HAPPY 2008 EVERYBODY!!!

Waving goodbye to 2007 and saying hello 2008!!! And I have to stay at home coz i'm sick and hear my mother nag bout my school fees. Irritating.

Anyway, wanted to go out in the evening with friends and all but sadly, i am too sick to go out. Hai... Really feel tired even though i didn't do anything. Hai....

Looking back through year 2007...

It marks the end of Year1 in Poly and the beginning for Year2. Everything seems to move so swiftly that i can't even get a glimpse of everything. Joan left NP and went on to her studies in SIM. Friendship in school is hard to maintain, given the fact that everyone has their own clique of friends and it is not really right to break them up. Still, it has been an enjoyable journey in making friends with the people whom i barely know. Through all the project works, and class works, we were able to form a bond unique to ourselves, not really strong, but for the very least, link us together, and help each other in the simplest task.

Semester 2 of year2 has been a pretty tedious one, all the projects are burying us into the ground and it hardly comes to a halt. Everybody struggles and soon, it will be the end of it.

It is a good thing to know that the friends from before are still friends now. Has been a tough ride for my dear friend Terry to get through his cycle of love, and through the process, i'm glad i'm part of it, harsh for me to admonish him but if that is wad it takes. At least, I can still see the smile hanging on his face right now.

My sister had a good time doing the things she does, never forgetting to fall down and cry, then stand up again, ever so strong. Been trying to understand the meaning behind everything she has done so far, yet I can't really find out why. Somehow, its her life, I, am a bystander, i see, i look, i gossip, I KPO, but at the end of the day, she is dealing with it herself. I stand close, and see her from afar, knowing every steps she makes, every mistakes she did, every right she got, and always, being there to help her through it all. Just like the way she helps me when i need her most.

Funny how things turn out sometimes, Ping Hong grew up so much. He used to be that autistic boy who everybody detest coz he was so full of himself and likes to talk to himself. Its funny... I seemed to have been with him for so long but until he got himself a gf, i realised actually, i dun really understand him that much. Seeing him fall, trying hard to please, trying hard to let go and now, trying hard to make his life works, so mysteriously done. He is still him, i guess, a better man, in his own particular way.

Rong Hun, one who i didn't even imagined being close to but the affinity formed many years ago, came down to a friendship, I must say, held rather strong. He is always that near perfect guy in their eyes. It is always nice to talk to him, and have him wait for me, and he never complains too much. Its nice to have a friend like him. Now, he already can drive us on the road, amazed, the 1st of whom got himself a license when we were still whining about it back then. So fast huh...

I still miss my Aiai, Jennifer is the name. Met her through her bf but detached the link from him. Much more closer to her than i was with him before. Yet another amazing journey in my life. Sometimes, she resembles myself from before, a much more daring one. She has done things i dreamt of doing once, things which broke the rules. Looking at her, reminds me of how my Sec school life ended with such disappointment and joy. Cherish her a friend who i'll never let go. Thanks for stepping into my life, its the best gift ever.

Yuting, haven't been too close to her anymore. I guess too much things pulled us away from each other and its really hard to make it happen when one party is always unavaible. I dun understand why, why does it seem like the gap between us are larger, even friends i haven't met for a while, i can still feel happy with them. Perhaps, time changes too much of us, too much of our thinking. Perhaps. I dun ask for anything anymore, because all I can do now, is wait and do nothing more.

Dear, Melissa, has been busy with her school work and we didn't really see each other too much... But its still nice coz its really easy to relate to her life when she is such a good narrator of her stories. :D

Si En lives her life well enough as a nurse, has her path planned so well and I envy the way she moves on, because i wish to move on that way too.

Melanie is doing well in her company, with work making her busy, its hard to meet up anymore. However, she will never be a forgotten figure in my heart. :D

Family has been the same old thing. Sometimes its so hard to try to cope with it. Sometimes i work so hard to for a little appreciation from them but mostly i can't find that. Things are never fair, never had been and i doubt it will change. Generation gap, i call it but that doesn't matter anymore, because all this while, it has been so.

I'm just hoping its a better year ahead for my family, financially and mentally. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!

Darling, everybody knows who. The path i've walked down has been a really tough one to keep up. Cannot believe how much it has taken out of me from the very beginning. It hurts sometimes, to look back and think bout it, and it never fails to bring tears to my eyes but each time i recall the past, and think about now, it made me cherish everything a little bit more. True enough, that the faults made was tremendously unforgiveable yet it seems like i am just so attracted to him and nothing else more. I tried to give up, i tried to let go, i made it at one point but when he comes back, it is hard to pull myself back anymore. Sister said that she has no idea how this thing worked out but it just did. I guess that is still, unexplainable, not easily comprehensive. I am confused sometimes too. Moving on from the sad moments in my memories, and look at everything i have now, its feels much better no matter how odd it is to every other person. I love the way this thing goes, i hope it goes on forever. Having yet, so much hurdle to go pass, it ain't an esay task but i'm gonna bite on, gonna make sure things can work out. Thanks Darling, for being with me for so long and still making me smile everyday without fail. :D

And ANd! To all the new friends i've gotta know, thanks for being nice and stepping into my life, i'm sure it'll be a wonderful journey being stuck with me. HA! Each one of u are unique in your way, and i can't wait to know more!

In conclusion, 2007 is a pretty fine, smooth year with quite a few hiccups here and there but overall, i made it through. Tough and for now, it marks the end of my teenage year and the beginning of realy adulthood. I am old but still young at heart. Many things await this New Year, and i shall not make an utter mess of it and guarantee a beautiful, blissful and fruitful year ahead!

HAPPY 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!