Friday, March 17, 2006

Read... I dunno wad topic to put.

Yo YO.. I'm still in Offic now... Heh Heh.. Using the web illegally leh... HA! Well, doesn't matter right? I mean, it's not like i'm doing illegal things, i'm just merely bloggin... HeH! I'm not in a bad mood today... Somehow, i managed to laugh and smile with my friends and collueges.

1st off, HM called me to wake me up for training today... Actually, after hanging up her call, i sort of hesitated whether to go down for training not, but still, woke up and went. They started with physical training, which i sat and watch... Actually, i felt that physically they are good, only a few slackers lah... Heh! Afterwhich, passes... A lot to improve on. Something, they need to do, if not, dun even think of going to matches le... Anyway, i had more fun today at training than the other day's one. Coz i did join in, i had a chance to see more and really understand wad's going on.

After training, went to eat lunch with a few of them, wah, fulfilling sia... I had Chicken Rice, which i'm still drooling over... HAHA!!!! It's nice to eat Local delicaies once in a while rather than always western or rice..

I gotta rushed to work so i went off 1st. Gosh... I slept in the bus lor... For almost the whole ride and i only woke up when the bus was at Glen Eagles... If i continued to sleep, i might just reached PS... HAHA!!!

I told Jessica some stuff bout working here... I really lost faith in the pple who i used to trust a lot. If somehow, my existence is nothing to them then brush me out of this place. I told Chris that i dun feel like working anymore, and he told me, "Nvm, when she comes down, i let u go up." It's not bout going up or having her around, it's just that i have no more motivation to work... The passion that used to burn brightly is never gonna rekindle... Unless something really happen which i doubt. I dun really mind Carolyn being around in the office, coz it really doesn't matter coz afterall, i wun be here for as long as she is gonna be. It's not like, i hate the sight of her, it's just that, i dun like her attitude. Sometimes, pple dun get this clear. I feel so sick staying here. The pple in the office aren't the ones who i wanna see or talk to. Only when friends like, Xueting, Wan Yu and Melissa come to work then i'll feel happy. At least, there's something that i really look forward to. Other than that, it's really meaningless.

Today, Lau was in a good mood, he talked a lot, joked a lot and come physical with my head. I did entertained him. Coz there's not much times left for us to play...

O ya, Vincent Ah peh came back today. I was SO SO HAppy to see him. When i stepped into the Hotel, he's the 1st person i saw and i practically jumped and shout at him. HAHA!!! It always felt good to see old faces joining the team again... But of coz, i'm not exactly in the team... One foot out already. So i kind of talk to him bout some stuff...

True enough, things change, change for a purpose but can some things remain the same? Things like wad everyone likes everyone as who they WERE. However, life doesn't go that way right? We can only remember the things that we like bout this person but not to see it again and again. Sad...

Well, my spirit is not down, is UP! Very UP, wad's driving me on, is my old funky and caring friends, my hardworking juniors and myself. O, and the sentence, "YEAH, i'm leaving next week!!!!" :)

It is hard to let go but I have to...

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