Feel so tired now... Wanted to cut hair, waited for 4 long long hours b4 it was my turn... It's not like i went there to rebond hair...

I'm not really in a good mood now, dun really know why. Feels fuK... After reading Andy's blog, really feel like killing pple from OHS. Like stop making use of pple only when u need them. How many pple must u all make them feel this way. Not many are so willing to work under such pressures and get those ass scoldings for no reason. Look how practical can the world be? When u need help, "i beg you", when u dun need help, "who the hell are you?" U know wad, Fuk off with this kind of thing, let's just wait till one day when they need us all and we refuse to go... So fed up even when i'm not there.

Hai... AIai just told me Honey asked Xiuying to be the coordinator. I find it kind of weird coz Xiuying only got 2 months, what's the use of having her there for 2months only? Probably can help him stand in for a short while. I dun understand. Sometimes, he didn't really think well too. Y make someone feel so attach to a place he/she won't be in for long? It would only distract him/her when school reopen and he/she cannot concentrate. For XY's case, she won't be able to concentrate for her O's next year. Like i said, only thinks bout themselves and not others... Selfish.... Way too selfish... Hai... Feel so disgusted for a place that i've given so much respect for... Saddening to see how things change when that pillar was removed only a while ago... Such tragedy.

Got so pissed helping pple to book for work also. Dunnoe which coordinator is in charge of what. Everytime call office, no one picks up. Dun wanna call their hp coz it is not nice, coz hp, their private stuff, y bother with it... Experienced that, that's y dun wanna do that. So? How? Maybe i should just stop doing this kind of extra things. I dun really get any benefits from it. Sometimes, even got blamed for it. To hell it goes...

After this week, i'm gonna leave everything to themselves. I think the hotel got no lack of staff now, so i shall stop troubling myself to bringing pple in. Waste of my own time and money. Any repayment? MAny unanswered calls. PISSED!!!

I just wanna go back to my good old days as a student, not worrying anything but books, friends and life. That's it, without work, i can have more time for studies... Let me complete my 40hours!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, i trimmed my hair finally after 4 long hours of wait and the shop was almost empty by then... So tiring k... But got a ride back... HA! That's good enough le... O... I helped MAd sweep the floor. Both of them were so tired... The people just kept coming, none stop, kind of scary... If u think about it, if that happens everyday, they're gonna die... And i overheard MAd sayin that they earned more than $1600 just now... I was like, waHHHH!!!! And i gave both of them some massage... Poor thing...

Sounds weird, but MAD plays badminton... HAHa!!! And i was telling him, ASK ME TO GO! HAHA!! HEh HeH! See next Sun how, go play, that is if, i am fit enough to... Hai... School, so tiring...

Well, i think i am gonna be damn busy again...

Good night pple, time for me to turn in...

Whenever you touch me, I can't help but remember the past... I am pretty lost at the moment, very tired from all the battles... Torn by the shadows of you, gripped by a lock unknown... How can I break free and be away from all... Find a paradise for me to heal... Where can that be? Where can that possibly be? Dragging on...