Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Here's something to share. Didn't have mood last night to blog and i was tired so i sat in front of TV and watch it till 1plus am.

How should i describe work recently? Its been on and off the busy mode. I felt like i was slacking away last couple of days but i did do some stuff. The thing about it is, i dun really feel motivated to do the things i am tasked to do. There is like ZERO sense of satisfaction, and it is like left there for it to be done. Hai... At this point of the year, nobody is in the office, so however much i am doing, it is equals to nobody is seeing it. Hai....

Adding on to all of those, yesterday, our interim report is FINALLY done and the results are disappointing. Utterly disappointing. Just when everything seems to get better, this has to come and totally damage all the kind of mood. Ya, thanks for all the satisfaction provided.

So wad were those hard work called?

Perhaps i am really not suited for this specific industry... Just can't stand the way we are "protected".

Think of the insults, the late nights, the annoying shoutings, all piling up to become the anger.

HYPOCRITE

Forget about that. There is no room for salvage my feeling towards here.

Went through Kingston's blog today and i think he really had a hard time at his place. As students, as interns, in his shoes, there is no reason for him to be blamed. Totally understand his situation, we're all in the same ship.

As long as there are people behind our back, we will stand up tall.

Smile despite all the unlucky days... Its going to be over very soon.

I bought a XMAS surprise for my DARLING! HAHAHA!!!!

Being happy in my own way... Blame me not for turning away....

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