor and me both luan lIAO... Then, both of us went into concussed state of mind.... he ask me go rest but I CAN'T...NEED TO DO D&T!!! ARGH!!!! SAd, but still, i went for half an hour break, 6 to 6.30, resting... Suddenly woke up then faster come net do investigation... i am so so happy coz i got an aim which is to find the info..And Guess wad? I DID! After so many weeks of struggling, finally got the infos but i didn't organised them lah...

Later, ate my dinner, watch a bit TV, went to bath and started with revision on Maths' kinematics... Didn't do much revision but i know i already got wad i need to know in mind liao... However, after this blog, going to read thru again... came to do D&T, then the god damn Diskette!!! UNEXPECTED ERROR THEN CANNOT OPEN, F*** IT LAH!!!! Today no need to sleep liao le lah...
Going into concuss again... SAD ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K, done, i wanna go redo D&T liAO!!! F**** IT LAH!!!!!

Going ThRu ThE lOwest days OF mY lIfe

WaH...Today started out pretty good lah, last night dunnoe y keep thinking of OHS, then till 1.30am still haben fall asleep, in the end, only able to sleep like 5hrs, woke up liao but feel KAm pua tired... But bo bien, still gotta get up to go scHOol...

In school, everything was fine lor, keep revising for Chemistry Test...HAHA, chemistry test... Now, i'll always remember sodium+water=sodium hydroyide... HAHA, BTkor use this to cheer me up but somehow think this equation is wrong...HAHA... Wad happen the other day, i didn't quite bother le lah...Coz with advice from btkor and ting, i'm feeling much much better...Knowing i hab 2 really Awesome friends behind my back supporting me... Ting said "i'll always be at that original spot, always there for you.." Very touching, will never forget this phrase one... The 2 of them really hab their ways to Cheer Me Up, after reading the sms, i was like suddenly tune ON again..Hee~ Awesome friends i hab there...

However, after Chemistry test, my mood went down again lor, the test so difficult sia...Left a few blanks but ultimately, think can pass...

Ting was very sad coz of the test... She couldn't do it, can't solve them... Then she said she go and tell her but she was like, "Aiyah, nvm one lah..." And blah blah blah.... Then ting became really upset... i didn't think much bout it initially but then after recess, saw her sitting there very sad, went over, her eyes turned red, i'm like "dun be sad lah! it's ok 1" dUn really know how to console... But think she got better after that... Hai... sAd for her...

After school, went home straight...On the way home, he msg me, he didn't do it the usual way he did, no "bao bei" infront, not that i'm bothered by it, it's just weird lor... He ask whether wanna meet for dinner, then i say fine... He ask me to go to riverfront find him...I'm like, ok, testing my direction skills..But i agreed lah... Then i went to do my Hw... After that, took a nap, replenish my Strength.. When mama came home, i told her i going to Meet Jie Min to ask her mAths then she started NAgGing And NAGGIng and NAGGING...SO SICK!!! Then, i know i can't tell her i'm going to meet him...But decided not to go meet him, coz i know will definitely go till very late then today mONDAY BLUESSSSSSSSSSSSSS..... Then he told me, "Aiya, nvm lah, since u so busy, then forget it le lah" I was like WTF! i was not angry but i ji tao say "Dear, please dun do this to me, i'm already on the edge of breaking down, i can't juggle studies and u properly, please understand a little..." He didn't reply..Like i said, i was not angry, just a little bit pissed... O level life is not gOOD, can't cope well... Better adapt sia, arbo will cry again...

Today dunnoe wad so special, saw BTkor in MSN, RaRE!!!! TalkIng to him while typing this, Hee~GoOD Kor Kor, Care bout my ChemiStry... Hee~

My d&T AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haven't do investigation Leh... very sad lAh, tRAansportation... By this week must finish till desgin SpeC Neh... Is the investigation part must do now, so the design spec and brief will be a PIeCe of Cake...

Thursday got netball tournament, going to Kallang for the match... Ting and Me are the only sec. 5s, that day ting lie to me, say i'm the only sec.5, i was like, sure bo, bo an NI one lah... Then Linda told me she bluff me...BAD BAD tiNg!!!!

O ya, Bought a T-shirt for dear as well, but dunnoe whether he'll like it bo, and hope he dun get angry anymore lah...

Next week going to Spore PolY for Open House... Go see wad courses They hab TO OfFEr... Also, go back to the campus where i left a trace of "LOST PERSON"... HAHA... got lost there 2 years ago when Mr Thiru brought us there to see....HEE~

Ok, this week as a whole will be another busy one, got d&t coursework and maths test and netball match...Will do my best to cope and try to fix the very strained relationship...Glad to HAb Btkor kor and Ting to Help along the way...

HAHA!!!BT korkor, pong pong, cannot!!!!!!!!

BUaIX!!!!! -LoVe APpLe-

AnGRy!

SiCk LAh HIm!!! ask me whether wanna meet him later not, but told him i can't coz hab to study Chemistry test and Chiong my D&T, then u know wad not, he reply, "can meet your friends cannot meet me" Wah lAo, my Anger ji tao shoot out lor, i say "Yesterday actually didn't wanna go 1 lor, but since it's once in a while and today is a sunday then i go one lor! It's not like i dun wanna meet u, it's that i hab chem test k...and i still got lots of things can't figure out lor..." Then i said a very angry sorry... I told him, "if u r angry, i also cannot do anything..." So MAd at him Lor, He obviously knows i wun go out when i hab Tests or lots of hw but he always wants to make me feel guilty... Wah KAO!!!!

Sometimes thinks he doesn't even care bout me, ask me to go out when i got test, wanna make me flung ar... MAma keep telling me cannot go out too much when school reopen... I already opposed her law liao, all coz of him, always wanna pei him then now... SuX lAh... HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't stand liao LAH!!!!!!

Today's mood very bad, received all those sms from friends, so dun feel like replying but cannot lah, very bad siA!

Really can't stand him.... But whatever lah, already told him b4 that studies will always be my 1st priority... I still wanna get my O level cert then proceed one, dun wanna be a sec. sch dropout!!!!!! Dun care liaO Ar.... SHIt LAh!!!!

A LoNg LoNg SAturdaY

It's 7.44am and i received an sms from Ah kor... He said he was sorry that he didn't read my SMS properly but aiya, its ok one lah coz i just wanna bitch a little laH so its really very Ok... gLad to know that he actually didn't think i'm very "FAN" Hee~ Appreciate ThAt o, ah kor... Then, like he told me, after receiving his last sms, i fell asleep again... Until 10.50am, he sms me again asking me to wake him at 1pm, i was like, y dun wanna tell me earlier leh but nvm lah... So woke him at 1 after i woke up... Sometimes realise we act like couple like that, care bout each other and waking each other Up, that's y ting go ask him that qn...HAHA!!! SICK SIA!!!! It's only natural that friends care bout each other and since we r not just normal friends, (we both once talk to each other bout our "HEART PROBLEM")... So It's sPecIAL Neh!But HAHA!! Quite impossible lah coZ he mY Ah Kor SIa...Now, i got him and Ah kor still thinking of her... Ting told me Btkor byo at her very OBVIOUSLY, HAHA!!! Got caught red-handed!LOL! Cute!

In the afternoon, went to Bukit Timah to find MAmA, bought some clothes there... Received a call from Silong, ask me to go to MArina with them coZ KOkhong's BD... Agreed to go but ask Ting along as well... She was Cheated by george! Went to SRC but turn out there's no training! SHe kept calling me and say she's so so MAD!!! Hee~not a good day for her...

Met up with them and we went to marina eat eat... Ate for a pretty long time, when everything is done, it's already 10+ le... We walk into a pathway that leads to a round round man-made clock..We talk for a while there but i hab to go le.. Ting as well... Walk out to take bus and went back...

Dear got angry coz i didn't tell him that i'm going out with friends but i didn't wanna quarrel with him so i gave way, apologize and promised will tell him in future... Wanted to avoid conflict coz i'm not in the mood to quarrel... Talk to Ting a little bout it, but she seems pretty tired, didn't finish the story but she already gave me an advice le but anyway, i'm fine, am still APPLE but not the hyper one today... Didn't go disturb BTkor coz i already bitched bout it to Ting liao... So that weight is lifted OFF le...WAHAHa!!!

Hai..Dun wanna write le, so late liao... Going to sleep lIao...

i'm gonna make u dance, shake that thing.............. HAHA, Eminem's song, now listening, HeE~ k, done, going to sleep Le....

Hyper,Crazy,Torture,Sadness,but happiness found its way to aPpLe!

WaHaHAHA!!! Yesterday went to Ngee Ann Poly for their open house, i was actually quite tired, moreover, i took my medicine, then felt quite drowsy in the midst of looking round the campus... Saw quite a lot of courses... Haven't really decide on wad to study but most probably will be aiming to go Business studies but not neccessarily in Ngee Ann lor... Might be Spore poly... Going to SP's open house next month... Hai.. If can't get to JC, gonna aim to go to these 2 polys NoR...

After going to NP, went home then went to meet Dear, he very funny lor, stomache cramp still eat curry, serve him right to hab servere painess but he got well later... Then after that, very weird lor, his friend and him brought me to Little India, Weird right, go little india do wad?! SiaO!! but then, actually is coz his friend's friend owns a store in a coffeeshop then want to let out at night for others to work..Then stay there for 1hrs++ , talk bout business ventures, SO BO LIAO!!! I was like going to fall asleep le... If i had knew, i wun go liao lor, stay at home do HW better still...Sick...

Today, went to Orchard, fareast to ShOp SHoP... As always, i didn't hab much mood to shop coz no $ no shoppping... However, still went round with Ting, she bought her new year clothes there while i bought a pair of new earrings, long and starry... Hee~ Then after that, went on to Orchard Hotel to work. When we enter the usual door, everything was quite normal lah... After that, when we went to the part-time locker, WAH lAO, got Air-con SIA!!!! So SO mAD lOr, when we working there last time, got no air-con one lor and its God DAmN smelly inside, now, there's actually air-con and no more smelly liao... So Jealous... Somehow felt a little bit ill-treated last time, haha!!!

Went up to the ballroom, there was no function in Ballroom3, so went on to ballroom1&2, but there's no one in there, since the time is not 6, we went to the store to chitter chatter, hee~ Talk some craps in there and laugh laugh laugh, then from that moment on, i got VeRy CrAzY...

Amy jie hurried us into the ballrooms, still no one in there, except, guess WHO?! It's BTkor sia... He was standing at the MC mic there, funny... Then i went round, jumping shouting "BT Kor KOR, HIHI!!!! NI HAO MAH?!" Good thing there's nobody in the ballroom, arbo surely got complain..HAha, so excited to go back to OHS to work, unlike that day when i went to Furama, no excitement at all...

B4 briefing, when all the staffs are gathering, Ting and i got so hyper, we talk until VERY loud, then i accidentally hit ting's face, actually i intend to hit her cheek one, but she moved her head so i actually slapped onto her nose, haha!!! So Funny... She was so shocked...Then, Bt kor, Chris and Lau gave some briefing bout how to serve and whatsoever... Most of it already know but still pretend to be very attentive coz must give them "mian Zi" Mah, arbo got scolded...Haha!!

After that, after the menu's briefing, uncle Vincent ask me bout him, asked me where he working now... Then he know he was a Holiday Inn, not that i dun wanna tell him but better be safe lor... Anyway, he already knows, he say the manager call to tell... I was like "ok, so they know, no need to put on that front liao..." Then Lau asked me bout it as well, then i told him, i know he know liao... Hee~ Later, got back to my hyper-self, joke with him...I say "Dun hate me hor, i very good one nEh" He says "How come i'll hate you? I love u the most leh, u are the only Apple" He tried to pinch my face but luckily i react sIA... Haha... He still so funny... Hai... Sometimes, feels very sad, have to hide his things from people, like i've commited a crime like that... When Uncle Vincent told me they know le, i was so relieved, i dun hab to worry bout pple asking me... Sad, i've got one more thing to avoid pple from knowing... However, tonight was ok lor, i didn't think much bout it, coz Am in a very very good mood, can see so many old friends from OHS...

Ask him whether he'll come fetch me after work not, he keep avioding my question... Say he not free, later then call me, it's not like he can't give me an answer, he could just say no, i wun mind, dun hab to avoid lor... Then after work, he msg whether i wanna go out not, he obviously know i can't, if i were to go out with him, then i might as well work OT, earn for my Bill... He is asking something so obvious... And he knows he's going out, so he could just told me, he wun be coming then i can tell ting i'm going home with her.... Sad lah... Coz of him i got so upset... Always like that, and he never knows bout it... Sometimes i wish i dun hab to fuss bout it at all and live my life like i used to... Hai... i think too much again liao... good thing he dun hab net, arbo he'll be very unhappy lor... whatever, i'm unhappy too!

The other day, he got so Ridiculous as to thinking that i like BT and Chris... I was like, "R u crazy or something?!" Chris?! i hardly talk to him sia, didn't even msg him at all, he actually said that... sO SO ridiculous... Then BTkor, can understood coz i got tok to him one lor but hello, the line is clear between bt kor and me lor, we're friends, like brother sister... If i like Bt, then HE will be liking so many meis in OHS and other hotels le lor... So SO MAD!!! But i didn't bother much, i explained le... If he dun wanna believe, i also can't do anything... However, though i'm bitching bout all this, if i look at it at another angle, i should know that he cares bout me lor, he is bothered bout who i am close to and everything, and it really means that he bothers... but even so, its still quite ridiculous lah...Bt kor and Chris......HAHA, He think too much liao le....

Hai.. Then later, came home, didn't really wanna disturb anyone or got disturbed by anyone... So i decided to msg him and tell him that i'm home, dun hab to worry and ask him to enjoy, told ting i'm back safe and sound and i sat there and rest... Mood is StIll Good, spirit is still high but all of a sudden, everything came crashing down, thought bout how he avoided my questions and everything, suddenly wanna tell someone... Wanted to tell Ting but she told me that she's tired, she didn't even feel like bathing, so i thought she might be asleep le... So decided to msg Bt kor cos know he's working OT... started out joking with him, telling him i got a secret to tell him and told him the secret was "I GOT HOME LE!!!" HahaHAHA, so FunNy!!! But then, told him everything... He didn't say much, but appreciate him listening... I'm like always "fanning" him but hai... nobody to tell, friends limited or maybe should i say, i dun wanna tell others... Think can only tell Ting and BTkor... Yu, not the person i'll turn to for advices coz i know i wun take the advice... Yuting, Dun really wanna let her know, though she's one of my best friend, but think she doesn't know much lor... So i'm on left with my sister and ah Kor lIao... Sad...Bt kor is so ill-fated to know me...HAhA...So Sad, But Too BaD, i'm APPLE mAH, AppLe Is Me, and ThIs apple got lots of Things to FuSs And BiTch ABoUT!!!

After the whole day of work and shop, came back home, ate supper and sat down quietly and thought thru everything, wrote them in here and there it is, blog of the day... k, very tired liao... Going to brush teeth and then sleep le... TmL will Be another long day... Promise i wun think too much de... BuAIx!

COme WhAT mAY!!!

ToDay's MooD not Bad Sia... Except, the beginnig of the day is Tiring, couldn't wake up this morning, then force myself to get uP... Then, while reading, i was cloSing My eyes... Hee~ GOOd tHing teacher Is OutSide...ThEn maths' teacher not here, nothing much to be happy bout coz, we r really losing out le...

Handphone was very free today... No Msges, No call(In School), hope next month the bill wun be so mucH... The 3 of Us(Ting, Yu and Me), all complaining bout our bill too much... yu and i complaining bout M1 thing... HaHa... Same probs we hab...

At the end of school, went back home, eat my lunch, this is the fullest lunch i had for this week... Mee ReBuS!!! But not good for throat... Then Ate MedIcine, Suddenly realise half bottle of my coughing medicine is lost.. I was So Shocked, i only ate twice, then Da Kor say he ate it... SIAO siA!!! Eat until half a bottle... $22 LeH!! He Drank Everything, wad am i suppose to Eat, i'm stIll Coughing siA... SuX mAn!!! Then i hab to bear with it, like i very rich like tt, must go buy again...

Went on to Chiong My CHEmistry and Eng Hw... finally finshed ThEM, cAme to Net to look for D&T stuff but can't find anything...Bery Sad... "Transportation", How to Do, tHis ToPiC very Very Difficult..DuNNoe how to continue le... HAI...

O Ya, MusCle Very PaINfUL AR!!!ArGH.... Yesterday ran 2.4km, that's y leg muscle very painful... can't even climb the stairs properly... then the injury from last netball match is still there...Sad SiA....

TmL going to Ngee Ann poly's open HoUse, Wonder caN Find any course i like bo... Dunnoe wiLL See 2kor there mAh? hAHa..ThInk Too MuCh lIAo... wHen FeB comes, will go Spore Poly to see.. If can't get into JC, then this is the 2 i'm aiming to go liao...

STill couldn't find a blogskin i like, even when i got one, dunnoe how to fix them... SAd Ar.. bUt will continue searching..waHAHA!!!

Tried on a new pair of pants and sHirt, LOOks very lIke OffiCe lady in them... Coz shirt is BuTTon One... Very MatuRe..FuNNy...DuNNoe can wear at which occasion...WahAHa!!!

I'm stIll looKing Forward for BackStreeT Boys' album to Come OUt, StIll LovE Them So mUch... WahAhA...BAckstReeT FanAtIc=APPle!!! BACkSTrEEt RuLeZ!!!

ok, tml is another long day, Will StAy CoOL, and face tml WiTh lotsa PriDe!!! JiA YoU O!!!

Those Days ArE GoNe...

Hai.. ToDay got a little bit emotional, suddenly thought of the days when i was in OHS and those days when i was in lower sec.... Dunnoe y...

I've never regret working in OHS, the people there were all friendly and fun to be with, and i learned a lot of things there that i could never hab learnt from any textbook... Met him there as well, lots of memories... 1st time doing buffet, 1st time using serving gear, 1st time doing cocktail, 1st time archering, 1st time carrying oval tray, 1st time doin seminar... So sO many 1st times, all started in OHS... Work there for 2months+, but it seems like i've been there forever... HAi, wadever lah, now sch start but still thinking of there, not good, not good...

Back when i was Sec. 1, life was much much easier, when we were in YISS, we can't even have a proper place to hab remedial... And falling for the 1st guy... When our netball doesn't hab a decent coach, when out of no where, i became a shooter... WaHAHA!!! Those days were great, never hab much to worry Bout, but now, stressed... Hai... wad can be done? it's impossible to turn back time and i can't live in history, gotta move on....

Ok, enough of the "history" of my life... Let's talk bout today... Was quite a great day but got dozens of HomeWork... Had our 1st geog test, was kinda tough but at least i managed to answer the questions... Right after the papers are passed up, Btkor msg me... Complaining bout his maths lecture... HahA, he already took the subject for 3 times liao... Must be very bored of it... This make me worry bout my future as well, if i were to get into poly, will i be sick of the subjects like btkor did? Hai... Think too much, hab to pass O level 1st...

After the whole day in school, i decided to go see doc, coz i'm still coughing... The doc was quite a nice guy, he is friendly.. He was shocked when he heard me say i went for PE this morning...Ran 2.4km this morning... He Said strictly, "i really dun want u to take PE". He gave me an 8 days MC, exempted from PE...Hai.. So serious... it cost $22, i pay from my own NETS...HAHA...

When i was waiting for medicine, Btkor msg me again and said he is out of the lecture and was at OHS liao... Dear dEar saw it and he was like " BT again ar?!" Then i told him, "YayA! My Ah KOr" HAHA, he was jealous... HeE~Then went on to hAb lunch... Didn't eat much coz dun wanna grow fatter...

He sent me home and went on to get his pay... i went home and chiOng my Homework coz promise to pei him in the evening.. And well, i did... Went to Outram to eat porridge... Got a little tiff with him, coz he's not very happy that i go to OHS to work on Friday but wadever lAh, i already bOOked liao... His GOd-Ma Say Lau, anD Chris very Jia lat One, dun be so close to them... Then she praised Vincent sia... i was like, okok, that's cool... They didn't like L and C so MuCh... i didn't say much...

Then, we shopped round Outram, he want me to buy clothes but i'm not in the mood to shop sia so just went round see see... Saw some nice clothes but no mood to try.. so Didn't buy...

After That, faster chiong back home, sat down and completed my Physics' work... Wanted to do D&T but didn't, found the definition but just saved them in a diskette.. Then, came to write this..

Dear said he's going to play billiard... I didn't say much, he should be relaxing liao but told him not to smoke too much, very bad for health, hope he'll heed my advice lah...

Feeling a little hungry now, later going to take pills then go to bed le...

Everything has changed but wad had remained the same is my faith... i believe i could BuCk up and get everything back together... For dear, i try to be with him everytime i could... For Xueting, I will still be by her side, listening to her, and confiding to her, always there as SIs... For Yuting, try my best to continue to be the way we always had been... For Wan yu, i'll just keep the distance from her, like i always had... For Bt kor, he'll always be my kor and i'll still confide, and maybe listen as well, and talk crapS, HEE~... For my family, will continue to try to get closer, and be more like a real FamIly...For my life,just LIVE IT!!!

ANoTher UnExcepted DAy with unexpected stuff...

Hai... Got my Maths' test paper back today, and i did so so extremely badly...Nearly broke into tears leh..Hai, it's so not me to cry due to result.. Have only happened once in my life, that was last year... This time...Hai..Maybe coz got too much stress le,but good thing i didn't cry lor...Try to console myself that it is all within my expectations, however, it is so totally not LoR!! hAi, AH kor ToLd me it is only 1st test so dun worry, wun affect O level one, but actually to me, it means quite a lot coz result has always been my first priority... Then, got one friend very arrogant, know my result bad liao then purposely ask me "How mUch You Get HuH?" Then i told her the marks then she's like "HUh?! Not possible lah! How Come lIke tHat?!" AIya, whatever lah, she's always like that, used to it liao, know she's pretty happy when she knew she beat me.. But Wadever lAh, She wuN bE too HaPPy for long...

11.10am, msg deAr to wake him up coz he working at 1pm...He didn't reply me, like he usually does... However, just as the bell rang and recess is over, he msg and said "yup i wake up le, y?" Wad does he mean by y? wake hiM up also got y 1 meh... HahA!! He saId he was very tired, coz he kept working, then i told him not to work like there's no tml, he said, those PeoPle LoR, anyhow put his name, then he have to work all day... Hai.. SAd for him, must be very tired liao, hope he wun get sick lah...

1.40pm, tHe time i've been waiting for all day, the time when school dismissed, thought i could walk home happily but.. GoT CHINESE ReMEdial!!! Tired Sia... Went to canteen, nothing to eat so buy the usual stuff, sandwich and hush brown... Managed to fill my stomache with these stuffs..Hai... 2.15, teacher come up, started reciting the passage when almost none of us didn't do, then she wasted so much time talking bout it, then realise no 1 did, haha!!! But i did it on the spot! Then, Talk bout another paper, but times Up! She promised to dismiss us at 3 and well, like she promised, she let us off...

After separating with a friend, i went on my way back, then met Ping Hong, My Long Time goOD boy-friend... Talk to him bout his specs and he told me he got ASthematism, and i was like, ME TOO! Then excitedly told him, i got comp back lIao, and he was like "broadband ar?" and i go, "i dunnoe sia, comp freak=apple" haha!!! In no time, i reached my block, said gOOdbye to him and he said bYe too, and i went up... In the lift, suddenly thought of wad he's doing, but didn't answer myself coz it's quite bo lIAo to ask and ans myself...

ReAched home, saw my 2kor and his Gf using comp, a little disappointed, coz i thought of using but i didn't fight with them lah... After a while, 2kor let me use, came into net, check my friendster... Dunnoe y, but just went on to click Christopher's name, dunnoe wad i'm doing, then like Woke up like that, thinking to myself "Y i click Chris? Siao liao me" HAHA... gOnG le NeH!! Went to find new template for this blog but couldn't find one i like then i gave up, took one from the link and put it up...Looks pretty good but still dun like it, in the end, went back to square one... Suddenly, one unknown person came to talk to me in MSN, i knew he was somebody i knew from IRC but it was so so long ago.. haben been in IRC for agES lE... He seem to rmb so mUch Things bout mi, then i was like, "ok, i better beware" And he SaY i'm cute, i'm like, wad?! Do i know him ThAt well? But wadever lah, i still talk to him, anyway, it's only net chatting... After that, got a little tired, so i logged off... Didn't think i'll fall asleep but i did, on the couch...When i woke up, it was 6.30 liao... slept for 1 hr...

Checked mY Hp, got one missed call, it was him, wanted to ask me to go out after school tml with his godMA, but i haben told him can mah, coz dunnoe got remedial Bo...Then, he hang up and went back to work.. Me? Suddenly found myself all alone at home, lost.. dunnoe wad to do... Went into the room took out wad i hab to study and put on the table... tHen WenT to bath Le...

Very Hungry, papa haben come back, realise i didn't eat a proper meal today, papa say 7.15 then come back, i said ok... then i Watch TV... Papa Came home, i ate the dinner, and i'm FuLL... Got enerGy lE!!! 8pm arrived and i went to study For GeoG tEst.. ALl the indicators of Development..Managed to rmb them... Realise teacher's notes didn't give much, went to check WiTh TXt, Found wad i nEed To LearN..GlAd...

Came in here to write ThIS, and I'm glad i'm able to sit here till now and finish the whole day's story...

Life is back to where it used to be one year ago... still like to laze but still working hard... LiFe IS like a cycle, and now i'm going thru this cycle again... However, this time round, i hab 2 more important persons in my life, 2 hims... ImpoRtAnt Ones....

WiLL stop here liao, tml got geog test, dun want the outcome to be like maThs...Dun wanna be devastated again... So, Going to BeD lIao!!! Wil JiA yOU De!!!

FinAlly HAb my Net Back

YeAH!!!FinALly HAb the interneT BAck Liao... ExtRemely HappY MAn!!! can't wait to WriTE it alL out Here.. WahAHAha!!

lEt Me Write everything i didn't for the last couple of days.. Friday was a very very long day... nEtball friendly match... I dun even know the outcome of the whole game.. got tripped by the Opponents' GS, then InJuRed My KNEE.. The ScrAtch is So SO pAinful, Yet i continue to Play, this is SportsmanshIp Man, HAHA..Now it is still painful, yesterday put medicine le, so feel better liao...

YesterdaY WEnt foR CIP, flag day for Apex Day Care centre.. froM gombak, go BooN lAy then after that go WoodlAnds, Then Back to MarsilIng, then tO CCk then BAck to BooN lAy.. EZ-link wasted siA... But managed to Get half of the TiN fuLl Lor, sO very haPPy, HelPed the NeeDy pEople... theN MsG Ah Kor, ASk him to Donate but actUAlly is Only ASk ask, didn't expect him to come donate lah... In the end, went back to return tin and told him dun hab to worry liao..

Meet Up With dear as weLL, went to eat LunCh, then we walk ard Jp, Nothing mUCH HAs changed there, almost the same... He was Angry coZ he always Wait for mi, but the thing is, isn't that wad a guy should do? it's not like i didn't wait for him b4... Hai, Sad SiA...But Wadeva lAh, Can't do much, just staY hAppy caN lIao, that's me, never let myself get too into it... promised myself not to get into it too much arbo my studies will suffer... i'm getting a good Hold Of myself le.. taken the advice of Btkor and also, promised to work together with my sister... And hab a competiton wItH a frieNd.. GoTTa Work It Man!

My thaT sister, anyhow go ask kor thIngs, BuT good ThIng i'm not angry.. Didn't feel much coz i nOe aH Kor sTiLL got her In his heart... aNd usuaLLy, i dun get angry over this type of little things, i'll just laugh and get it over with...it's nothing BiG...She thInk tOO mUch LiaO, Told her not possible le... So, Sister, dun think Too MuCh Le NeH, He IS mY brother SiA!

Sister Was MAd at her yesterday, she can't stand her ignorance, but like i told her, she's like that, can't do anything so y fuss over it... just let her be lor! She will get To kNow iT one fine day 1.. so RelAx Bah...

Next friday going back to OHS to work, waHAHa, can hab money AgAIn, but hab to pay biLL...Sad.. My bill Too mUch Liao LE, Use tOO MuCh SMS LiAo... Must discipline myself a little, arbo, mama WiLL KiLL Me... Hee~

Hao le, wIll wriTe untiL here, wanna go Do hoMEwork lIao, later going out to discuss MaThs...

Unable to Love myseLf More...

Hai... so i said yesterday, i would try to love myself a little bit more but sadly, i'm unable to do so because i'm still coughing and i Hate ThaT fEEling of Sickness... Also, my MathS TesT...AHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! wUn Be aBle to Do Well LiAo and i told my kor i'll do better thaN a Pass... Sad LeH... Aiya, but it's over le lor, i can't do mUch LiaO...NeXt TesT TheN Work hArder bah...

AccidentallY "FaN" My kor during his work, cos Mi MoOd SwInGS... HAha..Then 'FaN' HiM...So PaiSeh... thiNk He's PreTTy Mad Le..But I alreadY Did lIao..

I got Frustrated witH HiM jUst Now, ASk him Wake Up He Dun waNNa RePlY Me, Not EveN an "oK".. Sad... TheN when I saiD i'M upset, then He ask y... SAD....

K, today wiLL end here LiAO... Later theN see How, write morE... TeeHee..

Wad a wonderful Day

Well, created a blog for myself...Find it interesting.. Ok, i am behind time, i'm cut off from the internet world for almost 2 months liao... Sad... Yesterday, finally went to get a new comp, i was so god Damn tired... Went to SIm LIm square right after school, til 8 then reach home, i was dying when i'm on my aunt's car... Good thing there's no homework yesterday... Bought a new CPU with NEW drives but costs so mucH...Scholarship i earned was all gone overnight... So SO SAd... HOwever, i got a New CompuTER!!! AM rEAlly Delighted bout it... But still can't go Net Coz no line yet... i'm gonna get a new MP3 too, my 2 kor selling one to me... Coz his friend doesn't like the colour.. Selling for $100.. He said i can pay him slowly...AwEsOme!! HAi... KeeP Spending... NO CAsH liao.. Awaiting Hong bAo Money...TEEhEE...

Today's school WAs Say, not BAD lAh, get a Health Check, Nurse said my health is Ok, eyesight good with specs.... HAHA!!!! But i kept coughing this few days, no chance to go see Doc, dying liao..but bought medcine to eat le.. hope will get well soon... SAd...

Wad's more? Just Now Xueting suggest we go Work next friday since it's Hari Raya Haji, so We SaY "YEah!" Then, i msg kor to ask him to help us book and he agreed, that is if there is vacancy... He's always GoOD..

He iS so buSy this few Days, can Only msg him but i know he's trying very hard not to disturb me, now that school had started... Miss HiM AS weLL, Once in a while we do meet for lunch and then he'll send me home... hope he's not angry with Me at all..

AS for studies, Maths teacher talk talk talk, can only understand a little... Then Chemistry teacher very self-dubious sIA, talk already then doubt herself...can't stand sia... Saturday goin to meet up with friends to discuss a little bit...

Ok, hope tomorrow will be a better day... Love myself a little bit more, and give everyone a little love...

The 1st day of 2006...

HAPPY 2006 PPle!!!!! Another year had gone by, let's hope everything will be better this yr...

Last night was a blast! Work was great, i broke a glass though. HA! However, nobody seems to realise, the pple were all having fun, dancing. It was the EA new year dinner... SO many SHuAi Eurasians sia... There was this guy, who wants a ice bucket and 4 ginger ere, 4 sprits... U know, i was so paiseh when he talked to me, not just that he's a charming person, when he talked to me, he pulled me very close, and put his mouth at my ear, so close that i can feel his breath... HAHA!!! It was scary though...

Leroy: $98
Jacobs Creek Sparkling wine: $68
Jacobs Creek Red/white wine: $58
Tiger Draft: $12

HAHA!!! I memorised liao... Was doing this ordering thingy last night, but not many pple ordered, so helped out the clearing and serving drinks. I seemed to keep running around for ice buckets... Hee~

Anyway, after work, somebody fang me and wenhui's aeroplane lor... We waited for more than an hour for him to come, yet he didn't turned up. Waited till 12am reach liao, still no sign of him. Then he sms, "Sorry, i fell asleep just now, dun think i going." Wenhui and i ji tao peng... HahA!!!

Afterwhich, went to K box with the pple... They drink a lot wor, even when walking to the place... I did drink a bit, made myself turned red, and stopped. Sang a few songs and the night practically goes by with the others drinking. Jessica got drunk and vomited, hope she's ok now...

Anyway, 1st day of 2006 is yet to be over, the 1st 1/4 of it is marvellous, thought tiring, still gonna hang on there, later still got work...

Tml, Sentosa TRIP! Hope Chris let me take the day off... Wanna go out with Classmate leh...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!