full of emotions...

不爱我的画面

热恋与分手之间
两端系着同一条线
在最后一次背叛来临之前
所有的承诺都不安全

当初你说的永远
一个人的我要怎么演
在太阳依旧升起的地平线
信守誓言的脸
从未出现

我从你开始说谎的双眼
看到你不再爱我的画面
将伤心燃烧成云烟
痛却无法事过境迁

我在你说出分手的那张脸
看到我付出的从前

原来恨有一个极限
爱却可以蔓延
好多年

It was a good thing i called and check whether i'm working tmr or not... Goodness... I am not working tmr. Imagine if i didn't call and ask, i would be like a crazy woman, waking up at 5am, reaching Orchard at 6plus am. Crazy... Haha! *Let off a sigh of relief*

Boring day today... I was feeling rather down the whole day, i didn't wanna talk to anyone... I just wanna keep quiet and do wadever i like... Apparently i can't, my ma was trying to talk to me the whole time, or should i say, kind of telling me this and that, and saying this and that, i got so irritated... Hai...

I didn't wanna talk to him in particular... He was sms-ing but i didn't even wanna do that. So I just tell him i dun feel like saying much, i wanna go cry... Was obvious he still wanna talk... Heh Heh! Anyway, at night, he was telling me something that i dun even know, then he called, and told me to look for that damn song. Like, i dun even wanna do my own stuff, wad makes u think i wanna dl song for u... Got so pissed off and i said, "O... Ok... I see how, got time then dl... K, bye." Wad? Downloading machine ar? Wanna download things then come find me... F*ck Off...

Still, very very moody... Was watching Crossroad starring Britney Spears, didn't watched it few years ago when it came out coz i hate her, well, i still do, but since its on TV, why not? It was a really nice movie though... :)

Now, i am listening to songs... Feeling bored... Not working tmr, even more boring... Maybe i should meet up with them and play... O well...

Went to blackcurry.com to check out the skate thingy and it was saying, should get a freestyle skates instead of a recreational one and bring along $350... GoSh... To think the skates are so ex... Sian... No cashy... How? Borrow money... HahA! Funny ar...

Chatted with Aiai last night and well, life has been so... She was saying some friendship problem and i told her, its time to get over with this friendship issue already, at 17, friendship no longer is an issue, by now, those who are your true friends will be there, no matter what, those that u still fight with, its time to forget bout them.

I dunno, maybe coz I have a great bunch of friends or maybe i just forgot about friendship problem. Doesn't mean i never had them, i had... Back then... After Sec 2, there's really no more jealousy or wadever feuds. I am glad that i have those pple as friends. Haha!

You can never imagine my cold war with Xueting and Ling Hui... But 3 years later, we are as good as new. HAHA! There are still things that i didn't like bout them but somehow, those things aren't enough for me to hate them to core. Friendships... Bring back lots of memories...

O well, life has been pretty much a struggle recently, but no matter what, it must goes on... I am still moving on, a little bit slower but yes, am moving.

You took me for granted, you think I will never go but no, one day, I may... The day when the love for you no longer exist, you will never see me...