Cannot stand my mother, u know... ONce i came back, she kept mumbling bout wad i must help her with... I buay tahan lor... Already very pissed at work le but still need to listen to her...
Actually, today, it was ok lah... Nothing much happened. At least i can quietly work myself. I just dun like that fact that pple kept instructing me to do things, like as if i dunno wad i'm doing. Hai...
Before leaving this job, i actually found warmth in the area. I've grown to detest some pple but at the same time, grown to like some pple. Like Aunty Santy, i dun used to talk to her, now, i talk to her almost everyday and she'll always leave food for me even though i dun really have time to eat them. Sometimes, she can talk a lot but well, aunty mah, i dun mind. Then, there's Ivan... Although pple do speculate bout him but besides his likings of cleanliness, other than that, he's actually a nice guy. He gave me another chocolate today, which i didn't have time to eat... HA!
Also, Melissa, through the times, got really close with her le... Very sad that she didn't get into the same school as me.. But well, we'll reamain as friends. Once in a while, go crazy... U know, she's my Girlfriend LeH!!! HAHA!!!! Hor, Darling?! Hee~~~
I'm gonna miss lots of pple after leaving... One thing is for sure, i wun miss certain pple... The hatre will remain...
Still, i dunno wad's bothering me... Feel stuck... Nothing much can help me regain my true laughters.... I'm missing those good old days again.
O ya, another thing that i've learnt, there a Hospitality Room in Orchard Hotel... HAH!!! Chris told me it's on Level 4 and Ivan told me that there's some numbers to it which he forgot le... Heh HeH~
I beginning to question myself, do i really wanna quit? Am i really happy bout quitting? I think i wun be coz then i'll be letting go of wad i tried so hard in. However, i gotta move on, School is much better than this. I can go higher... y not? y stop? Just let it go...
There are some things that i wanna say but i can't say it here, too many pple reading, sometimes it'll travel too far for me to know...
Just let it go....
Monday, March 13, 2006
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Not sure...
Gone are the days when i smiled a lot... Today, while ushering, i realised my smiles were so fake, i felt really bad for some reasons... A few times, i saw Mis Wong, Lau and Chris walking pass, i tried to put on a real smile but somehow, it couldn't come out. In the office, i laughed along with Jessica's jokes but then i know none of those were really from the heart. Where am i?
I decided to stay on in the Hotel even though i've finished work. I dunnoe y, perharps i know i will be gone pretty fast. I wish i could stay but nope, i'm not. B4 leaving, bt kor told me not to have some much feelings for the hotel but how to? I really dunnoe how to. I mean, look at the amount of pple i know here, look at the warmth that i've got here, it's hard to just leave them there. Although there were tough times but after each of it, i will still go on. I stopped doing a lot of things now but at the same time, when i need to do things, i gave it my best shot. Everyday seems like a last day to me. A part of me wants to leave this place, but another part, most of the part dun want to. Ha! Too bad, as time goes by, i have to, even if my heart lingers on.
Just now, while talking to Chris, i felt really bad. Coz i made him worried with my unsmiling. He said i looked like i've fallen out of love but well, that's not the case. Emptiness might be part of the reason but not all. Anyway, really wanna thank Chris for everything. And this opportunity to do this job.
Hui Mui left me a comment again... It's really nice to have such friend who never call me but in some ways, kept track of wad's going on with me. I miss the team a lot. I think i'll go down for training on Tues coz i'm not working on Monday and working at 3pm on tues, so Hui Mui, be prepared to welcome me back hor! Hee~ I miss netball too... I haven't touch the ball for a long long time. I guess i've lost touch on it le. Sad to say that...
Dreamt of Chris, Ivan, Xueting and Ling Hui yesterday. Y? Heh hEh! Dunnoe... Miss them too much maybe... Hai...
Firdaus called me just now just to say Hello. He actually wanted to meet up with me but well, i'm at work. I miss him too... Afterall, he's one guy who played a part in my life. Amin just asked bout him yesterday and he called me today...
Well, my mood is still quite at the bottom but it's too obvious already. I'm trying to keep the spirit up a little to avoid any worries or any other things from other. I'll try my best to be the best of me for the next few days...
Lau is sick... Feel so sorry for him. Work so hard and now, he fell sick. Hope he gets well soon...
I'm trying to... But no promises...
I decided to stay on in the Hotel even though i've finished work. I dunnoe y, perharps i know i will be gone pretty fast. I wish i could stay but nope, i'm not. B4 leaving, bt kor told me not to have some much feelings for the hotel but how to? I really dunnoe how to. I mean, look at the amount of pple i know here, look at the warmth that i've got here, it's hard to just leave them there. Although there were tough times but after each of it, i will still go on. I stopped doing a lot of things now but at the same time, when i need to do things, i gave it my best shot. Everyday seems like a last day to me. A part of me wants to leave this place, but another part, most of the part dun want to. Ha! Too bad, as time goes by, i have to, even if my heart lingers on.
Just now, while talking to Chris, i felt really bad. Coz i made him worried with my unsmiling. He said i looked like i've fallen out of love but well, that's not the case. Emptiness might be part of the reason but not all. Anyway, really wanna thank Chris for everything. And this opportunity to do this job.
Hui Mui left me a comment again... It's really nice to have such friend who never call me but in some ways, kept track of wad's going on with me. I miss the team a lot. I think i'll go down for training on Tues coz i'm not working on Monday and working at 3pm on tues, so Hui Mui, be prepared to welcome me back hor! Hee~ I miss netball too... I haven't touch the ball for a long long time. I guess i've lost touch on it le. Sad to say that...
Dreamt of Chris, Ivan, Xueting and Ling Hui yesterday. Y? Heh hEh! Dunnoe... Miss them too much maybe... Hai...
Firdaus called me just now just to say Hello. He actually wanted to meet up with me but well, i'm at work. I miss him too... Afterall, he's one guy who played a part in my life. Amin just asked bout him yesterday and he called me today...
Well, my mood is still quite at the bottom but it's too obvious already. I'm trying to keep the spirit up a little to avoid any worries or any other things from other. I'll try my best to be the best of me for the next few days...
Lau is sick... Feel so sorry for him. Work so hard and now, he fell sick. Hope he gets well soon...
I'm trying to... But no promises...
Friday, March 10, 2006
Unable to smile...
I haven't been in an exactly good mood the last few days. For some reasons, i've been feeling rather down. I really dunno wad is it that is bothering me so much.
On Wednesday, i went up to do service with Siqi, nothing seemed to be a problem, we didn't do badly together, and we do compromise as well. However, something was lacking, not in our partnership but something is lacking within myself. I was feeling kind of tensed up there. While standing at one side during one of those rare free times, Chris suddenly approached me and said, "Apple, wad happen to u these few days, u dun look good, u r not smiling..." I looked at him with a stunned look. 1st of all, i didn't know he was noticing so much, 2nd of all, i didn't know my feeling down looked so obvious in his eyes or perharps in many, it's just that they dun wanna say so. So i smiled to him and told him, i'm ok... There's plenty of things to tell him if i want to but somehow i chose not to coz the outcome is still the same.
I stopped talking to Chris and Lau last few days, i tried to avoid long conversations with them, i dun wanna stir any anger in them or in any ways say any wrong things, dunnoe y i'm doing so though, i'm just doing it. I'm trying to keep my distance from them, for wad? i dunnoe.
Ivan came today and i was stunned coz he's not wearing suit. I thought who is so bold as to sit on his chair and used his computer, then i realised it's him lah... K, i kind of miss having him in the office, coz at least he's the only one who i can joke around with and wun be afraid of saying the wrong, no politics to hide from him. But well, having him in the Office can be quite difficult to work too...
Anyway, i do appreciate everyone's concern bout my not laughing and smiling enough, probably not at work, smiling used to be my forte but nowadays, it's hard to bring my smile out. That's wad i told Chris too...probably coz i'm leaving or perharps, coz i'm starting school or maybe coz i'm growing up a little bit too fast...Probably, Perharps, Maybe... Nothing is definite at this point for me. I just know, i'll missed everything...
I am disappointed somehow with pple's performance... But then i told myself not to care anymore... Maybe this is y it's hurting me too... However, i did not restrain myself from trying to work things out. Sad to say, nothing is going right... I'm losing it once more... Soon, it'll be gone and i hope a new system will come and made things better in future.
I wonder wad is 2kor doing now... He must be complaining to himself bout he's BOTA hair... Hee~ Hopefully the 1st day has been good for him...
CiAo!
On Wednesday, i went up to do service with Siqi, nothing seemed to be a problem, we didn't do badly together, and we do compromise as well. However, something was lacking, not in our partnership but something is lacking within myself. I was feeling kind of tensed up there. While standing at one side during one of those rare free times, Chris suddenly approached me and said, "Apple, wad happen to u these few days, u dun look good, u r not smiling..." I looked at him with a stunned look. 1st of all, i didn't know he was noticing so much, 2nd of all, i didn't know my feeling down looked so obvious in his eyes or perharps in many, it's just that they dun wanna say so. So i smiled to him and told him, i'm ok... There's plenty of things to tell him if i want to but somehow i chose not to coz the outcome is still the same.
I stopped talking to Chris and Lau last few days, i tried to avoid long conversations with them, i dun wanna stir any anger in them or in any ways say any wrong things, dunnoe y i'm doing so though, i'm just doing it. I'm trying to keep my distance from them, for wad? i dunnoe.
Ivan came today and i was stunned coz he's not wearing suit. I thought who is so bold as to sit on his chair and used his computer, then i realised it's him lah... K, i kind of miss having him in the office, coz at least he's the only one who i can joke around with and wun be afraid of saying the wrong, no politics to hide from him. But well, having him in the Office can be quite difficult to work too...
Anyway, i do appreciate everyone's concern bout my not laughing and smiling enough, probably not at work, smiling used to be my forte but nowadays, it's hard to bring my smile out. That's wad i told Chris too...probably coz i'm leaving or perharps, coz i'm starting school or maybe coz i'm growing up a little bit too fast...Probably, Perharps, Maybe... Nothing is definite at this point for me. I just know, i'll missed everything...
I am disappointed somehow with pple's performance... But then i told myself not to care anymore... Maybe this is y it's hurting me too... However, i did not restrain myself from trying to work things out. Sad to say, nothing is going right... I'm losing it once more... Soon, it'll be gone and i hope a new system will come and made things better in future.
I wonder wad is 2kor doing now... He must be complaining to himself bout he's BOTA hair... Hee~ Hopefully the 1st day has been good for him...
CiAo!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
HahA!!!
Today, nothing makes me laugh except for this e-mail... Ermm... It's sent by bt kor so i went to play it and ha, it's a prank... After the mail, i laugh like crazy... K, some of my friends will receive it, and then u'll know the funny part... HAHA!!!!
PS: Bt kor, dun tell anyone who my crushes are O!!!! HAHA!!!! Crap!
PS: Bt kor, dun tell anyone who my crushes are O!!!! HAHA!!!! Crap!
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Stuck...
Hai... Just now, i went to arranged my things... Very sad u know. I've done so many times of arrangement, yet each time i got so many things to throw away. It's so frustrating... Things are just accumulating and accumulating... There are things that i can't bear to throw away. For example, some old soft toys given as BD present over the years by different pple, also, all the photo frames as well... And of coz, the worksheets, books and files...
While going through them, a lot of feelings came... I mean, afterall, those stuff were wad i did everyday before. Written by myself, all the inks... I kept a file of my compos... Not gonna throw them away. Those inspirations came at the moment when i've written it, i'm not gonna throw them away just like that. Also, i kept some D&T papers too... Hee~ I saw all the drawings went from bad to good... HAHA! Kind of miss school again. Miss all the mugging we had. All the scoldings we got. All the little little things that happened. Sad to depart from those naive days, dun really wanna grow up that fast. Can time just turned back a little while, and let me feel wad i felt b4? Last night, i was going through some old pics and they brought me back to those times. Felt so real, yet so far... Hai...
Well, i guess all these are inevitable. Time goes on and on and so does life. Year by year i grew up and at every stage i learnt different things, find a different me, but none can change the fact of life. Still, i'm gonna move on, no matter how hard it is to depart or how hard it is to face the real world, that's wad we gotta go thru. At least i tried to make the best out of everything i do, that's the most important part.
I haven't give myself much time to think bout when to leave OHS. It's the 7th today, wonder which day is good enough to leave... Time to give some deep thoughts bout it. I suppose it wun be easy leaving a place that i've spent so much time in and learnt so many things from, but well, unless i wanna forever stay there, if not, i gotta go... Let's just make it another fond memory bah..
Ermm.... There is so many things that i wanna talk bout but i dunnoe where to begin. Feel very uneasy in my chest, wad is that thing that is bothering me? I seriously dunnoe. Mood swing again? Hee~ No... That's not it, i just feel very uncomfortable having things stuck in myself but i dunnoe wad exactly is it. Damn...
Well, when i figure out wad is that in me, probably i'll tell you.
HAI!!!! MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH!!!!!! BYE HILLGROVE!!!!!
Sometimes when u see the sunset, u'll feel sad. Why? That's because it's the end of the day...
While going through them, a lot of feelings came... I mean, afterall, those stuff were wad i did everyday before. Written by myself, all the inks... I kept a file of my compos... Not gonna throw them away. Those inspirations came at the moment when i've written it, i'm not gonna throw them away just like that. Also, i kept some D&T papers too... Hee~ I saw all the drawings went from bad to good... HAHA! Kind of miss school again. Miss all the mugging we had. All the scoldings we got. All the little little things that happened. Sad to depart from those naive days, dun really wanna grow up that fast. Can time just turned back a little while, and let me feel wad i felt b4? Last night, i was going through some old pics and they brought me back to those times. Felt so real, yet so far... Hai...
Well, i guess all these are inevitable. Time goes on and on and so does life. Year by year i grew up and at every stage i learnt different things, find a different me, but none can change the fact of life. Still, i'm gonna move on, no matter how hard it is to depart or how hard it is to face the real world, that's wad we gotta go thru. At least i tried to make the best out of everything i do, that's the most important part.
I haven't give myself much time to think bout when to leave OHS. It's the 7th today, wonder which day is good enough to leave... Time to give some deep thoughts bout it. I suppose it wun be easy leaving a place that i've spent so much time in and learnt so many things from, but well, unless i wanna forever stay there, if not, i gotta go... Let's just make it another fond memory bah..
Ermm.... There is so many things that i wanna talk bout but i dunnoe where to begin. Feel very uneasy in my chest, wad is that thing that is bothering me? I seriously dunnoe. Mood swing again? Hee~ No... That's not it, i just feel very uncomfortable having things stuck in myself but i dunnoe wad exactly is it. Damn...
Well, when i figure out wad is that in me, probably i'll tell you.
HAI!!!! MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH!!!!!! BYE HILLGROVE!!!!!
Sometimes when u see the sunset, u'll feel sad. Why? That's because it's the end of the day...
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Nah... I changed my mind... Nothing much to blog.
Here's something to share... I got into Ngee Ann Poly, Tourism and Resort management... Hee~ Quite Happy cos i managed to get into the course that i want and also, it's my 1st choice. However, up till now, no one is in the same course as me yet. However, there are some who are in the same school as me. Most of my classmates actually went into Np as well.. This is one of the parts which i'm really happy about. We moved on, taking the same steps...
Right, i took off on thurs and went to Sentosa to tan with ting and Hui... Hee~ Never actually gone to a beach and lie down and tan like that, that was the 1st time. Then, i went down the water and felt the coldness and the breeze... HAHA!!! It was great to actually do that once in a blue moon. B4 washing up, we saw this very cute Japanese Boy Boy.. Hee~ He was building sand castle so we helped him and played with him. He's so cute, got small eyes like mine... HahA!!! Took pics of him.. HAHA!!! Then, we went to Marina and eat Long John.. Afterwhich, shopped around for a while and then went to somewhere's starbucks... Wah lao, my 1st try on Passion tea.. It's so sour... Not my type of tea...
The next day, went to work totally burnt... HAHA!!! So funny, i was like so red that pple thought i drink or wad... Then, my boss said i looked like chimpanzee which i dun really get wad he means... Then, i kind of distracted everyone during briefing with my burning face... HAHA!!! So funny... See the expression on everyone's face... Hee~ It's common though, just that my face is slightly more reddish than b4... HAHA!!!
Lau was in a very good mood that day... He kind of talked to me about a lot of things and stretched towards his personal life and all... I find it weird for him to be telling me all these... But, well, there's not many pple that he can talk to bout all it... And well, i'm leaving soon, so no harm letting me know. Not gonna review any of the details to anyone, his life... respect...
K, so i was very stunned with Jessica's recommendation on who should take up the coordinator's job. I really dunno wad to say lah and seriously, my gut feeling is telling me that Chris will definitely bring her in. Well, if that's wad they need, i can't really object to anything. Sometimes, i'm angry for the fact that pple dun even ask me for opinions just coz i'm leaving soon, but soon doesn't mean now, at least let me know and hear my opinion lor... Well, since it had already been said, i guess i can't do anything anymore, god bless them... Seriously, i'm not going back if that really happens... However, that's not the main reason lah... It's just that i'm sick of everything there. I wanna take a break from Orchard Hotel, but of coz, i'm still very much attached to it.. Well, time will drift us apart...
Many things that i've done well and many that i've made mistakes, they're all done in OHS. No regrets stepping in, no regrets stepping out either. i've met a lot of friends that i really treasure and will never forget. Somehow, OHS will become just another memory of mine...
Si En said something yesterday, she said, "Dun worry, if u wanna go, the leave without looking back, Xiao Sa yi Dian..." I was shocked that she told me that but that's the truth.. Xiao Sa yi dian...
Everything is coming to an end. I'm embarking on the next phase of my life soon. I'm ready and set to go further...
Well, i'm off the next 2 days. A lot of time will be spent on cleaning my area, completing some files to handover to the next whoever-it-will-be coordinator and also for Jessica to look through. She's still very not clear on wad is going on. Minor stuff can be forgiven. I need her to look into things more rather than looking at the surface and do. Gosh.... Sounds like yet another difficult task. I really dunnoe y i always gotta do all these. On the other hand, i am learning more than other pple... i should count myself lucky... :)
K, i need to go help Ivan find his songs liao... CiAo Pple...
Life is not as good as before... It has taken a toll on me...
Right, i took off on thurs and went to Sentosa to tan with ting and Hui... Hee~ Never actually gone to a beach and lie down and tan like that, that was the 1st time. Then, i went down the water and felt the coldness and the breeze... HAHA!!! It was great to actually do that once in a blue moon. B4 washing up, we saw this very cute Japanese Boy Boy.. Hee~ He was building sand castle so we helped him and played with him. He's so cute, got small eyes like mine... HahA!!! Took pics of him.. HAHA!!! Then, we went to Marina and eat Long John.. Afterwhich, shopped around for a while and then went to somewhere's starbucks... Wah lao, my 1st try on Passion tea.. It's so sour... Not my type of tea...
The next day, went to work totally burnt... HAHA!!! So funny, i was like so red that pple thought i drink or wad... Then, my boss said i looked like chimpanzee which i dun really get wad he means... Then, i kind of distracted everyone during briefing with my burning face... HAHA!!! So funny... See the expression on everyone's face... Hee~ It's common though, just that my face is slightly more reddish than b4... HAHA!!!
Lau was in a very good mood that day... He kind of talked to me about a lot of things and stretched towards his personal life and all... I find it weird for him to be telling me all these... But, well, there's not many pple that he can talk to bout all it... And well, i'm leaving soon, so no harm letting me know. Not gonna review any of the details to anyone, his life... respect...
K, so i was very stunned with Jessica's recommendation on who should take up the coordinator's job. I really dunno wad to say lah and seriously, my gut feeling is telling me that Chris will definitely bring her in. Well, if that's wad they need, i can't really object to anything. Sometimes, i'm angry for the fact that pple dun even ask me for opinions just coz i'm leaving soon, but soon doesn't mean now, at least let me know and hear my opinion lor... Well, since it had already been said, i guess i can't do anything anymore, god bless them... Seriously, i'm not going back if that really happens... However, that's not the main reason lah... It's just that i'm sick of everything there. I wanna take a break from Orchard Hotel, but of coz, i'm still very much attached to it.. Well, time will drift us apart...
Many things that i've done well and many that i've made mistakes, they're all done in OHS. No regrets stepping in, no regrets stepping out either. i've met a lot of friends that i really treasure and will never forget. Somehow, OHS will become just another memory of mine...
Si En said something yesterday, she said, "Dun worry, if u wanna go, the leave without looking back, Xiao Sa yi Dian..." I was shocked that she told me that but that's the truth.. Xiao Sa yi dian...
Everything is coming to an end. I'm embarking on the next phase of my life soon. I'm ready and set to go further...
Well, i'm off the next 2 days. A lot of time will be spent on cleaning my area, completing some files to handover to the next whoever-it-will-be coordinator and also for Jessica to look through. She's still very not clear on wad is going on. Minor stuff can be forgiven. I need her to look into things more rather than looking at the surface and do. Gosh.... Sounds like yet another difficult task. I really dunnoe y i always gotta do all these. On the other hand, i am learning more than other pple... i should count myself lucky... :)
K, i need to go help Ivan find his songs liao... CiAo Pple...
Life is not as good as before... It has taken a toll on me...
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
New Day...
Official day back to work... Nothing unusual, just that pple seems to be in a damn good mood... Dunnoe y... Also, with all the changes in the office, i got confused... I couldn't find stuff which i usually can find... HAHA!!! So funny, and i walked around the little office trying to find that hidden treasure... HAHA!!!
K, the day started off with the plasma tv... Then, began looking for replacement for MArvin(Zoe's Friend)... Ermm... I think we need to make another rule that no one else should touch the book except for coordinators and black jackets... Like in this case, whereby Zoe took the book from Jessica and booked for herself and Marvin but in the end, Marvin cancelled all his booking, make our job difficult... Quite a few happenings between the staff and Jessica the last few days... Some were infuriating, some were good ones... Hee~ Good for her...
Basically, i slacked a lot today coz there were not much things to be done after the bookings stuff and some minor things, other than that, Jessica did it.... I left work at 6.20pm... Hee~ Early... Walked all the way to take MRT... HAHA!!! Just feels like it.
O ya, speaking of pple in good mood. I really dunnoe y, everyone were really in a good mood. Lau doesn't have his black face on. Chris was smiling all over. Chee Wee kept asking and laughing. Yusoff kept grinning for dunnoe wad reason. Felicia kept laughing loudly over minor minor stuff. Andy was actually teaching pple how to lift pple up with a single move in the office. The most serious today should be Wee Loon, but in his seriousness, lie jokes... HAHA!!! O ya, Ivan is also in a good mood. He joined in almost every conversation that anyone of us were talking bout... Ha!
U know wad happened just now?! That fucking guy from the Security(the one i complained bout b4) came into the office, drank a cup of coffee and left the cup there. At 1st, both Jess and me thought that it was Andy but it wasn't. Then, we were quite mad coz after all the tidying up, we already told our own staff not to mess up the 2 tables. Once they've used it, throw away wadsoever. Then this guy, came in, put the cup there. Fine. When he came in later, he actually asked for his coffee and i said, "next time dun put there can?!" And he dared reply me, "Y cannot, put there for a while also cannot meh?!" Then i ji tao tu him, "This is our office lor, u wan, u put at ur office lah. It is not for u to put ur things." Then i just walked out and went to photocopy my stuff, when i came in, he was still sitting on the Ivan's chair. I think he's so used to sitting on Ivan's chair that he doesn't know how much Ivan dun likes pple to touch his stuff... So we ignored him, let him sit. Then, he asked me, "Who clear my cup one? Is it u?(refering to me)" Jessica ji tao said, "No, not her, is i clear one." Fucked up man lor. This is our office lor, u wanna drink, let u drink, cannot clear ur own cup meh, handicap ar? Know how to bring in, dunnoe how to bring up meh?! If it pleases him so much, go put at his own fucking table and own damn place lah, mess up all he wants, we wun care. This is the Banquet office! i dun care how much pple likes to do that in our office before, that was BEFORE! NOW, it's different! Respect Banquet can or not, we are one of those departments which earns a lot for the Hotel lor! Dun treat us like Junk, pple who sweep the floor that u've messed up, we are not just like that! We are more than that! LOOK! The sales are like that, the security are like that, who's next in the line?! Pissed...
Aiya... Late le, i wanna sleep liao... Working tml again, it's gonna be a tough day tml... So need plenty of sleep... NIGHT!!!
K, the day started off with the plasma tv... Then, began looking for replacement for MArvin(Zoe's Friend)... Ermm... I think we need to make another rule that no one else should touch the book except for coordinators and black jackets... Like in this case, whereby Zoe took the book from Jessica and booked for herself and Marvin but in the end, Marvin cancelled all his booking, make our job difficult... Quite a few happenings between the staff and Jessica the last few days... Some were infuriating, some were good ones... Hee~ Good for her...
Basically, i slacked a lot today coz there were not much things to be done after the bookings stuff and some minor things, other than that, Jessica did it.... I left work at 6.20pm... Hee~ Early... Walked all the way to take MRT... HAHA!!! Just feels like it.
O ya, speaking of pple in good mood. I really dunnoe y, everyone were really in a good mood. Lau doesn't have his black face on. Chris was smiling all over. Chee Wee kept asking and laughing. Yusoff kept grinning for dunnoe wad reason. Felicia kept laughing loudly over minor minor stuff. Andy was actually teaching pple how to lift pple up with a single move in the office. The most serious today should be Wee Loon, but in his seriousness, lie jokes... HAHA!!! O ya, Ivan is also in a good mood. He joined in almost every conversation that anyone of us were talking bout... Ha!
U know wad happened just now?! That fucking guy from the Security(the one i complained bout b4) came into the office, drank a cup of coffee and left the cup there. At 1st, both Jess and me thought that it was Andy but it wasn't. Then, we were quite mad coz after all the tidying up, we already told our own staff not to mess up the 2 tables. Once they've used it, throw away wadsoever. Then this guy, came in, put the cup there. Fine. When he came in later, he actually asked for his coffee and i said, "next time dun put there can?!" And he dared reply me, "Y cannot, put there for a while also cannot meh?!" Then i ji tao tu him, "This is our office lor, u wan, u put at ur office lah. It is not for u to put ur things." Then i just walked out and went to photocopy my stuff, when i came in, he was still sitting on the Ivan's chair. I think he's so used to sitting on Ivan's chair that he doesn't know how much Ivan dun likes pple to touch his stuff... So we ignored him, let him sit. Then, he asked me, "Who clear my cup one? Is it u?(refering to me)" Jessica ji tao said, "No, not her, is i clear one." Fucked up man lor. This is our office lor, u wanna drink, let u drink, cannot clear ur own cup meh, handicap ar? Know how to bring in, dunnoe how to bring up meh?! If it pleases him so much, go put at his own fucking table and own damn place lah, mess up all he wants, we wun care. This is the Banquet office! i dun care how much pple likes to do that in our office before, that was BEFORE! NOW, it's different! Respect Banquet can or not, we are one of those departments which earns a lot for the Hotel lor! Dun treat us like Junk, pple who sweep the floor that u've messed up, we are not just like that! We are more than that! LOOK! The sales are like that, the security are like that, who's next in the line?! Pissed...
Aiya... Late le, i wanna sleep liao... Working tml again, it's gonna be a tough day tml... So need plenty of sleep... NIGHT!!!
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Back to Singapore!
Hai... I dunnoe whether should i be happy or sad... K, the fact that i went to Thailand is something to be happy bout but upon coming home, i heard the news of the passing of Mr Raja Ratnum....
Hai... Although i dun really know who is he, but the fact that he wrote the Singapore pledge made him a respectable man. It is not easy to write something like that out. Something that every single one of us in the country recite almost everyday, something which reflects the spirit of Singapore, something which we are proud of and something which only we, and only we have it. K, while watching the news just now, i couldn't help but to be moved to tears at the sight of his funneral... One of our founding father... Thank you, Mr Ratnum, for the contributions to Singapore... U'll never be forgetten.
Our Pledge:
We, the citizens of Singapore.
Pledge ourselves as one united people.
Regardless of race, language or religion.
To build a democratic society,
Based on justice and equality,
So as to achieve,
Happiness, Prosperity
And progress for our nation.
I am a Singaporean...
Well, we should look at the brighter side, death is inevitable, but we all know that this man passed away doing good things for our little island. That's wad we should rejoice bout...
K, last few days i was away from Singapore... 1st flight ever! WOOO!!!! That's cool... K, i was so amazed with the flying that i forgot all bout the pressure until i sat up straight and felt my stomach roll a little... So i calmed down and rest... Hee~ But i wasn't very happy with the flight attendant, attitude sux quite a little... The way she talked was like we owed her something like that... Hai... Well, i'm waiting for another trip to somewhere further and the next time round, i wanna take our own Singapore Airlines... something we're all proud of...
K, upon reaching Thailand, i felt the strangeness of the country... It's warm, it's dirty, it's so not home...
The tracffic sux! Always jamming... Damn lots of car... Took almost half an hour to travel a distance of like Gombak to CCk...
The toilets compared to Singapore SUX a whole lot!!!! K, not many countries in the whole can be compared to our cleanliness so i shall not compare... It stinks, that's it..
I went to Pattaya! Gosh... It's nice... Like a small town with lots of pubs?! HAHA!!! K, i went for the Thai massage, man, it's good...From top to bottom, nicely done... But a few parts where she brought my legs up, twist my head to the side and pressing on my arms, hurt a lot... But i enjoyed a lot sia... After that, went back to the hotel, slept till morning!
Went to see the Gay show... Nice!!! Most are beautiful, sad to say, many pple still point and talk bout them...
Ermm.... The tour guide is a Thai but he speaks Chinese and English, not very fluent though, many times, i couldn't understand him so i kind of just looked out the window... Something to point out,(this is for BT kor), this tourist guide resembles BT kor, the way he talked especially... HA! Other than that, he's good... Tries to give us the best ( Though i know he gets commission) but compared to the few previous guides that i've met, he's pretty good.
Gosh, can u believe pple actually gave 100 baht as tips?? 100 bahts is equivalent to bout S$4... Wah lao.. Some more there were 2 of them... Buay paiseh...
Well, papa is in this line so he kind of knows everything that's happening around but he acted like he dunnoe, many times, he just kept quiet... HA!!! that's my father...
I met with a very fierce tiger cub... So dot.... i wanna take pic with it but it got very fierce, then ah mah, and i freaked out... So we backed up... Kao... Very sad sia... Elephant show was cooll..The elephants were so so cute. U know, after the whole show, we kind of waited for the everyone in a corner. I was munching some chips and when i turned around, i saw an elephant coming my way, i ji tao run away! Scare the hell out of me..
It was during that time that the Tour guide showed us a video of the crocodile show. We watched it and found it dangerous, so he showed us the dangerous part. It was during one performance, this performer was showing how he can placed his hands into the crocs mouth, after putting in, the crocs bite it... OMG!!! Then the blood splurt out... While watching the video, i ji tao shocked... Scaryy...
O ya, i went for the Jetski!!! With a China girl... She wanted to play too so we took the 2-sitter de... Man, it was fun! But there's someone sitting bhind to guide us... I did the driving at one point, man, it's fun... Fast, slow, fast, slow, and we bumped up and down, one of which we went really high up and the butt hurts... -_-" But fun lah! Hee~
Then went for the parachute de... with the speedboat one... Wah! Like flying sia... Experience of a lifetime.. I was slammed into the sea twice, others from the group wasn't, i was... Damn... Still, i like the feeling of it...
Other than all those, there were also parts when i'm pissed off too... U know, Pa, ma, Ah mah... All old pple... I'm like, playing myself... no fun. Then, they kept talking, made me tulan... Most of the times i kept quiet, sometimes really cannot tahan, straight away blast... But so far, the blast didn't go too far...
Overall, the trip was good... Fun, nice... i love taking planes... Wanna take it again!!! Singapore looks beautiful from the top... I love my Country... At the end of the day, it's still, "Home Sweet Home" Nothing can be compared to it... I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!
Cai Yan Yan=Slowly... Sabia Sabia=Take is easy... Kabunka=Thank you(Girls)... Sawantika=Hello(Girls)... Hongnam-toilet... Pang pang=Expensive... Wahhahaha!!! not bad, i rmbed...
Hai... Although i dun really know who is he, but the fact that he wrote the Singapore pledge made him a respectable man. It is not easy to write something like that out. Something that every single one of us in the country recite almost everyday, something which reflects the spirit of Singapore, something which we are proud of and something which only we, and only we have it. K, while watching the news just now, i couldn't help but to be moved to tears at the sight of his funneral... One of our founding father... Thank you, Mr Ratnum, for the contributions to Singapore... U'll never be forgetten.
Our Pledge:
We, the citizens of Singapore.
Pledge ourselves as one united people.
Regardless of race, language or religion.
To build a democratic society,
Based on justice and equality,
So as to achieve,
Happiness, Prosperity
And progress for our nation.
I am a Singaporean...
Well, we should look at the brighter side, death is inevitable, but we all know that this man passed away doing good things for our little island. That's wad we should rejoice bout...
K, last few days i was away from Singapore... 1st flight ever! WOOO!!!! That's cool... K, i was so amazed with the flying that i forgot all bout the pressure until i sat up straight and felt my stomach roll a little... So i calmed down and rest... Hee~ But i wasn't very happy with the flight attendant, attitude sux quite a little... The way she talked was like we owed her something like that... Hai... Well, i'm waiting for another trip to somewhere further and the next time round, i wanna take our own Singapore Airlines... something we're all proud of...
K, upon reaching Thailand, i felt the strangeness of the country... It's warm, it's dirty, it's so not home...
The tracffic sux! Always jamming... Damn lots of car... Took almost half an hour to travel a distance of like Gombak to CCk...
The toilets compared to Singapore SUX a whole lot!!!! K, not many countries in the whole can be compared to our cleanliness so i shall not compare... It stinks, that's it..
I went to Pattaya! Gosh... It's nice... Like a small town with lots of pubs?! HAHA!!! K, i went for the Thai massage, man, it's good...From top to bottom, nicely done... But a few parts where she brought my legs up, twist my head to the side and pressing on my arms, hurt a lot... But i enjoyed a lot sia... After that, went back to the hotel, slept till morning!
Went to see the Gay show... Nice!!! Most are beautiful, sad to say, many pple still point and talk bout them...
Ermm.... The tour guide is a Thai but he speaks Chinese and English, not very fluent though, many times, i couldn't understand him so i kind of just looked out the window... Something to point out,(this is for BT kor), this tourist guide resembles BT kor, the way he talked especially... HA! Other than that, he's good... Tries to give us the best ( Though i know he gets commission) but compared to the few previous guides that i've met, he's pretty good.
Gosh, can u believe pple actually gave 100 baht as tips?? 100 bahts is equivalent to bout S$4... Wah lao.. Some more there were 2 of them... Buay paiseh...
Well, papa is in this line so he kind of knows everything that's happening around but he acted like he dunnoe, many times, he just kept quiet... HA!!! that's my father...
I met with a very fierce tiger cub... So dot.... i wanna take pic with it but it got very fierce, then ah mah, and i freaked out... So we backed up... Kao... Very sad sia... Elephant show was cooll..The elephants were so so cute. U know, after the whole show, we kind of waited for the everyone in a corner. I was munching some chips and when i turned around, i saw an elephant coming my way, i ji tao run away! Scare the hell out of me..
It was during that time that the Tour guide showed us a video of the crocodile show. We watched it and found it dangerous, so he showed us the dangerous part. It was during one performance, this performer was showing how he can placed his hands into the crocs mouth, after putting in, the crocs bite it... OMG!!! Then the blood splurt out... While watching the video, i ji tao shocked... Scaryy...
O ya, i went for the Jetski!!! With a China girl... She wanted to play too so we took the 2-sitter de... Man, it was fun! But there's someone sitting bhind to guide us... I did the driving at one point, man, it's fun... Fast, slow, fast, slow, and we bumped up and down, one of which we went really high up and the butt hurts... -_-" But fun lah! Hee~
Then went for the parachute de... with the speedboat one... Wah! Like flying sia... Experience of a lifetime.. I was slammed into the sea twice, others from the group wasn't, i was... Damn... Still, i like the feeling of it...
Other than all those, there were also parts when i'm pissed off too... U know, Pa, ma, Ah mah... All old pple... I'm like, playing myself... no fun. Then, they kept talking, made me tulan... Most of the times i kept quiet, sometimes really cannot tahan, straight away blast... But so far, the blast didn't go too far...
Overall, the trip was good... Fun, nice... i love taking planes... Wanna take it again!!! Singapore looks beautiful from the top... I love my Country... At the end of the day, it's still, "Home Sweet Home" Nothing can be compared to it... I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!
Cai Yan Yan=Slowly... Sabia Sabia=Take is easy... Kabunka=Thank you(Girls)... Sawantika=Hello(Girls)... Hongnam-toilet... Pang pang=Expensive... Wahhahaha!!! not bad, i rmbed...
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Gone to THAILAND!!!
hee~ So, here i am, bidding goodbye to all.... HAHA!!! Only a few of my friends know that i'm gonna go Thailand le... But, all of my colleagues know that i'm going... HAhA!!!
Well, it's merely a 4-days trip, nothing much to be happy bout. I'm not at all excited or wadsoever. The next 4 days will be for me to relax, have good nights' sleep and be totally away from work... HAHA!!! No one can disturb me liao... HAHA!!! Hopefully, things will go well...
Ermm... After the Thailand trip, i need to start stressing pple to let me go already... I'm getting really tired of everything. However, b4 i go, i will write out all the necessary things and set up a coordinator's system... Things are very mess up from where i began, so when i leave, hopefully things can be stablized. Not saying that i'm doing everything, but there's also Jessica who work along with me. So, next time, when i go back, i can be proud to say, i used to be a coordinator(which i'm not very proud of now... -_-") ... Just now, talked to Lau bout everything that are in our ways and also, wad are the things that we wanna improve on in the office, staffing wise, tidiness, nametags and all... i can say, just now, was the only time, i felt human and useful as a coordinator... Gosh... Look how bad the coordinators are treated.
K, let's talk bout this afternoon. When i just arrived at the office, i ji tao shocked... y? Cos the whole god damn table is filled with things... Papers, pen-knife, BEOs... I'm like, wad the hell went on here?! I only came in later nia... So, as usual, i tidied up the table when Lau came in and said, "Y u tidy up the table? I wanna let them see.." HAHa!!! So funny... True lah, pple there dun really care bout the tidiness of the office until pple come in, see le, nagged le, they listen, but after a while, the same old thing happen again, and poor Lau has to go all over again. Pple take coordinators for granted, now, i can really see y all the previous coordinator left... HAHA!!! So, i should start taking the PPLE for granted... HAhA!!!! I'm glad i'm leaving soon... How i wish i can leave immediately...
Right, pple, i'm going on holiday!!! In the meantime, u pple have fun... I'll try my best to get something for everyone i know... Try lah hor... I'm not rich... Hee~
NiGHt!!!
Well, it's merely a 4-days trip, nothing much to be happy bout. I'm not at all excited or wadsoever. The next 4 days will be for me to relax, have good nights' sleep and be totally away from work... HAHA!!! No one can disturb me liao... HAHA!!! Hopefully, things will go well...
Ermm... After the Thailand trip, i need to start stressing pple to let me go already... I'm getting really tired of everything. However, b4 i go, i will write out all the necessary things and set up a coordinator's system... Things are very mess up from where i began, so when i leave, hopefully things can be stablized. Not saying that i'm doing everything, but there's also Jessica who work along with me. So, next time, when i go back, i can be proud to say, i used to be a coordinator(which i'm not very proud of now... -_-") ... Just now, talked to Lau bout everything that are in our ways and also, wad are the things that we wanna improve on in the office, staffing wise, tidiness, nametags and all... i can say, just now, was the only time, i felt human and useful as a coordinator... Gosh... Look how bad the coordinators are treated.
K, let's talk bout this afternoon. When i just arrived at the office, i ji tao shocked... y? Cos the whole god damn table is filled with things... Papers, pen-knife, BEOs... I'm like, wad the hell went on here?! I only came in later nia... So, as usual, i tidied up the table when Lau came in and said, "Y u tidy up the table? I wanna let them see.." HAHa!!! So funny... True lah, pple there dun really care bout the tidiness of the office until pple come in, see le, nagged le, they listen, but after a while, the same old thing happen again, and poor Lau has to go all over again. Pple take coordinators for granted, now, i can really see y all the previous coordinator left... HAHA!!! So, i should start taking the PPLE for granted... HAhA!!!! I'm glad i'm leaving soon... How i wish i can leave immediately...
Right, pple, i'm going on holiday!!! In the meantime, u pple have fun... I'll try my best to get something for everyone i know... Try lah hor... I'm not rich... Hee~
NiGHt!!!
Monday, February 20, 2006
Missing that someone...
Somebody suddenly brought his name back... All of a sudden, i began to miss him again...
Those days... Miss u lots... My Boy... Hee~
Those days... Miss u lots... My Boy... Hee~
Sunday, February 19, 2006
It's quite a good day...
Hai... It's like 2am already and i'm still typing here... Guess wad? I finished work very early today, left the office at 7 but ended up at home at 1.45am.... Y?! No, not clubbing... Went to eat Suki with Chris, Roy and Jessica, afterwhich, they went to Kim Seng to bowl, while waiting for lane, i was playing in the arcade, some old games and then sat down watch Roy and Eric play pool... Then, went to Shaw House to watch Movie... Wah lao, 1st time sia, one day do so many things with pple that i dun really know.
WAd movie? The Fog.... I was asking Jessica whether she wanna go watch Movie earlier in the day and Ivan talked bout "The Fog". I didn't take much notice coz i thought it is just another Korean movie and even until i was in the Cinema, i still thought it's a Korean Movie, up until i saw "Starring: Tom Welling" Then i realised it's Hollywood movie... HAHA!!!! Coz Tom Welling is a Hollywood star, one of those hunks... Gosh... It was quite a good horror movie... The storyline is pretty basic, but it is hard to guess wad is gonna happen next. At the end of everything, the moral is, "Wad goes around, comes around." Watch it and u'll know wad i mean... Still waiting for pple to watch "I NOt Stupid 2" with me... Sian...
Still got work tml... 12pm... Hai... Need to wake up very early tml, go central, bank in cash and top up ez-link... Wonder wad's in for me next week... Might be going to Thailand, but papa haven't really confirm, i dun really know wad to tell Lau... Been taking quite a lot of OFF days leh... Good for me... HAHA!!!
O ya, sat in Chris's car today... it's a nice car... Slightly smaller but for someone his age to have a car is already a good thing... O ya, speaking of driving, i didn't know Lau rides a Bike... Gosh... Amazed u know... Hee~
K, time to turn in.. Getting real late...
One last thing, working doesn't seem as pressurizing as b4, was it coz the "burden" is not there anymore? Or is it coz of Jessica's help? Or probably i'm getting hold of everything? Maybe it's all of the above... Good... Good...
Btw, Thanks Hui Mui, for ur support... It's nice to see some comforting words once in a while from pple so far, yet so close...
Ciao!
WAd movie? The Fog.... I was asking Jessica whether she wanna go watch Movie earlier in the day and Ivan talked bout "The Fog". I didn't take much notice coz i thought it is just another Korean movie and even until i was in the Cinema, i still thought it's a Korean Movie, up until i saw "Starring: Tom Welling" Then i realised it's Hollywood movie... HAHA!!!! Coz Tom Welling is a Hollywood star, one of those hunks... Gosh... It was quite a good horror movie... The storyline is pretty basic, but it is hard to guess wad is gonna happen next. At the end of everything, the moral is, "Wad goes around, comes around." Watch it and u'll know wad i mean... Still waiting for pple to watch "I NOt Stupid 2" with me... Sian...
Still got work tml... 12pm... Hai... Need to wake up very early tml, go central, bank in cash and top up ez-link... Wonder wad's in for me next week... Might be going to Thailand, but papa haven't really confirm, i dun really know wad to tell Lau... Been taking quite a lot of OFF days leh... Good for me... HAHA!!!
O ya, sat in Chris's car today... it's a nice car... Slightly smaller but for someone his age to have a car is already a good thing... O ya, speaking of driving, i didn't know Lau rides a Bike... Gosh... Amazed u know... Hee~
K, time to turn in.. Getting real late...
One last thing, working doesn't seem as pressurizing as b4, was it coz the "burden" is not there anymore? Or is it coz of Jessica's help? Or probably i'm getting hold of everything? Maybe it's all of the above... Good... Good...
Btw, Thanks Hui Mui, for ur support... It's nice to see some comforting words once in a while from pple so far, yet so close...
Ciao!
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Hai...
No idea y, i felt pretty tired... It's another normal day at work. I didn't do as much as i did b4 but i just feel very tired, exceptionally tired... Y? Maybe i'm falling sick soon... Last night, i managed to get home early, so i slept very early, but i woke up in the middle of the night feeling uneasy... Warm all over, so i got over and drank 2 big cups of water... Next morning, went to work again...
Hai... I spent a lot of time tidying up the drawers of the office and the 3 tables... Feel so sickening that pple take things and never put it back, if not, anyhow put... Feel so pissed off u know...
Staffing for next week was done in a breeze... Only left with a few empty slots... Hai... Probably i should do some proper handover to Jessica le, coz i wanna leave.... And i'm serious this time... I'm sick of all the politics that're happening around, which i dun really wanna get involved with. Moreover, i really dun wan pple to know me around and talked bout me everywhere i go... Really Really sick of all these controversy... Hai... Sux...
Just now, Lau was asking me when do i wanna cut my hair, then i told him, "Huh? Can dun cut not, i wanna quit leh..." He's like, "Huh? Coz of ur hair, u wanna quit?!" I'm said, "no lah, coz school starting soon, can i dun cut le?" Hee~ It's time for him and Chris to find someone to replace me lor... Dun be surprised man... Anyway, he ain't feeling well today... Hope he'll get better... :)
Papa broke the news to me that we might be going on a cruise next week... Hai... Such short notice, i wonder whether i can take the OFF not, but then again, it's not confirm but the end of the week is drawing near...
O... Vincent's coming back.. Together with Wanqi and Olivia... WAhAHa!!! Our VIP servers... Need to add them into the Staff list lor... Nice to have them back on board... Hope it'll be a smooth sail...
Xueting bought new phone le, but she told me that the phone got no memory card... Sux... How come phone nowadays can sux like that... Hai... i guess i'll need to wait for a long long time b4 i can find one which satisfy me like 6260 does...
K, it's late, 12pm tml again... Hai... been working 12pm shift for many weeks le, i'm damn tired... Next week, same thing, 12pm... Oi, when can i come at the later shift... *DemAnDing* Too BAd, i'm not the one who plan it...Sad...
Once again, I lost track of time...
Hai... I spent a lot of time tidying up the drawers of the office and the 3 tables... Feel so sickening that pple take things and never put it back, if not, anyhow put... Feel so pissed off u know...
Staffing for next week was done in a breeze... Only left with a few empty slots... Hai... Probably i should do some proper handover to Jessica le, coz i wanna leave.... And i'm serious this time... I'm sick of all the politics that're happening around, which i dun really wanna get involved with. Moreover, i really dun wan pple to know me around and talked bout me everywhere i go... Really Really sick of all these controversy... Hai... Sux...
Just now, Lau was asking me when do i wanna cut my hair, then i told him, "Huh? Can dun cut not, i wanna quit leh..." He's like, "Huh? Coz of ur hair, u wanna quit?!" I'm said, "no lah, coz school starting soon, can i dun cut le?" Hee~ It's time for him and Chris to find someone to replace me lor... Dun be surprised man... Anyway, he ain't feeling well today... Hope he'll get better... :)
Papa broke the news to me that we might be going on a cruise next week... Hai... Such short notice, i wonder whether i can take the OFF not, but then again, it's not confirm but the end of the week is drawing near...
O... Vincent's coming back.. Together with Wanqi and Olivia... WAhAHa!!! Our VIP servers... Need to add them into the Staff list lor... Nice to have them back on board... Hope it'll be a smooth sail...
Xueting bought new phone le, but she told me that the phone got no memory card... Sux... How come phone nowadays can sux like that... Hai... i guess i'll need to wait for a long long time b4 i can find one which satisfy me like 6260 does...
K, it's late, 12pm tml again... Hai... been working 12pm shift for many weeks le, i'm damn tired... Next week, same thing, 12pm... Oi, when can i come at the later shift... *DemAnDing* Too BAd, i'm not the one who plan it...Sad...
Once again, I lost track of time...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
A proper blog
Alright, it's time to have a good blog. It has been a while since i really sat down and write one proper blog, it's either cut-short or not written. Kind of fed up with my sickening writings, now that i'm free, i'm gonna write something out.
K, work has been really bad, bad since i began. Well, not much choice right? Since i've taken up the job, i gotta do it. Many times i wanna quit, and i naively thought i could, who knew that they'd not let me go. Well, so, day by day, week by week, its already a month or so, but i'm still holding the post. Ha! Probably i tried too hard to be good, i expect too much from myself, and i ended up doing it good, for the hotel, but for myself, it's still far from good. So, i'm struggling to do better when i couldn't go on anymore. Up to the extend that i've ignored my family, my life and my health. I complained a lot, but there were still a lot kept inside. I took many shortcuts but still, i can't catch up. At the very end, i realised, i cared too much. Look at the number of 'I's i used... However, none of the "I"s are for myself. I was told to act selfish, to be less considerate and think bout myself. Initially, i hesitated, but then, i began to think more... More about myself. It's afterall, my choice, whether to stay on, to work hard, to finish my job. So, i began to complain in the right way, do MY own job and stay out of other people's way so that they wun be in my way. Like how? Like this, i told myself not to do things that doesn't concern me, for eg, buy coffee. I wun do things which are out of my work duties, eg, "Refreshing rooms when it's not my job." I wun care bout others when i dun have time to, eg "I'm not free, dun ask me..." I dun care bout wad others think, let them feel that i'm selfish, self-centred, wadever, it's my life, y make it difficult just to please u? Go do it urself. It's ur job anyway, u r paid to do urs, like i'm paid to do mine, no excuses and that's the bottom line.
Having said all those, i was still tortured by my "partner". I'm doing almost everything while she's doing nothing. And basically coz i'm doing everything, that's y when anything goes wrong, it's, "APPLE do one..." Ha! Wad a sickening phrase to hear. So, i still end up being the Victim. Gosh... Up until recently, there's a change. However, challenges still lies there. Why? Pple ASSUMED i know everything... Pushed all responsibilities to the one who they ASSUMED to know everything, and of cos, that's me. Who knows? I dun really know everything coz some pple are just too lazy to finish teaching me everything... However, i still gets into trouble, even though it's not my fault when i dunnoe anything...
Seriously, i dun really like OHS like i liked it b4. Back then, i'd go to work happily, even when i'm damn tired, and i dun have any days off, i still went on, coz it used to be fun, challenging and the pple are all good. Now, some pple are different, new staff, new attitudes and i can't seem to fit in. I dun wish to fit in anymore, it sux to try so hard. With old friends, old colleagues, still can put up with them, still can play and work with. Yup, things move on, change for some reasons, nothing can remain as it is and still gain, it seems like nothing can be retained in this line, in some pple. I missed the pple that i used to work with... Well, face it, it's the real world.
I do cherish the different times i had in OHS, the pple that i met, the new friends that i can treasure... Sounds like i'm leaving and not coming back right? Hee~ Soon, i will be leaving. Leaving the post of banquet P/T coordinator, which i'm not really proud of and also, leaving the post of banquet waitress... Going back to become a Full-time student... BAck to work? See 1st bah... Let the rest of the days pass faster...
Ok, life at home is almost the same. Some bickerings here and there, some laughter once in a while and some breaking of stuff... HA! I love my home... SO MUCH!!!! I still want a room lor... So long le.. 2 years lor... Still, empty promises... I'm still waiting... HAHA!!! However, it doesn't really matter now, but 1 month later, it'll matter coz start school le, i want a larger table leh, this table is really too small and too low for me to work... Hai...
One of the best time i had this year was going to BSB's concert. It's really great to watch ur idols. 6 years ago, i was wondering when BSB would come to Sinagpore? In my heart, i hoped but i know for a fact that, there is a very low percentage that they would come coz Singapore is afterall, a really small market which they, as international singers dun really have to put any effort to promote here and also, we're like a small dot, i dun think they'll even notice it when reading the map. However, my dream came true. A long wait, for the 1st time, i saw them. All 5 of them, so close to me... But really, it is not about their looks or their style, it's bout their music. It not only turns me on, it drives me crazy and most of all, it soothes my soul. Y i love them even after so many years of Hiatus? Coz the Backstreet pride stays alive no matter where they are. And also, the music is always there... That's one of the best things that happened to me.
Chinese New year was a bit quiet for me this year. I dunnoe, probably coz of working, i didn't manage to shop with my parents and go squeeze in the crowd at Chinatown and couldn't get new year clothes... Just sad that i can't celebrate it like i used to. I wasn't excited bout the Hongbaos at all... I didn't took out and count exactly how much i got, i just sort them out and leave it there. Then, went back to work again. Hai...
Another thing that i'm happy bout was, i was able to go out with Ling Hui again. It feels weird intially to actually go out with her. Ha! Isn't it weird? 5 years ago, we hang out everyday together, and were once the best of friends. Well, u know, young pple do young things, some little conflicts came out coz of some basketball team guy or something and there goes the friendship. We spent 5 years in the same school, not actually talking to each other much. Until she graduated. I'm glad that we are, well, friends again, if not, the best of friends.
Not to forget, there's one more person, Xueting. She remains as my sister... hee~ Of cos, 10 years of friendship doesn't come easy... We did have our ups and downs together. Those juvenile times, let's just forget bout it. We share everything with each other now. Isn't it good to have friends or rather Sister like that? LoVe her...
Yuting... Nothing much changes... She is still the forgetful person.. But she has grown up... Now, she thinks much more than she usually did. That's good for her... Good for her... Still, she'll be my best friend, afterall, we walked home together almost everyday de hor... And she's the only one who'll sing Wu Ding and Chuang Wai with me... HAHA!!!
Suddenly thought of Billy. He's one person who i'll never forget. Y? Coz he used to be my schoolmate cum boyfriend cum friend cum colleague cum listener.. Hee~ Most importantly, he's the one who counted my O level results for me when i took my result slip to a corner to calm myself down. Hee~ He told me, "WAh lAO, 11 LEH!" I'm like, "Huh!? Then all leh?!" HAha!!! A friend who i never regret knowing...
Then comes Melissa, Aiying and Yuting... hee~ The 3some who works with me. Seriously, i dun really know how i actually can be so close to them... We clicked a lot in many aspects. They're a bunch of cool girls... And Yuting... HAha!!! When she 1st came to work, i was the one who taught her the stuff, when she became VIP server, i was the one who taught her too... hee~ Melissa, Love her too much to say anything, "I NOT STUPID 2" very nice hor... HAHA!!!( U wun understand unless u r Melissa, hee~) As for Aiying, they describe her as "AUNTY" and they got a very good reason for saying that... HAHA!!! Well, 1 year le... It has been a long time...
I can't forget another, BoH tEck Kor... Hee~ Working with him... Ermm... not exactly, working under him is a better way of saying. He's, well, the Captain, right? hee~ Working wise, always complained to him but always finish the job. He's one fast man. In life, he taught me a lot, a lot more that i expect would come out of a 21-year-old, turning 22 this year. Hee~ I respect him coz he's a respectable guy... HA!!! The line is drawn very clear between us.. Brother and sister... For always.. Chris should read this...
Christopher... Another guy who i respect. Dun wanna comment much bout him coz he's just a real caring guy. Will missed him after leaving...
Lau, a man full of principles... Although he doesn't show them much, in fact, it's always there... Ego of a man, i suppose...
Love life? Few confessions here and there but none touches me... lots of confessions from pple to my friends, ermm... Nothing much to say, it's all up to them. Dun be blinded by love pple... Look properly, seek slowly, ur one will come one day, surely... Nothing to rush... I'm still waiting for my one to come... Really... Take time to think, find, see, and feel then slowly fall in love, that is the best part...
Not to forget, i got my O level results only a few days ago... I'm still rejoicing over it... I've chosen my courses, and i'm waiting... :)
Well, those summed up my recent life... I'm still holding on... Wanting to give up, shut my door, and let things stop but this is life, nothing stops. Even if i shut the door, someone else will open the door. Even if i have a key, someone else will duplicate it... Life... Wad a misery yet joys lurks in it... SmiLe!!! At the end of the day, Apple remains as Apple, Ai Ping is still Ai Ping...
By the way, it's Valentine's Day.. Wishing everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!
Every ending is a New beginning...
K, work has been really bad, bad since i began. Well, not much choice right? Since i've taken up the job, i gotta do it. Many times i wanna quit, and i naively thought i could, who knew that they'd not let me go. Well, so, day by day, week by week, its already a month or so, but i'm still holding the post. Ha! Probably i tried too hard to be good, i expect too much from myself, and i ended up doing it good, for the hotel, but for myself, it's still far from good. So, i'm struggling to do better when i couldn't go on anymore. Up to the extend that i've ignored my family, my life and my health. I complained a lot, but there were still a lot kept inside. I took many shortcuts but still, i can't catch up. At the very end, i realised, i cared too much. Look at the number of 'I's i used... However, none of the "I"s are for myself. I was told to act selfish, to be less considerate and think bout myself. Initially, i hesitated, but then, i began to think more... More about myself. It's afterall, my choice, whether to stay on, to work hard, to finish my job. So, i began to complain in the right way, do MY own job and stay out of other people's way so that they wun be in my way. Like how? Like this, i told myself not to do things that doesn't concern me, for eg, buy coffee. I wun do things which are out of my work duties, eg, "Refreshing rooms when it's not my job." I wun care bout others when i dun have time to, eg "I'm not free, dun ask me..." I dun care bout wad others think, let them feel that i'm selfish, self-centred, wadever, it's my life, y make it difficult just to please u? Go do it urself. It's ur job anyway, u r paid to do urs, like i'm paid to do mine, no excuses and that's the bottom line.
Having said all those, i was still tortured by my "partner". I'm doing almost everything while she's doing nothing. And basically coz i'm doing everything, that's y when anything goes wrong, it's, "APPLE do one..." Ha! Wad a sickening phrase to hear. So, i still end up being the Victim. Gosh... Up until recently, there's a change. However, challenges still lies there. Why? Pple ASSUMED i know everything... Pushed all responsibilities to the one who they ASSUMED to know everything, and of cos, that's me. Who knows? I dun really know everything coz some pple are just too lazy to finish teaching me everything... However, i still gets into trouble, even though it's not my fault when i dunnoe anything...
Seriously, i dun really like OHS like i liked it b4. Back then, i'd go to work happily, even when i'm damn tired, and i dun have any days off, i still went on, coz it used to be fun, challenging and the pple are all good. Now, some pple are different, new staff, new attitudes and i can't seem to fit in. I dun wish to fit in anymore, it sux to try so hard. With old friends, old colleagues, still can put up with them, still can play and work with. Yup, things move on, change for some reasons, nothing can remain as it is and still gain, it seems like nothing can be retained in this line, in some pple. I missed the pple that i used to work with... Well, face it, it's the real world.
I do cherish the different times i had in OHS, the pple that i met, the new friends that i can treasure... Sounds like i'm leaving and not coming back right? Hee~ Soon, i will be leaving. Leaving the post of banquet P/T coordinator, which i'm not really proud of and also, leaving the post of banquet waitress... Going back to become a Full-time student... BAck to work? See 1st bah... Let the rest of the days pass faster...
Ok, life at home is almost the same. Some bickerings here and there, some laughter once in a while and some breaking of stuff... HA! I love my home... SO MUCH!!!! I still want a room lor... So long le.. 2 years lor... Still, empty promises... I'm still waiting... HAHA!!! However, it doesn't really matter now, but 1 month later, it'll matter coz start school le, i want a larger table leh, this table is really too small and too low for me to work... Hai...
One of the best time i had this year was going to BSB's concert. It's really great to watch ur idols. 6 years ago, i was wondering when BSB would come to Sinagpore? In my heart, i hoped but i know for a fact that, there is a very low percentage that they would come coz Singapore is afterall, a really small market which they, as international singers dun really have to put any effort to promote here and also, we're like a small dot, i dun think they'll even notice it when reading the map. However, my dream came true. A long wait, for the 1st time, i saw them. All 5 of them, so close to me... But really, it is not about their looks or their style, it's bout their music. It not only turns me on, it drives me crazy and most of all, it soothes my soul. Y i love them even after so many years of Hiatus? Coz the Backstreet pride stays alive no matter where they are. And also, the music is always there... That's one of the best things that happened to me.
Chinese New year was a bit quiet for me this year. I dunnoe, probably coz of working, i didn't manage to shop with my parents and go squeeze in the crowd at Chinatown and couldn't get new year clothes... Just sad that i can't celebrate it like i used to. I wasn't excited bout the Hongbaos at all... I didn't took out and count exactly how much i got, i just sort them out and leave it there. Then, went back to work again. Hai...
Another thing that i'm happy bout was, i was able to go out with Ling Hui again. It feels weird intially to actually go out with her. Ha! Isn't it weird? 5 years ago, we hang out everyday together, and were once the best of friends. Well, u know, young pple do young things, some little conflicts came out coz of some basketball team guy or something and there goes the friendship. We spent 5 years in the same school, not actually talking to each other much. Until she graduated. I'm glad that we are, well, friends again, if not, the best of friends.
Not to forget, there's one more person, Xueting. She remains as my sister... hee~ Of cos, 10 years of friendship doesn't come easy... We did have our ups and downs together. Those juvenile times, let's just forget bout it. We share everything with each other now. Isn't it good to have friends or rather Sister like that? LoVe her...
Yuting... Nothing much changes... She is still the forgetful person.. But she has grown up... Now, she thinks much more than she usually did. That's good for her... Good for her... Still, she'll be my best friend, afterall, we walked home together almost everyday de hor... And she's the only one who'll sing Wu Ding and Chuang Wai with me... HAHA!!!
Suddenly thought of Billy. He's one person who i'll never forget. Y? Coz he used to be my schoolmate cum boyfriend cum friend cum colleague cum listener.. Hee~ Most importantly, he's the one who counted my O level results for me when i took my result slip to a corner to calm myself down. Hee~ He told me, "WAh lAO, 11 LEH!" I'm like, "Huh!? Then all leh?!" HAha!!! A friend who i never regret knowing...
Then comes Melissa, Aiying and Yuting... hee~ The 3some who works with me. Seriously, i dun really know how i actually can be so close to them... We clicked a lot in many aspects. They're a bunch of cool girls... And Yuting... HAha!!! When she 1st came to work, i was the one who taught her the stuff, when she became VIP server, i was the one who taught her too... hee~ Melissa, Love her too much to say anything, "I NOT STUPID 2" very nice hor... HAHA!!!( U wun understand unless u r Melissa, hee~) As for Aiying, they describe her as "AUNTY" and they got a very good reason for saying that... HAHA!!! Well, 1 year le... It has been a long time...
I can't forget another, BoH tEck Kor... Hee~ Working with him... Ermm... not exactly, working under him is a better way of saying. He's, well, the Captain, right? hee~ Working wise, always complained to him but always finish the job. He's one fast man. In life, he taught me a lot, a lot more that i expect would come out of a 21-year-old, turning 22 this year. Hee~ I respect him coz he's a respectable guy... HA!!! The line is drawn very clear between us.. Brother and sister... For always.. Chris should read this...
Christopher... Another guy who i respect. Dun wanna comment much bout him coz he's just a real caring guy. Will missed him after leaving...
Lau, a man full of principles... Although he doesn't show them much, in fact, it's always there... Ego of a man, i suppose...
Love life? Few confessions here and there but none touches me... lots of confessions from pple to my friends, ermm... Nothing much to say, it's all up to them. Dun be blinded by love pple... Look properly, seek slowly, ur one will come one day, surely... Nothing to rush... I'm still waiting for my one to come... Really... Take time to think, find, see, and feel then slowly fall in love, that is the best part...
Not to forget, i got my O level results only a few days ago... I'm still rejoicing over it... I've chosen my courses, and i'm waiting... :)
Well, those summed up my recent life... I'm still holding on... Wanting to give up, shut my door, and let things stop but this is life, nothing stops. Even if i shut the door, someone else will open the door. Even if i have a key, someone else will duplicate it... Life... Wad a misery yet joys lurks in it... SmiLe!!! At the end of the day, Apple remains as Apple, Ai Ping is still Ai Ping...
By the way, it's Valentine's Day.. Wishing everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!
Every ending is a New beginning...
Monday, February 13, 2006
LA lA LA
Right, so i got my O level results... HAHA!!!! Probably i should share it with everyone... Hee~ I got 11 points for my L1R4 and 15 points for L1R5... Gosh, it's totally the same as my Prelim but for certain subjects, there's a fall of grades, but it doesn't matter... Wad matters most is that i PASSED!!!!
That very day, Xueting, Yuting, Elaine and I went to K box to celebrate!!! HAHA!!! It was a fun night, singing out LOUD! Heh! Last year, after our N level, we went to different clubs and drink a little... That night was fun, but now, thinking bout it, it wasn't as fun as wad i had for O level celebrations. Friends are still the best afterall!!! HAHA!!! The fun was beyond description...
However, i went to work the next day... Gosh... ANother tiring day... Saturday, i was stunned by a few things. 1st, i nearly fell down while walking to the office, 2nd, Priscilla said something that i dun quite understand and she carried on crapping even after i walked out of the office, and while waiting for the lift down, i saw a white figure flew pass the staircase area... Gosh... That scare the hell out of me, wheni walked closer to check out wad it was, i saw JP... Wah LAo! Wanna smoke also no need to walk here walk there one mah, some more didn't wear jacket, scare me leh...
Then, Lau asked me whether i can finish 4 days of job within that night, i'm like "huh?"(Ji tao dropped pen, jaws open) HAhA!!! But leh, it's fine lah, i manage to finish typing and printing everything by 2am... Ha! Was tired but entertained myself with Music... Also, Lau drank quite a bit that day, he suddenly went down to the canteen during the banquet payment and looked very drunk, smelled so too... Ha!
Back home very late... Very tired... Almost dying, ji tao concussed on bed le...
Woke up today, wanting to go back to work... In the end, woke up only at 10.30am when the meeting time was 10am... But i did told ting bout it. Went to office, finish up some minor stuff for the next few days, and went back le!
Back to batok, rebond HAI!!! After a damn long wait, finally, finally!!! Ha! So sat there for 4+ hours to do the hair... Hee~ End of it, Satisfied...
After much pondering, i got 11 choices out of the 12.. Very happy now... no more worries, hopefully, i can get into the course that i want...
Well, look how time flies... Not long ago, i was still complaining bout O level being difficult, afraid that i would do badly but now, not only have i got it, i'm going to do the admission tml le... Soon, i'll be leaving OHS Coordinator job and going to carry on with my studies. It will definitely be some better days... I can't wait to leave!
O ya, while rebonding just now, the stylist told me bout the hair colours and all... I'm interested... HAHA!!! But, let my hair rest 1st b4 doing anything to it...
I got 3 days OFF!!!! MUHAHAHA!!! I already got the days planned le... Tml going to school then K box, Tuesday will sleep all i want and find places to shop, and on Wednesday, sleep even more and stay at HOME!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!! ASk me Out leh!!! HAHA!!!
PS: Now that my hair is rebonded, next, save up for new phone and more clothes!!!! HAHAHA!!!
That very day, Xueting, Yuting, Elaine and I went to K box to celebrate!!! HAHA!!! It was a fun night, singing out LOUD! Heh! Last year, after our N level, we went to different clubs and drink a little... That night was fun, but now, thinking bout it, it wasn't as fun as wad i had for O level celebrations. Friends are still the best afterall!!! HAHA!!! The fun was beyond description...
However, i went to work the next day... Gosh... ANother tiring day... Saturday, i was stunned by a few things. 1st, i nearly fell down while walking to the office, 2nd, Priscilla said something that i dun quite understand and she carried on crapping even after i walked out of the office, and while waiting for the lift down, i saw a white figure flew pass the staircase area... Gosh... That scare the hell out of me, wheni walked closer to check out wad it was, i saw JP... Wah LAo! Wanna smoke also no need to walk here walk there one mah, some more didn't wear jacket, scare me leh...
Then, Lau asked me whether i can finish 4 days of job within that night, i'm like "huh?"(Ji tao dropped pen, jaws open) HAhA!!! But leh, it's fine lah, i manage to finish typing and printing everything by 2am... Ha! Was tired but entertained myself with Music... Also, Lau drank quite a bit that day, he suddenly went down to the canteen during the banquet payment and looked very drunk, smelled so too... Ha!
Back home very late... Very tired... Almost dying, ji tao concussed on bed le...
Woke up today, wanting to go back to work... In the end, woke up only at 10.30am when the meeting time was 10am... But i did told ting bout it. Went to office, finish up some minor stuff for the next few days, and went back le!
Back to batok, rebond HAI!!! After a damn long wait, finally, finally!!! Ha! So sat there for 4+ hours to do the hair... Hee~ End of it, Satisfied...
After much pondering, i got 11 choices out of the 12.. Very happy now... no more worries, hopefully, i can get into the course that i want...
Well, look how time flies... Not long ago, i was still complaining bout O level being difficult, afraid that i would do badly but now, not only have i got it, i'm going to do the admission tml le... Soon, i'll be leaving OHS Coordinator job and going to carry on with my studies. It will definitely be some better days... I can't wait to leave!
O ya, while rebonding just now, the stylist told me bout the hair colours and all... I'm interested... HAHA!!! But, let my hair rest 1st b4 doing anything to it...
I got 3 days OFF!!!! MUHAHAHA!!! I already got the days planned le... Tml going to school then K box, Tuesday will sleep all i want and find places to shop, and on Wednesday, sleep even more and stay at HOME!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!! ASk me Out leh!!! HAHA!!!
PS: Now that my hair is rebonded, next, save up for new phone and more clothes!!!! HAHAHA!!!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
O LEVEL OUT!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Its ME!!!! I GOT MY O LEVEL RESULTS, IT'S WAD I WANTED... TO MY EXPECTATIONS!!!!!! IM HAPPY!!!!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Wad to say?
Hai... Though the load has been lifted, but i'm still feeling tired... Haven't been sleeping properly for a long time liao...
Orchard Hotel seems to become my home le... I've been spending days and nights in there, doing everything, talking to everyone, thinking of everything. Probably it's gonna be my 3rd home... Soon, i'll be leaving, wonder what is it gonna be like? I may missed the tough days, sleepless nights but i dun think i would wanna return to this kind of life.
Update on today. Ivan came back le, a bit stressed ar, coz he's always there, a bit scary when he dun talk, then today i think i click something and the printer went, print, print, print.... I'm like, wad's going on, man! Then he walked over with a face with all those seriousness... I ji tao stunned... HA!
Jessica came down today, i'm glad she's willing to learn and is open to changes and comments. Still, it is the 1st day, waiting to see.
Lau sat us down and talked to us bout everything, i wanted to cry a few times coz somehow, he knew wad was going on, he said everything out but did not pin-point who, but i know who he's talking bout. I was touched, for some reasons, he is a good boss. I like him more than ever. Many times during the conversation, i really wanna cry out, but for wad reason? I'm no longer gonna suffer le. Simple words, pure understanding, good observation, triggers a little part of me. Thanks BoSs...
I didn't know i was capable of doing the things that i've done so far... I'm proud of myself... I really thought i was gonna break down, lost it and totally go crazy but i held on tight. I did broke down, but after that, bite on, move on. I'm glad i'm me... Maybe i've let pple took too much advantage of me coz of my easy-going character, but i'm beginning to learn. Step by step. I'm growing up.
LAu asked me to do his Resume for him... I'm like, "HUh?!" Ha! My boss....
O level really coming.. Panicking!!!! 1 day more only...
Orchard Hotel seems to become my home le... I've been spending days and nights in there, doing everything, talking to everyone, thinking of everything. Probably it's gonna be my 3rd home... Soon, i'll be leaving, wonder what is it gonna be like? I may missed the tough days, sleepless nights but i dun think i would wanna return to this kind of life.
Update on today. Ivan came back le, a bit stressed ar, coz he's always there, a bit scary when he dun talk, then today i think i click something and the printer went, print, print, print.... I'm like, wad's going on, man! Then he walked over with a face with all those seriousness... I ji tao stunned... HA!
Jessica came down today, i'm glad she's willing to learn and is open to changes and comments. Still, it is the 1st day, waiting to see.
Lau sat us down and talked to us bout everything, i wanted to cry a few times coz somehow, he knew wad was going on, he said everything out but did not pin-point who, but i know who he's talking bout. I was touched, for some reasons, he is a good boss. I like him more than ever. Many times during the conversation, i really wanna cry out, but for wad reason? I'm no longer gonna suffer le. Simple words, pure understanding, good observation, triggers a little part of me. Thanks BoSs...
I didn't know i was capable of doing the things that i've done so far... I'm proud of myself... I really thought i was gonna break down, lost it and totally go crazy but i held on tight. I did broke down, but after that, bite on, move on. I'm glad i'm me... Maybe i've let pple took too much advantage of me coz of my easy-going character, but i'm beginning to learn. Step by step. I'm growing up.
LAu asked me to do his Resume for him... I'm like, "HUh?!" Ha! My boss....
O level really coming.. Panicking!!!! 1 day more only...
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Tired...
I very tired again.. There had never been a day which i'm not tired... New coordinator coming lor... Someone we all know... Hopefully i can stand everything b4 i leave... heH Heh!
Result day confirm le... Friday, 10th of Feb....
Result day confirm le... Friday, 10th of Feb....
Monday, February 06, 2006
huh? DOt DoT Dot
HA... I got someone reading my blog telling me that my blog seems inquisitive.... Puzzled... Probably he's just someone who appreciates everything; his job, his life, his everything. Well, every individual has their own life, and he/she will face different pple, things, weather and all... Truth is, my life sux at this point of time, i do love my life, just the job now sux. So, dun have to worry too much, i'll start appreciating things as soon as i stop working or rather stop working with someone.
Sick, went back today, and Loon kept suan-ing me, saying "I thought someone dun wanna come back." For god sake, i dun wanna go back... I was so angry lor.... But i'm glad i went back coz there's a lot of amendments to the staffing... I, again, spent a lot of time changing everything... Hai... Finding staff was ok, except for the initial part where pple start to hang up my call or didn't pick up... Hai... sasa came to help me with looking for staff, she got 2 of her friends to work... Hai... Feel so bad for wanting her to stay for me, troubling her and all... Sad... We even resort to calling Boh Teck Kor and Gwen after Lau said can ask them back.. HA! But of cos, they can't make it... O ya, i called eric too... HAHA!!!!
I spent the whole day in the office... One of the awkward moment was, when i walked into the office harshly, thinking nobody was in there, and said, "Wah LAO!" But wad i didn't know was, Lau and Miss Wong was inside talking... HA, i was a bit paiseh lah, but no choice, still need to sit down and call pple... HA!
Very tired seriously... I also realised i'm working tml... I seriously am tired but still need to go back... Can i just not go work... Sickening... I'm not in need of money, nothing out there that i wanna buy, not interested in anything now, except for sleeping and eating right...
Gosh... I need to get some nap...
Ciao...
Sick, went back today, and Loon kept suan-ing me, saying "I thought someone dun wanna come back." For god sake, i dun wanna go back... I was so angry lor.... But i'm glad i went back coz there's a lot of amendments to the staffing... I, again, spent a lot of time changing everything... Hai... Finding staff was ok, except for the initial part where pple start to hang up my call or didn't pick up... Hai... sasa came to help me with looking for staff, she got 2 of her friends to work... Hai... Feel so bad for wanting her to stay for me, troubling her and all... Sad... We even resort to calling Boh Teck Kor and Gwen after Lau said can ask them back.. HA! But of cos, they can't make it... O ya, i called eric too... HAHA!!!!
I spent the whole day in the office... One of the awkward moment was, when i walked into the office harshly, thinking nobody was in there, and said, "Wah LAO!" But wad i didn't know was, Lau and Miss Wong was inside talking... HA, i was a bit paiseh lah, but no choice, still need to sit down and call pple... HA!
Very tired seriously... I also realised i'm working tml... I seriously am tired but still need to go back... Can i just not go work... Sickening... I'm not in need of money, nothing out there that i wanna buy, not interested in anything now, except for sleeping and eating right...
Gosh... I need to get some nap...
Ciao...
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Damn days...
Pple, yesterday was a Fucking day, repeat again, FUCKING!!!! I am really tired of everything... When can i quit? Just when?
wad happened yesterday? I worked 12pm and i was making sure i can go home early, if not 11pm sharp. Then, i was doing my job, more than my job, figuring out how many staff are needed for the following week coz somebody haven't finish. So, i took a damn long time to transfer everything onto the Booking book... After that, was instructed to go help out upstairs, fine, 3 plus, went back down. Started to find staff... Wad happen? She sat there and watch me, eat things, drink water, everything else except working. Very angry but i was determined to HACK CARE, dun wanna help her. Which was basically the reason y i had to stay late to finish wad she has not done... i dun really wanna put everything up... End of the night, i was really very tired and angry... I laid my head on the table, tears rolling in my eyes but i act fine. Seriously, y must i be so soft-hearted? I could've just went home at 11pm. I could have but i did not. Sometimes, i hate being myself, so considerate for everyone else except myself... For god sake, wake me UP!!!!
Today, was very tired, but still went to see the Ngee Ann Open house coz i really wanna know the courses. I am very interested in Tourism and Resort management or Business Studies... Took some other booklets and see le... On the 10th, results' coming out... Nervous...
I was in a pretty good mood today coz i know i have the next 2 days off but wad happened? Yusoff ask me to go back to work... He said, LAu say one... I really dun wanna go back... Really dun want to... Y should i do that? Why? I'm only a part-timer... Part-timer... Son of a bitch...
Dun wanna say liao le, i vent a lot of my anger on buying stuff today... It's no use... Just let me quit...
wad happened yesterday? I worked 12pm and i was making sure i can go home early, if not 11pm sharp. Then, i was doing my job, more than my job, figuring out how many staff are needed for the following week coz somebody haven't finish. So, i took a damn long time to transfer everything onto the Booking book... After that, was instructed to go help out upstairs, fine, 3 plus, went back down. Started to find staff... Wad happen? She sat there and watch me, eat things, drink water, everything else except working. Very angry but i was determined to HACK CARE, dun wanna help her. Which was basically the reason y i had to stay late to finish wad she has not done... i dun really wanna put everything up... End of the night, i was really very tired and angry... I laid my head on the table, tears rolling in my eyes but i act fine. Seriously, y must i be so soft-hearted? I could've just went home at 11pm. I could have but i did not. Sometimes, i hate being myself, so considerate for everyone else except myself... For god sake, wake me UP!!!!
Today, was very tired, but still went to see the Ngee Ann Open house coz i really wanna know the courses. I am very interested in Tourism and Resort management or Business Studies... Took some other booklets and see le... On the 10th, results' coming out... Nervous...
I was in a pretty good mood today coz i know i have the next 2 days off but wad happened? Yusoff ask me to go back to work... He said, LAu say one... I really dun wanna go back... Really dun want to... Y should i do that? Why? I'm only a part-timer... Part-timer... Son of a bitch...
Dun wanna say liao le, i vent a lot of my anger on buying stuff today... It's no use... Just let me quit...
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
SHOP SHOp!
Out today!!!! SO COOL!!!
Went back to Hillgrove today... Gosh, it's great... Though the old feelings are not there but did find some of it... Lots of friends walked pass and said hello... HAhA!!! And some pple who are not really pleasant... Hee~ Our main purpose was actually to see the teachers... It was a good thing that our teachers are still around... Some of them that is... SAw Mdm Khong, talk a little then went to look for Mr loh... TALKed A LOT.. Wanted to find Miss Teo but she's not around, probably had one of those headache day bah, so she went back early... Went to see Miss Lim, chat a little bout this and that, then went pass Miss Cheong and talked a little bout Netball... Afterwhich, went on Ah loh's car and we went to eat lunch at IMM... Hee~ It's an afternoon of chit-chatting with teachers... HA!!
Then, took a very long bus-ride from Ngee Ann poly to Bugis... Good thing my bus-sickness didn't act up. was cheated by ting's friend that there's Open house today but it is actually 2-4 Feb. So we waited for 61 again, and went to Bugis... Shopped around and i bought a Tee!!! Or should it be called Polo Tee? Should be and a BAG!!!! HAHA!!! no worries liao... Still waiting for a day which i can totally just shop and buy some other stuff... Hee~ Spend Spend Spend, u know... I've been tied down too long...
U know wad? Today is the only day which i had 3 proper meals... Gosh... It's been days since i last had 3 meals or even 2? Gosh.. How miserable...
Hai... Going back to work tomorrow, and i'm working the earlier shift one... Let me bet with u that there'll definitely be pple scolding me tml... I can pretty much guarantee that... HeH! Wait till i blog... So not looking forward to work... Crap!
By the way, there's a lot of rumours saying our O level results will be out next week, on the 6th? O, please dUN!!!! If not, around 10th to 14th... Gosh... i'm getting nervous as the days draw nearer... Wad if? Let's not have any wad-ifs, let's hope that i'll do well, make it to poly... Not expecting too much now... Please...
Went back to Hillgrove today... Gosh, it's great... Though the old feelings are not there but did find some of it... Lots of friends walked pass and said hello... HAhA!!! And some pple who are not really pleasant... Hee~ Our main purpose was actually to see the teachers... It was a good thing that our teachers are still around... Some of them that is... SAw Mdm Khong, talk a little then went to look for Mr loh... TALKed A LOT.. Wanted to find Miss Teo but she's not around, probably had one of those headache day bah, so she went back early... Went to see Miss Lim, chat a little bout this and that, then went pass Miss Cheong and talked a little bout Netball... Afterwhich, went on Ah loh's car and we went to eat lunch at IMM... Hee~ It's an afternoon of chit-chatting with teachers... HA!!
Then, took a very long bus-ride from Ngee Ann poly to Bugis... Good thing my bus-sickness didn't act up. was cheated by ting's friend that there's Open house today but it is actually 2-4 Feb. So we waited for 61 again, and went to Bugis... Shopped around and i bought a Tee!!! Or should it be called Polo Tee? Should be and a BAG!!!! HAHA!!! no worries liao... Still waiting for a day which i can totally just shop and buy some other stuff... Hee~ Spend Spend Spend, u know... I've been tied down too long...
U know wad? Today is the only day which i had 3 proper meals... Gosh... It's been days since i last had 3 meals or even 2? Gosh.. How miserable...
Hai... Going back to work tomorrow, and i'm working the earlier shift one... Let me bet with u that there'll definitely be pple scolding me tml... I can pretty much guarantee that... HeH! Wait till i blog... So not looking forward to work... Crap!
By the way, there's a lot of rumours saying our O level results will be out next week, on the 6th? O, please dUN!!!! If not, around 10th to 14th... Gosh... i'm getting nervous as the days draw nearer... Wad if? Let's not have any wad-ifs, let's hope that i'll do well, make it to poly... Not expecting too much now... Please...
2 movies, Wahaha!!!
O my god... Can u believe this? Listen, i went to watch 2 movies in A roll!!!! HAHA!!! Together with Ting! It's awesome, i haven't felt so good for a very long time... I've been wanting to watch a movie since, since, i dun really know when le... Ha! But i managed to watch 2 today!
The 1st one was Cheaper by a dozen2 and followed by Fun with Dick and Jane, gosh! Both the movies made me laughed and cried all at the same time... Both promotes the importance of family value and the right track of life... LOVe them Both!!!
Nothing much to blog bout le... today had been like that, still getting all the calls but well, wad to do, WORK! Terry even asked me to go to work tml, i'm like, SIAO ar! HAHA!!! However, in the end, i started helping them look for staff... HAi... Where to find someone so hardworking like me? HA, this is just the nice way of saying... Other pple would say, "y u so stupid, u not working wad, dun care lah!" Hee~
Anyway, tml going out with ting and Hui... Lots of situation, i dun really know lah, but i'm fine with anything! Should be going back to school also bah...
Ciao!
Always blaming myself for the imperfection others made...
The 1st one was Cheaper by a dozen2 and followed by Fun with Dick and Jane, gosh! Both the movies made me laughed and cried all at the same time... Both promotes the importance of family value and the right track of life... LOVe them Both!!!
Nothing much to blog bout le... today had been like that, still getting all the calls but well, wad to do, WORK! Terry even asked me to go to work tml, i'm like, SIAO ar! HAHA!!! However, in the end, i started helping them look for staff... HAi... Where to find someone so hardworking like me? HA, this is just the nice way of saying... Other pple would say, "y u so stupid, u not working wad, dun care lah!" Hee~
Anyway, tml going out with ting and Hui... Lots of situation, i dun really know lah, but i'm fine with anything! Should be going back to school also bah...
Ciao!
Always blaming myself for the imperfection others made...
All i want...
So far, Chinese New year has been GreAT... Fact remains, after a few more days, gonna go back to be tortured... HeH! Wadever!
Today went to Mama's Ah mah there, same... Always sit there, watch tv... But this year a bit special, lao ma not there, i went to Jie min's place, had a chat and went out with her... Planned on watching I not stupid too de but HA, the queue was SOOOOOO Long!!! End up shopping around a not very shoppable JP... HAHA!!!
Came home, watched tov and came here liao... Hai, i got quite a few things to touch on, besides work...
One year passed by liao, and i haven't found a bf... HAha!!! Not that i'm desperate for one or wad, but U know, i'm a girl, one who needs care... To quote from ting, "You are not made of metal, break down when u want to" But breaking down is not as easy as said. A strong person never said no unless in time of difficulties...But then again, i'm not as strong as i thought i am... Still need a shoulder to cry on, a chest to be in... Hai... Love is such a mystery... By the way, i'm turning 18 this year, isn't that fast? I dun wanna grow up so fast... It is such misery to be old, to have to face so much of the facts of life... I was told by Chris that i will be a "Nu Qiang Ren"( just coz i type faster), and he continued that my future bf would suffer coz of my perfection but seriously, can i go that far? And even if i'm really gonna be wad he said i would be, can't i ask for a guy who suits me and not one who would survive under my ideality... Couldn't i have one who is professionally elligible and mentally capable to be with me? Y describe me until like i'm gonna be an old freak who will make my bf suffer? Sad... And then he started to introduce guys from the hotel to me... And he analyse everyone from Terry Goh, to Roy, to ANDY!!!! FOR GOD SAKE!!!! ANDY!!!!! PLEASE!!!! LOOK LEH!!!! HAHA!!! I can't stand them lah... I'm not desperate lor hor... Then, later, Terry and Chris came down to Yong Sheng and Joe... I'm like, "I bearly know them lor..." It was nice of them to play lah, but dun get too serious lor!
Okok, CNY is good... Got Hong BAos... Still dun like the calls that i continuously received when i'm not working... Can i basically quit... Sad to say, i can't...
I have to start to do wad i was told... "To take care of myself"...
O ya, need to get the right time to go rebond my hair liao... By the way, i saw the hairdresser who cut my hair the other day while doing my last minute shopping... Find him familiar, so i kept looking, until i recalled who he is... Speaking of which, i met Ronald Susilo, Spore's team(badminton), the other day, after BSB's concert, to think he's a fan too.. HA! Backstreet Spirit NeVer DiEs!!!!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!! GONG XI GONG XI!!! HONG BAO LEH? Hee~
Today went to Mama's Ah mah there, same... Always sit there, watch tv... But this year a bit special, lao ma not there, i went to Jie min's place, had a chat and went out with her... Planned on watching I not stupid too de but HA, the queue was SOOOOOO Long!!! End up shopping around a not very shoppable JP... HAHA!!!
Came home, watched tov and came here liao... Hai, i got quite a few things to touch on, besides work...
One year passed by liao, and i haven't found a bf... HAha!!! Not that i'm desperate for one or wad, but U know, i'm a girl, one who needs care... To quote from ting, "You are not made of metal, break down when u want to" But breaking down is not as easy as said. A strong person never said no unless in time of difficulties...But then again, i'm not as strong as i thought i am... Still need a shoulder to cry on, a chest to be in... Hai... Love is such a mystery... By the way, i'm turning 18 this year, isn't that fast? I dun wanna grow up so fast... It is such misery to be old, to have to face so much of the facts of life... I was told by Chris that i will be a "Nu Qiang Ren"( just coz i type faster), and he continued that my future bf would suffer coz of my perfection but seriously, can i go that far? And even if i'm really gonna be wad he said i would be, can't i ask for a guy who suits me and not one who would survive under my ideality... Couldn't i have one who is professionally elligible and mentally capable to be with me? Y describe me until like i'm gonna be an old freak who will make my bf suffer? Sad... And then he started to introduce guys from the hotel to me... And he analyse everyone from Terry Goh, to Roy, to ANDY!!!! FOR GOD SAKE!!!! ANDY!!!!! PLEASE!!!! LOOK LEH!!!! HAHA!!! I can't stand them lah... I'm not desperate lor hor... Then, later, Terry and Chris came down to Yong Sheng and Joe... I'm like, "I bearly know them lor..." It was nice of them to play lah, but dun get too serious lor!
Okok, CNY is good... Got Hong BAos... Still dun like the calls that i continuously received when i'm not working... Can i basically quit... Sad to say, i can't...
I have to start to do wad i was told... "To take care of myself"...
O ya, need to get the right time to go rebond my hair liao... By the way, i saw the hairdresser who cut my hair the other day while doing my last minute shopping... Find him familiar, so i kept looking, until i recalled who he is... Speaking of which, i met Ronald Susilo, Spore's team(badminton), the other day, after BSB's concert, to think he's a fan too.. HA! Backstreet Spirit NeVer DiEs!!!!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!! GONG XI GONG XI!!! HONG BAO LEH? Hee~
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Chinese New Year? PLEASE!!!!
Isn't the new year suppose to be without worries and just pure fun? Yes, i had a great night last night, after work, went to eat supper...
However, just now, b4 i went to my Ah mah's place for reunion dinner, Yusoff kept calling me... Ya, i made a mistake, but after some comforting words from Bt kor and ting, i'm fine, i went on for my dinner... HAHA!!!
Wad i'm unhappy bout today is that yusoff kept calling me... HELLO!!!! I'm OFF DUTY, OFF!!!!! Kept calling me no matter is it big or small thing... I'm only a part-timer, dude, and i'm OFF! AND it's supposed to be my season of celebration, AND, my family is around, we're having fun, talking and all, u dun have to be such irritable fool who kept calling and disturbing... In the end, make me stress over nothing! WAh lao, it's not like i did that to u during ur off day or season... Gosh, know when to call man, the purpose of u calling and do think about the situation the other party is in... Can understand? I'm only a part-timer, i've spent ALL of my last few weeks in that pathetic office, facing all of you, can i take my break, have my time? I didn't even get the clothes that i want coz of work, leave me alone! FIRE ME!!!!
K, i just wanna spend the next few days having fun, gambling, playing, taking hongbaos and just hanging out with MY relatives and friends!
Hai... Not a good beginning, but anyway, still wanna wish ALL OF YOU, A HAPPY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
PS: This year is not a good year for pple whose zodiac is Dragon(that explains my unluckiness) and Dog, so better go pray a little O!!! i'm going too!!!
However, just now, b4 i went to my Ah mah's place for reunion dinner, Yusoff kept calling me... Ya, i made a mistake, but after some comforting words from Bt kor and ting, i'm fine, i went on for my dinner... HAHA!!!
Wad i'm unhappy bout today is that yusoff kept calling me... HELLO!!!! I'm OFF DUTY, OFF!!!!! Kept calling me no matter is it big or small thing... I'm only a part-timer, dude, and i'm OFF! AND it's supposed to be my season of celebration, AND, my family is around, we're having fun, talking and all, u dun have to be such irritable fool who kept calling and disturbing... In the end, make me stress over nothing! WAh lao, it's not like i did that to u during ur off day or season... Gosh, know when to call man, the purpose of u calling and do think about the situation the other party is in... Can understand? I'm only a part-timer, i've spent ALL of my last few weeks in that pathetic office, facing all of you, can i take my break, have my time? I didn't even get the clothes that i want coz of work, leave me alone! FIRE ME!!!!
K, i just wanna spend the next few days having fun, gambling, playing, taking hongbaos and just hanging out with MY relatives and friends!
Hai... Not a good beginning, but anyway, still wanna wish ALL OF YOU, A HAPPY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
PS: This year is not a good year for pple whose zodiac is Dragon(that explains my unluckiness) and Dog, so better go pray a little O!!! i'm going too!!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
BACKSTREET BOYS LIVE IN SINGAPORE
It's been 10 years in the waiting, but fans of Backstreet Boys finally got their wish on the night of January 24. As part of their "Never Gone" tour, Nick Carter, Howie Dorough, Brian Littrell, AJ McLean and Kevin Richardson were in town to give their long-tortured fans a taste of what they once could only watch longingly on television.
Prior to the concert, die-hard fans could be seen outside of the Singapore Indoor Stadium, waiting anxiously by the back door hoping to catch a glimpse of the boys. A group laid out a hand-made banner with the words "We Still Love BSB" on the floor outside, and got concert-goers to leave their signatures. There were people of all ages - young kids too young to possibly know about the boys when they just debuted, early twenty-somethings who probably grew up with them, plus working adults just off from work and some older folks with their kids and grandkids.
As the lights dimmed at 8.30pm, the crowd went berserk. The energy build up was so palpable, there was a crescendo buzzing around the stadium as the screams got louder, and the light sticks were in danger of being hurtled across the arena. Finally, after what seemed like eternity, the Backstreet Boys emerged from the top of the stairs to the frenzied cries of the crowd. Launching into an energetic performance of "The Call," the boys proved why after so many years, their fans never left.
Dressed casually, they danced around nimbly, flashing grins at the crowd, while vocally, they sounded as strong as ever. Without a pause, they sang "My Beautiful Woman," a track from their newest album, before they took a break to say hello to their fans. All of them took turns to greet and thank the fans for supporting them all through the years even though it took them 10 years to come back, and were met with thunderous applause.
They performed all the crowd pleasers, from "I Want It That Way" where they got everyone to sing along, to "All I Have To Give" with the requisite hat dance, to "Larger Than Life" where they did the same moves as in the MTV, eliciting shouts of delight from the audience. A.J's voice was surprisingly powerful as he dealt with the high and prolonged notes with ease. His matured voice soared effortlessly, filling the stadium, especially when he did a solo for "I'll Never Break Your Heart," which led to compliments even from his band mates.
Individual talents were also showcased. Nick played the guitar to "Just Want To Let You Know," doing a superb job and even rolling on the floor for a bit with his legs in the air, while Kevin played the piano for "Incomplete" with the boys gathered around him and the audience waving their light sticks and lit-up mobile phones. Brian might have been so moved by the response that he jumped off the stage, causing a surge of fans to rush towards him.
That the 2-hour concert had no interval showed the boys' stamina, as they pranced around stage and sang 21 songs. Instead of fancy pyrotechnics, nifty dance moves or costume changes, they chose to concentrate on their vocal delivery, which was absolutely excellent even though the sound system failed them a couple of times. "Everybody (Backstreet's Back)" was the encore song, a fitting ending to remind the audience that their wait has finally paid off.
The crowd never stopped the screaming and applause, and it was apparent that the fervor for the Backstreet Boys never really died off. For the fans, getting to see the boys live was a dream come true.
-mtvasia.com
Gosh... I just love them so so so MUCH!!!! Yes, the wait has finally paid off... When will they come back again? Hopefully, not 10 years more...
Friday, January 27, 2006
Nothing Special...
It's another day of boredness... Ok, at least i met up with Bt kor, got the brouchures... Did read thru it a little. Criteria wise, not really hard to get in, but i'm still bothered bout which school to go to... HEH... I still wanna go to Business Studies, but which one of it leh? HAven't decided, need to spend a little bit more time analysing... Oo... Bt kor brought me to this place in SP to eat lunch... When he said " Climb Hill", i thought it was those mere one, but when i really start to walk the slope, i could say it's a damn steep hill... Good for exercising u know... Hee~ Hai... And bt kor ask me to learn to take care of myself... Hope i can bah... Hai...
Work today was the same... Nothing much, signages, staffing, and all... No pressure... Went home on time TODAY! HAHAHA!!!! This week a bit relax lah, when next week comes, the busy days start again.. Wah lao, just now the BEO came, and i took a brief look, sickening, a lot of buffet again... Shit man, i got tags phobia liao... Hee~
I still can't forget BSB leh... HAHA!!!! Wad to do? While mopping the floor yesterday, i was smiling to myself... HAHA!!!! Seriously, i kept thinking bout the moment when each of them was like, so close to me and i couldn't help but smile... Well, they r the only thing which actually made me laugh, and smile from my heart recently... Too caught up with everything else, except for making myself happy. But i did, with the help of my boys... Like i said, they are one in a billion, i can only seek some happiness from the idols shared among all, but deep within, i know, they played a part in my life, and i appreciate it, even if they dun know...
k, I feel good after work coz i got to talk to Sasa and ying... Had been a while since we eat and talk together... Hee~
Now that everything is starting to quiet down a bit, i'm starting to wonder, when can i quit again... I heard from Junchen that Chris is already looking for someone to take over me, HeH HEH! I was so happy to hear that! Love the idea... Who knows? After CNY, i might not be sitting down there liao... Hee~
O ya, Chris said Si wei coming back liao... Look at his smile man! I buay tahan him, smile until so sweet... So MuShy... Hee~ I'm envious...
Anyway, i need to wake up early tomorrow, go westmall, and look for some nice clothes... I haven't got my CNY clothes yet!!!! ARGH!!!!
Work today was the same... Nothing much, signages, staffing, and all... No pressure... Went home on time TODAY! HAHAHA!!!! This week a bit relax lah, when next week comes, the busy days start again.. Wah lao, just now the BEO came, and i took a brief look, sickening, a lot of buffet again... Shit man, i got tags phobia liao... Hee~
I still can't forget BSB leh... HAHA!!!! Wad to do? While mopping the floor yesterday, i was smiling to myself... HAHA!!!! Seriously, i kept thinking bout the moment when each of them was like, so close to me and i couldn't help but smile... Well, they r the only thing which actually made me laugh, and smile from my heart recently... Too caught up with everything else, except for making myself happy. But i did, with the help of my boys... Like i said, they are one in a billion, i can only seek some happiness from the idols shared among all, but deep within, i know, they played a part in my life, and i appreciate it, even if they dun know...
k, I feel good after work coz i got to talk to Sasa and ying... Had been a while since we eat and talk together... Hee~
Now that everything is starting to quiet down a bit, i'm starting to wonder, when can i quit again... I heard from Junchen that Chris is already looking for someone to take over me, HeH HEH! I was so happy to hear that! Love the idea... Who knows? After CNY, i might not be sitting down there liao... Hee~
O ya, Chris said Si wei coming back liao... Look at his smile man! I buay tahan him, smile until so sweet... So MuShy... Hee~ I'm envious...
Anyway, i need to wake up early tomorrow, go westmall, and look for some nice clothes... I haven't got my CNY clothes yet!!!! ARGH!!!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
BACKSTREET'S PRIDE LIVES ON!!!!!
YO PPLE! Let's say this straight...
I was touched, melted, stuck, mesmerized and absolutely Sucked into the love of my life... BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st time in my life, 1st concert of my life, for them... i AM SOOSOOSOSOSOSOSo UP CLOSE to THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really can't describe the feelings, it is just so unreal, so so so so OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!
Seriously, i was crazy all over, jumping, shouting, i'm practically soundless now... I went, "AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!" all the way... HAHA!!! Who r they? BACKSTREET BOYS!!!! Aj, Nick, Brian, Howie, Kevin... They are really so CHARMING!!!! The concert was very simple yet great, they sound so good... They look so GOOD!!! I just can't get my eyes off them...
When u open your mouth
Your Words make me smile
As u sing with the music
My soul sink in the ground
The way u sing
Made my heart pounds
One look from your eyes
And I can Die right now
From head to toe
From eyes to Nose
U r the best person
For my fantasy world
I am in love with u
Just U, and u, u
When will u be back again?
When can u see
I am in love with you
and i wanna see u please
10 years my boys
10 years were long
This decade went by fast
But my heart remains so
Ur glance alone can blow me away
Your smile turned me on
BAby, baby, I realised, u r the one
-Apple to BSB-
Sounds childish but that's the way i felt, i can't believe i've seen the guys... AJ IS SO SO SO CHARMING!!!! He looked my direction for just one second and i'm totally melted... Their voices are simply heavenly, no one else can take over...
The stadium was full, only a few rows were empty... And just like Howie said on stage, "We've certainly proven, that the BACKSTREET'S PRIDE IS ALIVE!!!!
10 years and the fan base is still there... For GOD SAKE, Bring more of them BACK!!!!!!!!!!
Loving u, BSB... Your music, ur body, ur soul, ur voice, ur everything....
I was touched, melted, stuck, mesmerized and absolutely Sucked into the love of my life... BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st time in my life, 1st concert of my life, for them... i AM SOOSOOSOSOSOSOSo UP CLOSE to THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really can't describe the feelings, it is just so unreal, so so so so OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!
Seriously, i was crazy all over, jumping, shouting, i'm practically soundless now... I went, "AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!" all the way... HAHA!!! Who r they? BACKSTREET BOYS!!!! Aj, Nick, Brian, Howie, Kevin... They are really so CHARMING!!!! The concert was very simple yet great, they sound so good... They look so GOOD!!! I just can't get my eyes off them...
When u open your mouth
Your Words make me smile
As u sing with the music
My soul sink in the ground
The way u sing
Made my heart pounds
One look from your eyes
And I can Die right now
From head to toe
From eyes to Nose
U r the best person
For my fantasy world
I am in love with u
Just U, and u, u
When will u be back again?
When can u see
I am in love with you
and i wanna see u please
10 years my boys
10 years were long
This decade went by fast
But my heart remains so
Ur glance alone can blow me away
Your smile turned me on
BAby, baby, I realised, u r the one
-Apple to BSB-
Sounds childish but that's the way i felt, i can't believe i've seen the guys... AJ IS SO SO SO CHARMING!!!! He looked my direction for just one second and i'm totally melted... Their voices are simply heavenly, no one else can take over...
The stadium was full, only a few rows were empty... And just like Howie said on stage, "We've certainly proven, that the BACKSTREET'S PRIDE IS ALIVE!!!!
10 years and the fan base is still there... For GOD SAKE, Bring more of them BACK!!!!!!!!!!
Loving u, BSB... Your music, ur body, ur soul, ur voice, ur everything....
Sunday, January 22, 2006
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I'm back home... Yet, andother late night...
Wad i'm happy bout today? Xueting came back! Cindy came back! HAHAHA!!!! I'm really happy to see them... Of coz, i didn't work with them, which is wad i regretted but it's good enough to see some old friends, feel the old air...
Xueni went up to do Service today... I was HAPPY!!!! Coz i can do things better! And i did, i completed 2 days of stuff, only left security list to do. When she came down, i told her to do, she ji tao ignored me and walked away... Ok, i was a bit pissed... So i stopped wad i'm doing, and went to do the list when i realised something was wrong...
Very PISSED! Dun mention wad, but sudden burst of anger, i asked Chris "When can i quit?" I really hate to do this job when nothing is going my way. K, i can't expect things to go my way, at least, to the extend which it can help me better... But no, that's always not the case...
I'm glad i have friends around who understand wad i'm going thru. I'm glad that the person in charge of me is looking out for me and i'm glad my boss is knowing wad kind of situation i am in. Appreciate them enough... Still, i'm hanging on, for these pple who trust, understand, and requires me...
Thanks friends, who helped me... Came back for me within the tight schedule... Thanks... A lot...
Wad i'm happy bout today? Xueting came back! Cindy came back! HAHAHA!!!! I'm really happy to see them... Of coz, i didn't work with them, which is wad i regretted but it's good enough to see some old friends, feel the old air...
Xueni went up to do Service today... I was HAPPY!!!! Coz i can do things better! And i did, i completed 2 days of stuff, only left security list to do. When she came down, i told her to do, she ji tao ignored me and walked away... Ok, i was a bit pissed... So i stopped wad i'm doing, and went to do the list when i realised something was wrong...
Very PISSED! Dun mention wad, but sudden burst of anger, i asked Chris "When can i quit?" I really hate to do this job when nothing is going my way. K, i can't expect things to go my way, at least, to the extend which it can help me better... But no, that's always not the case...
I'm glad i have friends around who understand wad i'm going thru. I'm glad that the person in charge of me is looking out for me and i'm glad my boss is knowing wad kind of situation i am in. Appreciate them enough... Still, i'm hanging on, for these pple who trust, understand, and requires me...
Thanks friends, who helped me... Came back for me within the tight schedule... Thanks... A lot...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Finally...
Finally, i'm home early... Christopher told me to go back by 9... But he phrased it as "I dun wanna see u by 9 hor!" HAHA!!! I know he meant well... Thanks to him, i can escape the stress for just that little bit...
Actually, there aren't many things left to do, that's y i can leave xueni alone to do the stuff, and go back, arbo i wun be able to leave everything behind...
This morning, i slept till 11 plus coz last night i only reached home at 2 plus and slept at 3... I'm very very shack these few days... Especially today, i guess the tiredness have accumulated through the last few days and i'm really damn shack...
Went to work, 1st person i saw was Lau, he kind of said something to comfort me a little and gave me a pad on my back... *ToUCheD* Seriously, there are some stuff that he knows and i know but we just dun say it out... He understands my difficulties but he just can't let me go... This is Lau... But it applies to Chris as well... He has been looking out for me since that day... He knows where's my difficult spot better than Lau but similarly, he can't let me go...
K, let's talk bout wad happened the other day... I didn't realised i was screaming and shouting in the office when everyone was around but i was quite pissed that my ma dun understand y i can't go home early... Then, guilt rush over me and i started, as i said b4, crying... Some part of it was coz of the other person lah... I'm trying to complete the stuff fast but always am interrupted by different pple... Then, there's Felicia who, ahem, dun really know wad's happening and kind of looked at everything like it's a piece of cake, yes, probably for her, but for me, i'm just getting a hang of it, repeat, JUST! Then, sometimes, she'll come and look and start to nag and pin-point... not to say it's not right, but erm... Understand the situation please...
Then there's Roy, who, i dunno y, recently got PMS.. Like somebody offended him like that... Sometimes, all of a sudden, he came out with all those minor minor stuff which i ended up doing...
Wee Loon, k, so i should actually listen to him, but he always makes me think 2 ways, as in, gave me an instruction which i got 2 ways or more to interpret it as... I am pissed...
So? I just do, coz i know it's my duty to...
K, i read the comments i had for the previous blog... Is it worth it? Doing the things blindly? Give up? I know i shouldn't be doing things blindly... These 2 days, i planned the things to do b4 i went to work... It had been working ok... But then u can't expect me to do everything when there're 2 persons doing the job... I wanna take a day or 2 off but i can't coz function is on almost everyday, in every room... I've been complaining i'm tired, not coz i did too much but i slept too late... Not coz i dun wanna sleep but coz i can't finish so i ended up sleeping late... Y i wanna finish? Coz it's my god damn responsibility.. When one dun do it, the other must, if not, it'll be choatic around... No, it's not my obligation but my job... Like i said, i wanna quit but that doesn't mean i've quit. I'm still on the job so i still gotta do it right...
My junior told me to think whether it's worth it or not.. No, it's not worth it, spending countless days working a job for 2? No, it is not worth it, coz i dun get to spend time with my family. No, it's not worth it, coz i can't hang out with my friends. No, it's not worth it, i'm risking my whole life in it. But then again, it is worth it, coz i'm helping pple. Yes, it's worth it, coz they're pple who r happy with the job well done. Probably these few worthiness are no use to me, but it is for others... Then, u would say, Be SELFISH, think bout yourself... I did... But wad can i do, at the end of the day, i still gotta finish the job.
For Chris, thanks to him, i'm still able to cope with things... But at the same time, "THANKS" to him, i need to do this thing... I dun blame him though... it's his job, just like it's mine...
K, enough of all the stress... I'm happy that i can come back early today... Can sleep more le...
Next week, more off days, CNY nearing, i'm gonna shop for my clothes....
Friends! I miss u all! How are all of you doing? Hope u're all good... Dun worry bout me, at the end of the day, i'm still apple! Smiling on like i always do! ^_^
Love u pple who understand and tries to understand... No regrets living...
By the way, Hui Mui ar, how's the match going on huh? Do drop a comment of that o!
Ciao!
Actually, there aren't many things left to do, that's y i can leave xueni alone to do the stuff, and go back, arbo i wun be able to leave everything behind...
This morning, i slept till 11 plus coz last night i only reached home at 2 plus and slept at 3... I'm very very shack these few days... Especially today, i guess the tiredness have accumulated through the last few days and i'm really damn shack...
Went to work, 1st person i saw was Lau, he kind of said something to comfort me a little and gave me a pad on my back... *ToUCheD* Seriously, there are some stuff that he knows and i know but we just dun say it out... He understands my difficulties but he just can't let me go... This is Lau... But it applies to Chris as well... He has been looking out for me since that day... He knows where's my difficult spot better than Lau but similarly, he can't let me go...
K, let's talk bout wad happened the other day... I didn't realised i was screaming and shouting in the office when everyone was around but i was quite pissed that my ma dun understand y i can't go home early... Then, guilt rush over me and i started, as i said b4, crying... Some part of it was coz of the other person lah... I'm trying to complete the stuff fast but always am interrupted by different pple... Then, there's Felicia who, ahem, dun really know wad's happening and kind of looked at everything like it's a piece of cake, yes, probably for her, but for me, i'm just getting a hang of it, repeat, JUST! Then, sometimes, she'll come and look and start to nag and pin-point... not to say it's not right, but erm... Understand the situation please...
Then there's Roy, who, i dunno y, recently got PMS.. Like somebody offended him like that... Sometimes, all of a sudden, he came out with all those minor minor stuff which i ended up doing...
Wee Loon, k, so i should actually listen to him, but he always makes me think 2 ways, as in, gave me an instruction which i got 2 ways or more to interpret it as... I am pissed...
So? I just do, coz i know it's my duty to...
K, i read the comments i had for the previous blog... Is it worth it? Doing the things blindly? Give up? I know i shouldn't be doing things blindly... These 2 days, i planned the things to do b4 i went to work... It had been working ok... But then u can't expect me to do everything when there're 2 persons doing the job... I wanna take a day or 2 off but i can't coz function is on almost everyday, in every room... I've been complaining i'm tired, not coz i did too much but i slept too late... Not coz i dun wanna sleep but coz i can't finish so i ended up sleeping late... Y i wanna finish? Coz it's my god damn responsibility.. When one dun do it, the other must, if not, it'll be choatic around... No, it's not my obligation but my job... Like i said, i wanna quit but that doesn't mean i've quit. I'm still on the job so i still gotta do it right...
My junior told me to think whether it's worth it or not.. No, it's not worth it, spending countless days working a job for 2? No, it is not worth it, coz i dun get to spend time with my family. No, it's not worth it, coz i can't hang out with my friends. No, it's not worth it, i'm risking my whole life in it. But then again, it is worth it, coz i'm helping pple. Yes, it's worth it, coz they're pple who r happy with the job well done. Probably these few worthiness are no use to me, but it is for others... Then, u would say, Be SELFISH, think bout yourself... I did... But wad can i do, at the end of the day, i still gotta finish the job.
For Chris, thanks to him, i'm still able to cope with things... But at the same time, "THANKS" to him, i need to do this thing... I dun blame him though... it's his job, just like it's mine...
K, enough of all the stress... I'm happy that i can come back early today... Can sleep more le...
Next week, more off days, CNY nearing, i'm gonna shop for my clothes....
Friends! I miss u all! How are all of you doing? Hope u're all good... Dun worry bout me, at the end of the day, i'm still apple! Smiling on like i always do! ^_^
Love u pple who understand and tries to understand... No regrets living...
By the way, Hui Mui ar, how's the match going on huh? Do drop a comment of that o!
Ciao!
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Holding on TIGHT....
I'm tired, drained, pressured, bored, sleepy, injured, hurt, unhealthy, just simply washed out...
I've spent my last few days in the hotel and no where else... i can't find hang out with my friends coz of the long hours of work, i can't pei my parents either... And i haven't even got my New year clothes...
Just now, i dunnoe y, i felt really guilty for the above mentioned, and began crying... Ermm... In front of Chris... I couldn't control my emotion at that point... Feel very stressed... Gosh... But i have to say, after crying out, i feel better... It's much better than holding it back... Hai...
Seriously, i really wanna quit le... Ya, like Bt kor had told me, i did told Chris but he can't let me go now coz he got no one else... I'm kind of hanging in the middle... On one hand, i wanna leave, on the other, i can't bear to see them suffer... As much as i wanna leave, i wanna help... Here's the contradicting part...
Where is the Chinese New year atmosphere that i've always had?
A shoulder to lean on please... Just let me rest on for a while... Just a while...
I've spent my last few days in the hotel and no where else... i can't find hang out with my friends coz of the long hours of work, i can't pei my parents either... And i haven't even got my New year clothes...
Just now, i dunnoe y, i felt really guilty for the above mentioned, and began crying... Ermm... In front of Chris... I couldn't control my emotion at that point... Feel very stressed... Gosh... But i have to say, after crying out, i feel better... It's much better than holding it back... Hai...
Seriously, i really wanna quit le... Ya, like Bt kor had told me, i did told Chris but he can't let me go now coz he got no one else... I'm kind of hanging in the middle... On one hand, i wanna leave, on the other, i can't bear to see them suffer... As much as i wanna leave, i wanna help... Here's the contradicting part...
Where is the Chinese New year atmosphere that i've always had?
A shoulder to lean on please... Just let me rest on for a while... Just a while...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Another Day of torturing...
Right, i wasn't in any mood to blog yesterday... Moreover, i only got home at 3... Slept at 4... Where got time to blog???
Question, y did i reached home so late when i'm not working service... Right, coz for some reasons, the stuff were undone and i ended up staying till 2am, tears on the verge of falling... Still, i held on... Came back home, i was basically half-dead... However, my deadline of a week is almost up so i'm kind of rushing things up... Stayed till 4am, trying to do the staff list...
Y such bad planning? Not my fault... I was given the assignment last Friday, since then, i dun really had time to do it. See, on Sat, i went to get my Scholarship and then i went out to get some stuff... Sun, back to work, 3pm till 2am... But only getting paid till 1am... SAd bo? EXTREMELY!
Today, woke up at 11am... Realised i'm very late liao... So i took a cab down. Already planned my stuff properly but u know, unexpected stuff do come out... 7am staff short... In the end, i went up to help... Work till 3 plus then i was able to go back to the office. In the office, the new uniform came for some special occasion one, so Lau was looking at it lah, checking lah, we all got involved, like this, like that until 4 plus... I went up to ask something, then was told to stay behind to do cocktail.... Did i mention? I didn't eat anything since i woke up... Just drinking... my stomache was grumbling... I buay tahan, kept complaining, still, can't go... Make coffee, tea, went down, find coupon which in the end, got scolded... Sometimes, pple say they said something, but in fact, they did not, but still insist so... Stubborn? Yes, VERY! Nvm... Got my dinner, Subway sandwich... Went back to work... Finally was able to work le...
A very choatic situation... Do do do, type type type, cut cut cut, slot slot slot... Only at 11pm did i finish my stuff... Turned around, Xueni hasn't finish... Actually i wanted to leave but, u know, i'm Apple, can't bear to leave her alone... So i stayed on... I helped her find 4 more staff for tml... Hai...
Very tired... btw, Terry Goh beat me today, fight with me, and snatch my purse, just for $10.... To wad extend? To the extend that my stockings tore... U see, not gentleman... Loser!
I worked another hour of free labour again... For 2 consecutive nights, 1 hr free labour... Tml, new coordinator coming in... Good, then i can leave... Although it is not confirmed, but i hope Chris will let me off... I'm really fed up of all the craps that's happening... Now i know y, one by one, the coordinators left...
Fish came back today, GOOD.... Back to the old atmosphere... I'm good enough to pull both the pple i used to work with back! Ting coming back again on Sat! My "A" List friends!!!!!
Sian... tml, another day of torture... FREE ME!!!! FREE ME!!!
Question, y did i reached home so late when i'm not working service... Right, coz for some reasons, the stuff were undone and i ended up staying till 2am, tears on the verge of falling... Still, i held on... Came back home, i was basically half-dead... However, my deadline of a week is almost up so i'm kind of rushing things up... Stayed till 4am, trying to do the staff list...
Y such bad planning? Not my fault... I was given the assignment last Friday, since then, i dun really had time to do it. See, on Sat, i went to get my Scholarship and then i went out to get some stuff... Sun, back to work, 3pm till 2am... But only getting paid till 1am... SAd bo? EXTREMELY!
Today, woke up at 11am... Realised i'm very late liao... So i took a cab down. Already planned my stuff properly but u know, unexpected stuff do come out... 7am staff short... In the end, i went up to help... Work till 3 plus then i was able to go back to the office. In the office, the new uniform came for some special occasion one, so Lau was looking at it lah, checking lah, we all got involved, like this, like that until 4 plus... I went up to ask something, then was told to stay behind to do cocktail.... Did i mention? I didn't eat anything since i woke up... Just drinking... my stomache was grumbling... I buay tahan, kept complaining, still, can't go... Make coffee, tea, went down, find coupon which in the end, got scolded... Sometimes, pple say they said something, but in fact, they did not, but still insist so... Stubborn? Yes, VERY! Nvm... Got my dinner, Subway sandwich... Went back to work... Finally was able to work le...
A very choatic situation... Do do do, type type type, cut cut cut, slot slot slot... Only at 11pm did i finish my stuff... Turned around, Xueni hasn't finish... Actually i wanted to leave but, u know, i'm Apple, can't bear to leave her alone... So i stayed on... I helped her find 4 more staff for tml... Hai...
Very tired... btw, Terry Goh beat me today, fight with me, and snatch my purse, just for $10.... To wad extend? To the extend that my stockings tore... U see, not gentleman... Loser!
I worked another hour of free labour again... For 2 consecutive nights, 1 hr free labour... Tml, new coordinator coming in... Good, then i can leave... Although it is not confirmed, but i hope Chris will let me off... I'm really fed up of all the craps that's happening... Now i know y, one by one, the coordinators left...
Fish came back today, GOOD.... Back to the old atmosphere... I'm good enough to pull both the pple i used to work with back! Ting coming back again on Sat! My "A" List friends!!!!!
Sian... tml, another day of torture... FREE ME!!!! FREE ME!!!
Saturday, January 14, 2006
WAd can i say? Boring as usual...
B4 i can sleep last night, my junior, Hui Mui, came to talk to me bout their upcoming Netball tournament... Ermm... Stressed me a LOT!
GS - Marianne, Hui Mui, Valerie
GA - Harianna
WA - Joyce, Xiu Ying
C - Sandra, Shawn
WD - Mas
GD - Calista, Michelle
GK - Geraldina
K, 1st look at this and i was god damn shocked! How can GA and WD got only one player... So, i spent quite some time cursing the teachers and complaining with Hui Mui... HAHA!!!! So HM suggested i go to school today to tell their teachers... So, i agreed since my time can make it...
So, i took the same path that i've taken for the past 4 years and reached school at bout 1.20pm... The girls were already running... K, 1st, i saw Marianne, and then all the girls emerged... geraldina wasn't running coz she's coughing... Then, i sat down and talked to her bout the players layout, then she clarified with me that there will be rotation... I was a bit hesitant but she CONFIRMED that with me... HAHA!!! So, well, no talkings with the teachers... I dun really know how to start if i have to coz i dunno both of them AT ALL.... HeH! So then, i looked at them run and discuss some stuff... K, very slack lor... I cannot tahan their slack slack patterns after running... Probably i was like that but at least i did my warm-up 1st... Hai...
I didn't stayed for long, coz i need to rush for work.. Left at 2pm with a lot of pple bidding GOODBYES to me... HAHA!!! I really miss the good old days... Those days with the netball girls as well as all the tournaments... The sweat that we had shed together... Hai... MISSING....
Work, it was normal... But i went up for service again... k, i'm a bit extra lah but Chris wanted someone to follow this Indian man... A rich Indian man to be exact... So i must follow him everywhere he went, without fail... I lost him once lah, and Chris was very worked up bout it... HA!!! Overall, it's fun.... Ermm... the 3 VIP ladies, Zoe, Tingling and yuting... Not bad, they're starting to pick up the stuff liao... They can be runner le... Not bad, not bad... Hardworking pple...
Anyway, Xueni scared me... She appeared from no way and tapped my shoulder... HAHA!!! I was seriously startled by her... She came to tell me that a lot of stuff were not done, need me to go down...
Ermm... Dunnoe wad was she doing when i'm upstairs... No comments... In the end, i stayed till 1am to finish the stuff but i only took my pay till 12pm... Hai... Very sad lor... Nothing much to comment here, can't either, later pple see liao hor, i cham... hee~ So shh....
K, so Bt kor left a comment for my previous blog... He said, "learn to be selfish, being so considerate for others is not something good for you." Erm... Ya, probably so... Sometimes, i should learn to be selfish, to think of myself but everytime i wanna do it, i can't, my heart just ain't that hard... Some convincing words can easily win me over... Pple in the hotel are very good at "pyscho-ing" pple, and i always got it... In my mind, i thought, "Why not, i'm helping pple." But i only realise that, while helping pple, i am blocking my own way, making myself tired and most of all, wasting my own time... What to do? I'm Apple, Ai Ping... That's me... Pple like me are very vulnerable to sweet-talkers... HAHA!!! BUT, do remember, i'm Ai Ping, there's still some parts of me that u dunnoe.... Well, Bt kor, dun worry, i know wad u r saying... I will learn to be more selfish... Definitely... :)
Tml NO WORK!!! I requested it one... hee~ Coz going to take scholarship... HAHA!!! HAPPY!!! My last year taking scholarship liao... Need to treasure this one and give myself a well-deserved treat... Sushi anyone?! I promised a small treat of Sushi to Xueni and Ivan and a Buffet for Chris... Actually, i treat Xueni coz she treated me lunch the other day... For Chris, coz basically, he paid for a lot of my stuff recently... A bit guilty u know... As for Ivan, coz he gave me a Ferrero the other day... Just a small something... Where is XUETING? LING HUI? YUTING?! Wanna treat them also difficult... Everyone is busy with their own stuff... Sad...
I wonder how's Aunty Mei Hou's wrist... She went for Check-up today... I hope she's doing Ok... god Bless her...
Catching a movie tml! Wonder wad movie is nice... Ermm...
CiAO!!!
All along, I persevered...
GS - Marianne, Hui Mui, Valerie
GA - Harianna
WA - Joyce, Xiu Ying
C - Sandra, Shawn
WD - Mas
GD - Calista, Michelle
GK - Geraldina
K, 1st look at this and i was god damn shocked! How can GA and WD got only one player... So, i spent quite some time cursing the teachers and complaining with Hui Mui... HAHA!!!! So HM suggested i go to school today to tell their teachers... So, i agreed since my time can make it...
So, i took the same path that i've taken for the past 4 years and reached school at bout 1.20pm... The girls were already running... K, 1st, i saw Marianne, and then all the girls emerged... geraldina wasn't running coz she's coughing... Then, i sat down and talked to her bout the players layout, then she clarified with me that there will be rotation... I was a bit hesitant but she CONFIRMED that with me... HAHA!!! So, well, no talkings with the teachers... I dun really know how to start if i have to coz i dunno both of them AT ALL.... HeH! So then, i looked at them run and discuss some stuff... K, very slack lor... I cannot tahan their slack slack patterns after running... Probably i was like that but at least i did my warm-up 1st... Hai...
I didn't stayed for long, coz i need to rush for work.. Left at 2pm with a lot of pple bidding GOODBYES to me... HAHA!!! I really miss the good old days... Those days with the netball girls as well as all the tournaments... The sweat that we had shed together... Hai... MISSING....
Work, it was normal... But i went up for service again... k, i'm a bit extra lah but Chris wanted someone to follow this Indian man... A rich Indian man to be exact... So i must follow him everywhere he went, without fail... I lost him once lah, and Chris was very worked up bout it... HA!!! Overall, it's fun.... Ermm... the 3 VIP ladies, Zoe, Tingling and yuting... Not bad, they're starting to pick up the stuff liao... They can be runner le... Not bad, not bad... Hardworking pple...
Anyway, Xueni scared me... She appeared from no way and tapped my shoulder... HAHA!!! I was seriously startled by her... She came to tell me that a lot of stuff were not done, need me to go down...
Ermm... Dunnoe wad was she doing when i'm upstairs... No comments... In the end, i stayed till 1am to finish the stuff but i only took my pay till 12pm... Hai... Very sad lor... Nothing much to comment here, can't either, later pple see liao hor, i cham... hee~ So shh....
K, so Bt kor left a comment for my previous blog... He said, "learn to be selfish, being so considerate for others is not something good for you." Erm... Ya, probably so... Sometimes, i should learn to be selfish, to think of myself but everytime i wanna do it, i can't, my heart just ain't that hard... Some convincing words can easily win me over... Pple in the hotel are very good at "pyscho-ing" pple, and i always got it... In my mind, i thought, "Why not, i'm helping pple." But i only realise that, while helping pple, i am blocking my own way, making myself tired and most of all, wasting my own time... What to do? I'm Apple, Ai Ping... That's me... Pple like me are very vulnerable to sweet-talkers... HAHA!!! BUT, do remember, i'm Ai Ping, there's still some parts of me that u dunnoe.... Well, Bt kor, dun worry, i know wad u r saying... I will learn to be more selfish... Definitely... :)
Tml NO WORK!!! I requested it one... hee~ Coz going to take scholarship... HAHA!!! HAPPY!!! My last year taking scholarship liao... Need to treasure this one and give myself a well-deserved treat... Sushi anyone?! I promised a small treat of Sushi to Xueni and Ivan and a Buffet for Chris... Actually, i treat Xueni coz she treated me lunch the other day... For Chris, coz basically, he paid for a lot of my stuff recently... A bit guilty u know... As for Ivan, coz he gave me a Ferrero the other day... Just a small something... Where is XUETING? LING HUI? YUTING?! Wanna treat them also difficult... Everyone is busy with their own stuff... Sad...
I wonder how's Aunty Mei Hou's wrist... She went for Check-up today... I hope she's doing Ok... god Bless her...
Catching a movie tml! Wonder wad movie is nice... Ermm...
CiAO!!!
All along, I persevered...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Work... 12th January?
Back HoMe!!!
Today is my 1st day working alone... Though Felicia was around but she was busy with her stuff... Initially, i dun really know wad to do, then suddenly, Loon asked me to go upstairs, coz there was no staff... Right, so i went up, work work work... Then, went to Rosewood to help out Felicia... I dunno y Felicia kept saying i'm tired when i'm not... Probably my question mark face kept coming out for no reason... Hee~
Terry hor, very bad lor, kept calling me to ask bout the EO stuff when i was busy doing the setup for Rosewood's seminar, then i kept running around like some kind of freak... Sick... Anyway, after finishing most of the Rosewood stuff, left the rest to Tony and i went back to do my stuff... Started off with doing the Signages for 12th January... Do, do, do... Very COLD!!! The office like North Pole like that... However, i'm starting to get use to it le...
At first i was quite uncertain of wad i should do but slowly when everyone started leaving, i started to pick up the stuff le... Heh, i work well alone... Think straighter u know... 8plus, i realised i didn't go for my dinner... HAHA!!! But nvm, carried on doing my stuff. Wah lao, the Coffee Break and all the Buffets make me confused... However, i made it! HAHA!!! Printed out all the stuff and slot everything in... Stamped the carpark coupons then... Ermm... I was wondering wad else i should do, then rmbed the security list...
So i typed typed typed, until finish liao... Quarter before 11pm... Ermm... I dunnoe wad else to do, so i began to type tml's security list as well... HAHA!!!! Midst of it, i was shocked by myself, heh, i thought i forgot to do something... Dunnoe, i still feel the uncertainty now, hopefully, everything are done...
Ermm.. O ya, b4 Ivan left, he gave me a Ferro... Hee~ Nice of him...
So, the other day, was talking to terry, Zoe and Chris online... Ermm.. In the end, left Chris and me... We talked quite a lot of craps but then turned serious bout everything from life to work... I told Chris that i dun wish to work as coordinator for long, but he explained to me in many ways to make me understand y he wants me to stay... K, so, speechless, i agreed... HAHA!!!! Then, we talked bout our previous relationship... HAHA!!!! Very weird... Ermm.... B4, Bt kor told me not to be too involved but after that conversation with Chris, i guess i got involved unknowingly... HeH! Still, i'll restrained myself...
Kk, Firdaus kind of appeared again... HAHA!!! Good to hear from an Old friend... TeeHee~
Tomorrow is another DAY!!!!! WORK!!!! I still got loads of things to learn... WAy to GO!!!!
When I turned around, I saw you...
Today is my 1st day working alone... Though Felicia was around but she was busy with her stuff... Initially, i dun really know wad to do, then suddenly, Loon asked me to go upstairs, coz there was no staff... Right, so i went up, work work work... Then, went to Rosewood to help out Felicia... I dunno y Felicia kept saying i'm tired when i'm not... Probably my question mark face kept coming out for no reason... Hee~
Terry hor, very bad lor, kept calling me to ask bout the EO stuff when i was busy doing the setup for Rosewood's seminar, then i kept running around like some kind of freak... Sick... Anyway, after finishing most of the Rosewood stuff, left the rest to Tony and i went back to do my stuff... Started off with doing the Signages for 12th January... Do, do, do... Very COLD!!! The office like North Pole like that... However, i'm starting to get use to it le...
At first i was quite uncertain of wad i should do but slowly when everyone started leaving, i started to pick up the stuff le... Heh, i work well alone... Think straighter u know... 8plus, i realised i didn't go for my dinner... HAHA!!! But nvm, carried on doing my stuff. Wah lao, the Coffee Break and all the Buffets make me confused... However, i made it! HAHA!!! Printed out all the stuff and slot everything in... Stamped the carpark coupons then... Ermm... I was wondering wad else i should do, then rmbed the security list...
So i typed typed typed, until finish liao... Quarter before 11pm... Ermm... I dunnoe wad else to do, so i began to type tml's security list as well... HAHA!!!! Midst of it, i was shocked by myself, heh, i thought i forgot to do something... Dunnoe, i still feel the uncertainty now, hopefully, everything are done...
Ermm.. O ya, b4 Ivan left, he gave me a Ferro... Hee~ Nice of him...
So, the other day, was talking to terry, Zoe and Chris online... Ermm.. In the end, left Chris and me... We talked quite a lot of craps but then turned serious bout everything from life to work... I told Chris that i dun wish to work as coordinator for long, but he explained to me in many ways to make me understand y he wants me to stay... K, so, speechless, i agreed... HAHA!!!! Then, we talked bout our previous relationship... HAHA!!!! Very weird... Ermm.... B4, Bt kor told me not to be too involved but after that conversation with Chris, i guess i got involved unknowingly... HeH! Still, i'll restrained myself...
Kk, Firdaus kind of appeared again... HAHA!!! Good to hear from an Old friend... TeeHee~
Tomorrow is another DAY!!!!! WORK!!!! I still got loads of things to learn... WAy to GO!!!!
When I turned around, I saw you...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
BACKSTREET'S HERE!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've finally got my BSB's tix!!!! They're coming! It's confirm!!!! 24th January!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O MY GOD!!!! I can't believe i'm saying this... O GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, i regretted not going to buy earlier... The tix for the front rows are all taken... Only managed the side rows but it's still in front! HAHA!!!! I'm so so happy that i got it!!!
My lovers are gonna be here SOON!!!! HAHA!!!! HAPPY! BACKSTREET's BACK ALRIGHT!
Ok, i regretted not going to buy earlier... The tix for the front rows are all taken... Only managed the side rows but it's still in front! HAHA!!!! I'm so so happy that i got it!!!
My lovers are gonna be here SOON!!!! HAHA!!!! HAPPY! BACKSTREET's BACK ALRIGHT!
Wu HA!!!
4 days on coordinator job... Gosh... It sucks quite a bit... Probably coz it's a bit too boring... Hai... Everyday do the same thing, stay inside office and freeze... Wah Lao... Well, if i can actually stand 4 days of bo liao-ness then i suppose i can start to spice things up... Spice things up? HAHA!!!! Think too much... Coz the things are basically very very FIXED!!!! Nothing changes... 4 days, and i'm bored... And it's really stressed if something goes wrong... Sux...
Anyway, went up to work last night... Best day since i began lvl2.... Like wad Ashril said, i like hands-on stuff rather than desk-bound one... Anyway, it was a great night but something went wrong... While i was busy with the champagne glass and an extra game of the bride and groom, something kind of happened. After i finish everything, i realised guests on normal tables were eating their Chicken while the VIPs got nothing... A bit shocked, then Chris came to scold... Then, Eileen went to the kitchen twice but no chicken... Well, the thing is, VIPs should have theirs 1st b4 the others can... But it turns out somebody did it the other way round... Wah... Then everybody got very pissed... Chris face black black, terry also... But well, it's a small problem... Kind of changed the atmosphere a little... Eileen seemed angry, then i dun dare to say anything.... HeH!
By the way, Aunty Mei Hou fell down the other day and the situation is that she was letting a boy pass then slipped, she used her hand to support the falling weight, in the end, her wrist kind of got dislocated, and there a bit of crack.... Gosh... It's a real bad thing... For the hotel, for aunty mei hou, it ain't good... Hope she gets well soon...
Anyway, met Bt kor, together with Sasa, ying and yuting... Ate swesens and exchange our long-awaited Xmas gift... A bit late though but it's the thoughts that counts... Fun... Nothing much to comment coz it's just plain catching up and relaxation...
LAst night, went to Newton to eat with them coz it's Astley Birthday... Ok, he odd to thank me twice... I fixed his tie pin, risking to be late... Then, i bought him a card and decorated it, then got everyone to signed.... Hee~ Anyway, he's and old man liao... 30 LOR!!!! K, i was basically verey tensed up coz b4 that the pink copy for Thursday went missing, so we were all very panicky in the office, so when we went down to newton, i was still thinking... After that very tired... Then they kept saying i'm praying just coz i'm putting my head down, resting... Wah lao, then Astley use the cockle's shell and throw at me, so disgusting... Buay tahan... Reached home very late... Sad... SLept till 12 plus, actually wanna continue to sleep de, but i saw 6 messages... Wah lao... One by one reply... Then, can't fall back to sleep le...
It's just full of happenings the last 4 days... see how, i'm gonna return to serving soon... It's driving me NUTS!!!!
Ya, so you are back...
Anyway, went up to work last night... Best day since i began lvl2.... Like wad Ashril said, i like hands-on stuff rather than desk-bound one... Anyway, it was a great night but something went wrong... While i was busy with the champagne glass and an extra game of the bride and groom, something kind of happened. After i finish everything, i realised guests on normal tables were eating their Chicken while the VIPs got nothing... A bit shocked, then Chris came to scold... Then, Eileen went to the kitchen twice but no chicken... Well, the thing is, VIPs should have theirs 1st b4 the others can... But it turns out somebody did it the other way round... Wah... Then everybody got very pissed... Chris face black black, terry also... But well, it's a small problem... Kind of changed the atmosphere a little... Eileen seemed angry, then i dun dare to say anything.... HeH!
By the way, Aunty Mei Hou fell down the other day and the situation is that she was letting a boy pass then slipped, she used her hand to support the falling weight, in the end, her wrist kind of got dislocated, and there a bit of crack.... Gosh... It's a real bad thing... For the hotel, for aunty mei hou, it ain't good... Hope she gets well soon...
Anyway, met Bt kor, together with Sasa, ying and yuting... Ate swesens and exchange our long-awaited Xmas gift... A bit late though but it's the thoughts that counts... Fun... Nothing much to comment coz it's just plain catching up and relaxation...
LAst night, went to Newton to eat with them coz it's Astley Birthday... Ok, he odd to thank me twice... I fixed his tie pin, risking to be late... Then, i bought him a card and decorated it, then got everyone to signed.... Hee~ Anyway, he's and old man liao... 30 LOR!!!! K, i was basically verey tensed up coz b4 that the pink copy for Thursday went missing, so we were all very panicky in the office, so when we went down to newton, i was still thinking... After that very tired... Then they kept saying i'm praying just coz i'm putting my head down, resting... Wah lao, then Astley use the cockle's shell and throw at me, so disgusting... Buay tahan... Reached home very late... Sad... SLept till 12 plus, actually wanna continue to sleep de, but i saw 6 messages... Wah lao... One by one reply... Then, can't fall back to sleep le...
It's just full of happenings the last 4 days... see how, i'm gonna return to serving soon... It's driving me NUTS!!!!
Ya, so you are back...
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Gosh... I'm mentally drained....
Really damn tired...
Went to Sentosa again on Wed but this time, it's with the pple from work... Ermm... Early in the morning, Chris smsed to inform that the venue had changed to Siloso... I continued to sleep, Ash called to ask me bout the time to meet, so i told him then fell back to sleep. No need to guess, i was late, for both the meeting with Ash and the others... HaHa!!!! Tired...
After a lot of walking around, Chris and all finally found us, HAHA!!!! We were wandering around Siloso to find pple... HAHA!!!! Then, it began to drizzle a little, but after a short while, sun came out.
1st thing i did, find a comfortable spot, sit down, drink some wine, and munched on Chips... HAHA!!!! While the others were planning to do different stuff, i sat there, watched, eat... Joined in the Volley Ball game, the thing was, if the group lost, then the group must go into water... Ermm.... WAH LAO!!! So didn't wanna lose, coz u know, that time of the month and some more, i didn't bring any clothes LOR!
K, so we lost, the others went down themselves, i tried hard to hide myself and do stuff that wun review i was in that group but then Chris noticed, he pulled me into the water, seriously... DOWN! My GOD i was in shock, i thought he was playing... So i ended up being wet... K, fine, so then i stayed on the shore wanting to dry up.... HeH! That Ash, attacked me from behind and once again i'm wet! Each time i tried to stay on shore to dry, i was attacked, and helpless, i kept being attacked... Sad... until the end, i buay tahan liao, ji tao go in water, hack care bout wadever thing...
The worst part came later, after bathing, i got nothing to wear, AStley lended me his Tee but sadly, under garments wet lor, the shirt also got wet lor... In the end, went to buy in and out... How Much? $85 in all!!!! WAh LAO!!! 1st time buy until so ex lor... Heart pain.... But well, wad to do, can't expect me to go home wet right? Chris wanted to return me $50 but i refused to take... He said he should be responsible coz he's the one who pulled me down 1st... But well, i didn't take the Cash, i insisted he treat me the dinner and that's it...
Conclusion, I enjoyed that day at Sentosa excluding the buying of clothes part... HA!!!
K, next day, my shoulders and face are burned, from monday's scorching sun and Wed's little sun, still, gotta work... 1st day on duty for Coordinator job... Ermm... It was nothing much, doing signages, Menus and stuff like that... these are the Basics i supposed... 2nd day on the job, find the tough part of it liao... Ermm... U know, left alone to do the stuff.... HAHA!!! Kind of panicked a little coz no one was there to help but then, was able to complete on time... Shit, this job doesn't sweat lor... It is a test a Mental endurance, which is the only difference from service... I was a bit paiseh just now coz i think i wrote the wrong voucher for the wrong person... But Xueni solved it for me... I'm already missing LvL 3... Hai... Wanna go back up leh...
Another news i got, Lau getting married liao.... Tml... Today to be exact... And that's y he wun be around till next thurs... HAHA!!! Congrats To LAu Kah GuAn... BAnquet Manager of Orchard Hotel!
O ya, wanna say, just now went to photocopy something at the front office, but i got some probs with it coz i dunnoe where to go... So i'm like stucked there... Chef eric walked pass and he said, "Can or not? Come, I helped u..." After helping, he smiled and walked away... Ermm... I laughed to myself, coz i was thinking, "wah lao, let a chef teach me how to do this kind of stuff..." HAHA!!! After these few encounters with him, i'm starting to wonder, wad type of person is Chef Eric.... Mmmm....
Kk, enough bout work...
Got 1 comment for the previous blog, Ling Hui scolded me... HAHA!!! Sorry lAh! K, next time, i will call u... Die die also will! HAhA!!!
Ermm.... Just now, i walked by a sit near my house... Brought back some memories... I smiled... Those were some great times... I was touched by somebody that i shouldn't be touched by... It is not the words of flattery that touched me but the effort that somebody put in to make some words to move me... Imperfect they might be but beautiful they would always be... I missing you...
Recently i've been very busy... I really can't find time to sit down and relax and think bout certain things... Things i haven't thought of for a long time... Next week it's gonna be very busy again... Only one pathetic day Off lor... HeH! Sad...
Bless me!
Went to Sentosa again on Wed but this time, it's with the pple from work... Ermm... Early in the morning, Chris smsed to inform that the venue had changed to Siloso... I continued to sleep, Ash called to ask me bout the time to meet, so i told him then fell back to sleep. No need to guess, i was late, for both the meeting with Ash and the others... HaHa!!!! Tired...
After a lot of walking around, Chris and all finally found us, HAHA!!!! We were wandering around Siloso to find pple... HAHA!!!! Then, it began to drizzle a little, but after a short while, sun came out.
1st thing i did, find a comfortable spot, sit down, drink some wine, and munched on Chips... HAHA!!!! While the others were planning to do different stuff, i sat there, watched, eat... Joined in the Volley Ball game, the thing was, if the group lost, then the group must go into water... Ermm.... WAH LAO!!! So didn't wanna lose, coz u know, that time of the month and some more, i didn't bring any clothes LOR!
K, so we lost, the others went down themselves, i tried hard to hide myself and do stuff that wun review i was in that group but then Chris noticed, he pulled me into the water, seriously... DOWN! My GOD i was in shock, i thought he was playing... So i ended up being wet... K, fine, so then i stayed on the shore wanting to dry up.... HeH! That Ash, attacked me from behind and once again i'm wet! Each time i tried to stay on shore to dry, i was attacked, and helpless, i kept being attacked... Sad... until the end, i buay tahan liao, ji tao go in water, hack care bout wadever thing...
The worst part came later, after bathing, i got nothing to wear, AStley lended me his Tee but sadly, under garments wet lor, the shirt also got wet lor... In the end, went to buy in and out... How Much? $85 in all!!!! WAh LAO!!! 1st time buy until so ex lor... Heart pain.... But well, wad to do, can't expect me to go home wet right? Chris wanted to return me $50 but i refused to take... He said he should be responsible coz he's the one who pulled me down 1st... But well, i didn't take the Cash, i insisted he treat me the dinner and that's it...
Conclusion, I enjoyed that day at Sentosa excluding the buying of clothes part... HA!!!
K, next day, my shoulders and face are burned, from monday's scorching sun and Wed's little sun, still, gotta work... 1st day on duty for Coordinator job... Ermm... It was nothing much, doing signages, Menus and stuff like that... these are the Basics i supposed... 2nd day on the job, find the tough part of it liao... Ermm... U know, left alone to do the stuff.... HAHA!!! Kind of panicked a little coz no one was there to help but then, was able to complete on time... Shit, this job doesn't sweat lor... It is a test a Mental endurance, which is the only difference from service... I was a bit paiseh just now coz i think i wrote the wrong voucher for the wrong person... But Xueni solved it for me... I'm already missing LvL 3... Hai... Wanna go back up leh...
Another news i got, Lau getting married liao.... Tml... Today to be exact... And that's y he wun be around till next thurs... HAHA!!! Congrats To LAu Kah GuAn... BAnquet Manager of Orchard Hotel!
O ya, wanna say, just now went to photocopy something at the front office, but i got some probs with it coz i dunnoe where to go... So i'm like stucked there... Chef eric walked pass and he said, "Can or not? Come, I helped u..." After helping, he smiled and walked away... Ermm... I laughed to myself, coz i was thinking, "wah lao, let a chef teach me how to do this kind of stuff..." HAHA!!! After these few encounters with him, i'm starting to wonder, wad type of person is Chef Eric.... Mmmm....
Kk, enough bout work...
Got 1 comment for the previous blog, Ling Hui scolded me... HAHA!!! Sorry lAh! K, next time, i will call u... Die die also will! HAhA!!!
Ermm.... Just now, i walked by a sit near my house... Brought back some memories... I smiled... Those were some great times... I was touched by somebody that i shouldn't be touched by... It is not the words of flattery that touched me but the effort that somebody put in to make some words to move me... Imperfect they might be but beautiful they would always be... I missing you...
Recently i've been very busy... I really can't find time to sit down and relax and think bout certain things... Things i haven't thought of for a long time... Next week it's gonna be very busy again... Only one pathetic day Off lor... HeH! Sad...
Bless me!
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
2 consistent days of fun...
Went to Sentosa yesterday with my dear class pple, include, Xueting, yvonne, Wai Leng, yuting, Fish, Trish, Ming Ming, Joey, Xiao qiang, PH, TYS, Hun, Zhi, with Terry and also Me... In the middle, Danial and Faisal joined in...
The day was quite breezy, i was expecting it to rain a bit but to much surprise, it was breezy and cool, and the sun did came out to rest a bit...
The day started when everybody met at 11am at JE.... Not exactly 11am sharp lah... I was late, so were everyone else... The earliest? Joey, yvonne, Wai Leng... Haiyo... Latest, the throne still goes to fish... HAHA!!!
Anyway, procceeded on, went to buy water, food, and then to Palawan!
Played under the sun for quite a while then Fish and I decided to dive down... Ting came along and the 3 of us were in the water, waiting for the sun... After a while, pple found out there's 3 bodies lying motionless on the shore... HAHA!!!! We were tanning!!!
When i opened my eyes later, i saw Faisal and terry in the water too... Walked over, pulled terry in and there, got 2 guys to join us... So in the water, Ting was so scared that faisal would grab her and she kept holding on to me, but actually i'm scared myself... HAHA!!!
Decided to go coz the rain was coming, and by the time we reached our bag, it was drizzzling... Walked a very long distance to which we thought is a bathroom for showering, it turned out, there's no shower! Ting, yu and me were struggling with tap water... Finally, got to wash up a little... waited for the bus and then, went to eat... Wah, like a huge feast sia, different delicacies on the table... heH
Then we got really tired, took train... Wah LAo! Train filled with Ah nehs lor! I was so scared lor! Since the Xmas horrible event, i've been having ah nehs' phobia lor... Then i hide in the guys, but given my size, quite difficult, HAHA! Managed to keep a distance from the disgusting Ah Nehs... No prejudice toward Singaporeans though...
Home, ji tao concussed... Buay tahan...
Woke up at 1pm just now... Went to K BOX with Yuting! Coz of the bad singing i had the other day, decided to go train up a little... Hee~ So all the way, 2pm to 7 plus, sing until voice sore ar...
Back home, enjoying TV, Long john silver... Then Ashril called to ask bout tml's stuff...
Chris smsed... Tml 11am at palawan... Gosh... eArly... Well, nvm, i'll be late... HAHA!!!!
So the time goes on...
The day was quite breezy, i was expecting it to rain a bit but to much surprise, it was breezy and cool, and the sun did came out to rest a bit...
The day started when everybody met at 11am at JE.... Not exactly 11am sharp lah... I was late, so were everyone else... The earliest? Joey, yvonne, Wai Leng... Haiyo... Latest, the throne still goes to fish... HAHA!!!
Anyway, procceeded on, went to buy water, food, and then to Palawan!
Played under the sun for quite a while then Fish and I decided to dive down... Ting came along and the 3 of us were in the water, waiting for the sun... After a while, pple found out there's 3 bodies lying motionless on the shore... HAHA!!!! We were tanning!!!
When i opened my eyes later, i saw Faisal and terry in the water too... Walked over, pulled terry in and there, got 2 guys to join us... So in the water, Ting was so scared that faisal would grab her and she kept holding on to me, but actually i'm scared myself... HAHA!!!
Decided to go coz the rain was coming, and by the time we reached our bag, it was drizzzling... Walked a very long distance to which we thought is a bathroom for showering, it turned out, there's no shower! Ting, yu and me were struggling with tap water... Finally, got to wash up a little... waited for the bus and then, went to eat... Wah, like a huge feast sia, different delicacies on the table... heH
Then we got really tired, took train... Wah LAo! Train filled with Ah nehs lor! I was so scared lor! Since the Xmas horrible event, i've been having ah nehs' phobia lor... Then i hide in the guys, but given my size, quite difficult, HAHA! Managed to keep a distance from the disgusting Ah Nehs... No prejudice toward Singaporeans though...
Home, ji tao concussed... Buay tahan...
Woke up at 1pm just now... Went to K BOX with Yuting! Coz of the bad singing i had the other day, decided to go train up a little... Hee~ So all the way, 2pm to 7 plus, sing until voice sore ar...
Back home, enjoying TV, Long john silver... Then Ashril called to ask bout tml's stuff...
Chris smsed... Tml 11am at palawan... Gosh... eArly... Well, nvm, i'll be late... HAHA!!!!
So the time goes on...
Monday, January 02, 2006
All of those...
To start off, today, nobody seems to be in a good mood. Let's begin with, Christopher and Terry are officially being promoted today. Both got their ties on. Initially everything was fine, but after allocating tables to the staff, as usual, went on to food presentation. So, Roy called the shots, he did wad he wanted, but then, Chris came out and said he wants drink server. Fine, and Roy got a bit pissed and started arguing... Chris explained and got a bit mad... So Chris took the shots, and he got very angry, he screamed at us, "EVERYONE, GO BACK TO YOUR TABLES, WADEVER SWAPPING, NO MORE!!!!" I was stunned! I never saw him screamed like that, so much so that i could see his veins and his face turned red... Then, i saw Roy's awkward expression... HeH! I am really shocked by wad happened, it so obviously showed the "power" Like wad Sean said...
Next, at Yusoff and Faisal's station, while Yusoff was busy with the bar, Faisal was in charge... So stuff happened, and Faisal was being admonished by Lau, in front of me... At the end, when bar was not busy anymore, Yusoff came in to do his job, he was scolded by Lau too, for wad Faisal didn't do well. Then, Yusoff nagged to Faisal, and then, i think, out of anger, Yusoff scolded this newcomer... Funny thing was, the whole time, i saw and heard everything... Heh! But i kept quiet, acted nothing happened so no one would feel awkward in any way...
So much scoldings...
Back to normal table, it was GREAT!!!! I just love doing it! Though it's tiring... hee~ Everything went on time, a bit rusty though, i was a bit slow and kind of stood there and stoned a bit thinking wad to do... HAHA!!! Still, i love the feeling, that's wad it was like a year ago... Though there's different pple, i am still me, everything is still very much the same.
I heard a girl being reprimanded for not topping up tea.. Sounds familiar... I was scolded when i 1st started work for not topping up wine... Scolded by Roy... Now, i saw it repeat on someone else... HeH! Brings back some good old memories... Now, i know how to handle situations when there's wine stoppage or other upcoming situation, not bad for a girl like me... HAHA!!! Another reason for being happy that i'm back to normal table is that i dun need to work with "her"... Hee~ Bug off my back... Awesome...
O ya, i saw Mao sen yesterday!!!! He came back!!!!! Miss him so so much... U know, i always go by the bar and say "MAO SEN!!!" 2 years ago, and he would always give me his marvellous big smile and said, "APPLE!!!" HAHA!!! He is a real polite chap, and i like his nose a lot... HEH HeH! He's one of those barman that i'll never forget. Good person, good attitude... Sadly, he's only back to help out coz the barman is pretty limited recently due to certain stuff... Well, i'm just glad to see some old faces and feel some old atmosphere...
This week on, i will start with the paperwork job... Yup, coz Felicia is going to do the Operation job at lvl 2, now that terry is back upstairs... Erm... Gonna try it out... Hopefully, it will turn out fine...
Anyways, need to get some rest, i haven't had a good sleep yesterday... Later going to Sentosa with my CLASS!!!! YO!!!
Ciao!!!
Wad a day to start off 2006... New year... Give it a twist, make it better...
Next, at Yusoff and Faisal's station, while Yusoff was busy with the bar, Faisal was in charge... So stuff happened, and Faisal was being admonished by Lau, in front of me... At the end, when bar was not busy anymore, Yusoff came in to do his job, he was scolded by Lau too, for wad Faisal didn't do well. Then, Yusoff nagged to Faisal, and then, i think, out of anger, Yusoff scolded this newcomer... Funny thing was, the whole time, i saw and heard everything... Heh! But i kept quiet, acted nothing happened so no one would feel awkward in any way...
So much scoldings...
Back to normal table, it was GREAT!!!! I just love doing it! Though it's tiring... hee~ Everything went on time, a bit rusty though, i was a bit slow and kind of stood there and stoned a bit thinking wad to do... HAHA!!! Still, i love the feeling, that's wad it was like a year ago... Though there's different pple, i am still me, everything is still very much the same.
I heard a girl being reprimanded for not topping up tea.. Sounds familiar... I was scolded when i 1st started work for not topping up wine... Scolded by Roy... Now, i saw it repeat on someone else... HeH! Brings back some good old memories... Now, i know how to handle situations when there's wine stoppage or other upcoming situation, not bad for a girl like me... HAHA!!! Another reason for being happy that i'm back to normal table is that i dun need to work with "her"... Hee~ Bug off my back... Awesome...
O ya, i saw Mao sen yesterday!!!! He came back!!!!! Miss him so so much... U know, i always go by the bar and say "MAO SEN!!!" 2 years ago, and he would always give me his marvellous big smile and said, "APPLE!!!" HAHA!!! He is a real polite chap, and i like his nose a lot... HEH HeH! He's one of those barman that i'll never forget. Good person, good attitude... Sadly, he's only back to help out coz the barman is pretty limited recently due to certain stuff... Well, i'm just glad to see some old faces and feel some old atmosphere...
This week on, i will start with the paperwork job... Yup, coz Felicia is going to do the Operation job at lvl 2, now that terry is back upstairs... Erm... Gonna try it out... Hopefully, it will turn out fine...
Anyways, need to get some rest, i haven't had a good sleep yesterday... Later going to Sentosa with my CLASS!!!! YO!!!
Ciao!!!
Wad a day to start off 2006... New year... Give it a twist, make it better...
Happy New Year!!!!
HAPPY 2006 PPle!!!!! Another year had gone by, let's hope everything will be better this yr...
Last night was a blast! Work was great, i broke a glass though. HA! However, nobody seems to realise, the pple were all having fun, dancing. It was the EA new year dinner... SO many SHuAi Eurasians sia... There was this guy, who wants a ice bucket and 4 ginger ere, 4 sprits... U know, i was so paiseh when he talked to me, not just that he's a charming person, when he talked to me, he pulled me very close, and put his mouth at my ear, so close that i can feel his breath... HAHA!!! It was scary though...
Leroy: $98J
acobs Creek Sparkling wine: $68
Jacobs Creek Red/white wine: $58
Tiger Draft: $12
HAHA!!! I memorised liao... Was doing this ordering thingy last night, but not many pple ordered, so helped out the clearing and serving drinks. I seemed to keep running around for ice buckets...
Hee~Anyway, after work, somebody fang me and wenhui's aeroplane lor... We waited for more than an hour for him to come, yet he didn't turned up. Waited till 12am reach liao, still no sign of him. Then he sms, "Sorry, i fell asleep just now, dun think i going." Wenhui and i ji tao peng... HahA!!!
Afterwhich, went to K box with the pple... They drink a lot wor, even when walking to the place... I did drink a bit, made myself turned red, and stopped. Sang a few songs and the night practically goes by with the others drinking. Jessica got drunk and vomited, hope she's ok now...
Anyway, 1st day of 2006 is yet to be over, the 1st 1/4 of it was marvellous, though tiring, still gonna hang on there, later still got work...
Tml, Sentosa TRIP! Hope Chris let me take the day off... Wanna go out with Classmate leh...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
Last night was a blast! Work was great, i broke a glass though. HA! However, nobody seems to realise, the pple were all having fun, dancing. It was the EA new year dinner... SO many SHuAi Eurasians sia... There was this guy, who wants a ice bucket and 4 ginger ere, 4 sprits... U know, i was so paiseh when he talked to me, not just that he's a charming person, when he talked to me, he pulled me very close, and put his mouth at my ear, so close that i can feel his breath... HAHA!!! It was scary though...
Leroy: $98J
acobs Creek Sparkling wine: $68
Jacobs Creek Red/white wine: $58
Tiger Draft: $12
HAHA!!! I memorised liao... Was doing this ordering thingy last night, but not many pple ordered, so helped out the clearing and serving drinks. I seemed to keep running around for ice buckets...
Hee~Anyway, after work, somebody fang me and wenhui's aeroplane lor... We waited for more than an hour for him to come, yet he didn't turned up. Waited till 12am reach liao, still no sign of him. Then he sms, "Sorry, i fell asleep just now, dun think i going." Wenhui and i ji tao peng... HahA!!!
Afterwhich, went to K box with the pple... They drink a lot wor, even when walking to the place... I did drink a bit, made myself turned red, and stopped. Sang a few songs and the night practically goes by with the others drinking. Jessica got drunk and vomited, hope she's ok now...
Anyway, 1st day of 2006 is yet to be over, the 1st 1/4 of it was marvellous, though tiring, still gonna hang on there, later still got work...
Tml, Sentosa TRIP! Hope Chris let me take the day off... Wanna go out with Classmate leh...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
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