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Sunday, August 21, 2005
MooDy...
Can't imagine how exhausted i was, back home after school yesterday, i fell asleep until the sun set. HEH! FAbulOus!!
Did nothing today.. Later on, gonna go for dnd... Wonder wad am i feeling? Rather plain... HOwever, there's a slight bit of excitedness... Hai... Still i dun really know wad's the plan like.. Plan??? Ermm.... We'll just see... Go there, have fun, and that's it... CASHLESS!!!!
MS wasn't as interesting as i thought, it is a bit sian lah... So i guess i'll play a bit more, if it carries on to be so boring, i'll end it...
Alright... Short blog, nothing interesting... CiAo!!!
Did nothing today.. Later on, gonna go for dnd... Wonder wad am i feeling? Rather plain... HOwever, there's a slight bit of excitedness... Hai... Still i dun really know wad's the plan like.. Plan??? Ermm.... We'll just see... Go there, have fun, and that's it... CASHLESS!!!!
MS wasn't as interesting as i thought, it is a bit sian lah... So i guess i'll play a bit more, if it carries on to be so boring, i'll end it...
Alright... Short blog, nothing interesting... CiAo!!!
Friday, August 19, 2005
Surprised!!!
Heh HeH HeH!!! I just found out my da kor got a new girlfriend, and she is like only one year older than me... HAHA!!! Although i never talk to her but she is very funny lor, the way she talk, really naive... Haha! Very talkative kind of girl... HEH!!! Another girl who is erm... under my kor's hand... haha!!! Kidding lah... She didn't study liao, learning beauty things... Heh! Within a short 10 min, i got to know so much, thanks to my ma's enquiries... And i didn't even open my mouth to talk to her... HAhA!!! Ok, so the last one, was older than he is, now, this is so much younger than him... Might get along with me, but with my kor... HAhAha!!!! See how lAh!!!
How do i feel today... Well, not as bad as yesterday, at least i tried to buck up. I did had some laughs today, coming out of my heart, not pretending it. Hee~ Plus, got my D&T project's mark, and it turned out pretty well... Not to my expectation though. I thought it would be lower, something to make me smile... Or grin... HeH!!
Decided to try out this game call MS... Maple something... heh! But, wun indulge in it like everyone else... Will CONTROL!!!!
Teachers gave lots of encouraging words today, and really made me feel a bit better. HAhAhA!!!!
Bits and pieces are picked up...
How do i feel today... Well, not as bad as yesterday, at least i tried to buck up. I did had some laughs today, coming out of my heart, not pretending it. Hee~ Plus, got my D&T project's mark, and it turned out pretty well... Not to my expectation though. I thought it would be lower, something to make me smile... Or grin... HeH!!
Decided to try out this game call MS... Maple something... heh! But, wun indulge in it like everyone else... Will CONTROL!!!!
Teachers gave lots of encouraging words today, and really made me feel a bit better. HAhAhA!!!!
Bits and pieces are picked up...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Feeling lonely...
Ermm... Wasn't a good week for me. I've yet to begin my revision like i've planned. Several reasons for that. 1st, I was too tired from school. 2nd, pple started to jio me out at night. 3rd, i accompanied my ma to buy groceries. Hai... Tired from school is an inevitable factor. Accompanying my ma? Ermm... Though i can choose not to, I can't bear to, for a very simple reason, nobody would go with her if i dun. Pple asking to got out can be avoided, totally, i guess i made the wrong move.
Having a tough few days, both physically and mentally. Prelim's nearing and i didn't have time to start with revision, somehow, stress came upon me unknowingly. Then, there is the part of doubting my own ability, i dunnoe if i can make it. Looking at pple around me working so hard, i felt guilty, i know i shouldn't be making myself feel this way, but i just do.
Emotions rising, thoughts came, and i seeked some wise words from a wise man. He told me so much, so much so that i couldn't remember wad i initially asked. Feeling lonely along this path, very lonely. Although i'm used to being alone, to do things myself but somehow, this year, it seems really tough. Considering the pressure i had in the beginning of the year, then my own incapability to get the results i used to, lastly, it came to a point where i stopped, and think, and i realised how empty it is within myself, how things always doesn't turned out the way i wanted, how pple around me are lying to me, how they pretend in front of me, how scheming they can be and now, i started to be cautious of these people. There i was, trusting them, thinking they would treat me the same way, but i was wrong, utterly wrong. The true colours appeared right in front of my eyes, but they dunnoe. Although sometimes, i do have some attitude problems but those are just some blues that will go away sooner than it came. I am a person who have a strong will, who can think well, who treats things in a fair manner, in 2 simple words, I am like any another, "Average person", and i worked my way to where i am. Once, a person told me, "No lah, u r part of those smart clans", i turned myself toward that person and said, "No, i worked my way, i gave it my best, i worked hard." Unlike some lucky ones who have family to help them, i dun have. Unlike those who their family can afford to hire pple to teach them or to do things for them, i dun have. I wanted to have those, but i can't. I turned it to my friends, i thought they would be the one to help me through, to share the joys and pains, i guess i was wrong, partially.
On family, said b4, i had something on my shoulder, i dunnoe wad is it now, but i know it will be something real hard. Bt kor said i have my brothers to help but then to me, i think they will add on to the load. I got no choice, but he told me, never to say that i dun have a choice, coz i always do. I dunno wad happened, along the way, while talking to him, tears welled my eyes, y do i feel like crying? I dunnoe... He kind of open up the one-way street to a 2-way street, showing me another path. A person like him... I guess he is the only one around me who can really give me a correct view of the whole picture, considering everything he had faced b4.
I thought bout everything that have been said, friends, love, studies, family... Which can I depend on? Which can i fully trust? I would've said "I dunnoe" but today, at this very moment, I made it clear, I know which i can trust, and which i can't. I've always prioritise things pretty well, this time round it made no difference, I had it in mind.
I am fortunate to have a friend who's so close yet not that close to talk to. Like Ting once told me, they are the ones who see us clearly, who we wun detest from their quarky looks and who we can have a good time with. For me, someone who can give me some advice when i've reached the end of the road, or so i thought.
Glamorously lonely... Indeed... Feeling so lonely in this war between myself, my companions and the reality... I got a choice, it is just whether i want to make this choice or not.
Having a tough few days, both physically and mentally. Prelim's nearing and i didn't have time to start with revision, somehow, stress came upon me unknowingly. Then, there is the part of doubting my own ability, i dunnoe if i can make it. Looking at pple around me working so hard, i felt guilty, i know i shouldn't be making myself feel this way, but i just do.
Emotions rising, thoughts came, and i seeked some wise words from a wise man. He told me so much, so much so that i couldn't remember wad i initially asked. Feeling lonely along this path, very lonely. Although i'm used to being alone, to do things myself but somehow, this year, it seems really tough. Considering the pressure i had in the beginning of the year, then my own incapability to get the results i used to, lastly, it came to a point where i stopped, and think, and i realised how empty it is within myself, how things always doesn't turned out the way i wanted, how pple around me are lying to me, how they pretend in front of me, how scheming they can be and now, i started to be cautious of these people. There i was, trusting them, thinking they would treat me the same way, but i was wrong, utterly wrong. The true colours appeared right in front of my eyes, but they dunnoe. Although sometimes, i do have some attitude problems but those are just some blues that will go away sooner than it came. I am a person who have a strong will, who can think well, who treats things in a fair manner, in 2 simple words, I am like any another, "Average person", and i worked my way to where i am. Once, a person told me, "No lah, u r part of those smart clans", i turned myself toward that person and said, "No, i worked my way, i gave it my best, i worked hard." Unlike some lucky ones who have family to help them, i dun have. Unlike those who their family can afford to hire pple to teach them or to do things for them, i dun have. I wanted to have those, but i can't. I turned it to my friends, i thought they would be the one to help me through, to share the joys and pains, i guess i was wrong, partially.
On family, said b4, i had something on my shoulder, i dunnoe wad is it now, but i know it will be something real hard. Bt kor said i have my brothers to help but then to me, i think they will add on to the load. I got no choice, but he told me, never to say that i dun have a choice, coz i always do. I dunno wad happened, along the way, while talking to him, tears welled my eyes, y do i feel like crying? I dunnoe... He kind of open up the one-way street to a 2-way street, showing me another path. A person like him... I guess he is the only one around me who can really give me a correct view of the whole picture, considering everything he had faced b4.
I thought bout everything that have been said, friends, love, studies, family... Which can I depend on? Which can i fully trust? I would've said "I dunnoe" but today, at this very moment, I made it clear, I know which i can trust, and which i can't. I've always prioritise things pretty well, this time round it made no difference, I had it in mind.
I am fortunate to have a friend who's so close yet not that close to talk to. Like Ting once told me, they are the ones who see us clearly, who we wun detest from their quarky looks and who we can have a good time with. For me, someone who can give me some advice when i've reached the end of the road, or so i thought.
Glamorously lonely... Indeed... Feeling so lonely in this war between myself, my companions and the reality... I got a choice, it is just whether i want to make this choice or not.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
ExtRemelY Burnt OuT!!!!
Ok... So who should i blame? I sweat myself for no reason... Sickening! darn iT! Ok, it was Billy and Cindy who asked me out in the middle of the night while i was trying to do my D&T, in the end, i didn't do at all. It's a good thing that there's no hw today, and i did touched a bit of the ACS paper. Hai... I guess i need to use tml's 3 periods of D&T wisely...
Y i went out? Coz Cindy wanted to see me, i tot something important... SIAo! I saw Xin ni just now, she's a bit... Ermm... Different... HeH! And saw Desmond Tan's brother... Look very much like him... And he sent me back home! HAHA!!!!
This morning, we had our Chem and Geog mock back. Well, i should be happy that i'm one of the 2 who passed the geog paper, not a good pass though. Miss Ang was trying to tell me that i could score higher if not for my manufacturing part, so i explained that i didn't study Manufacturing, it's coz the agri. part i didn't study the oil palm so no choice, chose that. As for chem, passed it, not really good of cos... hai... I guess i have to work hard on it too.
Maths mock... god! BPGH is tough, real tough.. I was unable to finished. plus, i wasn't in a very good condition today... really tired... Eyes were half-closed throughout the day. Coz of some reason...
Back home, i went to take a nap, between, CHung Ee sent 6 continuous, similar sms to me... HeH! I verified with him just now, it was his friend, i guess... HeH!
Now, i'm sweating hard, will on air-con today... Ermm... I learnt quite a bit out there with them... HAha! Not some good things, but it increases some outside knowledge.. HEH!!!!
Done... Tml Another long day, with chem practical, teachers are so demanding now, just to get us to a better place...
Y i went out? Coz Cindy wanted to see me, i tot something important... SIAo! I saw Xin ni just now, she's a bit... Ermm... Different... HeH! And saw Desmond Tan's brother... Look very much like him... And he sent me back home! HAHA!!!!
This morning, we had our Chem and Geog mock back. Well, i should be happy that i'm one of the 2 who passed the geog paper, not a good pass though. Miss Ang was trying to tell me that i could score higher if not for my manufacturing part, so i explained that i didn't study Manufacturing, it's coz the agri. part i didn't study the oil palm so no choice, chose that. As for chem, passed it, not really good of cos... hai... I guess i have to work hard on it too.
Maths mock... god! BPGH is tough, real tough.. I was unable to finished. plus, i wasn't in a very good condition today... really tired... Eyes were half-closed throughout the day. Coz of some reason...
Back home, i went to take a nap, between, CHung Ee sent 6 continuous, similar sms to me... HeH! I verified with him just now, it was his friend, i guess... HeH!
Now, i'm sweating hard, will on air-con today... Ermm... I learnt quite a bit out there with them... HAha! Not some good things, but it increases some outside knowledge.. HEH!!!!
Done... Tml Another long day, with chem practical, teachers are so demanding now, just to get us to a better place...
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Not a bad thing, i guess...
I haven't been blogging for 2 days.. Nothing much to say after the results, so i chose to be in silent. However, i did found a new blogskin which i think is pretty nice. Since now, ting can navigate liao, so i can finally get one skin that is like this... hee~
I didn't really consider well about retaking CL O level, i just signed it. After Miss Goh's talk today, i sort of thought bout it, i mean, the good side is, end of year paper should be easier, but the bad side is, i might lost 6 periods of precious time for other subjects. Well, if it can help then i hope i will be able to do better. Hopefully, i can cope with other subjects too...
Saturday, went out with papa, mama to Chinatown shop shop, heh, end up, i was shopping for clothes in This fashion... Hee~ Actually, i intended to treat mama to a simple dinner for her BD but then papa was there, he sort of like, paid for everything... But, i did paid for the drinks... So it's like, for mama's BD, i treat her drinks nia... HAHA!!! Funny hor...
Hai... These days, i've been slacking quite a bit but then, there are always times when i am really hardworking... Dun really know wad's going on with my life, or rather, with my head. I suppose i gotta start making some plans to prepare myself for O level.
Today, during Maths lesson, kind of made a lot of noise with PH, arguing bout some stuff... In the end, got admonished by Miss Chong. heH! Well, i'm in the wrong, so i got nothing to say but when she said something, i totally got my jaws open up wide! I mean, come on, she really thinks she's working THAT hard for us? Please... I dun feel it. She doesn't even go thru thoroughly and yet she's saying so. Everything she went thru, is half-known in my head, in most of our heads. i just find her so, so.... So... I dunnoe, just, i really dunnoe... i dunnoe, or has Mrs Loo set the standard too high? I thought most teacher should be like her? Or is Mrs Loo just too good to be true... As time passes by, i started to miss her more... Her style of teaching, her style of making us understand... From the bottom of my heart, i miss her... very much... Maybe i shouldn't complain too much... but seriously, 10 years down the road, i might not rmb Miss Chong as my maths teacher... Very bad of me, i know... I just can't stand her way of doing things...
got back 2 mock papers today, they were ok i supposed... If i can let it remain as it is, i think everything will be ok, that is, if i can...
Hai... So not in the mood to study today... I guess it was a good thing Miss Ang wasn't here the last period, i had some really distracted moments. So after school, decided to go sweat a bit. Thanks to Yuting, i had a partner to pei me play badminton. I felt real good after sweating it out... heH! I guess once in a while, we gotta go work out a little.
Hai... Was a little surprised just now, billy msged me... HEH! Ok, not really something to be surprise bout, it's just the qn he asked. Ha! guess wad he asked? HeH HeH!!! Dun wanna TeLL YOU!!!! *EvIL*
Now, enjoying some time here... HeH, coz tml, i gotta start with school stuff again! No more long breaks like i had today... Gonna make a time-table for myself... Hee~
Considering whether to go back to school at night to study bo, coz at home, too many things to tempt me and since the school is open in the evening now, i could use it... No harm right? ok, will consider...
Will stop here... CiAo!
Laughing my heart out!
I didn't really consider well about retaking CL O level, i just signed it. After Miss Goh's talk today, i sort of thought bout it, i mean, the good side is, end of year paper should be easier, but the bad side is, i might lost 6 periods of precious time for other subjects. Well, if it can help then i hope i will be able to do better. Hopefully, i can cope with other subjects too...
Saturday, went out with papa, mama to Chinatown shop shop, heh, end up, i was shopping for clothes in This fashion... Hee~ Actually, i intended to treat mama to a simple dinner for her BD but then papa was there, he sort of like, paid for everything... But, i did paid for the drinks... So it's like, for mama's BD, i treat her drinks nia... HAHA!!! Funny hor...
Hai... These days, i've been slacking quite a bit but then, there are always times when i am really hardworking... Dun really know wad's going on with my life, or rather, with my head. I suppose i gotta start making some plans to prepare myself for O level.
Today, during Maths lesson, kind of made a lot of noise with PH, arguing bout some stuff... In the end, got admonished by Miss Chong. heH! Well, i'm in the wrong, so i got nothing to say but when she said something, i totally got my jaws open up wide! I mean, come on, she really thinks she's working THAT hard for us? Please... I dun feel it. She doesn't even go thru thoroughly and yet she's saying so. Everything she went thru, is half-known in my head, in most of our heads. i just find her so, so.... So... I dunnoe, just, i really dunnoe... i dunnoe, or has Mrs Loo set the standard too high? I thought most teacher should be like her? Or is Mrs Loo just too good to be true... As time passes by, i started to miss her more... Her style of teaching, her style of making us understand... From the bottom of my heart, i miss her... very much... Maybe i shouldn't complain too much... but seriously, 10 years down the road, i might not rmb Miss Chong as my maths teacher... Very bad of me, i know... I just can't stand her way of doing things...
got back 2 mock papers today, they were ok i supposed... If i can let it remain as it is, i think everything will be ok, that is, if i can...
Hai... So not in the mood to study today... I guess it was a good thing Miss Ang wasn't here the last period, i had some really distracted moments. So after school, decided to go sweat a bit. Thanks to Yuting, i had a partner to pei me play badminton. I felt real good after sweating it out... heH! I guess once in a while, we gotta go work out a little.
Hai... Was a little surprised just now, billy msged me... HEH! Ok, not really something to be surprise bout, it's just the qn he asked. Ha! guess wad he asked? HeH HeH!!! Dun wanna TeLL YOU!!!! *EvIL*
Now, enjoying some time here... HeH, coz tml, i gotta start with school stuff again! No more long breaks like i had today... Gonna make a time-table for myself... Hee~
Considering whether to go back to school at night to study bo, coz at home, too many things to tempt me and since the school is open in the evening now, i could use it... No harm right? ok, will consider...
Will stop here... CiAo!
Laughing my heart out!
Friday, August 12, 2005
O level MT....
Ermm.... Not in a very good state today, mainly coz of the O level results. For mine... HAi... Though i'm not satisfied with it but i should be glad i got that coz most of the pple around me are devastated bout theirs. I should just smile on and calmly accept this very fact that i did well, just not to my expectation. Well, gonna do it again.
Almost everyone cried, or so i felt. I mean, those close to me did. I was holding my tears back... ASked y i feel like crying? Coz it kind of hurts to see pple u care bout cry so badly and u couldn't do anything to help, was just pacing up and down and out of the class... HAi... tricia was outside with me and we were trying to find some words to comfort ourselves. heH! Then Ping Hong came by to console a bit... Ermm.. Mrs yeow, Mrs Tham, Miss Ang, Miss teo were all trying to make those that were crying feel better. Ermm.. Felt really touched especially with Mrs Tham sudden appearance. Haven't really see her for a while in class le, and now she's here, wanting to make us feel ok... Really appreciate it...
Tense moment continued... We all know bout it but tried to avoid talking bout it, wanting to reduce some embarassment or wadsoever. Hai...
Read to Miss Teo today and she commented that my reading is not bad, just a bit too rush but she added, "I dun mind that it's too fast as long as u got the things right but it will penalise on the pronounciation part." Well, i supposed that kind of brighten up my day a bit. 1st good thing i heard from somebody. HeH!
A bit pissed after school coz of certain pple lah... Aiya... Forget it, pple always fang my fei ji. Never Mind... then comes some really funny things from ohs! HAHA!!! People from OHS getting weirder and weirder... Fancy gambling pple's result... God... Victim of their verbal brutalism... Anyhow, they got real hyper bout stuff... After all the choatic gambling, which i like to phrase it as, Chris called again to ask bout my "boy boy" ? HAhA!!! PeNgz! I said he got nothing better to do and he said nobody wants to talk to him and he's the outcast among them all... HAHA!!! LoL! At least it made me laugh a bit lah... Out of all the tensed situation in school.
Just now, was watching this Chinese talk show bout branded stuff and it came to point that the host asked, "They dun even know who our deputy prime minister is but they know so much bout Branded stuff, so who is our D prime minister?" To my extreme horror, nobody present know who's the DPM... I'm like, "WTF?! Nobody knows? SHIT!!! wad is Singapore becoming?!" Where exactly is the sense of belonging of this nation, where are the pple who really cares, wad the hell is pple thinking?! And i thought the political stuff that i know are basics already and yet, there are pple out there who doesn't even know who the DPM is... SiAn lor... If nothing is done, i suppose Spore got no way out... Maybe after our generation and that's it... Dun think i dunnoe who the DPM is hor, is TONY TAN!!! The most famous one, to me... HAHA!!!
SO, i didn't do anything today, i was sleeping all the way... I decided to just let it go for tonight. Tml will start bucking up again liao...
All smiles... To all that thought that it's the end, dun despair, there is always a solution to all. Never give up on things that still carries hope, even till the day ur heart has stop, life on earth still moves on. Even if u can't aspire wad u want, someday, somehow, indirectly, u'll find ur dream again. People, smile ok?! Show your spirit! Hours of sorrows is over, look up, and the sun is still shining above!
No, it was not a wrong step taken, it was the right choice made...
Almost everyone cried, or so i felt. I mean, those close to me did. I was holding my tears back... ASked y i feel like crying? Coz it kind of hurts to see pple u care bout cry so badly and u couldn't do anything to help, was just pacing up and down and out of the class... HAi... tricia was outside with me and we were trying to find some words to comfort ourselves. heH! Then Ping Hong came by to console a bit... Ermm.. Mrs yeow, Mrs Tham, Miss Ang, Miss teo were all trying to make those that were crying feel better. Ermm.. Felt really touched especially with Mrs Tham sudden appearance. Haven't really see her for a while in class le, and now she's here, wanting to make us feel ok... Really appreciate it...
Tense moment continued... We all know bout it but tried to avoid talking bout it, wanting to reduce some embarassment or wadsoever. Hai...
Read to Miss Teo today and she commented that my reading is not bad, just a bit too rush but she added, "I dun mind that it's too fast as long as u got the things right but it will penalise on the pronounciation part." Well, i supposed that kind of brighten up my day a bit. 1st good thing i heard from somebody. HeH!
A bit pissed after school coz of certain pple lah... Aiya... Forget it, pple always fang my fei ji. Never Mind... then comes some really funny things from ohs! HAHA!!! People from OHS getting weirder and weirder... Fancy gambling pple's result... God... Victim of their verbal brutalism... Anyhow, they got real hyper bout stuff... After all the choatic gambling, which i like to phrase it as, Chris called again to ask bout my "boy boy" ? HAhA!!! PeNgz! I said he got nothing better to do and he said nobody wants to talk to him and he's the outcast among them all... HAHA!!! LoL! At least it made me laugh a bit lah... Out of all the tensed situation in school.
Just now, was watching this Chinese talk show bout branded stuff and it came to point that the host asked, "They dun even know who our deputy prime minister is but they know so much bout Branded stuff, so who is our D prime minister?" To my extreme horror, nobody present know who's the DPM... I'm like, "WTF?! Nobody knows? SHIT!!! wad is Singapore becoming?!" Where exactly is the sense of belonging of this nation, where are the pple who really cares, wad the hell is pple thinking?! And i thought the political stuff that i know are basics already and yet, there are pple out there who doesn't even know who the DPM is... SiAn lor... If nothing is done, i suppose Spore got no way out... Maybe after our generation and that's it... Dun think i dunnoe who the DPM is hor, is TONY TAN!!! The most famous one, to me... HAHA!!!
SO, i didn't do anything today, i was sleeping all the way... I decided to just let it go for tonight. Tml will start bucking up again liao...
All smiles... To all that thought that it's the end, dun despair, there is always a solution to all. Never give up on things that still carries hope, even till the day ur heart has stop, life on earth still moves on. Even if u can't aspire wad u want, someday, somehow, indirectly, u'll find ur dream again. People, smile ok?! Show your spirit! Hours of sorrows is over, look up, and the sun is still shining above!
No, it was not a wrong step taken, it was the right choice made...
Hi LO!!!
LAst night, i actually didn't log on to the internet ,yet, i was on the computer... HA! Doing my D&T... I supposed i can say i'm really done with the choices liao bah... Next up for for weekend is Orthograhic Projection and gonna draw out the final design as well as rendering. From there, if i can, i will start with Production Schedule... HapPy!!!
Ermm... I got quite a lot of complains from friends today. Heh! One was telling me how much she hate the way of the other is doing. The other... Well, this one got the same sentiments as me. Well, we both work for wad we get and sometimes, looking at pple getting a result with somebody's help really sux quite a bit. HeH! Well, i suppose that's life. Some gotta work extremely hard for wad they want while some have pple around them to help them along the way. Lucky pple ya? Well, guess i belong to those which needs to work all out to be successful... Heh!
After school, preparing for CL mock paper by drinking some coffee. While we are preparing to go take the exam, it was cancelled coz we're gonna get our results tml!!!!! ARGH!!!! TML!!!! How?! WAd if i got A2? OMG!!!! Will I have the time to actually study for CL now? Wad if i got worse than that?! Oh God... Here I am, panicking again... Ermm... I pray.... Gosh...
Ok, i was attacked by the 3 usual guys today; Ping Hong, Faizal and Izwan. So sad wor... Can't stand them...
Ermm... Miss Wang today weird weird de, dunno wad is she thinking in her head... Sometimes, i just can't figure out. Maybe coz this is the 1st year we r with her bah... HA! She is just so weird... Can't stand..
O... I was telling yu that our school's teacher will be celebrating their teachers' day at Orchard hotel, probably a dinner?! Ermm... Ting warned me not to work on that day... Well, i guess i wun, 1st, to avoid words from teachers, 2nd, it's on a wed... Heh! Cool HUh?!
Something i missed today... Yuting suddenly told me that Chung Ee msg her mei mei... HA! Then she's afraid Chung Ee might wanna jio her mei. But, too bad, Chung ee just wanna know who is the "Person"(not knowing guy and girl) msging his ai ai... HA!!! Funny language huh... Hee~
Hai... I guess i got things that should be done by this week done liao... Sunday is lao ma's BD... Planning to treat her a dinner... So have to rush my stuff within Friday and Sat... HeH! And i wanted to go shopping... Maybe on the same night bah... Dnd next week... Well, a mixture of feelings? Dun feel like going but feel like going... HeH! Not very excited but also excited. Craps right? Ok, will depend on that day's mood bah.. hA! Still got CL result to go thru and have to prepare for EL oral... ArGH!!!
Ermm... Yesterday was wondering wad's Orleans from jesper @ and he told me Orleans Frizz is a kind cocktail and dunnoe y, he seemed so fierce... HAhA!!! But ended the conversation coz i just wanna ask bout that. hEh!
BaCk to school, back to busy days... hAI yet HA! so dot dot dot!
Dunnoe y, suddenly kept sneezing... Feel so sick... Hai... Which bug came to me?! Go AWAY!!!
Msia very hazy wor... Hope wun come to Singapore... This country hor... Pollution... HArm the earth's atmosphere... U see, pple cannot breathe, feel tightness in the chest... Hai... UN!!! DO something!!!!! hEh!
CrAps!!!
Pondering about my past... Was it a wrong step taken?!
Ermm... I got quite a lot of complains from friends today. Heh! One was telling me how much she hate the way of the other is doing. The other... Well, this one got the same sentiments as me. Well, we both work for wad we get and sometimes, looking at pple getting a result with somebody's help really sux quite a bit. HeH! Well, i suppose that's life. Some gotta work extremely hard for wad they want while some have pple around them to help them along the way. Lucky pple ya? Well, guess i belong to those which needs to work all out to be successful... Heh!
After school, preparing for CL mock paper by drinking some coffee. While we are preparing to go take the exam, it was cancelled coz we're gonna get our results tml!!!!! ARGH!!!! TML!!!! How?! WAd if i got A2? OMG!!!! Will I have the time to actually study for CL now? Wad if i got worse than that?! Oh God... Here I am, panicking again... Ermm... I pray.... Gosh...
Ok, i was attacked by the 3 usual guys today; Ping Hong, Faizal and Izwan. So sad wor... Can't stand them...
Ermm... Miss Wang today weird weird de, dunno wad is she thinking in her head... Sometimes, i just can't figure out. Maybe coz this is the 1st year we r with her bah... HA! She is just so weird... Can't stand..
O... I was telling yu that our school's teacher will be celebrating their teachers' day at Orchard hotel, probably a dinner?! Ermm... Ting warned me not to work on that day... Well, i guess i wun, 1st, to avoid words from teachers, 2nd, it's on a wed... Heh! Cool HUh?!
Something i missed today... Yuting suddenly told me that Chung Ee msg her mei mei... HA! Then she's afraid Chung Ee might wanna jio her mei. But, too bad, Chung ee just wanna know who is the "Person"(not knowing guy and girl) msging his ai ai... HA!!! Funny language huh... Hee~
Hai... I guess i got things that should be done by this week done liao... Sunday is lao ma's BD... Planning to treat her a dinner... So have to rush my stuff within Friday and Sat... HeH! And i wanted to go shopping... Maybe on the same night bah... Dnd next week... Well, a mixture of feelings? Dun feel like going but feel like going... HeH! Not very excited but also excited. Craps right? Ok, will depend on that day's mood bah.. hA! Still got CL result to go thru and have to prepare for EL oral... ArGH!!!
Ermm... Yesterday was wondering wad's Orleans from jesper @ and he told me Orleans Frizz is a kind cocktail and dunnoe y, he seemed so fierce... HAhA!!! But ended the conversation coz i just wanna ask bout that. hEh!
BaCk to school, back to busy days... hAI yet HA! so dot dot dot!
Dunnoe y, suddenly kept sneezing... Feel so sick... Hai... Which bug came to me?! Go AWAY!!!
Msia very hazy wor... Hope wun come to Singapore... This country hor... Pollution... HArm the earth's atmosphere... U see, pple cannot breathe, feel tightness in the chest... Hai... UN!!! DO something!!!!! hEh!
CrAps!!!
Pondering about my past... Was it a wrong step taken?!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
8th and 9th August( fUn and National DaY)
9th August 2005, today marks the 40th year of growing for Singapore... My home... Heh! Well, it's awesome to be a Singaporean. Some Singaporeans hate being Singaporean. I suppose these people just doesn't know how to appreciate their country for wad it is. Look at it! Is there any other country that have a history like we do? Can any country out there be compared to wad we are today? Look at it, think bout it b4 saying "I wanna leave this place!" Have a sense of belonging ya? Dun forget ur root, dun make a fool of yourself in front of foreigners, and dun let those that have put in so much gone down to waste.... Be real, be A Singaporean!
Alright... Somehow, i feel that pple doesn't really wanna believe that Singapore is wad it is today, they just live in denial... When pple praised the country, they will feel jealous... Weird right? Some hate Spore coz of the way the country is run... Like TYS and ping hong... Supporting communists... I really wanna laugh at them sometimes. Maybe communists would work but u can't deny that capitalism is a better way out for this country. Ya, maybe the system in Spore is a bit blend, maybe wad they support are right but can they ever deny that the system we have today is working well? Making us become one of the most advanced state in the world? People, learn to appreciate ok... Dun be so "HISTORY"
Heh! Ok, all those are for National day... Singapore... HAhA!!! Tough to walk through those years... 4 decades ain't easy to come by for this little red dot. Changes of leaders changed things again and again but the faith remains, "One people, one Singapore..." Ya... Later in future, we will look back once more and see the once Prime minister said "MEDEKA!" and feel overwhelmed. Hee~ Rare to see everyone relaxing, joining hand in hand for a day like this... People ranging from the highest to the lowest.. Or is there? Equality ya!
Yesterday, went to Sentosa with Elaine and co... Somehow, things turned a little bad... I supposed i shouldn't have suggested not going... I was really anticipating it, but the weather kind of change things and there were some that doesn't wanna go... I was trying to make things right but i guess i turned the table over... Well, at least 6 of us made it... One doesn't feel like going anymore, the other got to work... Ermm... Sad bout it but went on to have fun.
After we reached Sentosa, the sun was shining brightly and started with the ball game... MuhAHA!!! Our way of playing and the involvement of everyone plus the shining of the sun acts as the catalsyt to all and soon we are on the way to the WaTEr!!!! People that doesn't wanna go initially, ended up in the water too... Except for 2 who we can't force(you know, girls' stuff) and Yuting kind of swim her way from one side to another... I only joined in halfway coz feel very bad letting her swim herself... Wah! I really need more practices for swimming, only swam like half-way nia and i'm panting like siao... Good thing i made it to the shore arbo i dunnoe who can come and save me. HAHA!!! And seriously, i didn't know i can make it... HeH! I was a bit surprised when i felt the sand... heH! LAter, after seeing some monkeys and some tanning alone, i went to bath... Felt refresh after everything but after a while tiredness came.. We went back to harbourfront and pple were having disputes on going where, and i was there waiting and waiting and waiting... Till i finally protested, two of them went home, coz one was pushed into water and got no shirts and was sticky all over, the other coz she doesn't wanna stayed too late. While Yuting, Yvonne, ru and me went along deciding to go bugis watch movie... But even b4 we boarded any train, they wanna go watch fireworks, not knowing yuting and me doesn't wanna... In the end, yuting and me still decided to go without them, but they decided to come alone...
Haiyo... So many disruptions... Still, didn't make it for movie coz was very Ex Wor... Should have knew it... Heh! Carried on shopping till 7+, can't tong liao... Damn tired le... Decided to head back home... Bought some food and, home we go...
On the train, saw this very SHUAI de ang moh sia... And in the midst of tiredness, i was making small glances at this guy... And when things got real out of hand, i nearly bumped onto him... I was so so nervous... HAHA!!!! And seriously, i was like 5cm from him, his chest was right beside my head... HAHA!!! Imagine the excited apple there... I nearly chase him home sia... haha!!! But didn't lah, coz different route mah... So Sad...
Finally, saw my block liao, b4 crossing the traffic light(ahem, good citizen)... SAw somebody talking to 2 guys and that somebody resembles my kor but then decided not to care coz in some angle, doesn't look like him, so i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. However, saw this guy pointing my direction, crossed the road, this guy came down and guess wad? Really was my kor lor... Heh!!! And he asked "GO WHERE?!" I'm like "sentosa..." And he just walked away.. The 2 guys he was talking to, i have no idea who r they, so without saying hi, i went up.. And that was pretty much the day except, my 2kor kept saying he doesn't wanna eat, in the end, took quite abit from me... HAHA!!!
I was slacking today again... Wanted to do my D&T but decided not to.. I was just too lazy to... Sian... Hopefully, i got the mood to do tml bah.. Coz she'll be checking on Thurs... Plus, i got my maths to do... Very tao yan the Anglo-chinese de paper, very not clear de lor... Tao Yan... Anyhow, decided to stop doing it liao... Do my Zhonghua p2 tml and do Ortho for D&T... Ok, that's the aim for tml...
O ya, that day went to sentosa, saw my aunty at harbourfront with my cousins as well, they dun seem to recognize me, hope it's not that i've gained weight... HEH!!! PLEASE DUN BE!!!!
The skin starting to peel off from my nose liao... Hai... And i kept scratching it off coz it's so ugly hanging there...
Well, i guess the hoilday is almost over and it's time to be back on track again... Although sian, i hope there will be something to spice it up.
Quite a bit of misunderstandings between pple, hopefully it will clear the air soon.. Hai... Life is tough with all this avoidable misunderstandings... Never mind, if that is gonna spoil any relationship then i suppose that relationship wasn't meant to be...
Starting to miss some friends... I wonder when can we meet up and have fun again... Probably the end of the year... So long...
I carry on loving...
Alright... Somehow, i feel that pple doesn't really wanna believe that Singapore is wad it is today, they just live in denial... When pple praised the country, they will feel jealous... Weird right? Some hate Spore coz of the way the country is run... Like TYS and ping hong... Supporting communists... I really wanna laugh at them sometimes. Maybe communists would work but u can't deny that capitalism is a better way out for this country. Ya, maybe the system in Spore is a bit blend, maybe wad they support are right but can they ever deny that the system we have today is working well? Making us become one of the most advanced state in the world? People, learn to appreciate ok... Dun be so "HISTORY"
Heh! Ok, all those are for National day... Singapore... HAhA!!! Tough to walk through those years... 4 decades ain't easy to come by for this little red dot. Changes of leaders changed things again and again but the faith remains, "One people, one Singapore..." Ya... Later in future, we will look back once more and see the once Prime minister said "MEDEKA!" and feel overwhelmed. Hee~ Rare to see everyone relaxing, joining hand in hand for a day like this... People ranging from the highest to the lowest.. Or is there? Equality ya!
Yesterday, went to Sentosa with Elaine and co... Somehow, things turned a little bad... I supposed i shouldn't have suggested not going... I was really anticipating it, but the weather kind of change things and there were some that doesn't wanna go... I was trying to make things right but i guess i turned the table over... Well, at least 6 of us made it... One doesn't feel like going anymore, the other got to work... Ermm... Sad bout it but went on to have fun.
After we reached Sentosa, the sun was shining brightly and started with the ball game... MuhAHA!!! Our way of playing and the involvement of everyone plus the shining of the sun acts as the catalsyt to all and soon we are on the way to the WaTEr!!!! People that doesn't wanna go initially, ended up in the water too... Except for 2 who we can't force(you know, girls' stuff) and Yuting kind of swim her way from one side to another... I only joined in halfway coz feel very bad letting her swim herself... Wah! I really need more practices for swimming, only swam like half-way nia and i'm panting like siao... Good thing i made it to the shore arbo i dunnoe who can come and save me. HAHA!!! And seriously, i didn't know i can make it... HeH! I was a bit surprised when i felt the sand... heH! LAter, after seeing some monkeys and some tanning alone, i went to bath... Felt refresh after everything but after a while tiredness came.. We went back to harbourfront and pple were having disputes on going where, and i was there waiting and waiting and waiting... Till i finally protested, two of them went home, coz one was pushed into water and got no shirts and was sticky all over, the other coz she doesn't wanna stayed too late. While Yuting, Yvonne, ru and me went along deciding to go bugis watch movie... But even b4 we boarded any train, they wanna go watch fireworks, not knowing yuting and me doesn't wanna... In the end, yuting and me still decided to go without them, but they decided to come alone...
Haiyo... So many disruptions... Still, didn't make it for movie coz was very Ex Wor... Should have knew it... Heh! Carried on shopping till 7+, can't tong liao... Damn tired le... Decided to head back home... Bought some food and, home we go...
On the train, saw this very SHUAI de ang moh sia... And in the midst of tiredness, i was making small glances at this guy... And when things got real out of hand, i nearly bumped onto him... I was so so nervous... HAHA!!!! And seriously, i was like 5cm from him, his chest was right beside my head... HAHA!!! Imagine the excited apple there... I nearly chase him home sia... haha!!! But didn't lah, coz different route mah... So Sad...
Finally, saw my block liao, b4 crossing the traffic light(ahem, good citizen)... SAw somebody talking to 2 guys and that somebody resembles my kor but then decided not to care coz in some angle, doesn't look like him, so i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. However, saw this guy pointing my direction, crossed the road, this guy came down and guess wad? Really was my kor lor... Heh!!! And he asked "GO WHERE?!" I'm like "sentosa..." And he just walked away.. The 2 guys he was talking to, i have no idea who r they, so without saying hi, i went up.. And that was pretty much the day except, my 2kor kept saying he doesn't wanna eat, in the end, took quite abit from me... HAHA!!!
I was slacking today again... Wanted to do my D&T but decided not to.. I was just too lazy to... Sian... Hopefully, i got the mood to do tml bah.. Coz she'll be checking on Thurs... Plus, i got my maths to do... Very tao yan the Anglo-chinese de paper, very not clear de lor... Tao Yan... Anyhow, decided to stop doing it liao... Do my Zhonghua p2 tml and do Ortho for D&T... Ok, that's the aim for tml...
O ya, that day went to sentosa, saw my aunty at harbourfront with my cousins as well, they dun seem to recognize me, hope it's not that i've gained weight... HEH!!! PLEASE DUN BE!!!!
The skin starting to peel off from my nose liao... Hai... And i kept scratching it off coz it's so ugly hanging there...
Well, i guess the hoilday is almost over and it's time to be back on track again... Although sian, i hope there will be something to spice it up.
Quite a bit of misunderstandings between pple, hopefully it will clear the air soon.. Hai... Life is tough with all this avoidable misunderstandings... Never mind, if that is gonna spoil any relationship then i suppose that relationship wasn't meant to be...
Starting to miss some friends... I wonder when can we meet up and have fun again... Probably the end of the year... So long...
I carry on loving...
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
On the 3 aspects...
Finally, i'm back home, relaxing the whole day through! Ha! LAst couple of days drives me to my very limit...
On friday, at work, well, it was supposedly relaxing but i was in total shackness... ha! Probably coz of school early in the morning bah. Wah! Good thing the guests weren't those fussy ones, plus only 12 tables so hai hao... I was just standing there, clearing, pouring tea, portioning was left to Andy, i just gotta serve! HA! Ok, i'm very lazy lah... Anyway, Andy got nothing to do mah! HAhA! Lots of Japanese there... "VACUMM?! VACUMM CLEANER?!" HAHA! If u can read this, then make sure u rmb it ya? Coz Japanese pronouns it as " VaH cUm?! VaH cUm CLeAna?!" HAHA!!!! I'm like "Wad? (Puzzled look on my face)" Just when i wanted to say i have no idea, they pointed towards the floor full of Green Tea powder... HEh HEh!Funny Wor...
Ended real early and i was looking for an opportunity to rest but seems to have lots of things coming up, one after another. The aunties very enthu bout packing up the linens sia... I wanted to go get trash bag but then they already got it. I was reacting to wad Firdaus said, they already told me "No need lah, just count tables can liao" Wah lao! SpeedO! No wonder they are call "AUNTIE" haha!! After the aunties left, i started to skirt the 2IBMs... Wah lao! 1st time skirt so many lor... My thumb was completely red! So dot dot dot! And there was this bunch of guys that came who i guess were the midnight team, chinese guys and immediately, wei Xing got so distracted, and b4 he left to help Chris out, he said "Very familiar.." And i tot those pple were from our school or something but nope, they are not.
The last part of the night was pretty embarassing but at that time i dun feel much, only after thinking bout it. HeH! We were released early at bout 1am. After taking pay, decided to go 7-11 to grab some drinks and food. So i called Firdaus whether they want anything bo. Nescafe for loon and red bull for daus... When i went back up, Chris was like "Buy for WHO? Firdaus ar?" Then i said "NO! For Firdaus AND LOON!" Then ermm... I said "I'm leaving! "And Firdaus blurted out "Msg me when u got home!" WAH!!!! And there they goes... "WAH!!! MSG ME Ar?!" And all the suspicious noises came out of Chris... HAha!!! But at that point, i was too tired to say anything... HeH! Only now then i realised how sheepish the situation was.. Guess it'll be some time b4 they forget those and good thing i couldn't go back next week... HAHA!
Yesterday! Ha! The scheduled thing was meeting them at 9.30am for breakfast. In the end, i couldn't make it coz i was just too damn stucked in the comfort of my bed. Heh! Went to find them at 10.30++ haha! All the way, KAiling kept saying i look very Lian with the sunglass... Which i insist is "STYLE" HA! And i still insist so! Hehe~
All started with their warm-ups. Ting and I were throwing the passes and it was FUN! HA! Too much of it weren't good coz my muscle ache liao... Hee~ 9 games... 15 min each... All the way till 5+... The games were well-played, only for a few bah... Not counting the winnings, they are a bunch of COOL GIRLS! HA!
At the end of the day, we were all burned by the scorching sun. Now, i'm red not only on my face, but my arms and my feet. COoL HuH?! Intended to go for Pizza with yuting but coz her family went to her place, it was cancelled. So went on to eat at Kopitiam... I'm so "sway" Lor! That MIAn got insect LOR! SO disgusting! Good thing i only ate like 1/4 only... HEh!
Then, went on the look for some stuff which i can buy for Monday's outing but couldn't find any... So bout 8+, went back.
Back home, mama nagging that i didn't join, go for wad. And i shouted at her, "Couldn't i go and see the juniors play? You mean, i should wash my hands off after i left? NO ren qing wei de! This is y Spore is such a nation!" She ji tao shoot me back say i a bit also want to shout... Then i'm like, who shout 1st one? She got nothing to say... I carried on eating my Sushi...
Fell alseep on the sofa at 10+. Woke up, tong bue tiao, went to sleep until 11 today. HA! Cool Huh?! Did some maths but haven't finish... Slacking now again... hee~ ANyhow, guess it's gonna be a pretty good day tml... But for some part will be awkward... Hai...
That's wad happened through the 2 days! My life! My STYLE!
Under the scorching sun, I see champions emerging....
On friday, at work, well, it was supposedly relaxing but i was in total shackness... ha! Probably coz of school early in the morning bah. Wah! Good thing the guests weren't those fussy ones, plus only 12 tables so hai hao... I was just standing there, clearing, pouring tea, portioning was left to Andy, i just gotta serve! HA! Ok, i'm very lazy lah... Anyway, Andy got nothing to do mah! HAhA! Lots of Japanese there... "VACUMM?! VACUMM CLEANER?!" HAHA! If u can read this, then make sure u rmb it ya? Coz Japanese pronouns it as " VaH cUm?! VaH cUm CLeAna?!" HAHA!!!! I'm like "Wad? (Puzzled look on my face)" Just when i wanted to say i have no idea, they pointed towards the floor full of Green Tea powder... HEh HEh!Funny Wor...
Ended real early and i was looking for an opportunity to rest but seems to have lots of things coming up, one after another. The aunties very enthu bout packing up the linens sia... I wanted to go get trash bag but then they already got it. I was reacting to wad Firdaus said, they already told me "No need lah, just count tables can liao" Wah lao! SpeedO! No wonder they are call "AUNTIE" haha!! After the aunties left, i started to skirt the 2IBMs... Wah lao! 1st time skirt so many lor... My thumb was completely red! So dot dot dot! And there was this bunch of guys that came who i guess were the midnight team, chinese guys and immediately, wei Xing got so distracted, and b4 he left to help Chris out, he said "Very familiar.." And i tot those pple were from our school or something but nope, they are not.
The last part of the night was pretty embarassing but at that time i dun feel much, only after thinking bout it. HeH! We were released early at bout 1am. After taking pay, decided to go 7-11 to grab some drinks and food. So i called Firdaus whether they want anything bo. Nescafe for loon and red bull for daus... When i went back up, Chris was like "Buy for WHO? Firdaus ar?" Then i said "NO! For Firdaus AND LOON!" Then ermm... I said "I'm leaving! "And Firdaus blurted out "Msg me when u got home!" WAH!!!! And there they goes... "WAH!!! MSG ME Ar?!" And all the suspicious noises came out of Chris... HAha!!! But at that point, i was too tired to say anything... HeH! Only now then i realised how sheepish the situation was.. Guess it'll be some time b4 they forget those and good thing i couldn't go back next week... HAHA!
Yesterday! Ha! The scheduled thing was meeting them at 9.30am for breakfast. In the end, i couldn't make it coz i was just too damn stucked in the comfort of my bed. Heh! Went to find them at 10.30++ haha! All the way, KAiling kept saying i look very Lian with the sunglass... Which i insist is "STYLE" HA! And i still insist so! Hehe~
All started with their warm-ups. Ting and I were throwing the passes and it was FUN! HA! Too much of it weren't good coz my muscle ache liao... Hee~ 9 games... 15 min each... All the way till 5+... The games were well-played, only for a few bah... Not counting the winnings, they are a bunch of COOL GIRLS! HA!
At the end of the day, we were all burned by the scorching sun. Now, i'm red not only on my face, but my arms and my feet. COoL HuH?! Intended to go for Pizza with yuting but coz her family went to her place, it was cancelled. So went on to eat at Kopitiam... I'm so "sway" Lor! That MIAn got insect LOR! SO disgusting! Good thing i only ate like 1/4 only... HEh!
Then, went on the look for some stuff which i can buy for Monday's outing but couldn't find any... So bout 8+, went back.
Back home, mama nagging that i didn't join, go for wad. And i shouted at her, "Couldn't i go and see the juniors play? You mean, i should wash my hands off after i left? NO ren qing wei de! This is y Spore is such a nation!" She ji tao shoot me back say i a bit also want to shout... Then i'm like, who shout 1st one? She got nothing to say... I carried on eating my Sushi...
Fell alseep on the sofa at 10+. Woke up, tong bue tiao, went to sleep until 11 today. HA! Cool Huh?! Did some maths but haven't finish... Slacking now again... hee~ ANyhow, guess it's gonna be a pretty good day tml... But for some part will be awkward... Hai...
That's wad happened through the 2 days! My life! My STYLE!
Under the scorching sun, I see champions emerging....
Friday, August 05, 2005
LA LA LA
Just a swift update. Nothing interesting... Today was normal. Early in the morning, received 8 continuous msges from Dear Firdaus... HeH! Just some nice nice msges.. Wah... Quite wasteful wor... But sweet... Ermm... HeH HeH!!! Sh...
I was rather sick of the school's pple. From the Office, kept using the damn PA system for no apparent reason. Sometimes, i really wish that the PA will just burst! Always, disturbing our lessons. Then, there are those irritating students.. Dunnoe how to behave one leh... How old liao? Still running around the school, shouting, a bunch of monkeys! Suan le... No use de...
Ermm... Chem practical today was... HeH! FUN!!! Lots of funny things happened... BAz broke the chair and i was laughing like mad! My tears came bursting out... HAhA! Shi mei... Ermm... Sometimes, really feel like helping her but everytime when i tried to, she will ask me all those questions which after explaining, she confused me... HA! I'm like... WAd THE!!! That's y today didn't help her at all lor... HeH!
After that, stayed on and played netball or it's just look... Look at juniors play a bit... Ermm... The young ones are real cool ya... Some really got great potential to be a shooter, tall and nice skill. SAturday, another carnival coming along... Wad's different is that i'm not involved... HAi... But will be down to look at them play... This batch is a much better ones... Hopefully they can set some nice records.
Getting ready for tml.. HeH! So excited bout work... Coz i can get pay and Sat can spend spend spend!!! HA!
Ciao!
Redundant...
I was rather sick of the school's pple. From the Office, kept using the damn PA system for no apparent reason. Sometimes, i really wish that the PA will just burst! Always, disturbing our lessons. Then, there are those irritating students.. Dunnoe how to behave one leh... How old liao? Still running around the school, shouting, a bunch of monkeys! Suan le... No use de...
Ermm... Chem practical today was... HeH! FUN!!! Lots of funny things happened... BAz broke the chair and i was laughing like mad! My tears came bursting out... HAhA! Shi mei... Ermm... Sometimes, really feel like helping her but everytime when i tried to, she will ask me all those questions which after explaining, she confused me... HA! I'm like... WAd THE!!! That's y today didn't help her at all lor... HeH!
After that, stayed on and played netball or it's just look... Look at juniors play a bit... Ermm... The young ones are real cool ya... Some really got great potential to be a shooter, tall and nice skill. SAturday, another carnival coming along... Wad's different is that i'm not involved... HAi... But will be down to look at them play... This batch is a much better ones... Hopefully they can set some nice records.
Getting ready for tml.. HeH! So excited bout work... Coz i can get pay and Sat can spend spend spend!!! HA!
Ciao!
Redundant...
Thursday, August 04, 2005
An awesome Wed!
HeH Heh! And i thought the day would be tough. It turned out fine. Classes were usual. Today, i was seriously being bullied by 2 guys! Izwan and Ping hong! These 2 guys just kept hitting me for no reason and i was like struggling to get my revenge but always, i failed. And i msged faizal to tell him that his brother was bullying me coz he promised to back me up(though most of the time, he did the same thing) Ha! Nowadays, feel much happier in school due to all these fun, though sickening, it's awesome!
After school, Geog mock was ok, nothing tough, the usual stuff. With the usual speed, manage to at least complete the paper, without checking... HA! Hopefully, it'll turned out well bah! Miss Teo was gone when we went to her after mock.. Hai... thought she said she would wait? Ermm... Nvm... Explain to her tml.
Back home, rested, then went to 10 mile junction with lao ma! Heh! I haven't been there for years! The other time i was there, it just started and got no shops at all, now it is so crowded. We shopped for all the value-for-money thingy! HeH! And i bought Alcohol in mama's presence! HeH! So happy to be able to grab a bottle and bring it home. I'm drinking it now! Ha! Ok, it's just something mere, not those with high alcohol %. A starter for me? heh! u think leh?!
Did my work liao, left with a few more qns for El and summary. Printed out D&T, stopped doing things at 10 today. Heh! A bit tired from the carrying of large bags... HeH! Excited bout everything that's coming along... Hee~
O ya, National day coming! Await that day to arrive and maybe u'll see something real fascinating post up here... heH!!
k, i'm ending... Wanna go relax liao!
Spirit's up high!
After school, Geog mock was ok, nothing tough, the usual stuff. With the usual speed, manage to at least complete the paper, without checking... HA! Hopefully, it'll turned out well bah! Miss Teo was gone when we went to her after mock.. Hai... thought she said she would wait? Ermm... Nvm... Explain to her tml.
Back home, rested, then went to 10 mile junction with lao ma! Heh! I haven't been there for years! The other time i was there, it just started and got no shops at all, now it is so crowded. We shopped for all the value-for-money thingy! HeH! And i bought Alcohol in mama's presence! HeH! So happy to be able to grab a bottle and bring it home. I'm drinking it now! Ha! Ok, it's just something mere, not those with high alcohol %. A starter for me? heh! u think leh?!
Did my work liao, left with a few more qns for El and summary. Printed out D&T, stopped doing things at 10 today. Heh! A bit tired from the carrying of large bags... HeH! Excited bout everything that's coming along... Hee~
O ya, National day coming! Await that day to arrive and maybe u'll see something real fascinating post up here... heH!!
k, i'm ending... Wanna go relax liao!
Spirit's up high!
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
ARGH!!!!
Is it just me or is everyone slacking out there? When i finished my stuff just now, i happily took out the chocolate i bought and started munching till i remembered i got my D&T undone. KaO! Then, after some flipping of my organiser, i realised i didn't do my EL compre. Sick! I was so hardworking just now lor, completed my last graph of the Coral's sec paper, when i have given up last night, then continued with newspaper cutting then towards Chemistry punishment. In the end, i still got so much stuff undone. Very sad...
Geog Mock tml? Ermm... I merely browsed through the points. Guess it wun turned out well at all coz seriously, i dun rmb anything thought by Miss Ang this year, and from last year, maybe i still can remember a little. Hopefully, Tourism will come out instead of environmental degradation. Well, i really need to dig my head into ED and Dev during the holidays to get ready for the next mock. Hai... Geog is the one subject i swore not to do bad in. So i can't possibly let it go. Will BuCku uPu!
Rushing with my D&T now... Erm... I'm done with the choices except they're all in com. HeH! haven't printed out yet. Well, at least, i'm done with this part.
I'm getting all stressed up with all the workloads coming upon me. Or are there? Well, there are... Dunno how the others manage to continue to do so well while some have no worries hecking care bout their work. Sometimes, i just take my hat off for both of those types. One maintain so well, one just doesn't care... And i'm hanging in the middle, struggling...
There's gonna be a very long weekend for us. I guess after Friday's work, i'm gonna slack a teeny weeny more and then start to pack up the stuff. Compelling all the notes from the past few years together and then, rushed out D&T... Other stuff? Enjoy a bit on Monday. Start to buck up on Tues, hopefully, i can finished wad i want to by Tues. And as for Wed, ermm... Will, take some well-deserve rest and then begin to study liao.. Heh! If all goes well, then i guess this national day is a fruitful one.
I lost my way....
Geog Mock tml? Ermm... I merely browsed through the points. Guess it wun turned out well at all coz seriously, i dun rmb anything thought by Miss Ang this year, and from last year, maybe i still can remember a little. Hopefully, Tourism will come out instead of environmental degradation. Well, i really need to dig my head into ED and Dev during the holidays to get ready for the next mock. Hai... Geog is the one subject i swore not to do bad in. So i can't possibly let it go. Will BuCku uPu!
Rushing with my D&T now... Erm... I'm done with the choices except they're all in com. HeH! haven't printed out yet. Well, at least, i'm done with this part.
I'm getting all stressed up with all the workloads coming upon me. Or are there? Well, there are... Dunno how the others manage to continue to do so well while some have no worries hecking care bout their work. Sometimes, i just take my hat off for both of those types. One maintain so well, one just doesn't care... And i'm hanging in the middle, struggling...
There's gonna be a very long weekend for us. I guess after Friday's work, i'm gonna slack a teeny weeny more and then start to pack up the stuff. Compelling all the notes from the past few years together and then, rushed out D&T... Other stuff? Enjoy a bit on Monday. Start to buck up on Tues, hopefully, i can finished wad i want to by Tues. And as for Wed, ermm... Will, take some well-deserve rest and then begin to study liao.. Heh! If all goes well, then i guess this national day is a fruitful one.
I lost my way....
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Demented by all...
On wad happened today.. Lots of running just to make a joke out of myself? HAHA! No lah, trying to grab some balls but ended up just running. Sweated a lot!
Again... Got beaten by Izwan for no reason, just for the sake of beating me? Sian... And Ping Hong, kept scaring me for no reason also. Plus, Faizal's poking fingers... O god... Pain and tickling... Ting, yuting and me are the victims of these brutality... Heh HeH!
Wad else? After recess, i started feeling real sleepy, my eyes could just close while listening to pple talk. And when my head had the chance to lie down, i would be asleep... However, every now and then, there are things that awakes me... Like Miss chong's talking, Ting, yuting and Ping Hong's asking and my own self-conscious telling me to listen... HA! Fancy having the self-consciousness when my mind is asleep... Hee~ Wadever...
HAi... Wonder wad's gonna happen next few days. In schedule, Maths mock tml, Geog mock on wed. Heh! Everything's bout school. Thurs... Ermm... No time to relax, gonna call felicia to tell her that i can make it on that day so there's no surprise if i am damn tired on Friday. Well, maybe u'll be asking y am i working on a weekday? HA! No $$... My bill came, $40+... Ermm... Recently, that da kor of mine kept taking money from mama and mama got no $$ herself... So i decided not to add on to her burden liao... Plus 2kor is asking for $50 for the bus stamp or something... So, there it goes again, 2 brothers up there taking all the $$ away from mama, mama is totally drained, and she gotta do a lot more than just giving us money, them to be exact. Just trying to lighten her burden by paying the $40+ bill myself. Friday's not gonna be enough. Seriously, this is not the way, i mean, i'm really neglecting my studies if i go to work. Results' already detoriating liao... But, wad to do? I'm not as well-to-do as some of my friends are, they got their parents to pay for them, they got siblings to help them... Me? None of those exists... Hai... Suan liao lah... WAd can i do? Earning is all i can do. But i'll make sure i will not neglect my studies... HEH! Enjoy myself bah... Anyway, i'm doing ok i suppose... For maths... Tml need to study for Geog... HEh! Sh...
Sometimes, I despise those that only say and doesn't do and those that kept boosting wad they have. It is so irritating. Wad do they get from showing off? Just some self-own satisfaction which make others detest their way of doing things. Some just talk too much without any action taken. Wad's the use of saying "ya, i will do it" and in the end, nothing is done... So sux! The other day, Ping Hong was telling me some pple from our class likes to get info from others on whether they are done with their stuff and he thinks that those pple are really cunning... Well, same thoughts i have... Y is the world so ugly? Y are pple putting on a front? Isn't there someone out there who just dun compare themselves with others but just themselves? Hardly... I admit i do compare with others but then in the end, wad do i gain? Just some foolish jealousy... However, recent years, i have stopped doing that, i dun asked for pple's result anymore... And i avoid being asked by anyone... So wad if i'm better or worse? There's nothing wrong with soaring a result which i call my own and it's only natural that sometimes pple fall... Some ingrates just enjoy making other feels guilty of their results, and then feel the joy of others failing. Ok, maybe i shouldn't blame them, they are ingrates right? Heh! Ok... Enough of my anger... I just got this sudden urge of expressing some of the unhappiness i have in me for so long, too long.. At the end of the day, i'll still proceed with wadever i'm doing and continue to do wad i insist on.
Mama today very good to me... Heh! Or maybe i should say she has always been good to me but today in particular. She serves me things when i didn't say i want. 1st, she brought the rice into the room, then she got me a cup of ice water then she sliced apple for me... I'm like, mama today a bit weird hor... ANd she doesn't have any motives in doing those stuff o! She never have motives in giving us the best. Just a bit too good.. Heh!
Anyhow, that's the end... Lots of unpleasant things happening... HA! I'm still me...
If you feel my love again... Do tell me so...
Again... Got beaten by Izwan for no reason, just for the sake of beating me? Sian... And Ping Hong, kept scaring me for no reason also. Plus, Faizal's poking fingers... O god... Pain and tickling... Ting, yuting and me are the victims of these brutality... Heh HeH!
Wad else? After recess, i started feeling real sleepy, my eyes could just close while listening to pple talk. And when my head had the chance to lie down, i would be asleep... However, every now and then, there are things that awakes me... Like Miss chong's talking, Ting, yuting and Ping Hong's asking and my own self-conscious telling me to listen... HA! Fancy having the self-consciousness when my mind is asleep... Hee~ Wadever...
HAi... Wonder wad's gonna happen next few days. In schedule, Maths mock tml, Geog mock on wed. Heh! Everything's bout school. Thurs... Ermm... No time to relax, gonna call felicia to tell her that i can make it on that day so there's no surprise if i am damn tired on Friday. Well, maybe u'll be asking y am i working on a weekday? HA! No $$... My bill came, $40+... Ermm... Recently, that da kor of mine kept taking money from mama and mama got no $$ herself... So i decided not to add on to her burden liao... Plus 2kor is asking for $50 for the bus stamp or something... So, there it goes again, 2 brothers up there taking all the $$ away from mama, mama is totally drained, and she gotta do a lot more than just giving us money, them to be exact. Just trying to lighten her burden by paying the $40+ bill myself. Friday's not gonna be enough. Seriously, this is not the way, i mean, i'm really neglecting my studies if i go to work. Results' already detoriating liao... But, wad to do? I'm not as well-to-do as some of my friends are, they got their parents to pay for them, they got siblings to help them... Me? None of those exists... Hai... Suan liao lah... WAd can i do? Earning is all i can do. But i'll make sure i will not neglect my studies... HEH! Enjoy myself bah... Anyway, i'm doing ok i suppose... For maths... Tml need to study for Geog... HEh! Sh...
Sometimes, I despise those that only say and doesn't do and those that kept boosting wad they have. It is so irritating. Wad do they get from showing off? Just some self-own satisfaction which make others detest their way of doing things. Some just talk too much without any action taken. Wad's the use of saying "ya, i will do it" and in the end, nothing is done... So sux! The other day, Ping Hong was telling me some pple from our class likes to get info from others on whether they are done with their stuff and he thinks that those pple are really cunning... Well, same thoughts i have... Y is the world so ugly? Y are pple putting on a front? Isn't there someone out there who just dun compare themselves with others but just themselves? Hardly... I admit i do compare with others but then in the end, wad do i gain? Just some foolish jealousy... However, recent years, i have stopped doing that, i dun asked for pple's result anymore... And i avoid being asked by anyone... So wad if i'm better or worse? There's nothing wrong with soaring a result which i call my own and it's only natural that sometimes pple fall... Some ingrates just enjoy making other feels guilty of their results, and then feel the joy of others failing. Ok, maybe i shouldn't blame them, they are ingrates right? Heh! Ok... Enough of my anger... I just got this sudden urge of expressing some of the unhappiness i have in me for so long, too long.. At the end of the day, i'll still proceed with wadever i'm doing and continue to do wad i insist on.
Mama today very good to me... Heh! Or maybe i should say she has always been good to me but today in particular. She serves me things when i didn't say i want. 1st, she brought the rice into the room, then she got me a cup of ice water then she sliced apple for me... I'm like, mama today a bit weird hor... ANd she doesn't have any motives in doing those stuff o! She never have motives in giving us the best. Just a bit too good.. Heh!
Anyhow, that's the end... Lots of unpleasant things happening... HA! I'm still me...
If you feel my love again... Do tell me so...
Monday, August 01, 2005
Bitching!
I'm still here... Did Maths le... This time round, i really did concentrate on completing them but then, i'm still left with 4 qns undone. Not that i dunnoe, just that i dun feel like doing liao... Very indulged in Music today... I was kind of lying there for like 1 hour listening and singing along, heh! Sick of me but i haven't do that for ages liao.. HAHA!!
Ermm.. WAD else? I broke an egg this morning! HAHA!!! Wanted to put it into the cup noodles but i didn't open the opening big enough, it came rolling down! HEh! Good thing mama didn't find out, arbo she's gonna kill me!
I got lots of msges today.. From different people... Got jokes, got greetings and questions, got chattings... Hai... So So... BuSY! Heh! Something to relax myself? Maybe... But strained my CASH! HEH! Hee~ This few days, when pple send me jokes, b4 i even finish, i guessed the endings... HAHA! very smart hor! HEE~ However, it still made me laughed a bit, knowing that these friends of mine thought of me.
Still, i find myself very clumsy bout a lot of things. People try to hint me bout something and i always dun get it. It's not just once or twice k, is most of the time! Most of my life... Pathetic right? Find myself so absent-minded sometimes... Wad a life! However, there are times when i know but act dunnoe... HAhA! Ok, that's on stuff which i dun like to talk bout or it is when i'm not in the mood to talk. HeH! So dun blame me lah.. My trademark, saying "I dunnoe" HEh! Some pple get fed up of me saying "i dunnoe" But fact is, when u dunnoe, u really dunnoe, can't force an answer out right? Better to say nothing than to lead wrongly. Ya?
Seems like i'm ignoring wad's happening around liao... I kind of pulled myself away from all the gossips and stuff coz i think it is better to be not involved in things like that. I'm only caring bout things that concerns myself. Now, when pple asked, then i'll answer if i know. If not, i will be concentrating on my own stuff, everything from my life, to studies... I haven't really talk to pple bout wad's happpening with myself for a while le... As in, those within me. Minor stuff like, tired with life, stress bout school, not gonna put myself in love, all this... Superficial things... Seriously, who can i say to... Ermm.. Actually can to talk to pple lah, but i chose not to. Rather kept them inside instead of attracting harmful criticisms. Hai... Bo liao me... Bitching again!
Done, dun wanna bitch liao, arbo i'll really become a bitch! CRAPS!
Looking at you falling in love... I felt the pinch...
Ermm.. WAD else? I broke an egg this morning! HAHA!!! Wanted to put it into the cup noodles but i didn't open the opening big enough, it came rolling down! HEh! Good thing mama didn't find out, arbo she's gonna kill me!
I got lots of msges today.. From different people... Got jokes, got greetings and questions, got chattings... Hai... So So... BuSY! Heh! Something to relax myself? Maybe... But strained my CASH! HEH! Hee~ This few days, when pple send me jokes, b4 i even finish, i guessed the endings... HAHA! very smart hor! HEE~ However, it still made me laughed a bit, knowing that these friends of mine thought of me.
Still, i find myself very clumsy bout a lot of things. People try to hint me bout something and i always dun get it. It's not just once or twice k, is most of the time! Most of my life... Pathetic right? Find myself so absent-minded sometimes... Wad a life! However, there are times when i know but act dunnoe... HAhA! Ok, that's on stuff which i dun like to talk bout or it is when i'm not in the mood to talk. HeH! So dun blame me lah.. My trademark, saying "I dunnoe" HEh! Some pple get fed up of me saying "i dunnoe" But fact is, when u dunnoe, u really dunnoe, can't force an answer out right? Better to say nothing than to lead wrongly. Ya?
Seems like i'm ignoring wad's happening around liao... I kind of pulled myself away from all the gossips and stuff coz i think it is better to be not involved in things like that. I'm only caring bout things that concerns myself. Now, when pple asked, then i'll answer if i know. If not, i will be concentrating on my own stuff, everything from my life, to studies... I haven't really talk to pple bout wad's happpening with myself for a while le... As in, those within me. Minor stuff like, tired with life, stress bout school, not gonna put myself in love, all this... Superficial things... Seriously, who can i say to... Ermm.. Actually can to talk to pple lah, but i chose not to. Rather kept them inside instead of attracting harmful criticisms. Hai... Bo liao me... Bitching again!
Done, dun wanna bitch liao, arbo i'll really become a bitch! CRAPS!
Looking at you falling in love... I felt the pinch...
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Enjoying and worrying...
Just as excepted. I didn't do much today... Heh! Was outta the house since like 3.30pm? Sad.. All i did was get some info bout the stuff for D&T in net and that's bout it. Didn't touch my Maths at all or anything... And now, i'm here, slacking..
I dun think there'll be any time for me to relax at all tml. 1st, i got a whole set of maths paper which may take away like, 5 hours of the day. Then, i got D&t to touch on. lastly, chemistry Mock to study.. Sian wor.. So many stuff!
Today's concert? Ermm.. Or should i say just a simple music thingy by the Kel's music school? Not much excitement at all... People seem to make so many mistakes and i nearly fell asleep and i was damn hungry lor.. Kao... So i'm like starving till 6.30 then went to the timah market there eat eat and saw Silong there. Hee~ Wave wave at him.. he doesn't seem to recognise me sia... But he did smiled.
After that, went to westmall shop shop. Didn't buy anything lah... Went to library borrowed books. Judith Gould, another author to take note of. Her books are really graphic when it comes to those, u know, "bed" parts.. haha! Haven't been seriously burying my head in reading this whole week coz of D&T... Ermm... Should make it up next week.
Last night talked to Bt kor bout some stuff... Ermm.. Just some stuff which came out of no where but seems to have lots to say. O ya, i think he still dun get wad i mean by the default colour... HeH! The thing which u can use to change the colours of the chatbox of certain pple. Anyhow, it's ok... Just some unimportant things to entertain myself... Heh! Seriously, wad is like to be 21 years old? Dunno.. His, seem to be very troubled... Hai... I guess i gotta wait for 4 more years to know wad that is like. Till then, i will still be the carefree APPLE! Or not.. HAhA!
I supposed life like this is still the best. I wun neglect anyone for anyone. I wun have to think of ways to make anyone happy. For friends, it is up to them to decide whether to be my friends, if i am irritating to them then they can leave. I wun stop them. Somehow, i've seen through it all. Some are true to you and will be there for you till the end of time while some are just seeking some fun from someone different from them. Minorities come to talk bout life with you just to get some assurance in some way or another. Good thing i am not someone that needs to be heard every now and then, i can just talk to myself bout wadever sickening probs i have, only some that can be shared are shared... HEh! Ok, i'm talking craps again wor... Dun understand? NVM, i understand myself can liao.
I realised someone's observation quite good huh... Dunno y, just a simple sentence can let him think so much. Ha! I guess that is one of those who are with higher IQs.. heh!
Gonna go read liao... Ciao!
Feeling empty within myself again... I long for that open arms to hug me tight... I miss... I miss everything that occured in the past... Can something take over that emptiness? Please?
I dun think there'll be any time for me to relax at all tml. 1st, i got a whole set of maths paper which may take away like, 5 hours of the day. Then, i got D&t to touch on. lastly, chemistry Mock to study.. Sian wor.. So many stuff!
Today's concert? Ermm.. Or should i say just a simple music thingy by the Kel's music school? Not much excitement at all... People seem to make so many mistakes and i nearly fell asleep and i was damn hungry lor.. Kao... So i'm like starving till 6.30 then went to the timah market there eat eat and saw Silong there. Hee~ Wave wave at him.. he doesn't seem to recognise me sia... But he did smiled.
After that, went to westmall shop shop. Didn't buy anything lah... Went to library borrowed books. Judith Gould, another author to take note of. Her books are really graphic when it comes to those, u know, "bed" parts.. haha! Haven't been seriously burying my head in reading this whole week coz of D&T... Ermm... Should make it up next week.
Last night talked to Bt kor bout some stuff... Ermm.. Just some stuff which came out of no where but seems to have lots to say. O ya, i think he still dun get wad i mean by the default colour... HeH! The thing which u can use to change the colours of the chatbox of certain pple. Anyhow, it's ok... Just some unimportant things to entertain myself... Heh! Seriously, wad is like to be 21 years old? Dunno.. His, seem to be very troubled... Hai... I guess i gotta wait for 4 more years to know wad that is like. Till then, i will still be the carefree APPLE! Or not.. HAhA!
I supposed life like this is still the best. I wun neglect anyone for anyone. I wun have to think of ways to make anyone happy. For friends, it is up to them to decide whether to be my friends, if i am irritating to them then they can leave. I wun stop them. Somehow, i've seen through it all. Some are true to you and will be there for you till the end of time while some are just seeking some fun from someone different from them. Minorities come to talk bout life with you just to get some assurance in some way or another. Good thing i am not someone that needs to be heard every now and then, i can just talk to myself bout wadever sickening probs i have, only some that can be shared are shared... HEh! Ok, i'm talking craps again wor... Dun understand? NVM, i understand myself can liao.
I realised someone's observation quite good huh... Dunno y, just a simple sentence can let him think so much. Ha! I guess that is one of those who are with higher IQs.. heh!
Gonna go read liao... Ciao!
Feeling empty within myself again... I long for that open arms to hug me tight... I miss... I miss everything that occured in the past... Can something take over that emptiness? Please?
Saturday, July 30, 2005
StresS..
So, the day was pretty good for me. Although i was very tired when i walked to school, i was switched to the "Awake" mode once the 1st period starts coz of the mock test. 4 periods straight, struggling with 24 qns. Heh! Later, Faizal came with all the tickling.. I was like in total shock when he poke his finger on my waist, i totally jumped up. The loudest was ting, she screamed pretty loud, almost everyone heard! HeH!
Assembly was very lame. Due to the fall of the roof in the hall, we gotta go to the indoor gym for a very pathertic assembly! Sickening! They were talking bout "Students' suggestions" COme on lor, can make it bo?! Ridiculous to have a "Be yourself day", wad will pple think of the school? Too liberal... Chey!
B4 CL test started, Yu was asking me bout the Dnd thingy and i suddenly forgot when is the date. Heh! So i msg bt kor to confirm. hehe~ Ermm... B4 that, Billy was telling me that Chris was very pissed bout it, coz no one seems to appreciate their effort... Ermm... Well, i tried...
Just when the bell rang, and school was over, Izwan came over and beat me, and there we go again, running around to beat each other... heH! And guess wad? i dunnoe wad ting did, she kind of jumped and kicked me or something and Miss Teo was startled by it... HAHA! So funny!
Ok, so i was very bad today, li xiao-ing everyone i could. From Hui ru to Ping hong to Xin Zhi... HAHA! Everyone caught in my hands... heH HeH! It has been a while since i really had that much fun. During D&T, i made a lot of circles for decor use... Ermm... After that, actually intended to go home but saw Juniors training their shooting so i went to play with them and so, play till like 4 then decide to go home... HeH
BAck home, rested... AFter that went PasAm mAlAm with MAmA to buy things eat eat... and that was my dinner... i didn't do any work today sia.. very bad of me... Well, another week has passed, it is time for me to relax a little b4 the next battle begins. Ermmm... I feel very tight sia... U see, it's like 11pm now, later, maybe i'll go do some maths, or not? Then, tml gonna go out with Yuting, will surely be back late, wun be able to do much. Then, left sunday... Got like 2 maths papers need to be done, in addition, i still got D&T! SIA!!! PLUS, THERE'S CHEM MOCK ON MONDAY!!!! ARGH!!!!! I'M GONNA GO CRAZY!!!!! JIU MING AR!!!!!
Hai... And Bt kor was telling me that O level should be a breeze for us and that Mocks are craps... Maybe.. you know, there's actually nothing important bout Mocks, it's not counted or wadsoever but then, if we can't do the mocks, then how are we suppose to be ready for Os? Hai... Though it's quite right that mocks aren't important, still i am very bothered by them. Hai... Aims are high... Once a straight As class... ONCE! SO SAD! I went thru the SP's guide to courses and careers, and i realised their Business course criteria for El is the least 6... Hai... Cham lah.. feel very stress sia... Cannot wor.. Science very Stress too... Dun really know i can make it not, all the answers so long.. HU is hai... Can remember but have to write, need to link, weigh, X-refer... OMG... SAD SAD SAD!!!
Ok, getting very paraniod here... Not a good thing... No matter how everything turns out, will be able to make it.. Maybe not up on the board but as long as i can make it to where i want to then everything is ok...
GonnA go out tml! DreSS dRESS drESS!!! PlAy plAy plAy! PiC pIC pIC! RelAc relAC reLAc... (Though i'm here rejoicing bout going out, my heart is still very worried...)
Losing my way... Again...
Assembly was very lame. Due to the fall of the roof in the hall, we gotta go to the indoor gym for a very pathertic assembly! Sickening! They were talking bout "Students' suggestions" COme on lor, can make it bo?! Ridiculous to have a "Be yourself day", wad will pple think of the school? Too liberal... Chey!
B4 CL test started, Yu was asking me bout the Dnd thingy and i suddenly forgot when is the date. Heh! So i msg bt kor to confirm. hehe~ Ermm... B4 that, Billy was telling me that Chris was very pissed bout it, coz no one seems to appreciate their effort... Ermm... Well, i tried...
Just when the bell rang, and school was over, Izwan came over and beat me, and there we go again, running around to beat each other... heH! And guess wad? i dunnoe wad ting did, she kind of jumped and kicked me or something and Miss Teo was startled by it... HAHA! So funny!
Ok, so i was very bad today, li xiao-ing everyone i could. From Hui ru to Ping hong to Xin Zhi... HAHA! Everyone caught in my hands... heH HeH! It has been a while since i really had that much fun. During D&T, i made a lot of circles for decor use... Ermm... After that, actually intended to go home but saw Juniors training their shooting so i went to play with them and so, play till like 4 then decide to go home... HeH
BAck home, rested... AFter that went PasAm mAlAm with MAmA to buy things eat eat... and that was my dinner... i didn't do any work today sia.. very bad of me... Well, another week has passed, it is time for me to relax a little b4 the next battle begins. Ermmm... I feel very tight sia... U see, it's like 11pm now, later, maybe i'll go do some maths, or not? Then, tml gonna go out with Yuting, will surely be back late, wun be able to do much. Then, left sunday... Got like 2 maths papers need to be done, in addition, i still got D&T! SIA!!! PLUS, THERE'S CHEM MOCK ON MONDAY!!!! ARGH!!!!! I'M GONNA GO CRAZY!!!!! JIU MING AR!!!!!
Hai... And Bt kor was telling me that O level should be a breeze for us and that Mocks are craps... Maybe.. you know, there's actually nothing important bout Mocks, it's not counted or wadsoever but then, if we can't do the mocks, then how are we suppose to be ready for Os? Hai... Though it's quite right that mocks aren't important, still i am very bothered by them. Hai... Aims are high... Once a straight As class... ONCE! SO SAD! I went thru the SP's guide to courses and careers, and i realised their Business course criteria for El is the least 6... Hai... Cham lah.. feel very stress sia... Cannot wor.. Science very Stress too... Dun really know i can make it not, all the answers so long.. HU is hai... Can remember but have to write, need to link, weigh, X-refer... OMG... SAD SAD SAD!!!
Ok, getting very paraniod here... Not a good thing... No matter how everything turns out, will be able to make it.. Maybe not up on the board but as long as i can make it to where i want to then everything is ok...
GonnA go out tml! DreSS dRESS drESS!!! PlAy plAy plAy! PiC pIC pIC! RelAc relAC reLAc... (Though i'm here rejoicing bout going out, my heart is still very worried...)
Losing my way... Again...
Friday, July 29, 2005
Long BlOgGy
Lost in the dark... Lost in space... Hai... Wad the hell! Ok, it is a day of silence for me, not much screaming and shouting or wadsoever. However, i did get crazy for a few times. HeE~
1st off, all the lessons were not much fun. Except for EL, ermm... Picture description.. Everyone that stood up to talk caused some commotion, hEH! Izwan remained as the "stubborn" one who doesn't barge when he is so obviously wrong. HA!
I started to wake up during Chemistry lesson, hai... Again.. Miss Wang was explaining the tys.. Erm.. There's one qn where she kept explaining and explaining and explaining when all the explanations were wrong. Come on! 40cm cube of some solution, that has higher concentration, answer is direct; faster reaction. However, she came up with number of moles when the qn did not give that at all. In the end, she still insists that she's right but, nobody raised up that she's wrong. Only Ping hong, yuting and me spot the mistakes. Hai...
Faizal was... Ermm... Dunnoe... This guy msged me quite a lot recently to talk bout craps. HeH! In school, kept disturbing the class... Together with his buddy, Izwan. Just now, Izwan beat me for no reason and i hit him back! Ha! And it goes on and on and on! Ha! Ok, a bit childish but then that's the way to spice up our lifes! HeH!
Besides him, Andy(rat) msged me as well... Erm... Dunnoe how to explain... When it's time to tell, i'll tell.. heH!
Ok, yesterday, i feigned sickness. Heh! Rmb i once said there was this idiotic man who is in my friendster list who kept wanting to meet up with me? Ermm... Kept pestering me. After such a long time, he came to talk to me and once again asked me out. I told him i was sick... HEH! Ok lah, i was really sick lah! SICK of being tired, SICK of school, SICK of nonsense... HeH! SICK lor! Hee~ Truth is, got no mood, no time, no energy to entertain this type of people. Come on lor, if i got the time, y not hang out with friends? Go to work? Or even just sit there and meditate? Heh! Do you think i would waste this kind of time going out with someone i dunno?! HeH!
So, i supposed Yuting has started to do her D&T liao... HAhA! After we're finished! Ermm.. She kept asking me bout wad she should do with her project. She's making another toy wagon, one that Cheryl has done. Well, out of all the choices, she chose to do that and she asked me bout it? HeH! i'm not even sure there's such complicated stuff involved in wagon not. Also, from my knowledge, wagon is those carriage... HeH HeH! Dunno how to help her and seriously... Dun really wanna helped the other group. Ok, very mean of me... Cos u see, last year when our group was busying thinking of ideas, they were not doing anything. When we are done with our artefact, they took our ideas and finished them in a short period of time. In the end, passing N level. You know how frustrating is that? When we put in double or even triple the effort but getting the same result as those that did not put in the effort? Hai.. Ok, i know i'm being self-centred here but then, that's wad some of us from our group thinks. At least this year is better lah, more of the hardworking ones started almost at the same time as us. Only a handful not putting in effort bah. Wadever! I did my own stuff, put in my effort and get the rightful result, satisfied!
Didn't study much for CL test tml... Ermm... Guess i've stopped working hard for CL liao.. Hai... but then, i still gotta work for it coz still got prelim. However,the most important thing is, I'm a Chinese, i odd to know my language and not just knowing but understanding and making it rooted in me. HeH! Me and my naggings...
Saw Kailing today... back to trained the juniors. Ermm.. Went over to talk to her a bit. Her knee is ok she said, just some limping. Ermm.. She's not working now, just going for therapy. Her work will start in Sep. Ermm.. Was looking at the juniors trained. Erm... Not bad i supposed. A bit lazy is some way... But well, it's only the beginning nia. Coach said they think too much about themselves, dun care bout others. Not a good thing as a team, ermm.. Slowly nurture bah... As for the older juniors, HA! those that likes to slack, still slacking. Those that just joined in the division are a bit slow... But i guess slowly, will improve de..Ha! Me like pro here, judging on them! HeH! Not pro, just more experienced! Hee~ Ah... How i missed those days... After O level, shall get them together and go play again! MuHAHA! Good thing my relationship with them not bad...
"By the way, i missed you a lot and LOVE U" Ermm.... How would u feel if u receive this kind of msg from someone? HeH! Think about it wor... A bit awkward. Although it's flattering, it ain't something to be happy bout.
Hao lah... Will end here... Adios!
Missing...
1st off, all the lessons were not much fun. Except for EL, ermm... Picture description.. Everyone that stood up to talk caused some commotion, hEH! Izwan remained as the "stubborn" one who doesn't barge when he is so obviously wrong. HA!
I started to wake up during Chemistry lesson, hai... Again.. Miss Wang was explaining the tys.. Erm.. There's one qn where she kept explaining and explaining and explaining when all the explanations were wrong. Come on! 40cm cube of some solution, that has higher concentration, answer is direct; faster reaction. However, she came up with number of moles when the qn did not give that at all. In the end, she still insists that she's right but, nobody raised up that she's wrong. Only Ping hong, yuting and me spot the mistakes. Hai...
Faizal was... Ermm... Dunnoe... This guy msged me quite a lot recently to talk bout craps. HeH! In school, kept disturbing the class... Together with his buddy, Izwan. Just now, Izwan beat me for no reason and i hit him back! Ha! And it goes on and on and on! Ha! Ok, a bit childish but then that's the way to spice up our lifes! HeH!
Besides him, Andy(rat) msged me as well... Erm... Dunnoe how to explain... When it's time to tell, i'll tell.. heH!
Ok, yesterday, i feigned sickness. Heh! Rmb i once said there was this idiotic man who is in my friendster list who kept wanting to meet up with me? Ermm... Kept pestering me. After such a long time, he came to talk to me and once again asked me out. I told him i was sick... HEH! Ok lah, i was really sick lah! SICK of being tired, SICK of school, SICK of nonsense... HeH! SICK lor! Hee~ Truth is, got no mood, no time, no energy to entertain this type of people. Come on lor, if i got the time, y not hang out with friends? Go to work? Or even just sit there and meditate? Heh! Do you think i would waste this kind of time going out with someone i dunno?! HeH!
So, i supposed Yuting has started to do her D&T liao... HAhA! After we're finished! Ermm.. She kept asking me bout wad she should do with her project. She's making another toy wagon, one that Cheryl has done. Well, out of all the choices, she chose to do that and she asked me bout it? HeH! i'm not even sure there's such complicated stuff involved in wagon not. Also, from my knowledge, wagon is those carriage... HeH HeH! Dunno how to help her and seriously... Dun really wanna helped the other group. Ok, very mean of me... Cos u see, last year when our group was busying thinking of ideas, they were not doing anything. When we are done with our artefact, they took our ideas and finished them in a short period of time. In the end, passing N level. You know how frustrating is that? When we put in double or even triple the effort but getting the same result as those that did not put in the effort? Hai.. Ok, i know i'm being self-centred here but then, that's wad some of us from our group thinks. At least this year is better lah, more of the hardworking ones started almost at the same time as us. Only a handful not putting in effort bah. Wadever! I did my own stuff, put in my effort and get the rightful result, satisfied!
Didn't study much for CL test tml... Ermm... Guess i've stopped working hard for CL liao.. Hai... but then, i still gotta work for it coz still got prelim. However,the most important thing is, I'm a Chinese, i odd to know my language and not just knowing but understanding and making it rooted in me. HeH! Me and my naggings...
Saw Kailing today... back to trained the juniors. Ermm.. Went over to talk to her a bit. Her knee is ok she said, just some limping. Ermm.. She's not working now, just going for therapy. Her work will start in Sep. Ermm.. Was looking at the juniors trained. Erm... Not bad i supposed. A bit lazy is some way... But well, it's only the beginning nia. Coach said they think too much about themselves, dun care bout others. Not a good thing as a team, ermm.. Slowly nurture bah... As for the older juniors, HA! those that likes to slack, still slacking. Those that just joined in the division are a bit slow... But i guess slowly, will improve de..Ha! Me like pro here, judging on them! HeH! Not pro, just more experienced! Hee~ Ah... How i missed those days... After O level, shall get them together and go play again! MuHAHA! Good thing my relationship with them not bad...
"By the way, i missed you a lot and LOVE U" Ermm.... How would u feel if u receive this kind of msg from someone? HeH! Think about it wor... A bit awkward. Although it's flattering, it ain't something to be happy bout.
Hao lah... Will end here... Adios!
Missing...
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Nothing interesting
2 days in a roll, i couldn't wake up on time... Hai... Sickening of me.
During EL lesson, was gossiping with Faizal bout Miss Teo... Ok lah, it was him that's unsatisfied with her so i just went along with some of his complains but in the end, i told him not to be mean lah, coz she meant well afterall. Ya?! Heh Heh!
Ermm... MAma very weird this couple of days, she kept wanting to intro this guy to me, saying how obedient he is and everything. However, if he is that obedient(as mama has mentioned), how are we suppose to be friends? I mean, look at me, ok, i'm not those really bad girl but then, i'm not like those that listens to every single word mama said. Come on... And i kept telling her, "ma, i'm 17 nia leh, dun teach me bad things hor!" HAha! It's a joke of coz. But then, i told her, can lah, friends can, other stuff, out of the question. HeH! Weird mama...
I realised i have some major mood swing these few days. heH! I always got the dun-talk-to-me face on and pple would avoid talking to me. HeH! So funny but then hai.. That's me..
Ok.. At home, piang D&T again... Nothing interesting lor... Hao LAh! End here! CiAo!
During EL lesson, was gossiping with Faizal bout Miss Teo... Ok lah, it was him that's unsatisfied with her so i just went along with some of his complains but in the end, i told him not to be mean lah, coz she meant well afterall. Ya?! Heh Heh!
Ermm... MAma very weird this couple of days, she kept wanting to intro this guy to me, saying how obedient he is and everything. However, if he is that obedient(as mama has mentioned), how are we suppose to be friends? I mean, look at me, ok, i'm not those really bad girl but then, i'm not like those that listens to every single word mama said. Come on... And i kept telling her, "ma, i'm 17 nia leh, dun teach me bad things hor!" HAha! It's a joke of coz. But then, i told her, can lah, friends can, other stuff, out of the question. HeH! Weird mama...
I realised i have some major mood swing these few days. heH! I always got the dun-talk-to-me face on and pple would avoid talking to me. HeH! So funny but then hai.. That's me..
Ok.. At home, piang D&T again... Nothing interesting lor... Hao LAh! End here! CiAo!
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