Recently, i'm starting to feel that everything is not going smoothly. Every single thing that is happening doesn't have a good ending. Be it work, love or family. Making me feel like giving things up.
Was busy the last week covering duties for one of my colleague because he was overseas for work. Was at Pines for 1.5 days, and it kind of sux. The whole thing planned was turned upside down, the association incurred more expenses for the entire thing. I had to be shouted at for something stupid, and feeling awfully down throughout the weekend.
In love, eddie has decided to not do anything at the moment, all the effort i've put in has gone to waste and somehow, its my fault. Because i wanted a proper ROM ceremony, because i couldn't leave in Msia after marriage, because he is the only son, because i am the only daughter.... Seems like i'm a selfish bitch who is forcing him to do everything he never wanted.
In family, kept feeling that i'm being short changed because of my brothers. They really get what they wanted, really, everyone is on their side, but they feel like everything is in a mess. They are lucky, they can have everything they want, but me? Nobody seem to be looking out for wad i want.
See... Life is in a mess, everything is going down...
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