I'm officially 18 today. It doesn't really feels right though.
12am last night, i received a lot of sms-es... Let's see, b4 i turned 18, I had a chat with my sister bout some of her thing. She left me thinking a bit too much. Then, her bf wished me Happy Birthday, and left me wondering. Somehow, she allows me to think bout this thing called, "LOVE"... Y do we yearn for love? And i couldn't sleep after that, thinking bout everything Xueting had told me in the letter and during our phone call. After that, i thought bout wad Renny told me... I couldn't find a way to put those puzzles together. Well, i guess i'm just worried bout her.
Another sms was Bt kor, he said a lot in this sms and i was touched somehow. I dunnoe why but it did. He wishes me a lot of things, gave me a lot of encouraging words, and i miss him and his preaches... He will always be my kor.
I thought bout wad happened yesterday, after Xueting left. It was amazing... Do i deserve something like that? Can i take it? I guess i'm gonna keep wad had happened a little secret shared only with myself.
Turning 18 ain't easy. I dun really wanna grow up that fast... Reality seems to always move so fast. I thought it should be a great thing turning 18... Probably for certain parts of it bah... Maybe... Well, really want this Birthday to be a memorable one.
On my Birthday, I:
1. Had my 1st try on NYDC pasta
2. Had a huge box of present from my sister
3. Ordered my new Laptop
4. Received a Hong bao from my Pa
5. Slept thinking bout my sister and her bf
6. Slept thinking bout him
7. Slept thinking bout what Yuting told me
8. Have to complete my presentation for OCOM
9. Cried
10. Realised I've grown up
11. Think I've fallen for................
On my 18th Birthday, i looked back at my life, it is time to make this a beautiful year for me.
Happy Birthday to myself and thanks friends from around with all your gifts and wishes... LoVe u ALL!!!
It is too sudden... Love You...
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