After blogging, i felt really bored, so i was thinking of going to clementi to buy undies. HAha! Wanted to ask ting to go with me but i rmbed she told me she wasn't feeling well...
Then, i saw the "Egg" sitting on my table, and I rmbed Melanie! HAha! Been a while since i last saw her, so i smsed her to go with me. She agreed.
While waiting for time to pass, i fell asleep. Woke up, quickly bathed, then go out to meet her. We took 106 down and i was kind of blur, forgot need to alight from bus. HAHa! We were catching up on our lives.
So, we went to buy my undies, then the card, then DINNER! So hungry ok... Heh HeH... Anyway, we eat eat until very full. Went on to big bookshop, she got graph papers, and a flexible curve, so long nv see that thing liao. Aha! I bought another cross stitch, for AIAI! 2weeks, I promised!
Then i wanted to find button shirt, walk many many rounds, cannot find, wanted to buy flip-flops, also didn't see nice de.
Went back to WM, walk walk, bought button shirt and she bought her bag and all, then, we went to Kopi Roti to sit, i drank Chinese Tea, Melanie felt weird. HAHa! So, we talk talk talk... She was telling me bout her family stuff and all... O well... I was telling her bout all the old friends... Ah... Look how time flies...
K, wanna sleep liao le... Tmr got lecture!
NIghts!
Monday, April 30, 2007
Night out
Late 11.30pm, Honey called me... I thought he wanted to ask me to work but no... He called to ask me to go singing. I was a little shock at the sudden invitation and i was really keen to go, but there wasn't anyone who can go with me at that time.
Asked whoever i could but no one can or wants to. So i called Honey and said i'm not going. 12am, he called again and said Xiuying was there, if i go, she'd go too. After much pondering, i said OK!
Had quite a bit of mouthing from my mother, true, i wasn't supposed to go out at that hour but for once, can she trust me? O... Well... Then, i was so angry, was complaining to my lao pa, which was like the 1st time, coz i never did that b4. HA! Well, proceed to Orchard.
Cab uncle very good, he drove safely and fast, reached OHS in no time, cab fare was only 13 bucks, kind of surprised when its already past twelve. Honey paid for the cab fee coz i got no cash with me. HAha!
Was talking to Honey on his car bout my recent life and in a way, he lectured me. Find the things he said were quite true...
"Be a little bit more confident with yourself, then you'll find pple being attracted to you unknowingly. Dun be oversensitive on anything, yes, u did clarify but you should begin to think bout how you 2 got together. It is you he chose over the previous. Having "mistress" is a normal thing but u have to think, he only said, "a close friend", if you look at it from his point, wad if he knows u got a friend like me, who u call Honey? Even if it is true, it is also a process for u to grow and learn. Look at it at this point, let him go, see how far he can go, until he realised, you are the one. If he walks too far, then there's no point anymore, touchwood, the next one will be better. Have self-confident, self-esteem, dun degrade yourself. Have your own circle of life, dun let yourself revolve around him." He told me all this throughout the whole night, from the point when i board his car, to Mac to when he was driving me back.
Sometimes, these are the things that i never thought about, or ever cross my mind that strike me and unfold all the truth within. Seems like after so long, this Honey of mine still pass in his way knocking sense into pple. It is only friend like him that would tell me this... I am proud to have such a friend... :) Thanks Honey...
"No problem honey, remember u still have me here, i don't mind borrowing you my shoulder. HahA! Good night, sweet dreams." - Honey
Anyway, Xiuying and i was self-highing playing "five-ten" and "hai dai" HAha! So funny! We ordered the Vodka and drank like siao, we finished the jug ultimately, together with many many toilet runs, dizziness and laughters! Haha! So fun to play like that... Also, we sang to our fill lah... The guys were all busy playing cards, only the few girls singing... HAha!!!
After that, Honey, Hongda, Xiuying and myself went to Mac to eat breakfast, hoping the rain would stop but no..
Around 6am, we decided to go, Honey wanted to let us sit in his car then wait for cab but after getting his car, he said, "nvm, i drive u all back lah, coz is me who ask u all out." So nice of him ok... Then he drove Xiuying and I back home...
Didn't bath, i fell on my bed, ponder a little and fell asleep.
He smsed me in the morning and i told him some vague stuff, and i can see he is kind of pissed off with wad i have said but well, doesn't matter...
Woke up and can't sleep le... Hai... Slack at home today perhaps or go WM bah...
Asked whoever i could but no one can or wants to. So i called Honey and said i'm not going. 12am, he called again and said Xiuying was there, if i go, she'd go too. After much pondering, i said OK!
Had quite a bit of mouthing from my mother, true, i wasn't supposed to go out at that hour but for once, can she trust me? O... Well... Then, i was so angry, was complaining to my lao pa, which was like the 1st time, coz i never did that b4. HA! Well, proceed to Orchard.
Cab uncle very good, he drove safely and fast, reached OHS in no time, cab fare was only 13 bucks, kind of surprised when its already past twelve. Honey paid for the cab fee coz i got no cash with me. HAha!
Was talking to Honey on his car bout my recent life and in a way, he lectured me. Find the things he said were quite true...
"Be a little bit more confident with yourself, then you'll find pple being attracted to you unknowingly. Dun be oversensitive on anything, yes, u did clarify but you should begin to think bout how you 2 got together. It is you he chose over the previous. Having "mistress" is a normal thing but u have to think, he only said, "a close friend", if you look at it from his point, wad if he knows u got a friend like me, who u call Honey? Even if it is true, it is also a process for u to grow and learn. Look at it at this point, let him go, see how far he can go, until he realised, you are the one. If he walks too far, then there's no point anymore, touchwood, the next one will be better. Have self-confident, self-esteem, dun degrade yourself. Have your own circle of life, dun let yourself revolve around him." He told me all this throughout the whole night, from the point when i board his car, to Mac to when he was driving me back.
Sometimes, these are the things that i never thought about, or ever cross my mind that strike me and unfold all the truth within. Seems like after so long, this Honey of mine still pass in his way knocking sense into pple. It is only friend like him that would tell me this... I am proud to have such a friend... :) Thanks Honey...
"No problem honey, remember u still have me here, i don't mind borrowing you my shoulder. HahA! Good night, sweet dreams." - Honey
Anyway, Xiuying and i was self-highing playing "five-ten" and "hai dai" HAha! So funny! We ordered the Vodka and drank like siao, we finished the jug ultimately, together with many many toilet runs, dizziness and laughters! Haha! So fun to play like that... Also, we sang to our fill lah... The guys were all busy playing cards, only the few girls singing... HAha!!!
After that, Honey, Hongda, Xiuying and myself went to Mac to eat breakfast, hoping the rain would stop but no..
Around 6am, we decided to go, Honey wanted to let us sit in his car then wait for cab but after getting his car, he said, "nvm, i drive u all back lah, coz is me who ask u all out." So nice of him ok... Then he drove Xiuying and I back home...
Didn't bath, i fell on my bed, ponder a little and fell asleep.
He smsed me in the morning and i told him some vague stuff, and i can see he is kind of pissed off with wad i have said but well, doesn't matter...
Woke up and can't sleep le... Hai... Slack at home today perhaps or go WM bah...
Sunday, April 29, 2007
full of emotions...
不爱我的画面
热恋与分手之间
两端系着同一条线
在最后一次背叛来临之前
所有的承诺都不安全
当初你说的永远
一个人的我要怎么演
在太阳依旧升起的地平线
信守誓言的脸
从未出现
我从你开始说谎的双眼
看到你不再爱我的画面
将伤心燃烧成云烟
痛却无法事过境迁
我在你说出分手的那张脸
看到我付出的从前
原来恨有一个极限
爱却可以蔓延
好多年
It was a good thing i called and check whether i'm working tmr or not... Goodness... I am not working tmr. Imagine if i didn't call and ask, i would be like a crazy woman, waking up at 5am, reaching Orchard at 6plus am. Crazy... Haha! *Let off a sigh of relief*
Boring day today... I was feeling rather down the whole day, i didn't wanna talk to anyone... I just wanna keep quiet and do wadever i like... Apparently i can't, my ma was trying to talk to me the whole time, or should i say, kind of telling me this and that, and saying this and that, i got so irritated... Hai...
I didn't wanna talk to him in particular... He was sms-ing but i didn't even wanna do that. So I just tell him i dun feel like saying much, i wanna go cry... Was obvious he still wanna talk... Heh Heh! Anyway, at night, he was telling me something that i dun even know, then he called, and told me to look for that damn song. Like, i dun even wanna do my own stuff, wad makes u think i wanna dl song for u... Got so pissed off and i said, "O... Ok... I see how, got time then dl... K, bye." Wad? Downloading machine ar? Wanna download things then come find me... F*ck Off...
Still, very very moody... Was watching Crossroad starring Britney Spears, didn't watched it few years ago when it came out coz i hate her, well, i still do, but since its on TV, why not? It was a really nice movie though... :)
Now, i am listening to songs... Feeling bored... Not working tmr, even more boring... Maybe i should meet up with them and play... O well...
Went to blackcurry.com to check out the skate thingy and it was saying, should get a freestyle skates instead of a recreational one and bring along $350... GoSh... To think the skates are so ex... Sian... No cashy... How? Borrow money... HahA! Funny ar...
Chatted with Aiai last night and well, life has been so... She was saying some friendship problem and i told her, its time to get over with this friendship issue already, at 17, friendship no longer is an issue, by now, those who are your true friends will be there, no matter what, those that u still fight with, its time to forget bout them.
I dunno, maybe coz I have a great bunch of friends or maybe i just forgot about friendship problem. Doesn't mean i never had them, i had... Back then... After Sec 2, there's really no more jealousy or wadever feuds. I am glad that i have those pple as friends. Haha!
You can never imagine my cold war with Xueting and Ling Hui... But 3 years later, we are as good as new. HAHA! There are still things that i didn't like bout them but somehow, those things aren't enough for me to hate them to core. Friendships... Bring back lots of memories...
O well, life has been pretty much a struggle recently, but no matter what, it must goes on... I am still moving on, a little bit slower but yes, am moving.
You took me for granted, you think I will never go but no, one day, I may... The day when the love for you no longer exist, you will never see me...
热恋与分手之间
两端系着同一条线
在最后一次背叛来临之前
所有的承诺都不安全
当初你说的永远
一个人的我要怎么演
在太阳依旧升起的地平线
信守誓言的脸
从未出现
我从你开始说谎的双眼
看到你不再爱我的画面
将伤心燃烧成云烟
痛却无法事过境迁
我在你说出分手的那张脸
看到我付出的从前
原来恨有一个极限
爱却可以蔓延
好多年
It was a good thing i called and check whether i'm working tmr or not... Goodness... I am not working tmr. Imagine if i didn't call and ask, i would be like a crazy woman, waking up at 5am, reaching Orchard at 6plus am. Crazy... Haha! *Let off a sigh of relief*
Boring day today... I was feeling rather down the whole day, i didn't wanna talk to anyone... I just wanna keep quiet and do wadever i like... Apparently i can't, my ma was trying to talk to me the whole time, or should i say, kind of telling me this and that, and saying this and that, i got so irritated... Hai...
I didn't wanna talk to him in particular... He was sms-ing but i didn't even wanna do that. So I just tell him i dun feel like saying much, i wanna go cry... Was obvious he still wanna talk... Heh Heh! Anyway, at night, he was telling me something that i dun even know, then he called, and told me to look for that damn song. Like, i dun even wanna do my own stuff, wad makes u think i wanna dl song for u... Got so pissed off and i said, "O... Ok... I see how, got time then dl... K, bye." Wad? Downloading machine ar? Wanna download things then come find me... F*ck Off...
Still, very very moody... Was watching Crossroad starring Britney Spears, didn't watched it few years ago when it came out coz i hate her, well, i still do, but since its on TV, why not? It was a really nice movie though... :)
Now, i am listening to songs... Feeling bored... Not working tmr, even more boring... Maybe i should meet up with them and play... O well...
Went to blackcurry.com to check out the skate thingy and it was saying, should get a freestyle skates instead of a recreational one and bring along $350... GoSh... To think the skates are so ex... Sian... No cashy... How? Borrow money... HahA! Funny ar...
Chatted with Aiai last night and well, life has been so... She was saying some friendship problem and i told her, its time to get over with this friendship issue already, at 17, friendship no longer is an issue, by now, those who are your true friends will be there, no matter what, those that u still fight with, its time to forget bout them.
I dunno, maybe coz I have a great bunch of friends or maybe i just forgot about friendship problem. Doesn't mean i never had them, i had... Back then... After Sec 2, there's really no more jealousy or wadever feuds. I am glad that i have those pple as friends. Haha!
You can never imagine my cold war with Xueting and Ling Hui... But 3 years later, we are as good as new. HAHA! There are still things that i didn't like bout them but somehow, those things aren't enough for me to hate them to core. Friendships... Bring back lots of memories...
O well, life has been pretty much a struggle recently, but no matter what, it must goes on... I am still moving on, a little bit slower but yes, am moving.
You took me for granted, you think I will never go but no, one day, I may... The day when the love for you no longer exist, you will never see me...
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Friday...
Had another long long day today....
PMKT lecture was alright... It was on Microenvironmen and Macroenvironment... HahA! HOM tutorial was funny in a way... No idea why... Probably coz it was COOL MAN! HAHA! And the "Singapore" thingy never fail to make me laugh.
Anyway, it was pouring when i was waiting for bus to arrive... Back to interchange, went to visit him... O well... There are just too many questions that i wanna know but i dun wanna ask.. I want him to tell me yet nothing ever came out of his mouth. Sian...
Back home, was slacking all the way... Had nothing much to do, so watch TV all the while. Actually, its not exactly nothing much to do, just that i dun wanna do. Hee~
Waiting for Saturday to come... O well...
Down on my kneels, I'm asking you...
PMKT lecture was alright... It was on Microenvironmen and Macroenvironment... HahA! HOM tutorial was funny in a way... No idea why... Probably coz it was COOL MAN! HAHA! And the "Singapore" thingy never fail to make me laugh.
Anyway, it was pouring when i was waiting for bus to arrive... Back to interchange, went to visit him... O well... There are just too many questions that i wanna know but i dun wanna ask.. I want him to tell me yet nothing ever came out of his mouth. Sian...
Back home, was slacking all the way... Had nothing much to do, so watch TV all the while. Actually, its not exactly nothing much to do, just that i dun wanna do. Hee~
Waiting for Saturday to come... O well...
Down on my kneels, I'm asking you...
Friday, April 27, 2007
Wad a day!
Made them but no idea who appreciates it...
That thing was seducing Hui the whole time whenwe are at ting's place..
Doesn't it resembles Ting? The big round eyes?
Doesn't it resembles Ting? The big round eyes?It was raining heavily throughout the entire night as far as i could remember, cooling and it was the best condition to SLEEP! HA! Too bad, gotta get up for Global cities. HeH hEh! All my jackets were wet, so i got nothing to keep myself warmth so i decided to dig my kor's wardrobe. HAHA! Couldn't see much in the dark so i just grab one that feels like a jacket. I got a red one from my 2kor. HAha! Wore it...
Bus ride was alright, reached school 5min before lesson began. Popped into the class and less than half of the class was there. Only 4 or 5... Bored... Tutor began teaching infrastructure of Global cities, u can imagine how boring was it... Well, nothing much i could have done so i was listening. HA!
Began discussion, then presentation. 12pm, the time i yearned the whole morning.
Waited for Ting to come then took bus back together. Bought lunch, went home.
After eating, cannot tahan, fell asleep. I fainted again i think, i was holding my phone, but i didn't feel a least bit of vibration when there was an sms. My sms ringtone was a full Linkin Park's song... Imagine... HEh HEh!
Woke up, bathed, went out to meet ting.
Skate club... Waited and all, was all excited, got the skates and began playing. Trying to get a hang of T-brake... Embarrassed many times...
GUESS WAD?! Met Wei Kiat there! HahA! He was like, "APPLE!" and i was like, "WEI KIAT"... HAha! He was wondering am I apple not... SO fun lah... Met OHS pple in school... Kennedy in NP too, in the same course as Wei Kiat but he didn't go for skates. Hee~
Night ended with 2 huge blisters on the feet. Poor feet. But well, was fun... Not as tiring as i thought it would have been but sweated a lot... Good exercise. HA!
Back home, makan, then do CMA tut, did up some simple slides since i won't be there tmr and sent it to Jiawen le...
BTT tmr and i haven't really studied! ArGh!
I saw it... And I think it is what I think... Why are you such a disappointment? Always, when I thought things would be better, you ruin it... Why?! Still, bearing foolish hopes of You and I...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
AiyA...
Got tired of getting up early... Really hate this time table, regretted so much choosing it... Its really tiring to have to wake up so early every morning then go home late, everyday. Hai... Then again, chose it already, no choice lah...
Darl bought N73(same as mine) but the music edition de, so sad lah... I wanted it so badly, then he kept showing off to me, and asked wanna exchange for one week... HA! Irritating...
Anyway, didn't talk much to him recently... Then again, it feels good to have things clarified. Feels better... But, but, i think things are still going on lah... I guess i am being brave and keeping my mind open about all of these... He is still him, I am still me...
Met up with Ting and Hui last night at ting's place... Was kind of tired but well, tiredness made me hyper. HAHA! Was listening to both of their life and well, some stuff are so unpredictable... Some people can take things really easily while some couldn't, and there are just this handful that are in the middle of both... And that, describes the 3 of us. Heh HeH! 3 of us... You can never imagine wad the 3 of us went through all these years. HAHA!
They walked me home and we were escaping cockroaches. So EEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee........... HAHa! We were screaming, shouting and jumping on the way. hee~ Typical girls...
I couldn't take the tiredness, brushed up then print my notes, and slept. Not enough sleep obviously... Woke up and felt like sleeping but got class...
Went to Lecture, 2 hours break, then tutorial, then drag myself home...
Took a nap then watch TV, do tutorial... Still, didn't do CMA tutorial... Dun even know where to start. I'm not attending the tutorial either, got BTT to take that afternoon.
Tomorrow... Skate club... O well... French club chose a very good time to send me the enrolment mail, say thurs got meet, can sign up then... After a good 1 semester then they send, might as well dun... Bo liao...
8am class tmr... 4 hours of IS... Global cities... Boredom.............................. Ha! And nobody would be online to chat early in the morning... SIAN!
I got a really pack week this week and that extends to next week too... It sucks a bit... Well, better than nothing-to-do life right?
School is good, keeps me occupied and not think about craps...
Still, waiting for the day when you love me more than I do...
Darl bought N73(same as mine) but the music edition de, so sad lah... I wanted it so badly, then he kept showing off to me, and asked wanna exchange for one week... HA! Irritating...
Anyway, didn't talk much to him recently... Then again, it feels good to have things clarified. Feels better... But, but, i think things are still going on lah... I guess i am being brave and keeping my mind open about all of these... He is still him, I am still me...
Met up with Ting and Hui last night at ting's place... Was kind of tired but well, tiredness made me hyper. HAHA! Was listening to both of their life and well, some stuff are so unpredictable... Some people can take things really easily while some couldn't, and there are just this handful that are in the middle of both... And that, describes the 3 of us. Heh HeH! 3 of us... You can never imagine wad the 3 of us went through all these years. HAHA!
They walked me home and we were escaping cockroaches. So EEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee........... HAHa! We were screaming, shouting and jumping on the way. hee~ Typical girls...
I couldn't take the tiredness, brushed up then print my notes, and slept. Not enough sleep obviously... Woke up and felt like sleeping but got class...
Went to Lecture, 2 hours break, then tutorial, then drag myself home...
Took a nap then watch TV, do tutorial... Still, didn't do CMA tutorial... Dun even know where to start. I'm not attending the tutorial either, got BTT to take that afternoon.
Tomorrow... Skate club... O well... French club chose a very good time to send me the enrolment mail, say thurs got meet, can sign up then... After a good 1 semester then they send, might as well dun... Bo liao...
8am class tmr... 4 hours of IS... Global cities... Boredom.............................. Ha! And nobody would be online to chat early in the morning... SIAN!
I got a really pack week this week and that extends to next week too... It sucks a bit... Well, better than nothing-to-do life right?
School is good, keeps me occupied and not think about craps...
Still, waiting for the day when you love me more than I do...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
:)
It feels good to know that somehow, I am being treasured. I can't help but laugh at you coz you brought everything upon yourself...
Afraid of losing...
Got what you want...
Tempted to play...
Caught red-handed...
Afraid of losing...
Now, you are trying to treasure something that you are afraid of losing... Why, in the first place, create all the troubles?
Afraid of losing...
Got what you want...
Tempted to play...
Caught red-handed...
Afraid of losing...
Now, you are trying to treasure something that you are afraid of losing... Why, in the first place, create all the troubles?
Monday, April 23, 2007
Unsang...
Intended to slack the whole day at home today but ting smsed to go and chill outside. So agreed to it.
She went to cut her fringe first which looks new lah... HAha! Not bad...
Went on to Yishun, North point, on the way there, we shared quite a bit of stuff and everything were so interesting, so much so that we came to realise so much.
Reached North point , we found starbucks, bought our coffee, sat down. It was silence at first coz there really ain't a point for us, perhaps, for me to start anything. Then, we started talking but throughout the whole convo, though i was listening, most part of my mind was thinking bout the question, whether to ask the question. Told Ting, and she asked me do i wanna know, if i want to, i do have the right to ask.
After much pondering, the courage just came. I guess most part was because, ting was by my side, one of the sources that gave me the courage to send that sms. But also, mostly coz i am really tired of giving and never getting something... O well...
I am both happy and sad... Happy coz i got his honesty, sad coz the answer is not something i wanna hear at all. It has been a struggle, then again, this whole relationship has been a struggle ever since it began...
I am trying to be calm and to keep the best rationality that i can find at that point of time. I realised i can do it if i want to... If i can bear to just let it go, everything would be easier. I hope, everything will be easy on me from this point onwards. Now that he gave me a sort of unwilling honesty, he can go his way with things, i can start moving on from where I am now... No longer waiting for him... No longer feeling sad...
As he had said before, chances are given by pple, i grabbed hold of this chance, if he has his way, he can leave... I am still me, with or without him.
It will be hard to do this... Always hard... I am confident that i can do this all over again... He had got 2 shot at this, he didn't cherish it well enough... I am waiting to see how things turn out... It is just another part of my life that i am going through...
Devastated still... But I feel better than being locked down by lies... Maybe this is the end of my misery or perhaps another beginning of sorrows... I am still me i guess...
I am working hard to getting wad i want...
Gonna turn in early tonight, in search of my deepest soul... To really know wad I want ultimately...
I had a chance of loving someone I love... I had a chance of happiness shared with him... I had a chance of feeling the deepest pain from him... I had my chance of giving him my all... Now that the chance is over, I am taking this chance and moving on... It won't be easy... I know... But life goes on with or without you, your chances. You had a chance, but you let it slipped pass you, maybe it is time for me to venture out, into another world... Till then, you are still the one I love...
A story to share:
One day, a lady went to the airport, waiting to go onboard. While waiting, she bought a magazine and a packet of cookies, she put them into her bag.
She found a seat at the waiting area, so she sat down, took out her magazines to read, and her cookies to munch on. She realised that the guy beside her is taking her cookies to eat as all, whenever she took one to munch, the guy did the same.
Until the last piece... She was thinking, "Let's see if you will take the last piece..." Indeed, the guy took the last piece, but instead of eating it himself, he broke it into half and gave the half to the lady. The lady was furious, she stood up and glared at the guy but the guy could only smile back. She thought, "Damn, you took my cookies and now you dared broke it into half and give me!" She walked away.
Onboard the plane, she was still angry at the guy. She opened her bag and realised her cookies was still in her bag, the cookies that she was munching on just now belonged to the guy but she thought it was hers. She even glared at him...
She felt sorry but wad's done can never be undone...
Moral of the story:
Once a stone is thrown, it can never be retrieved.
Once a word has been said, it can never be taken back.
(Supposed to have 4 morals but the story-teller forgot.)
She went to cut her fringe first which looks new lah... HAha! Not bad...
Went on to Yishun, North point, on the way there, we shared quite a bit of stuff and everything were so interesting, so much so that we came to realise so much.
Reached North point , we found starbucks, bought our coffee, sat down. It was silence at first coz there really ain't a point for us, perhaps, for me to start anything. Then, we started talking but throughout the whole convo, though i was listening, most part of my mind was thinking bout the question, whether to ask the question. Told Ting, and she asked me do i wanna know, if i want to, i do have the right to ask.
After much pondering, the courage just came. I guess most part was because, ting was by my side, one of the sources that gave me the courage to send that sms. But also, mostly coz i am really tired of giving and never getting something... O well...
I am both happy and sad... Happy coz i got his honesty, sad coz the answer is not something i wanna hear at all. It has been a struggle, then again, this whole relationship has been a struggle ever since it began...
I am trying to be calm and to keep the best rationality that i can find at that point of time. I realised i can do it if i want to... If i can bear to just let it go, everything would be easier. I hope, everything will be easy on me from this point onwards. Now that he gave me a sort of unwilling honesty, he can go his way with things, i can start moving on from where I am now... No longer waiting for him... No longer feeling sad...
As he had said before, chances are given by pple, i grabbed hold of this chance, if he has his way, he can leave... I am still me, with or without him.
It will be hard to do this... Always hard... I am confident that i can do this all over again... He had got 2 shot at this, he didn't cherish it well enough... I am waiting to see how things turn out... It is just another part of my life that i am going through...
Devastated still... But I feel better than being locked down by lies... Maybe this is the end of my misery or perhaps another beginning of sorrows... I am still me i guess...
I am working hard to getting wad i want...
Gonna turn in early tonight, in search of my deepest soul... To really know wad I want ultimately...
I had a chance of loving someone I love... I had a chance of happiness shared with him... I had a chance of feeling the deepest pain from him... I had my chance of giving him my all... Now that the chance is over, I am taking this chance and moving on... It won't be easy... I know... But life goes on with or without you, your chances. You had a chance, but you let it slipped pass you, maybe it is time for me to venture out, into another world... Till then, you are still the one I love...
A story to share:
One day, a lady went to the airport, waiting to go onboard. While waiting, she bought a magazine and a packet of cookies, she put them into her bag.
She found a seat at the waiting area, so she sat down, took out her magazines to read, and her cookies to munch on. She realised that the guy beside her is taking her cookies to eat as all, whenever she took one to munch, the guy did the same.
Until the last piece... She was thinking, "Let's see if you will take the last piece..." Indeed, the guy took the last piece, but instead of eating it himself, he broke it into half and gave the half to the lady. The lady was furious, she stood up and glared at the guy but the guy could only smile back. She thought, "Damn, you took my cookies and now you dared broke it into half and give me!" She walked away.
Onboard the plane, she was still angry at the guy. She opened her bag and realised her cookies was still in her bag, the cookies that she was munching on just now belonged to the guy but she thought it was hers. She even glared at him...
She felt sorry but wad's done can never be undone...
Moral of the story:
Once a stone is thrown, it can never be retrieved.
Once a word has been said, it can never be taken back.
(Supposed to have 4 morals but the story-teller forgot.)
Friday, April 20, 2007
Friday...
I didn't attend leture this morning coz i was really drowsy when i woke up, i couldn't wake straight... So, i decided not to go for the lecture...
Woke up at noon. Had lunch then went to school. Darl smsed, asked me to bring the warranty card, and i was wondering why, he took my watch to wear then something happened i guess? So went to give it to him with my moody face, didn't really have the mood to entertain him or to listen to anything so i just turned my head and left.
Bought the 2 required texts, which cost me $90... Is OMG! Hai... Wanted to walk around school but no mood, so went to wait for bus to go back.
Reached interchange, went to deposit cash. Then, went to WM to shop... Heh Heh! Nothing much to shop though, went to popular then i bought quite a few stuff at Watson, haha! Coz things are cheap. Hee~
Then, decided to go home le...
Back home, watched a bit of TV, then felt bored. Changed into sports bra, shirt and FBT shorts, went, stretched, went out to run... HAHA!
Ran for 35min... Many things went through my mind but the breathless-ness took it all away...
Thought he would talk today but no, he didn't... I am getting sick of these craps... Am tired of dragging... Maybe... Just maybe... Letting go would be better... :(
I dun have mood to blog these few days... Coz i really dunno wad to write in anymore... Maybe i need some time to myself...
I was thinking of getting a tattoo just now, while watching Miami Ink... HAha! But it was just a thought...
OK! I shall go talk to myself now. HAHA!
Turning away... End of the day, I am still me... Nothing will change, because I remember what I've learnt back then... I don't change for nobody, except for myself... As much as I want to change for you, I can't because I rule my life....
Woke up at noon. Had lunch then went to school. Darl smsed, asked me to bring the warranty card, and i was wondering why, he took my watch to wear then something happened i guess? So went to give it to him with my moody face, didn't really have the mood to entertain him or to listen to anything so i just turned my head and left.
Bought the 2 required texts, which cost me $90... Is OMG! Hai... Wanted to walk around school but no mood, so went to wait for bus to go back.
Reached interchange, went to deposit cash. Then, went to WM to shop... Heh Heh! Nothing much to shop though, went to popular then i bought quite a few stuff at Watson, haha! Coz things are cheap. Hee~
Then, decided to go home le...
Back home, watched a bit of TV, then felt bored. Changed into sports bra, shirt and FBT shorts, went, stretched, went out to run... HAHA!
Ran for 35min... Many things went through my mind but the breathless-ness took it all away...
Thought he would talk today but no, he didn't... I am getting sick of these craps... Am tired of dragging... Maybe... Just maybe... Letting go would be better... :(
I dun have mood to blog these few days... Coz i really dunno wad to write in anymore... Maybe i need some time to myself...
I was thinking of getting a tattoo just now, while watching Miami Ink... HAha! But it was just a thought...
OK! I shall go talk to myself now. HAHA!
Turning away... End of the day, I am still me... Nothing will change, because I remember what I've learnt back then... I don't change for nobody, except for myself... As much as I want to change for you, I can't because I rule my life....
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Some days...
Yesterday, after school, met up with Joan and 3 of us went to Heeren's Balcony to lunch, a make-up for the Clinic. The lunch was good, we took a while to leave coz we got so into the rocking chair. HAHA! SO comfortable.
Then, went to Taka's Kino, while Jiawen and Joan went to the toilet, i went to get the Kino's voucher. When Jiawen came back, she was busy hiding from Joan, and slotting the voucher into the envelope. HAHA! Funny ar... Wished her Happy Belated Birthday.
Shopped around there, to paragon, Muji, to Wisma, then to far east. Couldn't get my eyes set on any bags. So tiring... Its always like that, when u wanna get something, you can never get it. Hate it! Well... In the end, bought a tee at fareast. 2 of them had waffle while i drank tea. Then, we left. I was so tired... Hai...
On the bus, i rested. Then, i took out the Theory book and studied a little when somebody called.
She: "Is this Ai Ping"
Me: "Yes, who is this?"
She: "Your friend, Jieping left her phone at my shop just now, can you contact her?"
Me(Sleepy): "Ehhh... Shop... Where are you calling from?"
She: "Marina"
Me: "O... I try to contact her, you hold on to her phone ok.. Thanks..."
Called Jiawen to contact Linna, but she didn't pick up her phone. Called back and told the person that i will tell Jieping in school the next day. Well... Good deed? HAHa!
Anyway, slept at 12am last night, was kind of tired, so i dozed off right after i got on my bed. Woke up at 7.30am, went to school.
As usual... Jiawen didn't go for CMA lecture so i was basically alone with Yazid sitting beside me. Linda is in that lect too... SO happy! Heh HeH! Anyway, for a first lect, it is really heavy, doesn't feel like intro to me... Well... Lasted for 1plus hours.
Went to atrium to wait for Ting to come. She came, we walked, and we really walked. HA! Around Atrium, didn't see anything we like. O well...
Her friends came, so i also go off.
Tell you, i hate the ladies in HGV office. So god damn attitude lah... Like we owe her money(reminds me of OHS chief cashier), anyway, can't she at least show some respect to an EX-student, someone who once kept her rice bowl there! So fu*cked-up. Talk also dun wanna look at me, WAD, i am not important enough to let u take a good look at my face is it?! Stupid... I dun owe you any freaking money OK! I am asking you a favour, not asking to see ur fu*ck face! If not for the damn security thing, i won't have to even see ur face, u think u so beautiful? SIckening! ANGRY! And i waited for a good 1, 2 hours! AND i troubled Hui Mui to helped me run around like crazy... PLEASE! I wanna take back my asset, it doesn't belong to the school! For your info, its an A1 FOLIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLEH!
Good thing i met Miss Teo and all the chattering with her made me un-pissed. Doesn't seem like we got all these crap back then, and we still happily graduate in one piece, properly and i believe, with the BEST, repeat, BEST results SO FAR!
Me: "Miss Teo, you should leave... No hope..."
Miss Teo: "YA, I should..."
HOW true!
Anyway, back home, i watched TV, studied Theory, and i dun rmb wad i did. I rmb myself concussed on my bed for a good 2 hours, unaware of wad had happened around.
Usual at night, nothing much happened.
Need to get CMA txt which is EX! So sian OK...
Well, i am going to try to complete reading the Chinese book, need to return tmr. Yes...
Good night to myself...
Things aren't right... Yet I dared not be frank to myself... Sickening me... Sickening self... I lost track of time, because time no longer makes me understand you, it doesn't make me excited, it doesn't gives me hope... To me... You are still that person that I don't know... I guess I never knew you... Never had a chance to know you well... I think I chose the wrong path... I think......................
Then, went to Taka's Kino, while Jiawen and Joan went to the toilet, i went to get the Kino's voucher. When Jiawen came back, she was busy hiding from Joan, and slotting the voucher into the envelope. HAHA! Funny ar... Wished her Happy Belated Birthday.
Shopped around there, to paragon, Muji, to Wisma, then to far east. Couldn't get my eyes set on any bags. So tiring... Its always like that, when u wanna get something, you can never get it. Hate it! Well... In the end, bought a tee at fareast. 2 of them had waffle while i drank tea. Then, we left. I was so tired... Hai...
On the bus, i rested. Then, i took out the Theory book and studied a little when somebody called.
She: "Is this Ai Ping"
Me: "Yes, who is this?"
She: "Your friend, Jieping left her phone at my shop just now, can you contact her?"
Me(Sleepy): "Ehhh... Shop... Where are you calling from?"
She: "Marina"
Me: "O... I try to contact her, you hold on to her phone ok.. Thanks..."
Called Jiawen to contact Linna, but she didn't pick up her phone. Called back and told the person that i will tell Jieping in school the next day. Well... Good deed? HAHa!
Anyway, slept at 12am last night, was kind of tired, so i dozed off right after i got on my bed. Woke up at 7.30am, went to school.
As usual... Jiawen didn't go for CMA lecture so i was basically alone with Yazid sitting beside me. Linda is in that lect too... SO happy! Heh HeH! Anyway, for a first lect, it is really heavy, doesn't feel like intro to me... Well... Lasted for 1plus hours.
Went to atrium to wait for Ting to come. She came, we walked, and we really walked. HA! Around Atrium, didn't see anything we like. O well...
Her friends came, so i also go off.
Tell you, i hate the ladies in HGV office. So god damn attitude lah... Like we owe her money(reminds me of OHS chief cashier), anyway, can't she at least show some respect to an EX-student, someone who once kept her rice bowl there! So fu*cked-up. Talk also dun wanna look at me, WAD, i am not important enough to let u take a good look at my face is it?! Stupid... I dun owe you any freaking money OK! I am asking you a favour, not asking to see ur fu*ck face! If not for the damn security thing, i won't have to even see ur face, u think u so beautiful? SIckening! ANGRY! And i waited for a good 1, 2 hours! AND i troubled Hui Mui to helped me run around like crazy... PLEASE! I wanna take back my asset, it doesn't belong to the school! For your info, its an A1 FOLIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLEH!
Good thing i met Miss Teo and all the chattering with her made me un-pissed. Doesn't seem like we got all these crap back then, and we still happily graduate in one piece, properly and i believe, with the BEST, repeat, BEST results SO FAR!
Me: "Miss Teo, you should leave... No hope..."
Miss Teo: "YA, I should..."
HOW true!
Anyway, back home, i watched TV, studied Theory, and i dun rmb wad i did. I rmb myself concussed on my bed for a good 2 hours, unaware of wad had happened around.
Usual at night, nothing much happened.
Need to get CMA txt which is EX! So sian OK...
Well, i am going to try to complete reading the Chinese book, need to return tmr. Yes...
Good night to myself...
Things aren't right... Yet I dared not be frank to myself... Sickening me... Sickening self... I lost track of time, because time no longer makes me understand you, it doesn't make me excited, it doesn't gives me hope... To me... You are still that person that I don't know... I guess I never knew you... Never had a chance to know you well... I think I chose the wrong path... I think......................
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
1st day of new sem
Today is the beginning of the new Semester. O god... Ain't it new?! I reached school an hour before lecture began, so i took my time to walk from the bus stop to the atrium.Atrium was pretty much in a mess, i should say crowded, hAHA! So, i just walk walk walk, then i saw the blading guy skating, so i move one inside, sickening, he hit my head, and i woke up! HA! It was Justin from FOC, he's in the skating club or something, hit me and said, "PEAR!"
O well, waited for Jiawen to get her stuff, walked to 73, photocopied my notes, find 68, waited for lecture to begin. SO not good ok, 68's lecture theatre got no reception! Can't use phone inside... SO NOT GOOD!
Anyway, was waiting for lecture to begin coz there was no mic, we were chatting. Lecture began, the new lecturer is very very DRY... She is teaching from her notes, and just reading, reading and reading, can't she add something IN?! GoSh... CAnnot make it... 1st lecture, disppointment.
Lecture ended 1/2 hour before 1pm, so the total lecture was like only an hour when its supposed to be 2. GoSh...
We squeezed out of the crowds, waited for 61, very long, as usual, and got back to batok. Wanted to go HGV to get folio but felt too hungry, decided not to. HAHA!
Met ting and Trish at the interchange, they were going to school while i finished school. HAHA! Went to gt my printer ink, some junk food, then went back home, makan.
Replaced ink catridge, and began printing like nuts! HAHA! Printed everything there were in MEL. Hee~ Feels good to have ink... HAHA! Siao..
Studied a bit of Basic Theory, fell asleep in the midst. HA!
Woke up, rest of the night was skippin dinner, and thinking of ways to fill my stomach. Guess wad? I filled my stomach with 4 slices of watermelons and a small packet of bisuits. HAHa! Now, am full...
Anyway, shall turn in early. Early class tmr...
Monday, April 16, 2007
New day comes...
I am feeling very tired now but I shall blog bout today before i go to bed.
Woke up at 9am this morning, coz Pa said Gu will be here by 9.30am. So, i changed and waited for them to get prepared. Papa went downstairs to buy some stuff, while 2kor couldn't wake up. I was waiting until Gugu called, she was kind of pissed so i was rushig papa.
Went to Cemetary, 1st stop was to Papa de ah mah, which is Zo Ma, someone who i never saw before, met papa's cousin and all, who I also dun regconize at all. Bai Bai liao, went on to Gu's car, next to Ah gong.
Everybody were busy wiping this and that, putting incense, i stood and watch, dunnoe wad to do. Ah Mah was praying to Ah gong, and she cried. Hai... Every year, it is the same, the scene never changes, Ah Mah still loves Ah gong very much, each time we visit his grave, Ah Mah's tears will roll down. It is really heart-broking but at the same time, it tells so much about the love they had before and now. Makes me wonder, will I have such everlasting love....
Then, went to Bei Gong if i'm not wrong... Ah Xiong Shu shu's God-father. I never saw Bei gong before either coz he passed away 6years before i was born, only heard stories bout his outrageous past. He smoked opium when he was alive, papa and all the shushu-s had helped him light opium before... HAHA! Amazing...
Anyway, the day ended, we went to Pioneer mall to lunch then i sat Ah xiong shushu's van back... So fun sitting at the back, so long didn't ride on van le... Anyway, i nearly fell asleep in th van coz i was too tired.
Back home, i took my bath, watched some TV, then went to have a short nap. Before i could sleep, sms-es kept on coming. HahA! So, i kind of just laid on my bed for a while then wake up to arrange my School's file. No ink to print anything, good thing tmr only got one lecture.
Later in the evening, i went to WM, return a library book then started to wander around the mall. Darl asked me to call him, so I called. I was a bit suspicious but i quit tracking, tired of doing silly things, i just let it go.
Ting came, so we walked around, ate Old Chang Kee, i finally decided to go JP, is JP, again JP, not JB ok... We walk walk walk, i cannot see one nice bag... SIan... Puma didn't come out with new bags... So sian... Hai... But i saw new type of Levis sneakers, looks nice... Forgot to see the price, maybe i can save and buy. Hee~
So we continued to walk walk, went to find my Sushi but cannot find any. Decided to go back to WM. Ting fell asleep on the bus, the head moving from side to side, like as if its gonna fall off... HAHA!
Somebody mistook WaZZ in as WATSON and she asked me why not take the escalator but i was wondering why, then she walked towards Watson, then it dawned on me, we were having hell of a laugh there! HAHA!!!
Bought my dinner, she got her KFC for her family and then we went back home.
Back home, finished my dinner and feeling tired. Went to check Mel, nothing new came up, so i blog.
I'm almost done with blogging... Shall sleep early today to welcome a new tomorrow, a new semester awaits..........................
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!! MY STUDENT LIFE BEGINS YET ANOTHER TIME!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF FOR A WHOLE NEW SEMESTER!!!!
I love you more than you love me...
Woke up at 9am this morning, coz Pa said Gu will be here by 9.30am. So, i changed and waited for them to get prepared. Papa went downstairs to buy some stuff, while 2kor couldn't wake up. I was waiting until Gugu called, she was kind of pissed so i was rushig papa.
Went to Cemetary, 1st stop was to Papa de ah mah, which is Zo Ma, someone who i never saw before, met papa's cousin and all, who I also dun regconize at all. Bai Bai liao, went on to Gu's car, next to Ah gong.
Everybody were busy wiping this and that, putting incense, i stood and watch, dunnoe wad to do. Ah Mah was praying to Ah gong, and she cried. Hai... Every year, it is the same, the scene never changes, Ah Mah still loves Ah gong very much, each time we visit his grave, Ah Mah's tears will roll down. It is really heart-broking but at the same time, it tells so much about the love they had before and now. Makes me wonder, will I have such everlasting love....
Then, went to Bei Gong if i'm not wrong... Ah Xiong Shu shu's God-father. I never saw Bei gong before either coz he passed away 6years before i was born, only heard stories bout his outrageous past. He smoked opium when he was alive, papa and all the shushu-s had helped him light opium before... HAHA! Amazing...
Anyway, the day ended, we went to Pioneer mall to lunch then i sat Ah xiong shushu's van back... So fun sitting at the back, so long didn't ride on van le... Anyway, i nearly fell asleep in th van coz i was too tired.
Back home, i took my bath, watched some TV, then went to have a short nap. Before i could sleep, sms-es kept on coming. HahA! So, i kind of just laid on my bed for a while then wake up to arrange my School's file. No ink to print anything, good thing tmr only got one lecture.
Later in the evening, i went to WM, return a library book then started to wander around the mall. Darl asked me to call him, so I called. I was a bit suspicious but i quit tracking, tired of doing silly things, i just let it go.
Ting came, so we walked around, ate Old Chang Kee, i finally decided to go JP, is JP, again JP, not JB ok... We walk walk walk, i cannot see one nice bag... SIan... Puma didn't come out with new bags... So sian... Hai... But i saw new type of Levis sneakers, looks nice... Forgot to see the price, maybe i can save and buy. Hee~
So we continued to walk walk, went to find my Sushi but cannot find any. Decided to go back to WM. Ting fell asleep on the bus, the head moving from side to side, like as if its gonna fall off... HAHA!
Somebody mistook WaZZ in as WATSON and she asked me why not take the escalator but i was wondering why, then she walked towards Watson, then it dawned on me, we were having hell of a laugh there! HAHA!!!
Bought my dinner, she got her KFC for her family and then we went back home.
Back home, finished my dinner and feeling tired. Went to check Mel, nothing new came up, so i blog.
I'm almost done with blogging... Shall sleep early today to welcome a new tomorrow, a new semester awaits..........................
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!! MY STUDENT LIFE BEGINS YET ANOTHER TIME!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF FOR A WHOLE NEW SEMESTER!!!!
I love you more than you love me...
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Its me again...
My hair looks kind of weird, i think i shook my head too much that my hair got messed up...
There was nothing to do just now, i on my lappy and started arranging all my photographs. Wanted to dl the notes for the new sem but i couldn't get into Mel. So, forget about it.
Darl smsed me, so i called him, he was in a small jam, so i talked to him a little bit. He was so hyper, and i was all moody, actually, i've been moody the whole day, i hardly say anything, nobody for me to talk much to either, only say a bit of stuff to my ma.
一个星期又有如凉风般地过去了，似乎淡淡地过了，没任何事发生... 一直执著的事，好像无法成真的感觉...
我们认识有多久了？我们之间有过多少的困难，尴尬，悔念？我们是不是一直都走错了路？
我是不是不该出现在你的生命里？不该改变你对事的想法？不该了解你的理念？不该成为那希望的寄托者？是否我出现在不对的时候？
我们上辈子到底欠了互相什么，为什么要遇见你？
曾经已经把你给潇洒抛开了，但你却说我太冷血了。你问我为何不撤手而去，我骗了你... 因为我无法撤手，我无法如此离去... 我只是在试着履行对自己的束缚...
面对不了的是自己给自己的束缚，又何来无法面对你呢？失去的是找不回了，但找到的，我是不会把它放开。只要心还在，一切都不改变。
当你说你会，我无言以对，笑了，泪在眼帘中，不断俳徊，因为那正是我不想有的束缚，因为爱你是多么不容易...
但无数的疑问不断出现，不断缠绕着我的思绪，是否这一步对了？岁月的流失… 是否是浪费掉，还是成果的开始？
我仍找不到爱的痕迹，不懂究竟是怎么一回事，我无法了解那无意的冷淡，那不通知的迷失，我不懂，真的一点也不了...
我把你放进我的未来，但你却在我的现在俳徊，你我的未来到底会不会有我们互相的存在？这次，我理智不了也洒脱不成...
这是刻苦铭心吗？
是我的心在作祟吧...
是终剧了吗？还是另一个开始？
“期待着你的等待，盼望着你的希望… 希望等待不会太久，盼望不会太远… 希望是永恒的，等待是美丽的…”
I saw Mr President...
Went to work at OHS yesterday and it was pouring when i left my house.
Went to central to get my pantyhose and i realised the shop that i always go, changed. Was afraid they don't sell pantyhose but they do. Bought le then went on to get a drink and mentos. Went to see darl a while, and it felt kind of awkward. o well..
Took bus, reached OHS, cannot stand the security lah, he was there talking crap when it was like 20min before work, and he carried on talking! NVm, after that, wanna get uniform, all the chefs just come and get their towels and apron and i think they are blind, coz they can't see me standing. Blind.
Finally got my uniform, changed and i was fixing my hair and these 2 indian stewarding aunties were standing on both ends, talking, i was like, "eh, can't they just stand one side." I gotta walk between them to the mirror. Ridiculous.
Ehh... Work started, ob1, putting candle napkins for the western, then listening to crap. Then, went to fold napkins with another 2 girls for the night's wedding. Getting so free nowadays, i haven't fold napkins for a long time liao le...
O well, until ob3's event was over, we went to help out with the turnover. Set chinese dinner.
Then, Honey gathered the staff, deployed, then some of us went to Ob 1, 2 while the rest stayed in ob3. Andy asked me to go Main kitchen to check whether the butter was done, so i went down, but one of the chef told me must go butcher or something to get it, so i went to B1, then the chef say somebody already took the butter. I went back up, then Andy told me, they took the butter liao, and laughed. Not funny lor... Ha!
Only then that I realised President Nathan was gonna be there for the dinner as the GOH. Honey was telling the staff where they were supposed to be and all, then when it comes to me, he turned away and say other things, i was like, "Ehhh... U haven't point me leh..." HAha! Then, he said, "U go eat dinner 1st, later 6.10pm at Lavender 1 with your gloves." I say ok, went off to makan...
Went back up, took my drinks, went to Lavender 1 to stand by. Nazar came in, Az came in, Andy came in and this very good-looking organiser came in but i just stood there,do nothing. Chris came in, told me to so Ob 1st, wanna rehearse wadever location thingy, went.
Back to lavender 1, president haven't come but all the VIPs were inside there, so i couldn't put the tray down, my arm was going numb. It has been so long since i last did cocktail, my tray was killing me ok. Wait wait wait.................... Still no sight of President. 7.15pm, he came up with many many people following him. Went in, waiting for a chance to pass him his, warmer-than-room-temperature water, but no chance, coz of all the photographing thingy, when the chance came, he said he doesn't want the drink. My arm was giving way by then. Walked out of the room, went to back area, cut nails, if not, Honey will scold, HA!
Waited for President and VIPs to go their seats. So, the entire night was nothing but putting plates and bowls infront of them and topping up wine and water. Bored. There was this VIP, who is so cute ok, and my eyes just can't get off of him. HAHa! Caucasian, my darlings... HAhA! Can't stand his smile. Haha!
Anyway, night ended, after Nathan finished his dessert and coffee.
O, it was the Graduate Business Conference, so i guess all the guests are business students, many caucasians i must say. They took a huge portrait together before they left and it feels so Ang Moh, coz dinner ended but they were still hanging around in the ballroom, talking, chatting, i bet if there was a dance floor and probably a tinge of alcohol, it will be wild. Ha! So fun...
So, we started another round of turnover, this time is a slower one. Bring the tables out with only 10 6-ft left, then started folding napkins again. Boreded.
Was 11pm when we finished, so i was asking, what can we do, and they dun wanna release us yet. Honey came up with a bouquet of flowers, dunnoe whose, i was touching it, it was real. Then, took a picture of it... Hee~
Finally released us, took my pay, and off to take bus. Bus took so long, 106 came, full, 77 came, full, 174 came, FULL. Next 174, STIL FULL, but i managed to squeeze up. Stood for most part of the journey until Bukit Timah, there was a seat. Sat down, rest.... So tired...
Bought the Mcspicy meal, upsized, drink changed to Milo, that i was grumbling the whole night about and went back home. HA! By then, it was 1.30am.
Went to bed after eating, with my stomach satisfied, my legs tired, my eyes heavy and my hair un-dry. Slept all the way till 1pm today.
Haven't meet up with Darling for a long time now, 2weeks i bet, and still can't see him. Wad can i say, i dun really wanna bother that much anymore... If it gotta be this way, then let it be, i don't wanna make myself all tired coz of him anymore... I wanna love myself more...
Tired... Very tired...
Went to central to get my pantyhose and i realised the shop that i always go, changed. Was afraid they don't sell pantyhose but they do. Bought le then went on to get a drink and mentos. Went to see darl a while, and it felt kind of awkward. o well..
Took bus, reached OHS, cannot stand the security lah, he was there talking crap when it was like 20min before work, and he carried on talking! NVm, after that, wanna get uniform, all the chefs just come and get their towels and apron and i think they are blind, coz they can't see me standing. Blind.
Finally got my uniform, changed and i was fixing my hair and these 2 indian stewarding aunties were standing on both ends, talking, i was like, "eh, can't they just stand one side." I gotta walk between them to the mirror. Ridiculous.
Ehh... Work started, ob1, putting candle napkins for the western, then listening to crap. Then, went to fold napkins with another 2 girls for the night's wedding. Getting so free nowadays, i haven't fold napkins for a long time liao le...
O well, until ob3's event was over, we went to help out with the turnover. Set chinese dinner.
Then, Honey gathered the staff, deployed, then some of us went to Ob 1, 2 while the rest stayed in ob3. Andy asked me to go Main kitchen to check whether the butter was done, so i went down, but one of the chef told me must go butcher or something to get it, so i went to B1, then the chef say somebody already took the butter. I went back up, then Andy told me, they took the butter liao, and laughed. Not funny lor... Ha!
Only then that I realised President Nathan was gonna be there for the dinner as the GOH. Honey was telling the staff where they were supposed to be and all, then when it comes to me, he turned away and say other things, i was like, "Ehhh... U haven't point me leh..." HAha! Then, he said, "U go eat dinner 1st, later 6.10pm at Lavender 1 with your gloves." I say ok, went off to makan...
Went back up, took my drinks, went to Lavender 1 to stand by. Nazar came in, Az came in, Andy came in and this very good-looking organiser came in but i just stood there,do nothing. Chris came in, told me to so Ob 1st, wanna rehearse wadever location thingy, went.
Back to lavender 1, president haven't come but all the VIPs were inside there, so i couldn't put the tray down, my arm was going numb. It has been so long since i last did cocktail, my tray was killing me ok. Wait wait wait.................... Still no sight of President. 7.15pm, he came up with many many people following him. Went in, waiting for a chance to pass him his, warmer-than-room-temperature water, but no chance, coz of all the photographing thingy, when the chance came, he said he doesn't want the drink. My arm was giving way by then. Walked out of the room, went to back area, cut nails, if not, Honey will scold, HA!
Waited for President and VIPs to go their seats. So, the entire night was nothing but putting plates and bowls infront of them and topping up wine and water. Bored. There was this VIP, who is so cute ok, and my eyes just can't get off of him. HAHa! Caucasian, my darlings... HAhA! Can't stand his smile. Haha!
Anyway, night ended, after Nathan finished his dessert and coffee.
O, it was the Graduate Business Conference, so i guess all the guests are business students, many caucasians i must say. They took a huge portrait together before they left and it feels so Ang Moh, coz dinner ended but they were still hanging around in the ballroom, talking, chatting, i bet if there was a dance floor and probably a tinge of alcohol, it will be wild. Ha! So fun...
So, we started another round of turnover, this time is a slower one. Bring the tables out with only 10 6-ft left, then started folding napkins again. Boreded.
Was 11pm when we finished, so i was asking, what can we do, and they dun wanna release us yet. Honey came up with a bouquet of flowers, dunnoe whose, i was touching it, it was real. Then, took a picture of it... Hee~
Finally released us, took my pay, and off to take bus. Bus took so long, 106 came, full, 77 came, full, 174 came, FULL. Next 174, STIL FULL, but i managed to squeeze up. Stood for most part of the journey until Bukit Timah, there was a seat. Sat down, rest.... So tired...
Bought the Mcspicy meal, upsized, drink changed to Milo, that i was grumbling the whole night about and went back home. HA! By then, it was 1.30am.
Went to bed after eating, with my stomach satisfied, my legs tired, my eyes heavy and my hair un-dry. Slept all the way till 1pm today.
Haven't meet up with Darling for a long time now, 2weeks i bet, and still can't see him. Wad can i say, i dun really wanna bother that much anymore... If it gotta be this way, then let it be, i don't wanna make myself all tired coz of him anymore... I wanna love myself more...
Tired... Very tired...
Friday, April 13, 2007
Meet up...
I turned in quite early last night at around 1.30am, which was the earliest of the entire week and fell deeply into my dream.
Terry Goh was so bo liao, he smsed me at 2.15am to ask me bout the song, i saw it, jitao fell back to sleep.
Early in the morning, Kriston smsed, good morning, i was like, GoSh...
Woke up at 12.30pm, then went out to meet bt kor and ting. Met Terry Tan, and donated cash for his Flag day, so pathetic... HAHa! But funny lah...
3 of us went to food court to makan, and chit chat. Went to shop around, to find bt's bag and slippers, or wadever, but couldn't find anything. Went to Kopitiam to chat. Chat long long... We nua for around an hour then i went back to Ting.
Went to her place to get her pay slip, then she went to get her pay while i went home.
O well... Slacked...
Mad over bo liao thing, and i got pissed.
Tmr going to work, to earn the money so maybe i can get a new bag. Great...
Ciao!
Terry Goh was so bo liao, he smsed me at 2.15am to ask me bout the song, i saw it, jitao fell back to sleep.
Early in the morning, Kriston smsed, good morning, i was like, GoSh...
Woke up at 12.30pm, then went out to meet bt kor and ting. Met Terry Tan, and donated cash for his Flag day, so pathetic... HAHa! But funny lah...
3 of us went to food court to makan, and chit chat. Went to shop around, to find bt's bag and slippers, or wadever, but couldn't find anything. Went to Kopitiam to chat. Chat long long... We nua for around an hour then i went back to Ting.
Went to her place to get her pay slip, then she went to get her pay while i went home.
O well... Slacked...
Mad over bo liao thing, and i got pissed.
Tmr going to work, to earn the money so maybe i can get a new bag. Great...
Ciao!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Yesterday
Yesterday was a full day out for me. I woke up at around 11am, was sms-ing with Darl then ting smsed me t0 confirmed our meeting.
Went out at 1.40pm, the bus took so long, i only reached central at 2pm, ting was already there. Wanted to deposit my cash but the queue was so long. So we decided to go clementi.
Went to get my pants, and good thing she did a nice job if not, my $14 would have flown away, HAhA! Then, ting and i went to eat Tang Yuan, we were wondering where to go, then decided to go K box.
So, we went for K student, sang from 3pm to 7pm, then smsed Terry to come out then he grumbled, reached Batok, smsed him again and waited at Mac. He took so long lah, then come already dun wanna eat, later on complained he was hungry, WAD THE HELL!
He came, and he was telling us bout his orientation this week, and there is Flag day at SP. HAHA! So funny ok... Then, he was saying he couldn't understand a single word his class rep said, coz he is an Indian. Heh HeH! ANd i have no idea why, my saliva and coke kept going onto his face, HAHA! I can't stand it myself, we were laughing like nuts there. Ting was so mad coz when she talks, we weren't listening, WHOSE FAULT?! HAHA!
Went to ting's place for terry to fix her lappy, then Ping Hong joined us and continued to laugh. Cannot stand. I was using ting's lappy to chat with Darl then the 2 zaups poke me again and again, was so painful and ticklish OK! CAnnot stand it, told darl will chat with him later.
2 zaups walked me back, on the way, talking bout Ping hong's stuff. Heh! So kiddy... Anyway, reached home, bathed and i came online. Darl was still online, so i sent him the songs he wanted. Hee~ He was online till 2am and me, 2.30am.
Slept all the way till 1plus pm... HAHa!
Called OHS wanting to check whether there's any work on thurs or friday but nobody picked up, so i didn't bother either. Called Roy to asked him bout the events thingy but he said he doesn't need staff but he'll call me back again to talk bout it coz he was busy. YuP...
See, i'm all broke... No cashy to do much. Hai...
Sunday going out with the guys... Great.. Before school starts... :)
4days away to school opening... HaI... Feel so............. Dunnoe wad to say either... HAiyo...
Went out at 1.40pm, the bus took so long, i only reached central at 2pm, ting was already there. Wanted to deposit my cash but the queue was so long. So we decided to go clementi.
Went to get my pants, and good thing she did a nice job if not, my $14 would have flown away, HAhA! Then, ting and i went to eat Tang Yuan, we were wondering where to go, then decided to go K box.
So, we went for K student, sang from 3pm to 7pm, then smsed Terry to come out then he grumbled, reached Batok, smsed him again and waited at Mac. He took so long lah, then come already dun wanna eat, later on complained he was hungry, WAD THE HELL!
He came, and he was telling us bout his orientation this week, and there is Flag day at SP. HAHA! So funny ok... Then, he was saying he couldn't understand a single word his class rep said, coz he is an Indian. Heh HeH! ANd i have no idea why, my saliva and coke kept going onto his face, HAHA! I can't stand it myself, we were laughing like nuts there. Ting was so mad coz when she talks, we weren't listening, WHOSE FAULT?! HAHA!
Went to ting's place for terry to fix her lappy, then Ping Hong joined us and continued to laugh. Cannot stand. I was using ting's lappy to chat with Darl then the 2 zaups poke me again and again, was so painful and ticklish OK! CAnnot stand it, told darl will chat with him later.
2 zaups walked me back, on the way, talking bout Ping hong's stuff. Heh! So kiddy... Anyway, reached home, bathed and i came online. Darl was still online, so i sent him the songs he wanted. Hee~ He was online till 2am and me, 2.30am.
Slept all the way till 1plus pm... HAHa!
Called OHS wanting to check whether there's any work on thurs or friday but nobody picked up, so i didn't bother either. Called Roy to asked him bout the events thingy but he said he doesn't need staff but he'll call me back again to talk bout it coz he was busy. YuP...
See, i'm all broke... No cashy to do much. Hai...
Sunday going out with the guys... Great.. Before school starts... :)
4days away to school opening... HaI... Feel so............. Dunnoe wad to say either... HAiyo...
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Spontaneous writting
The problems I have now (16th Aug 05)
Speaking of problems, I suppose I got dozens in line totalk about but the major problem I have is, I don't know what exactly is the problem.
You know, there are times when you are totally lost and you don't know what to do anymore and it seems like the goal that you've always work for are drifting away. Due to recent happenings, my life is messed up.
There are pieces of thins hanging around at different places and I don't know where to start picking them up. If I were do this first, I might lose out in that, so its like absolute-no-directions for me to head on to.
..........................
Here I am, struggling with school trying to achieve what I had before an there, at home, having so many things to deal with. I'm only 17, give me a break.
Once again, I'm asking myself, "What is the meaning of life?" Nobody seems to be able to answer that and like I always tell myself, "Maybe it will be today or maybe tonight, I will find the answer to my life."
I will start picking the pieces up right now, I hope.
*Trying to accept the wrongs and make them right*
I was packing up my room just now and I decided to throw away all of my Secondary schools worksheets, notes, exams, test papers etc. I only kept a few behind. Seems like i got so many things that i dun wish to throw coz somehow those are the things i put in a lot of effort to do and to solve but i thought, well, those were the past, i gotta let it go...
The above abstract was from my Sec 5's spontaneous writting. HAHA! Didn't rmb how messed up it was, but reading it, seems like i really had a tough time then. So fun to turn these books and think about the past. I decided to keep them. :)
After bathing, went to Clementi with ma and pa coz i wanna fix the pants, o well, mama was so lor so ok, but the Aunty there was a bit attitude lah, the pants is kind of ex, i kind of regretted but well, nvm lah, 1st and the last, hope it turns out nice... Hai....
Went to makan, walked around, came home.
Going down tmr to get the pants back with Ting. :)
Think i will sleep early today... *yAwn*
I play my part and you play you game... -Bon Jovi-
Speaking of problems, I suppose I got dozens in line totalk about but the major problem I have is, I don't know what exactly is the problem.
You know, there are times when you are totally lost and you don't know what to do anymore and it seems like the goal that you've always work for are drifting away. Due to recent happenings, my life is messed up.
There are pieces of thins hanging around at different places and I don't know where to start picking them up. If I were do this first, I might lose out in that, so its like absolute-no-directions for me to head on to.
..........................
Here I am, struggling with school trying to achieve what I had before an there, at home, having so many things to deal with. I'm only 17, give me a break.
Once again, I'm asking myself, "What is the meaning of life?" Nobody seems to be able to answer that and like I always tell myself, "Maybe it will be today or maybe tonight, I will find the answer to my life."
I will start picking the pieces up right now, I hope.
*Trying to accept the wrongs and make them right*
I was packing up my room just now and I decided to throw away all of my Secondary schools worksheets, notes, exams, test papers etc. I only kept a few behind. Seems like i got so many things that i dun wish to throw coz somehow those are the things i put in a lot of effort to do and to solve but i thought, well, those were the past, i gotta let it go...
The above abstract was from my Sec 5's spontaneous writting. HAHA! Didn't rmb how messed up it was, but reading it, seems like i really had a tough time then. So fun to turn these books and think about the past. I decided to keep them. :)
After bathing, went to Clementi with ma and pa coz i wanna fix the pants, o well, mama was so lor so ok, but the Aunty there was a bit attitude lah, the pants is kind of ex, i kind of regretted but well, nvm lah, 1st and the last, hope it turns out nice... Hai....
Went to makan, walked around, came home.
Going down tmr to get the pants back with Ting. :)
Think i will sleep early today... *yAwn*
I play my part and you play you game... -Bon Jovi-
Monday, April 09, 2007
Need to get
I have some stuff that i wanna buy before school starts on the 16th.
I've been dying to get a pair of shorts, one i can actually buy from the nearby market but i am just too lazy to do that. Heh!
I wanna get a denim too... Just a normal one.. I threw away one of my 4 denims and i already condemned another one, so i'm actually only left with 2 i frequently wear, its time to get 1 or 2 new ones.
Also, i lack T-shirts, i'm telling you, i seriously lack them... It sucks so much to have only a few to choose from when u need to go out.
I am hoping to have enough cash to get a new jacket and a bag but i seriously doubt i have that chance to have even exact to buy anything... Sounds bad huh... New term starting and I'm feeling bored. Gosh... Give me cash!!! HAha! i'm kidding...
Save i guess... :)
I've been dying to get a pair of shorts, one i can actually buy from the nearby market but i am just too lazy to do that. Heh!
I wanna get a denim too... Just a normal one.. I threw away one of my 4 denims and i already condemned another one, so i'm actually only left with 2 i frequently wear, its time to get 1 or 2 new ones.
Also, i lack T-shirts, i'm telling you, i seriously lack them... It sucks so much to have only a few to choose from when u need to go out.
I am hoping to have enough cash to get a new jacket and a bag but i seriously doubt i have that chance to have even exact to buy anything... Sounds bad huh... New term starting and I'm feeling bored. Gosh... Give me cash!!! HAha! i'm kidding...
Save i guess... :)
Unquestionable...
Seems like I can't grab hold of you
No matter what I tried to do
Been waiting for you to say something
But I just can't hear what I hear
It has been so long
Yet nothing seemed real at all
I want to tell you how I feel
But the courage never rose
Is it because you want too much
So much that I can't give
Is it because you seek too little
So little that I don't know
Perhaps you want someone
Someone who you want
Someone who can give you unconditionally
Perhaps I don't know how to give
Maybe I forgot what to give
Probably, I'm not giving enough
I wonder where will this go
How far will it reaches
The endless doubts we have
The unlimited questions we ask
Will it come to an end again, so fast
Maybe I took the wrong path again
Maybe I gave it a wrong bet again
Maybe you are just not the one anymore
I began to lose faith in time
It no longer bring my wound to a heal
It no longer make me feel better
Why am I so foolish
So slow in reacting
Where is the cataylst
Between us
Can there still be cataylst
Can this be like before
A kiss that seals it all
Entangled in your love
No matter what I tried to do
Been waiting for you to say something
But I just can't hear what I hear
It has been so long
Yet nothing seemed real at all
I want to tell you how I feel
But the courage never rose
Is it because you want too much
So much that I can't give
Is it because you seek too little
So little that I don't know
Perhaps you want someone
Someone who you want
Someone who can give you unconditionally
Perhaps I don't know how to give
Maybe I forgot what to give
Probably, I'm not giving enough
I wonder where will this go
How far will it reaches
The endless doubts we have
The unlimited questions we ask
Will it come to an end again, so fast
Maybe I took the wrong path again
Maybe I gave it a wrong bet again
Maybe you are just not the one anymore
I began to lose faith in time
It no longer bring my wound to a heal
It no longer make me feel better
Why am I so foolish
So slow in reacting
Where is the cataylst
Between us
Can there still be cataylst
Can this be like before
A kiss that seals it all
Entangled in your love
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Boring........
So pissed wth Blogger... Can't change it to New blogger... Sian... Can't see my chinese words....... HATE it! O wadever... I can see can le........
I feel like feasting tmr again..... Hai... Nobody to feast with me...... Boreded......
Nothing much to do also... REally nothing OK!!!!!!!!!!
Ciao!
I feel like feasting tmr again..... Hai... Nobody to feast with me...... Boreded......
Nothing much to do also... REally nothing OK!!!!!!!!!!
Ciao!
New clothing
How's this for a change? Got myself a new blog skin. Finally figured out how to put in Chinese words with DL-ed blogskins. K, i'm a bit slow but at least i got something figured out. That's a good thing. Hee~
Recently, all the artistes that haven't come out for a while, all came out together. Good Charlotte, Avril Lavigne and Linkin Park and guess wad? I like all of them but not that rich to buy all their albums. I think i got to choose between the 3... Ha!
Anyway, since holiday is ending, i started to worry bout school opening. Coz i got an assignment to submit which was like the FABM 40-hr attachment. However, unlike FABM, jobs aren't easy to be found in Conventions and Events Management (CEM). Was wondering wad to do when Dear told me, can go find Roy. HAHA! And it striked me that, O ya, Roy is doing event planning thingy. HeH! Need to find him for job opportunity of 40hrs... Hai...
My laptop is kind of lag... I have no idea why.. Hope it won't spoil...
Alright, shall end here.
ciAO!
Recently, all the artistes that haven't come out for a while, all came out together. Good Charlotte, Avril Lavigne and Linkin Park and guess wad? I like all of them but not that rich to buy all their albums. I think i got to choose between the 3... Ha!
Anyway, since holiday is ending, i started to worry bout school opening. Coz i got an assignment to submit which was like the FABM 40-hr attachment. However, unlike FABM, jobs aren't easy to be found in Conventions and Events Management (CEM). Was wondering wad to do when Dear told me, can go find Roy. HAHA! And it striked me that, O ya, Roy is doing event planning thingy. HeH! Need to find him for job opportunity of 40hrs... Hai...
My laptop is kind of lag... I have no idea why.. Hope it won't spoil...
Alright, shall end here.
ciAO!
Saturday, April 07, 2007
:)
Another week more and its the beginning school, Year2. GoSh... Can't believe I am actually becoming a Year 2 student in NP... It seems so unbelievable that not long ago, i was only waiting for O leve results and now, bYe year 1.
Unexcited about school opening coz there really ain't nothing to look forward to except more school work, more time in front of lappy, wasting money buying ink catridges to print notes which ultimately, end up in the trash. I seriously need to get some Poly Life... Its getting way too boring! If wad happened in Year 1 continues to year2 then to graduation, NONONO!!! NIGHTMARE! Someone help!
I am still wondering at this point of time whether i've got into the right course or not... The rest of my friends seemed to have met a bunch of great peeps, those they can hang out with regularly and bitch bout things, or perhaps, most of them got into the same course, the same division but I am struggling here alone, by myself. You know that its always easier to get friends when u already are in a little group. O... Wadever! Didn't i get through Year1?! HA!
Gotta pack up my thoughts to get ready for a more competitive Year 2. Maybe i should really get into a CCA, something that i can challenge myself to... *tHinking*
O well... I woke up late in the afternoon today, feeling really dizzy, seriously no idea wad's going on... Dear called me and she asked some craps and want me to da bao tang yuan for her... Haha! Hung up after that.
I was watching TV since then with my very hungry tummy. All the way till 5pm, Silong called. Felt weird coz he dun usually call or sms me. Haha! He asked me out to chat with Kok Hong. Even more shock... Haha! Then, i said ok, ask them to wait for a while. He was shock himself that he i would agree. Hee~
So, went out to meet them outside Cheers. So we sat there for more than 3hours chatting craps. Both guys are so desperate... HAHA! SaD lor... See them like that, also dunnoe wad to tell them...
Anyway, both of them went to JE coz i refuse to leave Batok with my polo tee... So i said BYe to them, got my dinner and came back home. It was nice chatting with them, FUN!
Forgot today is a public holiday which means Darl would knock off at 6pm. He called me to chat on his way back to custom. Ya, so we talked talked and he was saying how tiring it was today, customers move in non-stop and its 10am tmr again. HaI... Have a good rest tonight, Xiao Fu...
Joan mailed to ask us out on Wed to "The clinic", a pub i think. I thought it will be fun. Hee~ Wanna ask Hui to come along.
I'm bored... I'm broke... Think i need to grab some bucks the coming week.
"The Parisian Affair" - by Judith Gould
Her lips sought out his, and her hand went up to run her fingers through his raven hair. He sighed happily and let his hands wander to her breasts, where he brushed against them gently. "Why don't we get comfortable?" he said.
My basic theory test is gonna be on 27th April, but i haven't even studied a bit... Despite its level of difficulty, i still gotta study it! ArgH...
By now, you should have somehow realised what you got to do...
I remember it was a cool night, there was only a star in the sky, no sight of the moon. I waited for you to come and you told me that you would take a while... My head laid on your shoulder and silently, you gave me a kiss on my cheek... That was the sweetest moment i had with you...
When I'm with you, I forgot what happened in the past, I can't be bothered about my surroundings because I treasure the sweet moments, even if it is just standing by your side... Have you ever felt that way too?
当时间慢慢从自己的身边滑过，我发现，原来你一直都在我的身边... 就算只是以朋友的角色，或是以暧昧伴侣的名号，还是以男友的证明，你都在...
一切的一切都已交给命运的安排，不知命运的下一站会是哪儿？不知那一站会不会有你的存在... 怀念着那美丽的邂逅，怀念当初的尴尬地离去, 怀念后悔的决择，怀念一切之后的承诺...
26th Feb 2011
Unexcited about school opening coz there really ain't nothing to look forward to except more school work, more time in front of lappy, wasting money buying ink catridges to print notes which ultimately, end up in the trash. I seriously need to get some Poly Life... Its getting way too boring! If wad happened in Year 1 continues to year2 then to graduation, NONONO!!! NIGHTMARE! Someone help!
I am still wondering at this point of time whether i've got into the right course or not... The rest of my friends seemed to have met a bunch of great peeps, those they can hang out with regularly and bitch bout things, or perhaps, most of them got into the same course, the same division but I am struggling here alone, by myself. You know that its always easier to get friends when u already are in a little group. O... Wadever! Didn't i get through Year1?! HA!
Gotta pack up my thoughts to get ready for a more competitive Year 2. Maybe i should really get into a CCA, something that i can challenge myself to... *tHinking*
O well... I woke up late in the afternoon today, feeling really dizzy, seriously no idea wad's going on... Dear called me and she asked some craps and want me to da bao tang yuan for her... Haha! Hung up after that.
I was watching TV since then with my very hungry tummy. All the way till 5pm, Silong called. Felt weird coz he dun usually call or sms me. Haha! He asked me out to chat with Kok Hong. Even more shock... Haha! Then, i said ok, ask them to wait for a while. He was shock himself that he i would agree. Hee~
So, went out to meet them outside Cheers. So we sat there for more than 3hours chatting craps. Both guys are so desperate... HAHA! SaD lor... See them like that, also dunnoe wad to tell them...
Anyway, both of them went to JE coz i refuse to leave Batok with my polo tee... So i said BYe to them, got my dinner and came back home. It was nice chatting with them, FUN!
Forgot today is a public holiday which means Darl would knock off at 6pm. He called me to chat on his way back to custom. Ya, so we talked talked and he was saying how tiring it was today, customers move in non-stop and its 10am tmr again. HaI... Have a good rest tonight, Xiao Fu...
Joan mailed to ask us out on Wed to "The clinic", a pub i think. I thought it will be fun. Hee~ Wanna ask Hui to come along.
I'm bored... I'm broke... Think i need to grab some bucks the coming week.
"The Parisian Affair" - by Judith Gould
Her lips sought out his, and her hand went up to run her fingers through his raven hair. He sighed happily and let his hands wander to her breasts, where he brushed against them gently. "Why don't we get comfortable?" he said.
My basic theory test is gonna be on 27th April, but i haven't even studied a bit... Despite its level of difficulty, i still gotta study it! ArgH...
By now, you should have somehow realised what you got to do...
I remember it was a cool night, there was only a star in the sky, no sight of the moon. I waited for you to come and you told me that you would take a while... My head laid on your shoulder and silently, you gave me a kiss on my cheek... That was the sweetest moment i had with you...
When I'm with you, I forgot what happened in the past, I can't be bothered about my surroundings because I treasure the sweet moments, even if it is just standing by your side... Have you ever felt that way too?
当时间慢慢从自己的身边滑过，我发现，原来你一直都在我的身边... 就算只是以朋友的角色，或是以暧昧伴侣的名号，还是以男友的证明，你都在...
一切的一切都已交给命运的安排，不知命运的下一站会是哪儿？不知那一站会不会有你的存在... 怀念着那美丽的邂逅，怀念当初的尴尬地离去, 怀念后悔的决择，怀念一切之后的承诺...
26th Feb 2011
Friday, April 06, 2007
5th April 07
4th April 07, 21:50
Ling Hui: Ai Ping, Xueting says she is at gombak leh...
Me: *still dazing* HUH?!
Ling Hui: Ya, How ar?!
Me: OOOOOoO! I go change then come out.
Rushed my ass off to her block, manage to reach by 22:08. We were trying to find places where we can secretively hide. HA! HUi called her but she wasn't there yet. So we planned, and talked and all of a sudden, i saw her on 945, and the 2 of us scramed like we commit some crime. Haha! So i hid behind the wall while Hui went to meet her. Hui brought her to the void deck, i lit the candle, but he first fire was blown off by the wind, and i was that close to getting caught. Walk towards her when only a few steps away, the candle light went off again. OMG! So, i tried to relight the candle but the lighter was too loud, she heard me and she turned around and went, "OOOOooooo" HahA!
Sang Birthday song for her, then she cut her cake, one slices for each of us. I put cream on her face! HAhA!
5th April 00:00
Sat there and chatted till 12am, sang BD song another time. Chatted a bit more, then the 2 of them walked me home.
Reached home, didn't sleep, instead, came online and continued my Chalet blog coz my die-hard fans are waiting. HAhA! Kept myself online and music on, i began my work, which is to do Ting's present. So i do do do until 3am then i finished. I even stole salt from the kitchen. HAhA!
Woke up only at noon then bathed. Dolled up then went out to meet the 2 girls. Took bus to Heeren and had lunch at Balcony. So nice the environment. Took pictures there then in the middle, Samantha and Long zhi came by to drop their surprise gift. hee~ All planned nicely huh...
Then, we went to Far east to find ting's shoes coz her feet was hurting. Couldn't find it at Fareast so went to Cine, got it. Met Qiang and Celest there. We went to have a drink at LJS. Then i decided to cut hair.
Went to Heeren's Ginrich and cut. The stylist's name is SKY!!!!!!!!!! (I'm Earth) Hee~ Then, he was telling me this and that bout short and long hair coz i was too indecisive, then i decided to keep it long, so he trim and cut then washed and blow. All so nice... HeH! The guy's hair was near his butt last time lah... AiYo...
Finished cutting, went off. Hui went off with Calvell and Xueting went off with Ahem. I went back to Batok to meet Darling.
Went to VK and talked a bit, realised Richard's face was a bit black, then saw his wife walked off, i jitao shocked. Hurried off first.
Went to see Webcam for Darl, then he joined me a while later. We were exploring the prices and the pixels of the cams and the mics, and he finally came to a conclusion that he would get it tmr.
Went to Kopi Roti to drink lemon Tea while he ate his eggs. Were happily chatting when i saw Cleo from OHS, o well, Dao woman... Told Darl i dun like her coz she is very arrogant just coz she is pretty. Darling said she is not pretty at all. HAha!
Stupid darling, he said my BD is on 8th this month and at first i thought he was just joking with me but leh, he really dunnoe lah, he even took my IC and see.. WAH LAO! HOT ok! He dared to laugh... Ass... ANgry...
Then, chatted a bit more stuff here and there then went to wait for bus. Was telling him some obscene stuff i was doing at home. HAha! Said bYe and i'm home.
Was chatting with Lao ma bout this and that then i logged on to see my CPF status and all coz Shu Shu wants to know. So checked checked...
Darl called coz he couldn't connect to internet, so helped him a bit, still can't connect, then talked a bit and said night to him.
Now, chatting with Kriston and doing photo slides... Hee~
No matter what happens, I will be there for you... If you want me to leave, I will quietly walk off... If you want me to stay, I will stand quietly by your side... As long as you want me to... I love you...
Ling Hui: Ai Ping, Xueting says she is at gombak leh...
Me: *still dazing* HUH?!
Ling Hui: Ya, How ar?!
Me: OOOOOoO! I go change then come out.
Rushed my ass off to her block, manage to reach by 22:08. We were trying to find places where we can secretively hide. HA! HUi called her but she wasn't there yet. So we planned, and talked and all of a sudden, i saw her on 945, and the 2 of us scramed like we commit some crime. Haha! So i hid behind the wall while Hui went to meet her. Hui brought her to the void deck, i lit the candle, but he first fire was blown off by the wind, and i was that close to getting caught. Walk towards her when only a few steps away, the candle light went off again. OMG! So, i tried to relight the candle but the lighter was too loud, she heard me and she turned around and went, "OOOOooooo" HahA!
Sang Birthday song for her, then she cut her cake, one slices for each of us. I put cream on her face! HAhA!
5th April 00:00
Sat there and chatted till 12am, sang BD song another time. Chatted a bit more, then the 2 of them walked me home.
Reached home, didn't sleep, instead, came online and continued my Chalet blog coz my die-hard fans are waiting. HAhA! Kept myself online and music on, i began my work, which is to do Ting's present. So i do do do until 3am then i finished. I even stole salt from the kitchen. HAhA!
Woke up only at noon then bathed. Dolled up then went out to meet the 2 girls. Took bus to Heeren and had lunch at Balcony. So nice the environment. Took pictures there then in the middle, Samantha and Long zhi came by to drop their surprise gift. hee~ All planned nicely huh...
Then, we went to Far east to find ting's shoes coz her feet was hurting. Couldn't find it at Fareast so went to Cine, got it. Met Qiang and Celest there. We went to have a drink at LJS. Then i decided to cut hair.
Went to Heeren's Ginrich and cut. The stylist's name is SKY!!!!!!!!!! (I'm Earth) Hee~ Then, he was telling me this and that bout short and long hair coz i was too indecisive, then i decided to keep it long, so he trim and cut then washed and blow. All so nice... HeH! The guy's hair was near his butt last time lah... AiYo...
Finished cutting, went off. Hui went off with Calvell and Xueting went off with Ahem. I went back to Batok to meet Darling.
Went to VK and talked a bit, realised Richard's face was a bit black, then saw his wife walked off, i jitao shocked. Hurried off first.
Went to see Webcam for Darl, then he joined me a while later. We were exploring the prices and the pixels of the cams and the mics, and he finally came to a conclusion that he would get it tmr.
Went to Kopi Roti to drink lemon Tea while he ate his eggs. Were happily chatting when i saw Cleo from OHS, o well, Dao woman... Told Darl i dun like her coz she is very arrogant just coz she is pretty. Darling said she is not pretty at all. HAha!
Stupid darling, he said my BD is on 8th this month and at first i thought he was just joking with me but leh, he really dunnoe lah, he even took my IC and see.. WAH LAO! HOT ok! He dared to laugh... Ass... ANgry...
Then, chatted a bit more stuff here and there then went to wait for bus. Was telling him some obscene stuff i was doing at home. HAha! Said bYe and i'm home.
Was chatting with Lao ma bout this and that then i logged on to see my CPF status and all coz Shu Shu wants to know. So checked checked...
Darl called coz he couldn't connect to internet, so helped him a bit, still can't connect, then talked a bit and said night to him.
Now, chatting with Kriston and doing photo slides... Hee~
No matter what happens, I will be there for you... If you want me to leave, I will quietly walk off... If you want me to stay, I will stand quietly by your side... As long as you want me to... I love you...
Thursday, April 05, 2007
A1
Before I knew it, time had passed by just too fast. I realised we've all grown up. Its like it just begun when suddenly, everything has gone so fast.
Think about it, those are at least 7 years of friendship anniversary. For some, those were more than a decade of friendship. We all grew up together, went through lots of thick and thin, been through awkward moments and our graduation, we went our separate ways. We came back together and still had the fun we used to have and recall what were done before. Our mischief, our failures, our passing, our rumours, our rebellious, most importantly, our friendships.
Have you ever wonder?
How long will it be, before you forget those moments?
When we were wearing our uniforms, singing the national anthem and saying the pledge.
When we ran around the school compound for 2.4km NAPFA test.
When we cheer for each other during Sports' Day.
When we got punished for talking too loud.
When we beared the heat together in the squeezy hall.
When we cried for things like failing a subject.
When we sat in the same exam hall, taking the same O level papers.
When we got our results and then said goodbye.
5years of friendship... Now, its gone... Only left for reminising and then sealed in our hearts.
.1A1.2A1.3A1.4A1.5A1.............................................. Now we are on different paths....
Think about it, those are at least 7 years of friendship anniversary. For some, those were more than a decade of friendship. We all grew up together, went through lots of thick and thin, been through awkward moments and our graduation, we went our separate ways. We came back together and still had the fun we used to have and recall what were done before. Our mischief, our failures, our passing, our rumours, our rebellious, most importantly, our friendships.
Have you ever wonder?
How long will it be, before you forget those moments?
When we were wearing our uniforms, singing the national anthem and saying the pledge.
When we ran around the school compound for 2.4km NAPFA test.
When we cheer for each other during Sports' Day.
When we got punished for talking too loud.
When we beared the heat together in the squeezy hall.
When we cried for things like failing a subject.
When we sat in the same exam hall, taking the same O level papers.
When we got our results and then said goodbye.
5years of friendship... Now, its gone... Only left for reminising and then sealed in our hearts.
.1A1.2A1.3A1.4A1.5A1.............................................. Now we are on different paths....
Chalet finally ended
FINALLY! I am back from my 3days 2 nights chalet. Actually, i wanna apologize for some of my foul mood coz many times i got pretty pissed off by some pple.
Day 1
Woke up early in the morning to get ready to bring the things to chalet. Ping Hong called me and asked me to wait for a while coz his mother needs to fry the bee hoon. So i sat down, watched TV and waited. His 2nd call came, then say he would ask Terry to come my place, so i sat down and waited... HAHa! Terry came and he exclaimed, "WAH LAO, U HAVEN'T CHANGE AR?!" HHA! I really haven't. Hee~ He made the sotong thingy while i bathed. After that, we brought the stuff to Ping Hong's place to meet up with Qiang and Hong. We took the stuff downstairs and waited for cab.
Reached Pasir ris at around 2pm and i checked in. We brought the stuff there, arranged everything and they started playing with their lappys while i arrange all the things properly. Yvonne and Wai Leng came later and i asked them to eat Bee Hoon. Haha! So funny... Then, i continued to slack. Yvonne and Lengy very shiok lah, they went all the way to East Coast to cycle, i was shocked when i called them.. GoSh... Then i sent the necessary sms-es and called the pple to tell them the exact place and stuff like that, then played with Terry's phone. Got a lot of songs from him and in between his gf called.
He went out to pick his gf while i tried to take my nap but sadly, when his gf came, my nap was destroyed, she is so LOUD, for a good reason. She s the only one who can control Terry. AHA! So funny ok... But i was playing with her... Heh HEh... To bully Terry TAN... HA!
Night 1
The day went on without much happenings. As the dusk came upon, i started taking the food out of the fridge and began preparing for the mini BBQ for the 1st night. Yong Soon came at around that time, and then Uting and Ming then Fish. Those were the list for the 1st night.
Ate our share of food and chatted around there then went back to the chalet. Slacked... They were happily playing games again and some watching TV. Then, while i was using Terry's lappy to chat with Darl, Ping Hong told me Uting and Ming slammed door out, i got a shock. Hurried offline then went down to find them, bo liao... Both cannot drink then wanna drink. One drink like no yesterday, like as if tmr will die without alcohol. And they know very well enough that they can't but still want to, find trouble. They went out to toilet and to breathe some air. GoSh...
So i went back after that leaving them out there. I dun rmb wad i did after that. O.. Realised Uting and Yvonne were missing so Fish, Qiang and i went down to look for them. So we began chatting in the middle of the park or something. While happily talking away, i heard something and i turned to look at Qiang and its obvious he heard it too... Both of us got stunned. HA! So i stood up, dun dare to sit. Due to Mosquitoes bite, we all went back upstairs to talk at the balcony.
By the time we got back, it was lights off for the rest. We went to the balcony and began our gossips and chats about back-then. HAha! All the way till dawn came. O.. and throughout the whole convo, we were openly spied by a lizard on the wall. Haha!
Day 2
Around 7plus am, we decided to go have breakfast at Mac. We were all dying by then, trying to squeeze our last energy out to keep ourselves awake. Qiang fell asleep and when FIsh woke him up, he drooled. HAHA! SO FUNNY!
Until around 9am, we cannot make it, went back to wake pple up... Haha! Waited and waited, Silong got up. and i was waiting for Terry and gf and Ping Hong and gf to get up. Sadly, they all dunnoe how to get up, dunnoe how to be a bit more considerate. Terry and his gf did but ehhh the other couple... I dunnoe. I fell alseep after waiting for too long, fish joined me. When i woke up the 2 couples were still beside us. Uting Ming Von and Leng were no where in sight. I cannot make it, carried on sleeping. Hun called to ask this and that the Faizal called to ask again. I was so tired wor... I think i threw my temper on Faizal but i think he doesn't mind bah.. Hee~ SorrY...
Then i couldn't sleep, so i got up, brush up and then... I also dun rmb wad were we doing then i wanna eat Laksa, so Qiang and Silong went with me to makan when Ting said she was reaching. So i waited for her at foodcourt. Went out and bumped into her and Xin Zhi. Went back to chalet. Wanted to go cycle but Ting said her butt hurts, Silong doesn't want to, von and leng went Wild wild wet, Yong Soon went to find his friend, then we all went to Mac to sit and eat some stuff. I had Sundae. Around that time, Trish, Danial and Hun came. Ok, Danial went horizontal... Haha! He apologized for not replying all my questions. O well...
Night 2
Then, we went back to the chalet and again, i prepare the BBQ stuff. Went to buy a bit more food, afraid that food won't be enough. Ting and I were washing the hotdogs and soaking the chicken wings. Imagine us washing... HAha! The guys were preparing the charcoal and all.
Almost everyone on the list came, and food were all in preparation. I was happy that things were alright. Everyone had their share of food and all. I was happily chatting with old friends, Si en and with the not-so-close but still talkable, Junhan and the 3 malays. HahA!
10pm came, each one started to leave. Junhan, Yvonne, Wai leng, Si en, Faizah, Ping hong and gf, Xin zhi, trish, qiang, Hun all left. The rest of us left busy entertaining ourselves.
Then, 2 half-naked guys appeared, and water bomb began its action and i got hit by it. HAH! Got a water bomb and Ting, Caishan and myself began chasing the 2 guys, Silong and terry but we couldn't catch them. So fun ok... Then, finally, we settled, they all went to prepare water bombs to play while i stayed at the pit to play Dai dee with Faizal and Izwan, i told them that i always lose at the game but each time, i won, and easily, they were so angry lah. Haha!
They brought down a bag of water bombs and we took off out shoes and stood in the middle and we played "secret code". The person who hit the number would have to stand in the middle to let the rest throw bombs on them. Haha! So fun... Until the last one, the 2 nearest BD pple were thrown on! Xueting and Silong. So funny...
After that, we went back up wanting to pump more bombs but we didn't play anymore... We were all tired so we sat there and watch TV. Some of us bathed. Then, Fish, ting and I walked out to use the toilets coz Caishan takes a pretty long time to bath. So we talk talk talk as she bathed. Then, we went to mac to buy drinks and food for the rest.
I started worrying bout the cash thingy and realised after collecting everything, i am still short of quite a bit of cash. Then, terry actually went to ask the 2 guys to pay $5 more. Haha! So weird wor... Well, i got back all my money and there is a dollar surplus, a can of drink for myself after all the hardwork? HA!
Day 3
Woke up early in the morning when Faizal shook me up with his cold hands telling me that he got to go, i said goodbye to him and went back for a short nap. Danial left as well. Then, i went t brush my teeth and peed. Ha! Changed up and waited for the rest to be ready to go. We were all pretty tired. Heh HeH...
Took train home with Silong, ting, fish and TYS. The ride was pretty fast, i didn't get to sleep much. I alighted at Batok with Ting and Silong. Silong left while ting and i went to get her porridge. We met Mr Song at the bread shop, so we asked him to pass the wine to Mr Loh. I went to deposit my cash then said bye to ting and waited for my bus.
Funny thing was, I fell asleep while waiting for the bus with my ear piece blasting with music, my bus left right when i open my eyes, i was like, "My BUS!" HeH HEH! But, i got to see Darl. HAha! Just so happened he went to WM to get a shirt. Haha! He kissed me goodbye while i was still sitting there, half-awake.
Reached home, concussed.
In conclusion
Secondary school chalet ended with laughters, sadness, anger and all sort of fun. It was in some ways boring but in another fun. The nothing-better-to-do, the talk-at-the-balcony, the pissing-off, the sian-ness... Haha! It all made up the fun i had.
It was tough trying to organize something that can accomodate to everybody's schedule, and to try to make sure everybody are willing to pay, and to make things fun for all were all hardwork. Moreover, some are unwilling to cooperate or are just uninterested in anything. It was difficult but i'm glad there are always those who are sporty and willing to go the extra distance to make things work out.
I won't say its a success coz i think its kind of boring but i guess it is a job done. I'm happy that i was able to get so many pple to come, those that i haven't seen for almost 2 years now, those who i see almost everyday, whoever, at least they came and we had out chats here and there. The sweat, the anger, the chasing, the smses, the calls were, i can say, all worth the while.
My favourite times of the chalet, i must say, were the not sleeping on the 1st night and chatting with the bunch of friends about our back-then in secondary school, we were talking bad things bout the teachers and some rumours between all the schoolmates, and the 2nd night's BBQ and lastly, the water bombing session...
It was a tough job but one with a great satisfaction. Thanks for coming everyone. Till next time!!!! (although i think i won't be the organizer anymore, HAHA!)
Day 1
Woke up early in the morning to get ready to bring the things to chalet. Ping Hong called me and asked me to wait for a while coz his mother needs to fry the bee hoon. So i sat down, watched TV and waited. His 2nd call came, then say he would ask Terry to come my place, so i sat down and waited... HAHa! Terry came and he exclaimed, "WAH LAO, U HAVEN'T CHANGE AR?!" HHA! I really haven't. Hee~ He made the sotong thingy while i bathed. After that, we brought the stuff to Ping Hong's place to meet up with Qiang and Hong. We took the stuff downstairs and waited for cab.
Reached Pasir ris at around 2pm and i checked in. We brought the stuff there, arranged everything and they started playing with their lappys while i arrange all the things properly. Yvonne and Wai Leng came later and i asked them to eat Bee Hoon. Haha! So funny... Then, i continued to slack. Yvonne and Lengy very shiok lah, they went all the way to East Coast to cycle, i was shocked when i called them.. GoSh... Then i sent the necessary sms-es and called the pple to tell them the exact place and stuff like that, then played with Terry's phone. Got a lot of songs from him and in between his gf called.
He went out to pick his gf while i tried to take my nap but sadly, when his gf came, my nap was destroyed, she is so LOUD, for a good reason. She s the only one who can control Terry. AHA! So funny ok... But i was playing with her... Heh HEh... To bully Terry TAN... HA!
Night 1
The day went on without much happenings. As the dusk came upon, i started taking the food out of the fridge and began preparing for the mini BBQ for the 1st night. Yong Soon came at around that time, and then Uting and Ming then Fish. Those were the list for the 1st night.
Ate our share of food and chatted around there then went back to the chalet. Slacked... They were happily playing games again and some watching TV. Then, while i was using Terry's lappy to chat with Darl, Ping Hong told me Uting and Ming slammed door out, i got a shock. Hurried offline then went down to find them, bo liao... Both cannot drink then wanna drink. One drink like no yesterday, like as if tmr will die without alcohol. And they know very well enough that they can't but still want to, find trouble. They went out to toilet and to breathe some air. GoSh...
So i went back after that leaving them out there. I dun rmb wad i did after that. O.. Realised Uting and Yvonne were missing so Fish, Qiang and i went down to look for them. So we began chatting in the middle of the park or something. While happily talking away, i heard something and i turned to look at Qiang and its obvious he heard it too... Both of us got stunned. HA! So i stood up, dun dare to sit. Due to Mosquitoes bite, we all went back upstairs to talk at the balcony.
By the time we got back, it was lights off for the rest. We went to the balcony and began our gossips and chats about back-then. HAha! All the way till dawn came. O.. and throughout the whole convo, we were openly spied by a lizard on the wall. Haha!
Day 2
Around 7plus am, we decided to go have breakfast at Mac. We were all dying by then, trying to squeeze our last energy out to keep ourselves awake. Qiang fell asleep and when FIsh woke him up, he drooled. HAHA! SO FUNNY!
Until around 9am, we cannot make it, went back to wake pple up... Haha! Waited and waited, Silong got up. and i was waiting for Terry and gf and Ping Hong and gf to get up. Sadly, they all dunnoe how to get up, dunnoe how to be a bit more considerate. Terry and his gf did but ehhh the other couple... I dunnoe. I fell alseep after waiting for too long, fish joined me. When i woke up the 2 couples were still beside us. Uting Ming Von and Leng were no where in sight. I cannot make it, carried on sleeping. Hun called to ask this and that the Faizal called to ask again. I was so tired wor... I think i threw my temper on Faizal but i think he doesn't mind bah.. Hee~ SorrY...
Then i couldn't sleep, so i got up, brush up and then... I also dun rmb wad were we doing then i wanna eat Laksa, so Qiang and Silong went with me to makan when Ting said she was reaching. So i waited for her at foodcourt. Went out and bumped into her and Xin Zhi. Went back to chalet. Wanted to go cycle but Ting said her butt hurts, Silong doesn't want to, von and leng went Wild wild wet, Yong Soon went to find his friend, then we all went to Mac to sit and eat some stuff. I had Sundae. Around that time, Trish, Danial and Hun came. Ok, Danial went horizontal... Haha! He apologized for not replying all my questions. O well...
Night 2
Then, we went back to the chalet and again, i prepare the BBQ stuff. Went to buy a bit more food, afraid that food won't be enough. Ting and I were washing the hotdogs and soaking the chicken wings. Imagine us washing... HAha! The guys were preparing the charcoal and all.
Almost everyone on the list came, and food were all in preparation. I was happy that things were alright. Everyone had their share of food and all. I was happily chatting with old friends, Si en and with the not-so-close but still talkable, Junhan and the 3 malays. HahA!
10pm came, each one started to leave. Junhan, Yvonne, Wai leng, Si en, Faizah, Ping hong and gf, Xin zhi, trish, qiang, Hun all left. The rest of us left busy entertaining ourselves.
Then, 2 half-naked guys appeared, and water bomb began its action and i got hit by it. HAH! Got a water bomb and Ting, Caishan and myself began chasing the 2 guys, Silong and terry but we couldn't catch them. So fun ok... Then, finally, we settled, they all went to prepare water bombs to play while i stayed at the pit to play Dai dee with Faizal and Izwan, i told them that i always lose at the game but each time, i won, and easily, they were so angry lah. Haha!
They brought down a bag of water bombs and we took off out shoes and stood in the middle and we played "secret code". The person who hit the number would have to stand in the middle to let the rest throw bombs on them. Haha! So fun... Until the last one, the 2 nearest BD pple were thrown on! Xueting and Silong. So funny...
After that, we went back up wanting to pump more bombs but we didn't play anymore... We were all tired so we sat there and watch TV. Some of us bathed. Then, Fish, ting and I walked out to use the toilets coz Caishan takes a pretty long time to bath. So we talk talk talk as she bathed. Then, we went to mac to buy drinks and food for the rest.
I started worrying bout the cash thingy and realised after collecting everything, i am still short of quite a bit of cash. Then, terry actually went to ask the 2 guys to pay $5 more. Haha! So weird wor... Well, i got back all my money and there is a dollar surplus, a can of drink for myself after all the hardwork? HA!
Day 3
Woke up early in the morning when Faizal shook me up with his cold hands telling me that he got to go, i said goodbye to him and went back for a short nap. Danial left as well. Then, i went t brush my teeth and peed. Ha! Changed up and waited for the rest to be ready to go. We were all pretty tired. Heh HeH...
Took train home with Silong, ting, fish and TYS. The ride was pretty fast, i didn't get to sleep much. I alighted at Batok with Ting and Silong. Silong left while ting and i went to get her porridge. We met Mr Song at the bread shop, so we asked him to pass the wine to Mr Loh. I went to deposit my cash then said bye to ting and waited for my bus.
Funny thing was, I fell asleep while waiting for the bus with my ear piece blasting with music, my bus left right when i open my eyes, i was like, "My BUS!" HeH HEH! But, i got to see Darl. HAha! Just so happened he went to WM to get a shirt. Haha! He kissed me goodbye while i was still sitting there, half-awake.
Reached home, concussed.
In conclusion
Secondary school chalet ended with laughters, sadness, anger and all sort of fun. It was in some ways boring but in another fun. The nothing-better-to-do, the talk-at-the-balcony, the pissing-off, the sian-ness... Haha! It all made up the fun i had.
It was tough trying to organize something that can accomodate to everybody's schedule, and to try to make sure everybody are willing to pay, and to make things fun for all were all hardwork. Moreover, some are unwilling to cooperate or are just uninterested in anything. It was difficult but i'm glad there are always those who are sporty and willing to go the extra distance to make things work out.
I won't say its a success coz i think its kind of boring but i guess it is a job done. I'm happy that i was able to get so many pple to come, those that i haven't seen for almost 2 years now, those who i see almost everyday, whoever, at least they came and we had out chats here and there. The sweat, the anger, the chasing, the smses, the calls were, i can say, all worth the while.
My favourite times of the chalet, i must say, were the not sleeping on the 1st night and chatting with the bunch of friends about our back-then in secondary school, we were talking bad things bout the teachers and some rumours between all the schoolmates, and the 2nd night's BBQ and lastly, the water bombing session...
It was a tough job but one with a great satisfaction. Thanks for coming everyone. Till next time!!!! (although i think i won't be the organizer anymore, HAHA!)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Long Busy day...
O... GoSh... Its such a long day today...
Went out to buy BBQ stuff with Terry and Ping Hong today. We took 188 to IMM and began our shopping spree. Ok.. Its Supermarket shopping spree. Heh! Took our trolleys and started getting the dry products. While we were discussing the price of the Charcoal, Mel smsed me, she said she saw me at Giant, haha! Wad a coindence, but didn't go look up for her coz the 3 of us were debating the prices. HAhA! In the end, we bought 2 packets of 6kg Charcoal. Heh HeH!
I was telling them about the chalet pricing when they realised that i was having a hard time persuading some pple to come, and Terry was so angry and i find it so funny lah! HahA! Well, then we dicussed about the seasoning sauce and got some sauce that we didn't tried the last few times. Hee~ So happy ok... Coz i can play with the sauces. Hee~
We were complaining bout our hunger and Ping Hong began taking samples to eat and Terry was feeling so hungry... HAha! Funny lah... Decided to buy Sushi and the 2 of them were enthu-ly eating the sushi while i laughed at them. So fun to shop with them lah, hilarious things would happened and they would fight for no aparrent reasons.
When we finally finished our grocery, went out of IMM, realised it was raining heavily and we gotta take cab back. Got on cab and back to my place. 2 of them kept hitting my cap. Ass... HahA!
Reached home and i had a good scolding by my mother for the laundry and i got pissed. HAhA! Was fighting in front of Terry and Ping Hong, HA! 3 of us went for lunch cum dinner at the coffeeshop then went back to my place. They were discussing the pricing and all. Terry took my lappy and stared playing. I was telling them i dunnoe how to make my wireless then they helped me do. HAha! Clear up my drives in lappy and fix up the wireless connection. Hee~ So happy ok... I can use wireless liao....... Hee~~~~~~~~~~~
Then i marinate the wings and alll... They watched Time machine until finish and they left. Before leaving, Terry broke a glass. HA! Mama got cut by the glass... HAiyo...
Then, i arrange the things and now relaxing. I am so lazy to start packing for tmr... Haha! Tired after such a long day... GoSh...
Didn't really bother bout Darl today... K, i feel a bit guilty but he got his stuff to do today too so heh heh, we are both busy with our stuff.. At least i did bid him bYe bYe! Love him........ :)
KK... Think i wanna go do my things liAo...
HAPPY 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS!
CiAO!
Went out to buy BBQ stuff with Terry and Ping Hong today. We took 188 to IMM and began our shopping spree. Ok.. Its Supermarket shopping spree. Heh! Took our trolleys and started getting the dry products. While we were discussing the price of the Charcoal, Mel smsed me, she said she saw me at Giant, haha! Wad a coindence, but didn't go look up for her coz the 3 of us were debating the prices. HAhA! In the end, we bought 2 packets of 6kg Charcoal. Heh HeH!
I was telling them about the chalet pricing when they realised that i was having a hard time persuading some pple to come, and Terry was so angry and i find it so funny lah! HahA! Well, then we dicussed about the seasoning sauce and got some sauce that we didn't tried the last few times. Hee~ So happy ok... Coz i can play with the sauces. Hee~
We were complaining bout our hunger and Ping Hong began taking samples to eat and Terry was feeling so hungry... HAha! Funny lah... Decided to buy Sushi and the 2 of them were enthu-ly eating the sushi while i laughed at them. So fun to shop with them lah, hilarious things would happened and they would fight for no aparrent reasons.
When we finally finished our grocery, went out of IMM, realised it was raining heavily and we gotta take cab back. Got on cab and back to my place. 2 of them kept hitting my cap. Ass... HahA!
Reached home and i had a good scolding by my mother for the laundry and i got pissed. HAhA! Was fighting in front of Terry and Ping Hong, HA! 3 of us went for lunch cum dinner at the coffeeshop then went back to my place. They were discussing the pricing and all. Terry took my lappy and stared playing. I was telling them i dunnoe how to make my wireless then they helped me do. HAha! Clear up my drives in lappy and fix up the wireless connection. Hee~ So happy ok... I can use wireless liao....... Hee~~~~~~~~~~~
Then i marinate the wings and alll... They watched Time machine until finish and they left. Before leaving, Terry broke a glass. HA! Mama got cut by the glass... HAiyo...
Then, i arrange the things and now relaxing. I am so lazy to start packing for tmr... Haha! Tired after such a long day... GoSh...
Didn't really bother bout Darl today... K, i feel a bit guilty but he got his stuff to do today too so heh heh, we are both busy with our stuff.. At least i did bid him bYe bYe! Love him........ :)
KK... Think i wanna go do my things liAo...
HAPPY 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS!
CiAO!
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