This is gonna be an extremely long post!
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1st, let me talk bout my Friday. I didn't sleep very early the night b4, although i knew i had an interview the next day, coz discussing certain things on RMTR roadshow this coming week. Woke up on Friday morning, dressed up for a formal interview, then Papa gave me a lift to school.
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I thought i was gonna be late for the talk by somebody from advertising and i didn't really went through anything about the company i'm going for interview, a bit stress... Went for the talk, it was pretty interesting but after around 40plus slides, i couldn't listen much.
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12.30pm, i left Ngee Ann. I took my time to get to the bus stop. Then, board the train, reached Raffles Place at around 1.30pm. I thought i won't be able to find the place but after walking a while, i found it. It was only 10min.
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No choice, found a cafe and sat in it, with a drink of Latte. Darling called to chat, ting called to chat, killed some of my time.
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Around 3pm, decided to just go (though i'm half an hour earlier), and the place was really cosy, very nicely designed, decorated, and every corner is used nicely. Can't help but dream about my own house in future. HAHA!!
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Interview began and it was ok, managed to get pass it rather smoothly, the 2 ladies are really nice too. :D And for the 1st time, i initiated the handshake before leaving. HOHO! :D
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Joined the rest at Chinatown to get the materials for the Angel business next week. I was quite tired already and the heels were killing me. Still, went on to Pearl's centre. There were quite a lot of shops selling these stuff but went to the one which Sufang recommended. The aunty a bit fierce, no bargaining can be done. We chose the 8 nicest colours and along with other materials and went to Mac to learn how to do it from Sufang.
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Sat there and we all tried making the angels, split all the stuff, and headed back. I took bus back.
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Went to transfer $ to Pauline, the supplier for our sweet treats, then went to chat with Darling a bit and complained some things. Hee~
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Reached home, had dinner, and came online to do the excel sheet for the roadshow, to have a better image of everything. And i stayed up till 3am....
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Woke up at 11.30am today, craved for Mac, went to buy it, and finished it. After that, i started doing the Angels, it was really tough. My fingers are kind of sore now, its only 3 angels, but it took so long for me to finish it.
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I did the Champagne (Orange) - winged angel... My eyes die-ed for a moment.
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After that, i looked around my room and realised how mess-up it is, so i decided to clear up everything, cleaned and now it looks great!Took a bath and did my eye masks, so so refreshing. Then, i came online and do up some of the stuff on our website for the roadshow.
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Mama came home with Aunty, then i realised it was pretty late. So i quickly changed up and went out (Darling called several times) HAHA!!! Met him at interchange, and we went to WM, wanting to have kway chap but too many pple, then went to the newly-renovated Mac for dinner, i was really full so didn't eat much.
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Then, met ting at interchange, and i went to bank to bank in my cash. Ting passed me the card from peeps from work (shall stop mentioning companies from here on now, coz of some cases ting just told me). Really nice!!! The card is cute, "bitch" and everything written inside are cute!!! The best is Tricia Jie's drawing, HAHAHA!! LOVE IT! Honey wrote on it too, he's holding his banquet 1 year plus later, so ting told me, he told us to save 10cents from that day onwards. HAHA!!
So, pei-ed Ting for dinner with Darling with us, with Ting and i complaining bout certain person and Darling entertaining us. HAHA!! And well, i was in for a suprise but of coz, i didn't know. And Darling was looking so tired, i wanted to ask him to leave. See his heavy eyes... But he didn't leave. Ting suggested going to Coffee Bean for a coffee, so we went there.
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Bought coffee, chatted with Ting while Darling play with his PSP (coz got plug at coffee bean) then ting asked me to sit beside her (still no clue), take pictures and i happily took pictures with her. Then chat chat, suddenly somebody stood beside me with a plastic bag, i was wondering wad, and that's my SUPRISE!!!
Terry and Ping Hong appeared with a nicely lit chocolate cake from Polar! HoHo!!! And they sang birthday song for me infront of so many people. HOHO!!!! Everyone sang! HAHA!!! So happy!!!!
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Ping Hong gave me a pressie which his mum suggested him to buy, Guylian chocs, hoho! (I'm gonna get fat!)I made my BD wish!!! Shhhh.... This pic looks like i'm presenting the cake to Darling... HAHA!!! Please dun be mistaken, its my BD, not Darling's.And i cut my cake!!!! Took quite a while b4 we decide where to go. went to carpark with Darling then he let me drove in his car for a bit in the carpark -_-"'... HAHA!!! Then say, bye bye to Darling and went onto Hun's car.
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Terry wasn't feeling good so Hun drove him back and we headed to a coffeeshop at Bukit Timah, i had Ching Teng.
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We chatted a lot on that particular person! HAHA! Hai... Never know how everything turns out the way it is now. O well.
Hun drove us back, i was the 1st to alight. Took a bath and came online.
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I dunno how to say this but this year's BD feels very cool. I got some stuff from everybody who dun used to do anything for me. Like Papa and Mama, giving me ang bao, Da kor sending me a BD sms ("Happy BD fat pig!" HAHA!), getting gifts from all my friends, receiving unexpected BD sms-es. It is the 1st BD which i am so busy with my stuff and friends busy with theirs but everyone took time out just for me, the BD girl... :D
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Thanks for the effort made, my lovely sister, for all the suprises you've planned. And Thanks to my Darling (with excellent acting skills), Hui (taking time from busy schedule), Terry (being sick), Hun (for being late, nah, kidding, for the rides), and Ping Hong (for the lovely gift with Mum's thought). The best family i can ever have... MUACKS a million!!!! PS: Mama went to Cameron Highlands today, she will only be back on Vesak Day, hai.. I need to sweep floor.

Truely astounded, marvellously shocked, but in all, I'm a lucky girl... :)

Today, i am entering into the BIG 2-0!!!! I cannot believe it... Seriously...
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Looking back, when i began life as a teenager, i was so not the me now... HAHA! I was still plump and CUTE, i was still really passionate with BSB (i still am but not like b4), i was that girl...
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Teenage years are awesome. Its the best part of my life so far... I got to know pple who i know, will continue to play a big part in my life, i learnt all the necessary skills from school academically, not to mention, physically (all the D&T wood dust flying around, and acrylic flying into my eyes, HAHA!), and my NETBALL, the bond created, the knowledge of the importance of teamwork. Met the best teachers in my entire life, i think i can never find anyone else to replace them.
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5 years in Sec school, 5 years of teenage life, i must say, its not really loud and extravagant but to me, its the best and its the most beautiful.
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I can still rmb how friendship fell apart, got together, how relationships were formed. Can never forget "A PIG" incident. The letter writtings, the gossipings and all the childish things that we did.
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Not to forget, i injured myself twice for netball, on both feet. Had our joys and sweats during the lovely trainings we used to have.
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Working began after N level, part of my teenage life is spent at OHS, where i've seen wad i shouldn't have, where i hava made great friends, where i see troubles, where i know wad exactly reality means. Tough but definitely awesome. I miss the many Sentosa trip we used to have.
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Poly began, it wasn't the most pleasant experience with some people but there's no denial, there are really nice pple around. Poly is so different from b4, we have kids talking back to tutors now, but i guess, they kind of deserve some of it.
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Just before Poly ends, i turned 20. 7 years of being a teenager, being forgiven for still being a minor, still pardoned for mistakes made... I knew i was pampered in certain ways but i had those biting jaws moment. I'm glad i had a really healthy teenage life, at least i know wad i should, even those i shouldn't, i also know. HAHA!!!
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And this year, BD wishes were all really nice, i even received sms from Peixuan, primary school friend. Its been i guess around a decade since i last saw her, we were only 150plus cm then... HAHA!!! It was rather random of her but definitely nice.
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I spent 3 BDs with the man i love the most, and he never fails to do the sweetest thing for me. I love my Darling, and that will last for eternity. :D Our 1st date: Dinner at kopitiam

I met a girl somehow through a guy friend who used to be closer but now this girl is closer to me. Its really nice to reflect on myself looking at her. I saw some of me there. She is my Aiai, and i guess this is 1 friend who i'll never let go. HoHO! Our 1st date: K-box at Lot 1. HAHAHA!!!
She is the slimest friend i have ever met, one of the most thoughtful girl i've ever known. She dun act like a senior sometimes, but most of the times, she gave me lots of advice. Thanks Jiawen! And all of whom who wrote on the card, its nice to have friends like you all!
Embarrassed to mention this. I was cheated once again by my beloved sister. SHe is good at lying, although those are all white lies. She actually make up her stories a couple of days before my bd, make me waited so long to hear her MADE-UP STORY! I waited so long infront my laptop waiting for her to remove her CONTACT LENSES, when she popped by my place again. OMG!! With of coz, my beloved friendy, Hui. Hee~ No need to say, very nice BD song sang, that's the 3rd time i heard the 2 of them sang for me, consecutively. So touCHed! And also, automatically, this sheet of paper went onto my wall. I was smiling away while falling asleep.This year, its a different cake, its DONUTS! Not my favourite thing but its their thoughts! :D I ate them too! :D I went for a cut on my hair, coz its a new chapter, another new beginning, refresh!Papa and Mama both gave me an Ang Bao, not a lot but well, its enough. :DAnd i had my red EGGS ad Mian Xian as always. HoHo!And this is one of my fave things, and mama bought it for me. A cheap, simple but full of thoughts pressie. :DDarling spent the entire night online with me and i believe he's gonna be with me till 12am. I can't help but love him LOTS... :D

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Happy 20th to Myself... Its where I walk down this path, with you as my eyes...

Woke up early today to go school for Presentation preparation. Papa drove me to school again but waited for Da kor for very long.

Then reached school, sat and waited for the rest and we discussed who do wad then after a while, it started raining heavily. The staircase kind of flooded, hAHA!!!

Did some amendments to the slides then commented and presented. :D Everything was alright lah.

Then, Jiawen gave me BD gift... :D HoHo! The packaging looks very unfamiliar, didn't see it till i got home.

Went on for some project discussion then rush home coz mama already went out. Before i leave home again, i open the card and read all the funny comments. "The only inedible apple" HAHA!!! And i opened the gift disobediently despite the fact that Wen say "only applicable on my birthday".

OH spoiled my day out with my Mama, idiotic. Argued with him... OMG!!!!! Shall not say too much, pissed me off too much.

Mama and I went to change the Guess wallet then went to buy Sushi then headed back.

Reached home, came online, did my necessary stuff.

I FOUND SUPPLIER FOR MY RMTR ROADSHOW!!! Shall update more on it. :D

Chatting with Darling now.

Tmr IS again... Hai...

Having some trouble with RMTR, selling stuff again.... HAi....

Nights...

Today wasn't really a long day. But did quite some stuff. First up, in the morning, went to RMTR tut, not exactly prepared, so just did some while waiting for Papa. Then, went to school, drink vitasoy, waited for everyone to come.
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She was late... Tsk... Sickening....
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Had some pretty hot arguement in class between students and teacher, haha! But its good to have somebody to speak up for everyone. Not feasible, i think your demand too high, half-day woman.
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Stayed a while to talk about project stuff, then went on home, had lunch, did some SQTR report again.
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Rested a bit then went for driving. Nearly dozed off on the car while waiting for traffic light. HAHA!!! Got scolded of coz. HEH HEH!
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Wai Wah informed me about IAP stuff, went on Mel to check but Andy Oh, as usual, hiccups, cannot submit but saw all the companies available. Smsed Julyn but she didn't reply, dunno still can go UBS for attachment not. O well... If not, there's still school's choices. :D
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Meet up with Aiai, i was very late, sorry to keep you waiting Aiai. :) Then, she first passed me my early BD gift. Ho! Then we walked a little before finding a place at Subway for Dinner.
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Chatted some stuff as usual, then laugh laugh walk walk walk. And i bought the sweet that is very very long, we ate it all before we reached the final floor. ITs nice... HoHO!
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Then, aiai bought dinner for her brother and pei-ed me draw money for Mama then we took some pictures. hOhO! We waited for bus for a while and my bus came, i should many thanks to Aiai for the gift and headed home. Went for a bath before opening my pressie. HoHo!!!
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HERE WE GO....
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CKIN2U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HoHoHho!!!! So happy OK!!! I wanted to get this for myself for BD, and Aiai bought it for ME!!! But she kind of got cheated on the price, heh heh.... But really, thanks AIai, i appreciate the thoughtfulness, A LOT! Muacks!It smells SO SO SO SO SO good... K, i love the smell... :D
Then, discussed online for project SQTR and RMTR with the rest. While discussing, i typed out the report. HAHA! By the end of discussion, i complete report, HAHA! Feel so good to have something done. HoHO! Another part down. :D
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Discussed bout RMTR, decided to sell Angels, hope there're still pple who wants to buy. Heh HEh!
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Darling came online a little and i told him Aiai gave me a perfume and he was like, "You see, i told you i want to be First, good thing i give you yesterday if not i cannot be first." Childish de Darling.... But he's sweet. Heh HEh! Then he went to watch DVD.

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Now, i am blogging.

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Later, i'm gonna turn in, heavy eyelids.

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It nice to receive present, big or small, ex or not, they're all a part of your thought. I'll love it no matter wad. :D

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PS: Aiai reminded me of my age today... My teenage years ending!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!!!!
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Rmb i said i went to Vivo shopping for Mama's Day gift? Yes, i bought something I think my mama will like but aiya, she dun really like lor, so going to vivo to change on Wed. HoHo!

This is the GUESS purse, i think its nice but Mama dun really like... HAHA!!!
This is the pouch i got for Darlin's Mama, I like it a lot, i would love to own 1.. HAHA!!!
Then, Saturday afternoon i met up with Dear, and we actually planned to go Bugis de but instead, went to IMM, there we walked and walked and had shared a lot of food and drinks together. HAHA!!! I love DEAR... And that is her new cap, which she claims that it is from Hong Kong (Ok, its from HK). HAHA!!!
We went to Batok after that coz Dear was considering whether to cut hair and we kept talking bad things about SOMEBODY, then we walk walk around central, sat down, chit chat, eat rojak, drink tea, and we shared. Hee~ Then, helped Darling buy comic at WM and string for his Bvlgari ring.
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After he knocked off, he drove Dear to Gombak station while the 2 of us went for dinner. :D TOm Yam... I LOVE!!! :)
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This is the Smiley face on Darling's car... Hee~ It says, "Don't worry, Be happy". That we must rmb. :DAnd the cute couple keychain!Went home and rested then browse internet then bathed, went to buy things for Darling when 2kor told me we going for dinner at night. WAH LAO!
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So, no choice, i had to tell Darling i can't go dinner with him. So i helped him get his stuff, went to find him and chat chat. Then his customer came. So i chatted with Alex and Alvin kept li xiao-ing. Heh HEh!
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Darling drove me back after that. While on his car, he asked me to take out psp charger from his bag, so i took out, while digging, i took his wallet, a black box and the apple out. Then i found the charger, put the rest back and asked him he can charge PSP on car meh? He was like, where is the black box? Then, he say, take out and see, very nice de...
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GUESS WAD?!
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ITS MY EARLY BD PRESENT!!!!! PRADA WALLET!!!!!! The newest version for the season. I am so so thrilled and happy!!!! HOHO!!! HEH hEH! He bought it from Paragon... HohO! So happy... And i've been shuang-ing ever since. :DI really can't bear to use it yet lor... My pierre cardin haven't spoil... But i like the Prada... OMG! I am so blessed!
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I love my Darling, his suprises never stop.
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So went out for Mother's day dinner at some coffee shop at Taman Jurong. HoHO! Food not nice.
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Came home, and print out the PT thingy again. Sian-ed... HAHA!!!
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Still thrilled over my Prada... HoHO!
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Darling is the sweetest person I've ever met....
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY AGAIN!!!

Been feeling rather tired this entire week, not physically but mentally, everyday there's things to stress about.

I think i killed too many brain cells the past few weeks, i am going to take my weekend off.

Went to buy Mother's day gift just now at Vivo and I ran into a very weird person. I was walking with my usual pace (pretty fast) and suddenly this guy popped out beside me, sort of like chasing after me, then i thought he wanted to ask me direction, then he asked, "can i make friend with you?" I was like, wad the?! HAHA!!! He was really persistence, i kind of like say no, its ok, thanks... He intro himself, i was like, can i not intro? And and, he say, he gives me his number, can call him when i am free... OMG! I nearly fainted.... Then finally he decided to leave. So scared he follow me... HAHA!!! Scary people everywhere... Spoil my 1-man shopping.

Shopping today costs me $100plus for 2 gifts and 1 top. Hai...

Very tired when i reached home. Had dinner and i slacked. Brain wasn't working, can't even absorb what the tv was showing.

Came online, and i got kind of pissed off. I did the last of what i can today. I dun think i will do any project unless told to. Need some brain refreshment.

Nights...

This is the photo on my resume... My most recent passport size pic... Hai... I look so eeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhh............... This is also the picture which scared Dear... HAHA!!! Realised i haven't been using my Camera for a while already and i haven't been making use of the cam phone i have, i dunnoe, no mood perhaps? So as to not lose touch with my cam-whoring, i decided to make myself take pictures almost everyday.
I think i came home rather early on Monday, did project for i rmb which module, then i felt really tired, so i went to take a cold cold bath, washed up my face and felt totally refreshed, and i began doing some other project again.
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And this is my freaking pissed off look sitting right in front of my lappy, with my neck aching...

While Darling was happily chatting and playing games, i cam whore again... The result...
At night, after staying for very long to do WISP, i had a quick dinner, and rest my eyes. While doing so, i braided my hair... HoHo! Super China...I think its Tues morning, skipped TRMK lecture which Kingston created some Hu Ha and took picture of myself again! Came home that day and I think i spent the rest of the day fixing the PT proposals as well as my IBS proposal. OMG i tell you... So tedious doing report/proposals and it is only the 1st part of it. Hai....
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Daidi-ed and Mahjong-ed online a little before i called it a day.
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Felt so tired this morning when i woke up, so didn't wanna get up but had to. IS class... Decided to not listen and do other stuff since i have my laptop with me.
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1st, i went into NP database to find the info for the presentation we have to do, which is due in 2weeks but she wants to see it next week. Took a while to figure out which is it but after sending out to the rest of the group members, Juchi came to tell me in the afternoon that we're not doing on that... I was like, AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, and we can only access those RICH info in school... Crap...
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Continued doing up SQTR, coz the deadline is next thurs... Hai... At least it started.
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Had lunch with Jiawen coz she was having her interview at 5pm. At canteen 3, i met Uting and Ming wei. Chatted with Uting a bit and she updated me some part of her life... Like, finally after sssssooooo long....
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Continued lunch with wen then i walked with her to Library and i headed to the bus stop. Met Xin Zhi there and we took bus back together.
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Went to find Darling and buy watermelon, craving for it since the morning. But darling was kind of busy so i left after that.
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Reached home, changed out to my home clothes, and ji tao laid on bed to relax. Darling smsed to apologized for not being able to talk to me, but aiya, he was working, wad can i expect? heh Heh... Then i told him to wake me up half an hour later.
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Got up, drowsily went downstairs and wait for instructor to come. Yawn... Instructor fixed his car, i mean, can feel the clutch, brake and accelerator all tighter, the steering tighter, the gear as well and the engine sounds different. So long very drive, engine died off twice. Heh HEh!
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Went to find Darling again and we talked about some stuff then looked at some stuff and i headed home.
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Had a cold bath, so so nice!!! Had dinner, watched some Tv, da bian-ed, and i came online, and saw April Ng's reply for PT proposal and hai.. Need to fix it again... Spent the next hour doing that as well as the ppt slides for next week's PT's progress presentation.
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Oooo... Ting called me to complain bout what she accidentally did and she wasted 1 hour! Hai.. If that is gonna happen to me, i think i will start crying... Overwriting is not good. That's why i try my best to always start on a new doc.
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I stopped doing everything and started blogging. Browse my entire entry and perhaps, you'll realised how many deadlines i have. This entire month is packed with proposals after proposals, presentations after presentations, and that RMTR roadshow, and the IBS data gathering call. Its all in the next couple of weeks. Hai...
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Slow down and think about it, summarise everything, i want to spend this weekend relaxing a bit but i know i can't lah.
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And i cannot forget, my BD arriving but the day before and after it, just too many things. Hai...
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Well, I doubt i'll be getting any nice and yummy dinner that day, neither am i gonna celebrate it in any way, i decided to pamper myself with CK IN2U perfume. The perfume which i want to buy since the day it was launched. Yes, i'll buy the small bottle though, coz i dun have a lot of money to spend.
Also, i'm thinking of going for a spa treatment. Heh HEh hEh! Thinking of going to Spa Village again.... Heh heh Heh!!!
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And i want to go Bugis and buy all their CHEAP CHEAP CLOTHES!!!
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HAHA! I'm over-stressed. Talking craps already.
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K, long entry. I'm tired, i shall go to bed already. I want to go Vivo tmr, to get something for my mama and his mama, its Mother's Day this Sunday.
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Ciao!

Forgot to bring my organiser.

REMIND MYSELF TO PRINT WISP SLIDES, HAND UP NEXT WEEK!

Feeling quite weird these 2 days... I got a bad feeling, something is stirring up pretty soon... I just dunno wad... In any case, i still love you. :D

Receiving compliments is a good thing but i have no idea how to reply them. But thanks...

Pros and Cons of losing weight:

Pros
-Healthier
-Few KG lighter

Cons:
-Smaller boobs
-Smaller butt

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Didn't blog for a few days already. Been doing all other things and didn't have time for this. Friday was resume submission day, and everybody were kind of busy in school trying to finish up their last bit of it, but i've already submitted mine so i sat and watched them get busy.
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Well, can you guess wad is in that picture? Its actually a laptop, its better known as Sufang's Laptop. Did you see a black dot there? Its a dead ant! She told me, it wasn't dead there, she actually saw the ant crawling across her screen while she was using her laptop and out of impulse, she crushed the little thing to death and now, its fossilized in her laptop. HAHA!!!!

I dun quite rmb wad i did on Saturday already, i think i woke up and did some school stuff, then i slacked for a while, until i went out to meet Dear and Ting. Before Ting arrived at CCK, Dear and i went into Lot 1 to find stuff to eat, but didn't buy anything. Came out, met up with ting, then we bought our drinks and all, took bus to BT kor's place, for my 1st ever mahjong session. Needless to say, I dun have a single clue wad was going on on the table, i was just playing, ya, just playing. HAHA!!! I was pretty lucky, i won a couple of times i think, but still doesn't have a clue wad was happening. I felt i was losing so i told Darling to bring me extra money, coz i only had $20 with me. HAHA!!!
We started around 5pm, and i didn't even realised the sky turned dark. Mahjong is only playable when you have the time but time goes too fast when you are playing it. HoHo! In the end, I lost a total of $5. HoHo! It doesn't matter. :D
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Basically stayed at home on Sunday, watched some TV, get enough sleep and things like that. OOO! Rmbed finishing our Gantt Chart on Saturday, its quite tedious playing with Excel sheet, seriously. HAhA!! But it was done. So, on Sunday, i did a bit of IBS proposal which is due this wed, then i tried doing WISP but i dun have everything so i can't do the last part, and i printed a lot of notes, again for the upcoming week.
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Went to find Darling in the evening after he finished work. Wanted to have Kway Chap at WM but there were no seats at all. We walked a little, thought of having KFC, but i didn't want. Darling bought Jollibean then walked to his car, went to BB east coffeeshop for our dinner, finally. I ate Fried Prawn Noodle, YuM yUm! And he had curry noodles. HoHo!
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O, we bumped into my 2kor at WM, and my 2kor was glaring at me from afar, Darling dun recognized him and he said, he wanted to wave his fist at 2kor for glaring, haha!!! So fuNNY ok!!!
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We sat a while, talked some stories again (our usual stuff but so enjoyable) then walked supermarket, after that he drove me back.
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He went into the wrong lane at custom and the officer kicked his car, then i can feel, on the other end of the phoneline, he wasn't very happy. He phone went low batt, so we hung up. Smsed him, asked him to cheer up, JJX8861 is still very pretty. :D
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He reached home early and i asked him to sign up Viwawa, and we played Wahjong till 1plus am. HAHA!!! Me and my addiction... Not really that addicted lah, coz i got tired of it.
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Woke up early in the morning, went to school, bought water and pasta salad, went to class. The class is a freezer, i was so cold. HeH! Mucus froze in the room, haha!!! After lesson, went to lvl1, then to next class.
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Realised we all dun like Ahem, from the class, she is kind of weird.
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After rmtr, i went back, bought lunch, reached home, MAKAN!!!
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I was trying to finish up IBS, well, i did finished it up, except the last part, was a bit uncertain but i guess it doesn't matter, there's no exact format to it. After that, i felt so so sleepy but i didn't wanna sleep coz i know if i do, i will be having sleepless night...
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So i went to have a COlD COLD bath, hoHo!!! Refreshed after that. :D
Played a bit of Wahjong, then continued to do WISP. Took me so long to complete WISP, it seems so easy yet so tough. GosH... Finished at around 8pm, went for dinner.
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After dinner, played with my hair. HAHA!!!My eyes are kind of numb now, doesn't feel good but ermmm, gotta complete the WISP slides. :D
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Ciao!!!
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This is not a game for me, but I know, I've placed it big... At least I know, you've changed... Thanks for loving me so hard...

Sometimes i feel that i'm just a child stuck in a mind of a grown-up.

These couple of days been pretty funny, some things have been going through my minds questioning the faith that i've held so tightly for so long. And i laughed...

I am but a girl 19 turning 20, still unaware of many things around, but somehow, knows quite a bit. Looked around myself and the people around me are almost like me, some better, some still a little bit more to catch up... How come i always feel like i'm walking too fast?

Funny...

Could it be you? Or is it just myself? I am but a 19 year old girl...

And I stood there crying, just like a child...

Green Tea Mint doesn't taste right... HAHA!!! Its not my type of drink... Eeeeeee.....

Supposed to have a lot of activities today... Not as in those fun activities but serious stuff, but one by one, i need to cancel them.

Woke up with a slight fever again, like hello, just when i felt better after so many days of sickness. No choice, smsed Tricia, then i received a call from fish early in the morning... Hai...

Supposed to pei mama for her checkup but coz of my slight hiccup, she didn't go, stayed home at cook for me. Hai...

Then, i woke up and have Green Bean soup as breakfast. I stuffed all the sweat out of my body and i felt better after that.

Supposed to meet Dear but Mama say she wanna go JE, so i went with mama, but asked Dear to join if she can, but i think she OT, so in the end, she couldn't join.

Mama went to bant (is that what they call it?), her eyebrows, Zhi Mei... The process was long and painful i think but it came out pretty well and i got a complimentary eyebrow shaping, ho!

Then, we had dinner at the food court in Entertainment centre. While walking towards MRT, saw mini car show, and i saw Honda RS Fit.... Oooooooo..... SO nice ok... I like the interior, its not bad.. And the steering, I LIKE!!!! But Suzuki Swift still wins on the outside... Ahhhhhhhhhhhh..... I WANT MY LICENSE!!!!!

Came back home after that, rested, drink lots of water.

I spent some time in the afternoon thinking of some concept of the PT project, and i rmbed i forgot to go take the Choc i asked Xueting to help me buy the other day.

Also, i need to go take passport size picture for my Resume. OMG!!! Everything...... I need to do those stuff tmr. :D

Yes, I am still young, I still have lots of choices.... But I already found my ultimate choice...

Good to be feeling better...

I got to know a new song, i forgot wad exactly the words are, but its the Maggie song... HAHA!!! Man, my class is a group of funny people... Happily hitting chopsticks and singing the song, i was really stunned but laughing all the way...

Thanks to Edwin and Vincent (the couple, although Edwin's gf is Hebe but she's kind of far away and the 2 of them are guys and they don't usually hold hands but.... AIYA!) coz they bought my noodles for me, although i wasn't exactly fainting but it was nice and thoughtful of them. :D

George is living on a $3 budget lunch. For a big guy, it sounds rather funny.

Anyway, classes went by pretty easily today and it really feels damn GOOD to have no head PAIN!!!

Went to submit the MC which i forgot to submit yesterday, then went to find Darling to get my 4gd memory stick and pass him 6500s PC suite.

Right, and then its back home!!! HoHo!!!

:D

Poor Darling still jamming at custom... Hope he is on his way back home le... :(

Nights!

Finally felt better after several days of rest.

Went to school with a much better condition, with only sore throat and blocked nose bothering me.

IBS was heh heh, interesting i guess but it didn't really give me the WOAH feeling. Next week is the proposal due.

Went on to RMTR tut, but the tutor weird weird and she has really sharp ears. HAHA!!!

Then, i came home to do up some more stuff for PT, before i concussed on my bed.

Many notes to copy in the evening and i didn't do any tutorials for tmr. O well, need to bring laptop. Hai...

Chatting with Darling now...

O, i finish my medicines le, good thing i feel better liao...

Right, i need to get used to using K850i, all the photos taken at the wrong time. HAHA!!!

Went out at around 4plus just now to meet hun terry ph and ting for a really short while. They wanted to have dinner but i meeting darling. So was there for a while.
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Went to find darling after that and was chatting a little bit with everyone. :D
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We went to IMM for pepper lunch, haven't been there for so long. Brings back lots of memories...
Then we walked around. Suddenly realised need to get something for mama coz mother's day is around the corner...
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Darling very weird, suddenly wanna drink coffee, so we went to S-11 to drink. Then went to see Apple-green PSP, its so nice... Japanese set, specially imported but too bad, its not for me.
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Darling drove me back after that.
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Did up some tut for tmr while chatting with Darling. Then, chatted online with Nicole and Dear. Missed out a little too much on both the girls.
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I think i'm going to bath, i feel really hot then i'm off to bed. :D
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Night....
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Its 30% happiness, 70% love... That's the difference between friends and lovers.

After being sick for several days, body immune system is starting to build up again. I'm left with blocked nose and sore throat to conquer. Really a disaster these past few days. Hai...
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And this is a good picture of the aftermath of my sickness. I woke up and couldn't get up, so i laid there and took a picture. I spent my Friday and Saturday, sleeping a lot. Really sleeping... I didn't do anything at all. Felt so much better on Saturday. So, i decided to go out for some fresh air, but wah lao, was so tedious to face the sun again, so weak... So i go buy Liang Cha drink, and i bought some stuff for Darling, k, coz i like it, so i use him as an excuse to buy it, afterall, i'll get to see it pretty often you know. HAHA!!!
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Took comic for Darling then went to find him and he scared me ok, he said i look very pale, i was like, no lah, only nose and throat very pain, he say i look terrible, no colour on my face. HAHA!
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We make a lot of rounds around the area coz there's no place to go, then finally settled at JP. So nice to have Darling with me. He is so warm... And we had MOS burger, didn't have much appetite so, i only ate a little and drink a lot. We walked a little bit and we finally found "Tears of the Sun" ( a movie) but the idiotic thing cost $50 and the code 1 cost $40... Freaking not fated to have that DVD. K, so i was trying out the new phone's camera, can u see any differences from previous posts' pictures? Its 5 megapixel Sony K850i.
I didn't go crazy and buy the phone, Darling sold both his phone, and bought this one coz both those phones were faulty. Then, he exchanged with me. :D
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While typing resume and watching TV last night, i was starting to get frustrated with the piles of work that are to be done. Hai....
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Woke up with blocked nose as usual. Hai... Ate a little, took med, then did up some stuff for IBS.
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PS: I can't taste anything at all.
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I still like the feeling of you, holding my hand... Unspeakable happiness...
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My HOT hairstylist!

Woke up early in the morning, body is telling me to stay in bed but i had to get up for IS lesson today. I was doing things so slowly not because i want to but coz i felt rather weak. Moving of eyeballs still hurt my head.

No choice, i woke papa up, ask him to drive me to school. Thanks Pa...

Then, when i reached school, i was feeling really tired, well i thought its any normal morning grunchiness.

After presenting for CSC, i sat down and look at laptop, browse nothing, while kingston was busy doing his draft which is due tmr. Poor them, so last minute.

When WISP started, my head was starting to hurt again, and i felt kind of feverish and really cold. And that damn cute tutor of ours, made the air con colder. I was shivering already.

Class ended, i rushed out of class, went to toilet, then headed to bus stop.

Bus was damn cold, or maybe its myself, i was really shivering.

I went to find Darling, and i kept hugging his leg coz it felt so warm. And he said my lips were turning purple, looks as if i was poisoned. Herbal shop de boss lady was very nice, she brewed bitter tea for me and didn't accept any payment. So nice of her... But the tea was really bad, so bitter... I felt warmer after that.

Darling bought fish soup for me again and while walking to kopitiam, we saw the big BITCH! HAHA!

I went back after that, i had no appetite, didn't finish the soup, i went to sleep after that.

Woke up and i felt really cold, body very warm. At that point, i know i am sick, real bad.

Went to pee then covered myself with blanket and wore jacket, trying to sweat myself. Did felt a little better. But after a while, head pain and fever came back. OMG!

My head was so heavy and i didn't have any appetite, mama took a bit of things for me to eat. I felt so weak, i dun even feel like walking to a clinic.

I even went to bath just to keep my body temp down but to no avail.

Darling called and asked how i was doing, and i told him bad.

Finally decided to go see doc, damn weak. Told doc my problems, and he prescribed a lot of pills for me. For my fever, head pain, protect stomach coz of head pain pills, cough, blocked nose, anti-biotic. My gosh.... And a day's MC.

Met Wei Yi and Kok Hong at Alif after seeing doc.

Went home, eat pills, now i dun feel good. Hai...

I'm sick... So sick... Just when there are so many things to do.... Hai...

Doc asked me to drink plenty of water and have enough sleep. So ya.. I'm turning in now. I dun even feel like brushing teeth.

PS: After 3 days of struggling, i thought i could get better by self-medicating, but the saddest thing is, it didn't happen. My body is on red alert and white flag is hung up high. It finally gave up and now, i need to rest.

Darling, thanks for calling me when I feel so vulnerable.

Time to blog a little.

A huge gust of wind just blew my world apart.... I am now in a state of uncertainty yet there are so many things for me to handle. HA! Wad a way to describe this new semester.

I know i haven't been having enough sleep, but i didn't know it can get so bad. I couldn't sleep last couple of nights coz of my nose blocked. But last night, despite the blocked nose, i manage to sleep pretty well, and coz class started slightly later, i got to sleep more. I even hear myself snoring (that shows how tired i am, and how serious the blocked nose is). I dunno why my blocked nose only comes at night.

Then, when i woke up this morning, i realised my period came. Doesn't matter, coz its the usual thing. Pa drove me to school and while on the car, my head was hurting badly. Really badly...

I thought it may be coz i haven't eat anything, so i grabbed a takoyaki, and drink a lot of plain water. Then, my head was kind of spinning when class started, i was not in any mood to think of anything but its group work, so i tried to get involved.

Smses came and all, need to listen to April Ng, need to listen to group mates, need to say something but head was dropping. Even when i rolled my eyes sideways, my head hurts. Damn it. It feels so tight around my eyes and forehead.

I decided to skip lecture today, i really cannot stand the pain.

Darling was so so good lor... He helped me buy Fish soup and panadol from the chinese herbal shop. I love darling...

I reached home, and mama haven't eat, so i gave her half of the soup. When mama was talking, my heading was vibrating so badly, i ask her dun talk, really cannot tahan. After drinking the soup, popped in 2 painkillers, and i dropped dead on my bed.

I was so worried bout the lecture, i rmbed myself waking up and sms-ing wen about it. Wah Lao... Cannot make it...

1 and 1/2 hour later, i got up. Pain subsided, but the heaviness is still there.

Sat down and rested, drank plenty of water, and mama cooked dinner. Took my bath coz my whole body felt so warm, and had dinner.

Drink lots and lots of water just to relieve the heat in my body.

Around 8pm, started with some project stuff and then, headache came back. Wahhhhhhh....... But it wasn't as bad as the afternoon one, and i thought there is panadol at home but dun HAVE!!!!!!

I smsed Darling, asked him to help me buy 2 tablets again. In the midst, was still asking things about project from Wai wah and juchi. Hai..

Darling came, just when i reached ground level, and i hug hug darling... He bought 4 tablets just in case morning also pain... Then, say Bye bYe to him...

Came back, i da bian-ed, continue with the project thingy then print IS stuff.

A while more, i'm gonna take 2 panadols then go sleep le... Feel heaty heaty de... Er Xin de lor...

And Thanks so much for ting's concern, and some gossips with me. Hee~

PS: The entire village is in a mess, lost all my property and my belongings, i'm stranded on the shore. Trying to restart myself to deal with all these chaos.

Thank you darling, I love you.

The new week begins with a really long Monday. Was in school the entire day from 9am to 6pm.

I woke up at 7.45am, and rushed out of my house by 8am only to find the bus 61 going off with lots of people onboard. Waited for another bus while reading newpaper. Got on the bus and then went to school.

Decided to get a chicken pau and a vege juice. After that, went to class on Level 5.

Ms Vanda is our IBS tutor's name, she is quite a pretty lady who i feel, looks very gentle. Some say she looks like Juchi, i only see a bit of resemblance. :D The tutorial was ehhhhhh.... Alright, not really very boring and neither was it very fun. It ended with me role-playing Tang Wei and being a reporter for Zoe Tay. HAHA!!!

Anyway, went for the next tutorial for retail management. Wah lao.. The way the tutor talks, make me so kan chiong. Can you believe how fast she is talking, i mean, not fast but her tone is so rushing... I kept wondering why is she in such a hurry when there was nothing to rush during the lecture. And this is anothe module with many things to complete, yes, another project. Hai...

Went on for IBS lecture and i was like so tired by then. Darling came in to get his green card but was caught in the rain, so he had to go Vk and changed up then took a cab back and forth from tanjong pagar. Poor darling... We chatted a little then i checked for him whether custom got jam then he went back to Msia at around 5pm, i guess.

I was still in school. Waiting for representatives' to give us some precious info bout their company so we can do a good concept for their upcoming outlet. This constitute another project, Practicum Project. And ya, that's all we must do to pass this module, its so hard.

Went back after that. Meet Aiai on Bus 61 then we went for dinner. Wanted to eat at Mac but it was renovating so it was damn stuffy, so we headed to pastamania, where we ate and chatted about myself, herself, my darling, her wai wai, and all other things we can think of. HAHA!!! She is my Aiai... So cute k.

I went to deposit cash then we waited for Chung ee to come fetch us, and a big thank you, coz he drove me back home too. And another big thank you for the meal aiai treated me coz she wants to apologize but there wasn't a need to. Nvm, i'll treat her another time, no worries, i got a lifetime to spend with her. HAHA!!!

Then, everything turned bad. I reached home and my nose is blocked, i took my bath, worse, my eyes swell and my nose blocked. While typing out the project for PT, my mucus was falling at the same time. k, it's disgusting, managed to finish typing and send it out to the rest.

Chatted with Darling a little bit and i know he is tired from being drenched in the rain and the back and forth to TP and back then to Kulai. Poor Darling... So he went to bed.

Chatted with Ting a little and she told me she is going for Prata at Alif. HAHA!!!

And now, i am tired... I wanna go to bed, i hope i dun get sick tmr...

Nights...

I ask for nothing more... You are my best gift from up above... I love you...

Over minor issues or perhaps over some history, Darling and I had a tiff with each other. Let's just say, those people who can't get Darling, can't bear to see others being happy with him.

To those big bitches out there:
Stop being like a big bitch whining and whining about the bad relationship you once had and still want to have but can never ever get it, because you failed so badly as a girlfriend, o no, EX girlfriend i mean. Wake up your idea and know your race, you are in the wrong league and you know that very well.

I find it so funny sometimes, because of my Darling, i got stared at by other girls, and i have no freaking idea why... HAHA!!! But well, now i know, almost all of those.

I dun understand why Darling dun wanna share his past with me, well, i know his worries, that i might dig it out and talk about it when we quarrel but haha, we hardly quarrel and i know myself, i took comments as comments and seriously relies on evidence and facts and wad i see with my rationale mind. Now that i know, its like so much better... Seriously...

Yes, Darling was a huge flirt, mind the tenses, WAS a huge flirt but people do grow up.

This relationship has a really long way to go for a very simple reason, that we love each other very much and cherish each other as well.

Still, we act like big kids fighting for candies.

我知道，有些人，从没看好这恋情，他们觉得这只不过是个游戏，不会有任何好结局，但，我恳请大家，好好看，切切听，不要眨眼，因为我不会放弃这爱情，不会因为，从前的过错，而破坏了现在与未来的美好... 就算没有一辈子的故事，至少，这一切，是轰轰烈烈的一场...

谢谢你一直爱我... 谢谢你让我爱着你，光明正大的...

Rather tired after working 3 consecutive days plus the waking up early in thurs and not having enough sleep.

Woke up on Friday morning and i was kind of late, so i waited for Pa to drive me to Dover but he was like, preparing and took a lot of time. When we reached dover, it was like 9.35am already and work starts at 10am. Hai...

Was kind of scary, papa drove at Gear 5 and i wasn't late when i reached, it was 9:57am. HAHA!!!

Had a quick hot chocolate then went to Concierge to work with Grace and Khai then Fish came to join. It wasn't really that busy but the few important people made the whole thing a bit uptight.

Finally got to see Shu Ying at UBS le, it was creative eateries which cater the food yesterday. :D HAHA!!!

Work ended at around 2.17pm, then went to eat at Sierra. hoHo!

Went back after that.

Darling wanted songs, so i went to send him the songs and he returned my earring.

Had a tiff with Darling last night coz of some reason but it was kind of retard... Didn't really thought it was a big thing but Darling got mad at me for that, i tried to explain but he was still mad, so i turned off webcam and typed him my explaination. Hopefully, he really understands bah... If that is so hard for him to comprehend, i think it'll be harder for me to comprehend his life.

Hun and Terry came by after that and we went to pump petrol and supper at the Fish soup restaurant. :D Reached home at around 3am plus. Slept through.

因为一时之气，使他人得逞，值得吗？只不过想分享这一切而不是搞任何小动作，你却不高兴... 你说你了解，你有多了解？爱你的时候，已经知道了你的过去，我又曾几何时嫌弃或大发雷霆？一段感情的延续只有彼此的信任才能有结果，你不是都知道了...

爱你不是言语，肢体，而是加上了心里，和未来...