WTF!

MAN, i feel like KILLING PEOPLE!!!!! BORROW ME A GOD DAMN CHOPPER PLEASE!

Lao... Dun really know what the fuking hell is going on. And now, although it seems funny and laughable, i'm a bit pissed. Damn It!

SiCkeNING AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA MEET UP WITH MELISSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANNA TELL HER ALL THESE FREAKING HAPPENINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KiLL ME!!! KILL ME!!!!

Really dun appreciate this...

Forget bout wad happened...

WAHAHAHAHA!!! Let's just forget bout wad happen yesterday... I dun really know wad the hell is wrong... Since i got the assurance that it's gonna be fine then well, i supposed i should think that way, there's really nothing much i can do. Let it be, i've send my apology note, if it doesn't work, i dun really wanna bother le... Afterall, i dun really know him that well to do more, and i can always go another place to have a haircut if he really dun welcome me... I'll disappear... EASY! Ha!

Wanna blog about the happy things that happen yesterday. I met up with MELANIE!!! WAHAHHAHAA!!! Actually, I was suppose to meet up with Mel and Yuting last evening to go harbourfront to see cake, coz i saw a really nice one there the other day but then Yuting said she didn't wanna go an hour after her class release, that kind of turned me off a little lah, so i told Mel that we dun meet le. However, even without meeting them, i still gotta go out to get something for darling.... So, in the end, i still asked Mel out for a short while. Met up with her around the stairs at central then went to emicakes to order a cake with darling's name... HA! Then, went to WM, walk around with MEl and talk lots of stuff... My words seem to rattle on with her presence... Probably coz too long never see, go too many things to update on... HAHA!!! I even walk home with her... HeH! Then she waited for bus with me... Kind of crap lah but never mind, once in a while, doesn't matter... It's nice wor...

Went home, stayed up to finish the CIP Words Ex... A little frustrated with all the instructions given... In the end, dun even know i submitted the right way not... Wadever, i did my work and i submitted... So many things to do for CIP!!!! So pissed! PBL, Workshop, Tutorial, protoype, all the damn forms to fill up... AND EACH OF THEM AIN'T EASY AT ALL... Sickening... Cannot stand her... She just kept piling onto the hill that we have, it's becoming a mountain in a minute time... Seriously... And Monday is the presentation... Really really bad... Joan and Edith both are very stress over it... I wasn't really that panicky bout it until they panick... I'm a bit nervous now lah... So, i guess i'm gonna stay up to finish the prototype, for those that dunno wad is prototype, it is a website for "my company"... So, get the idea? Is not a least bit easy to do when i gotta put all the details in... Gosh... Really stress now... Ha!

Anyway, was actually supposed to meet Darling tonight de... However, something crop up at home, he gotta rush back... He kind of scared me... Sent me an sms saying, "I got some problem..." I ji tao shock... you know... After wad happened last night, i was so scared something really happened... But it's not at work but at home... dun really know wad happen coz he was in a hurry to get back to JB, so i didn't probe much. YAYa... Coz of this, gotta go tell the cake shop that i need to leave the cake there for another day... This, of coz, is unknown to him... hee~ Initially, i didn't know that i can leave the cake there, so i asked Mel to help me keep but then, it was a wasted trip for her lah... So sorry bout that... We went for dinner though... And bought a long sleeve shirt from Giodano, with her!!! HAHA!!! I thought it was $26 per piece but no! It's $25.90 for 2... So HAPPY! So Mel and i bought it!!! SO GOOD!!! I AM SO HAPPY! Coz i've been aiming it for a while... WAHAHHAHA!!!

Mel treated me Sweet talk but the drink kind of suck... Wasn't able to even finish half of it... Feel very bad but Mel said Nvm... Hee~ ThAnks MeL!!! HEh HEH!!! We went to carpark to sit and chat for a while... about 9.20pm, left.... HAHA!!! So happy to meet up with Mel, got so much to talk about to this friend... but seldom got time too... Heh HeH!!! Guess the next time we can meet is during my Holiday bah... Hai... Heh heH!!!

Kk, i gotta go do my prototype le... niGht!!!

CIAo!!!

PS: Wonder where is my sister?!

Happy Birthday to you, My darling...

I'm sorry...

Ermmm... Now i feel really bad... Never insult someone when u dunnoe that person well.. Offended Richard just like that, with a simple word that comes out of pple's mouth easily but then it is a really sensitive word to him. Ermm... Not gonna push the blame to anyone coz ultimately, i'm the one who post it, so ya, i'm at fault. Though i was really offended by him coz of his previous post but i suppose i offend him more than he did to me... So sad ar... Although a lot of Richard's comment is very vague to me, but can roughly interpret wad he's trying to say. He seems very angry... And most importantly, he kind of implied that he's gonna fire Eddie... SO ermm... A bit shock... No, is VERY shock! It's so not right! Erm... Now i feel very bad le... I dun wanna go there liao le... Did post an apology comment on his blog but erm... doubt he'll read it until next thurs bah... Well, still gotta say... Richard, if I really offended you that badly, i am really really sorry... From the very bottom of my heart, please do accept my utmost apology... Really didn't mean to make u so upset... Sorry...

Well, this is enough i think... Enough to make me feel bad... No mood to blog le... Although there's so much to say... Just sorry...

GooD Day

Today is actually a pretty good day but Richard's comment on my tag kind of sadden me a bit... Wad sort of comment is that? Sickening!

Anyway, day started really hot this morning... First time this week not wearing Jacket to school. Well, as usual, 9am class always makes me yawn a lot... However, this morning's lecture on Monopoly was a great lesson, at least i can understand the words that is coming out of her mouth. OCOM lecture was good too... This guy from Citigroup came to give a talk bout financial thingy. And learnt something, do rmb this phrase, "Fail to plan means planning to fail." YayA... So true in modern day society... HA! Gotta start saving up more le, so i can be a millionaaire even before the age of 65... HAHA!!!

MIEC tutorial on the 2nd part of PC... HEh HEh... Say, i understood most part of wad he is saying... Still need a lot of revision to understand. Having said that, i haven't really had my revision. HAi...

Ermm... Went by today pretty easily... I wasn't that tired nor am i that energtic.... I was basically myself today. So i guess maybe that's the reason for the easy day passed. Ermm...

I forgot to treat Jiawen Coffee today! I told her i would but i forgot... Just rmbed only... HAHA! Another day perharps.

Found it necessary to tell Darling that i'm going home... He said he wanna treat me fruits... HA! HAppy! Went to take it from him. However, didn't stay long, u know, after wad happened... But, even though i was there for only a while, not only did i get my watermelon and honeydew, i was also treated with CuRRy Puff by MAD!!! HAha!!! OkOK, thAnks guys... Darling hit me a few times lah, no mood to retaliate... He will get it from me though.

ERmm... BAck home, i was ston-ing in front of the TV until i decided to check my blog a bit then saw the bo liao comment... Kao.. A bit pissed... But nVm... I guess i am me... Not gonna be that calculative with him...

Ermm.... Started doing the CIP Microsoft word thingy which need to be handed up by Sunday thru Mel... Ermm... HAlf way there... Really tired le... Wanna go bath then take my rest le... 8am IS tml... And got plans after that... *GrIns*

It is a good day spent. Loving it though it's ending.

Things turn sour... I dun hold you so dearly like I used to... But bear in mind, the feelings I've given is true... And it's still going on...

WahAHAHa!

WahAHAhAHA!!! It was raining this morning again! Damn good weather to carry on sleeping... Sadly, wasn't a day that i can sleep through. Got my butt out of my bed at 7.45am... HA! Rushed and left house... These few days I have been pretty unlucky, coz i would missed my bus every single time i was about to reach the bus stop, the bus just left right in front of my eyes... Sickening...

Met up with yuting at the interchange, spotted XiaO qIang and Ming... Waved "HI!" Shortly after that, bus came... Took the bus... Ting boarded the bus at the 1st stop, said HI to her and she walked to the back le... Ya... So yuting and I chatted a little every now and then, then stone all the way to school... HA!

Departed with each other and i went to meet joan and jiawen... Edith, Jellyfish and Siew fong were there too... After a while, we went for our tutorial... OCOM was funny lah... Really find Juniper putting in lots of effort to make the class lively and to get really involve in this module... Appreciate it... SOme of us dun really appreciate at all but well, as time goes by, i guess we all will...

Ermm... class planning to go Sentosa next thursday coz it's e-learning week for MIEC... And Juniper interested to go with us... HAHA!!! So funny lah... K, this time round, i MUST make it for the class outing, no more accident, even if i'm sick, i mUST turn UP! HAHA!!!

Well, after school today, went to find darling and Richard kind of reproach me for his customer complaining bout us... I think it should be that day after sentosa with Dear... HA! Coz if i'm alone, i dun think i would in any way make too much noise right?! Ha! A bit paiseh lah... Then Darling looks a bit down... HA! Apologize to Richard though.

Really very exhausted, so after sending MAD's stuff, i left... At home, changed up, and ji tao concussed onto my bed... B4 going into absolute coma, i send Darling and SMS saying sorry for the trouble caused... HA!!! By then, half-asleep liao... yAYa... Really feel bad lah... Dun go find him better le... Hee~

YayA... I woke up at 7pm, head spinning... Mama cooked for me... Feel so happy coz mama cooked for me! MuM's cooking is still the best after all... Ha! Then, instead of bathing, went to do my MIEC tutorials coz i haven't really touched it... SO happily finished it by 9.15pm.

Ha! Darling said he would finished at 9.15pm so i was pretty much late le lah.. HA! So i quickly ran out to meet him... He wanted to eat the Malay Mee... But no more le... So we ate i dunnoe wad is that call de rice... VERY FULL LAH... Hai... So sat around till 10plus pm... He told me some funny happenings in their shop last couple of Mad... Laugh the hell out of me... I was wondering whether or not the shop will turn into a "Crap Talk" Salon... HAHA!! Heh HEh.. Funny...

O ya... Mei Qing asked me a very weird question just now while i was applying eyeliner... She asked, "Your bf also this kind of style one ar? As in, also draw eyeliner?" I laughed! And i said, "No lah, he only knows how to cut hair..." HAHA!!! Then she was saying, "Then if i go cut, got discount mah?!" I'm like, "Ermm... Please lah, i dun even have discount..." And we laugh laugh laugh... Funny the way she talk.

K, i'm gonna check out Joan's blog to see whether my name appeared or not, if not, i wanna leave another threatening comment... HAHA!!!

And it's kind of late le... Should turn in soon... See you!

CIao!

I saw the reflection of me in your eyes... Am I being deceived? Or am I the fortunate one? Only time can review it all...

Tuesday...

Remember my blog last midnight? Went to sleep after that, i actually dreamt of Wan Yu... Ha! so influential ar...

I have to eating quite a bit these couple of days... Wondering whether is it that time of the month again... HA! Well, normal lah.. I guess i gotta refrain from eating too much... Coz I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!! Ha!

School was alright today. ITR lecture was fun, and we got these 3 men from the Creative Eateries here to give us talks bout the criterias bout the IMF event this coming September. One of the most important events Singapore is holding... And we went for the interview for it... Was cool... If i get the job, will be earning $100+ a day... Moreover, it's 4 consecutive days. The working hour is 12pm to 12am, so i think it's pretty ok... Just like Banquet... Hope i got selected! Hee~

So after CIP lecture, decided to go home before meeting Yuting... Reached home, watched TV, lay down there and waited for Yuting to SMs me... But i dozed off lah... She called me at around 5pm... I quickly got up and went out. Yvonne was there too... HA! So long never see her le... She seems like she's doing ok... Anyway, had Laksa... Heh HEh! So fat... But who cares... Heh HeH!!!

So Yuting and i ate and chat, then walk around... Bought an empty disc, went to Mac to sit and chat while she help me burn disc. Ermmm... She treated me Mcflurry... HA! My treat next time... Hee~ Then she came to my house to watch that gruesome DVD, Hostel. I wasn't paying much attention coz i was doing my BSTA, in the end, i still got 4 qns undone.. Dun understand, so i left them blank...

Yup... I kind of slack a lot today... Coz i thought i should give myself a break after doing up the website for CIP. HA! Although i know i didn't do a lot... Hee~ YaYa, no worries, will be bucking up again tomorrow...

Darling told me Richard weren't in a good mood today... I laughed... Find it kind of funny... Anyhow, didnt meet up with Darling today coz he did OT, hEh, and i was kind of tired after sending Yuting to the MRT station. Yup... Told darling to sleep early...

I'm starting to wonder whether there's some problem with my nose not... It always got blocked whenever the weather is cold... It was practically blocked the whole night last night and i was in a state of mind whereby i know i'm sleeping and i was talking to myself in my mind... GoSh... WeiRd... Hai... I guess it's normal? It's been like that for years le...

This weekend is darling's BD... Dun really have much time to make him anything... Still thinking wad to give him or do for him... HA! STRAIN MY MIND....

I met you around the corner... You found me stranded... You caught me crying like a child... You spotted me and gave me love...

Sickening...

Is it too early to get married? At the age of 18, i'm giving this question some really deep thoughts. I used to think that it's impossible for someone so young to settle down or rather, to be ready to settle down to have a family unless it was in the early 19th century. However, recently, these sort of news kept coming, right into my face. 1st, Kelvin Tan got engaged, Cindy said she's getting married, then the most recent one, Wan Yu getting enagaged. All came within the course of a few months. Each one of it came as a big shock. Seriously...

Ha! Yuting used to ask me, "Ai Ping, have you every thought of when to get married?" I would always answer her, "25, 26, 27 bah, somewhere there..." And we'll move on to talk bout each other being each other's bride's maid... Ha! Now, thinking bout it, is that too late? I still dun think so. 2 years down the road, after i graduated, i'd be 20, 21 already, then, will decide whether to further studies or to step into the real world. However, those are assumption that everything goes smoothely within no setbacks. If i continue studies, i would be 23 after graduation, then start working. By then, i'd have only 2 to 3 years time to find that someone... Ha! Someone who i will fall deeply in love with for the rest of my life... Someone who will be able to support me with what i want, someone who can give me a roof over my head, someone who is willing to have a family with me... Sounds hard to find that somebody within 2 to 3 years... HA! And you will say, "you already got one..."

HAHA!!! Yes, i do... But is he the one? Is he?

Just some thoughts out of my mind... Perharps Monday is the only day that i can think bout this sort of things, coz Darling wouldn't be around to disrupt my thoughts or to add on anything that would make my mind bias to him... HA! So, u see... Life is so much more than what we are looking at now... Or perharps, to me, my life is still small in some ways, slowly building upon to widen my life. However, i'm keeping my composure... Slowly... Not fast...

Y am i still up at this hour? Coz my room is occupied... I wanna sleep...

Thinking about Darling... Think he should be asleep by then, a lot of hairs for him to cut tomorrow... HA! Sounds odd... Heh hEh!

O... Was watching the DVD, Hostel... Kao... Scare the hell out of me ok... Regret watching it at 1am in the morning... Sickening DVD... But then, it's considered a great movie, coz it scare me OFF!!! Nearly wet my pants... HA!

NiGht NoW!

Nothing better to do...

In Thailand... During March... Me and my bunny teeth...

Waiting for Melanie under her void Deck for her last BD bbq... CooL me right... Hair still got colour at that time... MuACks...

Newly rebond after Chinese New Year... Wah... Damn Ex... At that time i got too much money to splurge... HA! LooKs niCe Wor...

Asleep during one afternoon... My rountine afternoon Nap... One year ago too... No such enjoyment now...

This was during O level chinese... Last year... End of May.. MIss those days.

This is ME again... A year ago... 17 yr old, right on my birthday.

ME! A couple of years ago... 16years old

SentOsa?!

Went to Sentosa today coz i was told it's Wee loon's farewell party and that not many pple are going so u see, being a friend or just someone i worked with for a while already, decided to go, give him face. In the end, he didn't turned up... Damn It lah... Woke up so early to see him not there... Farewell for who? SiAo...

In the water, was splashing water and throwing sands all over at Chris, MAo and Chee Wee... Chee wee coward lah, ran off after only a few rounds. Dear, Felicia, Xueni and I were like nuts, throwing and scrubbing sands on the guys... And we got sands threw and srubbed at us too... HAHA!!! And chris was pulling my pants and throwing sand in lah, wah lao, jitao paiseh... Crap mah... NVM... He kept drowning me... Geez... And Ah Mao also lah... He kept picking on Dear and I... Reason is obvious... Felicia is his sister and Xueni is his Gf... Sickening... And was dumped so many times into the water... Drank a lot of seawater... Disgusting... After that, i was full from the water that i kept burping it out.... Taste so gross...

Dear and i were tired... She wanted to cut her hair but Darling said they tired lah... In the end, saw them playing there... HAHA!!! NVM... Dear was sleeping in the cab... She fell asleep in a short distance lah, and started breathing quite loud, then snore... I jitao wah! HAHA!!!

Went to eat Mee Siam at the new Muslim coffeeshop, it was yummy... A bit spicy though but SHIOK! HA! After that, with darling and dear, went to WM converse shop change his jacket, too small? Ya... Then went to get his comic. Afterwhich, Dear and us separated coz darling dunnoe YEw Tee's road well, can't send Dear home. So, darling sent me back. Asked him to wait for me for a while, while i go get him the disc i burnt for him... I looked up at my house and my big mouth said, "WAh... Nobody at home... HA!" Then Darling said, "HUH?!" I was like, "Wad?! Wanna come ar?!" HAHA!!! Me and my big mouth and i'm like trying to tell him, "No, house damn messy... Mai lAh.." HAhA!!! MAi Mai Mai until lift then forget it... Let him come... So, kind of use the comp a litte while i wait for Roy to come... Roy was telling me he needs to come up to my house... HA! Paiseh LAh! Then 2 guys at my house... Nobody else... DaNGEROUS WOR!!!

K, so darling left after browsing through my room lah.. HA! Then i was kind of worried bout Roy being with me, alone... HA! So convinced Darling to stay with me... Until Roy leave... Hee~ Ya, he did.. He was looking through his NSR thingy.. When Roy came, i was asked Roy bout the NSR thingy so the 2 of them kind of chatted a little bout that. After sending me all the pictures that i need for my prototype, Roy left... Really wanna thank him, coz he actually came down to give me all the pics. And since he is such a busy man now... He really is... And hor, he like become very old le... Looks like under lots of stres... Still wanna thank him a lot... And i still owe him a meal lah... HEH!

Then, Eddie was happily browsing through all the videos that he can find in my com.... LaO... But all are really funny vids lah, some are disgusting though... HA! Anyway, after roy left... He stayed on a little while more and left as well... Went down with him and kiss ByE BYE! Wah lao, his car really style lah, the "VoMP! VOMP!" sound is so loud lah.. Can hear it after he left... Heh HeH! HahA! Lao...

Scary experience... But glad nothing happen.. HA! Still LoVe my DaRLing!

K, need to go le... CiAo!

NSR 150????

How about a new blog skin? Ha! Been changing my skin quite a few times over the past few weeks... Can't seem to find one that satisfy myself... Too lazy to make one of my own... HA! And the knowledge is very vague... So, ya... this one is ok i supposed... Not a complicating and easier to read too... However, it's white... No prob... Black And WhiTe... PreTTy!

I'm feeling kind of hungry... Actually told darling that i dun wanna eat just now... But just now really not hungry lah.. HAHA!!! NvM... Find something to eat later...

Sickening Lah.. Darling told me Singapore Bike Forum, find NSR150.. The stupid thing need to sign up, giving me a damn hard time to find anything related to that bike at all... SiAn... Still can't find much lah... The website is like people chatting bout bikes lah... Dunnoe is it coz i lost touch of doing this kind of searching thing or that web is damn sickening... The latter sounds better... HA! So, i gotta turned to Bt kor lah... Ma Fan him for yet another time... He was telling me to find Honda NSR150 sp... Sickening... Still dunnoe wad to do... Kind of frustrating... Wanna gIve up SOOn!!! Very hungry... Go grab some bites first before anything... BlEh!

Sian...

Didn't go for IS today... Should i say there's some problem with me? Hee~ Nothing much to blog about today...

Went out with Lao Ma... Cannot stand her... She's so noisy... Hai... My Ma... Hai...

Ya... Darling told me that there's some handsome guys on richard's blog... I jitao PuKed! *vOmIt blOoD and everYthing u can find* HAHA!!! I saw 2 gay Guys... One call MAD, the other call UNCLE... HAHA!!! SickEning Ya?! TOTALLY!!! Heh HeH!!! Ok, let's not be mean... I'm kind... There's 2 very good-looking gay guys in the blog... HAHA!!!! Still sounds mean... Guess i'm not kind at all? Maybe...

Yup... Meeting Dear tmr to study BSTA... And of coz, there's some catching up to do.

O ya, time to start PBL le... Our boss likes to play MIA.... Hai... HAHA!!!

NiGht!

CiAo!

I fell down... I never thought I would fall into the cradle of your arms...

It's me...

Ya, it's me and my bushy frindge... Left untouched since the last cut... HEh! MeSSed Up... SICK!!!

Nice Pony tail i have... JealOus?! No use... BITE ME LAH!

Can you believe i actually took a pic in the changing room? That is not my shirt Btw... The orange one hanging there is mine... HAHA!!!

Pictures...

Can u see my SEXY shoulder? HAHA!!! Was in Thailand during March... Heh...

This is ME!!!! 6 years ago... Looks so funny with my mushroom hair... So, Richard, happy to see the slimmer side of me? HAHA!! I'm so generous...

Well, some pics from cameras instead of celly cam... And of coz, upon special request by VK... HA!

Thursday? Long freaking day...

U know wad? Last night, i was so tired i fell asleep easily but the damn weather woke me up in the middle of the night... I nearly took off all my clothes u know... BUT! I'm not so dumb, wad if Kor suddenly open the door... So, in the middle of the night, i was like a burglar, open pa and ma's room moved my bed in, and laid down, in the air-con room... WAHAHAHAHA!!! Slept all the way till 6am plus when it started raining... And it was loud and clear, so i dug myself out of bed at around 7am... Slowly touch here and there then left to school...

Damn exhausted, i could bearly open my eyes... When MIEC lecture started, i started dozing off... Cannot stand the feeling lah... So i closed my eyes, and sleep for 5min... Woke up, refreshed, started concentrating on Miss Ng.... At least now i can understand MIEC more than before... Probably coz i used to drift away during lecture before... I've been forcing myself to focus for the last few lectures after term break... Self-discipline u see....

Anyway, i feel very sick, cannot tahan... Left school after lecture to have a bath back home coz of terry's BD dinner... Right, i fell asleep for 10min after my bath... Didn't feel like going for OCOM lecture but hai... Felt bad for pon-ing so much... So, left to school...

O... I brought wad i found bout the location of motorbikes shop to darling just now... Damn tired... Didn't entertain much... OCOM was boring, basically sat there and do nothing and kept playing with EdiTh... HAHA!!! EDITH, EDITH, EDITH TAN WEI TING!!!! HAHA!!! She's my GR-mate... HAHA!! CUTE CUTE GIRL U KNOW... And she offered me Oreo when i kept complaining i was hungry coz i didn't eat anything since morning except for the pathetic sandwich....

Hai... MIEC tutorial was a fruitful one... Really understood wad Mathew Pon said and seriously, when u have the interest for something, you'll be attracted to it no matter what... Full attention on what he was explaining just now... MIEC ended early today... Yup... Mathew Pon very funny, he was asking me, "So, taking 61 today?" I said, "Ya, unless u wanna send me back..." He's like, " No i can't, haven't knock off yet.." Funny thing is, does he took it seriously? I mean, he's my tutor lah, it's so obvious i'm joking... So i told him, "I'm kidding..." HAHA!!! Funny lor him...

Went to central to wait for the rest of the guys b4 heading to JE... Waited and waited, read newspaper and all... PH finally came... Followed by Xiao Qiang and Ming Ming... It's really nice to have old pals around, i guess... Will never be paiseh bout wadever i say or do... Coz OLD pals mAH!!! HAHA!!!

The dinner was great... Lao da and Silong went to style their hair specially for tonight lah... And i thought it looks great on them... And it's really after a long while since we see Silong le... Same old thin bamboo boy... HAHA!!! Ya, the dinner was great... Great food, great entertainment, great friends, great gathering... Love It ALL!!! I WANT ANOTHER!!! Ended off with a BD song for Terry Tan... 18 le.. Old but still damn childish, waiting for him to grow up... HAHA!!! O... Cake was all over their face just now... Funny! Love the fun i have with them... Always do... However, i am feeling a bit tired, so can't really get hyper in any way... Pity...

Oo... After the dinner, when Fish, Trish, bernice and i were walking towards the MRT, i piggy-backed bernice lah... HAHA!!! It's so funny... We were like in the middle of the pathway but craziness somehow striked me to have the urge to piggyback her... She's pretty light... I piggy-backed her for a short distance, took pics of it and all... HAHA!!! So funny... will post it another day for u all to see... Hee~ Like mad women... Girls from 5A1, none are normal... You can see why...

Ooo... I met AiaI just now.. She's getting slimmer and slimmer.. Wonder is it coz of the stress they're having now or wad... Hope she's ok...

Heh Heh... The night ended like that... i'm feeling kind of sick now... Guess i really cannot make it for IS tml... Well... Doesn't matter i guess... Once out of the 2 times... I have the excuse not to go... Hee~ Love HeR!!!

Ooo... Just saw my taggy... Richard talking crap... And really, upon his request... U'll see my 12-year-old pic... HeH!!!

Right... Gonna end here... REally feel very bad... NiGht!

All I want is to be in your arms...

Longest at VK

Had a long day today... Couldn't wake up this morning... Was in a deep sleep when i got a shock and woke up at 7.45am... Changed and rushed out... Wasn't late of coz... Somehow, i'm used to all the rushing yet not being late, but it's always better to be safe than sorry... So, when possible, i'll still dig myself up earlier.

I didn't pay much attention to my Celly today coz of the 9am class... It was basically left in my bag... HA! After OCOM tutorial, checked my celly and Darling send me an sms, said he slept till 9.30am this morning... Got agitated coz he slept more than i do when we hung up at the same time... HA! We chatted lots of "ifs" last night.. ANd amazingly, i feel that darling is having a lot of queries in his head which no others would think of. Happy entertaining or should i say, i was seriously answering his questions... As in, i wasn't that serious b4 about those lifetime questions when asked by previous J*rks... Hee~ I was very focus on answering his questions. But then again, can i really trust? That's yet, another question to ask... Well, for now, i feel that i can and i will... Why?! For some reason, he makes me feel more than i thought i would... WAH...

I told darling i felt like eating APPLE today... ASked him to help see whether the fruit stall beside got sell cut apples not.. He said Ok, will ask aunty to cut... HAHA!!! Sweet of HIM lah... After that carried on with tutorials...

BSTA was as usual, tough to understand, and always struggling to make sense out of wad's happening. Most of all, somethings that she said can never be made clear of... Sometimes, she gives me the feeling that she dun feel like teaching at all... Hai...TouGh...

After that, ITR tutorial... Got back our papers... Did pretty well... I'm happy with it... I don't expect myself to do badly for this module coz it's very very similar to Geog case study... I loVE It! At least i did well for 2 of the 4 modules tested, and just received news that the OCOM presentation ranges from 70-79... So, overall, CT was ok bah... However, do need to buck up on BSTA and MIEC... AND ALSO, improve on the rest...

Well, after school, went to find Darling to get my Apple, when i know aunty said no one cutting apple so i'm like, then nvm, honeydew bah... Mad was saying, "Apple? I bite le then feed u with my mouth wanT?!" I'm like, "SIAO!" HAHA!!! So i hung around till 6plus... I helped Richard and Mad massaged.. HAHA!!! Richard looks damn tired lah.. He's like dying the whole time... Darling told me he was watching soccer... HA! Serve him right?! HAHA!!! Dun think richard knows we're together?! Heh... Coz he kept saying bout the waiting list thingy... HAHA!!! There's someone who is after darling wor... Heard she's always at their shop.. The one i talked bout yesterday.. HAHA!!! Ermmm... I'm so good today lah, massage for all 3 guys... They are so lucky to have my service... HEH!!!

No idea why, the damn wireless at MAc cannot be used, so darling and i called it a day pretty early just now.. ANyway, i was done with my MIEC so have time... YaYA.. Kiss GoodBye and here i am...

Talking to Joan, she just gave me her blog... ANd she told me her eyes just "DIED" haha!!! Coz of my small font... Joan, FOR YOU, my FONTS ARE BIG!!! SAY THANK YOU!!! HAHA!!! Joan VeronicA Chong Chan TiNg... My CLASSMATE!!!

Right, i guess i'm gonna stop here lah... Tml another really long DAY!!! And there's Terry's BD dinner... CRAP... Just now bicker with Kok Hong bout the day set... HAHA!!! He's still so funny! YaYA, looking forward to tml, though i know it's gonna be damn tired...

Will miss my Darling... i'm missing Dear already, where iS SHE?! HAHA!!

NiGHt!

CiAo!!!

I am happy to have you... Against all odds...

Good Day!

Time to blog... I'm starting to twist my time everyday to wad it is like today, like back then. If i am released early from school, i must reach home by 2pm so i can have my nap, and still able to have time to do my work. Like today, i had 2 hours of nap, woke up at around 4plus, and started to arrange the stuff i need to do later in the evening. Then, at 6.30pm, watch news... Of coz, that's not gonna be regular, i just happened to come across the news bout the massage license, so i sat there, news after news, till 7pm. Heh HeH HeH!

I was trying to find the correct tutorial for tml's OCOM but i dun really know which is which lah... Wonder why the tutor can't make it tidier... SiCkening... In the end, i found it but dunnoe where's the lecture to go with the tutorial, jitao got pissed, and push it aside liao... MESSY!

Ya, after that, i tried to burn a disc for Darling but aiya, i dunno wad was going on with both the desktop and lappy... So i gave up after wasting too much time on it. Decided to start doing my CIP e-learning for this week. So ya, spent bout 1/2 hr to finish it... Wonder whether i did correctly not... HA!

After that, it was bout 10pm le... After printing all that i need for tml and the day after, began to pack my bag... Like i did when i was in SEC.... Feel so funny! But i did... Feel so satisfied now.. HAHA!!! Little little things like that make me happy... Funny ar? Easily-satisfied? ME! Then, Papa say wanna go eat supper so i say OkOK, ride bicycle down like we always do. Mama will be sitting behind lao Pa while i ride my own... Nice feeling ar... This is like one of those rare times i can actually spend some time with lao pa and lao ma... HeH HeH!

OOo... Before 2pm today, we had our 1st ITR lecture after the term break. Was nice... Ended an hour later, which makes today a really short day. On the bus, while i was seriously ston-ing and fussing over my spoilt earpiece for my MP3, somebody board the bus without my noticing. End of the bus ride, in the interchange, when i was about to stand up, something flew over the sit beside me. My 1st reaction, "Wad was that? Somebody drop something?!" HAHA!! I noticed one Siao Char bo laughing there, so i looked at her, surprised, my sister... HAHA!!! Siao LAH! Throw storybook at me to get my attention... After that, she went to Westmall with me to get a new pair of earpiece... K, it's very obvious she damn tired.. She looks like she just woke up from some nightmare... HEh! Then, went to the DBS bank to deposit some cash(i mean SOME)... HA! Then she was photocopying something on her toy... Head back to interchange when i noticed Darling sitting outside eating lunch. HA! Bid Bye to Sister and stood there talking to darling...

Ok... So, here goes... Darling wanted to feed me some muslim rice which i refused to eat, then i was fixing my new earpiece. I saw this girl sitting inside Vk, so i asked Darling who's girlfriend? Then, he's like, "Dunnoe lah, she likes me..." I'm like, "HUH?! WAh... Then will she beat me not?!" Darling was like, "Nobody likes her..." I gave him an evil smile... HeH! Was obvious that the girl likes him coz throughout the whole time, darling was outside with me, she kept gazing out... Heh HeH! Then Richard came out, and asked "You came to report also ar?!" I'm like, "..." HA! Anyway, Richard kept suan-ing me lah... First say my thigh big, then say my side view nice, front view cannot make it, i jitao stood up and asked, "SO, U WANNA FIGHT AR?!" But he just dun stop... Carry on and on... WAH... Good thing i'm a good entertainer, arbo my shoe will fly to his head... O... He told me he just created a blog.... HAHA!!! So FUNNY! Old Man got blog wor... Anyway, i forgive him after Darling told me we can go autograph on his car... HAHA!!! No lAh, kidding... Around 2pm, left to go home... Darling sent me a sweet sms so i replied him with another... OOOO... Forgot, Mad is sick... He looks like he's dying... Offer him Strepsils but he dun want, he said see doc le but didn't take med coz will go drowsy, i'm like, "Poor thing, i understand how you feel..." Back then, in OHS... I was like that also... Hai... POOR WORKING CLASS.... Hai...

O ya, forgot to say... Miss Eunice got married le, she looks so happy... I was the 1st to arrive at the lecture today coz i feel so sian, dragged myself there... She was telling me that she felt that some of us slimmed down after term break and i was one of them... I'm like, "R u SERIOUS?!" Heh heH! She asked whether it's very stressful not, i say YA, maybe that's the reason but the fact is, i dun think i slimmed down in anyway... HEh HEh... Still, quite flattered.

Ya, so my day ended this way... Feel that it's better off than all those messy days... Love it this way. Make sure i'll be online from 11pm from time on, check my student mail, Mel, blog and at the end, logged off at bout 12am, and turn in... That's the best... WahAHAHA!!!

Switching life back to where it was before and be able to feel less overloaded.

Whenever the wind blew pass my face, it reminds me of you... I know you are beginning to put me right where I am supposed to be... I know you are making me fit in... I know... I really do... That is why, I am trying hard too... Simple words, simple gestures, all you have to do is be there, and I can understand... I'm no longer hanging there, struggling... I am back to where I am suppose to be. But with you by my side...

Just some new uploads

Took this while sleeping outside Plaza Sing... Amazing wor, in the middle of the night. You'll be able to spot this on the left hand side of the entrance... HAHA!!!

And i caught this beautiful sunset right through my window... This view has been there with me for the past 18years, where i'm alive.

Act Cute leh... HAHA!!!

No idea why but my frindge went side for no reason... And ya, i admit, my room is damn messy...

I think i took this after i reached home from school yesterday...

It's Me in BLACK!

This is so me with my messed up hair... Trying to act being distracted... THAT'S SO ME!

Ya, so i decided to post some pics up so u people will remember how i look and to let u know that i'm doing fine and moving on... AIYa... NiCe... CiAo!

Good Day...

Talking on the phone with Dear now... Using my baby to blog today... Amazing the amount of time i can spent in front of my baby... Hee~ Dear is now questioning her cousin bout him using her baby... So Funny lah then convo, cannot tahan her personality but that's wad make her so lovable by everyone, i supposed. And of coz, that's wad made her my Dear... HAHA!!! So disgusting.. No worries, i'm straight, very...

Spent today at home the whole day... Feels so good... HA! Went to school at bout 12pm today, only got BSTA lecture today coz of E-learning for CIP, so there's only one lesson today... Jiawen told me she bought an Adidas Jacket for $105... So envious... Hai... Wondering when can i get wad i want with the little money that i'm left with... U know, dun really wanna compare with others, i wanna grab some $50 from lao pa, if possible for leisure use. If i were to take then that will be the very first time i take such a big sum from my lao pa to buy leisure stuff, haha! That'll cool.. Feel like going to Genting to shop u know? Coz of the cheap cheap price... Hee~ But first, will go grab some value-for-money products in local market during this GSS...

Anyway, i am still recovering from gloominess... But things are going well for the 1st day of the week. I had enough sleep, i went for my lecture and understood most part, i had my nap, i had my dinner, i did my tutorials, i did 40 sit-ups, i'm talking to Dear and i'm blogging... HAHA!!! Did many stuff within my means... But didn't chat with darling... He should rest after a week of working, so let him have his rest.... Love him...

Well, another day tmr... George just told me to wear TRM Tee tmr.... HA... Good.. Then i dun have to stress over wad to wear tmr... Hee~

Right, will talk to dear a little bit more then will turn in le...

O ya, i've been receiving prank smses and call lah... The first time, this somebody smses and said "Hi!" So i replied, "HI! Who r u?" This somebody said, "Sorry, wrong number..." I didn't reply then this somebody sent me another sms, "Anyway, can we be friends" I was like, NUTS! But i didn't reply... Nuts lah... Then, a few days ago, while i was sleeping, somebody called, it's another number. I picked up but he hung up. Then, i called back, nobody picked up. Then this somebody smsed, "Why u call me?" I replied, "Coz u called me." Then he said, "Sorry, wrong person." I said, "Nvm." Went back to sleep. Then he suddenly sent another sms and said, "Can be friends?" Then i'm like, "Funny, not free..." Then, just now he smsed again, asked, "So, can we be friends?" I'm like, so entertaining huh.. I dun want to entertain that person... Bo lIao...

KK, gonna turn in soon...

NiGHt pPle...

CiAo!!!

I love this SUnday Night...

Right, i'm gonna give myself 5min to finish blogging coz, man, i'm tired...

I rejected quite a few people today coz i wanna spend my time with my darling... Hee~ I didn't regret rejecting other people though. Hee~ End of the day, i'm happy.

I woke up at around 2pm today, telling myself, "This is the 1st time this week that i slept so well without much interference..." Ha! Dear smsed me about Jianing's house steamboat but of coz, i couldn't make it, since it's a dinner. Yup, after eating mama's homemade lunch, i started off with my tutorials, that's when the bo liao blogs came in. Hee...

After bathing, i lied on my bed and read CLEO... The mag that i bought coz i couldn't fin LIME. Who knows i'd dozed off...

Darling smsed me, and i woke up, shocked. He said he would come pick me up instead of me going to meet him. After changing and all, Dear suddenly called, saying she's lost... I can't recall how many bus stops will 61 take to reach beauty world, so i had a hard time explaining to dear but i think she still made it bah... HAHA!!

Darling seems to have wait for a while beside the road, so i kept apologizing. Well, as i said, the night was great. First, he was thinking what to have for dinner, not thinking bout fancy restaurants but normal kopitiam. Hee~ We went passed his old shop and MAD's house... It's like touring around lah... HAHA!!! Stopped over at one of the market and we began to feast on some stingray... HAHA!!! Yummy...

Next, we went to JP, bought movie tix on "Just my luck", and went round shopping. Guess wad? MET BT KOR!!!! B4 that, i was still sms-ing him bout 2nd-hand bike... HAHA!!! So funny lah, he wanted to hit my head, a bit shocked by his action. He was like, "Caught you..." HAHA!!! SO funny... It was such a coincidence... Miss bt kor though...

Anyway, went round JP, and i saw 2 of the 3 watches i spotted on CLEO... PUMA, NIKE, ESPIRIT. I saw the PUMA and the ESPIRIT ones... PUMA one looks fabulous but the ESPIRIT one is a bit small... HA! Still, no cash to buy...

Movie started, and for the first time, i love watching movie with a guy by my side... There's no touching here and there, no kissing at all but just plain LOVE in the air... HAhA!!! Not gonna elaborate on... ANyway, i really had a great night... O... ANd darling smells right... Hee~

O My, more than 5min le... K, i wanna turn in already... Good Night...

Only you can make me feel the way I felt with your touches... I Love You...

Boredness...

Feel like writing some stuff since the lappy is on and with internet access. Well, attempted MIEC tutorial, not easy at all, but tried my best to do the most. Didn't actually finished coz i was pretty much stucked, and dun really know where it ends since it's a 2weeks paper. Doesn't matter, did it somehow and will finish it before thurs, definitely.

Still left with BSTA... Not doing it yet.

Tomorrow there's only one lecture coz of CIP e-learning... Another week with another e-learning... Relaxing in some ways but a bit troublesome coz people tend to push everything to the end of the week but the end of the week is usually the busiest.

Still thinking when my group will actually start on ITR project and where my CIP PBL will end up in... SO many things undone... So not satisfying...

Used to be the confident person, but i can't find myself anymore... Too competitive perharps? Maybe... HAHAHA!!! Ok lah, dun wanna sound so depress, look at the bright side bah, the more competitive, the more effort put in, the more i'll gain, even if it's a slight accomplishment. HAHAHA!!!

Love me PeOPLE!!! I lOve my current blog SKIN!!!

KiSS mE!

Wonder when will be the next time i stand up high and smile to myself... SOON I suppose... CONFIDENT LEH!!!

AI PING IN COMMAND...
APPLE IN CHARGE...

WAHAhaHAHa!

Going to bath liao...