Can u believe how boring were the games organised? Damn SIAN!!! I tried 2x harder than during the FOC to get hyper but each time the teammates failed me. K, in the midst of it, i gave up, started to feel tired and sleepy. SuCks... Dun like the teammates at all, ATTENTION-SEEKER... WAnna seek attention also no need to make until so obvious de lor, one look and i know. Some bitch again??!! *mEan* Well, detest such pple, and they dun really know wad is teamwork... Right, so the fact is, i hate the group which somehow, one day, might be my Classmates... That Sux... However, i will not detest my course, LOVE IT!!! Hopefully i wun get team up with such pple.
This Orientation Convention sux like hell, i thought it's gonna be damn fun but ended up like that. And i thought FOC was boring, this one, cannot compare... Like FOC more... At least the GLs cared. The SB here, nothing to say, one came to "Sell Flesh", the rest are ok, but always getting confused, please lor, u r the SB, u should be bringing the Freshies around instead of asking... Then, we were all standing in the sun, didn't call us to drink more water, didn't bother to offer us drinks, and they, themselves, sat in the shades, wad is this??? Showing us how sucky the seniors are? Thanks, i know le.
Hai... Hoping that tml will be a better day, without those sucky pple around.
Right, so school starting soon, though i still got bits and pieces around, i trying to stay focus and go to school like i always do. Everything feels so different though, the canteen is like so strange. The pple are so unfamiliar and worse, i'm afraid i would lose my way in the huge campus... Well, will get use to it right? HOPE!!! Also, to find some good friends, and not hypocrites... HeH!!!
Ermm... Lots of things i wanna say but somehow it's stuck in there again. Hate that kind of feeling... Probably, it's really coz i'm growing up... U know, b4 i left OHS's BqT coordinator post, i got this feeling too, at that time, i dun really know wad was it that's bothering me. My, then, conclusion was, maybe coz i'm leaving OHS, maybe coz i'm growing up, maybe coz i'm going back to school. Now, i know why, it's not because i'm leaving OHS, coz i'm doing fine without working, and still will, once in a while meet up with them. It's not coz of school starting, coz no matter wad, it's still school, regardless of the changes, it's still studying. It's precisely coz i'm growing up.... Growing up is such crap... U know wad it means? Growing Up= More responsibilities, no more privileges like kids. More burdens to hold on the very narrow shoulders. More financial control. More self-disciplines. More "NOs". Why?! Why must i grow up??? So many more "Moressss" I miss life as a young adult. This is life i guess.
Right, after 28th April, i wanna stop work le, i wanna cope with studies 1st then start earning again, anyway, my allowance will start next mOnday...
Life starts all over again for Teo Ai Ping.
I'm going back to Teo Ai Ping...
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