A day totally messed up... I lost wad was so precious to me... I could've held on but i chose to let go... I dun want something to be such a make-believe nor do i want you to suffer at all.
I thought everything was supposed to be... Everything seemed so perfect... I should've know that nothing can be perfect in this world. U can have something but be sure to lose something.
You came into my life offering me wad i lacked most but you left my life, lingering in my soul... Am i dreaming? Am i naive? I dun want to give up, i've yet to though... Because my heart still belongs to you...
I tried to make my day as normal as possible but i can't help but think of you. The look on your face when u saw me cry, the touch u tried to give but i pushed it all aside, the smile u squeezed from your face just to tell me u are alright and the smell that seems to keep coming when i laid in my quiet night... You seem to be everywhere when i know you're gone.
You told me u dun wanna give up, that u dun wanna let me go but that very heart of yours is too big for me to hold... U told me you couldn't sleep, that u felt the sense of loneliness and u told me i'm the cause of them all... I dun want u to linger no more... I tried utmost to tell u that wad is meant to be, shall be...
I woke up in the morning, with you by my side... No, u are just made-up by my simple mind... I hugged onto my pillow, feeling your arms wrapped around me, but i know, those were just me... Tears came streaming down my cheeks, unexpectedly... And u know, you are the cause of it...
I tried to pretend that everything was alright, to smile and laugh like i always do, but whenever i am alone, when nobody talks to me, my mind wonders off, to find that comfort zone where i used to be.
Despite the fact that you are gone, i know that you will always be there, so there... I hope you will be happy from this day on and dun let me take over your mind no more, because, there is someone else, you odd to have, to have your life taken over by... And I know, that is not me...
I miss you and I love you... Yet this essence of love can never be uncovered anymore...
I am sorry, friends... Dun ask me why, dun ask me wad happened... Give me some time before i tell u the truth... My mind is in a whirl now... Let me be... When u found tears in my smiles, please do not pursue the reason why. When u see me staring into the air, wake me up... When u no longer see my bubbly-self, find me and tell me that you are there for me... Thank You...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Sad....
Darn tiring day... Just a short blog.
Presentation caught me off guard, first time in my life, i didn't have the chance to complete my presentation. Feeling sux but well, wad to do, that's the given time frame.
Got BSTA paper back, great, i passed it really well, happy for myself, after the setback of the just-pass for my common test. Guess what? I went in the the test hall with my mind pretty much blanked... Too nervous but did all i could to get wad i had, so HAPPY! On the other hand, i falied my OCOM paper... Heh Heh! Hopefully all the table topics, class participation and group work will add up to a C bah... HoPe!
Very tired after ITR, so went back home after that. However, didn't sleep, i was busy doing the MIEC newspaper hardcopy... Then, i felt bored, so i swept the floor... HA!
I'm very angry with my mother... Why can't she understands that i hate it when she talks bad bout my friends? Especially him... Feel so sad again... I dun like her for being so not understandable bout wad i want and wad i yearn. It's not bout the looks, the money or the brain... It's bout the feeling... Besides, he's not bad looking, he's not poor and he got brain... And the feeling is there... Why can't she just let me be, let us be, let everything goes wherever it should... Until it ends... Even if it is a wrong move to fall for someone like him, y not just let it be? Coz i will have no regrets, coz i did it willingly, coz i want this... Something that is so precious to me yet she never understands me... I just wanna have it... Even if it is hell i'm heading, i chose it... It's me... It's all me... Why can't she just let me be? Regrets? Even if i have any, it is myself that is suffering... It's, afterall, part of growing up... Why can't she just comprehend this?
I'm tired from all these things happening... I'm once again, once the edge of breaking down... SLEEP!!! LOTS OF IT...
I dun wanna lose you to somebody so close to me...
Presentation caught me off guard, first time in my life, i didn't have the chance to complete my presentation. Feeling sux but well, wad to do, that's the given time frame.
Got BSTA paper back, great, i passed it really well, happy for myself, after the setback of the just-pass for my common test. Guess what? I went in the the test hall with my mind pretty much blanked... Too nervous but did all i could to get wad i had, so HAPPY! On the other hand, i falied my OCOM paper... Heh Heh! Hopefully all the table topics, class participation and group work will add up to a C bah... HoPe!
Very tired after ITR, so went back home after that. However, didn't sleep, i was busy doing the MIEC newspaper hardcopy... Then, i felt bored, so i swept the floor... HA!
I'm very angry with my mother... Why can't she understands that i hate it when she talks bad bout my friends? Especially him... Feel so sad again... I dun like her for being so not understandable bout wad i want and wad i yearn. It's not bout the looks, the money or the brain... It's bout the feeling... Besides, he's not bad looking, he's not poor and he got brain... And the feeling is there... Why can't she just let me be, let us be, let everything goes wherever it should... Until it ends... Even if it is a wrong move to fall for someone like him, y not just let it be? Coz i will have no regrets, coz i did it willingly, coz i want this... Something that is so precious to me yet she never understands me... I just wanna have it... Even if it is hell i'm heading, i chose it... It's me... It's all me... Why can't she just let me be? Regrets? Even if i have any, it is myself that is suffering... It's, afterall, part of growing up... Why can't she just comprehend this?
I'm tired from all these things happening... I'm once again, once the edge of breaking down... SLEEP!!! LOTS OF IT...
I dun wanna lose you to somebody so close to me...
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Happy day!
There are a few things that I need to touch on today.
It was raining cats and dogs this morning, i woke up pretty early, so i did everything in a relax way and then walked out, taking much attention on my slippers, coz it's slippery.. Slipped a few times but didn't fall. Upon reaching Bus stop, wondered a little whether I'd bumped into Ping Hong or not, but well, i didn't.
At the interchange, again i was thinking whether i'd bumped into anyone familiar or not, obviously, i did not. All the way to school, i was ston-ing and staring into the cold air, hugging myself, trying to keep myself warm under the air-con. Then, i kind of remembered chatting with Wei Yi online last night, he wanted to meet us for some catching up but Ma cooked so i didn't go out. So i was thinking maybe meeting him later in the afternoon bah.
Before going for CIP, i nearly slipped again at the stairway and guess who caught me? My SiSter... HAHA!!!
So, CIP started. As usual, sat there trying to finish the tutorial and also to finish off the E-portfolio. Took quite a while but didn't manage to get it done. VK came to talk to me bout something which, as usual, i dun really catch, so i assumed he was telling me something bout the blog thingy, in the end, he got the wrong person, he thought it was me who told him bout some mails or wadever... Then, he began asking bout tagboard again so i spent some of my time telling him wad to do but he couldn't get wad i mean... Then, Mrs Ang caught all of us using MSN and kind of admonished us and told us to off it, so there went the convo. Was really thirsty so decided to grab a drink. Jiawen went with me. Who knows just minutes after we left, she let us off... HA!!! Well, went back and packed up.
Went to eat with them but i didn't eat coz i was full from the Soya Bean. After that, decided to leave, initially thinking of sleeping, then thought of Wei Yi. So i asked him out. This sickening guy make me wait for an hour, dunno how to tell me to go home first meh?! Ya, so from 11.50, waited till 1pm... FOR THESE 2 GUYs! Silong and Wei YI! BuAy Tahan... So, went to food court and chatted some stuff, and laughed all the way. Pretty happy to meet up with them, at least i caught some laughs. Somehow, i caught something more... I tried hard not to think bout it but somehow, i got some hints or something. K, let's just conclude that i think too much so ya, i think too much. Well, Wei Yi said NS is hard, he wants to study, and this time, he is determine to. Hopefully, he's sincere bout it, better landing in future. All the best to this friend of mine. Come to think of it, i knew him since Pri1... Wahh.... HA!
Anyway, after much walking around and a FREE Mocha ice blended from Coffee Bean, contributed by Silong, Wei Yi went to get his gf while Silong walked with me to interchange. Well, he, for some reasons, got to know bout this somebody who cuts my hair and i got no choice but to admit... It's so funny the way i reacted and the way he told me.. HAHA!!! So, we went pass VK, so i told him bout it, briefly and told him not to tell anyone... HA! Saw Vk pretty empty so i walked in to see the 2 GuyS! Heh hEh! They are pretty free.. Richard started asking bout the tag again, so i patiently tried to explain wadever i meant this morning. Then, i showed them some videos that i got in my lappy... Funny... Richard finished half and left to do some PS2 thingy while Andy was so entertained by the videos. He's funny, kept laughing and laughing even when i dun think it's funny... And imagine their reactiong when they saw the Cats' video... HeH! K, it's disgusting... Anyway, i was kind of tired so after all the videos, i said bye bye and left.
At home, didn't take nap, started to do the E-portfolio and completed it at bout 6plus 7. Then, i logged off after a little chat with ting coz i needed the loo... Hee~ After that, i watched TV the whole night... HAHA!
Then, papa called back 3 times lah... Kept asking me i wanna eat not coz i haven't eat... HAHA!!! Ok, so in the end, decided to go kopitiam with both pa and ma. Ya, so we went cycling... Hee~
Before i got on the bicycle, got an sms from sister... Well, SmiLe my sister! I'm so always there, whether u want me or not... :)
O ya, dear told me she fell down... Dunno wad happen... hope she's doing fine...
Going to OHS tomorrow to get my pay and to watch movie with Jiawen and joAn! WAHAHA!!! LAKE HOUSe!!!
Right... So these are the stuff that i wanna say. I had a wonderful day today... Especially seeing Wei Yi and Silong... I love today... 31st July 06
O... It's chinese Valentine's today... Happy Chinese Valentine's to ALL!!!
MuAcKs!
NiGht!
CiAO!
I wonder...
It was raining cats and dogs this morning, i woke up pretty early, so i did everything in a relax way and then walked out, taking much attention on my slippers, coz it's slippery.. Slipped a few times but didn't fall. Upon reaching Bus stop, wondered a little whether I'd bumped into Ping Hong or not, but well, i didn't.
At the interchange, again i was thinking whether i'd bumped into anyone familiar or not, obviously, i did not. All the way to school, i was ston-ing and staring into the cold air, hugging myself, trying to keep myself warm under the air-con. Then, i kind of remembered chatting with Wei Yi online last night, he wanted to meet us for some catching up but Ma cooked so i didn't go out. So i was thinking maybe meeting him later in the afternoon bah.
Before going for CIP, i nearly slipped again at the stairway and guess who caught me? My SiSter... HAHA!!!
So, CIP started. As usual, sat there trying to finish the tutorial and also to finish off the E-portfolio. Took quite a while but didn't manage to get it done. VK came to talk to me bout something which, as usual, i dun really catch, so i assumed he was telling me something bout the blog thingy, in the end, he got the wrong person, he thought it was me who told him bout some mails or wadever... Then, he began asking bout tagboard again so i spent some of my time telling him wad to do but he couldn't get wad i mean... Then, Mrs Ang caught all of us using MSN and kind of admonished us and told us to off it, so there went the convo. Was really thirsty so decided to grab a drink. Jiawen went with me. Who knows just minutes after we left, she let us off... HA!!! Well, went back and packed up.
Went to eat with them but i didn't eat coz i was full from the Soya Bean. After that, decided to leave, initially thinking of sleeping, then thought of Wei Yi. So i asked him out. This sickening guy make me wait for an hour, dunno how to tell me to go home first meh?! Ya, so from 11.50, waited till 1pm... FOR THESE 2 GUYs! Silong and Wei YI! BuAy Tahan... So, went to food court and chatted some stuff, and laughed all the way. Pretty happy to meet up with them, at least i caught some laughs. Somehow, i caught something more... I tried hard not to think bout it but somehow, i got some hints or something. K, let's just conclude that i think too much so ya, i think too much. Well, Wei Yi said NS is hard, he wants to study, and this time, he is determine to. Hopefully, he's sincere bout it, better landing in future. All the best to this friend of mine. Come to think of it, i knew him since Pri1... Wahh.... HA!
Anyway, after much walking around and a FREE Mocha ice blended from Coffee Bean, contributed by Silong, Wei Yi went to get his gf while Silong walked with me to interchange. Well, he, for some reasons, got to know bout this somebody who cuts my hair and i got no choice but to admit... It's so funny the way i reacted and the way he told me.. HAHA!!! So, we went pass VK, so i told him bout it, briefly and told him not to tell anyone... HA! Saw Vk pretty empty so i walked in to see the 2 GuyS! Heh hEh! They are pretty free.. Richard started asking bout the tag again, so i patiently tried to explain wadever i meant this morning. Then, i showed them some videos that i got in my lappy... Funny... Richard finished half and left to do some PS2 thingy while Andy was so entertained by the videos. He's funny, kept laughing and laughing even when i dun think it's funny... And imagine their reactiong when they saw the Cats' video... HeH! K, it's disgusting... Anyway, i was kind of tired so after all the videos, i said bye bye and left.
At home, didn't take nap, started to do the E-portfolio and completed it at bout 6plus 7. Then, i logged off after a little chat with ting coz i needed the loo... Hee~ After that, i watched TV the whole night... HAHA!
Then, papa called back 3 times lah... Kept asking me i wanna eat not coz i haven't eat... HAHA!!! Ok, so in the end, decided to go kopitiam with both pa and ma. Ya, so we went cycling... Hee~
Before i got on the bicycle, got an sms from sister... Well, SmiLe my sister! I'm so always there, whether u want me or not... :)
O ya, dear told me she fell down... Dunno wad happen... hope she's doing fine...
Going to OHS tomorrow to get my pay and to watch movie with Jiawen and joAn! WAHAHA!!! LAKE HOUSe!!!
Right... So these are the stuff that i wanna say. I had a wonderful day today... Especially seeing Wei Yi and Silong... I love today... 31st July 06
O... It's chinese Valentine's today... Happy Chinese Valentine's to ALL!!!
MuAcKs!
NiGht!
CiAO!
I wonder...
Monday, July 31, 2006
Short one...
Went K box today!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY! Sang my lungs OUT!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!
GUess wad? I might just kill Xiao Qiang and Hun one daY... Carry on with all their provoking words, i will OK! However, it's still nice to have them around... It's not everyday that i get to listen to them SUAN me...
Didn't get to meet darling today for some reasons... Well, doesn't matter... It's all in the heart, hopefully, there's still some left... Heh HeH!
I told you before, never lie to me for the sake of hiding what you do not want to tell me... Just let me know what you think because you know I will never force you to do anything. Just don't keep me in the dark and pretend nothing happened. I long for the day when the truth unfolds, right under your arms. The answer to this unchained world...
GUess wad? I might just kill Xiao Qiang and Hun one daY... Carry on with all their provoking words, i will OK! However, it's still nice to have them around... It's not everyday that i get to listen to them SUAN me...
Didn't get to meet darling today for some reasons... Well, doesn't matter... It's all in the heart, hopefully, there's still some left... Heh HeH!
I told you before, never lie to me for the sake of hiding what you do not want to tell me... Just let me know what you think because you know I will never force you to do anything. Just don't keep me in the dark and pretend nothing happened. I long for the day when the truth unfolds, right under your arms. The answer to this unchained world...
Work again...
Nowadays, it seems like a chore to begin my blog... I can't seem to squeeze out a few better words to start it. Everything seems so common... HA! Well, the simpler the better i guess...
Went to work last night... As i've thought, it wasn't any big event, nor am i cheated in anyway. It's a buffet dinner at Rosewood, Tanaka Business School, MBA graduates... YaYA... And Li Hong told me that all the graduates look old... HA! True Lah.. Private candidtes maybe... And there was this man from this table who just kept talking and talking. Suddenly he called out to me and asked me am i a PT? Which POly am i going? Does he look familiar? For god sake lah, how would i know who is he? K, he's the ex-principal of Ngee Ann Poly... Too bad i'm a year 1 student, how am i suppose to know him and, i dun even know how my present principal look like... The principal just dun come out that often... HAhA!! Anyway, it was all good lah, nothing went wrong or anything. However, i just keep thinking, how come Sha left everything to the staff? He kind of just let us be and disappeared... come back once in a long while... And it happened to be a VVIP event... Well, LALALA! Overall, it's great to be back to OHS... O ya, i saw Ivan... HeH heH! And Alex... To sum up, they are managers from different department. AND! OFFICE GOT NEW COMPUTER LAH! JEALOUS! AnD there's WIRELESS AT CONFERENCE CENTRE!!! WaD THE HELL!!!! So good lor... Hai...
So, as usual, behind closed doors, we do our "thing" and began work... Finished work at bout 10.45pm... Li Hong, Qian2 and I went to change in the store... The both of them so sickening lah, look at me change then say very loud, "Apple, you wear black bra ar?!" WAd the HELL!!! HAHA!! Funny lah these girls...
YayA, so yesterday was just like that... O... Took bus back with Qian and Desmond Tan but they alighted at Clementi... Heh heH! Chatted with Desmond Tan bout something something and i couldn't help but laugh... SorrY..
So, i woke up just now and Darling smsed a "GOOD MORNING DEAR DEAR" to me... Heh HeH! But i laid on the bed for another half an hour before i got up and brush my teeth.
YayA, should go and bath le... Finally, pple, I CAN GO K BOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! However, i haven't finish my school work... Hee~
CiAo!
If only you can tell me why...
Went to work last night... As i've thought, it wasn't any big event, nor am i cheated in anyway. It's a buffet dinner at Rosewood, Tanaka Business School, MBA graduates... YaYA... And Li Hong told me that all the graduates look old... HA! True Lah.. Private candidtes maybe... And there was this man from this table who just kept talking and talking. Suddenly he called out to me and asked me am i a PT? Which POly am i going? Does he look familiar? For god sake lah, how would i know who is he? K, he's the ex-principal of Ngee Ann Poly... Too bad i'm a year 1 student, how am i suppose to know him and, i dun even know how my present principal look like... The principal just dun come out that often... HAhA!! Anyway, it was all good lah, nothing went wrong or anything. However, i just keep thinking, how come Sha left everything to the staff? He kind of just let us be and disappeared... come back once in a long while... And it happened to be a VVIP event... Well, LALALA! Overall, it's great to be back to OHS... O ya, i saw Ivan... HeH heH! And Alex... To sum up, they are managers from different department. AND! OFFICE GOT NEW COMPUTER LAH! JEALOUS! AnD there's WIRELESS AT CONFERENCE CENTRE!!! WaD THE HELL!!!! So good lor... Hai...
So, as usual, behind closed doors, we do our "thing" and began work... Finished work at bout 10.45pm... Li Hong, Qian2 and I went to change in the store... The both of them so sickening lah, look at me change then say very loud, "Apple, you wear black bra ar?!" WAd the HELL!!! HAHA!! Funny lah these girls...
YayA, so yesterday was just like that... O... Took bus back with Qian and Desmond Tan but they alighted at Clementi... Heh heH! Chatted with Desmond Tan bout something something and i couldn't help but laugh... SorrY..
So, i woke up just now and Darling smsed a "GOOD MORNING DEAR DEAR" to me... Heh HeH! But i laid on the bed for another half an hour before i got up and brush my teeth.
YayA, should go and bath le... Finally, pple, I CAN GO K BOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! However, i haven't finish my school work... Hee~
CiAo!
If only you can tell me why...
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Just a blog?
Overslept this morning... I didn't hear my alarm i guess... Woke up at 7.30 when SW starts at 8... gOsh... So, i know i'm gonna be late... Tried to rush... Reached just in time for warm-up. Well, although it's kind of useless to join Netball as my IS module but it certainly is fun being able to touch this game without any pressure on. Also, i get to sweat as much as i like... HeH! And shooting is FUN!!! HAHA!!!
Well, the day pretty much went by like that. Met Robert just now to get the FOC pics... Ermm... He was wearing PINK! HAHA!!!
The afternoon was filled with quite a bit of stuff, shall not touch on that.
Mama went to cut hair at this salon called IS... HA! Didn't dare to bring her to Vk lah, so convinced her to go somewhere nearer... Hee~ U know wad i mean... So, ya, i sat there and stoned while the aunty cut for her.
Feeling a little bit hungry now, but will not eat, maybe will grab the yoghurt bah... Live healthy K!
Read my taggy? Zie u know? Alif used her account to talk to me the other day and talked bout craps... Something bout POstman... HAHA!!! Sickening... Make me think like nuTs...
Anyway, i haven't really met Darling for a while le... He's still so buSy... Hai... Poor ThIng...
Ooo... And i'm working tomorrow... I'm really thinking wad function is it, since OHS is on renovation. Mmmm.... Who cares?! 5pm, WORK!!!
Dear going to Msia to visit her Ah mah... HappY triP!
Well, i'm tired... Wanna go eat yoghurt... HA! Then sleep! Hee~ Thanks for the encouragement, Hui Mui and Baz... MisS u All...
Stopping here... niGht!
CiAo!
I do not want to know what I do not want to know... Please... Ignore me for this very second...
Well, the day pretty much went by like that. Met Robert just now to get the FOC pics... Ermm... He was wearing PINK! HAHA!!!
The afternoon was filled with quite a bit of stuff, shall not touch on that.
Mama went to cut hair at this salon called IS... HA! Didn't dare to bring her to Vk lah, so convinced her to go somewhere nearer... Hee~ U know wad i mean... So, ya, i sat there and stoned while the aunty cut for her.
Feeling a little bit hungry now, but will not eat, maybe will grab the yoghurt bah... Live healthy K!
Read my taggy? Zie u know? Alif used her account to talk to me the other day and talked bout craps... Something bout POstman... HAHA!!! Sickening... Make me think like nuTs...
Anyway, i haven't really met Darling for a while le... He's still so buSy... Hai... Poor ThIng...
Ooo... And i'm working tomorrow... I'm really thinking wad function is it, since OHS is on renovation. Mmmm.... Who cares?! 5pm, WORK!!!
Dear going to Msia to visit her Ah mah... HappY triP!
Well, i'm tired... Wanna go eat yoghurt... HA! Then sleep! Hee~ Thanks for the encouragement, Hui Mui and Baz... MisS u All...
Stopping here... niGht!
CiAo!
I do not want to know what I do not want to know... Please... Ignore me for this very second...
Friday, July 28, 2006
My....
I find it interesting how people know me when i dun really know myself that well. Sometimes, i just go crazy...
Few outrageous things I did in life:
1. Lying to my parents; dun really remember when was the 1st but i dun lie unnecessarily
2. Throwing an unzipped pencil case on a person who pissed me off; Back when i was P6
3. Kissing my best friend on her cheek; It's funny when i think bout it, it's for fun. The friend is Geralyn Anne B. Tabloc, WAHAHAH!!! Still remember how to spell leh...
4. Being late for school on purpose; Sec1, tarnishing 1A1's no latecomer record
5. Crying in front of many teachers; Sec1, in the container being admonished by Mrs Teo(Miss Lee then) for wanting to quit Netball
6. Falling for a guy; The "Mosquito" as known by Yuting and I
7. Working late nights; OHS, reaching home at 4, 5am
8. Working midnight; 5pm to 7am for one of the fancy fairs in OHS
9. Go clubbing; the 1st with Desmond, Skinny, Lawrence. Followed by MoMo with Cindy Firduas and Co. Also, Devil's with the same bunch of people.
10. Drank Tequila; those with flame on top, went red after that
11. Drank half a beer glass of red wine; thanks to my Honey
12. Took the door gifts from OHS; HAHA!
13. Started a relationship with Billy
14. Took up the challenge of working regular; PT waitress to PT coordinator, longest hours worked was from 12pm to 2.30am.
15. Talking back to Ivan Tan; Hee~ It's all cool
16. Saying "Happy Birthday" to JP; the F&B director
17. Saying "Hi" to Billy Yap: Sales manager?
18. Making the decision of going to Poly against family's will
19. Falling for someone who cut my hair; DuH!
20. Cold war with parents and da kor
21. Borrowing large sum of cash
22. Lying to myself
23. Cheated on my close ones.... ; Dear, Darling, Ai Ai, Honey, Dar... Sorry, i got so many of you... HA!
These are some of the major and minor outrageous things i did and i can remember... May have more, but can't really remember...
I'm missing:
1. Eddie Hoo (Darling)
2. Wang Xueting (Sister)
3. Chua Boh Teck (BT kor)
4. Lim Mei Qian Melissa (Dear)
5. Christopher Lee (Honey)
6. Jennifer (Ai Ai)
7. Kriston (Dar), where r u, piano teacher?
8. Toh Ling Hui (Hui)
9. Ng Yuting
10. Most importantly, 5A1(2005), which includes Kok Hong, Wei Yi, Terry and Silong
11. Myself
So, i'm thinking of these people every now and then after a period of time. Always on my mind.
Well, i am just looking forward to holiday so i can meet up with all of them... yeAh!!!
Some of my 1sts:
I attained 1st in position in 2004 CT... HAHA!
First Movie: Coyote Ugly
First Love: No, not anyone u think, It's BACKSTREET BOYS!
First sister made: Wang Xueting (met in the year 1997)
First forgetful friend: Ng Yuting (met in the year 1995, she dun remember though)
First Dear: Melissa Lim (Met in 2004 in OHS)
First person who hit my butt in public: Chen Tingling (in OHS, SoB)
First job: Banquet waitress (Oct 2004)
First VIP event: dun remember...
First eye-opening experience: Francis Cheong Fashion Show
First K-box visit: Dun remember...
First midnight K box: Skinny's BD 2 years ago
First man who laid on my lap: Christopher Lee
First phone bought: 3100
First rebond: 2004 at Bradell, salon called Serene or something...
First satisfying haircut: 2005 at VK by Eddie Hoo, then Andy See
First person woo-ing me: HAHA! U guess...
First Netball match: WAh... 2001, dun rmb with who
First Netball match won: I dun remember too..
First Netball coach: Mrs Mok?
First respected coach: Kailing
First sprain on my ankle: One of the matches, and we lost, and i cried...
First proud moment: Hillgrove Official Opening
First N level result: VEry good...
First O level result: Best...
First Choice: NP, TRM, got in...
First friend made in Poly: Wei Xia, GR8
First.... First.... The list goes on... can't finish them...
Well, this sums up my night blog... Another day tomorrow...
I wonder what is going on in your life...
Few outrageous things I did in life:
1. Lying to my parents; dun really remember when was the 1st but i dun lie unnecessarily
2. Throwing an unzipped pencil case on a person who pissed me off; Back when i was P6
3. Kissing my best friend on her cheek; It's funny when i think bout it, it's for fun. The friend is Geralyn Anne B. Tabloc, WAHAHAH!!! Still remember how to spell leh...
4. Being late for school on purpose; Sec1, tarnishing 1A1's no latecomer record
5. Crying in front of many teachers; Sec1, in the container being admonished by Mrs Teo(Miss Lee then) for wanting to quit Netball
6. Falling for a guy; The "Mosquito" as known by Yuting and I
7. Working late nights; OHS, reaching home at 4, 5am
8. Working midnight; 5pm to 7am for one of the fancy fairs in OHS
9. Go clubbing; the 1st with Desmond, Skinny, Lawrence. Followed by MoMo with Cindy Firduas and Co. Also, Devil's with the same bunch of people.
10. Drank Tequila; those with flame on top, went red after that
11. Drank half a beer glass of red wine; thanks to my Honey
12. Took the door gifts from OHS; HAHA!
13. Started a relationship with Billy
14. Took up the challenge of working regular; PT waitress to PT coordinator, longest hours worked was from 12pm to 2.30am.
15. Talking back to Ivan Tan; Hee~ It's all cool
16. Saying "Happy Birthday" to JP; the F&B director
17. Saying "Hi" to Billy Yap: Sales manager?
18. Making the decision of going to Poly against family's will
19. Falling for someone who cut my hair; DuH!
20. Cold war with parents and da kor
21. Borrowing large sum of cash
22. Lying to myself
23. Cheated on my close ones.... ; Dear, Darling, Ai Ai, Honey, Dar... Sorry, i got so many of you... HA!
These are some of the major and minor outrageous things i did and i can remember... May have more, but can't really remember...
I'm missing:
1. Eddie Hoo (Darling)
2. Wang Xueting (Sister)
3. Chua Boh Teck (BT kor)
4. Lim Mei Qian Melissa (Dear)
5. Christopher Lee (Honey)
6. Jennifer (Ai Ai)
7. Kriston (Dar), where r u, piano teacher?
8. Toh Ling Hui (Hui)
9. Ng Yuting
10. Most importantly, 5A1(2005), which includes Kok Hong, Wei Yi, Terry and Silong
11. Myself
So, i'm thinking of these people every now and then after a period of time. Always on my mind.
Well, i am just looking forward to holiday so i can meet up with all of them... yeAh!!!
Some of my 1sts:
I attained 1st in position in 2004 CT... HAHA!
First Movie: Coyote Ugly
First Love: No, not anyone u think, It's BACKSTREET BOYS!
First sister made: Wang Xueting (met in the year 1997)
First forgetful friend: Ng Yuting (met in the year 1995, she dun remember though)
First Dear: Melissa Lim (Met in 2004 in OHS)
First person who hit my butt in public: Chen Tingling (in OHS, SoB)
First job: Banquet waitress (Oct 2004)
First VIP event: dun remember...
First eye-opening experience: Francis Cheong Fashion Show
First K-box visit: Dun remember...
First midnight K box: Skinny's BD 2 years ago
First man who laid on my lap: Christopher Lee
First phone bought: 3100
First rebond: 2004 at Bradell, salon called Serene or something...
First satisfying haircut: 2005 at VK by Eddie Hoo, then Andy See
First person woo-ing me: HAHA! U guess...
First Netball match: WAh... 2001, dun rmb with who
First Netball match won: I dun remember too..
First Netball coach: Mrs Mok?
First respected coach: Kailing
First sprain on my ankle: One of the matches, and we lost, and i cried...
First proud moment: Hillgrove Official Opening
First N level result: VEry good...
First O level result: Best...
First Choice: NP, TRM, got in...
First friend made in Poly: Wei Xia, GR8
First.... First.... The list goes on... can't finish them...
Well, this sums up my night blog... Another day tomorrow...
I wonder what is going on in your life...
Back to myself...
I'm totally drained... Argh!!!! Cannot really tahan myself anymore... I've been feeling tired since the beginning of Sec3... HAHA!!! I just make Sleeping my best hobby of all times. Heh HeH!!! And now, i'm feeling what i'm feeling before... And it's really tiring... Can i just sleep through the days without having to worry bout any classes... Sickening!
Come to think of it, how many days had i exactly slept through without disturbance?? OmG!!! None of which i though of... And this weekend, gosh.. I guess it's just the same...
4hours of break in between after the lecture this morning and i decided to come home and sleep... Ya, sleep... HAHA!!! I just can't stand it.... Had a sandwich and concussed onto my bed. Since then, i dunnoe where is heaven and where is earth.. HA!
Anyway, i need to go soon... 3pm tutorial... Guess wad? I didn't do my tutorial... HEh HeH!!! Shhh.. Hope Mathew Pon wun notice... Heh Heh!!
Bye! Blog tonight again!!!
Come to think of it, how many days had i exactly slept through without disturbance?? OmG!!! None of which i though of... And this weekend, gosh.. I guess it's just the same...
4hours of break in between after the lecture this morning and i decided to come home and sleep... Ya, sleep... HAHA!!! I just can't stand it.... Had a sandwich and concussed onto my bed. Since then, i dunnoe where is heaven and where is earth.. HA!
Anyway, i need to go soon... 3pm tutorial... Guess wad? I didn't do my tutorial... HEh HeH!!! Shhh.. Hope Mathew Pon wun notice... Heh Heh!!
Bye! Blog tonight again!!!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Tiring day...
Complete mess today... Like i said, i couldn't wake up again... But i still touch here and there, then stroll out... HAHA!!! Was in time, so dun worry. I even ate Siew Mai leh... HA! Met Xiao Qiang on the Bus, and he found out bout Darling, forced him to tell me who told him de... HEh HeH! Now i know who... hee hee Hee...
Ting came on the bus after that... Her frindge.... Well, nothing really serious but that's the price to pay for playing with your own frindge... Heh heH Heh!!! Didn't talk much though...
OCOM tutorial, table topic is hard... However, did managed to squeeze a 1.30min speech... hee~
Quite choatic after OCOM, went to a lot of places... Did lots of things that i've never done before... Heh HeH! Hope everything will be ok...
Then, went back for OCOM test... It's so dots... I didn't study and like writing essay, i just write wad comes to my mind and finished the paper within 45min... I was basically dying by then... Very very tired...
Asked kor to come fetch me but he refused to lah... Excuses... Make me wait for the bus for so so long... Until Ju Chi and i took bus out, then change bus...
Anyway, i am really tired... Wanna sleep le... good Night...
I kissed you today...
Ting came on the bus after that... Her frindge.... Well, nothing really serious but that's the price to pay for playing with your own frindge... Heh heH Heh!!! Didn't talk much though...
OCOM tutorial, table topic is hard... However, did managed to squeeze a 1.30min speech... hee~
Quite choatic after OCOM, went to a lot of places... Did lots of things that i've never done before... Heh HeH! Hope everything will be ok...
Then, went back for OCOM test... It's so dots... I didn't study and like writing essay, i just write wad comes to my mind and finished the paper within 45min... I was basically dying by then... Very very tired...
Asked kor to come fetch me but he refused to lah... Excuses... Make me wait for the bus for so so long... Until Ju Chi and i took bus out, then change bus...
Anyway, i am really tired... Wanna sleep le... good Night...
I kissed you today...
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Fulfilling or not?
Recently, i'm having a hard time waking up on time in the morning, i just keep lying on the bed and refusing to get up until the critical moment, "i'm late!" Heh! On the other hand, i have been able to fall asleep easily now. I dun have to toss and turn around b4 i fell asleep at 2am... HA! I can just sleep after 15min... I'm wondering is this normal?
Well, just put down the burden of ITR project, finally everything is done. Kind of glad that all the projects are handed up and can fully concentrate on other works instead of deadlines. Hee~
Guess i'm back to the loner state, not including the fact that i have darling... HeH! As in, i can remind myself of what to do and all instead of forgetting every now and then. I seriously need to go get an organizer, like the ones we had in Sec school where i can write everything inside so i'll never forget anything... Ya, should buy.
Met up with yuting for dinner just now... K, every single meet-up she'd make me laugh like nobody's business... Like, y would i take 945? And y would i walk home via Hillgrove path? And i live on the 8th level!!!! HAHAHA!! Yuting ar, dun like that leh, if i tell pple, no one will believe we've known each other for 5 years (12years to be exact)... Seriously... HAHA!!! Anyway, she seems great in wadever she's doing now but still careless every now and then i suppose... HAH!!
Well, a question she asked me, "Is your modules hard to cope?" Yes, very... extremely i guess... Nothing can be compared to it... BUt, like i said b4, different courses have different level of difficulties. So, gotta accept it right? Work Hard wor... JiA yOU!
Robery Chai going nuts after calling 300plus ex-freshies... HAHA!!! See him on friday...
Missing so many things in life now... Thought of Sec school, OHS and netball...
Darling, do u rmb the time when we first met? Our first hello? Our first smile? Our first touch? Our first hug? Our first kiss?
I may laugh at your jokes, but deep down, you know I don't feel that way...
Well, just put down the burden of ITR project, finally everything is done. Kind of glad that all the projects are handed up and can fully concentrate on other works instead of deadlines. Hee~
Guess i'm back to the loner state, not including the fact that i have darling... HeH! As in, i can remind myself of what to do and all instead of forgetting every now and then. I seriously need to go get an organizer, like the ones we had in Sec school where i can write everything inside so i'll never forget anything... Ya, should buy.
Met up with yuting for dinner just now... K, every single meet-up she'd make me laugh like nobody's business... Like, y would i take 945? And y would i walk home via Hillgrove path? And i live on the 8th level!!!! HAHAHA!! Yuting ar, dun like that leh, if i tell pple, no one will believe we've known each other for 5 years (12years to be exact)... Seriously... HAHA!!! Anyway, she seems great in wadever she's doing now but still careless every now and then i suppose... HAH!!
Well, a question she asked me, "Is your modules hard to cope?" Yes, very... extremely i guess... Nothing can be compared to it... BUt, like i said b4, different courses have different level of difficulties. So, gotta accept it right? Work Hard wor... JiA yOU!
Robery Chai going nuts after calling 300plus ex-freshies... HAHA!!! See him on friday...
Missing so many things in life now... Thought of Sec school, OHS and netball...
Darling, do u rmb the time when we first met? Our first hello? Our first smile? Our first touch? Our first hug? Our first kiss?
I may laugh at your jokes, but deep down, you know I don't feel that way...
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
My day...
I was drunk last night u know... HAHA!!! Ma told me she open the wine she bought and said it taste nice, so i pour half a cup of it. K, 1stly, it's not red wine, it's sort of brownish... First sip, DAMN SWEET!!! Gosh... I went to study and slowly finish the cup... 12am, i cannot tahan liao... I fell dead on my bed... Totally in the state of drunkness... K, tipsy lah... And i fell asleep just like that...
I did wake up a few times in the night but fell back to sleep within seconds. Woke up at 7.40am... Feeling really tired... I changed up and went out... K, i had my really cool look the whole day... I was really in deep thoughts all the while, bout i-dunnoe-wad... HAHA!!! Was thinking bout BSTA test and the following days ahead... Seems very free yet very packed... That's y, my mind is in a big mess...
Right, darling happily told me he got his new Bike... HAHA!!! Congrats to him ar... Although i still dunno wad model is that but it certainly looks nice from my point of view... HAHA!!!
Ermm... So, we stucked ourselves in the library for more than 4 hours b4 the test.. HAHA!! ACtually wanted to go home but i didn't feel like taking a bus so ya, stayed on... I laid down on the table to sleep... And ya, as usual, i drooled... It's normal ok! Hee~ Kk, so after stressing myself for that 4hours, finally it's the test. K, i paper is hard ok! Fancy having a theory qn to be 5marks when it's not even more than 5 words. GoSh.. Anyway, the test is finally over... Relieved for a while...
Went back home after that, i was really tired... Basically immensed in a world of my own throughout the journey. Reached home at 7plus, went to bath straight away... Very Hot and sweaty, feel so disgusting... Had a long bath, washing myself thoroughly. Heh hEh! After watching TV, changed again, went out to meet Darling...
Really tired lah.. I didn't know darling was so affected by the sms i sent him the other day... So, he wanted to talk... HAHA!!! So funny ok.. I kept telling him not to be so serious leh... Scared... HAHA!!! So we sat there and talked for more than an hour then decided to head back... HAHA!!! And i saw his new bike! COOL OK!!! So cool!!! I wanna own one too!!! wait till i got my driving license then i go get a bike license... HAH!!!
Anyway, i was shortlisted for the IMF cateries thingy... Happy! Can earn money!!!
OOo!!! Just now Honey called me all of a sudden, obvious, want me to work... Heh HeH!! Funny lor him, but well, haven't gone back for a while le, so wanna go back a bit b4 renovating... YAyA!! So, catch me at orchard this SAturday...
Conclusion, today is long... But satisfying... Really... Just today.. I'm glad i had a chat with Darling, a pretty long one... Full of laughters... Knowing that he is still around is pleasant.
If only you know where I once was... If only I can find you again in a better way... I love you...
I did wake up a few times in the night but fell back to sleep within seconds. Woke up at 7.40am... Feeling really tired... I changed up and went out... K, i had my really cool look the whole day... I was really in deep thoughts all the while, bout i-dunnoe-wad... HAHA!!! Was thinking bout BSTA test and the following days ahead... Seems very free yet very packed... That's y, my mind is in a big mess...
Right, darling happily told me he got his new Bike... HAHA!!! Congrats to him ar... Although i still dunno wad model is that but it certainly looks nice from my point of view... HAHA!!!
Ermm... So, we stucked ourselves in the library for more than 4 hours b4 the test.. HAHA!! ACtually wanted to go home but i didn't feel like taking a bus so ya, stayed on... I laid down on the table to sleep... And ya, as usual, i drooled... It's normal ok! Hee~ Kk, so after stressing myself for that 4hours, finally it's the test. K, i paper is hard ok! Fancy having a theory qn to be 5marks when it's not even more than 5 words. GoSh.. Anyway, the test is finally over... Relieved for a while...
Went back home after that, i was really tired... Basically immensed in a world of my own throughout the journey. Reached home at 7plus, went to bath straight away... Very Hot and sweaty, feel so disgusting... Had a long bath, washing myself thoroughly. Heh hEh! After watching TV, changed again, went out to meet Darling...
Really tired lah.. I didn't know darling was so affected by the sms i sent him the other day... So, he wanted to talk... HAHA!!! So funny ok.. I kept telling him not to be so serious leh... Scared... HAHA!!! So we sat there and talked for more than an hour then decided to head back... HAHA!!! And i saw his new bike! COOL OK!!! So cool!!! I wanna own one too!!! wait till i got my driving license then i go get a bike license... HAH!!!
Anyway, i was shortlisted for the IMF cateries thingy... Happy! Can earn money!!!
OOo!!! Just now Honey called me all of a sudden, obvious, want me to work... Heh HeH!! Funny lor him, but well, haven't gone back for a while le, so wanna go back a bit b4 renovating... YAyA!! So, catch me at orchard this SAturday...
Conclusion, today is long... But satisfying... Really... Just today.. I'm glad i had a chat with Darling, a pretty long one... Full of laughters... Knowing that he is still around is pleasant.
If only you know where I once was... If only I can find you again in a better way... I love you...
Monday, July 24, 2006
SummAry wor...
Wu Yang smsed me at 3am last night to ask for Kang Yang's Number... I was like, see sms, close inbox, sleep. Come on, it's not like i worked that night and u know i'm not sleeping, i was basically in a concussion state after i drop dead at 2.30am. So i ignored the sms.
Early in the morning, Robert sent me an sms as well.. Pretty much the same reaction as th e 1st i received. GoSh... I was damn tired...
Woke up with my head spinning, i have no idea why, my room was spinning around... I was like, "OMG, am i ok?!" HAHA!!! Then calmed down and pulled myself off the bed at 11am. Washed up and all, and went to do the ppt for ITR... Heh HEH! Proud to say, i'm done with it. Hee~
So, i slacked from 4pm to 5pm... HAHA!!! Then i wrote my diary and put lots of feelings into it which u will never see here... Hee~ Kind of just recalled 2 years ago in OHS, and all the outrageous me... And then thinking bout now, i really learn to be a better person... HeH!
Sent darling an sms but told him not to reply coz knew he was busy. However, he replied and told me he's very tired, so naturally will ask him to go back... YAYA... Guess he's just too tired, he kept repeating wad he'd said... HAHA!!! Feel so sorry for him... he actually did 2 rebonding himself... GoSh...
Well Well... I was doing some studying for BSTA test tmr... K, trying hard to understand...
YayA, it's just a brief summary of my day... Gonna go eat my dinner then study again... Ya, u saw it right, i'm having my dinner at this time...
CiAO!
A tear is a precious gem for all...
Early in the morning, Robert sent me an sms as well.. Pretty much the same reaction as th e 1st i received. GoSh... I was damn tired...
Woke up with my head spinning, i have no idea why, my room was spinning around... I was like, "OMG, am i ok?!" HAHA!!! Then calmed down and pulled myself off the bed at 11am. Washed up and all, and went to do the ppt for ITR... Heh HEH! Proud to say, i'm done with it. Hee~
So, i slacked from 4pm to 5pm... HAHA!!! Then i wrote my diary and put lots of feelings into it which u will never see here... Hee~ Kind of just recalled 2 years ago in OHS, and all the outrageous me... And then thinking bout now, i really learn to be a better person... HeH!
Sent darling an sms but told him not to reply coz knew he was busy. However, he replied and told me he's very tired, so naturally will ask him to go back... YAYA... Guess he's just too tired, he kept repeating wad he'd said... HAHA!!! Feel so sorry for him... he actually did 2 rebonding himself... GoSh...
Well Well... I was doing some studying for BSTA test tmr... K, trying hard to understand...
YayA, it's just a brief summary of my day... Gonna go eat my dinner then study again... Ya, u saw it right, i'm having my dinner at this time...
CiAO!
A tear is a precious gem for all...
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Seems missing...
I'm done with the report for our ITR project. HAHA!!! I was so eager to send it off that i forgot to add in the source of the info. Heh HEh... Anna came to remind me... Well well, did gave her the source le.
Dear came over to my place today. Somebody said wanna come at 10am lah, in the end, woke up at 1.30pm. HAHA!! Then waste my sms... HAHA!!! Anyway, i went to meet her at Mac coz we need to use net to get info but heh heh, Mac's wireless very cham lah... Cannot connect lor, not cannot connect but after connecting, it's "limited or no conectivity", very irritating lah... So dear and i decided to leave. She went to get her lunch, then went to buy drinks then left to my house.
Started a bit lost, dunno where to start, but after a while, decided to calm my mind. We began to do our project properly, of coz, she was doing hers, while i'm doing mine. Along the way, we talked quite a lot of things. YayA, i finished my part of the project at bout 5plus, while she's still struggling with her. She scare me with her "spoilt" cable... WAH LAo! Heh Heh... Anyway, i took my bath and after a while, left to eat dinner with Darling.
Darling cannot tahan lah, he waited for quite a while... HAHA!!! Dear and i ordered our meals and began our dinner with jokes... She doesn't have eggs in her share AGAIN!!! HAHA!!! So funny lah, then i gave her half. Hee~ And they were happily talking bout Doramon... And made me rmbed Xiyao kept saying i am doramon... Just coz i got everything they asked for... But it's really true lah, dunnoe why i bring so many things but dun feel heavy at all. Heh, perhaps all those are essential to me bah... Hee~ Darling kept agitating Dear with the "chubby" issue.. HAHA!!! Then, dear reluctantly left to her friend's house coz of some reason. Which later, she scared the hell of me by sending the WRONG SMS to her friend!!!! I thought something really bad happen lah...
Darling send me back but before that happened, he asked me to go WM get his comic 1st... Hee~ Then sent me back... Gosh... It was so funny how everything went lah... Anyway, he had a real busy day... He seems to be always the busy one... Poor Thing...
Really need to cut off the doramon thingy... Sounds so weird..
Ermm.. Lots of weird happenings recently... Caught me when i least expect them all... So weird...
Many troubled things going on but i'm refusing to barge in anyway... Still hanging on there... with or without anyone fighting alongside with me. I know it is nothing but often, the thought of it scare me... I dare not review, i dare not give up, there's too much to see... No sweat... I will face up to it, even if it means taking my whole life away. I will survive coz my will is there. I love my life too much to call it quits. Most importantly, i have too many unfinished business here. Take no time to think about it, i AM standing strong, on the ground, to fight this battle on... A battle to be won...
Mmm MMm Mmm(quotes from Jiawen)... Nothing much to say... Well, i really wanna go K box... Everybody kept avoiding me lah... HAha!!! No lah, pple are busy with their stuff... Feel so rejected... Hai... Doesn't matter then... Will entertain myself at home, in the bathroom, in my room, on my bed... Hee~
Emotions come by every now and then, but really, we can't control it in anyway... Sometimes, we seek to differ from what is true but the truth is the truth, no matter wad, it will not change... Will not... I can choose to believe this somebody is true to me when the very obvious fact is, he is not. I can choose to trust a friend, but he/she may not be wad i think he/she is. Sometimes, i just missed being the way everything used to be. Sometimes, it just ain't right to move so quickly. Or not? It is us chasing after time, rather than time catching up with us. Whenever we come to an end, we tend to look back but never once we thought about walking one more step. Is that human? When i look back now, i find myself smiling brightly, thinking things no one ever thought of, mining my own business... Everything seems so less complicated back then. No matter how tough life were, i would smile at the end of the day. Now, it is hardly the case. I can bearly open my mind to any thoughts when the nights draw near. Many times, i have sleepless nights, but none of these nights are due to happy thoughts. I used to lead a life i called my own, organised, undisturbed, unrummaged but now, it is otherwise. Every individuals deserve a chance to be emotionally involved in somebody, but every individual also have the right to ditch anybody, willingly, unwillingly, purposely or unintentionally... How does that feel? For some, happy, for some, sad... It is always hard to let go... Always... When you can, hold on to wadever you have now, dun think bout how far this something or someone can last with you, grab hold to that very instant when you have it, not own it, but have it. Bear in mind, all individuals have their own rights to step out of this board game of life, just remember to wake up at the end. There's no use deluding yourself any further when the game ends. You should have no qualms bout it since you have initially began this game. -Words for you to see-
If departure is the best key, then let it be... However, know that my heart is always open when you decide to land...
Dear came over to my place today. Somebody said wanna come at 10am lah, in the end, woke up at 1.30pm. HAHA!! Then waste my sms... HAHA!!! Anyway, i went to meet her at Mac coz we need to use net to get info but heh heh, Mac's wireless very cham lah... Cannot connect lor, not cannot connect but after connecting, it's "limited or no conectivity", very irritating lah... So dear and i decided to leave. She went to get her lunch, then went to buy drinks then left to my house.
Started a bit lost, dunno where to start, but after a while, decided to calm my mind. We began to do our project properly, of coz, she was doing hers, while i'm doing mine. Along the way, we talked quite a lot of things. YayA, i finished my part of the project at bout 5plus, while she's still struggling with her. She scare me with her "spoilt" cable... WAH LAo! Heh Heh... Anyway, i took my bath and after a while, left to eat dinner with Darling.
Darling cannot tahan lah, he waited for quite a while... HAHA!!! Dear and i ordered our meals and began our dinner with jokes... She doesn't have eggs in her share AGAIN!!! HAHA!!! So funny lah, then i gave her half. Hee~ And they were happily talking bout Doramon... And made me rmbed Xiyao kept saying i am doramon... Just coz i got everything they asked for... But it's really true lah, dunnoe why i bring so many things but dun feel heavy at all. Heh, perhaps all those are essential to me bah... Hee~ Darling kept agitating Dear with the "chubby" issue.. HAHA!!! Then, dear reluctantly left to her friend's house coz of some reason. Which later, she scared the hell of me by sending the WRONG SMS to her friend!!!! I thought something really bad happen lah...
Darling send me back but before that happened, he asked me to go WM get his comic 1st... Hee~ Then sent me back... Gosh... It was so funny how everything went lah... Anyway, he had a real busy day... He seems to be always the busy one... Poor Thing...
Really need to cut off the doramon thingy... Sounds so weird..
Ermm.. Lots of weird happenings recently... Caught me when i least expect them all... So weird...
Many troubled things going on but i'm refusing to barge in anyway... Still hanging on there... with or without anyone fighting alongside with me. I know it is nothing but often, the thought of it scare me... I dare not review, i dare not give up, there's too much to see... No sweat... I will face up to it, even if it means taking my whole life away. I will survive coz my will is there. I love my life too much to call it quits. Most importantly, i have too many unfinished business here. Take no time to think about it, i AM standing strong, on the ground, to fight this battle on... A battle to be won...
Mmm MMm Mmm(quotes from Jiawen)... Nothing much to say... Well, i really wanna go K box... Everybody kept avoiding me lah... HAha!!! No lah, pple are busy with their stuff... Feel so rejected... Hai... Doesn't matter then... Will entertain myself at home, in the bathroom, in my room, on my bed... Hee~
Emotions come by every now and then, but really, we can't control it in anyway... Sometimes, we seek to differ from what is true but the truth is the truth, no matter wad, it will not change... Will not... I can choose to believe this somebody is true to me when the very obvious fact is, he is not. I can choose to trust a friend, but he/she may not be wad i think he/she is. Sometimes, i just missed being the way everything used to be. Sometimes, it just ain't right to move so quickly. Or not? It is us chasing after time, rather than time catching up with us. Whenever we come to an end, we tend to look back but never once we thought about walking one more step. Is that human? When i look back now, i find myself smiling brightly, thinking things no one ever thought of, mining my own business... Everything seems so less complicated back then. No matter how tough life were, i would smile at the end of the day. Now, it is hardly the case. I can bearly open my mind to any thoughts when the nights draw near. Many times, i have sleepless nights, but none of these nights are due to happy thoughts. I used to lead a life i called my own, organised, undisturbed, unrummaged but now, it is otherwise. Every individuals deserve a chance to be emotionally involved in somebody, but every individual also have the right to ditch anybody, willingly, unwillingly, purposely or unintentionally... How does that feel? For some, happy, for some, sad... It is always hard to let go... Always... When you can, hold on to wadever you have now, dun think bout how far this something or someone can last with you, grab hold to that very instant when you have it, not own it, but have it. Bear in mind, all individuals have their own rights to step out of this board game of life, just remember to wake up at the end. There's no use deluding yourself any further when the game ends. You should have no qualms bout it since you have initially began this game. -Words for you to see-
If departure is the best key, then let it be... However, know that my heart is always open when you decide to land...
Friday, July 21, 2006
Sentosa...
Was in sentosa this morning with TR01... K, kind of funny coz we are actually having our tutorial there... Heh... Table topics with Juniper Lee... HaiYo... K lah, i think we all had fun under the sun trying to do our table topics well. Also, the class played together a lot!!! Saw lots of fishes in the sea lah... 1st time seeing so many at Siloso... WahAHAHA!!! I didn't get sunburn today!!! Tried to avoid the sun as much as possible... Dun wanna get darker le... Hee~
Anyway, left at bout 3pm with Joan, Jiawen, Yazid and Meiqing on Juniper's ride... HAHA!!! Meiqing and I took MRT back... Ermm... Tried to be in her world lah, she very crazy lor... End of the day, she told me, "Hey, i'm not sick leh, dun think i sick ok..." HAHA!!! Funny lah...
I sneaked over to Vk just now... SNEAKED... Not a good word to use but u know, i didn't tell Darling that i'm going... Reached and waved to MAD and darling... And i quickly clarify with MAD bout yesterday's incident... HAHA!!! So funny... It was him that i hit so it's ok... HAHA!!! MAD acting very weird today... He kept calling, "APPLE~~~~" Ya, with the dragging and all... Then he kept giving me the "kiss me" face... Oo... Disgusting... HAHA!!! But ya, reluctantly, he's cute... LalALALA!!! HAHA!!! Darling having backache wor... Poor thing... Work too much...
Ermm... Went home to take a cold bath, the sand is so in my body, the breeze just ain't fading off until i washed my body entirely... WAHAHAHA!!! K, i did something very odd lah.. I took picture in my bikni... HAHA!!! B4 i go bathing, i took off in front of the mirror and take pics of my burging tummy... So FUNNY LAH!!! K, it's censored ar... Rest assure, it will be deleted and nv be post on net... So disgusting... NVm, i'm working hard to get rid of it... HAHAA!!!
Had dinner with darling... Always so full eating with him... GOSH....
Ah mah sick le... Aunty elaine told me just now, will be visiting Ah mah tmr... Hope she'll be fine...
Ermm.. Just rushed out the CATS cover and all... Ya, so finally done with CATS le, but before we can call it quits, there's a presentation tml... Dun worry, we're confident this time round... WAHAHAHAHA!!!
Ermm... Am i Silly again? I hope i am not... :)
I trust you too much to entrust you with what I bear for my whole life... At least for now... Loving you with all my heart...
Anyway, left at bout 3pm with Joan, Jiawen, Yazid and Meiqing on Juniper's ride... HAHA!!! Meiqing and I took MRT back... Ermm... Tried to be in her world lah, she very crazy lor... End of the day, she told me, "Hey, i'm not sick leh, dun think i sick ok..." HAHA!!! Funny lah...
I sneaked over to Vk just now... SNEAKED... Not a good word to use but u know, i didn't tell Darling that i'm going... Reached and waved to MAD and darling... And i quickly clarify with MAD bout yesterday's incident... HAHA!!! So funny... It was him that i hit so it's ok... HAHA!!! MAD acting very weird today... He kept calling, "APPLE~~~~" Ya, with the dragging and all... Then he kept giving me the "kiss me" face... Oo... Disgusting... HAHA!!! But ya, reluctantly, he's cute... LalALALA!!! HAHA!!! Darling having backache wor... Poor thing... Work too much...
Ermm... Went home to take a cold bath, the sand is so in my body, the breeze just ain't fading off until i washed my body entirely... WAHAHAHA!!! K, i did something very odd lah.. I took picture in my bikni... HAHA!!! B4 i go bathing, i took off in front of the mirror and take pics of my burging tummy... So FUNNY LAH!!! K, it's censored ar... Rest assure, it will be deleted and nv be post on net... So disgusting... NVm, i'm working hard to get rid of it... HAHAA!!!
Had dinner with darling... Always so full eating with him... GOSH....
Ah mah sick le... Aunty elaine told me just now, will be visiting Ah mah tmr... Hope she'll be fine...
Ermm.. Just rushed out the CATS cover and all... Ya, so finally done with CATS le, but before we can call it quits, there's a presentation tml... Dun worry, we're confident this time round... WAHAHAHAHA!!!
Ermm... Am i Silly again? I hope i am not... :)
I trust you too much to entrust you with what I bear for my whole life... At least for now... Loving you with all my heart...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Another day...
Damn tired today... Feeling very uneasy early in the morning... I was practically pulling a long face and daydreaming all the while from the time i woke up to the time tutorial started.
Mama kept telling me to drink the kopi but i didn't want coz i will lao sai de... So i ignored her... Then, when i left home, it started pouring... I was like, "Is it raining for me?" Then when i reached interchange, i saw 61 left... And i was coughing badly, my throat is dry... Went to 7-11 to get fishermen... I think i saw Richard but i kind of just walked off... Was really in a terrible mood. I didn't even feel like smiling to anyone.
Ya, reached school, stoned there till Jiawen came then went for BSTA tutorial... Well, paying attention to what she was saying and proud to say, i understood. ITR tutorial was as usual, my mood hadn't improved much so was basically keeping quiet and listening. Then started the joke bout the "GREEN SHIRT" who happens to be Joan and Jiawen's Crush!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Funny Ok... See the way Christabel, Meiqing and Pearl reacted... Cannot stand but laugh...
K, very bad of me again... My sweet tooth doesn't seem to subside... i ate another bar of kinder Beuno again... HAHA!!! Shhh.... Even when my throat ain't feeling well... HAHA!!
Anyway, i didn't intend to nap at all today but i kind of just dozed off on the settee until my kor came back. I smelled the aroma of lao ma's cooking... So i woke up at 7pm... HAHA!!! So cham lah me... Pig lor... Anyway, went to watch Pirates of the Carribean with Pa and Ma just now... So happy ok! Haven't watch movie with them for a while le... And the movie was spectaclar!!!! And one of the reasons that i'm happy bout watching movie is that i haven't been watching a lot of movies for a while le... Like i said b4, used to watch one every alternate week, with Yuting, seems like i dun have the time anymore to do that. The last movie i had with her was.... VERY LONG AGO!!! I only rmbed swesens... HAHA!!
Can see that it's a vyer tiring day of darling... Ha! The way he reacted to my sms... HA! Cute... Hope he's having a great dream now...
Will expect some really interesting stuff on my tagboard tml... Guess it! It's thursday...
O ya, i spotted harlem yu's new album... So tempted to buy it... GoSh... Will save up to see...
Sometimes I just wonder... Why are you a mystery to me?
Mama kept telling me to drink the kopi but i didn't want coz i will lao sai de... So i ignored her... Then, when i left home, it started pouring... I was like, "Is it raining for me?" Then when i reached interchange, i saw 61 left... And i was coughing badly, my throat is dry... Went to 7-11 to get fishermen... I think i saw Richard but i kind of just walked off... Was really in a terrible mood. I didn't even feel like smiling to anyone.
Ya, reached school, stoned there till Jiawen came then went for BSTA tutorial... Well, paying attention to what she was saying and proud to say, i understood. ITR tutorial was as usual, my mood hadn't improved much so was basically keeping quiet and listening. Then started the joke bout the "GREEN SHIRT" who happens to be Joan and Jiawen's Crush!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Funny Ok... See the way Christabel, Meiqing and Pearl reacted... Cannot stand but laugh...
K, very bad of me again... My sweet tooth doesn't seem to subside... i ate another bar of kinder Beuno again... HAHA!!! Shhh.... Even when my throat ain't feeling well... HAHA!!
Anyway, i didn't intend to nap at all today but i kind of just dozed off on the settee until my kor came back. I smelled the aroma of lao ma's cooking... So i woke up at 7pm... HAHA!!! So cham lah me... Pig lor... Anyway, went to watch Pirates of the Carribean with Pa and Ma just now... So happy ok! Haven't watch movie with them for a while le... And the movie was spectaclar!!!! And one of the reasons that i'm happy bout watching movie is that i haven't been watching a lot of movies for a while le... Like i said b4, used to watch one every alternate week, with Yuting, seems like i dun have the time anymore to do that. The last movie i had with her was.... VERY LONG AGO!!! I only rmbed swesens... HAHA!!
Can see that it's a vyer tiring day of darling... Ha! The way he reacted to my sms... HA! Cute... Hope he's having a great dream now...
Will expect some really interesting stuff on my tagboard tml... Guess it! It's thursday...
O ya, i spotted harlem yu's new album... So tempted to buy it... GoSh... Will save up to see...
Sometimes I just wonder... Why are you a mystery to me?
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I met someone familiar in school today... Someone from work. This guy, Kwek Koneng, came to give lecture today... Ya, KWEK!!!! Can relate? Kwek's family? Ha! I was introduced to him once in OHS by Lau... So i should say, i know this guy... Seeing him in school is kind of weird... Coz he's from work lah... HAHA!!! And our eyes met for a bit... Then i turned away... Interesting ar...
Anyway, after lecture, we kind of celebrated birthday for Yazid... HAHA!!! So funny lah, the whole TRM sang Birthday song for him when not all know him... Anyway, he seems quite happy although after that he told me that something happened at home so even if it's his BD, he's not really happy. Ermm.. Well, every family got a story to tell... Happy Birthday anyway...
I was in a very bad situation just now... Having a bad cramps yet i was going mad lah... Basically laugh and crap with Joan and Jiawen all the way to LT... HAhA!!! i was thinking bout haircut thingy... AND JOAN, I PAY!!!!! (Please dun think away) HAHA!!!
Playing with my luck just now when i replied Richard's tag... HA!!!! And darling was telling me not to be like him... YayA... But, i odd to throw my tantrum at this guy who make me feel so gUilty for no reason... AngRy! HahA!!! If Richard is reading, this is the answer for your question, i am a bit too busy doing my work these couple of days so i didn't go there... Anyway, i'm not going to cut hair so dun have to always go... HAHAhA!!! Dun wanna disturb... BuT i will appear when i got time! HAHA!!!
I got some problem with the MSN on my laptop... Rmb i was saying bout the new one... After dl-ing, all my contacts went missing... Practically vexing over it for the whole day... Hai.. But dun care lah, when i got time then one by one add in... Hai...
Kk, feeling kind of tired le... Wanna sleep le... NiGht PpLe!
CiAo!!!
After a stormy day, rainbow comes again... Let LoVe prevail...
Anyway, after lecture, we kind of celebrated birthday for Yazid... HAHA!!! So funny lah, the whole TRM sang Birthday song for him when not all know him... Anyway, he seems quite happy although after that he told me that something happened at home so even if it's his BD, he's not really happy. Ermm.. Well, every family got a story to tell... Happy Birthday anyway...
I was in a very bad situation just now... Having a bad cramps yet i was going mad lah... Basically laugh and crap with Joan and Jiawen all the way to LT... HAhA!!! i was thinking bout haircut thingy... AND JOAN, I PAY!!!!! (Please dun think away) HAHA!!!
Playing with my luck just now when i replied Richard's tag... HA!!!! And darling was telling me not to be like him... YayA... But, i odd to throw my tantrum at this guy who make me feel so gUilty for no reason... AngRy! HahA!!! If Richard is reading, this is the answer for your question, i am a bit too busy doing my work these couple of days so i didn't go there... Anyway, i'm not going to cut hair so dun have to always go... HAHAhA!!! Dun wanna disturb... BuT i will appear when i got time! HAHA!!!
I got some problem with the MSN on my laptop... Rmb i was saying bout the new one... After dl-ing, all my contacts went missing... Practically vexing over it for the whole day... Hai.. But dun care lah, when i got time then one by one add in... Hai...
Kk, feeling kind of tired le... Wanna sleep le... NiGht PpLe!
CiAo!!!
After a stormy day, rainbow comes again... Let LoVe prevail...
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
All I want to say is...
How come i got a feeling that the CIP tutor dun like our group? I dun think we did that badly, she just continuously shot questions at us. Ok, i do admit that the prototype weren't that well done... Coz got no knowledge. Kind of wondering how the rest made it so well... Hmmm... No comments here... Anyhow, it's all over.. Finally, this freaking CIP is over... Hopefully, her "your class has done quite well except for one or 2 groups" meant it and hopefully the "1 or 2" doesn't include us... HA! Right, the rest of the comments shall be kept within myself. Not appropriate to put here... Hee~
Didn't have a proper lunch today, ate Siew Mai and Octopus balls... HAHA!!! Then, we sat there, Wee Wee suddenly sang me a song and its, as usual, lAme! HAH! Funny lah... Heh HeH HeH...
In between darling smsed me to tell me that the cake taste very nice... HAHA!!! Please lah, i choose one leh... Too bad i didn't get to go harbourfront to get that Vanilla tiramisu... Well, doesn't matter, he likes this one... HA! Another time maybe(Like he got so many BDs, HA) HeH! He was telling me Richard mentioned me, saying he needs my help with blog. I'm like, "ASK HIM TO BEG ME!" HAHA!!! Like i got the mood to entertain him after what he'd done... HA! However, i ain't that cruel, told darling that when he needs help then tell me, i will ENTERTAIN. HA!
Kk, Dear told me someone asked her to go work IMF... Ha! Alright... Didn't call me huh... Dun wan either... Promised Dear to accompany her if she needs.
Ooo... Downloaded the new MSN thingy... Looks so nice... Initially all my contacts went missing, and i was in such frustration, i on and off the com for 3 consecutive times... HA! Until i saw my contacts back, intact... Hee~ Wanna dl it onto my lappy too... Looks so So nice...
I had a very deep nap just now... I dun think anything could have woken me up. Hee~ I on the air-con and slept with close doors till 6pm... Gosh... u can guess how tired i was...
Joan was telling me how to do the thingy... K, will do it tomorrow, today my blog is OccUpIed! Ha!
Jiawen told me i am very healthy coz i was drinking carrot fruit juice... And i told her, "No, i'm fat" Then she said "No, u are not." We continued with that at the atrium and every single time, it got louder and louder... HAHA!!! Funny...
Need to start doing ITR project le... Haven't find anything yet.. GoSh...
Ermm... I'm having a mild sore throat and blocked nose... Hopefully it'll remain mild... HA!!!
Well, well, life seems to be back on track... Seems to be... Yet to be known... We'll see what will come slowly...
Aim for tomorrow: To love myself a little bit more and to love him a little bit more... And to fill my life with SMILES!
PS: Edith, be happy tomorrow!
Whenever I stand alone, I think of you... You are my 8th world wonder...
Didn't have a proper lunch today, ate Siew Mai and Octopus balls... HAHA!!! Then, we sat there, Wee Wee suddenly sang me a song and its, as usual, lAme! HAH! Funny lah... Heh HeH HeH...
In between darling smsed me to tell me that the cake taste very nice... HAHA!!! Please lah, i choose one leh... Too bad i didn't get to go harbourfront to get that Vanilla tiramisu... Well, doesn't matter, he likes this one... HA! Another time maybe(Like he got so many BDs, HA) HeH! He was telling me Richard mentioned me, saying he needs my help with blog. I'm like, "ASK HIM TO BEG ME!" HAHA!!! Like i got the mood to entertain him after what he'd done... HA! However, i ain't that cruel, told darling that when he needs help then tell me, i will ENTERTAIN. HA!
Kk, Dear told me someone asked her to go work IMF... Ha! Alright... Didn't call me huh... Dun wan either... Promised Dear to accompany her if she needs.
Ooo... Downloaded the new MSN thingy... Looks so nice... Initially all my contacts went missing, and i was in such frustration, i on and off the com for 3 consecutive times... HA! Until i saw my contacts back, intact... Hee~ Wanna dl it onto my lappy too... Looks so So nice...
I had a very deep nap just now... I dun think anything could have woken me up. Hee~ I on the air-con and slept with close doors till 6pm... Gosh... u can guess how tired i was...
Joan was telling me how to do the thingy... K, will do it tomorrow, today my blog is OccUpIed! Ha!
Jiawen told me i am very healthy coz i was drinking carrot fruit juice... And i told her, "No, i'm fat" Then she said "No, u are not." We continued with that at the atrium and every single time, it got louder and louder... HAHA!!! Funny...
Need to start doing ITR project le... Haven't find anything yet.. GoSh...
Ermm... I'm having a mild sore throat and blocked nose... Hopefully it'll remain mild... HA!!!
Well, well, life seems to be back on track... Seems to be... Yet to be known... We'll see what will come slowly...
Aim for tomorrow: To love myself a little bit more and to love him a little bit more... And to fill my life with SMILES!
PS: Edith, be happy tomorrow!
Whenever I stand alone, I think of you... You are my 8th world wonder...
PBL presentation
I only had 3 hours of sleep last night... A bit stone now... Still got presentation at 11.20pm... In class now to see the rest present. It's break now... So boring... So many "nows"... Ha!
Chatted with Dear till 2.30am... Too much to catch up... Was talking bout everything and anything from the damn prank to xueting, to bt kor, to yuting, to darling, to andy chua, to Xi yao... HahA!!! I heard someone is interested in my CATS group-mate(Xi Yao), maybe it' not someone, is some of them... HAHA!!! i'm being such an aunty now.. But fact is, somehow, pple started telling me a lot of things bout Xi Yao which is kind of interesting... HA! INTERESTING AR...
Feel like eatng lots of chocolate but will grow fat... HAi... Then again, really got the crave for candies... ArGh... BitE me!!!
K, break over, need to go... CiAo!
I'm dragging on...
Chatted with Dear till 2.30am... Too much to catch up... Was talking bout everything and anything from the damn prank to xueting, to bt kor, to yuting, to darling, to andy chua, to Xi yao... HahA!!! I heard someone is interested in my CATS group-mate(Xi Yao), maybe it' not someone, is some of them... HAHA!!! i'm being such an aunty now.. But fact is, somehow, pple started telling me a lot of things bout Xi Yao which is kind of interesting... HA! INTERESTING AR...
Feel like eatng lots of chocolate but will grow fat... HAi... Then again, really got the crave for candies... ArGh... BitE me!!!
K, break over, need to go... CiAo!
I'm dragging on...
Monday, July 17, 2006
Gosh...
Ermm... Somebody is so damn it to play such crap prank on me... Damn frustrated this afternoon coz i was doing up my prototype. I spent so much time on it and yet i still go so many to go on. I slept at 3am last night just to complete 2 webpages... And upon seeing that kind of comment on my tag, i got really pissed lah... So i started venting my anger out. Sorry Dear Sa, to make u worry... HAHA!!! Dun worry, i was just pissed and needed something to throw my tantrum on. Good thing i didn't start throwing things. That man, so old, so playful... Hai...
Anyway, i finally completed the prototype but dunnoe wad to put for one last page. Well, i suppose I'm gonna leave it like that. It wun be difficult to touch it up tml. YayA...
Kind of tired now after all the hassle...
I had a short rest after finishing the thing... And then went on net to submit the forms and all.... Hai... So troublesome. Finally can sit down, rest and watch TV after 2nights and a whole afternoon, doing all the CIP stuff... Gosh...
K, i got pretty angry with Richard just now, coz he not only make me feel so guilty, and he lied that it was Darling who asked him to do it. And out of damn frustration due to all my workload, i send Darling an sms, "F*** you!" without much clarification. Darling was shocked with that. Then i apologized again... Sickening lah, make me apologize so many times these few days... CAnNOT stand IT! Crap..
Anyway, guess how unlucky i was just now? I already prepared properly, about to leave home at 5.45pm to meet darling. Went down realised i forgot the card, so i rushed back, dashed into the door and took the card. Then, b4 i reached the bus stop, about there, the bus went off. At that very minute, darling finished work... He smsed me, then called me, i told him to wait a while, dun move.. HAHA!!! Then, i basically ran to emicake lah! Got the Tiramisu and dashed to carpark... Lao... Sweated...
HAHA!!! Darling admired my card a little... Then kept mumbling bout the cake... HAHa!!! I said, "No present, got cake..." YAYA!!! HAA!!! And i apologized for the shorty card made... Really too occupied with CIP and didn't make a nice card for him... Hai... But at least did something that looks ok...
Ermm... Went to Lot 1 just now... We walked around and then went into billabong... First is to see the Levis' limited edition watch then darling starting browsing the pants... Caught his eyes as he likes to put it as. Ha! And he started trying and everything while i stroll around the very small shop... HA!!! He decided to get the pants and he began looking at jackets for me lah.... I'm like, "Dun wan lah... Waste money..." HAHA!!! Dunnoe y, he started with one of the shop staff bout their weight difference... Then he asked the guy how old is he, the guy is 18. Then he was like, "u all dragon right? I also... U guess..." I was like laughing there... Then the girl asked me, "You are his gf ar?" I'm like, "no, my husband..." The girl didn't hear so i changed and said, "My Lao Pa lah..." HAHA!!! They all laughed a little then say ,"GF right?!" darling said, "My daughther lah!" HAHA!!! SO FUNNY!!!
Went to eat KFC just now... Heh HeH!!! Full after that...
Then, walked a bit more... Went to the carpark, the machine not working lah, Darling and i figuring how to make it work, until he said we go another level. HA! Then, he sent me home... Heh HeH!!! Back home pretty early... Anyway, he gotta work tml... YAyA!!! Hope the tiramisu didn't melt badly in his car... hee~
Right Right... So now, i'm blogging... I'm kind of tired le... Gonna ask Dear whether she wants to chat not, if not, i'll turn in early, coz meeting them early tml to do last minute presentation allocation... GOSH... After Monday, i suppose we'll all feel better bout the week ahead... Ha!
Anyway, i'm not really gonna forgive Richard, but i gave him my mail, see what he has to say... Coz Darling kind of told him something exaggerating... HA! Play prank... Although i'm a good-tempered person but dun do this kind of thing that i considered, "Cheating my feeling"... A bit too overboard lah hor...
Before i end the blog... Joan's brother is so OFF! He talks too much... Kids nowadays are so uncivilized... Ha! i'm generalizing again... Hai...
Hope darling likes the Cake and the Card... Love Him... Happy Birthday once again... And happy 2nd month...
The promise that was never there yet it exist within us....
Anyway, i finally completed the prototype but dunnoe wad to put for one last page. Well, i suppose I'm gonna leave it like that. It wun be difficult to touch it up tml. YayA...
Kind of tired now after all the hassle...
I had a short rest after finishing the thing... And then went on net to submit the forms and all.... Hai... So troublesome. Finally can sit down, rest and watch TV after 2nights and a whole afternoon, doing all the CIP stuff... Gosh...
K, i got pretty angry with Richard just now, coz he not only make me feel so guilty, and he lied that it was Darling who asked him to do it. And out of damn frustration due to all my workload, i send Darling an sms, "F*** you!" without much clarification. Darling was shocked with that. Then i apologized again... Sickening lah, make me apologize so many times these few days... CAnNOT stand IT! Crap..
Anyway, guess how unlucky i was just now? I already prepared properly, about to leave home at 5.45pm to meet darling. Went down realised i forgot the card, so i rushed back, dashed into the door and took the card. Then, b4 i reached the bus stop, about there, the bus went off. At that very minute, darling finished work... He smsed me, then called me, i told him to wait a while, dun move.. HAHA!!! Then, i basically ran to emicake lah! Got the Tiramisu and dashed to carpark... Lao... Sweated...
HAHA!!! Darling admired my card a little... Then kept mumbling bout the cake... HAHa!!! I said, "No present, got cake..." YAYA!!! HAA!!! And i apologized for the shorty card made... Really too occupied with CIP and didn't make a nice card for him... Hai... But at least did something that looks ok...
Ermm... Went to Lot 1 just now... We walked around and then went into billabong... First is to see the Levis' limited edition watch then darling starting browsing the pants... Caught his eyes as he likes to put it as. Ha! And he started trying and everything while i stroll around the very small shop... HA!!! He decided to get the pants and he began looking at jackets for me lah.... I'm like, "Dun wan lah... Waste money..." HAHA!!! Dunnoe y, he started with one of the shop staff bout their weight difference... Then he asked the guy how old is he, the guy is 18. Then he was like, "u all dragon right? I also... U guess..." I was like laughing there... Then the girl asked me, "You are his gf ar?" I'm like, "no, my husband..." The girl didn't hear so i changed and said, "My Lao Pa lah..." HAHA!!! They all laughed a little then say ,"GF right?!" darling said, "My daughther lah!" HAHA!!! SO FUNNY!!!
Went to eat KFC just now... Heh HeH!!! Full after that...
Then, walked a bit more... Went to the carpark, the machine not working lah, Darling and i figuring how to make it work, until he said we go another level. HA! Then, he sent me home... Heh HeH!!! Back home pretty early... Anyway, he gotta work tml... YAyA!!! Hope the tiramisu didn't melt badly in his car... hee~
Right Right... So now, i'm blogging... I'm kind of tired le... Gonna ask Dear whether she wants to chat not, if not, i'll turn in early, coz meeting them early tml to do last minute presentation allocation... GOSH... After Monday, i suppose we'll all feel better bout the week ahead... Ha!
Anyway, i'm not really gonna forgive Richard, but i gave him my mail, see what he has to say... Coz Darling kind of told him something exaggerating... HA! Play prank... Although i'm a good-tempered person but dun do this kind of thing that i considered, "Cheating my feeling"... A bit too overboard lah hor...
Before i end the blog... Joan's brother is so OFF! He talks too much... Kids nowadays are so uncivilized... Ha! i'm generalizing again... Hai...
Hope darling likes the Cake and the Card... Love Him... Happy Birthday once again... And happy 2nd month...
The promise that was never there yet it exist within us....
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