Cannot stand my mother, u know... ONce i came back, she kept mumbling bout wad i must help her with... I buay tahan lor... Already very pissed at work le but still need to listen to her...
Actually, today, it was ok lah... Nothing much happened. At least i can quietly work myself. I just dun like that fact that pple kept instructing me to do things, like as if i dunno wad i'm doing. Hai...
Before leaving this job, i actually found warmth in the area. I've grown to detest some pple but at the same time, grown to like some pple. Like Aunty Santy, i dun used to talk to her, now, i talk to her almost everyday and she'll always leave food for me even though i dun really have time to eat them. Sometimes, she can talk a lot but well, aunty mah, i dun mind. Then, there's Ivan... Although pple do speculate bout him but besides his likings of cleanliness, other than that, he's actually a nice guy. He gave me another chocolate today, which i didn't have time to eat... HA!
Also, Melissa, through the times, got really close with her le... Very sad that she didn't get into the same school as me.. But well, we'll reamain as friends. Once in a while, go crazy... U know, she's my Girlfriend LeH!!! HAHA!!!! Hor, Darling?! Hee~~~
I'm gonna miss lots of pple after leaving... One thing is for sure, i wun miss certain pple... The hatre will remain...
Still, i dunno wad's bothering me... Feel stuck... Nothing much can help me regain my true laughters.... I'm missing those good old days again.
O ya, another thing that i've learnt, there a Hospitality Room in Orchard Hotel... HAH!!! Chris told me it's on Level 4 and Ivan told me that there's some numbers to it which he forgot le... Heh HeH~
I beginning to question myself, do i really wanna quit? Am i really happy bout quitting? I think i wun be coz then i'll be letting go of wad i tried so hard in. However, i gotta move on, School is much better than this. I can go higher... y not? y stop? Just let it go...
There are some things that i wanna say but i can't say it here, too many pple reading, sometimes it'll travel too far for me to know...
Just let it go....
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