Sunday, November 30, 2008

I think i'm having some rough times at this point of the year.

You all know why reading through all the previous entries. And my phone just died-ed for no particular reasons. I was pressing and all of a sudden, i cannot press anything. Hai......... Really unlucky. And i was cursing and swearing coz i cannot sleep on my Saturday just to bring the phone to Service Centre. Hai....

And my freaking darling kept pissing me off when i am already so freaking down. Sometimes, he can be so insensitive. Hai... Or perhaps, its just me, over reacting to all these bad patches.

So, there is no photo to upload these few days, no songs to listen to when i leave work.

Something to mention about, went mahjong-ing on Saturday night with Xueting, Bt kor, darling and Vincent at ting's place. We mahjong from around 8pm to 4am. So tiring...... The best thing, i lost $30 over...... Hai......... And another thing, my Darling is the biggest winner....... Hai......... He is all over himself winning. Crap... He has been gambling 2 days straight and i think he is gambling now also.

O well... I can't do anything, he wants to gamble. I will just get pissed with him. Disgusting gambler. HA

Another unlucky stream, my number one key spoilt which means no exclaimation mark and no number one.

Can this get worse? O M G

Another new week beginning. There's nothing much that i look forward to at all except the weekend. Getting so sick of working so late, reaching home late and not having enough sleep.

I can't wait for all these to be over.

BE HAPPY FOR A MOMENT I AM LOVED BY SO MANY PEOPLE

JIA YOU BAH TEO AI PING

Monday, November 24, 2008

K, gotta update already! Blogspot is still giving me a hard time uploading my photos, i had to upload it on photobucket then adjust it again which consumes a good bit of my time. ANGRY!
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Anyway, last thurs, i had an appointment with my Darling! But hai... Due to some changes, i pushed darling's appointment to 9pm! Darling was angry having to wait for so long alone at the salon for me. I felt bad...
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Why i was delayed? Its coz we were instructed to go to MM for a cocktail Xmas party representing the company. WAh..... We were so not dressed up can. It was so paiseh... Then GM came to talk to us and when he said he is the valet, i really thought he meant it. Crap...
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We hung around, ate some stuff and left. PL got a lucky draw log cake which i think weighs 2kg. Heh Heh!
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Lin Na's bf and friend was kind enough to come fetch us back. I took Lin Na's bf's friend's car, his name is Alvin. Nice person... Heh HEh!!! O! While waiting, we took pictures... Ho!


Anyway, Darling was quite angry when i reached there and i had to apologized many many times. Hai.. Anyway, he did my hair, not much changes, made a dark colour highlight which over time, i think will become brighter. Ho! I like simple changes!
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Friday was another busy day at work, pretty much stuck with the invoice stuff which i dun really have much idea about. Tried to do what i can.
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Then rushed off.
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Darling is so shuai that day, he waited for me to finish work. Ha!On Sunday, it is CHIRSTOPHER HONEY'S BIG BIG DAY! It is so nice to be a part of it. Dear, Ting, Fish and myself were doing the recep, ting is more to the Emcee lah. She was so nervous about it.

Anyway, we had our hair done at Darling's place. Heh Heh... My darling is awesome! Ho!And from this photo, your can see my dull dull highlight. HO!And then, the pictures of ME taking PICTUREs!!!! Hee~ I love the dress... Hee~Now presenting, the limelight!!!!!!!!!!!! Mr and Mrs Lee!!!!! Deng Deng Deng Deng! Then, Dear and I sneaked up to their very expensive PRESIDENTIAL SUITE! OMG can! Huge room, has massager and a JACUZZI! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! And on the table, it lies this most beautiful thing - LOVE FOREVERTook quite some photos with the girls and enjoyed all the food. Heh hEH! Totally missing OHS's food. heh Heh! Not to forget a big gathering with all the great peeps from before! SO SO HAPPY!

And presenting the very cute Christopher HONEY! HAHA!Just before we left, we made our beautiful poses!Ting went off to meet Vincent and all, while Dear went to meet Yuting and i left to go meet my Darling. Hee~
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Darling kept looking at my hair coz he likes it too... And he is looking at it so hard to see what he can improve on, whole night, when i'm talking to him, he must look at my hair. HAHA!!! We had coffee and tea and nice nice food at IMM's Wan Zai. Very full..........Then we walked a little at IMM, chatted all we can. Felt tired and Darling drove me back home. And we chatted till his bluetooth's batt flat.
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After which i went to bath, watch a little TV and started doing my report. Hai.......... Write till 1 plus am and felt really tired. Hai........
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Still, coughing non-stop. Darling pei-ed me till 12plus am and he went to bed.
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Had a bad dream in the night. Hai....... Going on leave is such a stressful thing. CRAP!
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Anyway, woke up today and same, do report for freaking 4 to 5 hours! GOSH........... In the end, still need to edit to cut down all the words. Hai...... Attachment is stressful enough, add this on, its really bad.
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O well... Leave spent like that......... Nothing special, didn't really rest a lot.... Another week to go....
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Counting down to the end of IAP - 2 months 12 days more.
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I'm in love with my Darling... I'm so blessed with Love....

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Haiya... Blogspot is still giving me a hard time to upload all my photos. Sian......... Only managed to do 3.
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We were out of office from Thurs coz of Food Expo which started on Friday.
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Thurs, Ruth and I went to Expo to see the setting up of the booth and the students from various schools came to do their set-up. Just like that, we stayed till 7plus 8pm. And the freaking poster person wasted my money to cab down to Aljunied then from there go home. It was a damn freaking unlucky day.
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Anyway, on Fri, had to go office at 9am then go to Expo at 3pm then all the way till 10pm. Hai.... It was so tiring... Had to promote all the SMS stuff... But was fun lah, pressing phones and talking to people who want to eat the mock-ups, HAHA!!!
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Then i closed shop alone at 10pm, walk off alone.......... Pathetic. HAHA!!!
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Saturday's shift was afternoon to night, same... Tiring... Ruth and I sat down and chat lah. HAHA!!! And the Shark Fin's uncle very nice, keep giving us Shark's Fin Soup... hOhO!
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Then, i kind of forgot wad happened already. I think we left around 10pm. I was so tired in the MRT, that i cannot stand standing, and i alighted from the train and waited for the next one. HAHA!!!
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I slept till 2pm the next day. HA!And i remembered we drank a lot of Soya Bean from Mr Bean. HAHA!!! And this is the booth of the very nice Manufacturer who kept offering us Shark's Fin. I hope his product will come out to market coz its damn nice.Anyway, Monday was the crucial day. A bit of hiccups along the way but the prize presentation was quite smooth lor. The Emcee is a really nice guy, funny. HoHo!
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Mr Wong was very nice, he came to thank us and for that moment, i felt that everything was all worthwhile, even those scoldings. Heh HeH! They are all very nice people actually.
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So much food at Expo but didn't really eat a lot of them, i only smelled of food. Hee~
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Overall, the experience was really good, except for the smelling like ba gua part. HAHA! Made friends with people although we may not meet up like friends but at least for those days, they were really nice to us.
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Tue was the last day of Expo and i am very sad coz i am alone in the morning shift. Ji tao wanna bang wall, so sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i walked round and round the booth! Good thing Darling was free and he smsed with me. HAHA!
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Then i walk around, locked door went to buy drinks, buy food, sit down stare into the air and waited until 5pm when the rest arrived. WAH! So happy! HAHA!!!
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Ended work at 6plus pm and Papa came to pick me up and also drove Lin Na to Batok.
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I went to find Darling for a bit coz i miss HIM! And i did a very funny thing that freaked him out. HAHA!!! Darling was very very nice that day. Hee~
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Started on my report and realised there is gonna be a lot of stuff to put in... Hai... JIA YOU BAH!
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Slept till 11am today coz its my OFF day! And watched TV till 1pm, took a bath and went out to meet Ting and we went Orchard Shop shop for Honey's Wedding on Sunday. HAHA!!! So happy! Got cheap but nice stuff! HAHA!!! Spent within budget feels good! HA!
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It is so so nice to go out with my beloved sister can....... WAH LAO! When was the last time? YOU TELL ME! O, we left umbrella at Far East but somebody stole it. HAHA!!! Nvm, not our umbrella anyway.
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Tiring days...
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Then, when we came back, decided to go find Darling and we went to Mac for Dinner and he kept mocking about the thing which happened yesterday. HAHA!!!
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While eating, we chatted. HAHA! LOVE DOING THAT WITH DARLING!
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Then he drove me home, kissed bye bye.
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Wanted to do some report but really too tired to think le. K, this is how i spent my only OFF day...
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More to come this weekend! :D
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I am trying hard to be a happy girl...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Really very tired... Hai...

Thinking of all the work that is coming up makes me feel sick... So wad if Wed is my Off day????? Hai... And report submission is on 24th Nov. WAD the HELL!

Hai...

Not enough sleep... :(

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Today, i received the postcard sister gave me. Read through it and although its the same old things that she repeatedly tells me but it didn't seem boring at all.

At this point of time, while i'm worrying and stressing over this attachment which seems never-ending, i forgot to think about wad happens after this attachment.

I am living life day by day, walking meticulously one step at a time. I forgot to look ahead of me.

Like wad Ting said, its gonna be the end of the year already, its gonna be the end of Poly soon. Wad is my next step to take?

Still having no aim in life.... No direction to work towards... This job makes me forget too much...

Its time to ponder over......

Tired....

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Making an effort to blog everyday so that i won't lost track of myself and my life.

I'm, again, tired today.

Heard from colleagues that i was condemned one way or another. It didn't feel right knowing that but i really can't bother too much. Good or bad, its always like that. Too tired of trying to get something out of nothing. I try to do my part, if i make mistakes, i can only try my best to make it right, if it can't be, there is nothing else i can do except to not make the same mistake again.

Afterall, I am just a student. I am learning, not making a living.

Sometimes, i wish i can really walk off.

AIYA! Happy thing to mention, met some really nice cabbies today, yes, i said cabbies, PL and me took 3 cabs today. If not for my tiredness, i wouldn't really chat up with those Uncles, rather than just saying, "Thank you". HAHa!!!!

Moved all round Singapore today for something which wasn't supposed to be like that. Hai... I dun really wanna talk about it. I just hope it will be all done and well.

2 weddings coming on soon, my money all went to these crappy work, doubt i'll be able to get it back in time. Hai... May need to borrow from Mama... Feel like crap.

Hai... Last meeting of the day at NUS. Was practically half-asleep, good thing managed to write the necessary stuff down.

MRT-ed back with Mas and well, she said her share, i said my share. But coz i'm really tired, i didn't really say too much.

Darling told me about his work situation, and i share his sorrows. Hai... We are in almost the same situation but for him, he dun have to worry about dealing with him... Hai.... Then again, Darling is so good at handling this coz he is used to it. He taught me how too... 用你的平常心... It works sometimes. It really does.

Hai... I just finished typing minutes and my eyes are half closed, my body seems floating. It meants, Good Night.

Adios!

给自己多点加油,多点信念... 行的!(应该吧...)

Monday, November 10, 2008

Pathetic Blogspot... Its like 1 pic per entry... I can't upload the rest. Hai.........
Dear Lin Na is Off today and nobody really knows. WAH LAO! Quietly go on leave......... Heh Heh! So far, i only had 1 day Off and i cancelled the 2nd time off TWICE! Hai..............
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Period came today and it is really horrible...
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Work, almost the same. No appetite for lunch, had hot cheng teng, hot Mocha. Then, i went out to run errands. Happened to be just opposite ORQ, walked passed UBS but the person sitting there is somebody i'm not familiar with, so i didn't stop by. Wanted to say Hi but since i dunno them, i didn't.
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Headed back to office with terrible cramp. Bought a sandwich and forced it down my throat. HeH hEh!
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Today this SPH girl called and shouted my name and i got a shock, because its not like she called my mobile. HAHA!
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A lot of things to do but i dun really have a full picture of wad to do. I hope i can help a little bit more but ermmm..... I shall ask Ruth tmr.
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I'm done with with Certs, will send it out for printing tmr... Its nice to have PL help out with the Posters, coz i really dunno how to make a proper poster for PRINTING! Hai....
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Food Expo reaching and i have this feeling i'm gonna meet a lot of people especially at the Bee Cheng Hian booth. HAHA!!! I just got that feeling.
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Anyhow, have got a trip to Kukup next Dec, and i am looking forward to it. I can relax for 1 day and 1 night! HoHoHo!
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Darling is busy recently, i think i want to put that off day which was changed to a thursday, so i can do something to my hair and to cook my darling something.. Its been ages since i last cook for him... Hai...
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I dunno wad to do already. I shall rest early today... :D
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Nights!
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我已经决定爱你到我停止呼吸的那一刻...再加上下来的每一辈子...到世界的尽头,到海枯石烂,到没有太阳的那一刻...我会依然爱着你...

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Sickening BLOG! WHY CAN'T I UPLOAD ALL MY PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only uploaded 2 and the rest cannot!!!!!! Hai............
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Anyway, I guess i'll put them in words. Had a really long day on Friday coz of the event at RAS. Damn freaking tired and i could feel my legs and waist hurting like mad.
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The event went by quite smoothly, only the over run of time, and i realised the aunty is actually really nice, not really as bad as we 1st thought she was. Must say its really quite a fun day but tiring.
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Went back to office to put some stuff then headed to Clarke Quay with Ruth and Lin Na, this is where all my photos can't be loaded... *AnGRy* We had dinner at Hooters, chat about work and love and all kinds of things. We had a pitcher of beer which Lin Na refused to finish her mug and Ruth and I ended up drinking the rest, but Ruth drank most of it. HAHA!
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Ruth's bf came to join us later and had a nice chat with the chap. He is nice lah but too busy a man. HA!
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Headed back on cab with Lin Na and after i got home, bathed, online a little and ji tao KUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Woke up only at 2pm the next day. HAHA! Best! And i nua-ed the entire day away. Met up with Darling for Kway Chap but it is the most terrible kway chap we had! Crap...........
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Went over to another place and he had Ice Kachang and i had fries... Hee~
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And i saw CHU CHU Train!!! Darling refused to play with me.......... HAHA!!!
Went to get some groceries with Lao Ma this afternoon and it was scorching hot, cannot believe it can... And did up my periodic report and i think there is another report to do this month, not very sure yet. Hai........... Feel so tired............
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Wasn't exactly in my best mood today and i dunno why. Perhaps its coz of certain things which Darling said. I'm just pissed off with all those sickening flies, flying around....... PEST!
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Another thing is, his gambling habit....... Though its not really very bad kind of gambling but i just hate it when he gambles because i feel, when there is gambling, there is no me... Hai........ Then again, its just the petty me. HA!
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And recently, i feel that he doesn't really bother some stuff... Hai... In no mood to get mad at this kind of dumb things... Everything will be better once my mood becomes better...
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A picture of a BIG BAO!
Its Food Expo next week, and i will not be able to meet darling at all... Hai.... I hate the thought of that. Sadden...........
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Good Night.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

A little update from yesterday, met up with Darling for a quick dinner coz there was so much i want to tell him.... And yeah, told him most of it, then he walked to me interchange and i headed home.
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Woke up late this morning, and had to rushed to work, and crap, it started raining when i walk out of the building. Heh hEh! Anyway, started preparing things for tomorrow's event. Nothing much to talk about for work.
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Had Curry Udon with Ruth and Lin Na for lunch, didn't really have a big appetite but stuffed the food in, didn't wanna waste.
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Left work with Poh Ling, and took bus back home, its a really long journey, but it didn't feel very long... Reached home around 10pm. Had some stuff to eat and came online. Didn't feel like doing much, so did nothing.
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Chatted with Amin a little and then Darling came online and i chatted with him also.
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O! I was watching Ugly Betty and its so nice lah! Then watced Jiao Dian, about Barack Obama. HoHo! This is so Teo Ai Ping!
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And i realised suddenly, there IS a difference between Ai Ping and Apple. Yes, there is.... Try figuring out.
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Anyway, here's something really sweet to share...
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My Darling with his adorable niece.... So So sweet....
Such a fatherly figure.... No wonder i love him.
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Anyway, i received a bad news from Melanie the other day... Didn't make it today (dun wanna disclose wad), i'm sorry, Melanie... I really am... I hope you all well... Text me k...
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Shall turn in already.
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Nights.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

CONGRATS, AMERICA! Barak Obama will be the new president! Good or bad, i'm not really sure, afterall, i'm not living in America. But I believe there'll definitely be effects on Singapore, because we are so closely-knitted to what is going on in America.

First ever African-American President, a good change i guess... :D JIA YOU!

Anyway, feeling really tired recently and my mood is not realy too well. I think my period is coming, i forgot my date liao... Then again, there's just too much going through my head.

Heh HEh! Calm girl... Calm... STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't even do my periodic report, dun even know the deadline, everyday is so tiring... I dun even feel like moving after i reach home... Hai....

Good night............

是疲惫,是伤心,是不甘,是无理... 是无能为力,无可奈何,无法招架... 是狼狈不堪,疲惫不懈...

F*CK!!!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Lack of updates on my blog because i feel so tired everyday. No mood to type anything down. But, quite some stuff happened.
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Had company dinner on 1 of those days, i dun rmb when and we went to Taka's Paris International, the food was not really any where near amazing, too little to choose from i guess.
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Lin Na, Ruth and me had 3 rounds a little more, all shared. Poor Poh Ling ate course by course coz she is a vegetarian and all her dishes were so BIG. HAHA!!!
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After eating, Lin Na and i cam whored a little... Heh Heh!
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It was a dinner treat for all the hard work done.... (wait till wad i type later on)Lin Na and i went shopping with the little bit of time left before all the shops closes and i bought Darling a pair of earrings from Moshi Moshi because he lost that Diamond I gave him the other time. Not much cash, i can only get crystal with white gold. HEh! He likes it, and i'm happy.
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On Friday, after Open house at RAS, Lin Na and i went for dessert near the office. Glutionous Rice Balls taste like ginger and had a really nice dessert which resembles Mango Sago. The week ended off like that. I didn't sleep well and all, and i was so anticipating my Off days... (hold on....)
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Met up with Ting and had KFC with Darling there as well. And we saw the ugliest side of foreigners in Singapore - eating nuts in KFC. Hai.... Ashamed...Spend quite a good time with Darling and it was really really nice to have him around. Too bad, it didn't last too long. Hai... We went to Farm Mart for Dinner on Monday and ate really full but didn't get to eat my favourite shell, Gong Gong... :(
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We even lost our way in Qian Hu and it was so scary lah, all silences, no signs of human, only dogs. Good thing we navigate ourselves out of it. WAH!Supposed to have my leave today also but just as i was worried about it yesterday, i was called back to work. Its a good thing i asked Faridah, if not, big freaking scolding again.
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Then again, even though i went back, we still got a huge scolding. Sometimes, i dunno wad are the works i did, because all of which are deemed as "Bo Chup" and "not hardworking enough". I dun understand, i really dun. How good are we paid? How long did we work? Put the pay aside, are we respected as a normal person? To add on, we are but students, there to learn.
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It doesn't feels right to be pressured upon at this stage.
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Why is our fate different from that of the rest? How bad can this get?
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We are stuck here for good, regardless of wad was said, wad was done, cannot re-make wad is happening now. I am getting sick of myself complaining that i stopped complaining. Taking things in stride but when one doesn't know wad to do, it means one really doesn't know.
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When one doesn't teach, it really means one doesn't teach. Its the same thing all over to start with.
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Don't appreciate the words that were phrased. How can one respect one when one does not respect the other. It makes no sense at all.
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I am so freaking tired of this F*CKING thing!
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If not for my much anticipated Paper on March 09, i won't be taking all these.
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I put down my pride already... We are humans asking for humanity. I have a parents, I have siblings, I have boyfriend and i have friends. Can't you understand?
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0 time left for any other things.
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Just 1 word - TIRED
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Threatening is never the best way to win a person's heart
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Why can't this be a happy working environment?
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Darling waited for me a while just now coz i wanted to get some of my cash that's with him for my use. He is very tired from work i can see. Hai...
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Felt bad this morning for waking my Pa up to drive me to work....... Felt bad coz i didn't know Mama cooked dinner for me and i da bao-ed home. Life SUX!
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I took a wrong step... I felt like regretting but as always, I made the decision myself, I have no right to regret. Right or wrong, its up to me to deal with it... Its taking such a big toll on my life... I will not look back and smile at this part of my life, because without my Family, Darling and Friends, this part of my life is as good as black and white. Find me keeping my silences, that is the only thing left to do - be a mute.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Stressed up for all the wrong reasons......... Shall update more tmr..... I'm drowning again........ (although i can swim........)