Its been awhile again.

Busy with work and busy with life i would say. Living life rather tiredlessly. Rountine life. But when i tried to break out of this rountine, i tire myself which is the 1 thing i hate the most. I hate feeling tired, because then i won't feel like doing anything. Sigh.

Well, i promised myself to live life happily! So I will do just that!

Sep is arriving, I will be looking forward to 2 to 3 more trips by year end, for work again. HAhahahaaha!!! Anticipating Paris! But also the most worrying one. :)

JIA YOU!

It was a bad day yesterday

Yesterday is a bad day... Aside from an awesome dinner, the rest of it was just a mess.

The same problem I had a couple of years back is back again, i went to the doctor again but they are already closed. I was so sad. I got turned away just like that, feeling like a total loser last night, and I swear i was tearing until halfway through I told myself, "Come on la... Forget about it..."

I walked home, watched GLEE and head on to bed, i think i only fell asleep an hour later. It was so tiring to force myself to bed when my head is telling me otherwise.

It was really a crap day...

I can't help it but there is really a problem with this relationship... Is ignorance such a bliss?

Where are you when I needed you most...

Nothing achieved

Life's been choatic i would say. I haven't been sitting down doing my own thing for a while. Have been helping darling out with quite some stuff, spending lesser time with myself, more with everyone else.

Everyday in office, I will be working, I will be thinking, when i'm not working, i'm looking at the shop's website, and i didn't even thinkg about posting anything on my blog.

I feel that nothing much has been achieved in the past month. I've been waiting for hours to pass, waiting for days to pass, waiting for weekends to arrive and do more other things. Feeling a little bit more tensed up than those few months of luxury i had.

Its really fast how times fly. Said this so many times but it never changed. Soon, ting is coming back already. I will be working in the association for a year too. Darling has been out there on his own for 4 months already. Everything is going on so fast.

Since i paid off my poly debt, i've been running short of money and that insurance i bought, i really regretted. Hai... I dun want to be working to pay off debts. I want to save and buy the things i like and i want, why can't I be a rich girl with few thousand dollars in my bank?! Hai....

Anyway, business at darling's end is ok. He's been complaining he is tired... He needs to hire someone soon!!!

In my entries, I mentioned my lonely journey to KL myself for work. I had hell as usual, each time I go on overseas shows, there's bound to be some sort of crap which I need to deal with.

Good thing about going alone was that I don't need to answer to no one but i thought I was very discipline. Despite the fact that a lot of my job is about waiting, and i was glad i had the patience to wait for a very long time for things to be done.
The hard part was when exhibitors started coming in, but i think i was pretty lucky, they were all quite fine, and when there are problems, i take my hats off for myself, because i actually know how to solve it.

Having gone to quite a few shows already, i'm glad, really glad that i've absorbed many learning points which in KL, was put to practical use.

Another good thing happened, i met a nice girl in KL. She reminds me a lot of Melissa Lim. And she is one of those few Malaysians who I know can speak really fluent english. I envy her courage and ideals in life, something which I once had, but has slowly fade away because of the reality in life. Perhaps, when she starts working like I am, she can hold on to those beliefs. FYI, she is also 22.

Bosses were very nice to come to KL for "business trip" and at the same time, to assist me in my 1st lonely trip. Although they can be naggy sometimes, I must admit, they are nice bosses. :)