Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Damn Lousy Day

Today really not a good day lor... Woke up 6.40am, 10min later than the usual time... Whole body feel very warm... Then, slowly walk to school, swinging my shoe bag(containing sports shoe) around... In my mind still considering whether to go for the match bo... Reach school, saw ting sitting there, then i stand at my sitting place and shouted "Very Tired AR!" But nobody replied lah, dun expect any reply either so, i sat down, took out tissue, started wiping my nose... sad, still sick...

When in class, dun feel like studying at all, not sleepy but mood is not there... Good thing during maths can concentrate a bit... Able to absorb wad she's saying... After that, during Chemistry, got back our class test, result very bad but managed a pass lo... Am glad le... Just hab to buck up a little for tml's CA1...

EL period, Miss Teo not here, so i started doing chinese hw, completed almost everything, left a few qns undone... Then,spirit fade away, head on table, rest... didn't rest too long lah, then times up, recess liao...

Went out of the door, as usual, wait for Yuting, dunnoe y she stand outside the door opening and closing it,i'm like "Yuting, wad u doing? Siao ar?" Then she said "people coming out" i'm like, "they can open themselves neh" Then we laugh laugh laugh, like we always do, over little little things...Hee~

After recess, came up, saw a note on my organiser, didn't take much notice at first coz eating medicine, then went to wash the spoon, saw Billy, he shouted at me "U ALSO ONE LAH!" then i'm like "huh?" i just holding spoon mah... SAD, but wadever... Went back to class, read the note on the organiser, at 1st glance, knew it was from ting. She wrote there "Ping, dun be so sad, u'll do better for tml's test de.. Hope u'll get well soon, JiA YoU Jia YoU".. Felt a little weird, i'm not sad over the test, it's just a bad day... Then i realised, that my expression really show everything lor, i didn't say much, others also can tell that i'm sad... Then ask Ting, y she say i sad over that, she didn't say much lah, just see me sad... Anyway, appreciate her concern...

After a while, medicine working le, started feeling drowsy, but bo bien, continue listening to teacher, try to wake up a little... Bell rings, walk up slowly to Geog room, Cheryl suddenly came over and gave me a sweet, then i goes huh? wad? O! Thanks~ Weird, she suddenly gimme a sweet.. Think she knows i'm not feeling well, and still need to go netball, so try to cheer me up... Lots of gratitude for that...

Up in the gEog room, dunnoe y, suddenly go a little bit crazy, talk to yuting a bit, i kept laughing, maybe i got the Ting's laughter syndromes.... Hee~Kidding... But after a while, fine le...

Bell rings, went up with ting to get her forgotten shoe bag, went to toilet, changed up, Faisal came asking for toilet paper, ask him to come in take himself...Then crap a little...And went down to canteen...

Ate a little, decided not to take medicine coz afraid will get drowsy, then can't get on court... So in the end, i still went to netball match... On the bus, resting... Msg Btkor, tell him today feels very unpleasant, whole day like cannot function properly, then he told me, it's just a lousy day... So ok, i accept the "lousy day" as lousy day lor... He say after a sleep will be better...I'm like... SLEEP? no time!!!! Sad... Then, rest on the bus, sort of went into dreamland a bit, but still having a clear mind of wad's happening around... Reached destination, started warming up, all the passes then do centre passes... people all playing around laughing, craping, can't get down to business... Feels a little bit fed up, feel like shouting at them, but i didn't, just say "dun laugh, hurry up" They didn't change lah, still laughing...Bo bien, times up, time to get on court...

Initially, talk with Geraldina, say i play 2/4 she plays 2/4...Both agreed to that... After my 2, passed the beads to geraldina, but ting say, no, need me to carry on... Geraldina got GD instead... Everybody's passes and catching of balls SuX today...Mine included... Got rebound but can't pass it down...Got shooting chances but can't get it in.. Make unnesscery mistakes like, stepping and those shit! As for me, keep getting obstruction... Sad... Last 1/4, i was still trying to get balls but keep getting blown for those DAMN mistakes... Hai... Then kind of just let it go le... Last few minutes, didn't fight back, basically, i just do my part but still can't get the ball... It just ended this way...

End of it all, i can't wait to get out of Kallang netball centre...Went to marianne's bag and get my stuffs... took my skirt and bottle, went straight towards the bus, didn't even wait for ting... oN bus, msg Jie min, told her the outcome, and say not feeling well, dun feel like talking...Honestly, i'm not feeling well le...Imagine a sick person, playing on court for all 4 quarters... Headache...CAn't stand...Close my eyes, rest... Ting asked me a few times whether i'm ok bo, i say, "not ok, feeling very bad" didn't talk much for the whole journey, basically just sit there, rest.. suddenly realised my knee very pain, then i remembered, the old injury, and the new one i got today.. both bled a little, didn't bother much... Got another blister over the old blister, the whole thing soaring red and painful now...Carry on resting... Reached school, took bag and went straight home, didn't even wait for juniors when they told me to... Coz wanna rush home and rest.

Mama didn't cook again, eating mAggie Mee once more... went to bath, wash PE shirt and shorts, came out cook, then brew coffee for myself.. Coffee didn't work much... After eating, decided to heed Pam's advice to take a short nap... Lie down on Sofa, received a msg from dear, ask me wanna go watch movie bo, i say dun wan, got test tml and too tired to move le... He didn't say much but joked with me say "GoGoGO Lah!" I laughed but knew he understood le... Getting ready to close my eyes when another msg came, was from ting this time... She apologized to me for tiring me out but i told her "it's ok, it's my duty as well" She still insisted on the apology, but say it's really ok... hard to be a captain and a friend huh...Told her i'm going to rest, ask her not to worry, i dun mind... Took my nap, 7 to 7.40pm... Woke up, went to room, complete wad's not done in Chinese... Then started revising my Chemistry.... Mood still swinging... But good thing can sit down and study.. Got everything that i didn't understood, all solved and put more stuff into my brain by going thru the TYS... Realised some qns r from the test.. Hee~

Everything seems to be coming to an end, dun feel like doing much... But at least i tried to bucked up a bit, got wad needs to be done, DONE! Hope tml will be a better day and the chemistry test will be more to my expectation...

Hai.. 3 tests in a roll... Tiring, but still gotta do... So dun feel like going to school tml...However, life gotta go on...

Bi2O3, Bismuth Oxide...Mr=466...Molar mass=466g... No. of moles=sample mass/molar mass...
Always find the moles b4 finding anything... Chemistry...Not bad, got them in mind le..Tml morning refresh again! Night!

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