Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Coming UpOn..

Today ain't a really good day. My head hurts the whole day through. GOSh...

Miss Soh was telling us that our class seems to very lost and sort of shoot us a bit. So i was like staring at her wondering why was she telling us and ONLY us, as in Jiawen, Joan and me. No use telling us right? The class wasn't that interesting, after doing the tutorials, i was basically dreaming away. Until the class finished. Went to print he WCOM report which was like so MANY PAGES!!!!!!!! Coz of the surveys... We went out of papers in the middle and i dashed down to get it from Edwin... HAHA!! Thanks Edwin!

After all the choatic moments, finally subimtted our report, HAPPY, one down...

Went to canteen to find Aunt Elaine and Aunt Lei. They were there to eat lunch. Aunt Elaine told me bout the web she set up which sells cosmetics and skin care products, pple, do check it out, not really ex wor... Then, they left. She smsed and said i look better with short hair.. HAHA!!! So funny.. Then, she was asking how much is the colouring at VK and all... So i called girlfriend to ask then tell her.
The web is: www.iarnetwork.com

So, after eating lunch, started with BCA, but dun really know wad to do so after touching a bit we stopped and said will ask him tmr...

Went to order trish's contacts and then went home. Head cannot make it.

Reached home, stoned, cannot make it, went to sleep.

Woke up and was feeling dizzy OK! So, sat there to regain my balance... HAHA!!! Cooked dinner, bathed and do homework. Hai... Realised POA tut need to do the Excel sheet... hai... Did that... Still got one question. GOSh...

Realised there are a lot of things to do. WHY?! When next week is Commont test!!!
1. BCA Unit J and K
2. POA tutorial(Wed)
3. FABM tutorial(Wed)
4. FABM Journal(Wed)
5. FABM Report (Fri)
6. LMS assignment(Fri)

ASS! Like hello, we need to study rmb?! FABM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The REPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun ask me out le lah, i dun wanna go out liao... So many things to submit by this week and Monday is the common test. ScREW!

I need to return library books also... OmG! Need to make a trip to WM tmr...

Occasionally, stress just come down all of a sudden out of no where and it is already so difficult to cope under the circumstances whereby people dun help each other and self-discipline is crucial, it doesn't help any bit to drop by in my mind at this point of time. I am dissatisfy with the way things are going, not convinced that this is wad it is like, not happy at the way other pple are being selfish, and extremely mad at myself for such incapability. Seriously, when was the last time i forgot that stress exist? I dun remember... It has been stressful all the while and it never stops. Is it just me or is the entire country feeling this way? I doubt so, i see pple happily going out everyday or spending time playing without worrying at all... How unfair can the world be? How unfair...

On the way back home today, on bus 61, suddenly images of the cold war i had with my family a few months ago came back. No idea why and tears was rolling in my eyes. Then, i find it hilarious coz i dunno why it came back so suddenly without warning. That was when, i remembered the source of the Cold war and many memories came back too... Why? Trying to remind me something or what?

O, forgot to mention, early in the morning, a msian number sent me an sms, the number was a stranger to me. But the content of the sms was somewhat familiar and I concluded it was Darl but foolishly, i still replied to that MSIAN NUMBER, so dumb, waste of money. HAhA!!! A little bit of grumble from him early in the morning.

My neck is feeling stiff now, been facing laptopn and desktop for too long, need some massage but no one to help me. hai...

Papa going Taiwan this friday, so sad lah... Cannot go coz of CT... Hate THAt!

How true is true when the truth does not exist anymore? How do we amend mistakes that were made delibrately? How do we write wrongs? Is there a slightest chance for the fault to be adjusted? Or perhaps, those were meant to be? From dusk till dawn, the sun comes and go. When all else fails, the sun is still shining up above, showing the way through the darkest time of all... Where is your sanctuary? I've yet to uncover so... 若需放弃那为何当初要努力。若无地可容,那容在自心中。因为生命难免有错,只要懂得错在何处,莫重蹈赴辙,生命也将精彩许多...

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