The day went well... Although a bit tired but it went smoothly... Ermm.. LAst night,dunnoe y, chatted with Firduas, haha... Thinking bout it, a bit funny... Hee~ He's like a bit bothered that i might despise him coz of his age and tattoos... HaHA... But seriously, if i wanna befriend with whomever, would i actually bothered how old r u or how u look... As long as we hab that "click" between us then we'll be friends... Well, that's my point of vIew... Hee~
Ermm... The group of us were planning to go to Sinta to buy our electronics parts on friday but realised it is a public holiday, most shops wun be open lor... Hai... So we cancelled the plan and decides to go on Sat morning, sad... Then, plan on to go Yoshinoya or something to hab our dinner, see, got them all planned out for this weekend... Ermm.. I'm quite happy that i'm able to actually have all this planning without having to think bout being unable to do this and that... Freely decides them myself... I feel good knowing i can do all this once more...
Ermm... Dunnoe y, suddenly felt like asking bt kor out for dinner maybe tml or fri, ended up becoming tonight, coz he hab to work... I dunnoe y i hab this sudden thought of asking him out, probably coz i hab quite some things to say bah.. And being able to hab someone who knows my situation to talk to, felt good... Hee~
After school, actually intend to stay for D&T de, but Miss Lim says she can't do with us coz she got the express class to look after... She's like, saying something bout "Kan Pao HonG Chen" thing, seriously, i know how she feels lor, when she's trying to push us to go but we just kept on stopping to rest... SAd but true, i'm trying to do le... HAi, but still can't complete on time... SAd...
Hai, but still stayed back ro asked bout Physics... Ah loh says if there's any qn can go ask him.. So ting and i decided to go... Asked him bout the graph thing and realised actually i got my basic quite stable... Guess i'm just lazy... If i wanted to do, i think i would be able to do... LaZy me...
So stayed till 3+, completing the hw along the way and chatted with Ah lOh a bit... Ermm... I guess there's only us that dared to talk back to a teacher bah...
Trish was a bit down, she felt very troubled over band and D&T... That's something we all r facing but for her case, it seems like she really can't juggle them properly... So she was complaining bout it, and i listened, i didn't say much, let her vent it all out instead of keeping them inside... Hope she's feeling better...
Well, then at home, i rushed off my maths and everything is done... Was lying on the floor to rest a bit, and fell asleep for a few mins, received a msg from billy, and was sending him all those msges that he requested for... Ermm... Then, was lying there dreaming a bit...
Got up, went out, watched a bit tv and talked to mama a bit lor... well, this couple of days, i have been spending some time chatting with mama bout life in school and at work, she also complained a bit bout her work... I'm glad i'm able to talk to mama bout life...Hee...
7.15pm, went to westamall. Purposely went out early coz wanna walk ard a bit lor, haven't really went to westmall to walk liao.. Bought pens, then went to bookshop to see storybooks.. Saw some real nice 1, but no $ to buy... Sad... Then, bt kor msg to say he arrived le... But i carried on reading the content of some books... After a while i went out to see he come up le mah.. Then , saw this thin guy wearing white in tie walking towards me.... HAha, Bt kor... Realised he really is very thin... HAhA... ermm... 1st thing he said was that he's tired, so went to sit down.. talked to him a bit bout different stuff... Then went up to Arcade, actually i wanted to play with some games but i couldn't see the Metal Slug X, very sad... Then he said he wans to play mahjong then i said see him play, but he changed his mind coz he says that version not nice... HAhA! K, so westmall's arcade sux....
Wait for ting and she got here... went on to foodcourt,eat and talk.. Til 9+... HOme, was practicing CL's words, ermm... Didn't write them all out coz all words r familiar liao, so i just went thru it lor, no mood to study... Cham, i'm getting real slack in CL le lor, hai... But no worries, i wun let myself down de, must get an A1 for CL, one of my best suBjEcts... HeH!
Realised it's half-past ten liao, came here to write this... Blogging became a regular stuff for me to do, coz its sort of the place for me to vent things out whether good or bad and also at the same time, let pple know how i really am feeling nowadays... Though there r still some hidden things in my heart, but all the stuff here is enough to let a person who doesn't know me to understand everything i'm going thru...
Feel normal today le, no more over-activeness... yuting told me something bout Chung EE liking me, i'm like "please, not possible sIA" Chung EE and me, well, not really extremely close but when there is a need, we'll consult each other... Yuting think a bit too much le...
Ermm... Today, i looked at bt kor kor quite closely, very funny, but somehow felt a bit of tiredness on his face...The lines on his face tells the story... Like i said b4, he's the same age as my 2kor, they're going thru the same part of life but somehow, bt kor's seems to be much more harder... More tedious... Though he's like always playing ard but when i observe closely at him talk and every gesture he made, it really shows wad this person has been thru and for his, very very hard and tedious... Well, now i can understand y he's happy to be able to lead a relaxing life le...
For myself, not much to complain bout... Though receiving some spirit-breaking msges, but i've got dozens of upbeat msges from different pple... To have all this is enough liao, not asking for anything more, life like that is the best... Love It!
Now, i truely know the meaning of freedom, i can do whatever i like, as and when i like....
I carry on walking without having to give up the solace of life... "Giving up" have drifted away from my dictionary... I'm satisfied with wad i have now...
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