常常忘了，做那么多的事，到底是为了什么？真不明白，为什么我要如此执著？是为了他？为了自己？为了未来？为了现在？为了让自己懂得疼痛？让自己懂得快乐？就为了那一次的感动，我逃避了周围所有的问题... 包括，“这对他公平吗？” 我不懂...

情趣的挑战，我无法理解... 怎么他，不离去？怎么他，选择了难题？

开心的是，这一年多来的挣扎，到现在，总算看到了一点点的对岸... 伤心仍存在，但快乐盖过了一切...

Slept at 5.30am this morning... Totally went bonkers.. When your body is telling u to sleep, but your mind restrain u from that. Can you believe that i was sitting in front of my printer at 5plus am in the morning, listening to the printing sound of my printer breaking all silence? And guess wad, the newspaper deliverer came while i was still printing.

I hate last minute work... When things can be done earlier, it didn't. I couldn't wake up at 7.30am for 9am's lecture... No good...

I can't hear any sms-es that was received. And when i am on my way to school last minute changes here and there, i just couldn't be bothered with last minute work anymore, so pardon me, i handed up what i think should be handed up.

I even gave the binding pages wrong, good thing the aunty is nice, she helped me open the thing. Screw IT! Anyway, finally, it is over.. No more submission... Except tmr's presentation and oral test for Espanol... Geezzz....

Was in a rather bad mood. It was a good thing no one was at home the entire day, so no one had to irritate me and catch my attitude.

Did gave some attitude to darling while we were online. Just so fed up with some things sometimes. Gosh...

I think i'm turning in soon... My eyes are heavy... Study a bit more...

Night!