Sunday, December 31, 2006



















Another very long days spent outside.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

It was a long day...

Yesterday was really a long day. It stretched all the way to midnight.

Woke up in the morning feeling really tired, so i smsed Uting to change the meeting time. Just when i fell back to sleep, Darl smsed, after the 2nd sms, he called. So, i woke up. He was telling me he couldn't install the MSN i dl-ed. I was puzzled. Well, its Window Live messenger, the latest, and he is using Window XP, y can't it be installed in his com? Ok, i still dunnoe why.

Couldn't fall back to sleep anymore, so i woke up, washed up and after a while, went out to meet Uting. Bad news was, there wasn't Charlotte's Web at that time. So we had our lunch at Koufu then went to Lot1 to watch it. HAHa!!! While i went to get the tix, Uting went back home to change up. K, after buying tix and looking for shuttle cock, i was basically standing and stoning. Guess wad, i stood at lvl1, gazing down to b1, wondering what the Jolli Bean aunties are doing. HAhA!!! Funny thing was, i cannot figure out anything besides the fact that one of them is cooking the things. HAHA!!! Interesting hUh...

Midst of it, Darl smsed a very shocking thing and kept me wondering the whole day through. I just dun get it. He kept saying its adult affair and hard to comprehend but it is not hard to comprehend, it is just that, he dun wanna explain it further. Y??? It must have contain some facts in wad came out of that message. Well, i've said my part from my point of view, the rest, i guess is up to him to decide. And i promised that was the last time talking about it. HA! Adults... I am becoming one very soon... So end of it, i thought to myself, "Wadever"

Finally, Uting turned up and we went into the cinema to watch Charlotte's web. This story accompanied us through a great year of our lives, HAHA, i'm kidding. It was the novel we used for our Literature class a few years back and i still remembered Mrs Tham was the one who taught us. Ending of the story is so touching. Went to watch the movie with a lot of memories in our mind and it came out the same as my memory. HAHa! Doesn't mean it is not nice, it will be nicer if i forgot what is the story about. It promotes the goodwill of Friendship. A promise is never meant to be broken. "Some pig", "Terrific", "Radiant" and "Humble", do these words bring back much memory? :) Enjoy it if you are gonna watch.

Went on to play Badminton after the movie. Reached there and seems like none of us are interested and played in a very slackish way but after some screaming and all, we began sweating. HAhA!!! Billy and Andrew came by, Ming and Uting kept hinting me, i was like, "wad? Nothing!" Fact is, those were history and i vaguely rmb much but then, i rmb more of him than the one before him. Ya.. This part is true...

After the first set of a roughly taken 21points, Ping and i lost to the couple (let them lah, couple mah, HAHA!!). I went to take a break. While resting, i was looking back at the sms that Darl sent and i felt weird, of coz, it has nothing to do with me but still, something just came onto me and decided to send him an sms, hoping he would think through.

Finished playing the last set and 7pm, we left. Reached home, bathed and it felt so good. HA! A while later, went out to meet Darl... He was busy looking at the watch magazine and he dared tell me that the watch cost $3000+, something wrong with his head i think, so many watches and yet he is looking for more, likewise the price. OmG!

9.30pm, went into the cinema. Haha!!! 2nd time yesterday. This time round, it was Night at the Museum. I love the movie, its laughter all over. It was really funny... The stone thingy was like, "Dumb Dumb, give me Gum Gum." HAha!!! Hilarious. Again, it was cold in there, and funny we were actually able to share a jacket, MY JACKET! HAHA!!! Romantic hor, go try... HAHA!!!

Movie ended and it was still funny at the end of it. HAHa!!!

Darl drove another car out, which is an "Uncle car" as he would like to describe while i would just call it a 7-seater. HAHA!!! CrAp... So, supposed to be heading home at 11.23pm but we decided to go makan(I think he was hungry) at the fish porridge shop. HAHA!!! So, nearly died from drinking the soups and eating the fish but no doubt, it was yummy.

12.30am, i finally reached home and he went back too but before he did, he sent me an sms and complained, "Ahh.... The car so slow!!" HAHA!!! Cute ain't he. Sweet dreams good night to him, after brushing up, i concussed.

It was a long day i said but fun... I'm gonna say this the 3rd time, I LOVE THIS HOLIDAY, besides the fact of having so many work to do. HAHA!!!

Woke up at 8plus just now to go to school. OmG... So tired after yesterday. Mr Leong was telling us what were wrong with our PBL and ya, we amended except for one last part, which we cannot figure out. I was trying to figure that a while ago but still can't get it. Hai... Sickeningly, we are the 1st group again to present this PBL. Hai...

He returned us our papers also. It was so sudden. HAHA! He kind of just mumbled it out. GoSH... I also realised for the 1st time, my idex number for this class is 40. HAHA!!! I scored pretty good for this paper. Very happy!!! Well, 3 more papers to worry bout. Hopefully, everything is OK...

So, i wanna go rest for a while le... Gonna complete MAEC later.

Ling hui said we'll be going to St James tmr night. Anticipating once more... :)

Another project meeting next week... Ahhh...

PS: Have you ever tried, lying down with your back straight against the floor and then hit your tummy and it sounded like there's a lot of water inside? HAve you tried hitting somebody else's tummy twice as hard and hear a loud sound. HAHA!!!! I tried and it sounded so FUNNY!!!

再也不纵容他...

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Out with Pa and Ma

I slept until 2pm today... OMG!!! Such a pig... Probably coz i'm too tired and i slept too late last night.

Papa and Mama both at home today, so papa wanted to go eat Japanese cuisine. So, around 6pm, after the rain stopped, we went to Lot1. Wanted to eat Suki or Sakae but queue too long, so we turned to Ajisen. Ass... Their service like shit. Pissed...

Then went to walk around. MaMa was looking at skirts while i just walk around and look for things to but.

Midst of it, Papa's friend called and sais he striked lottery, not much bah. He bought mama a watch at 50% off, so cool... If Darl hadn't gave me that watch, i would have K my pa's pocket. HAHA!!! And i saw the Black Addidas at that outlet. SO mAD! But well, Darl likes the one he has now... HA!

So, after the whole lot1 shopping, i bought a perfume and nothing else...

Decided to go WM after that while papa go west coast. Darl was there, just right to pass him my thumb drive. YAyA... Then, he chatted with Mama... And i was like stoning... After they talk like nobody's business, i said, "so, u 2 wanna sit down, buy coffee, and chat?!" HAHA!!! So after a bit more talking, ma and i left and said Bye byE to Darl.

Went to Watson, mama bought her whitening lotion and she got me the white lotion thingy that removes make-up or something. YA...

Then, went on to Tom and stefanie, bought a small bag and she got a bra. HAHA!!!

Left after that. Reached home at 10.25.

Going to watch movie and play badminton tml... WAhAhahA!!!

CiAo!!!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

又开始...

今天的雨下个不停,而我的思绪也没停止回想。1000多个简讯,一舜间都被删除了。就有如把两年的生活点滴给擦掉了。

回想起一年前的自己,仍是中学的学生,一生的制服,每天烦恼的只是课业。很多事都一笑而过。多少的竞争多不曾放在眼里,因为我知道,无论纷争有多少,到头来,失去的也只是多年的友情。心里只知道,到了最后,我是在与自己博斗。

五年来,结识的友人无比。与他们笑过也哭过。好话,坏话也说尽了,但那友谊依然存在,这才是真正稳定的友情。

而打球也成为那五年里最好的兴趣。离开是,发现当初没退出是正确的选择。

2006年,正式向育林中学告别。

也开始了新生活。另一个故事。

雨后出笋,正在等待新的一场战略。又或,这战争已默默的爆发了... 或许吧... 期待着有如当初美好的一切次成现。

人生的美妙,是由我来主宰,而每一个踏入我生命的人都是人生的拚图。那怕只是一小块的你,也是重要的,因为,若少了你,我那还是我?

谢谢你,一路陪着我。未来的拚图,希望你依然存在...

Whoever you are, wherever you are from, as long as you take that step into my life, you are stuck with me forever, as long as i live... Thank you for wanting to be a part of me... Be it now or later...

A little update




Received a few gifts during Xmas. There should be one more Candy Cane, but i ate it so its not there anymore... HAHA!!!

Supposed to be doing MAEC now but really, the mood is not there to do anything. I'm kind of just slowly reading the stuff, bit by bit and hopefully, will get it done soon...

Xmas is over and here comes New Year... But I am BROKE... Seriously... Hai... No more shopping I guess, Window shop perhaps.

SiAn SiAn... Its so cold today... Been raining since last night, hope the weather gets better, neighbouring countries are all suffering from the flood. HaI...

Well, i'm going to slowly do those stuff lah...

CiAo

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Xmas 06

This is the first time spending Christmas without all the old pals, kind of of weird and definitely doesn't feel right.

Well, everything was called off since everyone has their own individual "party" to go to. Decided to spend the day at home doing nothing. However, ting asked me out for a little walk before she went on to meet her friends, so ya, went out.

We had dessert and started talking about everything that happened during work, in school with friends and wadever wadever. A little bit of catching up never kills. Then, went back home with her coz she forgot to get her money from her Mama, so dots... And guess it was a chance to visit her mama after the previous event that took place. Her mother, as funny as before, but this time round, she didn't offer me chrysanthuman with Ginseng. HAHAHA!!!

Went back to WM to walk a bit here and there and then went to VK coz Darl say wanna meet. Went there and ting was giving out her Candy Cane, while i was replying Aiai bout whether going to Vivo not.

While standing outside waiting for them to close, i leaned onto the side of the glass, and who knows they put oil on the metal, and shit lah, a long and black strip of oil was on my WHITE, i repeat WHITE polo Tee, big TURN OFF!!! Sickening... So mad... Mad took some cream and apply it on the strip, say can wash off easily.

Forced Darl to send me back, HAHA!!! He did lah, i was so bad to force him but that damn strip was bothering me. HAHA!!! So, our meet up was a sending back home. HAHA!!! He gave me a Xmas pressie which is Ex... An addidas watch. GoSh...

Back home and started washing off that strip, good thing it came off. Took cab to Vivo to meet aiai, Wai and jude(Ai's didi).

Ate at secret recipe. Jude is very cute, but very noisy... HAHA!!! Most part, i kept quiet while he's mumbling all his stuff about this and that. HAHA!!! Bought him a choc coz i think i was responsible for losing his last sweet and well, its Xmas.

Walked around Vivo to find something for Darl. Was looking at so many watches, a few did caught my sight but way off my budget, so end of the day, found nothing. Leg breaking.

After much pondering, finally decided to go Town to squeeze. Not really for it but not against it either, so well, went there. Began squeezing and finally made our way to Cine. Along the way, while i was walking, somebody called me from the side and i thought was one of them, but it was Melanie, I was like ,"A!!! Y u beside me!" HAHA!!! So cute!!! Randall did asked me to joing them but i didn't in the end, reasons? No reason. HAHA!!

Walked to Cine and i heard Mao asking them to go K... I was like, HA! Felt like going, but in the end didn't. Need to bring Yujun back bah...

A lot of stuff happened during the whole "parade spraying" and no doubt those touching cases were part of the event. By then, i can only look and see.

Around 1am, i left bringing Yujun along. HA!! I was tired, i have to admit. Suddenly i felt so old. A couple of years ago, i was doing that too, like crazy but now, i kind of just got tired. Really, this sort of thing, once or twice and it will become a real turn off. End of the day, wad is it r u looking for doing all those thing? The "aiming" of the Banglas - for wad? Ya, cases from before made them the black sheep but seriously, we cannot generalise all of them, in a way, they are there to play just like we are. For the fun of it - how fun can it be when all we did was produce so much rubbish for the people to clear up the next day. Hai... Back then, it was just fun I was looking for, enjoying the atmosphere, but now, it seems pointless. I am never going to squeeze during Xmas anymore. I will go for alternative fun. HAHA!!!

Went to Ting's place to stay over for the 1st time after 10years. HAHA!!! Bathed, and ate the maggie mee she cooked. Drank our vodka and chatted about her life and mine, her "guys" and "mine", a good continued from the afternoon. We do have our rights and wrongs, arguements and laughters but end of it, we laugh it off. We have our own thinking and we advise to each other and have no right to decide for each other, being there is enough. That's a kind of deal we have, knowingly.

Slept at around 3plus 4am. Along the way, a lot of people send me Xmas smses. So happy to receive so many from friends who i barely see now. It is always nice when it happens. HA!!! Thanks People... Those Sms-es stretches all the way to 9am... Imagine my phone ringing all the while. HAHA!!!

After this Xmas, i realised
-Many of my old friends from work still remember me
-Some things are meant to be
-My parents are getting lonelier each year
-Poor policemen, banglas, cleaners and the list goes on...
-I AM GETTING OLD AT THE AGE OF 18!!!!! (WAD THE HELL!)

Ultimately, i had fun this Xmas, at least it wasn't boring. However, it was tiring... HAHA!!! Look at me, i'm complaining!!!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away. This year to save you from tears, I'll give it to someone special...

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Wad should I say?

Finally, those are some of the pics taken yesterday... HAHA!!! Can u see the 2 of us there??!!

That is Jeddy's Nanny, it sounds nicer when u say it in chinese, 奶妈!!! HAHA!!!!


And I was trying to take the 3 of us walking together but Dear's head kind of just popped out..
Romantic?? Not with her showing something with her thumb and index finger. Wanted it to look romantic...
That, was taken in the small toilet that fits only only person but we just walk in. She's lucky, i didn't take her while she was peeing. HAHA!!!! (Added frame, 1st time using it with my phone)

Well, i said i had a good time, not eating, not at the place but with the people. So HaPPy with this holiday.

So, i didn't go out today, stayed at home and watch TV and make cards. Haven't finish yet coz my eyes hurt. Many Many... Seems like they dun exactly have a plan for tmr... SaD... It may be a boring Xmas. (:

Wonder...

CiAO!!!

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Out all day

Somebody thought the meeting time was 1pm and went out doing so many things. Then, somebody changed the time to 2pm!!! You know who you are.

Somebody couldn't wake up, made me called her and smsed. Then, she replied and tell me she's not going. Somebody!!! You, too, know who you are.

HAHA!!! Dun worry, i am not angry, just trying to make fun of these two SOMEBODY-S.

Went to my school to hand up the Read and Share thingy then went to Galileo for lunch with Dear, my treat. First time Galileo so empty. Find Dear so unhealthy, it is so obvious the fries are over-cook but she loves it like hell.

Well, couldn't make it to Orchard so we bought the chocs in School and gosh, so happy there's nice chocs there. HA!!! Took cab to seletar. This is the first time i flagged so many cab and so many refused to take. Around 3 to 4 ok... Changing shift, then met a good Uncle who is willing to. HA!!!

Seletar Base Golf Course. Wasn't really fascinated with the place, not the people nor the food but it was good enough coz it is a get-together to BT kor and Dear and we chatted so much about back-then.

While BT kor's "BOSS" was giving speech and some of them taking prizes, Dear and I were doing nothing. She took out the chocs i gave her and ate them. Then, i took the wrapper to fold into Teapot bottom, lunch napkin while Dear did the VIP and the wine. HAHA!!! We were bored.
So, finally everything was done, and we were looking at who took our present but see none. Then, we went to choose ours, haha! Mine wasn't taken, so Dear pushed it to Bt kor while she chose one for herself, and me, being indecisive, she chose for me. HAHA!!!

We were waiting for BT kor's QX friend to come fetch us... HAHA!!!

His friend was kind enough to send us to Aiai's place. Dear wanted to meet Jeddy.. HAHA!!! So, went up, and Jeddy is just as active as he was yesterday. HAHA!!! CuTe... And we were talking about Dear being the Nanny, "DriNk MILK!!" HAHA!!! And i realised, Aiai's family can all shout very loud. HAHA!!!

Went to eat prata at Kopitiam, but the prata isn't very nice. Walk Dear to MRt and bought green tea. Took bus back after that.

A day spent outside and it was great. I said i love this holiday, better than the previous ones. Love it!

Heard you, sister. Believe you can make it!!! I BELIEVE!!! JiA YoU!!!

So, i think i may be slacking at home tmr and begin doing the Xmas stuff. Doubt there'll be any shopping done though. Hai... So, u can call me out! HAHA!!!

I love you...

Friday, December 22, 2006

My Loves

I LOVE THEM









I lOve IT!

Last night, went to WM to borrow books coz i realised i haven't read any books for Read and Share which is due on Friday. At the same time, met up with Darl Darl...

So we walked around and he pei me everywhere to buy what i need for my Xmas thingy. Then, he kept saying i look sleepy but i was not, maybe coz i dozed off b4 i went out to meet him. He waited for bus with me before he left for home too. He was telling me about this movie he borrowed about 5 girls, gruesome death i supposed.

I slept around 1plus last night, making Aiai's specialty... Shhh... HAHA!!!

Woke up, after eating lunch, started doing read and share and completed it at around 3pm.

5plus, went to WM to meet Aiai and buy the ingredients.

She brought Jeddy into Wm, HAhA... So cute. Mr Wai and herself was choosing watch for Wai's BD... Sweet.. And i saw a striking Puma watch, a pretty CK watch, a dazzling titus watch and a very pretty new Addidas watch(but sadly, this is guys' de). So Xmas is coming, anyone volunteers to buy that for me? HAHA!!!

After buying everything, went to VK, show Darl Jeddy but jeddy started shivering, so we left. Jeddy ate the specially formulated Choc on my bed... DoTS... But nVm, it's not dirty. While i was preparing to cook, he peed on the floor, HAHA!!! And Aiai was scolding him, so funny. My pasta was YuMMy today... Love My PastA... HAHA!!! Aiai says its nice too... HAHA!!! And it's obvious that Jeddy likes the Choc i bought.

Then, we slack and watch tv while Jeddy went crazy. HAHA!!! He was totally going nuts but he is smart to do the sit, drop and shake hand... LovelY...

Wait until Mama came home then i walk Aiai down to take cab. HAHA!!!

So Fun... Was another marvellous night, i think i love this holiday!!!

Ting told me about her Mama, hey girl, be strong, she'll be alright!!!

Going to school to submit RNS tml then go orchard then go seletar. PapA told me to take MRt to Kranji then take cab into Seletar base Golf Course.

K, i go makan something. Later come back to post pic... :)

Thursday, December 21, 2006

An unforgettable night...

漫漫的长夜,无聊的你我,成为我们之间最美丽的邂遘...

“下了大雨的夜晚,一起去书局找词典,然后进电影院看戏,不小心踩到你的脚,拖鞋坏了,我替你修,电影院很冷,你把手递过来让我取暖,剧终后买消夜,之后一起淋雨冲上停车场取车,车上闲聊,到家,目送你离开。”

就让这美丽的回忆永远尘封石化在心中最隐秘的角落吧...

至少曾有过也珍惜过...

最终的结局不是最重要的,是过程...

The one you want doesn't want you...

I had my fill of happiness and I think all those were enough to bring me through the pain... 10 years down the road, I know, I will still remember all these. Like the promise I have with all my close ones, till death do us part... No matter where we will be 10 years later, I know you will still be in my heart... So do not despair, because we once had a dream together... Memories are there for us to reminisce... For you and me...

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I'm in school now... Did our BCA and ya, completed, sort of at least, coz the ending we're not very sure...

So tired... ANd its raining heavily now. I'm waiting for Uting to finish her project then go her house see WhisKey... She said he Peed and shitted everywhere he walked. HAHA!!!

Feel like sleeping now.. HAi... Nothing to do now also... Just waiting and waiting... Maybe i should just go do some work too...

CiAO!!!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Another baBy in life...

Overslept today but so did Uting... Met up at 12pm, went to buy ingredients for Pasta, then went on to Farm Mart...

Spent the entire afternoon there choosing dog with Uting, and then help her mama clean floor and sort of wash chairs... HAHA!!! And Cook there.. So funny, their shop got all the utensils you need. So funny.

Love at first sight with the English Cocker Spaniel, very cute. 7months old... Ar... Uting's papa and mama very good, although there was some consideration but end of the day, they still bought the little one. Envious...

Went to her house, make the cage with her and tried very hard to figure out how to put the bottle for him to drink water. After eating Nasi Lemak, then left, saying goodbye to the much unwilling cocker spaniel... He iS SO CUTE!!!!! Very heavy though... O... Uting called him WhiskEy...

Stepped out of the sheltered area and it began raining VERY heavily, i was drenched even with the umbrella. Hai... Took 985 home.

Reached home, bathed and started helping Darl with his internet thingy which i did my best so hopefully, somehow, he can make it in lah! HAHA!!!

Need to go to school to do project tml... Ar... Great...

There's an event in OHS tml, and they wanna get us back to work. I kind of refused to go back coz i really dun want to... I dun want my hair to feel sucky at the end of the day nor do i want make my day sucky.

I love WhiskEy... He is Cute and I chase hIm... He ran... He knocked onto the glass door coz he didn't know. He barked at this reflection coz he thought it was a friend. He found his way to the toilet to pee pee and now, he is sleeping at uting's doorstep... He is smart, cute, and obedient.

Well, I still rmb Jeddy. Though he is noisy, he is also very CUTE!!!! He will be coming to my house on Thursday with his "MaDaM" HAHA!!!!

We are drifting apart... No idea why, I guess as time passes by, that is bound to happen... 我会想念当初的一切并珍惜所有... Don't forget what true love means...

Monday, December 18, 2006

:)

Hooo Hooo...

Early breakfast which cost $50... That's way to costly... I am SO SO sorry bout it...

An egg that grows wheat, so amazing... HAHA!!!

Many papers for the preparation of Xmas, so, behold...

I miss my AiAi and Jeddy... HAHA!!! Thursday shall be a date.

For Ling Hui and Xueting, when will be our next date then??? WHEN?!

Meeting BT kor and Dear for Dinner on Tuesday night... HAHA!!!

See, so many things to do... But none is doing my work. No! Tues got project.

My blogging seems weird today, left too many lines, well, each is a different topic right? HAHA! I dun really have the mood to do my homework so i'm kind of slacking the first few days. Haven't watch movie for a while le, so who will go with me?

How r you gonna spent your Xmas?? I wOnder...

"Mr Santa, though my house dun own a chimney but will u visit me? I have never seen you but I know you've known me all my life... Even though geographically, I am half way round the world from you, though climatically, there is no snow here, but i still hope you will drop me a gift, one which would be so precious to me... Will you grant me my wish, Mr Santa?"

Santa Claus is coming to town...

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Dog... God... DOGGY... GOD MA!

OMG!!! I'm gonna be a GOD MA AGAIN!!!!! HAHA!!! AnticipATING!!!!!!

Long Long...

Ok, i slacked a lot after the paper on Thurs.

Mama happened to be on MC coz of her stomach but she was feeling better so she said wanna go JE shop for shoes coz she saw a lot when she went the day b4.

So, went to walk around but i was hungry, still, we walked around. Saw a lot of nice shoes there lah, and very very nice heels... OMG!! And i was wondering why i didn't come here before, the heels are nice and suitable for work!!!! OmG!!! I bought a pair of white covered shoes and a blouse and that was it... But walk until feet breaking. MamA bought a pair of jeans at a Uloo shop but sell their products at very high price... Felt a bit kana cheated but the jeans look good on mama... :)

Then, around 10pm, headed back, went to Supermarket b4 going home, mama was choosing Pork and i chose Sze Chuan Preserved Veg, HAHA!!! Its Yummy..

Then, Darl called me to ask bout his com stuff and i was busying looking and looking and i accidentally hung up on him, so Paiseh... 2nd time, he called my house then help help help, his phone no batt.. And i was like crazy, talking to the phone with nobody on the other end... HAHA!!! Then, i smsed and said i helped him another day bah...

Ooo... Papa came back from Taiwan also, he bought a lot of Mua Chi, HAha!!! But giving his friends most of them. I open one packet and tried all the favours, the coconut one is yuckY... He bought me a top which is alright lah, but i really dunnoe whether i'll wear it not although mama says its nice. Hee~

Watched TV the whole day and i even watched the News... HAHA!!! 7plus, bathed, dolled up and left home. To Mac, helped Darl with his mail thingy then 10pm, went to Cine.

Met up with Melanie and all her friends and then went to the Family KTV.

K, whole thing was alright except for the drunk part. I was basically in shock while one of them went Jelly and i just sat there and stoned. Then, Melanie started to get hung over, or was it, coz she haven't sleep, maybe just felt unwell... Then, they began going in and out of toilet. I just sat there, in shock... I mean, i've seens pple got drunk and vomit but not to then extend of that... Well, do hope they are all feeling alright... So, i sang my part, stoned my part, and end of the day, i was beat. Do hope Melanie is happy with everything.

O... Her brother made my phone dropped... OMG! That was the first time i dropped my N73... OMG... My heart hurts... A lot... GoSh...

Left at around 6am... Then, mel was feeling very bad, sat under a tree and she vomitted... Boarded a cab that is a 7-sitter, like that is the first time i sat on that sort of cab... HAHA!!! Sent mel back then i went back and i concussed.

Woke up at around 11plus, wanted to continue to sleep but just couldn't, so i got up.

It was a great trip, though i stoned a lot but i guess its the presence that counts... Wait till Monday girl, MONDAY!

K, i need to go retrieve my Baby from the evil hunter, and I AM HUNGRY since 4am.. HAHA!!!

Later!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

LAst paper!!

Here I am, back to do you-know-what. HA!

Last night, while i was on the verge of falling asleep, i heard a loud bang on my door. I kind of got a shock, looked towards it but nothing was there, heart still thumping. Then, the door opened, i was sweating there... HAHA!!! Then, my mama came in... She was complaining bout her stomach upset since she stepped home from work last night. Hai... Went to kitchen, find medicine for her, but couldn't find any, guess they were all thrown away, so she ate some chinese powder then went to bed.

When i woke up this morning, she was still lying in bed, then she told me that her body feels weak. Asked her wanna go see doc not, she kept saying no. Then, Kor Kor woke up, and they decided to see doc. WT!!! She got a day MC, so ya, she'll be at home tml. WaHAHaHA!!

So, after watching TV, started revising POA... Hai... I wasn't in the mood to study so i was going very slowly. Around 5.30pm, i stopped, watch TV again.

Till 8pm then started studying until now. HAHA!!!

SO happy, last paper tmr! However, its POA. Hope can make it... Hee~ LAst paper...

OkoK... I am kind of broke... No cash, no nothing... Hai... Hai... Going JB next Monday to shop, if Dear's mama allow... WaHHAHAHAHA!!!

Ooo... A very awkward situation just now with darl on the phone via sms. HAHA!!! Well, we have so much to complain about and it seems endless to our complains. Sometimes, we should just look back and appreciate what we have and what we can learn from those frustration. Life...

20 days or so more, it will be 2007... Then, i'll be turning 19.... OMG!!!! That bothers so MUCH!!!

这只不过是人生的一个过程... 享受吧!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

2 down, 1 to go..

Just came home not long ago from school. It was our second paper; BCA.

Alright, so 2 papers down, i got one more to go. I am kind of happy coz the last couple of papers weren't very difficult, at least i was certain that i can pass, hopefully pass well. HAHA!!! Left POA to go and its getting kind of scary coz i think it's gonna be difficult. Well, we'll see.

Yesterday night, b4 i fell asleep, i kind of laughed to myself about 2 things. 1st, when i thought bout Poo Poo man talking to Joan, which in our world, is funny. HAHA!! The 2nd was, MAEC paper's last qn was, "Who is the SM of Singapore" And i was like, this is a total giveaway, but it won't be surprising if pple got that wrong coz well, Singaporeans. (Btw, our SM is Mr Goh ChoK TonG o!)

After posting those pictures last night, i kept staring at them and wondering why my hair is like that. Like a gap between my hair neck. Heh HeH! Wonder is it coz its short and not rebonded. Too used to the straight and long hair i had. I am determined to grow it long.. But, dun be too surprised if i cut again. Afterall, i am me... Who knows wad will happen in the head of mine. HAHA!!!

So, i think i'm gonna slack a little today, then buck up again tml for POA. Gonna meet Uting and her Dear later. Makan dinner.

Mama say i can go JB and shOp... SO happy.. Waiting for Dear to tell me whether she can not.

A bit tired... Going to nap for a while... Maybe more pictures later.. HAHA!!!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I'm Bored...

Frustrated...
Erm... Looking at me?!
Saddened!
Arghh!!! My lips!!! Like Angelina Jolie'S!!!
Here, my beautiful side view...
I cannot see YOU!!!
OOoo... My face looks my my kor's, long...
U cannot see me!

Try to tie my hair up... I didn't realise the 2 colours are so striking.
Bored from studying, so i took pictures of myself... HAHAHAHAHA!!! Interesting...

Monday, December 11, 2006

Something to Share




Something to share? I found the Apple while browsing through the web and i find the picture illustrates about life. How? An apple with a worm. I interpret as, everybody has their flaws. The other picture, did it for fun, those words just came out like that, nothing much to elaborate. (:

Test, Pasta, Life... No Link...

Today, i didn't do much. I spent little time studying for MAEC coz i completed it yesterday but still, i did went through it again and again. I do hope it won't be really hard to do. Bearing lots of hope in this 20% that i can get.

Around 5.30pm just now, i went down to meet dEaarr then went on to buy the ingredients for pastas, not a lot, just the sauce and mushroom. There's no creamy sauce so no choice, got the mushroom with tomato one. It turns out that i dun like it... In fact, it sucks.

Cooked for Deaarr and Darl again... Fun always, but not as yummy as the cream one... Was looking for Darl's watches before Uting came to talk talk with me.. Hai... Problems ar... And all of a sudden she mentioned Eddie when he was sitting right beside me, like her intuition very strong...

Well, people who tagged, thank you lots. Bt kor, i still remember what you've said about Poly life, in fact, many times during the year, you came out in my mind and while blogging that entry too... And i really understand everything you've said, right from the start. Sometimes, it seemed so worthless doing whatever i am doing.

To AiAi, thanks, you, you being around hearing some of my craps is already the best you've given. I love you...

To Deaarr, definitely, didn't we just met? Love YoU...

End of the day, i still got to make it through by myself with my own strength no matter how i do that, i know, all of you are there for me to hear me out.

It will be MAEC papers tomorrow, nervous? Not quite, not sure why, don't really feel the exam atmosphere. I'm taking 3 papers this week, and everything ends on Thurs.

Till then, i will be home mugging and eating and sleeping. Need to replenish all the food!!! HAHa!!!

Will be looking forward for more Badminton session if Uting hasn't forget me. HAHA!!!

Despairing for the unknown, not sure of what to pour, but the heart just kept stirring, and no sources is known. Maybe I am growing up but I am just not aware of. Dreams... Peering into the darkness where no light is shining... Me... Wondering... En Los Silencios...

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Looking Back...

"What is done can never be undone." Not sure why, this phrase just came to my mind. It has been a while since i really had a proper blog about life. Many times recently, some fond memories kept flashing through my mind. From secondary school life to work life to the period of break and to the time when poly begun.

When we say we missed those days, how miss is miss? How much do we missed it? Sometimes, it felt like a dream, a dream that was so real. How did i ever get pass the life that i've got passed? And why does things change so rapidly. Can't really find what i want or what i used to have anymore.

Miss Teo told me the other time when i met her that maybe i just need some time to adjust to the new way of life and it seems like i had adjusted to this way of living but then again, this is not really the kind of life i looked forward to back then. I thought Poly would be really fun and the people i meet would be out of the world but seems like i was wrong. The people are selfish in many ways, review so much of themselves without even thinking what others would think about them. Disappointing... How come it seems so different? Even if it means we are learning to be in the real world. How come i can have so much fun working at a place but not have any fun with this bunch of people?

Here i am, grumbling about Poly life again... I wish life could be better as Year 1 comes to an end.

Having so much to do, so much to say yet no one is around to hear me out nor can they help. When it seems there are so many friends around, so many peers to help out, but how can they? In what position? Someone to even listen can't exist, what else can i ask for?

I guess that is also the reason why it seems like time passes really fast.

Tried hard but it doesn't help, did my best yet what i get in return is some crap. Back to my good old friends but they are all busy with their way of life, who is really there to shelter your pain anymore? We are all on different paths right from the start, who am i to ask for their support anymore.

Remember back then, when we all have our foolish dreams, setting up business of our own and moving out of our families and live with our friends. Dreaming of getting married to a guy of our dreams at the age of 24-26. You, be my bridesmaid and I, be yours. Wasn't that funny, our naive dreams at the juvenile times. Our bonds as friends will never break off but how long can that bond stand? As long as u exist, as long as i do? How can we guarantee such unforseenable future? R we being naive making that promise right from the start or perhaps i should believe that that will happen, no matter what. Perhaps...

Used to wish for a huge mansion and a beautiful car but from the looks of it now, nothing seems to be coming true, should i hold on to that wish and still hope it will come true one day? Or just naive to even still think about it?

Whenever the night gets quiet and i just can't fall asleep, everything repeats again in my mind, questioning my heart where exactly i am heading to and most of the times, my heart have no answer to it.

Everyone has their direction now, going their separate ways... It seems so easy for them, so smooth it went... Why is it so hard for me now?

Love is not expressed through buying things, it is expressed through the heart. How long will it take before all the love i have fade off, allowing my soul to drift away, far far away... Funny how things began, how it ended and then resurrected. Funny the way i handled it, funny the way it turns out. Will this go on forever, till the day this relationship is finally broken off... Sometimes, it is just so tiring to even think about it, and it is only getting worse... i hope the climax comes soon and then the ending. Or has it already been over and this is a new story? O god.. There i go again, i told you, it is tiring.

Within my family, there is nothing else i can do. I have known enough to stop knowing anymore. No matter how much it pains me, it is still going to happen. Regardless of the amount of tears i've shed, it can never be like what it was when i was young. There's really no point in putting in effort. Just like anything else, it is taking too much away from me. I can only love them as much as they want me to, my only wish is for this family to be peaceful.

Still, many things linger on in my pathetic soul. When the day comes, when my soul is cleanse, then would it the day when I finally leave this land of sorrows.

I never wanna give up on anything, I am too stubborn to but everything around me are forcing me to do that yet the only thing that remains is my determination to fight off these pains. Tiredness sets in and the thought of letting go comes again. I am but human, spare me some time to rest...

Then I ask again, when will be the time I can uncover the Answer to my Life...

SleEp

O well, school ended really early yesterday. Went to look for lao ma and bought chicken rice again. An excruciating ride back home on 173. I nv knew it takes such a huge round from Timah to Batok... I was basically in a shock when i saw the bus kept turning and turning at almost the same area... OMG!

Decided to head back home and makan. After eating, i am went into concussion again.

Woke up at 5pm and slack the rest of the day...

Woke up just now and see my papa panicked. HAHA!!! Didn't prepare for his trip to Taiwan. Before he left, i threw this phrase to him, "DUN DRINK HOR!" And he was laughing away. Funny. He will be back next Thursday. Also, my 2kor going to Thailand for Training for 4 days too. Well, i guess it is a quiet start for my holiday, better.

Intend to spend the rest of my day studying since i don't have to go school...

I bet you love me right? Yes I know it! HAHA!!!

In the silences...

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Another day went by...

Overslept this morning... FABM lecture and tutorial were boring as usual. Really, it is so not fun there.

Then, POA tutorial was cold... Heh Heh... It was just like that in school.

Went home after school, felt really sleepy.

Reached home, slept. Dearr called but i kind of dozed off after hearing her missed call, darl smsed, but i ignored as well... HAHA!!! I am too tired...

So, woke up an hour later, replied darl and called Dear. She wanted to tell me bout the new coordinator and her choatic bunch of friends. O! AMY!!!! I KNOW ITS YOU lIAO!!! Hee~

Then, started to do my report, as in kind of fixed it, went through everything and rushed out of my house at 8.20pm, afraid that the photocopy shop will close. But nAh, they were still open when i reached there, bind my report then went to Mac.

Waited for a while, DArl came, then he ate his meal, i ate my sundae, then he was looking at his watches that i finally found after some browsing.

Then, we kind of talk lots of crap from here to there, from my friends to his friends, from Singapore to Msia... Almost everything we can talk about. We laughed! FuNNy! He gave me a box of chocolate that MUST be kept below 23 degree.. LAme...

Waited for bus with me, and I spotted this handsome Ang Moh, and i told him bout my wish of marrying one, HAHA!!! Then, we saw a couple kissing, and we kind of teased them. Then, we saw 2lesbians and i was saying, "Ke Xi..." HAHA!!!! Then, my bus came, said BYEs, and left.

On the way back, saw this very big Indian god on the road being escorted by some police cars and bike, a bit scary in a way. I quickened my steps back.

I am still confuse bout the LMS assignment which need to be handed up on Friday but i think we have handed it up last week already... So messy...

2 hours lecture tml and i'm going back, so COOL! (contracted Pang's COOL)

I'm tired... Going to call deaArr...

In the laughter, I met you... In the sorrows, I found you. In my life, you came, and take my breathe away...

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Coming UpOn..

Today ain't a really good day. My head hurts the whole day through. GOSh...

Miss Soh was telling us that our class seems to very lost and sort of shoot us a bit. So i was like staring at her wondering why was she telling us and ONLY us, as in Jiawen, Joan and me. No use telling us right? The class wasn't that interesting, after doing the tutorials, i was basically dreaming away. Until the class finished. Went to print he WCOM report which was like so MANY PAGES!!!!!!!! Coz of the surveys... We went out of papers in the middle and i dashed down to get it from Edwin... HAHA!! Thanks Edwin!

After all the choatic moments, finally subimtted our report, HAPPY, one down...

Went to canteen to find Aunt Elaine and Aunt Lei. They were there to eat lunch. Aunt Elaine told me bout the web she set up which sells cosmetics and skin care products, pple, do check it out, not really ex wor... Then, they left. She smsed and said i look better with short hair.. HAHA!!! So funny.. Then, she was asking how much is the colouring at VK and all... So i called girlfriend to ask then tell her.
The web is: www.iarnetwork.com

So, after eating lunch, started with BCA, but dun really know wad to do so after touching a bit we stopped and said will ask him tmr...

Went to order trish's contacts and then went home. Head cannot make it.

Reached home, stoned, cannot make it, went to sleep.

Woke up and was feeling dizzy OK! So, sat there to regain my balance... HAHA!!! Cooked dinner, bathed and do homework. Hai... Realised POA tut need to do the Excel sheet... hai... Did that... Still got one question. GOSh...

Realised there are a lot of things to do. WHY?! When next week is Commont test!!!
1. BCA Unit J and K
2. POA tutorial(Wed)
3. FABM tutorial(Wed)
4. FABM Journal(Wed)
5. FABM Report (Fri)
6. LMS assignment(Fri)

ASS! Like hello, we need to study rmb?! FABM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The REPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun ask me out le lah, i dun wanna go out liao... So many things to submit by this week and Monday is the common test. ScREW!

I need to return library books also... OmG! Need to make a trip to WM tmr...

Occasionally, stress just come down all of a sudden out of no where and it is already so difficult to cope under the circumstances whereby people dun help each other and self-discipline is crucial, it doesn't help any bit to drop by in my mind at this point of time. I am dissatisfy with the way things are going, not convinced that this is wad it is like, not happy at the way other pple are being selfish, and extremely mad at myself for such incapability. Seriously, when was the last time i forgot that stress exist? I dun remember... It has been stressful all the while and it never stops. Is it just me or is the entire country feeling this way? I doubt so, i see pple happily going out everyday or spending time playing without worrying at all... How unfair can the world be? How unfair...

On the way back home today, on bus 61, suddenly images of the cold war i had with my family a few months ago came back. No idea why and tears was rolling in my eyes. Then, i find it hilarious coz i dunno why it came back so suddenly without warning. That was when, i remembered the source of the Cold war and many memories came back too... Why? Trying to remind me something or what?

O, forgot to mention, early in the morning, a msian number sent me an sms, the number was a stranger to me. But the content of the sms was somewhat familiar and I concluded it was Darl but foolishly, i still replied to that MSIAN NUMBER, so dumb, waste of money. HAhA!!! A little bit of grumble from him early in the morning.

My neck is feeling stiff now, been facing laptopn and desktop for too long, need some massage but no one to help me. hai...

Papa going Taiwan this friday, so sad lah... Cannot go coz of CT... Hate THAt!

How true is true when the truth does not exist anymore? How do we amend mistakes that were made delibrately? How do we write wrongs? Is there a slightest chance for the fault to be adjusted? Or perhaps, those were meant to be? From dusk till dawn, the sun comes and go. When all else fails, the sun is still shining up above, showing the way through the darkest time of all... Where is your sanctuary? I've yet to uncover so... 若需放弃那为何当初要努力。若无地可容,那容在自心中。因为生命难免有错,只要懂得错在何处,莫重蹈赴辙,生命也将精彩许多...

Monday, December 04, 2006

WAD THE HELL

I feel like killing somebody!!! Like send me somebody that i can KILL!!! For GOODNESSS SAKE!!!!

I thought everything was done for WCOm report but like as if! I was like starting at it and realised so many things were so WRONG! Spent my whole night fixing all the alignments, the long subject line and content page... Why don't they just kill me... Lack of sleep from last night and my head is breaking now. Like HELLO!!!! If i hadn't say anything, we would have submitted crap...

I am dying now... Crap, Ass, FUK! Dun wanna do this sort of thing AGAIN! And coz of this, i can't complete my FABM report. ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ArGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, why must i be in such shit...

Head spinning like nuts now...

That's IT!

WORK

Haven't work for so long for a while le.. And its kind of tiring to do that but then, was so satisfying.

Woke up at 7.45am, prepared and all. Sprayed me hair like nuts, so irritating and troublesome.

Woke AiAI up and then went to buy Mac for her and me. Met and she was looking funny when the hair net. Heh Heh! She forgot her wallet, rushed back and went she came back, she said her friend taking cab, so go together. Merc cab... Rich.. HAhA!!!

So, reached hotel, changed up and all, went up.

Andy asked me go do the setting for Rosewood's foodtasting. Went and saw the table setting not fully done then still need to bring a suzzane down. So i went up and down the whole hour to get things prepared... The escalator knows me. All of a sudden, Mr brandt walked me with a few more pple behind and i was like, "ehh... Good morning..." They were looking around and saying this and that while i continue to set my things. Scare me.. Finally saw the new manager, looks ehh, i dunnoe, not manager... HAHA!! Well, compared to the past, one simple word to describe, Different.

Anyway, I was telling Andy maybe he could let Dear worked with me, but he went one big round and said the both of us are siao one, cannot work together. I was like, WT!

Anyway, after all the setting, went to fold napkins with Aunty Santy. Gossiping all the way as usual and she kept asking why i dun wanna come back to work coordinator when i told her many times that i'm studying... HAHA!!!

Then, went to brew tea, standby at Rosewood and there it goes... GUests came, started all the serving. So independent yesterday, i was like estimating when caan Long Jiang go pick up and all. Then, many times, trying to talk to the coupl and their family. The kid was a bit impolite though. Ask for sprite and he can't wait. I already told Long Jiang to go take le, and the bar is on Lvl3 lor. He actually walked up to me and said, "Where is my sprite huh?" Ji tao went, WTH!

Anyway, the lunch ended, and i was doing turnover with Long Jiang for rosewood. He went for dinner while i was left to start the things. So i prepared for the linens, took out an IBM, wanted to take the six-feet but it was way behind so i ignored. Finished skirting and all, he came back to roll the tables out. While doing that, was smsing-darl, complaining bout my sleepiness.

After finishing everything, Joanne came to tell me Dear ask me to go canteen, so i went to office where i met Honey... He was like, "Honey, you still around ar?! GooD gOOD, stay for me ok?! Lavender...." HAHA!!! So went for dinner, sprayed my hair a little again, went up.

Lavender, western dinner.. The Ang mohs all look so pretty and suave... GoSh.. The whole event was funny and nice. End of the whole thing, when the dance floor opened, pple were getting high, asking for ever more wine... And things get a bit too HIGH for this ang moh couple but it was obvious that the girl is very not at that class... Ok.. A bit bad..

Eric was so cute, he just couldn't missed a moment of talking crap to me.. But that's wad makes the whole day fun in a way, he is so not like his brother... BLEH...

So everything ends at 11.30pm. Went back for Aiai but i didn't have a chance to work with her..

I kind of told Xiuying off for working like that consecutively without rest and her face is so cham now, see, lack of rest... Hai... Well, i guess the reason she gave me is a really good one, one that i can't say anything bout, still she should rest.

As for AiAi, hope she can be determined enough to stop working there bah, or perhaps just once in a while.

Dear waited with me for PAPA to come. He was a bit drunk lah then kept talking crap in the cab then i got kind of pissed and told him off too but he never gives up, carry on until we reached home... Irritating...

Reached home, bathed, drink soup, concussed.

Just now, Darl called me for a coffee so went to eat kopi roti then came home... SlACk...

Later tonight then finish off my report.. So tired now...

Still, love working there but then things are just so different now, i can barely recognize PT staff.. HAi...

Ciao for now...

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Finally!!!

I have been wanting to blog several times from yesterday to today but i didn't have any chance to. Its either i logged in and realised i got something else to do or i logged in but too busy to do other things. Well, finally, i am here at this time when i should turn in. Hai...

I spent my Thursday quite uselessly. Went to school early in the morning for POA lecture and i realised i didn't print my notes!!! ArGh! Coz i printed all the notes at once and i forgot that the notes for wed weren't out yet so basically i used foolscape for Lecture which is such a bad idea.

Went for a nice lunch at Galileo and went on for MAEC tut. Heh... That tut was alright. At least i understand everything she was saying and not dazing.

Went on for WCOM but didn't enter the LT, sat outside to do the WCOM report. It started raining so heavily! The wind was howling so loudly and we were trying to protect our babies from the rain. HAHA!!! Then a lecturer went pass and said, "Be careful of the laptops, girls." HA! So nice of him. Was feeling so sleepy but tried so hard to complete my part of the report. Then, the rain stopped, and finally most of the report are done.

Went to find Darl to get my books then that Uncle was taking his own sweet time, in the end all his customers came in, and i was like sitting there like nuts and almost sleeping... Took out my lappy and do my homework there... So wTh! In the midst, ting called me and she mentioned her DREAM to me. It was SO weird i should say.

Her Dream:
We met up in the interchange and i was looking very moody. All of a sudden i turned around and asked her with a furious look, "Who told you i patched up with E****!" and she got a shock and said, " I cannot know ar?"
End of dream.

She told me it was because she saw Eddie tied up his hair the day b4 that triggered this dream... HAHA!!! Relax siSter, no matter who i am with or patched up with, u will know... :)

So, went to MAc and was pissed with the wireless and went home feeling really tired.

Had a cold bath, did some report and i dieded on my bed.

Woke up this morning wanting to blog but saw the mail from Mr Michael and i realised i forgot to do my FAMILY GENOGRAM for IAC... ARGH!!! It was a good thing i woke up earlier but not early enough to complete it. In the end, i did complete it, but i was late for LMS... So sickening...

End of lesson, wanted to go Blk 53 to submit the genogram but bumped in Mr Michael at the Convention centre so ran up to him and handed it up. Told him bout our progress for the project and he was satisfied.

Oooo!!! By the way, Mrs Ng called me this morning(that explains why i woke up early) and told me about the make-up lecture thingy. So to TR01(if you are reading)

In case anyone hasn't receive the sms i sent, Mrs Ng said our make-up lecture(3rd Jan 07, 5pm to 7pm) no longer clashes with WCOM make-up tutorial because our individual assignment will be given on another day(hopefully Miss Jocelyn will tell us). Mrs Ng emphasized a lot of time through the phone call that the lecture is important so do ATTEND.

Ok, end of my job.

Came back home after going to WM to hunt for some food for dinner. Bought Sushi, and Old Chang Kee and went home.

Napped for a while and woke up to do FABM report. GOOD NEWS! I am almost down with it... HAA!!! So HAPPY!!!!

Yes, like Aiai said, saturday a few minutes away and we'll be working together. GoSh... Dun really wanna go work though coz no mood to especially at the thought of the new manager... WAD THe! But well, for AIAI!!! Love her!

K, shall fall asleep soon... 10am...

Love Myself, LoVE u!!!

尊重自己也尊重他人... The days are getting longer without the nothing from you... As minutes go by, I realised I am deeply in love... Have you ever been in love?