A choice to be made.

Today is Thursday, and i forgot my fellow juniors had their match and hence, forgot to go.

School was really tiring. Had a tough time going through the POA lecture with my eyes closing every now and then. After lunch, it was MAEC tutorial, and same thing happened, really tired. Thing was, my eyes didn't close coz half the time, she was right in front of me and would suddenly stare into my eyes. HAHA! It was the last tutorial with her. Seriously, she's one of the best tutors. Very good at sending any messages across and always crack some serious lame jokes. HAha! And i definitely rmb her name, Ng Mun Kit. HAHA!!!

Here's all to my AIAI:

Seriously, which path to really take? Read through and perhaps at the end u will know where u should go.

When i was in Secondary school, going to ITE has never crossed my mind, i dunno why. Its not like i dun do badly for any subjects but i know where my strength lies and i tried very hard and brushed on it.

Right, for Aiai's case. Here's some simple facts. What do you really want in future? Singapore's future seems like it will be going very well and there is no doubt that there will be a competition for any kind of jobs. U name it. Hence, do u think an ITE cert is enough? Or perhaps u want to continue to go to Poly after ITE? I dun mind if u are willing to take that step, no doubt it is longer and slower but helps u as well. However, do u think it is easy to even get into Poly after ITE.

If u have no longer have the passion to study, leaving Sec 5 and going to ITE won't make any difference because both requires studying. And also, u won't feel like studying even more coz its all project base and it will seem like u have a lot of time to spend. So, eventually, u'll say, u wanna drop out of ITE.

Seriously, why isn't Sec 5 good enough? For u to go step by step and allow u to have another year of comfort before stepping into another different world. I dun really understand. Why? Doesn't seem like u have a lot of stress and i think u have a group of very good teachers supporting u especially the one that always talk to u, so why still wanna leave?

U know, u have a lot of people to help u out along this path to O level. Will there be any in ITE? Will u be sure that u will get into the same course as your friends?

Studying is never an easy job, it will never be. For me, it is not. Force yourself and give yourself more discipline, maybe it will help u more... :)

End of the day, it is still your decision, Aiai... JiA yoU... No matter where you go, hopefully, u will gain from it and ultimately be able to succeed in future.

Those are my opinions. :)

Last presentation i'm gonna have tmr and there i shall be free for the weekend, except for one tutorial to do and next week, its only Monday that i got to go school, i am HAPPY. My study week starts one week earlier! After all the effort for everything, it is a good pay back, an extra week. :)

Night...

当你轻轻地吻着我的唇，我又想起了往事... 曾经几时，那份温柔是属于我的... 或许那是我一相情愿的想法吧... 因为此时此刻，我知道打从一开始，这一切，我都不曾拥有...