I guess this really is a bad year?
I'm getting really tired every day that passes by, keep dragging my feet, keep lowering my head... I don't feel like i'm needed. I'm always given shits, loads of shits to handle. family-wise, biz-wise, relationship wise.
Why do I need to help people with their things when I get nothing in return? I was really trying to help, NOT trying to make myself disposable. I'm being nice, not to be taken for granted for.
Are those my jobs? My duty?
I guess I only have myself to blame? But if i don't step in, will this business even survive? Maybe if I don't step in, it would be better off for our relationship... Maybe...
Serve me right.
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