Flying off soon

Been rather caught up with a lot of things recently. And its getting on my nerves.

Shall not dwell too much on it..

I'm not really happy recently, so many things going on in work, in life and in love. Many times, I just choose to remain silent and stay away from these rowdiness. As these occurings become often, I find myself less involved, and that's when i realised my life is getting plain. You know, like when we were in school, we always tell ourselves not to let life be led by nothing, but let it be led by yourself. As I try to come back to life, there are deterrence in so many ways.

I'm taking a step back, doing what i should do, and trying not to step into other's boundaries, but when I do that, will these people do the same? No, they just keep coming forward, threatening to conquer you.

I know i'm young, i know i'm junior but i know what are the things i should do and should not do, i'm tired of your sickening talks, your seemingly harmless words are in fact hurtful. You can act like a spoilt brat and act as a saint, no one will criticize you, because of who you are, but not everyone are as lucky.

You know, i'm starting to detest life as a working adult, it kind of sucks. The money keeps coming in, and it keeps going out, non-stop. Everybody expects so much out of it, but nobody stood in my position and think about it.

I've been rejecting, saying no, turning down pple, and i'm kind of sick of it but when i do say yes, i made a promise to keep, but i hardly have that confident to do that anymore because i dun have the time and the strength to do it anymore.

Being able to stay at home and rest is the most precious moment nowadays.

Yet, i'm flying off again soon. I'm not a least bit excited about it...