I am so SICK!!! Just great... Everyone got sick and I, not left behind, caught my very own flu virus as well. Just GREAT! Struggling to breathe every second and to avoid any choking smell that comes my way. Gosh...

Didn't really meet up with Darling coz he was so busy and i am so sick! He drove by just now and we had a chat at my void deck. Miss DARLING! HAha!!!

Working tmr, its good to know that its a short day... So relieve... Need to heal myself well enough. Hai...

Year 2007 is coming to an end in about a day time and somehow this year, i dun quite rmb anything that can let me go WAH! Ha! Except for the fact that I fell in love yet another time. O well... School has been rather plain from the beginning. At home, things nv change, just a little bit of Financial crisis. With friends, nothing much, all my great friends are still with me, close. Love, has been all smooth since we caught each others' heart. Work, quit the hectic and tiring banquet job and thanks to my wonderful Honey, landed a temporary PT job with great pay. :D

I shall leave my sum up to tmr, the last day of the year. :D

Sick... Shall sleep early...

当时间走得太快，很多事已无法回首，但想一想，发生的事，原来，都已成为脑后的回忆...

Boring days at work... Seriously... Hai... Felt tired from the waking up early, but not from work and period came to harass me as well. So exhausting! O well....

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Went to WM with Mama after work on Thurs coz she wants to buy a pair of shoes and have a haircut while i want to get my phone. :D So, she found her pair of shoes at Noda Noda and offered to buy a pair for me, Hee~ So i bought new work shoes! Ha! So happy!

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Queued for my phone and after chop chop getting my phone, there were this 3 inconsiderate asses, standing infront of the cashier to ask stuff bout their $43 stuff, I was so pissed lah! The queue become longer and longer and they dun have a sense of urgency, that people are waiting and they are in the wrong queue to enquire stuff. One of them walked out, hit me, i stared at him. The entire queue was making noises until they finally left, that same guy hit me again, i stared at him with my angry face. Wad was supposed to be a 10min transaction ended up to become a 20min one. INCONSIDERATE ASSES! How come Singapore or rather, Batok got such people?! Phew!

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Anyway, mama went ahead to cut her hair, Darling was busy, OT-ed alone till late late. But managed to came online for a little chat with me. :D Happy!

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I fell asleep shortly after.

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Period came on Friday morning and i had to go for driving. I was so tired and cannot concentrate, kept forgetting things and Jiu Jiu just kept scolding... Hai... No choice...

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Rushed to VK coz mama ask me to give Darling Xue Ge, and Darling wants to pass me his PSP to play silent hill. HA!

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Went to work and same old thing. Not really busy at work but am tired.

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After work, went back home. Had dinner, watched TV... AH.....

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Chatted with Darling for a while but he was really tired, so he logged off. PH called me, and i went downstairs to chit chat with him and joining us was Terry.

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Ho! So long nv talk talk with them...:D Left around 3am and i concussed straight away, was really tired....

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Morning, Darling called me, hurried and prepare, he drove me to Batok and i went to UOB! Ho! Got myself another account. YeAh! And Terry went to make his also. :D

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We had lunch together then he head to see Doctor for his Dematose i think.

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I came home and concussed again. Till just now. HAHA!!!

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Wad a holiday spent, tired out from work, project and everything... Haaaaa...........

Snowman's head for me to eat but i gave to Darling's house de children. The Xmas gift!!! MuaCks!
Fish and I, after work, in front of Pantry 1, Ho!
Zen zeN ZeN.... She's leaving soon...
So tired today... Been tired the last few days.. O no, is everyday... HAHA!!! Work started from 9am today and my shoe spoil, just great for a grunchy morning.... Hai... It was a good thing i found a spare shoes at the locker. HA!

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The day was really boring, almost finished watching Naruto at work, browse through the phones and i decided to get a phone that is not so ex and to upgrade my plan, simple and nice, that's all i'm asking now.

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So sadist when i sat in Pantry 2 alone eating lunch and looking at the coffee machine. HA! Sian-ed...

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Anyway, before work ended, Zen and wan Yu was talking bout baking Muffins for us, haha! So interesting and there went online looking for all sorts of recipes.

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Left when work ended. Tired....

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Reached WM and bought my facial cotton for my make-up remover, finally.

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Met up with Darling and he let me play with a new game, Silent Hill, k, it scared the hell out of me at first. And i stopped playing with it when i can't find my way. :D

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Went for Dinner with Darling and had Kway Chap, still WM's kway chap is the best! Ho! We were chatting bout our day, and we had quite a similar one. :D

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Reached home and i simply can't care much, just wanna sit down and rest. Legs pain too...

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Tired as always but fun, no matter wad. This is my life. :D

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Always reminding myself how much I love you, never a day, putting that to a rest... Now... Its more than just reminding, it comes to me so naturally, inborn, that's what I call it... I love you...

Wad a marvellous Xmas spent. Planned a lot of stuff just to get to wad we wanted. So happy...

:D I love my Darling... The best gift i have for many years to come... :D

I, too, love my Sister. The best treasure for many lifetimes to come.... :D

HOhO!

Thanks for the wonderful Xmas...

My darling I love, right or wrong, tough or not, fast or slow, this journey has been an awesome one. Regrets I asked? I have no idea but at this very second, no regrets has came across, it is you, I love. No worries about any other, so what if you are not the perfect one... Just as long as you are my perfect one, that's enough.

Blog today is ON: My boring day at work.....

Supposed to be working from 9am to 6pm today, but when we reached work, we were given the good news of working till 3pm ONLY! Which means i can go back home and put all the unrelevant stuff but, some people dun like that, refuse to let us go at 3pm so we need to spend some boring hours at here.

After lunch with Xueting, we were basically slacking all the way. Sian de lor.... Then, the crazy xueting started playing with the phone, calling anyone she could, including my house. My kor actually said i wasn't at home. She was so happy playing with it lah... My GOD!

Boring! Now, i am actually blogging, can u believe it? Bore till like that.

Its Xmas eve and its a boring day.... HELP! HELP!

Didn't blogged, no mood to type anything although there were things to pen down. I'm just tired. As simple as that.

Wad is a holiday like without a good sleep and some relaxation? Used to always sleep till the sun is on my butt and played games on my console, and going k-boxing with friends. Now? No more... Holiday make me a slave, slogging to earn the bits of cash to support myself. Hai.. So tired... Though this is a much better job than any of those from before but still, its working... Hai.... Me... Whining again... HA!

Waited for a good half an hour before instructor arrived, was so pissed but couldn't say anything. Damn....

Met Terry at MRT and he was telling me ridiculous stuff again.... HAHA!

Work was boring, i was feeling rather tired, and it sucks to feel that way. Although i only started at 1pm but ha, seriously hate that feeling.

Ended work, and had dinner with Ting. Bought Old Chang Kee for Darling coz i know he haven't eat, been busy the entire day... Poor him... End of year nearing and business is really non-stop for him and the rest.

Hun came, picked us up, paid him the money and he drove us back. :D So good to have a car to drive and a license which permits one to drive... I think i need to wait really long for that.

Wanted to sleep till very late today but no idea why, just woke up at 10plus am. Ate breakfast and watched TV. Fell asleep on sofa while watching TV.

Bathed and went to Vivo to shop for chocolate. HAHa! Xmas present is so hard to find when you have no money... HAi... Bought many many sushis and an extra one for Darling, in case he jams at custom.

Went back, rushed to take comic for darling and met him at the carpark. Darling is sick!!!!! Ah!!!! So sad.... Flu and sore throat... Hai.. So we had dinner and he headed back home... Chatted all the way till he reached JB.

Watched TV and did some project work.

It sounds so practical, she never feels like she is hurting my feeling... An investment i guess? Just me and not the rest... Just because i do better than those good-for-nothing, just because u can expect more from me, just because i am more vulnerable i supposed. I dun want you to control my life, I don't want my life to be like yours... I want a better life... I am not being cruel, you are just being too practical. That most probably why some children turn their back on their parents but I won't... That doesn't mean I'm any push-over... You know that better than anyone else.

I love you, yes I do... But wad does the future holds for us? Will the barriers be too high to conquer, will they become too much to handle, will you just back down and leave? I miss the times when I struggle to forget you, struggle so hard for you to ignore me, but end of it all, i am still in love with you and you are still giving me so much attention... "When life changes, will you change?" You always question me this way... Will you change? I love you... That's all I know...

Working straight from Monday to Wed, its been a while since i felt this kind of tiredness, the yearn for my bed and the anticipation of calling it a day.

Been so busy and so tired... With work... Ignored my project entirely but kind of got it back.

9am - 6pm yesterday, rushed home and went out right after that to go St James.... I was feeling sleepy right at the moment when i met darling and went to Ting's place but once in a blue moon, i hung in there.

Reached there finally and had some drinks and dances with the girls. Took quite some pictures but its all with Tricia. Ahhhh.........

It was kind of fun but tiring. Around 2plus am, my legs were hurting from the day of work and the heels. So i told them i wanna leave. Terry and co happened to be outside after their supper at West Coast.

Split ourselves up and Rong Hun, who just got his license drove ting and i back. Ho Ho!

So, didn't spend on anything last night, which is great! Ho! Reached home around 4am, slept.

Woke up at 9.07am when darling gave me the morning call. Prepared and i knew i was late, Darling offered to drive me to school. HO! So happy!

It was raining so heavily and Darling drove me to school! HA!!! That doesn't happen everyday...

Reached school, discussed, then went to Mac coz i was damn hungry, complete discussion. Sit around, chat a little and i came home.

After tidying up the project brief, sent out to everyone, i concussed.

A few sms-es woke me up but i didn't bother. Until Darling sms, and i realised it was 5.20pm. Hurried, bath and went to find him.

After a while, he knocked off, we went to WM to buy some stuff. Then went on for dinner at JW there.

Ting called me and told me a ridiculous thing, funny ah... HA! Always making jokes...

K, i shall go do some school work then sleep le. There's driving lesson tmr morning and working in the afternoon.

SO TIRED!!!!

A new week begins... And i overslept!!!!!!!
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Rushed to school right after i woke up then rushed to work but i was still late... Hai... So no good...
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It wasn't very busy at work today but for the 1st time, my hp was so busy receiving sms-es.... Can u believe it, 4smses came, after i replied, another 4 came. HA! Non-stop. But no prob, my hp didn't blow up. HA!
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After work, went to Chinatown meet mama, she wants to buy clothes. While i was just there to carry her bags. But she didn't buy a lot lah, 2 tops and some daily necessities. I, on the other hand, bought perfume... HAHA! FOund my Gucci Rush 2 at a good bargain. Bought it. :D Also, got present for Melanie as well. Its her BD tmr!!!!! HAHA! She the last one on my list, almost every year. HAHA!!!
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See how time flies. When everything seems like it has only just began. Now, i am already 19, marking the end of my teenage years... Sad, very sad... But its also time to embrace this new beginning into my adulthood. Not too long more for me to enjoy all the student discounts, so i'll make absolute use of it right now, before it ends. HAHA!!!
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We've all grown up... So fast that we tend to forget too much... Do you still remember how we first met?
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Darling is OFF today but he was busy the entire day with his family stuff and it was raining. Hope he is ok after being in the rain... :D MuaCks!
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Working early tmr! Shall sleep now! NIGHTs!

Saturday... A day pretty well-spent. Met up with Ting in the afternoon for some bo liao shopping at WM. Heh Heh! Enjoyed the little company we had there. We walked so so far... And i wanna review a secret, somebody wore a torn FBT... Ho Ho!

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Meet up with Darling at night, had dinner at Food junction. Japanese Teppanyaki!!! But the chef is a Burmese... Ho Ho! The food is really nice... YuM yUm!

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Watched The Legend, i like it. HEH HEH! Go watch if you wanna know the story...

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Darling was going so fast on the road that i felt scared. HeH!

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So nice to be with Darling.... Been a week long since we met up coz of CT. Feels kind of funny coz i kind of got used to not having him by my side and only sms-ing each other, yet, missed him so much. The feeling of reunion when we met up on Sat. Ho! MuackS...

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Planned by Terry Tan to go blading this afternoon but he was late late late. After bout 2 to 3 hours of waiting with Silong, Hun and ting, i decided not to go anymore, instead, meet up with Darling at night.

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The shop's fuse jumped... Ho! He told me... Must be scary... Was coz of the iron-ing thingy... And And! Darling told me he striked lottery.. Heh hEh! Not a lot coz its only consolation but he is so happy, coz he seldom, and i mean very rarely, this type of opportunity cross. HAHA!!!

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We had dinner together and chatted a bit here and there and these children sitting beside us were so freaking noisy! And we cannot tahan, left.

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Say Kok Hong, Wei Yi and Jing Hui at coffee bean.

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Darling drove all the way to woodlands when he recalled he forgot to top up his cash-card. Bo Bian... Turned back to top up... Hai...

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At this time, i think he is still on his way home bah... Poor darling... Good thing he dun have to work tmr, but he need to help out his family... HA!

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I mUacks my DaRLiNG...

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And, 2 days passed after CT, it felt so fulfilling... Ho Ho!

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Going to school tmr morning to hand up the Study trip form, afterwhich, its working, and then to Chinatown with Lao ma...

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HIGH!

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Shall turn in now... Nights...

On the 14th Dec 07

"Before I become a MAN, i will act GAY"
"Dance for my Wife and GF"
"BIG tree"
"Ahhh!!! My bra!!"
"ChoColate hoLding SkiLL! Only I know!""HoHo! Now you sEE it!""My TREE!""OoO!!! CHoColate...""O! How come it dOEsn't come OUT?" "IT's MINE!""HoHo!"Xmas Tree Replicas?!OpEn LEGs! Good-lookings
PooR photoGrapHy... (PoInts to HusBand)

Wishing the best for you, Husband!!! May the journey of becoming a Man be a smooth and prospering one for you! We'll always be around to crack jokes with you... ALL THE BEST! PS: I wanna see u BOTAK! HAHA!!!

又感觉累了... 是读书的关系吧...

2 down, 2 to go!

加油！！！

Spent my whole day at home mugging... K, not every second and every minute but at least most of the time, i am studying. Kept getting distracted... I'm done with all the lectures but really afraid if something of the unknown comes out. I even read the readings.

Today is Papa's birthday and i dun remember at all. Only said Happy Birthday to him and nothing more... Hai... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

K, i need to sleep early for tmr's paper at 8.30am.

Nights!

YeAH! That's the new top but... How come i feel i look fat in it? HA! Need to keep fit...

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TDM paper today was not very tough, good thing wad i studied all came out. I will be able to do well, sure of that.

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Slacked the whole afternoon and studied TL just now. OMG! The notes can kill. Although its only 4 lectures, but it consists of more than 70slides each lecture. Its really not easy to rmb everything and to put them into LAC. Hai...

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Shall wake up early tmr to study HBM. :D JiA yOu!

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Thanks for always giving me the encouragement I need... All of you... I'm blessed to have you...

Today is a Sunday. I woke up in the morning and saw the eyebags i've developed and it scare me really badly. This is the 1st time i noticed such a huge bag under my eyes and suddenly i felt old. Hai... When all the systems in the body messed up and things like that will surface on the face. I need to do something about it but that is only after exam then i'll do it.

O! Yesterday Darling and I met a lot of weird people. A girl kept staring at us when we were having dinner, then, a middle-aged group couple acting quite intimately then realised that the uncle was a bit tipsy, a girl who walked infront of the the mirror/glass panel of MRT, admiring at herself and smiling herself, and all the way, she was like, acting to herself... Very weird right? HAHA!!!

Anyway, i saw a nice Levis signature skinny and another Levis original skinny. OMG! And and a nice dress from Espirit. Crap... If i decide to buy all these 3, it will cost me approximately $230.... OMG!!!!! But i really like it... Serious... I think i'll get the skinny from signature and dress from edc. Heh hEh.. Which are like, around $130. Wah!

Tomorrow is TDM paper and i'm done with revision, at least that's wad i felt. i even compiled the notes together and printed 1 out myself. Heh hEh! Hope that's wad will come out, no side-track please! The paper is 11am. I shall turn in right bout now then wake up early to revise it all over again. :D

Didn't meet up with Darling coz i need to study, he went back to meet his Shui Shui for Laksa dinner. HAHA! Its always like that.

Let this week be a calm and quiet week. A week that let the both of us have a little break away from each other. :D

This weekend, very hot, cycling and possible roller blading! WAhA! Loving it!

Before that, need to Focus, Focus, Focus. This is the most important thing now. Good Night!

看着你，我想到了种种的画面，过去历历，我们创造在一起... 没想到... 我们又能在一起...

It feels weird...

A family doesn't feels like a family. Because... I am just a daughter... But, my brothers doesn't treat home, home. It seems like we dislike coming home sometimes. I would wanna stay out for some reasons. My brothers come home as and when they like. It feels weird...

Life is such a misery... How I wish i dun need to do anything anymore!!!

第几次爱上你？ 为了你，放弃了不少... 我不觉得很委屈，因为，都是值得的... 只是，未来仍是个未知数... 你会不会永远，如此如此地爱我？会不会不伤害我？不知道是对还是错，不知道是祸还是福，我只知道， 此时此刻，我爱的，是你...

他不是最完美的人，不是很有钱，不是很厉害，不是很年轻，可是，他，是我爱，且爱我的人... 就是这么简单...

Wee~ Thursday was IS execution. It was kind of boring. I was so excited initially basically coz i'm the leader and am happy that my group members did their stuff and set the booth up. Hee~ The booth is simple but i think its nice.

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Ended at around 2pm lah, coz there weren't much to do and Jeffrey Wu didn't come down so we left.

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I went to find darling for a while then went home for a late lunch.

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Darling was very weird last night. I dunno. Didn't know that he would be angry over the thing i did. I just didn't want him to be tired. But well, things got better. So happy when he held my hanD again...

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Woke up late this morning but reached school very early. SPM lecture then TL lecture. Paul Chang is really a fun guy. Though his lecture notes are always long and lengthy but he never fails to make lecture fun and interactive. At least its not dead dead...

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After the 2 lectures, i went to find Rong Hun and rubbished with him a little. Afterwhich, met up with Xueting for lunch at Alumni. That place changed a lot, then i realised how long it has been since i last visited it. Its no longer Galileo but Pine's.... Had some chattings and complaining session with ting and when we left the place, it started raining, so we took the sheltered path.

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I went to find Hun again and ordered 2 shirts from him. Then went back home.

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Did a bit of revision for TDM, and then took a short nap.

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Went out to meet the guys again to go City Hall. Went to the addidas but its boring, nothing to buy at all. Sian-ed.... So walked to Marina Square and i freaking felt under dressed. HAHA! Bought a top from Topshop with Ping Hong's discount card. O Ho! Wasted money again...

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Ermmm.... Then, kind of left the place. Terry doesn't seem to be in a really good mood and he refused to take bus with us. He actually went to take train himself coz he only has MRT concession while the rest of us have bus concession.

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They refused to take pictures with me, so that was the only 1 i managed to snapped myself with hun and ping hong. Ha!

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Had dinner at Gombak then i came back home while they continued chatting.

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Reached home and i realised i lost my eyeliner. GREAT! I LOST IT! I still have half of it unused! So pissed! But well, it was only for a moment.

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Life has been busy, busy and busy. Hasn't really been a day when i really rested fully. Its school work, project, earning cash, meeting Darling, spending time with friends, chatting and bickering with my Mama, online and just having no time for rest. My dark rings are getting worse and my complexion is getting really bad. Its time i do something bout it.

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Common Test is on Monday. 1st paper will be Travel and Destination Management. I'm done with 3 lectures, 2 more to go. I will wake up earlier to study tmr. :D

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PS: It may have been choatic, may have been frustrating, but all in all, its my life and I am trying to make it my way. :D

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We don't have to do the same thing, we just have to be in the same direction...

我知道你对我好... 我很开心你对我如此如此的细心... 这样的好，我不想终止，因为，我知道，你从没忘记我...

亲爱的，我不是有意要让你生气，只是不想你太累... 我不是故意唱反调，只是我知道，我什么忙也帮不上，只能让你不要太疲惫...

对不起，好像有错了... 但我也明白了.... Love you....

Here's the pictures snapped from my Camera!!! WAHAHA! SO proud of it OK!!! Hee~

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Skipped lecture this morning again, then the tutorial itself. Everything was ok. I ran off after that coz of Driving in the afternoon. Went to update my bank book, then buy bread for Mama... -

After driving, came back home to study. Rested a while then bathed, had dinner, went out to meet Darling. After a while, went back home.

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Continued studying, then came online to deal with the rest of ECD project. Tmr is the booth, i think its not gonna be a big thing. We're just gonna spend some time there and that's it. Hopefully we can leave early. :D

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Ermm... My mood is still bouncing up and down... Moodless one moment, got mood the next.

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O well, i think my mood will swing back sooner or later. As long as i get my things done and that's it.

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I lOVE MYSELF!!!!

I forgot to share my joy the last time i blogged. I bought my DIGITAL CAMERA!!! Like finally!!!! It costs me $299 with lots of freebies, hee~ But i had to queue for a gruesome almost 2 hours queue. I was so tired.... HahA! Its a Casio 7.2megapixels camera... So happy... But i haven't really used it though.

I've been having a hard time fighting the dark rings of my eyes. Ha! Haven't had enough sleep for quite a while already.

Sometimes, i dun really know what's got into some people. I cannot find the trace of your absurb. I find you so ridiculous. When you are the one saying what you want. Things are confirmed and people are so much depending on your appearance to help save the day but you turned your back and didn't even bother to inform that you won't be able to make it. When i questioned you, you told me, you have exams to focus on. Well, dun i have exams? Its not like i'm asking you to dedicate an entire year to this freaking job YOU asked for! "I am not as smart as you, Apple, I dun wanna play with my results. Sorry." was your reply. Well, Thank you for praising me, i accept that compliment but i dun appreciate any of your sarcarsm. It is so rude of you because...... It was you who wanted the job. I am so disappointed that that came out of you. So much for Friends Forever... I won't expect anything anymore.

I kind of laid myself down from Monday, i am really tired, i dunnoe why. I dun really know wad i've done to feel so tired coz i dun see myself doing a lot. Or perhaps I did.

Monday freaking Tutorial made my day really bad. I really dun like you, stop giving us so many things to do, we don't have the time. Can't you measure your work?

Feel lost in a maze i thought i've gotten out so long ago. Recently, there's always this miscommunication with people. Especially those that i think are close enough. Or perhaps, I am wrong? Does correcting people's mistakes makes people pissed? At least I know i don't. We learn from our mistakes, don't we? You want to know your mistakes but you dun like somebody of the same level as you to correct you... Ironic isn't it?

Well, maybe you people can stop looking for me for a while. I'm having a serious mood swing this week and i dun wish to be bothered by any of the craps that i receive when i do something out of kindness. I am sick and tired of being the good guy here. I just wanna study and have my test, be with my Darling and spend some time with my Mama. So, if you dun like the presence of me, always saying too much in your face, maybe, you should stop looking for me for a while. I'm gonna be alright like that for a while, and I need such times. So, dun bother.

With fortune comes the loss of every other thing... But it seems like i'm losing almost everything when I don't have such fortune. Perhaps, you are the one who is moving away from the path we used to call, ours. No more crossroad for you and I, I supposed. You can walk your path, don't have to look back anymore... Since you are happy the way you are... I am such a fool...

Friday Steamboat was FUN FUN FUN! Attendees: Terry, Ping Hong, Kok Hong, Liang Cai, Wei Yi, Jing hui, Xiao Qiang, Rong Hun, Xueting and myself.

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Was already feeling hungry before we reached Bugis, when we reached the steamboat place, the queue was damn long. So we went onto a Van which offers to go another place which doesn't need to queue.

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Went to Joo Chiat and really nobody but the food is still very FRESH!!! YuM! Didn't eat a lot but i was very full already. Everybody have fun eating and talking! Hee~

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We went back to Bugis in the van then we took some pictures, went to toilet and went back home on train. Most of us, tired. But still fuN!

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Went to Batok Mac, rot and eat ice cream. Then walked home with Xueting, and Terry and Ping Hong escorted me home again! Hee~ But only half way, coz i know they are tired too...

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Slept at 3am, woke up at 9.30am.

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Terminal 3 is DAMN BIG! Walked the undone terminal and it took us almost 2hours.... GOSH! But i must say, Singapore is good, i love the terminal! HAHA!!!

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Night, went out with darling...

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Today, rested the entire day! WAHA!

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Went for dinner and shop shop with DARLING!!! Hee~ HE IS CUTE! But very idiotic... Poke PokE me...

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K, i think i'm gonna turn in already!

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NIGHtS!