Stuck...

Hai... Just now, i went to arranged my things... Very sad u know. I've done so many times of arrangement, yet each time i got so many things to throw away. It's so frustrating... Things are just accumulating and accumulating... There are things that i can't bear to throw away. For example, some old soft toys given as BD present over the years by different pple, also, all the photo frames as well... And of coz, the worksheets, books and files...

While going through them, a lot of feelings came... I mean, afterall, those stuff were wad i did everyday before. Written by myself, all the inks... I kept a file of my compos... Not gonna throw them away. Those inspirations came at the moment when i've written it, i'm not gonna throw them away just like that. Also, i kept some D&T papers too... Hee~ I saw all the drawings went from bad to good... HAHA! Kind of miss school again. Miss all the mugging we had. All the scoldings we got. All the little little things that happened. Sad to depart from those naive days, dun really wanna grow up that fast. Can time just turned back a little while, and let me feel wad i felt b4? Last night, i was going through some old pics and they brought me back to those times. Felt so real, yet so far... Hai...

Well, i guess all these are inevitable. Time goes on and on and so does life. Year by year i grew up and at every stage i learnt different things, find a different me, but none can change the fact of life. Still, i'm gonna move on, no matter how hard it is to depart or how hard it is to face the real world, that's wad we gotta go thru. At least i tried to make the best out of everything i do, that's the most important part.

I haven't give myself much time to think bout when to leave OHS. It's the 7th today, wonder which day is good enough to leave... Time to give some deep thoughts bout it. I suppose it wun be easy leaving a place that i've spent so much time in and learnt so many things from, but well, unless i wanna forever stay there, if not, i gotta go... Let's just make it another fond memory bah..

Ermm.... There is so many things that i wanna talk bout but i dunnoe where to begin. Feel very uneasy in my chest, wad is that thing that is bothering me? I seriously dunnoe. Mood swing again? Hee~ No... That's not it, i just feel very uncomfortable having things stuck in myself but i dunnoe wad exactly is it. Damn...

Well, when i figure out wad is that in me, probably i'll tell you.

HAI!!!! MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH!!!!!! BYE HILLGROVE!!!!!

Sometimes when u see the sunset, u'll feel sad. Why? That's because it's the end of the day...