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Sometimes, i find going to school to be such an exhausting task. Somehow, i can't find a good reason for me to be in school besides learning. Used to go to school, tired, but always had fun... Now, kind of boring... Everyone kept asking, "How are you?", my reply, "Good"... Seriously, it's "not that good" but i dun really want to say it out bah... A way to keep myself going...

I'm kind of getting tired of entertaining pple nowadays... Feel like i'm closing up again. However, still active outside school. I love the feeling of seeing juniors everywhere in Batok and saying Hi Hi everywhere... Love that kind of feeling... That's where i truely belong but then again, life has to go on... I'm growing up everyday... Just a phase of my life that i have to get used to...

After BSTA tutorial yesterday, i went to WM to find the baking cookies stuff, still cannot find lor... A bit fed up with it lah... K, maybe i'll go Cold storage and take a look later... Hai... Went home, and slept till 5pm... Really damn tired, dunnoe for wad reason... Anyway, there was no dream in the sleep which i kind of wanna lah... But well, dreamless sleep is the most comfortable. I woke up and felt like i've slept the whole day... Heh heH

Went out at bout 5.30pm and met up with sister... Then we talked a little... Well, nothing much to post. Around 7pm, she left and i began focusing on MIEC work... Geez... Cracked my brain so hard and i finally completed the 6 long qns excluding qn 3 though, coz i really dun understand wad is it talking bout. While doing, Jun Chen gave me a missed call, i thought he pressed wrongly, coz its weird for him to call me lah, then suddenly i heard somebody calling, "Apple.." So i turned around and ermm... JUNCHEN!!! Heh HEH! Then saw his claimed-to-be-like-Melissa girlfriend... HAHA!!! Lao... My dear very pretty k, where got look like...

Took me around an hour and a half to complete everything, just right for Eddie to come by. Anyway, i on my lappy and started to put my presentation for MIEC into slides when Jennifer came asking and asking... HA!!! I so refuse to tell... She said she got the Chong Dong to go into VK to find Eddie... HAHA!!! IF she did, dunnoe wad will happen le... HAHA!!! Anyway girl, dun think so much lah, focus on ur studies and ur Ee instead of me and my so called, "bf" k... HAHA!!!

I got kind of tired after that. At bout 10plus, Joan smsed me and asked me whether are we still doing our MIEC... HA... Nearly forgot, so went back and faster logged on to net and send wad i have to them. After a little bit of chit-chatting here and there, everything was settled.

Ermm... Then, after some talkings on the phone, i went to bed le... Fell asleep after some tossing and turning...

Couldn't wake up this morning... Hai... I still got a really long day in school b4 everything ends... Couldn't join my juniors for training today coz of my classes... Wad a pity lor... So wanna join them.... Forget it lah... HAi...

I really need some nice sleeps lor... Been really tired last few days...

Looking forward to tml's SW, back to OHS, and probably Saturday's shopping... Gosh... Need to plan my time more le, CT coming really soon lor...

Darling says my eyebag getting worse lor... Hai... Need to sleep!!!

Haven't felt the way I feel for a long time... It's nice to have you around... 似乎找到了失去的自我...

After chatting up with Dear and Darling, i packed up my stuff and went to bed. Of coz, didn't went into my sleep smoothly, my nose was blocked again... So, i had a little bit of struggle b4 i fell asleep. After falling asleep, Christopher Honey called... I thought he got something to tell me so he called so late, then he asked me who is Ken and then, "A, Who r u?" "Apple" "HUh?! How come i call u? I thought u Jessica?!" I'm like, "Go to hell lah, Bye bYe!!" Then fell asleep...

Early in the morning, Yuting called, and i a bit bad lah, can't really hear her coz i'm really sleepy so i tried to answer correctly then hung up.. Hee~

Went to school after some messed-up moments and i still felt really sick... So, discussed the CIp project with the girls and we are tasked with individual work now.. HA! Nice one..

After that, went to CIP lecture and learn Dreamweaver, and i was really having a headache then plus the lecturers High-picted, screeching Voice, i ji tao pain till finish... Buay tAhan...

Anyway, after that, i went home straight... Really feel my head spinning... Didn't even bother to walk too much.. Ji tao sit, stand, rest, board bus... HAHA!!! Back home, charged my Lappy and went to nap for 1 and a half hour... HA!

Woke up, prepared and went out to meet Dear and her friend... Yuting later joined us too... Was concentrating on my BSTA work which i'm pretty confuse lah.... Then, Eddie came while Sa and Yuting left to buy their stuff... Sat there, finished my work and chatted with Eddie till 10plus...

Jennifer was asking me bout Eddie... HAhA!!! I said i wun tell anyone until the time is right lor, so no use asking me... HAhA!!! Just read my blog to see the outcome... HAHA!!! I'm so CuTe...

Ha! k, i need to go finish my Classwork for tml... Night pple...

CiAO!

Despite the fact that the barrier exists, my heart still drifts to you... Set adrift on memory bliss...

Long Long Long BlOG....

Went back to Orchard Hotel on Saturday... It was such a tedious day back at work though wad i did was pretty easy but then again, seems like i'm the only one doing it.

First off, i was late for work for some reasons, when i reached, nothing was going on coz guests haven't arrive and all, and everything were prepared. So, Aunty Santy asked me to top up the sugars... Ya, so while doing that i heard Wee Loon reprimanded Aunty Santy for something but i didn't say much. Then, Wee Loon noticed me and i knew that from that point on, i'm in trouble. Coz he likes ol staff too much. True enough, my name was called the whole day through as long as he's around...

So, i started to prepare the geradon(still dunnoe how to spell), and the stewarding is still the same i guess, kind of messy though. I can't find enough Saucer lor, needed only 78... Hai... Anyway, one of the stewarding lady very funny, she dun let me take procelain spoon, but i didn't do muc reasoning with her lah, afterall, she really needs them for the blue box 1st. K, so i went on to table setting. Wah... So long never go back and things change so much. All the double-happiness show plates were DIRTY!!! And i mean, DIRY!!!! It's like pple getting lazier nowadays. So, i took out 20 pieces and decided to wipe it myself later. Such disappointment. And they dare to say the showplate is $69+++... Gosh... Sweated like mad as usual in stewarding... HAi...

K, during the turnover, the same thing happened, "APple, Wine glass..." "Apple, table setting..." "Apple, suzanne..." "Apple, Number plate.." "Apple, wad u doing?!" I'm like, "Yes Loon?" "Wad TiAn CheNg?" "No, Christoper said..." "Roy asked me to..." So, my head was pretty much spinning all the way lah... And pple try so hard to find faults in wad i do... Like Dear told me aunty santy said the saucer and side plate i got, have stains but hello, out of the 70plus saucer i took, only one she found stain. Out of the 140plus side plates i got, only a few are stained. I wanna stress to everyone, that NOTHING IS PERFECT!!!! So dun expect everything to be spick and span... GoSh... Doesn't matter anyway.

After meticulously putting the huge wine glasses on the 2 VIP tables, was told to gather. I was kind of looking for Melissa, frantically and at the same time, she was doing so too... Then we both realised that we're only one person away.... HAHA!!! And kind of laughed bout it... Afterwhich, everyone were listening to Loon's reprimanding and some briefing bout 3-pt system and all... By then, i was really tired and hungry. Btw, i forgot to mention, I ushered for more than 3hours!!!!!!!! And during that time, i stood there selling smiles to all potential future teachers... Hai... At that time, the pianst came out to play the piano... Good ambience ar, even when i'm ushering... Tell u, an Ang moh took a snap shot of me ushering... I'm like wad??? I didn't realised he was talking my pic until after the flash... A bit stunned but well, he's a tourist so doesn't matter, it's not like i'm naked or wad... Hee~

Anyway, stood there selling smiles for more than 3hours when Miss Wong came over and asked y am i still ushering, i'm like, "Nobody ask me to go up leh..." Then she said, "Usher for wad? The time already over le..." So i think she called Loon or someone and told them that they asked me to go up... HAhA!!! So funny, 1st time user need Miss Wong to ask to go up instead of going down... HAHA!!! O ya, speaking of ushering, i saw Mr Brandt, i saw him went up the escalator and then down. Afterwhich, he went up the lift. Suddenly, he walked pass me with casual clothes... HAHA!!! And he gave me his really wide smile like he always does... Love this GM so much... HAHA!!!

After i went up, coffee break started and all the black jackets, including Lau were like, "Look out for pple who TA BAo..." For pple who dunnoe, it is a hotel policy that guests cannot take-away food, for coffee break and Buffet... They kind of caught pple attending this similiar seminar taking away food so all are reall cautious bout it.

Was told to do area cleaning while the guys were doing the heavy turn-over... Then, was told to set up the 2VIP tables... Wah Lao.. I am really disappointed with the new blood lah... K, at 1st when Chris asked me to do the above 2 stuff with a girl who i dunnoe, i was determined to teach her new things... But, forget bout it lor, she really slack lah... I thought i was slow enough le, didn't know she's even slower... HAi...
Disappointed...

Then, after all the choatic setting up and all. Was told to do VIP table with Dear, Apple (Happen to have a new APPLE in OHS) and myself. So ya, was really happy to work with Dear coz we always had fun working together and able to crack some jobs all the way till job ends, so it's always great to work with Dear... As for the new Apple, new VIP server up for the 2 of us to train... HAHA!!! So weird and i immediately thought of Carolyn but comparing both, Carolyn is more hardworking lah... But on other aspects, dun say le... U know wad i mean...

K, Jessica they all got not enough nametag and wants to lend mine and i had to use this name tag from one of Indian lady from stewarding... Please lor and the whole night they are like, "LACHIME, dun break my glass..." And Lachime here and there... Wah lao, i'm doing them a favour ok... That's wad i get for helping?! Jessica, u win liao... HAHA!!! Kidding...

O ya, i fell down in the Kitchen lor!!! It's like so funny!!! The chef wad like,"VIP PICK UP" So i kind of rushed a little then i slipped and fell... Sickening... And the kitchen of Chefs and the stewarding staff saw it lor... I stood up and laugh laugh laugh... So paiseh... My butt kind of hurt coz of it lah... Good thing i didn't sprain my wrist... HEE~

Well, the night went by pretty ok... Nothing exciting happened.

There's a VIP event coming up on the 1st of June, which is the opening of some St Regis showroom and OHS is tasked to serve the pple outside catering, and i think Mr Quek will be going... And they kept asking and asking and asking, i'm like, "i got tutorial lor... If i rush, i can only reach by 6pm lor.." It's obvious that they really need staff but too bad... I did agree to reach by 6pm but dun really know they need or not. O ya, btw, St Regis is the upcoming new hotel in Orchard... The lengend of hospitality. Another boast for the tourism industry... Hee~

So, i guess everything back at the hotel is pretty good lah... But the staff kind of degraded a little, doesn't matter, i'm sure they'll train them up (Looking on the bright side)... HAHA!!! Still love the pple there and still enjoy working as a banquet waitress...

K, after work, Dear, Xueni, Xin Yee and I went for supper, FISH&CHIPS!!!! K, doesn't taste like it was b4... HA! Anyway, just wanna go visit Orchard Tower a bit coz that's like our only hangout for supper after work... Hee~ After eating, Dear and i went to take 174M... K, and we walked the very scary path back to my house at 1plus am.... Kind of scary...

So, we chatted from anything to everything until 4.30am... HA! Too tired, we slept... Hee~ Kind of squeezy on my same bed but did slept lah... Next morning, Sa woke up earlier than i did and after brushing up, we chatted for a bit more and went out for breakfast... Can u believe how much we have to say to each other??? SO MUCH... Never get tired of it... HA!!! Love HEr... My Dear Leh...

Anyway, she left after that, and went to work again... Haiyo... Must be really tired lah... Poor her...

I went home and started doing my photo assignment and completed it. Afterwhich, I started arranging some of the stuff in my new lappy and did a wallpaper of my own... Love it... Wanna add Eddie's pic in as well...

Later, i went to bed, to rest... I can bearly move my butt lor... So tired from everything... Hee~ After that, got up and bath and stroll out of my house... Wondered around central waiting for him. Suddenly rmbed my sister, so i sent her a msg, she got a little shock and called me... Hee~ Kind of a funny reaction from her, so we talked a little and all... Ya, then Eddie called... So i walked towards the shoP. I saw Richard and he's like, "A, he just left leh, i think there lah..." Then i said, "Thanks, Love U!" HAHA!!! I didn't notice he kept saying something to Suan Eddie and me lah, coz i was on the phone... Hee~ So, anyway, went off on his car... TO JP!!!

Haven't been there for a long time le... It's nice shopping around. Had delifrance for dinner and i was so disappointed with the pasta... K, the breads are great not the pasta... I condemned it lah... HAHA!!! So, Eddie was telling me all those cold jokes that he and his customers were saying... K, very lame... And i shivered all the way... HAHA!!!

Then, we went on to shop shop... He was looking at some watches, which wah lao, so EX lor... Then we went to Levis shop and he was looking at the shirts... I was like swinging from side to side trying to find something that'll interest me since Levis is pretty much out of reach for me... Then, he kept insisting i tried on the clothes that he chose... Ok, i entertain him but none of those are to my likings, i just wear for him lah... EnTertaIn u see... Heh HeH! Then he bought me a 501 skirt and a long sleeve, V-cut shirt... Imagine Levis... How Much? I can't... ANyway, really wanna thank him lah... My very EX bD present... It's really the thoughts lah.. ThanKs EddIE Darling!!! HAHA

K, back home, started doing up my notes and stuff for today... Slept at bout 1am... Started to feel very sick... My nose was blocked lor...

Anyway, met up with Yuting and went for dinner with her though we did shop around and i bought my new lappy case... Then, chatted up with Yuting and then left... Sister called saying she wants to chat up... So, ok, met up and and heard her vexing words... I really felt for her but can't do much... HAi... Left feeling down for her... Love, wad a marvellous word...

Anyway, i came home, bathed, and sat there like a pig...

Finally, i finished this very long blog...

Love U pple... Miss U...

I miss you...

MArvellous Friday!!! LOVE IT!!!

A very long Friday for me. Not in School but outside school.

Well, SW today was better than the 1st... At least did ball handling which is kind of basic but well, i can't force them to do something difficult with me. Wah, the PUVA correct me leh... Please, i got my reason for trying balls like that, it's correct, u can't blame me when they are new and can't catch my balls, i already threw it real soft le but well, doesn't matter lah, i wasn't in the mood to argur anyway. She asked us to run with our hands in front, like all the time, i'm like, "who plays netball like that?" K, probably she forgot i told her i'm from netball b4. Anyways, i was having a bad stomach pain, i couldn't really do well, so just let it be. It ended 1/4 b4 10am. So jieping and i rushed to CATS. Gotta know more pple, Aaron, Wen Qi and Xi Yao... Very difficult to rmb their names... HAHA!!! Well, they're in my team. Actually, i dun exactly know wad are we suppose to do lah.

K, so after CATS, i immediately start to find staff for Lawrence coz i put his aeroplane but i'm good enough to find replacement. However, i only got 2 lah. So, location and stuff was discussed. Finally, my lappy is here!!! The uncle very good lor, he didn't give me those pissed off face and chit chatted with me a little. Nice uncle, then he complaint that he got a lot more orders to go. Kind of wasted some of my time lah but nvm, he just wanna complain a bit. I was happy enough to get my lappy. The uncle got no plastic bag lor, i literaly dragged the laptop bag out of school. Hai... Waste money then the Cab uncle si bei Dao lor... So angry...

K, kind of delayed my time a little. Back home, faster fix up the lappy, charged it and quickly left to meet Hui Mui... Met up, and she gave me a present that the girls got for me... I was surprised and overjoyed. Like, hello, they rmbed my BD and they rmb me... HAHA!!! We had our lunch at KFC and talked about the different things that are going on and crapped a bit. Hui Mui asked me something which i'm quite bothered about lah, "U got bf is it?" Heh HeH! And i told her it's a secret and when i got bf, i'll report to her at once... HAHA!!! K, will review the fact another time...

Went back to school with her and visited Miss TEO!!! Finally i saw her and i said to her, "I MISS U!" And she came over and gave me a hug... So cute... Truth is, really miss her lah, in fact, i'm missing the whole school. So, sat down and she treated me with fruits which i didn't want in the 1st place coz i was too full but she insisted lah, so i ate it. Then, we kind of complained to each other bout our lives now... HAHA!!! Weird to see me sitting there talking to a teacher. Then, i met Miss Chong, talked a little to her only coz nothing much to say... HEH HEH!!! Then, i wanted to leave le, but well, stayed around and talked to HM and see their D&T thingy. Met Miss Lim and talked to her a bit. She wanted me to bring back my folio and artefact, but heh heh, reluctant to and she doesn't have the key so i say forget it, take it another time.

Yuting smsed me and said she reached WM le so i quick-step to WM. K, when i decided to watch movie, i already decided to go home late and also not going to pray with ma, so i called ma and told her, she kind of nagged at me with her little voice lah... HAHA!!! Used to it. So, sat down at one of the sits at WM and talked to Yuting... Chit Chatted for quite a while until she decided to go eat Chicken Rice.

5pm, MI3... HAHA!!! K, the movie is awesome, go catch it! But i was freezing in the cineman. Imagine me wearing a tee and fbt pants... totally freezing in there lor! Cannot take it... After the movie end, i ran out of the cinema... KAo...

So Yuting and I went to 7-11 buy alcohol... HAHA!!! K, bad of us but i'm officially 18 k... Of coz we didn't buy those with high alc level. But we still turned red and all.. Started to mumble craps. She wanted to see Eddie so she waited with me. We went up, and I talked bout rebonding and Eddie said she needs half rebond only. k, 2 of us a bit dizzy lah, both of us very red... HAHA!!! I pei Yuting go take bus but without pei-ing her, her bus already come so she run while i went back up. Erm.... Richard was there... HAHA!!! And talked a little here and there... K, it was a bit embarassing lah... Coz a bit of speculation huh... HAHA!!!

K, u guys stop speculating le, i wun say anything either, just wait and see bAh...

Love today coz i did so many things that i want especially going back to HGV and talking to Miss Teo, she's such an inspiration.. LOVE HER!!!

Fulfilling my dreams... Will u guide me along?

Tiring day in school...

OCOM presentation weren't as bad as i thought lah. I was able to deliever everything well, with a little bit or stammering but without any, "ar... Ermm..." Hee~ Not bad leh... Despite the unpreparing, we receive some praises, and i'm pretty happy bout it. So, awaiting the official thing to come, but b4 that, need to touch up everything and make my speech longer... HeH hEh

I was very tired today coz didn't have an early night yesterday coz i was rushing the OCOm thingy so, ended up sleeping at aroung 1plus, and couldn't get up in the morning, and i was late lor... But well, doesn't matter bah, it's bout 5min late... HAHA!!!

Anyway, went to school with Xueting, happened to see her in the interchange, and we talked bout some stuff... Then went separate ways.

Received news that my Lappy can only be sold for $200... Coz of the damn vertical line on the screen... Dunno wad the hell is that but wad to do? No choice, gotta give up. Wah lao, this Mel uncle very weird de leh, i told him i'm in class, cannot talk to him, he kept calling... Lao... So noisy... HAhA!!! Anyway, i'm anticipating my New lappy next week.. SO HAPPY!!!!

The day ended with ITR tutorial... I was almost dead at that point of time... And i survived the day without a sip of Coffee... Wah... And my eyes were hurting a lot... The eye-liner sort of faded away coz of all my tears, not crying, coz too tired u see...

Interesting where my life is going... I find it kind of weird to walk this path but i never did regret taking it. Sometimes, i can't get used to it but then, i looked around, i should be happy that i'm blessed with wad i have. Maybe i need something more to spice it more but then, it's fine the way it is without spices. However, i do missed some of the old days when all the old pals come together and do rubbish together...

Saw hun today, he called me, and i was so happy to see him... Then, met Xiao Qiang, Zhi and Ming, and i had a great few minutes with them. I guess i'm missing them too much... It's great to see old friends in school, the feeling cannot be described... I miss them a lot, i miss the old days in 5A1... When we struggle like hell together, when we went for Steamboat and were shocked by the life prawns and the admiring of the Merlion... Love them so so Much... Hard to get together again... Treasure every piece of memory i have now...

Anyway, i sat down and do my MIEC and managed to complete it, dunnoe whether correct not, kind of hard... I need to start revising le... So cham...

K, think will end here... I'm looking forward to Friday and Saturday, when i can meet up wth my netball juniors and on Sat, back to OHS to work, to see some of the pple that i missed SO SO MUCH...

Mystery to you, sweet to me...

Happy For myself...

I was thrilled today... U dunnoe wad happen... HA!

Anyway, i dunnoe who's Ba-zie... Who's Ba-zie??? I really dunnoe... Dun be an anonymous leh... HeE~

To add on... On my Birthday, I:
12. Received Happy news bout my sister
13. Received a large chocolate bar from my Lao ma

And... On the 1st day of being officially 18, I:
1. Had a birthday bash from my fellow GR8 pple
2. Bite off a bread stick to represent blowing a candle
3. Met up with my Dear to do her lappy
4. Went to coffeeshop to see pple eat Nasi Lemak
5. Found myself in Love...

Have I found you?

HapPY BirThDay!!!

I've received a huge surprise from this bunch of girls who i just got to know... What a pity we're not in the same class... Sad to say, some of my closest friend haven't gave me such surprises... But then again, old friends are still my best friends.

This girls drew those for me... Simple, Cheap, yet with lots of sincerity... And it's the weirdest thing to hear pple singing Happy Birthday Song infront of the whole TRM team... HAHA!!! SURPRISE!!!! I was sO So touched... Unspeakable words, unexplainable feelings, a receive such wishes from this group of girls who i hardly know... LOVE U GIRLS!!!! Thank You...

PS:By the way, who is that that left a comment... NAME PLEASE!!!

Emotional 18... Legally 18...

I'm officially 18 today. It doesn't really feels right though.

12am last night, i received a lot of sms-es... Let's see, b4 i turned 18, I had a chat with my sister bout some of her thing. She left me thinking a bit too much. Then, her bf wished me Happy Birthday, and left me wondering. Somehow, she allows me to think bout this thing called, "LOVE"... Y do we yearn for love? And i couldn't sleep after that, thinking bout everything Xueting had told me in the letter and during our phone call. After that, i thought bout wad Renny told me... I couldn't find a way to put those puzzles together. Well, i guess i'm just worried bout her.

Another sms was Bt kor, he said a lot in this sms and i was touched somehow. I dunnoe why but it did. He wishes me a lot of things, gave me a lot of encouraging words, and i miss him and his preaches... He will always be my kor.

I thought bout wad happened yesterday, after Xueting left. It was amazing... Do i deserve something like that? Can i take it? I guess i'm gonna keep wad had happened a little secret shared only with myself.

Turning 18 ain't easy. I dun really wanna grow up that fast... Reality seems to always move so fast. I thought it should be a great thing turning 18... Probably for certain parts of it bah... Maybe... Well, really want this Birthday to be a memorable one.

On my Birthday, I:
1. Had my 1st try on NYDC pasta
2. Had a huge box of present from my sister
3. Ordered my new Laptop
4. Received a Hong bao from my Pa
5. Slept thinking bout my sister and her bf
6. Slept thinking bout him
7. Slept thinking bout what Yuting told me
8. Have to complete my presentation for OCOM
9. Cried
10. Realised I've grown up
11. Think I've fallen for................

On my 18th Birthday, i looked back at my life, it is time to make this a beautiful year for me.

Happy Birthday to myself and thanks friends from around with all your gifts and wishes... LoVe u ALL!!!

It is too sudden... Love You...

Another breakfast...

Last night managed to put some stuff on the blog after i got home. Well, there's nothing much i wish to add on le, that's how it went bah.

This morning, went out for breakfast with the very tired Eddie. Seriously, i'm tired too... HAHA!!! My same old dish, "Anything" and he needs to crack his head to get me something. He had been treating me quite a few times le, so i said, i'll treat him this time round, but he already paid, instead, i treated him drinks. So, i forced the last spoonful of hokkien mee into my mouth, we chit chatted a little and off to the carpark. He met one of his customer and baby, talked a little and heh heh... Dun think i didn't see lah, i did... Shhh... *secReT* O ya, while eating, this kopi uncle very cute leh, he talked talked, then ask me, "wah, u eat so big plate ar?" Then i said, "Not i buy one leh..." Then he took my phone and asked, "Wad is this huh? Radio ar? Very nice leh..." I'm like, "It's handphone nah..." Then eddie added, "Uncle, u like her is it, take lah..." I'm like, Hello, "take lah" I'm like a human myself... Not for sale you mei you... TAo Yan...

So, got onto the car and he went to work. I went to buy my shampoo... No surprises today... That's cool.

Anyway, actually meeting up with ting and hui de, but pa suddenly told me we're going for dinner to celebrate Mother's Day. This one i cannot reject, coz it's like the whole Teo's family going. 2tables, mai Siao SiAo... Heh HEH! K, so sort of celebrated my birthday too with Rachel, my cousin who's having her BD TODAY! Which i dunnoe lah... I didn't know we got so many Taurus in the Teo's. Had mango cake... It's YumMy... Other than that, it's just eating and keeping quiet. hee~

Anyway, almost at the end of the dinner, Eddie smsed me says he's in a jam... So i said i'd entertain him. Talk some craps yet another time... How come got so much craps to say? Coz he is Eddie... HAHA!!!

Kk, i finally submitted my CIP workshop, damn the Mel this afternoon. Wanna submit then say got problem. Tml is the deadline lor... Anyway, submitted le. Ooo... Just now, Jia wen smsed me bout our OCOM project... Embarassed coz i haven't find anything related yet. So, i guess i need to go find it le... Heh heh!

Meeting up Xueting tml for Lunch. K, felt very bad bout today lor, in the end, i met none of the both of them and Hui cannot make it tml... SoRry Girls... NvM, still meeting one of them. Lots to disclose during the lunch i guess... HeH HEH HeH!!!!

Should i go running tml morning? Like, really running? ermm.... Worth considering since i kept walking up early the last few days... HEH HEH!!!

Beer? Kiss? Hug? LoVe? HAHAHA!!! Not good to be drunk u know... DaNgerOus...

Loving You...

tired...

Just got home from the night out.

It was kind of a bad dates with so many different clicks at one time... K, next time wun ask my school friends to go out with my work friends... The whole atmosphere was so weird.

Anyway, Poseidon is greAt... Can't wait to catch MI3 and the rest of the upcoming movies...

Late... Wanna sleep... NiGht...

Tough...

Haven't blog for a couple of days now... Ermm... Rushing all my work, so didn't really have the time to blog, when i wanna blog, i feel like sleeping, so i thought i would leave it till today. FREE!!! HAhA!

Let's start with Wed... That was the day when i started feeling very tired and not having enough sleep. Started to feel the workload. U see, i know i can't go on in Poly feeling slack, and leaving everything to last minute resort. So, i kind of started doing the tutorial qns, seriously, looking into each and everyone of it and doing them. K, to much of my surprise, I was able to understand BSTA better that way lah. For MIEC, still struggling. CIP, still hanging there coz of all the software, hardware thingy. And she talked bout Java which, i supposed will be damn complicated. So wed was the beginning of hell for me.

We have this MIEC presentation on a question bout quantity demanded and demand for good. And it's like a group presentation. Since i'm the leader, i think i gotta start the ball rolling, so i asked them for answers that day so i can compel and make them into slides. So, wed night, i got wad i had, and i went to MAC to do the slides. K, a little pissed along the way lah. Coz i seriously have to explain. But well, if i dun do, no one would, RIGHT?! Goshh.... At the end of it, Eddie came to entertain me after his work. By then, i'm really tired le. Kk, so at the very end the slides, i gave up, i stopped deco... HAHA!!! Then, after talking for a while with Eddie, we went home. Stressed....

Thurs morning, another huge struggle to get up from bed, this time round, i only got up at 7.40am. Rushed the way out to school. And thurs happen to be the longest day for me... Wad sucks the most was, i did so much for the slides, the tutor didn't use... SO MAD... Like, Hello, the rest of them presented, we didn't leh... So So, sickening... But then again, good thing was, gotta go back earlier... Went to eat dinner with Yuting then went back.

Then, after lots of resting, i started the calling session... A lot of them dun wanna pick up my call... So Mad... After gathering much info bout pple's prefernces, time, and venue, finally ended the list to bout 20. Was so surprised!!! But then, dun think so many will be there lah. Anyway, it's more of a gathering today then to celebrate my BD... That's good too, coz today is not my BD... HAhA!!! I called Dear and chatted off with her for bout an hour and she went to bed.

I went to the living room, in search of some snacks to grab and sat there in front of the fan. Then, the phone rang. I thought it's my Ma's friend, so i kind of picked it up and said, "HELLO?!" (in a high pitch end) And the other end was like, "May i speak to Ai Ping"(In chinese), sounds pretty weird, coz i haven't had guys calling my house unexpectedly. He asked, "Have u eaten?" I'm like, "ermm... U hold on for a while." Took my cordless and went to my room. "HEY, EddIe!!!!" It's like such a shock that he called? HAHA!!! Anyway, talking bout the same old crap and bout him wanting a desktop and me wanting a laptop... HAHA!!! So CuTe... Anyway, ended the call at 12plus. I ji tao fell asleep.

Middle of the night, i woke up. Saw Yuting's msg, she said she couldn't sleep and that she had a bad day... Hai... Such a Sin... As in the new poly life... Too much bothering us, so much more than it used to be. Anyway, i didn't reply her, coz it's 3am when it was sent at 1am. Well, wad can i say? I dun really know. Let's just put it this way, "it is only the beginning of our new life. Why struggle with unnecessary problems when there's more to wonder?" And seriously, Yuting, it hasn't begin with wad's going on, y get bothered? SMile... There'll definitely be chances...

Anyway, slept off after the sms.

Early in the morning, my phone rang, i thought who the hell would call me that early, like 8am... And it's Eddie... I picked up the phone and went, "Hello... Ya?!" He went, "Hey, wake up already? Wanna go for breakfast?!" I'm like, "Huh? Where are u? I just woke up..." "I'm at custom." So i say " Orh, when u bout to reach then tell me bah..." Then, i dropped dead beside my phone... HAHA!!! 20min later, he called, and i'm like, "u here le ar?!" He said he would wait opposite my place... So i kind of rushed, brush my teeth, grab my jacket and capm and dashed out of my house. HAHA! Then, once i cross the road, i saw his car... HAHA!!! Just in time... So had a very full breakfast.. Haven't had such great breakfast for very long le... Hee~ Tell u hor, that uncle very funny one, he wanna do something, he wun say 1st de leh. I'm like in a hell of a shock the whole morning. Until, i reached home at bout 10am and slept again... HAHA!!!

Kk, going for movie with lots of pple later. Definitely less than 20... Relieved. Gonna enjoy myself... LOVE ME!!!! And I lOVE U!!!!

I can't believe I made it through...

MonDay BlUes...???

It was a tedious day in school, somehow the different pressure is starting to set in. Gosh... So wad should i actually do? HeH HeH! The issue on Friends, not really bothered cos somehow, i know will be able to find that "Click" with each and everyone of them, for now, let's take things slow. Wad i'm facing, is the stress from work lah, sometimes, dun really understand wad the lecturers say. When i do the tutorials, a lot of time i'm stuck. I hope i'm not the only one like that in class... Seriously... Really...

Yuting told me she read my blog... Heh HeH! So weird, she read my blog... Hee~ Anyway, it's a better way to know me faster bah... But then again, she knows me better than my blog. HAHA!!! Craps... Just now, i joke to her bout a 50cents thingy... Had a hell of a laugh there. Well, will make that joke to any of u someday... hee~ So CuTe...

Ermm... Need to buy Strait Times tml for the Digital Life... MuSt RMB!!!! GoSh GoSh... Every CIP workshop need to bring... Heh HEh...

Kk, i need to start contacting pple to go out on Friday le... If not, everything will be damn messed up... LoVe Me pple!!! Love U SOOOOoooo!!!!

I finished one of the CIP work... K, took me bout an hour to complete the slide shows... HaI... At least i make it lah... Heh hEh! Still got 2 more tasks to do sia... GosH... So StReSS...

OOo... Tell u all something, somebody came to take phone number from me o!!! It's so funny... i was choking a snicker down my throat when this guy came to take my number for his friend... All staff of Zinc... So FUnNY!!!! Many situation somehow in this new LIFE... Love It!!!

Ermm... Kk, i need to go print out the names for my group members... Speaking of printing, i printed a lot of notes and tutorial lOr!!! It's like the ink and papers are all running out, so is my CASH... GOSh...

Awaiting the romance to begin, but then, you have not appear...

Another week has gone by...

I went to Westmall today to get my eyeliner but then, it's not selling le... I wonder is it that they've stop the stock? Please DUn!!! It's so gOOd... SilkY Girl... HAi... Hope i can find it soon, i only have a little bit left... GOSh...

Then i headed towards my house there de Mac with my Lappy. Asked Yuting to join me, so we sat there and used the lappy to do our stuff.. I was reading the PM budget speech. GOSh... Long... Couldn't connect to the wireless so i basically just read the text. Then, off the lappy and chatted with Yuting... Hee~ And i told her a secret that i didn't tell anyone... HAHA!!! After that, she told me(refering to all Dragon horoscope), that this year we'll have lots of Lan Tao Hua... HAHA!!! The real one will come in 2008... Well, her pa is the fortune Master, so i guess should believe it a little. But then again, when it wants to come, we can't stop right?? Hee~ It's just an advice to listen to.

Recently, my fave phrase are, "Love U" "Miss U"... HAha!!! So, dun feel weird O!!!! Kk.... New week starting, new anticipation... See You!!!

LoVe YoU!!! CIAo!!!

What if all that have happened are meant to be? What if I say, I wanna be with You? What if I say No? What if? Full of queries, full of uncertainties... When the time is right, you will come find me... Love you...

I went to Westmall today to get my eyeliner but then, it's not selling le... I wonder is it that they've stop the stock? Please DUn!!! It's so gOOd... SilkY Girl... HAi... Hope i can find it soon, i only have a little bit left... GOSh...

Then i headed towards my house there de Mac with my Lappy. Asked Yuting to join me, so we sat there and used the lappy to do our stuff.. I was reading the PM budget speech. GOSh... Long... Couldn't connect to the wireless so i basically just read the text. Then, off the lappy and chatted with Yuting... Hee~ And i told her a secret that i didn't tell anyone... HAHA!!! After that, she told me(refering to all Dragon horoscope), that this year we'll have lots of Lan Tao Hua... HAHA!!! The real one will come in 2008... Well, her pa is the fortune Master, so i guess should believe it a little. But then again, when it wants to come, we can't stop right?? Hee~ It's just an advice to listen to.

Recently, my fave phrase are, "Love U" "Miss U"... HAha!!! So, dun feel weird O!!!! Kk.... New week starting, new anticipation... See You!!!

LoVe YoU!!! CIAo!!!

What if all that have happened are meant to be? What if I say, I wanna be with You? What if I say No? What if? Full of queries, full of uncertainties... When the time is right, you will come find me... Love you...

Seems to be fading away...

Went through some of my old friends' friendster just now. Suddenly, i realised i'm missing out a lot on their lives... One in particular, Melanie... I wonder how is she doing le? She used to be someone who i was hang around with, no matter where we go bah... And seems like she's the only one who i say a lot to. Her absence in my life hasn't been a hard time but then when i thought bout it, i dun really know wad is going on in her life, nor does she knows anything bout mine. And seriously, she's also the only person who i can frankly say anything. The one who knows me most is not anyone so close i suppose... Miss her too much to catch up le. We can never be the same like we were b4, but will still ask her out every now and then... MiSs u Mel...

Also, i went to looked at kaiwen's... Ermm.. A very strange name to call now... We've known each other since P3... Havn't met up after she transferred school and moved house... HeH...

Missing out too much on my friends' lives... Am i so occupied by every other thing, than some of the greatest friends? Probably... Everybody seems to be drifting apart already... Hai... We are on our own? Talking to Yuting just now, i always had fun talking to her, she always left me wondering, and that's wad been connecting us together as the best of friends, when all else had failed.

Ermm... Xueting... She's also pretty busy with her everyday life... GoSh... Hope she'll be Ok Ok, better than Ok...

LiNg Hui... Where r U?! Hee~ She's a bit missing nowadays... HAHA!!! miSs u Girl...

New friends doesn't seem to be taking any space in my heart... It's kind of weird... Please, let my heart open up...

I heard a life story of this guy, he had a life of ups and downs, and been through the gate of Hell and back... Kind of dramatic in some ways yet, he is sitting right in front of me saying that. Guess he should treasure life more than b4... Wad a LiFE.... Hope mine would be as dramatic but less trauma... Hee~

Missing all of you sO very MUCH!!! Come back to my life...

Ermm...

I went out for dinner today with u know who... And had a long sit at KoPitIam... Kind of a crappy night... Anyway, had my stomach filled and safely reached home... Besides that, today was pretty boring... Nothing much happened...

Hee~ Tml must start reading up on the CIP assignment le... I'm so doomed... HahA!!!

My Dear & Me...

QiAn & PiNg

IdIot & APpLe

D E A R S....

Woke up at 6.35am today... WAhAhAHA!!!!! Reached school at around 7.40am with Trish... 1st lesson, SW, Netball... The cool thing is, the person taking charge of us knows who Kailing(my coach) is, and she even knew she went for a knee op. Kind of a coincident to meet someone who knows my coach... HAha!!! So, by right, i should trust she is someone who knows netball, since she knows Kailing... K, i'm making an assumption but hopefully this assumption is right... Anyway, the training began, we ran 2 large rounds of the track but after that, it started to rain so we began with physical... Well, i hate PT lah hor... But then, it wasn't that tough compared to wad i did b4 with my previous team. Ya... Anyway, i had quite a few laughs during the training. Suppose the pple there will be better.

Was a little bit late for CATS but wadever... Anyway, the lecture was talking all the way. I did listen lah, but at the same time, slacking... Hee~ And my darling sms-ed me saying she wants to meet me... Hee~ HaPPy to meet my Darling... U know wad, we went shopping at Orchard, and i was in FBT shorts and the NP shirt(the one robert design) OMg!!!! It's a bit too casual to be wearing like that for the whole day in town. And, while shopping, coz Sa and i got used to calling each other Dear, some lady thought we really are lesy... GoSh... But i cleared the air... OmG... NVM lah, she's still my DeaR... HAhA!!!

Then, dear and I went to take PiCs... Cute right?! Me in Casual wear and 1st time with my dear.... HAHA!!! NICe... LoVe It!!! Then, i walked her to OHS... Wanted to go Far east with Terry one, but he took a long time and tiredness was starting to set in, so i decided to leave... Anyway, Bt kor called off the meeting up and Something kind of happened to Ting which i dunno y, didn't pursue much le... When it's time, she'll tell... So i went back on 174 after getting my New CAP!!! Hee~

KK, i bought Ramen for my dinner... Compared to yesterday, my appetite is better today... O ya, Dear forced me to eat some food with lots of chilli and dunnoe y, she bought 2 desserts for me... Trying to stuff me to death?! NO wAY DEAR!!! U can nv shake me OFF!!!

Kk, i crashed OHS today... Surprising quite a lot of pple with my presence... Hee~ WaHAHAHAHA!!! Me and My MarVellous entrance...

I met these 2 guys. One guy says he's 30, but doesn't look so. The other says he's not 30 but look So... HAHA!!! Ain't that funny? I met 2 of guys who should switch their age... HAHA!!! K, if u know who, just Shhhhh... Dun say anything huh.... HAHA!!!

I dun think i'm gonna go for the interview liao le... So boring... Dun really wanna work lor... Tiring...

I sent an sms to the wrong person today and found it weird with his reply, "U miss me isn't" For god sake.... PLEASE....

K, i'm really tired le... Need to catch some sleep... NiGHT!!!

CiAo!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Lost iN a fAmiliar place...

Ermm... Again, i had a great sleep, so much so that i overslept this morning... I woke up at 7.20am when i'm supposed to wake up at 7... But well, was able to get there in time to meet Ting.

Ermm... I guess the embarkment of this week, a new week, kind of took a different way for me as compared to last week. I had a hard time understanding i guess... But anyway, i tried my best to work hard. Kind of hard to fit into the class bah... All of them seem to be those real smart ones... Well, i have to work extra hard i guess... Nothing to worry bout? Please... I got dozens of stuff to worry... I need to focus on my modules le... No time for me to slack anymore...

MIEC tutorial was great, i like my Tutor, Mr Pon... Hee~ He's a funny person, injecting many of his humour to the lesson... LOVe It... So the day kind of ended with all the tough Tutorial qns... Hai... I dun really like how my class is now... Hopefully, it's coz we're still new to each other... Hard to fit in? Doesn't matter right? I'm AppLe...

K, i felt kind of lost today after school. I kind of walked my way from NP to the petrol station, in my mind, blank... When i reached central, i decided to go get a packet of Choc to accompany my way in WM... Then, saw the Uncle and the other guy in the SAloN... After which, went to WM, i loiter there for very long but no appetite, so i decided to get SuShi... Sat at the interchange, mind still thinking wad to eat coz i know wun be full with Sushi... So i sat there for very long... Till i saw TYS... MY FRIEND!!! Hee~ Chatted lots with him... Miss his craps a lot... So i kind of went to eat with him and his friend, with the exception of myself eating... Really have no appetite... After that, ting called me, said she wanna eat dinner, i thought she was alone lor, but well, nVm... Had a short chat with her too...

Meeting with Bt kor tml... K, feel very bad bout last few times when he wanna meet but can't, and tml, determined to go meet up with my loNg losT kor and see his BoTak hair... HAHA!!! Hope ting can come too...

Ermm... I very tired now, but my heart kept wondering away... Well, i'm gonna sleep so as to replenish for tml 8am SW...

I guess it's hard to get used to this life, called "POLY LIFE"...

Trying to love myself more...

I'm kind of missing myself a lot... I haven't found time to reflect on myself... I quiet down a lot from before... Is it the new environment? Is it the New friends? Or is it just myself...

Before falling into my sleep again, let me find some answers to the unknown...

I still...
Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that
No matter how I fight it
Can't deny itJust can't let you go
Chorus:I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
I wish I could find you
Just like I found you
Then I would never let you go
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no from you

All that u need to know bout me... My idol says it all...

MarVelLous...

HeY hEy!!! I fell in love with today... HAHA!!! Though i gotta wake up early 7am, but i had lots of great times today. 1stly, i was able to have a good night sleeps without all the waking ups or having dreams which always kept my head occupied. Then, when i was waiting for bus in the interchange, i met Trish and i had a partner all the way till school to talk to. Then, when OCOM tutorial started, i was amazed. It was much better than the lecture... HeH! More interesting and for the 1st time i met my tutorial mates... Kind of happy... Hee~

After break, went on for BSTA tutorial, hee, the tutor kind of reminds me of Mdm Khong, with very good English of coz. Kind of like her way of talking and then gotta mix with other T-mates. HAhA!!! HApPy! Right after BSTA, carried on with ITR... GoSh... By then, my gastric was hurting. Still, i had a great time paying attention and contributing ideas the the group discussion... Hee~ That was when i told Ting that will meet them in school later instead of batok and that's when Robert came to say i act busy... Hai... I got accused...

Anyway, my gastric was hurting a lot when tutorial was coming to an end so i kind of tolerated the pain all the way till i met YUting and Xueting... HaI... O yA, b4 that i went get an FBT pants at Co-op... Hee~ Bought it for $10.. If u can find cheaper de hor, tell me K...

Then, after meeting ting and yuting, we walked to Petrol station to have more buses to get to Batok and that's where we met IzWan... hee~ The Guy from OHS, the one who i called for training, who i brought around during his 1st visit to OHS, who i got a long really well when i was a coordinator... Kind of miss those times interacting with all the staff without boundaries, now, got so many BOUNDARIES that i can't cross. Hai... Sad... Anyway, Ting suddenly told me she haven't ordered her Pics for FOC, i'm like, "HUH?!" and rmbed that it's Wed le... So i kind of called robert for help... Anyway, she got really irresponsible GLs... Sad for her...

Reached Mac, ate our dinner, relieved my gastric, and began doing wireless at MAC.... HAHA!!! Well, we chatted online... Ting kind of told me certain things which i shall not disclose but advice were given, hope she'll be ok... She told me she got drifted away from me coz of SCANDALS... HAHA!!! It's like so FUNNY!!!! Well, Well, it's not everyday that u hear scandal from Me... hee~ *SlaP myself Up and Down* Anyway, rest assure, i'm fine... But, i got things to share with her lah, will leave it to another time when we have longer meeting times.

Like it today, though i'm damn tired now... I didn't do my MIEC tutorials... hee~ Beat me for that but i'm a bit too tired to pick it up now... Hai... Hope nothing will happen tml... Anyway, friends, ladies and gentlemen, everyone from SEC SCHOOL, POLY, OHS and CLOSE FRIENDS, hoping u can join me on 12th MAy to somewhere, which i haven't decided, to Pei Me... If u know me, u should know y... 3days after that day... So, leave a comment or send me a mSg? DeaL? Kk, Waiting... Dun come if u r a stranger to me... hee~

Only when Life turns around, I saw the importance of being myself...

The more u say, the more i type

Last night, before going to bed, i was teaching Jennifer Geog. I kind of realised i forgot quite a bit of stuff le... She was asking bout the drainage system, i couldn't find the notes that Mr Alex Lo gave us a few years back bout drainage system, so i kind of drew it out in PAINT.... Amazing? HAHA!!! So cute of me... I can really be a tutor... HAhA!!! Anyway, i can help, so i help... Hee~

Anyway, i couldn't sleep last night... Wah laO... My eyes were very much closing when i laid onto my bed but when i really decided to sleep, i COULDN'T! Can u believe that? I need the aid of my mp3 to get asleep... Gosh... However, that didn't really work, i woke up a lot of times in the middle of the night, singing along in my head, knowing i cannot really sleep well with that, i off the mp3... Still, i kept waking up. No idea y... The last time i woke up b4 9am was 6am, and i rmbed clearly that i told myself, " I still can sleep for 2 hours..." HAhA!!! Isn't that kind of cute... I woke up later feeling pretty restless but still need to proceed on to school...

Right, i love TRM? Hee~ It's very related to the Tourism that i studied in Sec and that's something good, Tourism was one of my fave topic when studying and i can relate pretty well... Hee~ HAPPY!!! Also, Ms Ho annouced the date for our camp... It's gonna be a service boot camp. Kind of looking forward to it... Hee~ LAlA!!!

K, funny thing happened during our 2hours break b4 the make-up lesson for BSTA. The 4 of us, Edith, Joan, Jellyfish and I, sat down, on the same table in Canteen 1, charging our lappy and chatting on MSN... HAHA!!! Our table was in total silence... Kind of funny... HAHA!!! Didn't played it b4...

Kk, BSTA finished pretty early, it was said to be till 7pm but the lecture kind of just finish it in 45min or so. HeE~ So, we left the LT... I wanted to go back le but rmbed my darling called me, so i called back and decided to go meet Yuting and her at Lot1. I practically dragged my feet back to Batok, bought a can of Latte and dragged myself towards the MRT station and reached CCK. Had our dinner, with lots of craps as usual from my dear. HaHA!!! Then, we went to walk around Lot 1, buying different stuff... I was looking for my sports brA when i saw Converse's high cut sneakers... Wah Lao... Itch... HAHA!!! But can't buy lah, it's like $59.90... Hai... Broke... Went home a couple of hours later. It's really nice to meet up with Dear and Yuting... Haven't see Yuting for a long time le, she's almost the same. And for my dear, she's always the same lah... HAHa!!! Well, at this point of time, old friends still play a part in me... They'll always do... MiSS theM lOts... Kk, i kind of make an appointment with the both of them on the 12th... I'm wondering whether the meeting with my Juniors will clash with it not, hope not, coz wanna celebrate a little... HaI... We'll see...

Ermm.... I was printing all the lecture notes and Tutorial qns just now then did some of it... A bit stress ar, but i had fun looking thru them, like a normal student... Hee~

O ya, just now, i ran from LT22 to Atrium... That's common, but within 5min? HAhA!!! 5min b4 lecture began... WAHAHAHA!!! Kk, dun wanna say the reason, very long-winded...

Robert just told me, "Like wan the whole world to know i tok to u for 5hrs. lolx" HAHA!!!! CuTe... I very li Xiao hOr... And he say i sound Bad... HAHA!!! That's like so not the truth... He said i dun sound like myself... Hai... So Sad...

Anyway, overhear MM Lee talking in the News... Election is like so close to us le... Serious thing going on in the state sia... AdmIre MM Lee So So mUch.. Y? Ask u, how many pple can see a historic figure still alive? I CAN!!! WE CAN!!! HAHA!!! Many reasons to admire this man... MANY MANY...

Right Right, should stop... Another early morning tml... NIGHT PPLE!!!

CIAO!!!

If only I can see you again...

Boring Labour Day...

K, something to mention, i chatted with Robert Chai for more than 5hours yesterday... goSh... I can't believe i got so much to say, or rather, we got so much to share... Kk, he's the guy who i cursed and swore at, during the 2nd day of FOC, coz he kept singing and singing, and i'm so pissed. Then, got to see him during the Sentosa trip, then chatted up in MSN, then on PhOne... GoSh... This is like the procedure to making friends.. HAHA!!! Kk, heard a lot from him, said a lot to him and some of the most bo liao to high-profile secrets were being shared. End of the day, didn't sleep well... HAHA!!! CuTe....

K, nothing much happened today, boring all the way... I didn't eat anything since i woke up till i decided to get my butt up and go buy dinner. Kk, decided to buy KFC and feast a little... HAHA!!! K, i'm still me, i wun be bothered by pple saying i'm FAT, coz i'm happy the way i am but then again, i promised nv to gain anymore weight, this is the very limit. Hee~ Wadever... Anyway, live HaPPy can le, dun wanna suffer so much... Hee~

Ermm.... There's something i feel like saying but dun really wanna say, it's kind of awkward... HeH HeH! Well, that is the kind of feeling that i yearn... So mUch... Hai... Well, not the right time to speak of you-know-wad.

Just now, Bt kor smsed me, felt kind of weird, haven't got a msg from him for a while le. Kk, time to spend some time with this kor of mine le... So i suppose i have to make myself free this weekend... Hee~

Tml will be full of Lectures again... Tutorial will start on Wed... Heh hEh!!! LonG dAY!!! And tml got make up lesson for BSTA... gOSh... till 7pm???!!!! But well, that's gonna be life now... Hee~ ANyway, i'm ready for it... LAlA!!! HAte the choosing of clothes early in the morning... Hai... Such a waste of time.

Kk, a lot of occasion coming, labour day is over, Election day coming, then Vesak day, mother's day and MY BIRTHDAY!!! WAHAHAHA!!! heH HeH, where's my present? Hee~ Kk, Dunnoe wad should i do that day... Still thinking... it's a monday though. Well, till then...

I'm walking pass where I found you, but I couldn't see you... I dare not turn my head around...

DONE IN VK SALON...

Short something....

I'm kind of tired now.. However, just wanna say that i've got a new blogSkIn!!!! WaHAHAHA!!!!

K, and i forgot to bath today... Heh~ And it's like so late le, so i'm not gonna bath... K, i know i'm dirty, this is just one of the rare rare times that i am dirty...

Just now, my new table was put into my room, though it isn't really my room yet but most of the stuff are in place le, kind of angry lah, coz i need to throw a lot and i mean, A LOT of things away. Guess wad? I threw away all the letters i had... K, i struggle a lot to do that, i didn't have any space to put so many things anymore... I really hesitated a lot, up till i was really couldn't find a place that is private enough to keep my Primary to Secondary schools' secret, i decided to throw them away. Straight down the dump... K, i really had a hard time doing that.. Somehow, all the memories were in there... All of my life's memories... Well, a new chapter right? So, a new beginning for it all... Afterall, i still got my diary to recall every single things and my friends are still around to once in a while, remind of the stuff... Throwing the letters away doesn't mean all bad, at least i threw away those sad history, those falling in and out of love, those fighting with friends and those struggling i had. Now, it's the new me... WeLCOme!!!

Going to town tml to pass notes to Yunwu.... Hee~ And Ming kind of asked me to go shop with Eunice... Kind of weird but well, anyway, it's town too... HeH Heh!!!

I think I am...

UpDating...

Alright, so the week in school ended pretty fast and pretty easily. So far, no task was given but lots of getting ready to be done. Basically coz next week will the the week where all the projects and homeworks come. WahhAHA!! And then, i'll be damn busy. HEh Heh!!!

K, on thurs, after school, actually wanted to go KAp with Jellyfish and Edith but while on the bus, Rong HuN called me out and asked me whether wanna go to school to take our O level certs, so after a bit of hesitation, i decided to go... HAAH!!! wah lao, and Hun told me that he forgot to ask me... HAHA!!! So bad... ANyway, i walked with Rong hun to school then back to Westmall where the rest had finished eating, so i bought a dessert, Mango Longan, which, well, weren't wad i thought it would be, so after eating half of it, i cannot tahan, i asked whether the rest wants to eat not, without much hesitation, they finished it sia... I'm like, "So nice meh?!" HeH, i suppose they like sour stuff bah... Not me... Hee~

After that, we did a bit of girls' shopping and left the guys out there, then, we were looking at different ear studds... HAhA!!! And i saw a lot more APPLE than i did b4... Hee~ Got really tempted to buy but hee, not much money and moreover, i already got enough studds to fill my ear... So i juts help fish look around and choose a little.

Then, Ting came, we went to look at some footwear... HEh HEh!!! Again, very tempted but then again, i am disciplined enough to just look without taking the cash... AhEm.... HAHA!!! AFter that, Ting and i decided to go coz she wants to get her hair cut. K, i kind of thought bout cutting my hair ever since i brought my darling there, but as each day passed by, i realised how broke i am so i ended up, sitting there, looking at pple's hair got cut. Heh hEh!!!

Met up with Hui and we head towards KFC... Right, my appetite weren't really good so i ate the very little Shrooms meal... So, we kind of just sat there, till sunset, catching up bout our new lives... Yup, so we left at bout 7 if i'm not wrong... Went to find photocopy machines and we came across this push cart, with Punk Star Tees, at 1st it was Hui who got fancied then i got strucked too... HAHA!!! So, we bought 2 of the tees, similiar patterns, for $36... HEh HEh!!! K, i wasted money again, but it does look nice...

Afterwhich, Ting left while Hui and I went back... Was totally beat that day... Late at night, i was chatting up with Robert and he kind of just told me how pissed he was with the cAmp crew and the dnd that's coming out. Anyway, i just listened and really appreciate wad this guy tried to do to make it fun for us... Poor Him...

Next morning, i woke up, and i was damn tired, coz we ended the chatting at 12plus and i woke up at 6am, coz i got an 8am class... goSh... It was my 1st SW class, which means, Sports&Wellness... It wasn't those classes where we have to write down notes or anything but for a start, its some briefing bout wad we're gonna so for the next 12 weeks. HahA, it's like PE lah but we get to do different sports. I chose netball coz out of all the choices given, nothing fancy me, except Netball and Touch Rugby, and since i got the idea of joining touch Rugby for my CCA then i should join Netball for SW. ANd ya, that's kind of wad happened. And gotta meet 3 more girls from the class, who happen to be Edith's friends. So, we had our breakfast together. Then, this Debbie kept looking at me so initially i just joked around saying i'm straight. When we stood up to leave, she suddenly said, "O, u look like the (girl from superstar)!" I dun really know who that person is coz u all know, when superstar came out, i was working like nuts, so i'm like, "Huh?! Orhh... Relax..." That was the result she kept looking at me... Scare me... Seriously, i'm really looked forward to SW next Friday.

CATS lesson was kind of boring but i enjoyed the lecturer talking, it may be bored but it's like Sec school... HEh! i like that FEELING.... Though i know it's nt gonna be long... The lesson ended fast with lots of cool questions. Hee~

Then, i went to buy yet another txt which costs me another 20plus(heartache)... Then, accompanied Edith to buy her lappy case... Then, Trish called me, and we went home together... Along the way, we talked bout some of the stuff that we would usually talked bout, and it felt great to be able to still be in touch with this friend of mine... Hee~ And i felt sad for her hair too... HAi.. Poor thing... I understand her feelings... Dun worry, trish, the frindge will grow back... Smile K!

Decided to go have my hair cut, finally!!! After all the ponderings from the beginning of the week. Hee~ Drew the cash, went to cut at VK salon, again... 3rd time in a week there... I waited for awhile for 2 boy boy to finish their haircut... Both are so cUte!!! Their Ah Mah was talking to me bout the elder boy, hee~ And i offered them Chocs... So CuTe... The 3 yr old boy boy was so shy, he wanted take choc from me, but i said i want a Kiss, but he paiseh... HAhA!!! So Cute... GoSh...

So started my haircut... Just wanted to trim, but this guy, i dunnoe wad's his name but address him as uncle, wanted to cut my frindge... So i'm like, dun cut too much can le... Then, he kind of did all his little stuns to give me my look. Not much changes, look to believe... HAHa!!! In the end, realised he cut off lots of my back... But that's my damage part bah... Nvm.. Worth the $18... I stayed on in the Salon coz i didn't wanna go home, if i did, i would sleep... Waited for Yuting to come coz promised to go take her lappy with her... During which, no customers came, so i was watching the other guy played Xbox and the other watching as well. And as always, talked crap... HAHA!! K, so this uncle stood up and said, "Since u got nothing to do, let me play around with ur hair..." So, ya, i let him play lah, coz i'm too tired to do anything... And please lor, he made all those funny hairstyle to make me SO "CUTE"!!! Buay Tahan... Anyway, he kept pinching my face.. I got so mad lor, nobody touches my face so many times de lor, i know i'm cute,AheM, but dun have to pinch lor... Sick... k, this guy dunno wad is respect, though i'm younger lah, but i'm human enough to treat me with respect right? But he just took my stuff and rummaged through them... GosH... To think he took my Bank receipt to see... And like i said, too tired to do anything... So SAd... NVm... Wun be there till next month, or at least for 2 months... HAhA!!! But just walking pass...

Anyway, met up with Yuting, went to JE... Wah lao.. Walked for so So long, wasted money on Cab and finally got to ACER building... By then, i was already dying... Guess wad? We walked all the way to JE entertainment centre from ACER... At that point of time, i concluded, "Today, i felt like i am pranked..." WAh lao... Very tired... REached home, drank my fruit juice and ji tao laid on my bed and sleep... From 7pm to 10am this morning... WAHAHA!!! It was the longest sleep ever... More than 12hrs, enough for me!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm all awake now...

That's the update for the last couple of days... LoNg Live mY pASsIOn!!!

What you see or seem, is but a dream within a dream...

HeHe~

I seriously think that my lappy got something wrong lor, i already reduce it's power to the lowest yet the battery runs out so fast. Was so pissed off lor... I haven't finish saving my notes leh... Then there's only 3-pin plug there, no 2-pin de... So Sickening...

K, during my frustration of the lappy hibernating, i rmbed Xinxian said that we can go find Chris Black for Naga pics... So i went there, and wah... So many pple there... And i saw Sissy Boy... HaHa!!! But like wad Hui told me, he's quite a flirtatious person... Then, all the fellow Naga1 pple start to appear from no where, i was kind of shock lah... Then, we talked talked, actually decided to leave le, but Min Jia told me she forgot bout the pics so i went back and helped her order them... That's when Davio saw me, so i said hI and he's like, "R u from Naga?!" Then i gave him a face and he thought i was saying No, but wah lao, i'm so a nagarian lor... And he's like, "U r from Naga? R u Sure?" HahA!!! K, it's only natural pple dun realise my presence, coz i was basically a swine during the camp... Nobody noticed Me... HeH HEH! Guess wad? I thought i'm suppose to quit using the name APPLE now that i'm in school le but dunnoe y, pple prefer to call me Apple... HAhA... So i supposed my Nick is better-rmbed than my name... HAhA!!! Wad CrAp... Ai Ping sounds GOOD also Ok!

K, so went to eat eat with them but left quite early coz Mama pApa wanna go buy bed... Waited for bus 61 for a long long time... Reach home, went out... HAHA!!! I got my own bed and TabLE now!!!! BETTER ones!! Then, i'll have my ROOM!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Ermm.. O ya, FOC is holding a Dnd, i didn't really consider it much lah, coz my conclusion was, no, dun wanna go... But then, thinking of all the fun that would happen... hai... Still, i didn't put much thoughts into it.. Just now, Chris was asking, and the girls were saying, i stood there, listen, didn't have much to say... Still, not thinking much bout it lah... Heh HEh!!!

K... I wanna go check out Mel and friendster, then Concuss Le... Long day tMl...

NiGht!!! CiAo!!!

Looking around...

2nd day in school... Finally got to know bout my own course... Intro to Tourism and Resort Management... Wahhaah!!! I loVe my lecture... 1st impression COuNts! Though she's not those very fashion young teacher, but i guess she's those sophisticated, middle-aged one... She make the class laughed a lot of times during her short 1 1/2hr.... Wahhaahah!!!!

An hour break at canteen 1 and then off to lecture on CIP... Ermmm... Met Eunice and Yen there... Wahahah!! The lecture was pretty brief though, not much touched on... Need to buy yet another book... Wah lao... another 25 bucks flying off... DoT DOt... So BroKe....

Then went to Block 72, lvl 5 and asked bout the configuration of the lappy, then after the details, we realised no need to register like wad the lecturers said... So ya... Anyway, might go back to school tml to do some stuff bah...

Met up with Yuting later on at westmall for dinner... Then we kind of shopped around a little, and she bought quite a few tops... I bought 1 top... Ermm... i really gotta shop buying clothes le....
Almost broke liao... If all these go on, i'll be killed by my lao ma... HAhA!!!

Haven't heard from Bt kor for a while le. I supposed he is, like my 2kor, doing some important thing at tekong and not coming back for the week... Hope he is doing alright.

Right, let's have a summary bout Poly life... Seriously, i haven't really blend into Poly life yet. When i look around, i still find it unfamiliar and strange... And i dun see any familiar faces, unlike my friends... All my pals from sec are all distributed to different schools... A little sad but the good thing is, we still get to meet, bump into each other once in a while... That's the coolest thing... Coz of the cancellation of tutorials and workshop this week, the studying part is pretty slack... So i haven't really get used to anything yet... Well, more to come next week right? I really am looking forward to it...

No school tml... Something to rejoice bout? Probably for now... Heh... But still going back lah... Dot doT...

Somebody said She loves me today... AND IT's like SO MANY TIMES!!! Guess WHo? It's a SHE!!!! HahA!!! She's my DEAR hor... Bleh...

Looking for what is important in Life...

1st day after so many months...

BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! This time round, it's a new school! I already forgot the feeling of going to a new school coz that kind of happened 5 years ago.. Hee~

I met up with Yuting this morning to go to school. Actually i wasn't suppose to meet her but she asked me to pei her go SSC to ask for her student card so ya, i agreed, sacrifacing my Apple sleep again... Hee~ So reach school, did all the necessary stuff and then went to canteen, she departed with us, i sat down and talked to Ming Ming, Jory and PAmy... Then went to find Jellyfish and Jieping... Ate Lunch, walked a bit with Edith and finally reach LT22... And then, my 1st step into a LT for a lesson... Heh hEh! Sat at the 3rd row, 1st sit. Class kicked off with the teaching of Mel and continued with the 1st chapter of Business Statistics... Heh Heh!!! It was kind of cool though there are some parts that i dun understand but well, it's like normal science classes, except its a maths class... HAHA!!! The lecture ended at 2.20pm. 40min earlier than expected. Went to eat dessert with Edith and Jellyfish. After that, contacted Dear and decided to meet up.

So, i went to bank in my cash then went to MAc to wait for Dear... K, when she arrived i told her some stuff and shared everything that happened in school today. Then we went to shop shop a little at Westmall with the very heavy bag... Heh heh! She wanted to go trim her hair so i brought her to VK salon... And well, ya, the craps started with the hair dresser and us. While crapping, i received a sms, and guess wad, somebody say she not enough cash, ask me to go draw for her... HAHA!!!! So funny LOR!!!

O ya, i bought 3 books, for business statistics, Microeconomics and Oral Com, all in all costs me $86.10... I was like, GOSH!!!! Suddenly felt the pinch in my heart when i pressed the buttons for my PIN... GoSh... Heartaching... However, no choice right?

My Papa is making plans for my room le... I'm kind of happy coz after 2years and counting of waiting, finally, there's a bed coming along... WAHAHAHAHA!!!! Afterall, i'm turning 18 le... So, PLEASE, let me have my ROOM!!!!

Conclusion, the day spent in school was good, still anticipating better ones to come along...

K, tml another day in school, longer day... WahAHAhAha!!!!

Need to start loving school...

Tired... Wanna Sleep...

CIAO!!!

dunnoe was topic to put.

Went back to work yesterday... Totally driving myself crazy. I walked the damn ballroom for several times lor, and it's not one ballroom lor, it was like the GRAND ballroom LOR!!!! A torture to my poor feet in heels... Was working like the whole day, i didn't skive any bit... Hee~ K, kind of reminds me to back then when i began working at banquet as a nobody. HeH... A strange new world perharps? It's still a strange new world to me coz every now and then, new blood are inserted to this place, and a lot times, i find myself lost in this scandalous world. Heh! Know wad i mean?

After dinner, went back up for briefing and HAha... Lau was doing the briefin, has been a damn long time since i heard him gave briefing, and of coz, as a normal staff, listening. O ya, kind of lost hope with the new PT staff there, dunno y they dun understand wad is dun talk... Kept talking until Lau called them, then, still denied that they talked... I'm like totally standing behind them listening to them talk and laugh like nobody's business... GoSh....

It was a Grand ballroom event, and the atmosphere was so nice... Suddenly felt so warm there, coz i haven't do Grand ballroom event lkike that for so so long... Just like when i 1st began. U know, the huge ballroom, the few dozens staff, the captains, the stage, the lightings, the candeliers, the normal 3 tables, every single thing there, draws me back to when i 1st began... Anyway, i was under Tian Cheng's Station, k, it's good working with him, he didn't stand there and watch like some other PT captains do, all the time... And along the way, lots of craps came out.

K, in the midst of the event, i received 2 smses, one from yuting, the other from xueting... From yuting was minor thing. From Xueting, i got the shock of my life... Geez... I haven't had such shock for very long le... I jitao stunned, and dunnoe wad to do, and kind of stoned and the back of the ballroom for a while then asked Tian cheng some stuff... K, seriously i dunnoe wad to say lah... So just, all the best for my sister bah... It's her life she's leading right? :)

Anyway, after work, went to eat supper with Dear, ying and En... As always, we had lots of conversation from work to school to pure craziness... Hee~ Then, left to take NR8... Really tired last night... I walked so so much...

Ah mao asked me to go Sentosa, then he said he'd called me the after his midnight... But i already decided not to go. Didn't tell him though, until he called this morning, i was seriously very tired lah, so i told him, i'm not going.. So sorry, dude...

Anyway, starting school tomorrow le... Was a great news to know that there're pple starting class at the same time as me... Hee~ Got pple pei me... It's already bad enough that i'm the only one from my previous class in this course... But still, met new friends... GREAT GREAT!!!

Will blog tml night about the new semester in a new place, in new clothes with new friends.... New life... Officially embarking on the New phase of life as a student again...

It's time to turned towards that new life...

Hee~

HeH Heh... Guess wad? I totally missed the whole Orientation thingy, AMazing race i supposed. Coz i went to configure my Lappy with Ming and all... Wah Lao.. So paiseh lor, i didn't know BA cannot go SOE to configure de.. I just went blindly with Ming coz he said, ya, that's the place... Then the lecturer was like, "U school of BA should go there, y u come here?" I totally speechless lor, i haven't felt so paiseh for so long liao lor... Wah lao... I ji tao, "Huh I dunnoe leh..." But this guy, peter Leong, Ming's friend, said, "Nvm, later we go SOBa, we got lots of time." Wah... Kind of saved me from the awkward situation... Hee~ The configuration took very long lor, so i basically missed the whole Amazing race and CCA fiesta. In the end, i only joined my course pple for lunch and i went off to look at the CCA booth myself. Kind of just walked through nia...

After that, i went to Canteen 2 to wait for Yuting, and at the same time use my lappy... Then, Ming and his friend joined me. He was eating and his friend was sing his lappy. After a while, Yuting came, then i pei her go Mel order her lappy. Then, we sat in the Library and talked bout the CCA thingy. Qiang, Ming and Zhi came to join us shortly, but left after a while. So, we kind of wander around. Until Yuting decided to go home and i went to meet the Nagas...

Went to KAp in a gang, and began our crappy cheer as NAga... HAHA!!! So funny, we attracted so much attention lor... I was like, GoSh... Then, everyone were so hyper lor, they talked like nobody business, as if KAP was theirs... I was very tired though, however, this time round, i did join in the crap... HAHA!!! Gotta to talk to most of the NAga1 dudes more... Shafiq, Raf, Ming... waHahA!!! And StePh... She's like so CuTe... HAha!!!! K, indeed i dunnoe anything, i didn't know she is from Malaysia and that she gotta go back to Msia everyday.

Anyway, the fun kind of faded off, so Ming Raf and I decided to go play Pool at Timah Plaza, joining us was Debbie.. WahAHa!!! Was nice playing with them... No gaPs... FrieNds... Then, Taz, Justin and all came... K, i dun really know how pple there gotta to know i'm APPLe instead of Ai Ping... Some knows coz of MSN, then rest, i seriously have no idea... Even Justin knows... WeIrd... HAha!!!

Well, Jessica called me in the midst of the game to ask me go work at 12pm tml... So ya, after some pondering, decided to. Coz i got no Cash Liao... Wahahaha!!!

Hao lah, i very tired now... Need to Sleep Le... CiAo!!!

Oc??? GoSh... Dun talk to me bout that...

Can u believe how boring were the games organised? Damn SIAN!!! I tried 2x harder than during the FOC to get hyper but each time the teammates failed me. K, in the midst of it, i gave up, started to feel tired and sleepy. SuCks... Dun like the teammates at all, ATTENTION-SEEKER... WAnna seek attention also no need to make until so obvious de lor, one look and i know. Some bitch again??!! *mEan* Well, detest such pple, and they dun really know wad is teamwork... Right, so the fact is, i hate the group which somehow, one day, might be my Classmates... That Sux... However, i will not detest my course, LOVE IT!!! Hopefully i wun get team up with such pple.

This Orientation Convention sux like hell, i thought it's gonna be damn fun but ended up like that. And i thought FOC was boring, this one, cannot compare... Like FOC more... At least the GLs cared. The SB here, nothing to say, one came to "Sell Flesh", the rest are ok, but always getting confused, please lor, u r the SB, u should be bringing the Freshies around instead of asking... Then, we were all standing in the sun, didn't call us to drink more water, didn't bother to offer us drinks, and they, themselves, sat in the shades, wad is this??? Showing us how sucky the seniors are? Thanks, i know le.

Hai... Hoping that tml will be a better day, without those sucky pple around.

Right, so school starting soon, though i still got bits and pieces around, i trying to stay focus and go to school like i always do. Everything feels so different though, the canteen is like so strange. The pple are so unfamiliar and worse, i'm afraid i would lose my way in the huge campus... Well, will get use to it right? HOPE!!! Also, to find some good friends, and not hypocrites... HeH!!!

Ermm... Lots of things i wanna say but somehow it's stuck in there again. Hate that kind of feeling... Probably, it's really coz i'm growing up... U know, b4 i left OHS's BqT coordinator post, i got this feeling too, at that time, i dun really know wad was it that's bothering me. My, then, conclusion was, maybe coz i'm leaving OHS, maybe coz i'm growing up, maybe coz i'm going back to school. Now, i know why, it's not because i'm leaving OHS, coz i'm doing fine without working, and still will, once in a while meet up with them. It's not coz of school starting, coz no matter wad, it's still school, regardless of the changes, it's still studying. It's precisely coz i'm growing up.... Growing up is such crap... U know wad it means? Growing Up= More responsibilities, no more privileges like kids. More burdens to hold on the very narrow shoulders. More financial control. More self-disciplines. More "NOs". Why?! Why must i grow up??? So many more "Moressss" I miss life as a young adult. This is life i guess.

Right, after 28th April, i wanna stop work le, i wanna cope with studies 1st then start earning again, anyway, my allowance will start next mOnday...

Life starts all over again for Teo Ai Ping.

I'm going back to Teo Ai Ping...

Drained... Again...

Gosh... I a bit tired with all the tight schedule... So many stuff going on at once, i can't really catch my breathe now. I really gotta slow down my pace and start thinking a bit more than doing blindly... Let time slows down please...

Starting school next Monday le... Tml onwards, i'll be going to school again and again, for orientation. Man, it's going so so fast...

Yesterday, went back to work, Lau asked me, yet another time, when am i starting school... Wah Lao... Cannot tahan him leh, for once, rmb can or not.. His excuse was, "Sorry lah, i old liao..." So lame lor... As always i will go around asking pple whether they missed me not, and of coz, i wun missed out Ivan, so i asked, "Miss Me not?!" And he said, "No leh... Only when i feel like li xiao-ing pple then i rmb Apple, Ah Po..." I'm like, "Wah... Thank You ar..." Then we laugh all the way... Other than that, i hate working... The pple still got attitude problem. But, i love working with PT staff... They're gReAt!!! Wah LAo.. Whole day being a guinea pig, drinking tea, then i got cheated to drink Syrup... SiCk!!!! SO SWEET!!!! I ji tao puke... That Lau hor... Cannot stand.. Manager leh, still wanna play... Hai...

Anyway, i'm a bit too tired... I wanna cut myself off the world again... I gotta rest... I might not blog for a while le... Kk??? HAhA!!!! No lah, joking... This is my only place to vent out my emotions... Maybe, i wun be here so often... kk... Tired, wanna sleep le...

CyA!!! CiAo!!!

Time is moving faster than I can catch... It is so swift that I can't see myself clearly anymore... It is quicker than the future now... Let me be an onlooker...

FOC!!! FOC!!! ALANTIS!!!!

People!!! I'm back from camp!!!!! WAh... I'm so damn tired now... After coming back yesterday, i went to bath and then ji tao lie dead on the bed... And slept all the way till 11.30am this morning... Serious;y, haven't had such a long sleep for a long long time..

So, let's start off with the 1st day of camp. It sux on the 1st day. We waited for so long b4 getting ourselves into the different groups. Then, the rest of the day was just learing cheers, playing childish games and trying to know pple. HeH... For me, i just sat there and observe. I didn't really wanna know too much. However, the comedy by the 3 GLs were cute, laughed my head off... Tried to know all the pple there but kind of hard... End of the night, went in the lecture hall, watch a short clip that the school did, bout the haunted ground there, a girl died there i supposed... Not really sure, i was too tired to watch properly. After that, they showed 2 movies, The Eye 2 and The Exorism of Emily Rose. I slept for the 1st movie coz watch b4 le, but totally fascinated by the 2nd... Thrilling... Afterwhich, went for the Night walk... Wasn't really scary though, i was more afraid of seeing cockraoches than those weird figures... I was scared twice, the 1st banging door, and the last, screaming red cheongsam girl... HAha!!! That wraps up the 1st day.

2nd day, full of cheering, so damn pissed with all the waiting. It totally turned everyone off lor... Can u believe it when we woke up early in the morning, ate our breakfast and the rest of it was just, screaming and shouting all the while, until Lunch... I was so so so turned off lor, no even the yandao GLs could turn me on... I think there were some cock up, that's y we did nothing...

The next half of the day was better, had the station games... i hurt myself. HAhA!!! the caterpillar game. Kept rubbing my hands against the floor, 2 bloody blisters came out. Sort of hurting now... Then the geisha thing, flour was all over my face lor... HeH hEh!!! The waterfall was cool...

Actually, i was in sleeping mode all the while so i didn't make a lot of friends lah, but can still consider friends, those crap around de.. Hee~ 3rd day, dun really rmb wad le, but there's the water bomb game... That's cool, but got fucked by the station master badly, everyone i meant. In the end, the DH gotta come apologized to us, saying that they went over board with the scolding. Hee~ So funny. Well, didn't really take it to heart, used to getting scolded.

Camp fire that night... It was sort of lame lah, we did a lot of crap games, using everything on us to make the longest track, all of us lay down on the floor trying to squeeze 300plus pple in one convention hall... HAHAHAA!!!! That's funny... Then, the cheering and all, kind of got turned off coz it was a bit too long... HeH heh!!! Lastly, there's all the breaking down, dance floor open to all. K, i saw so many crap dances, that i kind of just walk away coz i didn't have the mood to dance with those pple... hee~ It was so DOt Dot DOT!!!!! Cannot make it.. But, i saw one girl dance very well... HAha!!! Moreover, its not clubbing lor... No drinking, then no dancing!!! WahAhAha!!! There's no lights off that night, we all had fun...

However, i was too tired, i wanted to rest a bit on my sleeping bag but ended up falling into a deep sleep, no one could woke my up.

I didn't get any scandals there, WahAHAHAhAhA!!! It was so funny... Yuting got ONE!!!! Heh HEH!!!

A guy did caught my eyes, he got the same style that i'm trying to get... Gothic, punkd, rugged style... Heh hEh!!! So CuTE... Then the sissY Boy, also Very CuTe.. HahA!!!

How come i always give pple the 1st impression that i'm Cute???!!!! HeH hEh!!! i'm liike turning 18 le lor... Hai... Guess that's my asset... CUTENESS..... APPLE!!!!

That's all for CAmp... I slept with Yuting that last 2 nights... Dunne where Ting were, so didn't ask her to join. Bet she had lots of fun too... Will catch up with her some other days...

NAGA!!!!!!!! --> Christopher(* YOu can't SEE ME!!!) Xin Xian... Purple... Vanessa... Daphane... Sarah... Justin... Davio... Ronald... Colinn... COOL PEOPLE!!!!!

O ya, i turned very dark over the last few days at camp and also due to the last sentosa trip... WAHhAhAha!!!!

Now, back to myself... I'm losing myself again... Haven't been talking like myself. Haven't been going nuts for a while. I miss my old self. WAd exactly happen to me? I dunnoe. New life??? Probably, it'll be hard for me to switch myself to the new life. Well, no matter wad, i'm Ai Ping right? Down-to-earth like i always am, no matter how difficult it will be, i'll hold on tight, and conquer them. Y?! I'm APPLE!!!! hee~~~ Poly will just be another cornerstone for me to overcome. Will life be hard again? Yes!!!!! But i welcome it, with open arms... AppLe Style!!!! I guess some friends will leave my life soon, and some new ones will enter. I really hope i wun lose them for good. Really hope...

Past few days were....

B4 going away for 4 days of camp, i wanna update my blog a little.

Let's begin with 5th April, it was Xueting's bd... K, it was hell of a fun to celebrating it for her... To summarise, I love Her!

Saturday, went back to work. Gosh, the day was full of torture. I started work at 8am and ended at 11.30pm... YES! The whole day there! Damn, i was tired. Can u believe they actually tortured me like that. K, the beginning of the day was relaxing but when it comes to lunch and all, i started walking around, clearing like nobody's business. By 3, i was totally dying. Moreover, i didn't have any appetite the whole day through. I had a waffle on the way to work, during lunch, i left more than half of wad i'd taken. I just kept drinking coffee to keep myself awake. When bout 5pm came, i was quite happy that i'd be going home very soon when Chris said he need me to stay, without asking, he told me to go have my dinner. I ji tao give him my "omg" face. My legs were hurting and my eyes were closing. Plus, my mind ain't working well. Wad's more was that i need to carry on standing up till 11pm. So, reluctantly, i went to have my dinner. I didn't eat at all, i ate some potatoes from Si En and drank soup and a can of Coffee, to add that in, i had 3 Nescafe that day. My face was dull the rest of the night. I swore if they ask me to usher, i'll kill them. In the end, Roy did! I was like, "Please lor..." No choice i guess? Stood there for more than 2 hours. I cursed and swore at the function's organiser. Y? Simple, she fucking push the damn coffee break for 300 over pax to 11pm!!!!!!!! That's like the time for staff to go home!!!!! I was so angry i didn't care she was standing there, i just say to Zheng Yu. The guests themselves were unhappy that they dun have anything to eat! No coffee, no Tea!!! Those that are smart knew that it was the organiser, those that dun, will start scolding the hotel... GOSH!!!! In the end, Lau went to tell the organiser that by right our coffee break dun go over 11pm, and that other organisers would be going to the ballroom to do setup, if she wants to extend, she would need to pay. And well, pissed as she was, she had to agreed. SO GOD DAMN PISSED WITH HER! End of the end, i still gotta stand in the bus from Orchard to Batok... My legs were numbed...

Next morning, woke up early, coz of Sentosa... It was the best for the others. For me, it was ok, coz i was just too tired to join in the fun, u see. It's either i'm sitting my the side or i'm at the corner of the sea watching them play. I was just too tired... Guess wad?! I managed to swim from one shore to the other!!!! 1st time u know?! Coz i just didn't have the courage the swim the last few times, but this time round, Melissa encouraged me and wah!!! I swam!!! I didn't Drown... CHOY!!!

One thing that i'm happy bout going back to work is that all the staff welcomed me, except a few... Auntys were all very happy. I'm glad to be working with them again, as banquet waitress. Carolyn kind of showed me her attitude again, i was kind of sad bout that but well, doesn't matter, i dun owe her a living, i dun need her to book for me, on the other hand, she needs my help. So, wadever she wanna do, kiss my ass 1st... LAlalala!!! Very bad of me... To put it in a better way, no matter wad, i'm more experienced than she is so who cares bout her existence!!! BleH...

Kk, camp starts tml, today to be exact. Leaving home at 8am. Miss me OOOO!!!! I'll definitely miss my home and all my pals... My dear, honey, darling, dar and kor... Hee~

Ciao!!!

Boring...

Got digged out of my bed early this morning just coz the construction workers are here to fix the new windows... I was so pissed off lor... Then dunnoe wad's wrong with my ma, she kept nagging and nagging and nagging, driving me completely out of my mind... Gosh... Well, everything was all cool after that, we were basically sitting down there, watching Tv, while the workers got busy... I'm feeling so tired now u know...

Gonna go out for a dinner with Ting today... It's her BD today... HAPPY 18th SISTER!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! We're all growing up u see... So fast, like a breeze....

My ma kept nagging that y i quit so early... Wah lao, the obvious reason is, i'm so tired of working lor, wanna rest and enjoy a little bit of my time mah... Then she kept nagging bout it, so i decided to contact Jessica, told her that i wanna go back to work... However, they got not many functions so no space for this weekend...

Yesterday while talking to Ting over the phone, she was saying that she felt weird talking to me over the phone, coz we haven't been contacting recently, like i'm busy?! HEh HeH!!!! Busy slacking... WAHhaah!!!!

So boring AT HOME!!!! Some excitement?!

BoRing...

To answer the question, Soler is a band from Hong Kong. A band consisting of 2 guys, Julio and Dino, a mix of Vietnamese and Italian but born in Macau. That's y i find them real interesting. Their music to me, is pop/rock bah... Sounds good..

These few days are pret-ty boring. Nothing much going on, doing some boring stuff at home.

Looking forward to Wednesday and Thursday and Sunday, coz, Wednesday is Sister's 18th Bd, gonna go out with her and hui. Thursday, going for a DND with WenhUi at MOS... Ooo... LAstly, Sunday going to Sentosa with Ex-collueges from OHS, wAHAHAHa! i'm gonna tan myself before going to the FOC camp next monday... WAhAHA!!! time to shop for camp stuff too... Kind of broke already, wahahahaha!!!!

CiAo!!!

Soler...

I bought an album... Ermm... Soler... Wahahaha!!! they are 2 very good-looking caucasians who speak CHINESE and CANTONESE!!! U know how charming it is to see caucasians speak our language... Gosh... Damn charming... Of coz, looks are not just the reason i bough the album, they sing well too... CHARMs.... i'm totally hypnotized by their charms... gosh.... *faiNt*

Wad Kind of LoGic?!

YoYo... Nothing special happened today... Only went out to play badminton nia... hee~ It was fun but didn't exercise for quite a while le, then suddenly play, feel very tiring... Ji Tao wanna vomit... So it was all running and hitting for the 1st half an hour and walking and hitting for the next 1 hour... Heh Heh! Pathetic... Lack of stamina...

Went home sweaty and smelly but didn't feel like bathing yet and i logged on and check out some of the stuff then crap along with some friends on MSN... WAHHAA!!! That's me...

The rest of the night was just pure watching TV... SURVIVOR!!!! Wah lao, i dun even know wad is going on u know... i used to catch every episode of it but this time round, too focus in work, so i kind of missed almost 1/2 of it... Hai... Never mind, always can catch up with it.

Yuting suggested to go watch movie tml... Ya, wanna. I should start restraining from spending so much le... I think i'm gonna be pretty broke soon so i need to restrain... WAnna start school with some cash in my pocket.

Ermmm.... So boring at home, wanna go out then my ma kept nagging... Sometimes cannot stand her lor, when i work, she alsodo laundry like that, now i didn't work, then she expects me to stay home all day just to look at the laundry, if rain then keep the laundry, WAD'S THIS?! Born to be servant mEH! For god sake, when i'm working who's doing it?! Like that, then i shouldn't have quit, i should've stay at work... It is so god damn it UNFAIR! PhEw! Sick and tired of all these damn fucking things... Can i just wash my hands off...

Feeling so sickening at home... Obligation... Shut up, i'm too young to have one, let me break the rule for once, will you. Let me control my life, will you. I'm not born to be the stupidest at home, in fact, i'm the smartest! Not to boast anything, just stating the fact, so please, respect me...

By the way, I feel like quitting Poly u know... I dun feel like going to study since there's no faith in me from my family... i think i'll go quit it tml... (People, give me some encouragement, will you? Afterall, it's APRIL FOOL!!!!! I'm just kidding, i dun quit, quitting is not in my Dic) WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Living in a living hell, allow me to have my peace, allow heaven to take me in, dun snatch away my opportunity, it is my life I'm LEADING!