This morning, Hui called me. She intro me this lobang which sells Frech product, its a sales promoter job. Initially didn't wanna work, coz she told me, got weekend, but i thought, maybe i should, i'm sure there's bound to be an off day on weekends. So i called, and i'm going down for interview tmr. Dun really know where is it, but i'm sure i can ask pple.

Anyway, after preparing and all, went on to VK to find darling, coz i wanted to borrow his PSP. Hee~ After taking, i went off. Darling said i looked very pale but i guess its coz i just woke up or something.

The journey was a freaking long one, all the way to Pasir Ris... Gosh... Took out PSP and play, but after a while i switched it off, coz i realised i got a lot of motion when i was playing it. HAHA! So i basically stared at the window the entire journey, waiting for Pasir Ris to come. HAHA!

Met Anna and Jiawen, then went to Aranda. Nice place, as always. 4 of them were playing Mahjong while the rest were playing some Chinese Monopoly. I sat and watch them play and kind of learned a little bit of Mahjong here and there. Then, lay down, play PSP. Play until half, no Batt. Then, the charger is flat de 2-pin... No plug. Sadded. So i did nothing and stare at ceiling. HAHA! The "monopoly pple" came out, and we were chatting here and there. SHortly after, battle began, dun even know why, Pearl, Edwin, Wei Jie began Pillow fighting. HAHA! Very vigorous fighting OK... And then Pearl and Edwin had a one-on-one, and it was so funny. Pearl raped Edwin. HAHAHAA!!!!

We went off to the beach later on for a game of Volleyball. However, it rained a little. The beach there was OMG , gross. So, cannot play there. Everyone weren't in much mood to play on the muddy grass patch but I was looking at George and his face very black. HAHA! So a few of us played. It was fun... I was wearing Edwin's slipper coz i didn't wear, then it was so hard to run, the slipper was wet and so big... SO, i took off the slipper in the middle and played. Disgusting lah, coz my whole feet turned muddy, but all the running and snatching and throwing was a good work out. Hee~

Muddy-feet, sweaty body, we all went back. Took turns to wash up and all and i was sitting there with Juchi, Wah and wen, ston-ing away and sms-ing Aiai. Heh!

Then "Emilyissexy" came, she brought her overseas game and the few of us were having fun playing with it. Hee~

Went down for BBQ, tot i was gonna sit down and wait for food, but natural instinct, stood up and BBQ-ing. HAHA!!!

Mathew Pon came and he looks the same. He remembered me as the one living at BB, coz i took a bus ride with him once. Heh HEh!

We ate and talked bout a lot of things... Then, Juchi say she's gonna leave so i went with her.

The journey was another long one, but good thing there's Juchi to pei me and i talk a lot of crap with her. HAHA!!!

Darl called when i reached JE, say his Modem not working, tot i was online but i wasn't. Ermmm... Sometimes, i wonder, how true is his truth, how far can i believe, or perhaps, i should just stop thinking, because he is still him, i can't really stop him... Why do i have such mentality? Why won't i wanna stop him leh? HAHA! It puzzles me... I guess its simply because I am me... If i am important to him, he'll not do wad I deemed unfaithful... If i'm not important then i guess he won't be that important to me as well anymore... WaHa! Can i be that brave? I wonder...

O well, came home, bathed and online...

The chalet was alright afterall, although i had some sian times but at least it was fun and i did enjoy. :)

Interview tmr... WahA!

O! Lawrence asked me out too, with the rest of the usual guys. :) Look forward to meeting up with them too... :)

Nights!

I am very frustrated now. I dun understand why there can be such pple in the world. Why must she be such a slut?

I mean, come on, he already dump you and u viciously and cruelly cut off all his things, now u wanna come back and say u wanna be a slut and want him back. For goodness sake, fu*k off.

Dun play tricks and destroy pple's relationship. U had ur chance, u gave your shot, u failed, let others have their opportunity to have their happiness. You can have yours somewhere else.

I believe the one i love, but i pity you. Having to resort to such act, u r a failure if u try to distort wad is almost perfect.

Grow up, get a life!

I will play this game with you if you wanna play it. U wanna be rough, i will take you on, even rougher. U like it dark, i'll play it darker.

I may not know wad u wanna do, but take this from me, I will stop you from doing wadever shit u wanna do and I am damn serious bout it!

Went to faraway land on Sunday, and wAHa! Then night is a pleasant one. I was kind of moodless though.

I went to WM 1st to get my pair of earrings and Darling's CD. Went to wait for Darling, he wanted to "iron" my hair but due to certain reason, i refused to.

After he knocked off, we went to have our dinner at some Hong Kong restaurant but the food no nice. HAhA! Walked a bit here and there and then go for a movie. Movie didn't finish but we left. Freaking boring, i totally wanna sleep.

We went to sit at a restaurant, had a glass of extremely big watermelon juice and fries. Sat there for very long, just having pure chit chats with Darling.

Back, slept. Had a really nice sleep that nice coz i got the best booster in the world.

Woke up next morning, went to a strange place with Darling. I saw chicks chicks... So cute cute cute... Hee~

Went back, took a nap... Darling drove me back. On the way, we chatted. It is these moments that i can know him more and love him more. hEh hEh!

Reached home, i stoned. Was feeling very tired...

Bathed, eat dinner, went to Ting's place.

We were only starting to talk this and that when Terry called me. Hai... Horrible thing to hear and even more horrible when his phone suddenly cut off.

Found him finally after walking throught the dark dark streets, holding ting in my arms. HAHA! Talked a little at my void deck then he joined us at Ting's place.

He refused to let us sleep, until i really cannot tahan. Off light, still, struggling to sleep. He said he wanna leave, so he left. 3 of us, slept soundly till dawn. It rained, so nice, slept even harder.

I think i was too tired, i knew it was raining but i didn't wake up and tell Darl. He called me at 11.41am but i was sleeping, he called again at 12plus, he said he didn't go work coz of the rain.

And i rmbed Ling Hui singing... Singing... Singing... Singing... Singing... Singing... Singing... AhA! Singing...

Went back home and i feel moodless. It rained so heavily, after bathing, i didn't feel like dressing up, didn't feel like doing anything... I smsed them say i dun wanna go le. Hai... Feeling so bad, coz didn't go out with ting and hui.

Instead went to BBDC. Terry smsed me again and i asked him to join me. :)

He pei-ed me at BBDC then went to WM for lunch with the girls, then i went back to school. Heh Heh...

After that, i pei-ed Terry for awhile then came back home. Feeling damn tired, came online find jobs.

Blogged. Talk to everyone online... HA!

Time passes by, everything will turn out find... If only time can fly by faster for you... So your pain can fade away... Be well, my friend....

Today is a nice day... Although i had to wake up early coz of my good friend, Terry, but it is still a great day.

After talking to Terry, i nua in front of TV. Then, i trimmed my eyebrow... Shaved my leg hair... Cut my nails and painted them black... Its been like so so long since i last sat down and nua like that.. It felt good...

I took a nap and Darl asked me out to makan.

We went to Boon Lay market to see my phone's pricing and all, and i found the cheapest of them all. HAHa! We ate dinner and chatted a lot as usual. Its nice to have somebody who works a totally different thing so that the things we shared are ever-changing and ever-interesting. Ha!

Anyway, we walked another round and then he drove me back. OOO! He changed his seats to leather ones... So cool..... HAHA!

And we chatted on the phone for so so long... Coz there was a jam.... HAHA!!! I got to know some history again... HA!

:)

Busy week the coming week... Behold!!!! WahAHAHA!!!

Husband tagged me 2 days ago... Its long... Here goes...

List out your top 5 birthday presents
1. Ring
2. Big Big Cake
3. Lots and lots of LOVE!
4. A pair of earrings
5. Actually any present is fine, its the thoughts that count.

The person who tag you is?
Andy Chua Husband

Your relationship with her is: FRIEND i met from OHS, affinity i guess, he is my HUSBAND now.

Your 5 impressions of him: Fun, hardworking, helpful, Cute, A worry...

The most memorable thing he had done for you?
Ermmm... Let's see... I think he came to work for me a lot of times when i need staff... Hee~

if he becomes your lover, you will?
Ermm... This is a question i dunnoe how to answer, coz he is my husband... HAHA! Kidding... I will make him the happiest lover in the world...

if he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?
Ermmm... Nothing much... He is already really nice...

if he becomes your enemy, you will?
I will make him my friend again.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Ehhh... It will be because he stripped off my pride, humiliate me in front of public, insult me for no reason... End of the day, i doubt he will become my enemy.

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
To give him a BD surprise (won't be a surprise now that he knows... HAHA!)

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
Kind-hearted sometimes BENGY person

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Stubborn, a good listener

13. the character you love of yourself is?
Easy-going, high endurance level

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Easy-going, high endurance level

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
One who can balance work and family. Be a good employee/employer, a good daughter, a good wife, a good mother

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
One simple thing, no matter what, I will be there for you when you need to be there.

I shall end the tag here coz i dun think i can get 10 people to do it and I doubt i can link any of the 1o together if i have. HAHA!

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So I woke up early today again, for my interview at Paya Lebar. Ting is kind enough to accompany me there in the morning.

The interview was fine, nothing worrying bout the whole thing. I guess i will still go back to OHS to work coz if i do well, then i'll get enough cash, if not, i will be broke. If not, i need to get another job or something. :)

Then, ting and i went to JE to makan pizza hut, then went to get my stuff. We went to N.D Hair profile to chit chat with MAD. Heh HeH!

Got my stuff, went back to Batok. Passed Darling his the tube that he killed then Alvin was introducing new phone to me. So i took the 6110 to see, and i accidentally see his sms. Heh hEh! And very suspicious... HAHA!!!

So i went back home, check out some Nokia phones and really no phones that i can like. Upcoming phones aren't appealing to me at all. So, i'm deciding between, N73ME and 6110 Navigator. Another choice is N76... Heh HeH! Amongst the 3, N73ME still got the best imaging quality. Hai...

Went to watch movie with papa and mama just now. 881... So touching... I teared so many times. Worth watching and at the same time, supporting local product. :)

Now, am home and blogging... Feeling so cut off from my world. No good phone, no pictures, heh heh! I really am an addict of photo-taking..

O well... Gonna sleep soon... Dear may be coming to batok tmr... Wait till her sms reach my phone.

Nights everyone!

WAhA! I haven't blogged for a while. Guess wad? Exam is over.... Finally...

Night before CMA paper on Wed, I was tearing in my room, doors closed... Seriously stressed out and nothing was going into my head. I called Wen to ask and to discuss but really nothing much was of help at that time. Worse of all, Darling smsed me telling me that he reached home really late due to a jam. My tears kept flowing... Hungry, stressed, tired, nothing left to do, i cried. I told myself to calm down and relax. Finally, i began from the simplest revision lecture, and slowly, things went in. It was 2.30am that i decided to off my lights. Couldn't sleep the whole night, when i did, i recalled "UCM = $60, wad is the next step??" And i woke up at 5.30am to continue studying. I was lucky, things went in and for the very least, i know wad the questions were asking when reading it. So, may not do exceptionally well, but i will do good. Blessed me...

Went to find Darling coz been days since i met him and chatted. Afterwhich, i went home, took a nap and began mugging PMKT.

Not so stressed then, things were able to go into my mind, i turned in earlier and woke up earlier to study again. The paper was alright, hopefully, the result will be likewise.

Went to M1 and i met Kat, Da kor's ex gf, and we chatted a bit here and there. Surprised that she knew my things, but after knowing the source of her knowledge(my da kor), i understood.

I was kind of pissed with the M1 guy and i demanded him to say that i can upgrade my phone coz i went last week, and they say can. Final answer, yes i can.

Went back home, cooked, eat, sleep. Awaken by sickening china woman doing survey or wad nots.

Watched TV, bathed, go VK, waited for Darling. Met a nice customer of his, very friendly. :)

Went for dinner at KFC, it was pouring then. I started to worry bout the interviewer's intention and Darl felt my worries weren't for no reasons. In the end, i asked Ting to accompany tmr, and she agreed. Hee~

K, i shall end my entry here tonight.

O... I know i'm tagged. Till next blog! :)

Today, feel so moodless.... I woke up early in the morning to mug CEM, and i'm glad that last minute effort helped a little for the paper in the afternoon.

Came home early after the paper, but in no mood to study. When i wanna lie down and rest, i can't get into any sleep.

So i got up and watch some TV. Took a bath then i started mugging again. HOM, last 2 lectures... I dun even know how am i gonna handle this paper tmr... I mean, i basically read them through and that's it. There's just too much to memorise if i want to, and in the end, it will just make things worst. So, i read through.

While reading through everything, somehow, OHS just keeps coming to my head. I mean, its Hospitality Operations Mgt. GM reminds me of Mr Brandt, Housekeeping, Security, F&B, Front Office, wadever and wadever, i just link everything to OHS. Good in a way, not good in another. Heh HeH...

I think i'm tired... I dun understand why i can't sleep when i'm on my bed. After tmr's paper, got Wed's CMA to worry bout, O No, CMA....

I miss you hugs and kisses...

Been keeping myself at home these few days, all of a sudden, it felt rather weird, when was the last time i kept myself so at home? Heh HEH! Seems like i really have been busy for a pretty long time...

Slept really early last night after blogging. Woke up at 10am this morning to continue revision for CEM. I'm glad that somehow i was able to complete all the lectures in the late evening and have a bit of time to relax in the night.

I watched a little bit of the National Day Rally and i really find that PM is a funny figure while at the same time, really knowledgeable. Although i dun understand wad he says in Malay but being able to speak Malay so fluently, is great. And his Chinese, heh heh, although they weren't like those nicely spoken ones, but he can use idioms that i am still quite unfamiliar with. O well... The issues he brought up this year weren't as fascinating for me (Probably no dragon babies thingy), but the CPF thingy is quite interesting to hear. O well, i stopped watching 2hours into the thing.

DArling bought me dinner again... So nice of him, sadly, he didn't stay long, he has a date with his karkees to drink, i am kind of wondering where is he going coz he's wearing leather shoes... Mmmmm.... I wonder... O well, i guess i shouldn't wonder too much, nothing will come out of it, i'm sure if he wants to tell me, he will. Besides, everything has been really good, i dun wanna bring a halt to it nor do i wanna constraint myself and him to anything. O, he broke the hp accessory... SO sad.. He said he smashed it with his car door and he didn't even know until he saw it... So So sad... Good thing i got the "I Love you" one, gave him that, probably when i'm free then i go make another for him.

Hai.. Received news of BT kor and i felt so sad for him that i dun even know wad to tell him. I wanna go for the wake but i really have too much to study... I really feel sorry... Do hope he'll be alright...

Honey called awhile later and told me he's going down to the wake and all and then, he broke another news to me. He's leaving.... Hai... I dun even know how to respond to that.

Too many news broken to me at the wrong time. I wanna respond to them correctly but i can't, my mind is so engross in studying and all the topics that i haven't complete.

Then again, i can't blame anyone for it, i can't control things that are happening.

Hai... So many things occurring, really dunnoe how to think. Loss of words i may say...

Anyway, BT kor, hope u will be alright, i dunno how it feels but i'm sure it hurts a lot... Take it easy... I'm sorry...

Exam start tomorrow, and now, i'm all stressed up... I'm turning in, and waking up early to studying in the morning...

JIA YOU MYSELF, I CAN MAKE IT!

Came across the number of posts that i have had so far, 797posts, astonishing... HEh HEH!!!

Anyway, spent most of today studying. COmpleted all the lectures for CMA, all the different budgetting and all finally got into my head, i still have the past year paper to go thru though.

HOM is so hard to study... Believe me.. So many words on the slides. I managed to finish most of the lectures, only left with 2 more lectures of 42slides each. However, i dun quite remember much of it. I hope the paper won't test anything like definition. I doubt so either. Heh!

Darling bought me dinner today. HAHA!!! He brought Yu Bian Mee Fen to my house... So nice of him... And he pei-ed me while i was eating, then after a while, he left. I walked him down, kissed bye, then came back up to mug.

My eyes are feeling tired after facing the laptop for so long, i still have 2 more lectures to complete for HOM but i guess i leave it to Tues. I need to mug CEM tmr, the paper is MONDAY! Argggghhhh!!!

I think i am going mad and i'm in trouble, i haven't touched any PMKT. Hai.... Hope i can finish studying it on Wed itself.

I forgot to mention, i sold my N73, am usuing my 6260 now. Waiting for another week to come to get my N73ME. HeH HeH!

Still, my main worry now is EXAM!!!!

I think i will sleep slightly earlier today and wake up early tmr morning to mugh some PMKT and complete CEM. Hai... Exams....

JiA YOU!!!

I thank you for being so patient, for giving me ample time to do my things... Thanks for being so understanding... :)

Dun even know why time can go so fast, i seemed to have so many things undone. Hai...

Exam begins on Monday and my revision is still a mess. I dun even know what to do...

I've studied much of CMA but regret to say that i haven't finished them, i thought i could complete CMA within a day or perhaps 1 and a half day, sadly, i am still struggling to complete the last 3 lectures. It is so hard to understand the things. OMG!

Only had time to complete a couple of lectures for CEM, and i am feeling rather depressed bout it, i dunno how is it gonna come out? Do i have to memorise those lectures to be able to answer those questions or is it gonna be common sense based? No idea...

HOM... The sight of the lectures make me wanna cry, they are so wordy, filled with words, making revision so hard to cope.

PMKT, i haven't even started it YET!!!! ARGH!!!!

I am in trouble, i dunno, i dunno, i dunno... Spending this weekend studying already, and probably just a bit of time for darling. Feeling so hard in myself, dun even know why.

Hated things that came out of her mouth, i dun understand why she has to provoke me that way, i thought they are supposed to encourage whatever we do? I just dun understand her... When i needed that support, she nv gave it to me... Yet, i respect her still, coz without her, i won't be here... Sigh...

O well, back to mugging mugging mugging... I'm loving IT!

Nights!

I stopped at going to JB with Darling.
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We went to quite a few places when I got there. 1st, we went to City Square, had my lunch at Mac, where the Nuggets doesn't really taste like the nuggets in Singapore's Mac, then, went on to walk around City Square. Darling was looking for some stuff, then he finally found it. I was looking at nothing, didn't really find anything interesting. Then, darling wanted to change into slippers coz he felt uncomfortable in sneakers, probably coz i was in slippers. HAHA! So he found his slippers and he nearly wanna buy another pair for me, but no size... HAHA!!!
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Ermmm... He bought a bike magazine. He wanted to buy this key hanging thing which is really nice to put his car keys but sadly, there're 2 keys but the thing can only hold one key. Sadded... We stayed in the shop for so so long but in the end, he decided not to buy. He met his friend there as well.
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Proceed on to Pelangi, and go shop shop then went to K!!! HAHA!!! And we sing sing drink drink, happy happy, and i got a bit tipsy, dun even know why...

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Later, we went to massage, then went back le. My few days ended this way, fun... I'm loving it...

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Today and yesterday were used for studying. But period came yesterday and i was feeling really bad. Darling was good enough to bring me the pills. And i smelled his smoke.

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O well... Loving everything!

Haven't blog for so many days... Many many things happened, how should i begin.

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Saturday night, i went to VK to wait for Darling. Before setting off to our original destination, Richard treated us dinner, together with Leslie as well. They ordered beer and a few dishes, but i just didn't feel like eating much. So, i ate a little and drank a glass of beer. Was all good.

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After alighting Leslie at CCK's MRT, Darl and i set off to our destination for his friend's buffet. He friend's son is one year old, so cute the boy boy. He chatted with his friends and i saw his friend's wife, her body was HOT... I tell u... Gosh... Anyway, that guy's cousin gave birth when she was 16, her kid is already 3years old. So astonishing, in a way.

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After that, Darling drove me to seaside, and we went to a pub i think, got live singing de... So cool... We had a couple of cocktails and listened to the 3 singers sing song. Heh Heh! So nice... It feels good to have him by my side.
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Darling drove me back and stayed at my place. I was feeling so cold lah, changed beds with him and have a good night throughout. Nice... Early in the morning, Mama keep come in disturb my sleep. GoSH...
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Woke up with Darling then accompanied him downstairs, kissed bye, he went to work.

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I spent my day preparing for Wedding dinner... And the card... I printed and cut and write and sign. Rushed Rushed and I poked my eye with eyeliner... Sickening... My whole eye turned red.
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Went to VK, darling helped me make my hair then Dear and Fish suddenly appeared. Darling helped them make their hair too. Then, darling did a great thing, he sent us to OHS. Hee~

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Reached OHS, we were having a fun time chatting and talking to everybody. Took quite a few pictures with old friends and new friends and definitely the couple.

The night was fun, we had beers, whisky, and Dear ordered hers on the rock, but refuse to drink it. We had 8-course dinner. Fun... Most of them got drunk. See Terry so happy and all, feel so happy for him too.

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Happened to be Zhengyu's bd, so we stayed on, sing him BD songs, and ate the cake, later, many things happened. Didn't stay on any longer, 12plus am, left hotel, go home.
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Very happy to meet so many pple whom i haven't met for so long.
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Monday went to JB to find Darling. Was really tired but Darling entertained and I entertained him. So nice... We went to walk around. Went to Red box, and we drank beer, and we sang songs. Heh! And it just feels good to have darling around....

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He drove me to custom and back home. :)

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Night ended, i am so tired...

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Still, am tired till now...

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I still have much to talk bout... But till next time.

Was watching Aishiteruz Baby after i woke up, it is an Anime, very cute. In the midst, Hun smsed to ask me to go town. So i told him i going to get pay also, so can if he wants.

We went to Orchard together then Ping Hong came to join us. WE walk walk shop shop a bit then i need to go off. They very funny, left with me. HEh HEh!

I went to JP to meet Dear. She was looking for cards when i reached. Then, we went to buy some food to makan. CArried on at Precious thots for very long. She happily entertained herself with Teddies which make her shirt grow hair. HAHA!!! While i was looking at the Coolcat thingy, so cute and all... HAHA!!

We carried on with our choosing of cards. Choose very very long then finally came down to the conclusion. HAHA!!! Then, the shop lady very good, she helped me check the shirt, say she'll call if there's stock at the other outlet. :D Then, i decided to buy a bag. So HAPPY...

Reached home after that and chatted with MAMA again... Very nice to talk to mama... :)

Next week, need to start studying... Hai... JiA yOU!

Very nice meeting Hun and Ping Hong and DEAR! :D HAPPY!!!!

OOO!!! I forgot to mention, Xueting owed me a bar of chocolate coz she lost a bet. HAHA!!! YEAH! I got chocs! (Childish... -_-")

CIaO!

Sunday night i didn't go out in the afternoon, i slept all the way till 1pm, feeling so good! Then in the evening, went out with Darling, he came to pick me up, but he was late coz i think he was making his hair or probably customer's hair... He cut short short ok... Look so not right... He cut off his fringe also, so funny OK! And his hair is black black BLACK! Plus, that day he didn't shave, he looks so 30... HAHA! Well, he IS! Heh HEH!

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Anyway, we went to Causeway Point to see that stainless steel ring and stuff, and so coincidentally, that aunty customer of his, is Cheryl's mother... OMG! And she recognises me.... A bit awkward ah... HAHA! Then, we shopped Causeway and all, then tried on some clothes at S&K if i'm not wrong but didn't convince myself that it looks nice, didn't buy. Hee~

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Walked a bit more with Darl then he wanna bring me to eat nice nice Mee... In the end, the parking lot full like siao... He drove to lot 1, wanted to eat Bee Hoon, still, parking FULL!!!!! Then, he drove to somewhere at Lot 1, near a camp, and we had dinner at Kopitiam, 10.30pm. HAHA! I had Yong Tau Foo, he had Tom Yam La Mian... But he said his wasn't nice, but mine was alright. Spotted Marcus (This Marcus is the VK Marcus, Shikin's BF, Marcus, got so many Marcus nowadays.... HA!), said Hi. After eating CHENDOL, we left.

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He drove me back home, and it was pretty late already, 11.30pm i guess.

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Chatted with him till he reached JB and i believe it was around 1am when he reached. So poor thing...

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I slept shortly after that.

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Woke up eary Monday morning for CEM lecture and National Trail Briefing... GoSh... A bit redundant, the 2 hrs spent. Hai... Doesn't matter, at least there's something to focus on.

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After the Briefing, i went off. Thanks to Jiawen, i was able to get all my notes and info. :) Thank YOU!

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Took a long bus journey and i felt like sleeping... Good thing the bus wasn't crowded, if not i will just stop stepping on pple's feet. HAHA!

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Reached, and Darl called. He spotted me then we walked to his car. Drove me to shop shop...

Mango was disappointing, couldn't find anything nice to even try on... SaDness OK! Then, looked for shoes, but i just can see some nice sharp sharp ones, all rounded or open-toe. Darling says round one makes my feet looks smaller... But i dun really like, its like something missing. HAHA!

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We went to City Chain to ask for my Addidas watch, still not back... Hai... 2months plus already, so inefficient, disappointed.... HAHA!

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Hungry, ate fries and a coke with darling... Saw this little boy so naughty, climbing up and down and the parents didn't really bother much bout them... So tao YAN! The boy boy got a naughty look. HAHA!

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Then, walked a bit more here and there. He met his cousin, so coincidentally again. So many coincidence recently ah.. HAiyo... So, while they were chatting i was looking at Tees... Wanted to try but free Size, cannot try. HAHA! No fitting room to try either, sadded.

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Ermm... Went for Thai Body Massage... One word, "COMFORTABLE!" After the entire hour, my whole body became loose... Nice... U cannot imagine how many times my back cracked. HAHA! SHocking!

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We were both feeling sleepy after that, but carried on with shopping. HAHA! Very funny, out of all the choices we had, we chose KFC for dinner. HAHA! Funny AH!

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DArling bought marshmellow for his nieces and nephew, HAHA! He so cute, the way he asked. Anyway that shop sells very nice chocs but they are ex.

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Walked walked, buy buy... Went to Quicksilver, he didn't see anything. Went to CK Jeans, cannot make it, the shop like closing down, the things are all packed away. HA! Went to Levis and tried on a lot of things but coz of the price, i decided not to. Ehhh.... Went to Mango there, to no avail. Stepped in GUESS, and I tell you, darling went crazy there. He try try those that he liked, and he picked out a long sleeve shirt, buying that. Then, i was looking at these nice nice belts, then i told him, looks nice, he picked out the one i like and the one he likes and he actually wanna buy both, i was trying so hard to persuade him not to take the one I like coz ultimately, he is the one wearing them. GoSh...

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NVM, he forced me to buy things. HAHA! I really can't see anything i liked there, not the clothing. I saw a nice Jeans, but after trying, didn't like it. So, really, there was nothing. And i wasn't into such ex brands. But i did spot a nice handbag, i told him and he nearly wanna buy that, i said no coz got disadvantage, cannot adjust de. I wanted to leave already but he refused to unless i get something. Then, finally, after many many struggles, i got the GUESS bag above.... I tell U, my heart bled out when he paid... Seriously cannot bear the sight of the cash going... OMG! He actually told me, "NVM lah, do 2 more rebonds..." OMG! But no denial, the bag is authentic and nice...

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Wanted to call it a day coz it was kind of late already, but before we left, we went to SUB... And immediately after stepping in, i saw a nice one piece (the one on top too). So NICE... Went to try, SO NICE! After much pondering, i decided to get it. GoSh...

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From there, i bought a one piece, a pair of shoes and a bag. In total, that is like $200 over spent. It was a close shave, everything could've amounted to more than $500 but coz there were discount here and there and his Visa card also got discount here and there. WAH! Big Save right... I need to return darling money, spent too much, cannot like that.

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Later, went to bike shop but sadly it was closed, we were admiring the helmets displayed outside, very very pretty.... It was at that time that i realised, that a helmet can cost as low as $35. HAHA! So tood...

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We walked around this pasam Malam thingy then towards the funfair, but didn't go in to play coz i was wearing AHem, yet another one piece. HAHA!

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Secret: I had fun turning steering wheels and stepping on pedals... SHh....

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Then, Darling drove me home... Chatted with him while he was on his way back.

I really had a fun day spent with him... Amazing how a day can be spent so wisely and fulfilling.

Satisfied with what i have and that's that. I cannot ask for more... :)

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Woke up at 6.30am, rushed to Raffles Place. OmG! I was so tired i can sleep while standing. But i think the massage helped, i had a great night sleep and didn't feel all that bad.

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Reached Raffles, took all the receipts for reimbursement. Went off...

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Teams hasn't arrived, so i took a nap at a stone chair outside UOB plaza. HAHA! I slept really well. CAn see i took picture of ANna while lying down. HAHA! Teams started arriving and all... So sad for them, so many questionairres and demerit points for jay walking. HAHA! 28 teams later, we went to meet up with the rest at Fullerton walk then walked to Marina Square for Lunch at HAn's. K, never go there again... The food are disppointing, and it wasn't all that cheap.

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Anyway, After eating, i went to Choz to see chocs, bought chocolate, YUMMY! Then, i siao siao, went to try skirt and bought skirt, $30 fly away. I am so brave LAH! SADed...

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Left after that. George wanna DA BiAn and he is so funny, his face looked weird. But i know how it feels lah, when u wanna go home and not outside. Sometimes, i got that feeling too. :)

Matt took 106 with me, and he fell asleep the entire journey, and its funny, the way his head turn round and round.... HAHA!!!!!!!!! He alighted at Clementi, while i continued my trip to

Batok.

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Reached batok, went to VK, treat them eat chocs. Yum YuM! Was feeling really tired though. Richard asked bout some webby thingy? Actually i dun really remember how to create website anymore, sort of faded from my mind. HAHA! USed to learn Microsoft frontpage many many years ago which nothing much remains in my mind, then learnt Dreamweaver last year. Still, dun rmb much. CAn only answer wad i know. HEH HEH!

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Chatted with Darling but my mind was astrayed... He was telling me bout the Converse shoes, that he felt like buying now. HAHA! Left after that, feeling really really tired.

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Back home, online, watched some stuff, concussed all the way till 8pm.

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Darling called suddenly with his Msia Number say his bike got problem, not going online. So nice of him to tell me ahhh.... HAHA!!!

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Now, i wanna sleep liao... Feeling tired again... HAHA!!!

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Adios!

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I love the way you looked at me, when your eyes are in mine. I love the way you hold my hands, fingers interlocked. I love the way you kissed my lips, so sweet, I cannot resist. Baby, you make me so in love with you, what do I do without you? I really hope it will never end...

A day filled.... SO SO filled... Its a bit late now, i think i should talk more bout it tmr.

I had a great day with DArling... And its a tiring day too...

I love you... I still do... I really hope everything will remain like this forever...

Finally, i can settle down, slow down my pace a bit... Been so tired and busy the entire week. School work, work, school work, work... WaD the...

I went to work last night and this morning, can't imagine that i can get so tired so easily. Work started at 5.30pm last night, went there and the new boss was admonishing Xueni, i didn't know wad to say, so i told her, i'd go receive staff while she complete the menus for the night.

Went down and short of staff. I also dunnoe wad to do, my phone no longer has staff numbers that i can call, those that i have, doesn't wanna work anymore. I really didn't know wad to do. I went back to conference centre and Xueni was sobbing... I got a shock! Hai... I dun like the new guy, i really dun. He is such an A**... O well, i dun wanna get sued for writing anything so i shall be brief and light on my words. He S**** actually. Didn't think much of it. The rest of the night was just working and working all the way, went up to help out for 1st course, then went down.

Then, settled the paperwork and all, Dear came! YeAH! She was avoiding someone, so visiting me and waiting for me was only an excuse... SaDness... HAHA! Bought Xueni a really pathetic Cheese Cake coz its her BD today, then see her blow candle, hopefully, it did cheer her up a little.

Terry Goh wanted me to go early this morning, very unwilling to but i did, reached earlier than expected coz need to receive staff. Staff was sufficient for the Wedding Lunch but was really choatic at the security point.

Anyway, i nearly wanna scold that new guy. He actually demanded me to get staff for HT. I was so unwilling to OK! We are not paid to find staff for them and he claimed he knows that banquet has the priority, while on the other hand, forcing me to get staff for them. YA! Cannot make Xueni do it, wanna make me do it, good thing he doesn't know that i've worked there for a while. Think i am new bird! A**!

So, i went to ask staff and i should use this word, i LIED to the staff! AS irregular PT coordinator, I LIED to the staff which coordinator is supposed to build good relationship with. I repeat, I LIED! Fine...

When i told him, they all dun wanna work, he actually said i am inexperienced. F***! HELLO, everyone who works there for more than a month knows that every Sunday, it is only CNL, if not, one more night event. HE wants me to tell them, there's LAST MINUTE event, who will believe?! Even Xin Yee said the staff already know we wanna get them to HT and refused to work on Sun. And now its my fault when he wants me to LIE to them. AND, he said I AM INEXPERIENCED! Fine! Put aside the few years that i've worked in the hotel, let's just say the FEW MONTHS, close to half a year being their COORDINATOR! He said I AM INEXPERIENCED! I am so pissed when he said that! I AM EXTREMELY PISSED! So disappointed with the new guy... SO extremely... I thought i've seen the worst (The "N" Guy), now i realised, he is the worst. He lied straight into the face of the staff and dare smile smile happily. Hate this type of pple!!!

I dun wish to go back to work for him anymore. I hate it when he kept asking and asking, how's the staffing for HT?! Can't he just bother bout the department he is holding?! DISGUSTED BY THE LOOKS OF HIS FACE!

Shall not make my day bad coz of some freaking A**!

Told Andy and Terry that i am leaving right after Xueni came, he spoiled my whole afternoon in the hotel.

Reached batok early, went to WM help Darl take his comic. Then, went to VK to wait wait wait. Waited for Lilian to come while i sat down and rest.

Then, went to Sakura at Clementi. We all ate... Heh HeH! There were Lilian(the host), Richard(her hubby), Darling, Leslie, Shikin, Marcus, Fu Lin and another guy who i dunnoe who... HEh HEH! So ehhh, we ate, didn't eat much but was full already. It was a weird combination, i dun really know wad to say or do, especially when they speak canto, hello, XIao MEI here dun understand anything. HAHA! I stone-ed.

It was a good thing i guess, remove me from the freaking A** thing. Allow me to enjoy and relax and have my anger soothed. Great... Around 9plus, went off.

Darling sent me home... He is funny... Can see that he is very tired already... So am I...

Reached home, talked on phone till he reached JB, then hung up.

Finally able to break the news to mama that i passed my FTT. HEh HEh! I think i need to call Jiu Jiu soon... Dun even know he rmbs me or not. Hai... O well, JIA YOU mySELF!

Next Sunday is Terry Goh's big day! So SO looking forward to it! The setup, the lightings, the service, the ballroom, the beverage, the food and most importantly the bride and groom... Dunno they got bring their dog dog go mah (HA! Think too much)

K, i shall turn in already... So tired... *yAwN*

*SweAt* *SweAt* Got back home, walking one step like two. Heh HeH! It is a windy and scary night... Good thing Dear was on the line with me. Hee~

I've had some tiring days this whole week. LAM submission drove me almost nuts, then FTT tightened my neck, couldn't breathe in much air at all. Hai.. However, LAM is done, nothing to worry bout that anymore. FTT was done this morning too.... I PASSED!

Went to work without much rest and i am totally beat now. I wanna rest, i really wanna have a good good sleep, but i can't. Working tmr too, and early shift, 10am. K, not that early but u know, having to wake up 2 hours before that, and the bus ride... It is too early for a Saturday...

The only thing i look forward to, is to see him... My loVely him.. Am turning in...

Nights!

常常忘了，做那么多的事，到底是为了什么？真不明白，为什么我要如此执著？是为了他？为了自己？为了未来？为了现在？为了让自己懂得疼痛？让自己懂得快乐？就为了那一次的感动，我逃避了周围所有的问题... 包括，“这对他公平吗？” 我不懂...

情趣的挑战，我无法理解... 怎么他，不离去？怎么他，选择了难题？

开心的是，这一年多来的挣扎，到现在，总算看到了一点点的对岸... 伤心仍存在，但快乐盖过了一切...

Slept at 5.30am this morning... Totally went bonkers.. When your body is telling u to sleep, but your mind restrain u from that. Can you believe that i was sitting in front of my printer at 5plus am in the morning, listening to the printing sound of my printer breaking all silence? And guess wad, the newspaper deliverer came while i was still printing.

I hate last minute work... When things can be done earlier, it didn't. I couldn't wake up at 7.30am for 9am's lecture... No good...

I can't hear any sms-es that was received. And when i am on my way to school last minute changes here and there, i just couldn't be bothered with last minute work anymore, so pardon me, i handed up what i think should be handed up.

I even gave the binding pages wrong, good thing the aunty is nice, she helped me open the thing. Screw IT! Anyway, finally, it is over.. No more submission... Except tmr's presentation and oral test for Espanol... Geezzz....

Was in a rather bad mood. It was a good thing no one was at home the entire day, so no one had to irritate me and catch my attitude.

Did gave some attitude to darling while we were online. Just so fed up with some things sometimes. Gosh...

I think i'm turning in soon... My eyes are heavy... Study a bit more...

Night!

Had some really nice sleep last night, although i slept really late, good thing there weren't class just now, only need to go school to do LAM.

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Went to school in the afternoon wearing TRM shirt coz there'd be briefing for the National Trail next week. Wore my Adidas shoes, finally after so many months (from CNY till now), i just couldn't find any clothes to wear that shoes with. Well, wore it today, and i felt like a kid.

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I knew i was too early but well, doesn't matter. So, i was doing some editting of the report.

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Jiawen came, did this, did that. Pearl came, Cecilia came. We did what we could, i tried editting wad i can and all. So tiring for the eyes.

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Photoshop picture for the DAY! The one above!

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Went for briefing of the national trail, we basically just sat there and do nothing, heh heh... Funny... Hun passed the FTT MCQ to me. So hard ok... I'm left with 2 days.. Terrible. I think i won't do well. Hai...

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Went to Mac after the briefing, used all the power of my lappy to complete editting the things. Studied some FTT. Stressed.

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Went to find Darl at VK after that and he is very bad, kept laughing at me ok... Just coz he can drive doesn't mean I can... ArGh!

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Went for dinner with him, before that, went to Harvey Norman to see wok... -_-"

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Had dinner at KFC, and as usual, we chatted so much. He kept telling me the disgusting cutting head thingy. Then, i mentioned his limited edition Levis Jeans that was CUT away. HEH HEH! See the grief in his eyes, so funny... Just for a pair of pants...

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Right, he waited for bus with me. Back home, bathed and came online.

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Been doing LAM since then. Now, i'm waiting to do yet another compilation and content page... Tired ok... Still waiting for 2 parts to arrive from the other 2...

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Revision lecture tmr... Tired...

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I know everything, I am not blind, but I've told myself that trust is important... I choose to believe you now, hopefully, I won't be wrong this time.