Wednesday, February 28, 2007

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

I've decided to quit marche. The job is way too insecure, gave me the feeling of CE. The Finance guy refused to tell me the rate for PT staff. It's kind of irritating to be asking and asking and he repeatedly tell me that its 10cents, its funny, but get irritating.

And its really long hour everyday, from 3-12, 4-12, and we dun get our pay daily, its like i gotta pay for the cab fee then claim and i've yet to claim any. Kind of pissed off with it lah...

Anyway, i'e work for 3 days from 3-12, 3-12, and 4-12, respectively, reaching home after midnight everyday. It sucks more than OHS. Although their people are very good and treat me very well, but nah, i'll give it a pass.

Tired... Legs are dying and i'm mentally unwilling to work for them anymore.

So, i guess its sayonara for work with them, and GREETSIE for meals with them. HA!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

marche

i'm tired....

Not fun working at marche.... Tiring and they are pretty demanding in a way. Had to stand down there and be a watch dog to make sure that pple dun walk in without card and dun walk out without one either. Tired of doing that. Busiest time was 6pm onwards to 9pm. I am beat. Extremely beat. Dun feel like working there. Hai...

Shall load in the pic when i'm in my U, its hilarious i tell u, worse than the cheongsam at OHS. HA! They kept asking me to smile smile smile until i feel like sleeping. And always confuse with the call from pple. ASs!

I am a new staff... I know... So not used to that. Its not just the attitude towards guest and also towards the work. Its like a combination of coordinator and service. GoSh...

Couldn't find the freaking way out of VIVO at 12am, all the doors are closed and the lift stopped. Was shock!

I think it will be worse than OHS.

Come visit me sometimes for the rest of the week, at Vivo City, Marche.

Going to bed! 3pm tmr again!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Best CNY!

Ladies and gentlemen!

Went to Wai Po's place on Chu er with Da kor and er kor. Da kor ride us to ah mah's place one by one then we went up together. Wished Ah mah Happy new year and then we just sat down and stoned. The 2 kors were happily chatting with the rest of the remaining male cousins(after all the rest of the males had gotten married) and i was like sitting there alone, watching TV which i am not at all interested in. Ha! Anyway, Anna Jie jie chatted with me a bit bout my studies and then kor kor started playing tricks with the little cousins while i sat and watched. Then Ah lim(cousin) asked us to join in for a poke game which requires 3 decks of cards, whereby the smallest cards are the biggest and there will be King and Queen and 2 assholes. HAHA! It was fun. I was King once and Asshole 3 times, in a roll. OMG! HAHA! But it was fun. Watched TV after playing then er kor and i left since everyone is leaving.

Went to Uting's place next. Uting was walking whisky when i reached her place. HAHA! Whiskey forever so cute. HAHA! He kept jumping on me. Then, went up her house, so many pple lor! So i xiang her mama Bai nian then went into her room to keep Whisky company while the family are having steamboat. Uting kept covering Whisky with the bed sheet, so he kept falling down. Naughty whisky kept biting the 2 of us and he chewed on my rose ring until i cannot stand, took it off. HAHA! Ate the steamboat and we head off to K box.

CCK no box for us so we went to JE de. wahHA! Sang our hearts out. Although my throat hurts but well, still sang. Finished at 11pm when i head back home.

Confirmed not going over with darl before i went to bed.

Woke up in the afternoon feeling tired. Just sat down after brushing my teeth and he called saying his car is around. Dots...

I begged Uting to pei me and she did, best friend huh, together with Ming Ming. Then they walked me all the way to the point where they couldn't get in anymore. HahA!

Was waiting and i was foolishly thinking he wounld be there right after i walked pass, in the end, no lah. I took the bus across. Nothing happened. Smooth trip. Really wanna thank Uting and Ming for pei-ing me and worrying for me, HAHA! I was worried myself. HAHA!

Saw darl and we walked to his car. The first part was familiar after that wasn't. HAhA! Went to shop at the largest shopping mall. HAHA! And we took pics! HAHA! So happy! So excited every single time i wanna take pics. HAHA! Cannot stand myself, i was jumping up and down. HEh! Poor girls there, their pay damn low lah!

Shop shop shop and heh heh, went into a sports shop and we were looking and looking. He is funny. Look at lots of stuff ok and i tried on a lot but he took almost wadever was tried on. I cannot stand him. Ha! But am happy. Valentine's gift perhaps.

Went to meet his friends somewhere and we went K-ing again! HA!! Had fun singing and looking at them crap. His friend's kids were so cute but a bit naughty. HAHA! Around 10.30pm, finished off. He walked me across... U know how scary was it walking in the middle of lots of cars?! HAHA! Scary...

Said bye and home i come. HA! Back home after a long long day.

Feel a bit guilty coz mama is sick and nobody was home to pei her, thought er kor is at home but i was wrong, i guess we all thought each other is at home so we didn't bother. Worse, i'm starting work tmr and nobody will be home to pei mama again. ARGHHH! SO bad... Must keep calling home to make sure mama is alright. HA!

I love this CNY, though the hong baos are little but the fun was huge! yeah!

I love today AND yesterday AND the day before, i hope i will love tmr too!

Kiss Goodbye... Thanks for all the sweet sweet memories... It shall be left sealed in the chamber of my heart...

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

The 1st day of CNY

Me, in the Mirror....
Me with my lao ma at the back...
Me in the cab
Me in the cab again
My baby cousin, Jaime, with my lao ma at the back again...

HA! The 1st day of CNY!

Happy PIG Year!!!!!!!!

It was the first day of the Lunar New Year. I forced myself out of my comfy bed and get prepared to go Bai Nian. However, da kor and er kor wasn't ready yet. Da kor went to play mahjong till day break and er kor had guard duty the night before. They fell asleep.

So papa mama and I got ready and wanted to go Ah Zuo's place(great grandma) but after waiting for a long time for cab, decided to go Ah mah's place instead.

Started Bai nian at Ah mah's place. First to AH MAH, wishing her fortune and good health(in hokkien) then to the rest of the extended family. Shu shu, shen shen and Gu Gu. Yes Yes.. Didn't do much after that.

Ate up lunch and then played with my little cousins. Hee~ Play doy or something. I already forgot about my Ma Sha days. HAhA! SO i was trying to play with my little cousin Jerome and trying to understand wad was he saying. He was so scared of me lah, they act shy shy. He's so so cute, Chubby... Heee~ Then, little Jaime(Jerome's mei mei) came in. She is smaller and i can't understand anything she says. HAhA! Then her kor kor say i'm kor kor then she called me kor kor... Double shock! Naughty jerome but after that jaime did called me jie jie. HAHA! So happy. Both cousins are cute. Da gu was complaining Qian ling's studies but i told her, youngsters are like that bah, they'll grow to learn. HahA! So cute.

After that, was basically sitting and stoning the whole afternoon. Somebody called but i didn't know who and there weren't any numbers so forget bout it. Ha!

Went back home at around 5pm and it was raining heavily.

1st thing i did when i reached home is count HONG BAO! HAhA! K, very bad but who aren't excited bout Hong baos?! HAha! After that, concussed on bed.

Woke up, ate some stuff and then watched TV till late late.

DArl called and haha, he was the mysterious "no number" person who called in the afternoon. Ha! Of coz no number, since he is in Msia. Hee~ So, he wished me Happy CNY and i did that too. We chit chatted some stuff and ya, ended the convo. Hee~

Yeah Yeah...

Now, am waiting for Da kor to wake up then go Wai po's place bai nian. After that, going to Uting's place! Coz her mama miss me! HaHA! No lah, coz she invited me to their office's buffet on Wed but i cannot make it due to Marche, so her mama wanted me to go dine at their place tonight. So sweet huh... Then, we'll be going to K!!!!!!! WahAHAHAHA!

Right... HAPPY PIG PIG YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MuACks!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Reunion tonight

Woah... Was kind of pissed last night coz of some people who wasted my time waiting and waiting. Hate that.

Anyway, after dinner at home, went out to buy some accessories and the coincidental thing was, i met Ping Hong and Terry at our bus stop. That's so weird. I mean, they were just there. Ha! They accompanied me to WM to get my stuff coz of their tentative movie date with the rest.

Went to buy my stuff and when i came out, terry took out and see. Idiot, keep saying the neckace looks like G-string. Wad the hell. Then, i went to This fashion to see see for pants but i spotted a dress, so decided to try since the 2 of them are so free. So statisfied with it, so i bought it. HAhA! So happy...

They need to wait till pretty late for their movie at Marina so they accompanied me or should i say i accompanied them for the rest of the night. HAHA! Anyway, i treated them dessert. Then, after come chats, Terry went off while Ping hong was still considering whether to go not.

We went to Mac to sit while he waited for XiaoJing, while i sms ting to asked whether she knocked off already not. In the end, PH decided not to go and we walked to Ting's place to chat.

Chatted at the void deck then went up to her house to use her toilet then, continue to chat. HAHA!!! Ting took out all the letters lah, and she showed me the ones which i scolded pple and when i read it, i find it so funny! I was so 粗辱in my words. Laughed! HAHA!

We were looking at her pictures, we were so puny back then. ANd i saw the prom pic, OMG, looks so wTh! HAHA!!!

Around 2plus, after ting rubbed her eyes until so so red, we decided to leave. When Hong and i was walking back, we kept fastening our pace for i dunno wad reason. Then we chatted again! HAhA! reached home, brush up and i slept.

Gosh... Am i very talkative? Seemed to have talk a lot. HAHA!

Marche called and i'll be starting work next week. 5days... Gosh... I doubt I'll be going genting anymore... Sorry Darl... :) But well, doesn't matter i guess. Then again, i dun really feel like working at Marche. So indecisive right? No company u see. HA! Guess i got to get used to it. Hopefully, i'll like the job and stick to it for a while. :) Dun like the idea of the monthly payment. Hai...

O well, pple, one more day and it's Chinese New Year! Ha! Gonna go reunion dinner at my Ah Mah's place!!! Steamboat Steamboat... Yes Yes Yes... So wanna wear new clothes!

Hope all of you have a great CNY!

With Love...

Saturday, February 17, 2007

:)

A black and simple bag attracted my attention. Its $29. Ha! Actually, i could've just bought it but i hesitated. I dunnoe... I think i'm gonna buy it.

When everything is over, it seems like its yet another beginning for all and the heart feels cold. You know, when u see all your hard work paid off and you gain that simple recognition from somebody but at the end of the day, the glory last for just that moment, that moment of truth. Does it exactly last forever? You know that when you wake up the next day, u will be starting for another end again. Well, that's the cycle i guess... Over and over again it occurs.

I'm beginning to miss some of the good old days again when nothing mattered at all.

Met up with Yvonne and Uting yesterday night for a movie and somehow it felt distant towards both of them. We still talk and laugh but somehow that sort of feeling weren't there anymore. I wonder why... Is it because we are walking separate paths? Is it because we don't see each other that often anymore? It it because we just forgot what it was like in the past? Or perhaps that kind of friendship no longer holds? What if one day we no longer meet, no longer see each other, no longer show any concern? Does that means its the end of the road?

We were strangers, we met each other in the crowd, we bonded, we shared, we took each other like some precious jewel, we separate, move on, walk our path, distant, and everything fades away...

I hope everything wouldn't change, wouldn't be different. I hope I will still be me in 10 years time, holding on to what i deemed dear.

Friday, February 16, 2007

It's over!

Smile to me baby! This very day marks the end of semester 2 and the end of Year 1! WaHAhA! I am thrilled! Finally... Everything is, for the time being, over!

Like i said yesterday, things dun really go into my head, i just tried my best to do everything according to wad i remember and the little that went into my head for FABM paper. Good thing i was able to squeeze all my knowledge out which are relevant to the questions. So happy i was a coordinator last time, one of the question asked, "What is a Banquet Event Order?" I read it but i dun really remember the whole term so i just write wad i can from wad i worked as last time. HAHA! Right, i completed all my questions within 1 1/2 hrs. Which means 1/2hr for each. Happy... Feels sort of like SS but 1 question short. HA! Happy! Its all over...

Left to buy Xiuying her contact lense and this undecisive girl hor, make me so paiseh... While asking her on the phone, the uncle asked me, "Xiao Mei, you wanna buy not, if want hurry, uncle wanna go toilet..." and she finally decided on Hazel. ....

Came back home coz i was feeling really tired probably due to last night's dream. I had yet another nightmare. GoSh... Scared me Ok... I was awaken in the middle of the night and i dared not open my eyes when i had the courage to finally opend my eyes, i looked at my phone, it was 4.03am. Scary...

Woke up at 6am and i fell back to sleep and good thing i woke up at 7.15am if not i'm gonna be late. Heh HeH!

Hai... Feeling a bit hungry now... Dunnoe got what to makan. Hee~

Gonna watch movie later with Uting, Yvonne and i think Ming will be there too. HAhA! Watch movie, so long never watch movie liao...

One more day and its gonna be festive season. Can't wait for Reunion Dinner, see all the cousins although we aren't close but haha, no harm looking at them i guess and I will be really surprise at how much they'd grown up and perhaps how old i'm getting. Gosh... Dun like being old... HAha!

O, by the way, while doing the paper just now, i accidentally drew on my nail, and the blue ink refuse to get off the nail. ANgRy!

HAppY days await... May everything be fun and just fun... Dun wish to be hurt any time soon!

I'm still smiling on...

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Valentine's

I think i am just gonna depend on my knowledge to do the paper tmr. Didn't have any mood to study, i merely read through all the lecture slides and that is all.

Been coughing and having blocked nose for the past few days and it sucks. Went to see doctor with Lao Ma today. She is sick too. Already taken 2MCs but she still weren't feeling well.

Came back home just now and my head was hurting. It sucks to be sick. So, its confirmed that there won't be K box tmr but movie with Uting and Co.

Damn... I'm tired.

I still dun understand why the apology but nah, i dun really wanna bother anymore, my head is hurting.

Received a mail from Mr Lau wishing us Happy Chinese New Year, HahA! So early... SHouldn't it be Happy Valentine's 1st? K, he's a practical person so CNY is a better one. Shall return his mail...

Did u enjoy your Valentine's? Mine was paying doctor a visit and trying to study. That's my Valentine's. HAHA! Its fun in its own way. Can you feel the love tonight? Tonight, I celebrate my love for you... Songs...

Last valentine's was vague... I dun rmb wad happened, most probably working OT in OHS. Ha!

.A.I.P.I.N.G.A.P.P.L.E.

The end of Poly Year 1 is near.

When the world came down on you, what can you do? When your friends turned nasty to you, what can you say? When your lover said goodbye, what can you feel? Now that all are against you, you can only work harder and prove them wrong. Life goes on...

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Still coughing

Didn't bath when i went to meet Aiai just now. My throat was hurting. Wore an FBT and a jacket and i went out.

Didn't really wanna buy anything but somehow just thought of buying. So we went to converse and u know wad happened.

Then, went to find what Aiai wants and she bought it. Ooo... She gave me a valentine's gift, some candies. So sweet right?! HAHA! Sorry, didn't give u anything. I'm not taking valentine's seriously afterall it is just another day in this year's case, i need to study. HAHA! So, i didn't plan anything for any of my love ones... Well, hope it doesn't matter.

Love is in the air, a couple of hours more, and it will be Valentine's! May all lovebirds under the sky be in LOVE................................ HAHA!!!

O! Went to cut my hair since Darl said he was so free to the extend that he could sleep. Heh Heh! 1st i ask him nicely then he said ARMANI hairstyle then he said no mood, by the time he sent that, i was at the doorstep, so i barged in and demanded, "U REALLY DUN WANNA CUT FOR ME!" HAha! Funny huh...

No choice left, he gotta cut my hair. Hee~ Shall not elaborate any other things that happened in the Salon.. Wad happened in there shall remained in there. (:

O, there's one thing i need to say. Irritating Darl tell a girl girl i am Kor kor then the girl girl kept calling me kor kor... Felt so sad... The girl girl kept calling me kor kor... AND THEY WERE ALL LAUGHING! Only Aiai tried to help me... No wonder i love my Aiai... Sadded... Aunty already very cham liao now come a Kor Kor... Extreme devastation...

So happy i finally had my hair cut. Head dun feel irritating.

Went home after that.

Cooked for myself, watched TV. Study a bit and damn, really no mood to continue studying for FABM. Sian... But still have to. GoSh!

Left with tmr to study... Need to work hard hard! Want at least a 3 for GPA this sem. yeah Yeah...

My throat still hurts and the nose began to block again. Wad the...... Maybe should see doctor or maybe not...

Random blog

I had a tough time falling asleep last night. My nose was blocked and my throat was hurting. I took Lao ma's cough medicine, it is indicated there that it would cause drowsiness but i didn't felt it at all. I rolled around with mucus falling out of my nose every now and then till 3plus am then i fell asleep.

Woke up just now, and there were tissues all over my bed coz of last night. Was clearing it up. When i opened my mouth with a sound, i realised my voice is so MANLY. Ha! Sexy voice.. Bring the sexyback. HAha!!! Anyway, it is official, i am having a cold.

Don't feel like studying for FABM, so boring. So i came to blog. HahA!!

Later gonna meet Aiai for a while, she wants to give me something.

I was thinking whether to go Jess(place where dear went to cut her hair) to cut my hair or wait to go VK. But leh, VK seems busy almost everytime i walked pass and Darl seemed tired everytime i asked. Not to mention, it is ex... Heh! Considering considering...

Anyway, i saw Valerie yesterday at SHop N save and i asked her not to stalk me! HAH! Their west zone is over and some stepped down already. Sounds like back then again. I stepped down 2 years ago... ArgHhhh... So old... Netball is fun fun fun... :)

I wonder will i be able to go sing on Thurs with Uting and all with my sexy voice, i think i will end up spending $20plus drinking soft drinks. HAHA! Shall see wad my voice is like 2 days later.

Going to shop on Friday with Cindy... HA!

I think i'm going to BBDC on Thurs.

I wanna go overseas... I really wanna have fun.... When Dear told me Amanda is going to Taiwan and she can go by herself, i was so envious ok... Like when can i have that sort of chance? When i am 25?! Ha! I'm kidding. Looking forward to just go Genting. Seriously.

I wish I wish I wish I wish... Wish Wish Wish... It is an endless valley for all my wish yet all of them never have a beginning.

天下无不散之宴席... 不同领域的你我,总得回去... 伤感是必然的,离去何尝不是... 接受事实,继续往前走...

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

WahAHaha!





WahHAhaha!!! Woke up this morning and my ear seems deafened... And my throat hurts, i knew i am getting sick.

Ping hong called me a while later and without much hesitation, i went out without bathing.

Met up with terry and Ping Hong thinking we'd be going to WM but they wanted to go Bugis then i was wearing so "lock-cock" lor... So they allowed me to go home bath and change. So weird... They waited at my living room. Sounds a bit scary.. Mama was sleeping inside the room. HAHa!

After changing, hurried out of the house.

Took MRT to Bugis and started shopping for THEIR stuff... HaHa! gooD... I received a ROSe.... HAhA!!! From Ahem(s).... Hee~ Very ex wor... *ShEcREt*

Nearly wanna die when helping Ping hong Shop... Dunno wad he wants, then i was like idiot, choosing and choosing for him...

Dear called me and the same old thing happened for the work thingy. So ass...

After a walking and walking, we were tired. Walked around, cannot find a place with cheap drinks so we ended up buying vending machine's drinks and sat at the staircase drink and relax. I started sneezing then... Feeling really bad...

Decided to head back after that. K, was really tired...

Ping Hong went home to put stuff while Terry walked me home. Sounds like i am very XING FU... Please, i was helping out as a friend... HAHA!

We took PiCtures!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!! Surprising Right?!

Need to rest...

Love You forever and ever and ever...

Monday, February 12, 2007

So Sweet




Aren't they sweet? Such sweet sweet pictures... Ahh... Received them through some forwarded mails... So cute.. Especially the 1st one...

Gonna turn in people...

Love You, Love You, Love you... Its sweet yet bitter... Every single words...

O Yeah!

YES YES!!! 2 down, 1 to go! I am so happy that 2 major papers are over and at least i was able to do them and weren't stucked at any point. Great great...

SIM got a huge hall that can accomodate so many students, i was on the 477th seat of Row 13. HAhA! Interesting... It felt so much like O level when i was still in Hillgrove school hall with the same 2 clocks displayed on both side of the stage. However, there is air-con... Cooolllll....

Took the entire 2hours to complete MAEC paper... I think i can do well... HAHA! So happy!

Anyway, went for lunch with ting yesterday afternoon and i met Uting and Ming on the bus. K, still, its kind of funny. Ha! Anyway, they left after we reached interchange while i waited for ting. Went to makan KFC and chatted craps again. Hee~

Went to deposit cash and i got a shock when i walked pass AHEM... HAHA!!! Scary.... HA!

Back home, i slacked, then i slept. HA! The best sleep i had in weeks! No dreams, no disturbance, sleeping soundly. YES!

Woke up, watched tv but there weren't much going on on TV.

While watching the show on Channel 5, Terry Tan smsed. So went down to chit chat again... This time round, there were just so much in stock... HAHA!!! I know a lot but ain't gonna tell. Anyway, while chatting, my Da kor came back on his bike then MAma came. Kor must have told ma that i was sitting talking to a GUY! HAHA!!! That's y mama walked over. HAHA!! Then i told mama that he is TERRY TAN, the one i always tell her but she never remembers, she only remembers Ping Hong and Eddie. HAHA!!

Then, went to Alif with him to meet up with Kok Hong and Silong and Jing Hui. Chatted as usual. And beans spilled... HAHA! I was in silent. Ping hong came after his "BUGIS TRIP" and i saw his hairstyle!!!!!!!!!!! LAUGHED MY ASS OFF and i am still laughing at the thought of his hair! GOSH! IT IS HILARIOUS! K, i am very mean but i am not as bad as Kok Hong lah... He cannot stand our mocking, decides to go have a haircut. WahAHAHA!!!!

1plus am, while they were still talking. Terry started to move around uncomfortably. So, i suggested i leave first, giving him the excuse to leave too... HAHA! CAnnot understand what i'm saying right?! HAHA! Ask him...

So, i brushed my teeth and fell onto my bed. Couldn't sleep till 4am. GoSH....

Darl smsed, woke up and ya ha, went for breakfast. Mee POk he wanted to try, in the end, its not nice there. HAHA! We were crapping as usual. He returned me the Addidas watch, AM HAPPY! Then, he was telling me he saw this nice syma watch which cost around S$1000plus, i was shocked. HAha! But he is considering. Rich... Heh HeH...

He sent me back and off he went to work.

I nearly tripped while going back home. HA!

Watching CSI when i remembered i need to tell Dear bout the haircut. So, ya... A while later, called her up and chit chat about work... Hee~~~ EvIL...

She's going to cut hair later... WahA!

I am still craving to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe i will be able to go Bugis next thurs when Sister... Yeah... Maybe...

So many chattering done these few days... HAHA!

O bTw, before exam started on Friday, i went to check my student mail and i received a mail from Mr Juniper(last sem OCOM tutor) wishing us good luck for exam and i find it very encouraging. Hai.... People should feel guilty for what they did before. He is a nice person.

Ok, i shall go drink some more Honey water, bath and go out! Yeah!

Ciao!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Mugggg.........

POA paper is over... Great... It is not very hard, if studied, would be a bliss. Wasn't really a bliss for me, but alright, its OK...

MAEC paper tmr... Great... Just great... Gonna mUg again...

COngrats to TeRRy tAN Tan Tan... He passed O lEVEL! Great to see another friend moving ON!!! HAPPY!!!

Congrats to all who went through!!!

I can forget you smile, your voice, your name, your care, your talks but I can't forget your love for me...

Friday, February 09, 2007

topic-less

I found the person who can make me cry easily. Sometimes, there are things stuck in my chest that i wanna take it out but everytime, i couldn't. Feel like crying but can never force a single tear out. Today, i realised, my mother got the power to do that.

Every single time she accuses or maligns me, tears will just roll down. Everytime... She always does that. No one else can do that better than her. Did i do anything wrong? I didn't... Did I think the wrong way, in her mind, yes. I dun understand why she can't think my way or why can't she spare a little thought for me... Am i being selfish? I didn't do anything wrong, yet everytime i request for something, i am the one at fault. Always at fault no matter wad i do.

Can't buy this, can't do this, can't move this, can't go there, can't can't can't. Everything can't... What can I?! When can I?! Seriously...

Been saying i'm tired of being their good daughter, tired of always doing the right things for them yet they never appreciates... But i never have the courage to defy their wish... Is this fillial piety or cowardness?

Trying to finish my POA but i couldn't coz i am now distracted by this unfairness.

When will i have the liberty of my own? The privacy i odd to have? The fair treatment both sexes... Hate... Hate... And still hate... I am 19 this year. Still too young to know wad is right and wrong? Still to young to fall in love? I've come thus far... But no, its not my own ability? NO?

Wadever!

Fine, i am just here to vent my frustration out. POA paper tmr and i have one last chapter left. I dunnoe, i dun think i can do very well for the paper. I hope whatever i studied will come out... Theory wise, i dunnoe how... Income statement, Balance sheet, Bank reconciliation, cash at bank, adjusting entries.... A lot a lot more... I think i need to wake up very early tmr to go through everything. Yes...

Hoping to break free...

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Dunnoe Dunnoe

Tell me some secrets
I would love to hear them
Tell me some secrets
I just wanna keep them safe
Tell me some secrets
Man, just tell me all
I'm just craving for some little secrets...

Whatever... Nothing better to do...

Geez, really no mood to study even though exam is like 1 day away and the first paper is POA. The exam mood is really not there?! WHY?! Had a tough time trying to get through studying, been moving around, wasn't able to sit still. HA!

Anyway, still left with quite a lot to finish tmr for POA and MAEC... GoSh... Feeling STRESS!!!

ExAms Exams EXams... I love it as much as I hate it.

Anyway, Mama cooked dinner, pork rib soup with vege soup.. YuMmy... K, I lOVe it! I refused to take in rice but i got hungry just now, so i grabbed a small of it. Hee~

Made Honey water to drink... YuM YuM... The honey is nice nice OK...

GDP Price Index is the measure of average value of all goods and service.
Real GDP= Nominal GDP/Price index

Frictional unemployment is evitable.

4 strategies:
1. Investing in the future
2. Preparing for Ageing society
3. Tackling Income disparity
4. Providing for the future

Like... HAHA! Those are just small small portion OK... There are so much more to touch on. Econs is like a combination of Geog, SS, Maths and English. GoSh...

Gonna study again lah... YeAh YeAh...

想想想... 还是别想太多了... 情人节快到了... 你会在那天找我吗?:)

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Studying

I was so tired this morning that i didn't hear my sms! Its so bad... I usually wake up with any sms or calls but this morning, i didn't, that's bad.

Anyway, Ting smsed to go study, so ya, agreed to. After brushing up, i slacked a little then went out to meet her.

Wanted to deposit cash but there were so many pple queueing, so i changed my mind. Went to buy snacks and waited for Ting to appear.

After that, we took 77 to Beauty world's Mac. But after staying there for around an hour, we couldn't take the temperature. Left the building, went to NP instead. HAHA!!! At atrium, studied. Tried to write out all the stuff for the 4strategies of the Singapore's Economy but i doubt i rmbed much.

5plus pm, left. Went to WM for dinner, then went to deposit cash. Good.

Went back home after that.

Ting wasn't feeling "WELL", as in, she is crazy... Absolutely. She is so not RIGHT! Fine, i should have know.

So, after watching some TV, bathed. Studied POA.

So much to study but i only got 2 days left. JIA YOU!

When the journey gets boring, I want to talk. As I turn my head around, I couldn't find you. I felt cold. Lonely as I am yet there is no point looking for... I look forward and I walk on...

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

HAPPY!!!

I NEED TO BLOG! I just opened the NPmail and received April Ng's mail on our grade for the project. Guess wad? We got an A+.. I AM SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! After all the sleepless nights, the frustration of collating the whole report, the little little discussion that didn't seemed to work well, the many meet ups, the final presentation and all, finally, all the hardwork paid OFF... Seriously, i didn't expect an A+, it is so so good... Let off a sigh of relief when i saw the grade, i am HAPPY! I think she sent the wrong mail to me, coz i received another group's grade, her comment weren't good on that group, ok, shall not disclose. I am happy with my own grade. WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Ok, another thing to blog about. DAMN the BCA, i was so confused with the stuff and i couldn't find SOLVER, can't get the age thingy and when he said, you have 15 mins left, i was still stuck at the 2nd qns. It was disastrous. Good thing it is only 20%. Hopefully the first test and the PBL can help me.

After the test, went down to Orchard. I was wandering around Forum after getting an Apple pie. So boring and i didn't wanna go anywhere far. Around 4.50pm, i cannot stand the boredness, went into hotel.

Its funny, the security dunnoe me. HAHA! It feels kind of weird coz last time, the security knows who i am. This time, the guy was looking for my name but he couldn't find, i took a look, and i said, "Apple Teo" and he looked at my IC twice, and said, "wah, apple, very sweet name ar...." And i replied, "they all know me as Apple :)"

Strolled to take Uniform, strolled to the locker. Slowly change up, spray my hair, tie properly, went to canteen, met Xiu Ying. HAHA!!! Went to see her change up and chit chat. Wanted to wait for Wan Yu, but she was late. Went up and do some simple stuff.

Went to New foyer for briefing and that guy is so boring, he kept crapping and i felt like going home. 2 weddings, not enough staff. I think some of them ran 2 to 5 or something. Good thing I was at the NORMAL VIP... HAHA! So it was 2 to 3. It was pretty tedious... Very long never work dinner le, i was dying. My tables were so slow until i buay tahan, i started portioning every single course until Chicken, my back was hurting, i stopped.

Finally, dessert came and some guest from my tables went off. Was so lucky, so last part was quite relaxing for me.

Helped clear up the side station after everything is over. O gosh, so long nv take oval tray liao and today's oval trays are so full and heavy. Almost dieded. But good enough, got pple to help me. Hee~ HappY...

K, it wasn't a bad day back to work. Love it! And i Love HONEY! Hee~ He said Thank you so many times. He's funny.

Didn't get a good look at the bride coz most of the guest that came were from her side, those high profile ones. HAHA!!!

Helped Xiuying take her money then sat down and waited for dunnoe wad to happen. Chin Hong came and asked Fish whether to leave not but she was waiting for her bf. So he asked whether i wanna go not. HAHA! So funny, dun even know him well but alright lah, he likes to talk. So we took the same bus back to Batok then went to makan at the 24-hour coffeeshop and we chatted non-stop. I guess it was coz we were in the same Primary to Sec to poly. HAHA! Though we weren't close but wadever we said were understood. HAHA! Then, he walked me home, all the way up my lift. So flattered. HAHA! No lah, actually i forced him to coz it was really late. Very mean. K, i got shocked twice by the freaking cockroaches. ASS!!! And the 2nd time, i scared him coz of my shock. HAHA! Funny u know...

Overall it was fun back to work... Missed this sort of feeling so much but the very fact that all the faces had changed makes it, once again, boring... Still, that feeling of OHS is there but it is just different in a way that i can't explain. :)

Ahh... SO tired now... K, i wanna sleep le.. My legs HURT!!!

Monday, February 05, 2007

REvIsIon!

I turned in at around 12plus am last night after going through the BCA PBL and text. It was pretty tedious to flip through the whole text book from Unit A to O and refering back to the com. I wasn't very tired when i turned in but my mind was shutting down so i decided to stop if not, i won't be able to remember anything i revised.

On to bed when my brother came back(it was obvious since his bike was so loud in the middle of the night), I knew he came back. However, i heard another person's voice and i thought it was my other brother but when i hear carefully, it was a girl. Ha! Another girl at my house! Heh Heh HeH!

I fell asleep not long after.

I was having yet another dream in the morning when Darl smsed. HAHA! You know, the way we smsed each other was funny.
Him: "Wake up Wake up"
Me: "Darl darl :)"
Him: "Want?"
Me: "Ok, i brush teeth then come down."
Him: "ok"
See how short each sms was, so funny when i thought about it.

In case you are wondering, what does the "want" refers to, it refers to having breakfast. HAHA! So we went to one of the coffeeshop, somewhere at Batok east. The coffeeshop quite empty, unlike the one we always go. So, he ordered Kopi something and I ordered Milo Ko Song... HAHA!!! So we chatted while drinking about every thing that happened the past week. He said it was a very tiring week, working non stop and while he kept colouring hair for customers, he dreamt of himself washing the aluminium foil used to colour hair. I laughed the hell out! K, so i am pretty normal talking in my dream coz of work... Mmmm....

He asked me to go for the wedding dinner with him but i refused to coz basically i dunno who the couple is and i dun feel like dressing up and there's a test tmr. Ok, quite obvious those are excuses. HAHA!!! I shouldn't have told him anything bout Marche's sausage, now he kept picking on me. Wadever, its yummy... HAHA!

Well, he sent me back then off he went to work.

Back home, i started revising BCA again. Around an hour later, i took a short nap. Woke up, watched the last bit of CSI, then start to revise again. Happily completed wad was written for revision except for a few small parts. Then, at around 7pm, cooked scrambled egg with bread for dinner! HAHA!! So yummy. Didn't know i can cook such nice eggs... HahA!

Revision began again at 9pm. HAhA!! Now, i completed the stuff to learn but still, i felt unprepared. Well, i'm just gonna go in with an open mind and complete wadever i can. I can MAKE IT!

Ooo... Chris Honey called just now and asked me to work tmr night. I told him i can since there's no school but then, regretted a bit coz i was supposed to study MAEC... But well, doesn't matter i guess. I will just have to put in more effort on Tues to complete wad i didn't. I can i can i can make it! Its a favour for them and a favour for me, i need the MONEY...

Was having a short chat with Darl through SMS just now and he was at the Wedding dinner. HAha! So fun to go for wedding dinner... The working in OHS for wedding dinner got me so addicted. From the ushering to the cocktail to the dinner. Especially the part when the couple cut the cake and pour the champagne. ENVIOUS! When will my big day come?! So So sweet...

Anyway, I was suan-ing him, coz a lot of his friends are getting married yet he hasn't and he got a bit agitated which was kind of cute. HAha! Well, the best always comes the last. That's wad i believe. (: No hurry.

Called Dear to go work too but sadly she got class. I was bad enough to pyscho her to go work, hAhAH! Very long never work together le mah... Then she asked when did i become OHS pple! HAHA! Ok, reminded me of coordinator's day... HAhA!!

Sister is so bo liao, she was at the Superstar thingy and she actually asked me to call to support daren... OMG! Please... Although he is Terry's cousin and her idol, doesn't make any difference that he is just another ordinary guy to me. HAHA!!! K, must admit he sings well on the show. Hee~ Still, he is not my type. HAHA!!!

Chinese New Year is coming SOON... Steamboat Steamboat Steamboat... Yeah! So is Holiday! MuAcks MuaCks MuAcks!!!

铁,在时间与力量的熏陶下,也能磨成针。人,在时间与努力的过程里,也能变成为伟大的成功者。有时,我们需要的只是一点点的努力,信心,鼓励和运气,就能闯出自己的一片天... 我正努力着... 希望你也是...

Sunday, February 04, 2007

O O O...

Coincidentally, I met Shaz at Marche's training today. She's one of those working too. So happy to see someone i know although we aren't close. Hillgrove. She's a Hyper-saurs... HAHA!!!

The initial part of the training is pretty boring when the Project Manager, Joseph started going through the history of Marche and all, i was practically dying. However, i gave him as much attention as possible if not for the music. HAHA!!! Then, there was a break. After we came back, the something manager, Axel briefed on the work stuff and of course, carried on with the long long enchanting spell. By then, i was yawning.

Finally, we were asked to talk to our site in charge for the schedule thingy. Afterwhich, got our uniforms and aprons. They say any black shoes will do. Should i get a pair of black sneakers? O well, we stayed on for lunch and its funny, they allowed people to come in to eat without paying. I'm telling you, the food are SUPERB. I can't forget the Swiss Rosti... YumMy... OmG...

Anyway, went off with Shaz after that. She went to meet her boyfriend while i went home. I was so tired... The whole train ride was my day-dreaming session. I was practically staring into the thin air, dreaming. HAHA!

To wrap up the whole thing, they will call for the schedule again, with mine starting after CNY. I wonder will they give like everyday or something. Also, finally, a break from OHS. Is that a good thing? We'll see...

Anyway, i met Valerie at Westmall and HAha, wondering why we always bumped into each other. She hit my stomach when it was already hurting. I knew i wanted to get something at WM, but i just can't remember, so i decided to just walk out without thinking much. Went to deposit the cash lao pa gave me and went to get a soya bean milk at 7-11. Shiking scared me. I was tired and sleepy and the music was loud in my ear, then she came infront of me and scared me. K, i admit, i jumped. HA!

Back home, i dieded. Closed the doors and i slept.

Yesterday went to Orchard and a few seconds after we left the MRT station, this girl came up to ask for out numbers for some advert thingy(typical in orchard) but i didn't expect they will call so fast. Sleeping soundly just now, and this lady called. Her motive is clear, wanted me to go down for interview citing the fact that i am "potential". In my tired mind, i questioned, "Potential? You didn't even see me, u just got some girl to force my number out so that u can call and asked me for interview. Potential, ya, very funny." She said, the interview will only take 10 and it is at Taka. Go orchard for 10min when the whole trip is more than half an hour, thank you. She said its on Monday, but i'm having BCA test that day and its afternoon. I told her i can't and IF her attitude was good enough, i would have gone down in the late afternoon. She asked, "R you interested?" I said, "Not really, but........." Before i could finish my sentence, she went, "Ok, Bye" and she HUNG UP. Like hello, wad is wrong with people nowadays, just like the pple who want us to donate money. Attitude. Sickening. I was being kind, girl... Ass...

Anyway, she disturbed my sleep and i couldn't fall back to sleep despite my tiredness, i cursed her. Heh HeH!

Woke up and i stoned in front of the TV until 10pm. I didn't study anything!!! Then, darl smsed. Called him up and he was on his way back. Heh HeH! Sadded ar... Must be tired.

He told me another very coincidental thingy. He said somebody from my Secondary school read my blog and saw his Picture on my blog and that Ex-schoolmate knows me?! She happened to be their customer. Ok, i am puzzled... Who?! Who?! Weird... Please tag if you are the one. HAHA! I really wanna know who goes VK besides Xueting, Yuting, Melissa and I.

So we were chatting and he was telling me bout the wedding he's gonna attend tmr at Hilltop Garden and how he rejected the girl. HAHA!!! O well, life... History remains as history.

Alright, i'm going to do my BCA PBL revision. Ciao!

PS: I dun wish to be an antique, but I am in their hearts... You know who you are... Hai... HAHA!!!

Forgotten who you were or where I was... Lose every little sanity I have... And now, I am more dead than alive...

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Shopping Shopping

Ah HAHAhA! And I was late... Half an hour late. Hee~ K, i am very bad, i woke up late.

I had another dream about Shi Mei... OMg... Freaky ok... I woke up and the first thing that came to my mind was "Did i have any dream?" I thought dun have until i sort of remember. Hai... Dreams...

Went to Orchard aimlessly, met up with them and this damn person asking us to donate money with her pissed off look, like HELLO, no one is obligated to donate money, it is all willingness. And please, a little bit lesser attitude and i may just take out my 10 bucks. Hell...

We went to get some stuff to eat then went to shop Taka... heh heH! And slowly, from Taka, to paragon, to Shaw, to Far east. Dear came by for a while before she went to work. Next, we went to Espirit.

I bought a top at Topshop and saw quite a few nice ones at Espirit but didn't get them, money dun allow.

Went to Muji and i bought snacks. Hee~ And a TCC smoothie... Heh HeH! Nice...

Day ended after the Espirite. Joan and i took 174. On the bus, i rmbed i need to bring 2 passport size photos to Marche tmr...

Reached batok at 8pm and i rushed to check out whether there's any shops available. Sadly, none, and i was too lazy to walk to WM. So, i didn't bother, went to get a packet of Soya Bean, when i walked out of 7-11, Darl came by. He saw me. Talked a little and i was tired, said Bye, and left.

Back home, munching on the snacks and just photocopied my passport size photo(Dun worry, got glossy paper) and ya, i'm gonna sleep soon. Need to wake up really early tmr. Gotta reach Vivo by 9am and need to find that restaurant. GoSh...

Overall, had fun shopping today though there wasn't much harvest but it was nice.

Great... i think i got my CNY clothes already??? I think but more shopping can be done. Going back to work very SOON!!! WahAHAHA!!!

Love me?! I love you!

Friday, February 02, 2007

Netball




Check out my lao Pa and Lao Ma doing what they do best... HAHA! No lah, should say doing wad they need to do at this time of the year. Hee~ And me posting...

Did a little revision today before going to see their match.

I sneaked into school today. HAHA! Quite obviously i wasn't wearing any HGV Tees and i sneaked into school from the back gate. HAHA!! No one caught me! Hee~ Spotted the girls in the canteen and Ben caught up with me. hee~ And he was telling me what happened during New year eve(the part when they drink plain water thinking it was neat liquor). And he said they might be going to Billy's place this CNY, please, i doubt i'll be going anymore. HAHA! K, its weird after knowing that incident.

Went to that place with them and they had their match. Hai... How to say, they all seems happily playing, not taking anything seriously. I still dun like the coach. HAHA!!! Watched them play but not much improvements were seen since the last time. So many injuries yet the teacher and the coach are demanding so much... Unreasonable for me. Overall, it was a saddening sight. Heh HEh!

Went to S-11 and makan with Xiu Ying, Mas and Hui Mui (The antiques), very sad... HAhA! The oldies talking bout the newbies.. And sort of talking bout their next step after Secondary School. Good thing they have their aims.

Darl came by a little then left. I still find my dream ridiculous... VERY RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!

Anyhow, back home and i dieded. Watch TV until after American Idol(It was entertaining), then went to bath and revised POA. Hee~ Till now.

GoSh... Another day went by again. Going Orchard with the 2 girls tmr. Hope i won't be late. HEe~

Seems like the end is near... Seems like there is no more pride in holding on... What am I still thinking of... What do I still want... I live my life the way I should, I stand my ground but when you came, you shaken my life and my ground. Will my tremendous happiness come by anytime soon... Will there be an answer somehow...

DrEAms.......

I AM SERIOUSLY HAVING DREAMS after DREAMS! I cannot stand it... Guess wad was my dream last night?

I dreamt of walking pass VK with Jiawen and Joan, then i saw Richard blowing customer's hair then he said "Hi". When i turned around, Andy See scared me, and i ridiculously slapped him.

After that, Eddie and i went uphill of some place, then he suddenly pushed me and i nearly fell off the cliff. Like Huh? Then we walked and walked, until we reached a place that looks like some high class club with Gym and all. A few steps more, I actually saw Stephen Chow and Jay Chou. I was like, "HUH?! Another movie deal?" The Stephen Chow came to tell me something which i cannot recall anymore.

OmG! U see?! Ridiculous? Hilarious?! Irrelevant to my life... Stephen Chow and Jay Chou?! WAD THE HELL! I haven't watch their movie nor jay's MTV... Shocked! And i dun understand y i slapped Andy See for no particular reason, i didn't even see him recently.......

Heh Heh heh heh Heh HeH HeH HeH hEH heh.......... I'm going nuts...

Crap, went out with Lao ma yesterday to Chinatown, partially to buy CNY's stuff and some clothes which seemed really scarce there... Heh Heh! Manage to get a top.

Papa came after that, then we went to walk the food street or something, and damn then food smells really good. O, Chinatown at this time of the year is the best place to see Suave Westerners. I'm serious, saw so many eye-candies(as described by Xueting). GoSh... Nearly fainted just by looking at them and when they walked close, U cannot imagine it. HahA!

Bought many Ling ling long long for house Decor. After that, went home le...

It is a good joy to go out with parents but not when they keep having conflicts. I cannot stand them.

Back home, after bathing and all, chatted with darl online.. Funny, we were crappy all the way till we are both tired le... Haha!!!

Woke up and decided to just blog before studying.

So here...

CiAO!