Monday, December 29, 2008

It is a good Monday spent!
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Went to work feeling rather tired. Early in the morning, it started raining. I didn't have a good night sleep, too many things going through my head and i just can't seem to put it aside despite my tiredness...
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Papa woke the already awoke me to get out of my bed. I did some simple washing up, changed up, tied my hair and left the house with my black umbrella. It was still early, so Papa drove me to Rangoon there to eat Wanton Noodles as breakfast.
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Reached office and i thought i'm late, who knows the lady with keys is later, and she cabbed to work. HAHA!!!
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Started doing Sponsorship stuff, and did it till my eyes were really pain. We went for lunch at Phin's Steak. It was suppsed to be an awesome lunch but the standard is completely different from the previous time. Disappointment.
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Went back to work feeling really sleepy... Hai.. And it was about that time that i realised that there is Little Nonya at 8pm tonight, so i smsed Ting to cancel movie, instead, go to her place to watch together.
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After that, around 4pm, felt like eating Ice Cream, so Ruth and I went out to buy ice cream and i bought prawn crackers as well. HAHA!!! The 3-flavoured ice cream killed my cravings after 1 huge cup of it! And i ate some prawn crackers. HoHo!Work till 7pm, and we left.
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Took MRT back and stood the whole journey, dun understand why the cabin have all sorts of smell. HAH! Well, we all know why lah hor! Its end of 1 day. Ho!
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Went to WM to buy some food as snacks over at ting's place, and bought some for Darling as well. Chatted with him a little, send him some songs, and when ting came, we left.
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Watched Little nonya, ate food, then, Hui came to join us. Its been a while!
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After little nonya, we stayed on a little bit more and chit chat and KPO everything that we can find in cyberspace... HAHA!!!
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After which, they all walked me back home. And before we embarked on the journey back to my house, we took some photos at Ting's place and at the void deck. Hee~ Darling gave me a call to tell me that he's going to bed and that he went online but couldn't see me. HAHA!!! I love my darling a lot... He is so adorable sometimes, can't get enough of this man who make me laugh and cry. Darling, I love you. :)
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Nights pple!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

This marks the end of yet another week. I guess i had quite a good rest this week, having breaks from Thursday through to Sunday, all thanks to Christmas!
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Here's some stuff that happened this week, the office was pretty quiet coz 3 persons were on leave. 4 of us in the office, doing our own things quietly, nobody really went really nuts. HAHA!!!
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For 2 days i think, Lin Na and me had cup noodles as lunch. HAhA!!! Cup noodles being one of those unhealthy food to ever created, we made it healthy. Heh heh! How? Putting lots of vege into it. YUMMY! Didn't have much plan for Xmas this year coz i figured i needed lots of rest and sleep, so didn't date anyone out. Darling said to go for dinner on Xmas eve but he changed his mind when something happened with his family, so, didn't have any dinner, stayed at home, watched TV the entire night.
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Can feel that darling felt guilty coz he called and asked whether i still want to go dinner and all but well, the mood wasn't there already, so i told him, its ok, shall just stay at home. He went back later and i just watched TV.
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Terry suddenly called me and acted really secretive. Then, i went online while watching The Little Nonya. HoHo!
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Chatting with both Darling and Xueting, and then, my long time friend came with Liang Cai. At my corridor, we were chatting up some stuff and he was really funny, asking all the stuff that he wants to know. It has really been a while since we last chatted up. HAHA!!!!
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He was so vex talking the things we were talking bout, then i suggested i go changed up and go over to Ting's place. We walked over to Ting's place. Its been a while... Haven't walked with him for so long, and talked all craps... No more strange feelings with Terry Tan. HoHo!
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TIng was shocked when she saw us. She was looking so tired. HAHA!!! Then, all the rest came up and we chatted and all, watched some TV and decided to go for supper. HoHo!
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No place to go on Xmas, we went to Railway, had laksa at the 24 hours. I shared with Ting but she ate very little lor. HAHA!!! Then, we went to 7-11, bought our drinks and sat outside watching the road, looking at cars and chatting up about everything. :) I owe Terry a Xmas gift and Ting a movie. I miss this kind of feeling... As the year comes to an end, lots of feeling comes by to remind me about the past......... Xmas day was spent at home, then with Darling. We went for dinner at Japanese restaurant and had lots of A La Carte dishes. Heh hEh! Just can't get enough of Japanese food! Ho!The day after Xmas was spent with Lin Na. She called me in the morning to go back to school to fix her laptop. Darling drove me home to get my laptop then to Interchange. Took 61 to school and bought drinks. Went up then waited for Lin Na. Well, in the end, I didn't reformat my laptop, coz the nice uncle was saying my lappy seems alright, pretty fast and all. So my main purpose, to accompany Lin NA!!!! HAHA!!!
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After that, we went to Jurong to get her sick lappy into hospital. This idiotic girl keep calling my Darling her boyfriend... HAHA! We kept arguing on and on and on... HAHA!!!! Then, we went to WM and walked around in search of her white tank top and the sales pple at Osmose verbally harass her.. HAHA!!! Funny!
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We had food at Swensens. Been so long since i last ate Swensens, all the photos are again with her. HAHA!!!
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THat was also the time when Ting came to pass me Xmas Gift. She gave me Monkey pouch. HAHA!!!! Then again, it looks like Bear bear here... O well, 1st impression = Monkey. Ho! Thanks TIng!Supposed to meet up Darling that night but didn't coz i was really tired, fell asleep. Then i told darling shall meet him on Saturday. So i spent the rest of the night watching TV again! HAHA!!!! And also embarked on making new blogskin for my blog.
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Woke up on Saturday and continued with the blogskin and got it done. HAHA!!!! Satisfied.
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Met up with Darling in the evening and we had dinner at Batok, where i spotted Ming and Qiang by the road side. HAHA!!!!
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I had western which wasn't really nice that night, such disappointment. Darling was really tired so disturb him, he also didn't wanna entertain me. :(
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Then we went shopping. He asked me to choose something for Xmas gift. So so sad, he never give me surprise this year. HAHA!!!!!! Last year, it was so surprising lor... But can't blame him also, he has been really busy recently. He wanted to buy the blue top which he said looks nice on me from Mango but i wasn't in the mood to try on stuff. Although really worth buying coz of the sales that's going on. Hai...
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Instead, went to Body Shop and i chose the fragrance. HAHA!!!! So happy!!!! Finally!!! And its a new product which on launched on Friday! HoHo! Blossom fragrance and lotion. hee~ Darling bought 1 for himself also, coz there's 30% off for 3 items of the blossom series. Yeah!
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No surprise but still happy coz Darling bought them for me. :DAnd as usual, i snapped around with my phone cam while on his car. HAHA!!!While he was pumping petrol, he acted cool passing me his wallet. HAHA!!! That ended my Saturday.
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Watched TV on Sunday Morning till afternoon, napped a little and woke up watching TV again. Just wasted my Sunday away slacking. HAHA!!
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Went to VK to meet Darling, we went for dinner at WM foodcourt, and i had TOm Yam! YuMyuM! Then we went to Shop N Save for some groceries hunting, then sat down drinking Bubble tea. HAHA! And chatted craps again.
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Went to 2nd floor to buy transparent nail polish and i accidentally stepped on Darling's toe, really hard! He was in huge pain. HAh! I didn't mean it...
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Then we bickered on his car about his toe. HAHA!!!! But in a kidding way...
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Chatted till he reached JB, and i came online to dl songs, and blog. He called just now to say that he's not coming online coz the kids are playing games. So asked him to sleep early. MuaCks!
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Work again tmr... Jia You!
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这仍是我的选择... 不会让任何人左右我的思虑... 挣扎了,想过了,用心聆听了... 还是如此不动摇地接受了他的一切的一切... 你明白吗?

Saturday, December 27, 2008

I spent a few hours of my time to change my blog skin! Damn tiring to the eyes!

Friday, December 26, 2008

And here are more photos from that day! I shall let the pictures do the talking... Another entry for Xmas and upcoming will be up soon... :D Enjoy!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Am back with lots of photos! There's actually more but its with Lin Na, and she hasn't upload any, but i have to upload lor!!!!
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On the 12th Dec:
We received a huge turkey from Oriental Hotel, and Boss decided to have a pre-Xmas party in the office.
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Before we had our party, Ruth and I went to SFMA to deliver the invoices. I'm waiting for my cash to be back!!!!
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We took pictures, drink wine, and PL brought another client back and she joined us for a wine and we took photos with her. Shall wait for Lin Na to give me the photos then i can post them.
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Left work at 7,8pm i think.On that weekend, Darling brought me to Jurong West where there is a big Sheng Siong but no, we weren't going to supermarket, we went there to eat CRAB. HoHo!!!! We order, Hong Kong style fish, Vege - dunno the english name and Black pepper crab... HoHo!!!

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Darling pluck the crab meat for me, but both of us dirtied our hands. Heee~~~~ The Vege was actually very nice although its slightly oily but nice nice!And who can forget the signature?! BLACK PEPPER CRAB! Still steaming in this photo.. YuP....On Monday Night, the 3 of us decided to go K-ing after work. We helped PL to finish her work till around 8pm, then we cab to Orchard Party World. Lin Na's Bf, Monster's collegues were there as well.
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Didn't really sing till our hearts filled, but had to go coz still gotta work the next day. Monster and Lin Na gave me a lift back. Just in case you are wondering, this is Ruth's Monalisa's Smile. She actually took the phone and kiss... HAHA!!! If i'm not wrong, it should be the next day, Boss wants to treat Edna for lunch, and all of us in the office were looking for restaurants for buffet and finally decided on Intercon's buffet. So all of us went for the lunch with Edna. Had 3 rounds and cmi. Lin Na and I really ate toooooo much. HAHA!!!!!
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While we were in the ladies, we abused the mirrors, there are more photos, just wait. :DWorking was ehhhhhhhhhhhhh............ Good and bad i guess... I really dun like wad i'm doing right now but I have no say, i'm just glad everyone offered to help out. Ahem, everyone! :D Thanks.... Ended work pretty late again even with their help.
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On Friday, Ruth, Lin Na and myself went to Bugis to do our last minute shopping. HoHo! And we bought our Xmas Exchange presents.
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We took quite a huge round before reaching Boss's house. And this is one of those photos, Ruth looks scary. HAHA!!!On Saturday, I slept the entire day till 2pm, woke up, watch Naruto DVD, ate lunch and while watching Naruto, i fell asleep again. So tired....
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Went for dinner with my precious darling. Authentic Korean dinner!!! HoHo!!!! It was really great but due to the fact that i am not really a huge Korean cuisine fan, it was not as good as some of the other cuisines i had but still, its yummy!I like this pancake most! Hee~ Vege Pancake... Hee~The Unagi is awesome too... But a bit sticky for some reason.And of course, Darling foot the bill... HoHo!!!
And here's the new AMAZING THING ON DARLING's car... New Audio stuff.... It looks nice in the dark BUT..............................When in light, its eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................. HAHA!!! The big hole is for the TV! HoHo!!!! Here's pictures of us... Its been a while, baby........Today, we met up for dinner as well. Again, i fell asleep till 6pm, Darling called and woke me up, he said he'll come fetch me. Really tired nowadays.
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We had dinner at Batok East coffeeshop and went to JP in search of things to buy again. HAHA!!! And i actually bought yoghurts twice! HAHA!!! Yoghurts are great. I'm gonna go buy yoghurt and fruits tmr, dun waste that $3. HA!
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DArling sent me home, and came to get his card reader and damn it damn it damn it, he saw the Xmas surprise i bought!!! HAHA!!! So paiseh and he was laughing so loud and calling me dumb... HAHA!!!!
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Chatted with him till he reached JB as usual. :)
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And now, its time to sleep... More updates later....... :)
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It has been war the last few weeks... Fighting with myself, with you, with the world... It hurts to see the tears fall for me... It hurts to feel so selfish... It hurts when I see you smile at my deepest sorrow... I tried to escape this pain, I tried to live like nothing happened but it was just too hard to forget, so hard to remember... I'm glad its over.... I'm glad that the air is cleared...
很开心,我们没有心结了... 这两个星期真的过得很不开心... 逼着自己开心,勉强的笑,疯疯癫癫地掩饰几乎破裂的一切... 但我知道,我们的爱仍存在... 而我也明白家人的关心... 就让我为我的自私自利受惩罚...从此,不要再让我险失我爱的人,和爱我的人....
一切,从新(心)开始...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Here's something to share. Didn't have mood last night to blog and i was tired so i sat in front of TV and watch it till 1plus am.

How should i describe work recently? Its been on and off the busy mode. I felt like i was slacking away last couple of days but i did do some stuff. The thing about it is, i dun really feel motivated to do the things i am tasked to do. There is like ZERO sense of satisfaction, and it is like left there for it to be done. Hai... At this point of the year, nobody is in the office, so however much i am doing, it is equals to nobody is seeing it. Hai....

Adding on to all of those, yesterday, our interim report is FINALLY done and the results are disappointing. Utterly disappointing. Just when everything seems to get better, this has to come and totally damage all the kind of mood. Ya, thanks for all the satisfaction provided.

So wad were those hard work called?

Perhaps i am really not suited for this specific industry... Just can't stand the way we are "protected".

Think of the insults, the late nights, the annoying shoutings, all piling up to become the anger.

HYPOCRITE

Forget about that. There is no room for salvage my feeling towards here.

Went through Kingston's blog today and i think he really had a hard time at his place. As students, as interns, in his shoes, there is no reason for him to be blamed. Totally understand his situation, we're all in the same ship.

As long as there are people behind our back, we will stand up tall.

Smile despite all the unlucky days... Its going to be over very soon.

I bought a XMAS surprise for my DARLING! HAHAHA!!!!

Being happy in my own way... Blame me not for turning away....

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Just a short weekend yet so many things happened.

Looking back on the things I've done, was I trying to be someone?

Spent my weekend at home, doing nothing but watch DVD. Slept really late at night pondering about many things.

I miss life like it was back then. When nothing matters at all. :) Life now seems so much more complicated. We are happy but it comes with a cost. Can I be happy without a cost?

Heh Heh Heh!

We're all growing up day by day, taking a step at a time.

I took a step on Friday and it kind of hurt doing so. Felt a little bit foolish when i conveyed this message to him but then again... It is a step i needed to take long ago, i just didn't have the courage to. Even loving him comes with a cost.

It is a gamble i've taken. There is nothing i can do to change him, nothing i can do to change the whole world's opinion of him but there is one thing i can do, to change my way of thinking to make this all well.

I just hope that those promises are true till the very die we fade away.

Can feel really sad now, really happy later... Regardless, time will go on and so, life must go on.

As long as i know, i love him and i love everyone around me, and they love me too... That's all I ask....

I can't wait for life to be back to normal.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Its a Wednesday today. It has been 3 months and 10 days doing attachment. This is a chapter of my lift that i simply can't get rid of. If you recall my "Phyto" days... HAHA!!! On a brighter note, there is roughly 1 month and 26 days left to go.

Not to deny, it has been a tough ride with moments of ups and downs, but i think the best of it is knowing the people there, weird people but who aren't weird.

Pulling myself off the track of feeling guilty, sadistic, bad or any other bad things. I just need to feel good about myself and that's all i care about now. How you look at me is another things altogether. I choose to be a brighter and happier me.

I am worth more than what most people think. HAHAHAHA!!!!

Days without my Lao Pa is boring.... Although sometimes he can be a real nag but aiya, he cares also lah. He is coming back TMR!!!! HAHAHA!!!!! Not sure whether we are going to pick him or not. HoHo!!!! He said he bought a bag for ME! HAHAHA!!!! Excited!

I'm in a good mood, coz i got my laptop BACK!!! Everything is more or less back to normal. Just waiting for Pa to be back, so that everything is really back to normal.

I can do better things out there and feel much better... I am worth that chance.... I believe, what goes around, comes around. Its just a matter of time.

天天有惊喜,感情才甜蜜!老夫老妻更要努力!我爱我的darling!

Monday, December 08, 2008

Rewind my LIFE MOVIE....
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Because everything was pretty much down, i didn't have anything to upload until now. I just got my phone back on Saturday which i was still pissed about because when i get my phone back, my baby lappy has to go into the hospital. Hai... I shall hope it will get better and hopefully see it this Sat, meantime, i have to fight for my desktop with my brothers. Hai... Which pretty much means, no chance to use computer until very late at night. Hai... HA!
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Anyway, updates of last week. I stole quite some photos from Lin Na's blog, Hee~
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We had Mee rebus in the office during one of the days, probably not even last week, i dun remember, i only remembered boss cooked, Faridah brought the noodles and we ate some for lunch. Saved up on Lunch money. HAHA!!!After Ruth came back from her very long leave, we had a sumptuous lunch at Bugis, which again, i dun rmb the name of the restaurant but its serves food which are very close to Japs. NICE! And we ordered a ton and squeeze them all in my stomach. HAA!!! And had a good cam whoring session with Lin Na's presence (of coz) but i wasn't in a good mood lah. And during one of the days, we bought lunch back to office to eat and had a small discussion of ours in the conference room. HA! Wad CraP! (Still not in a good mood that day.)I think its also on that day that we celebrated Mas's BD. Gave her a little suprise for a very belated birthday. HAhA! Had some wine and an ice cream cake and then followed by a discussion for Xmas party which our pretty Lin Na is the organiser... HAHA!!!On that day itself, the 3 of us kind of skive a little and set off pretty early for a quick drink and chatterings at a pub just cross the street. (still in a lousy mood that day) Ruth was telling us about being an SIA air stewardess. Somehow, it didn't sound as fascination as it used to be. I dunnoe.
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I think it was on that day that the VERY question was popped up. HAHA!!!
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O! Lin Na's Bf was very kind to drive me all the way home. :)On Friday, if i didn't remember wrongly, during Lunch Time, our dear Ruth was on site for her event which she was boring to death and asked us to join her over there. Lin Na and I walked ultra fast to Raffles City just to meet her up <-- FAKE. We actually went there for a short Coach and Ages B shopping <-- TRUTH. HAHA!!! And we helped Ruth bring all her stuff back to office. And that night, we skived again. We waited for Lin na to finish off her things, helped out everything we can for PL for the coming event and left to Orchard for another shopping spree. I was determined to get a Coach Wristlet but sadly, i didn't see any that i liked that much to throw the money away. So i didn't buy after some lecturing from Ruth. AH HA!
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Lin na and i went to Pull N Bear and tried on quite some clothes but nothing really caught my eye. Instead, she bought a dress which i think should look very nice on her. HAHA!!!
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Girls....
I waited for bus for a very long time, and the trip home was just as long without any songs to listen to. Pa called me from Taiwan and asked about this and that. He was at Tai Zhong at the time he called. Sounds like he is having fun over there. Good for Lao Pa.
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Just before i stepped into my lift, Darling called to see where i was. And chatted a little bit and he went on to bed. Asked him to wake me up so that i can go Acer and Sony the next morning.
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And yes, next morning, woke up early again, went to do my stuff, and damn Acer is really far! My laptop is officially in hospital. :(
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Had a great dinner with darling. The 2 of us had a lot coz we were both extremely hungry! HAHA!!! And the large glass of Sugar Cane juice (DRUNK)! Then, i took a nice picture of Darling's bike with the nice nice stickers which i designed from photoshop. Hee~ So happy darling stick on his bike. HO!
Rest of the days were left tired and tired and tired. Only thought about sleeping and nothing else.
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Today, Darling and i went to shop a little bit after his work, and i bought 2 pair of shoes coz was having sale. Sadly, no cloth bought.
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Our dinner, KFC. Heh Heh!!!! I swear this is gonna be the last time, i'm sick of fast food. Then he drove me home, and we chatted till he reached JB. Which later, he went to meet his friends, the rest of it, i shadn't touch on coz i HATE IT!
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Anyway, Mama came back from Kukup also. She seemed to have a lot of fun with Ting's family. HAHA!!! And she bought quite some stuff home too. :) Glad she had fun.
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I was doing my slides for tmr's meeting while chatting with her all the happenings.
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Tmr got meeting, wed got meeting and at the same time, another event is still running. BUSY!
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Glad i'm able to find some time to relax from it.
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I shall quit going out after work, coz my eye bags are coming back and i hate the feeling of feeling tired!!!!!! :(
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I WANT TO LOVE MY LIFE MORE! I shall love myself a little bit more tomorrow. :)
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This is where I embark on another journey...