Sleepy...

I am very sleepy now...

Today is lao ma's off day, so she wanted to go out. Decided to go watch movie with her and lao pa after school. So, basically i didn't do any work today, which means i need to use my thursday and friday wisely, if not, i will be in big trouble.

Had POA's graded assignment, not that difficult but still, nerve-wrecking for a second. Hee~

Mr Justin is kind of long-winded. He is so young yet talk so long... So funny, only wanted to seek approval for the project concept but he went all the way into helping us develop our points. Well, the good thing is, at least we are on the right initial track. :) Conclusion, he is a long-winded tutor but meant well... COOL!!!! HAHA!!!

Very funny during FABM lecture when the seniors presented their video, made me laugh a little.

Ehhh... Met Trish this morning and i forgot her BD... I am so bad but i promised 2 gifts for Xmas. Well, i AM good right TRISH?! HAHA!!! Sincerely, Happy Belated Birthday...

Ooo... Chatted with Dearr last night, after that, fell into a very deep sleep... I always do. HAHA!!!

Somebody confessed to me today! HAHA!!! In a foreign language... HAHA!!! Ok, i'm exaggerating... Hee~ Darl suddenly called me Sa Gua... Wad does it look like? HAHA! He said its APPLE in Korean.. He added, "Sa Gua, Salangheiyo"... So sweet...

Ok, i need to mention this... Deaarr said "I Love you" to me a few minutes ago... 2 confessions in a day? Cannot stand it...

Haven't find a nice covered shoes to buy... Run out of shoes already... Need to shop for a nice one and wearable one.

Anyway, 2 reports due next week, one group and one individual, having quite a hard time doing...

Promised PiNg Hong to go buy slippers with him next week coz i rejected him twice this week, so sorry...

Casino Royale is nice but somehow it looks different from all previous 007 movies that i've watched, not like the agent that we used to know. He made the character seemed more human... Well... Daniel Craig... Alright i think..

By the way, dl-ed the new internet explorer, the whole screen looks kind of blurrish, i think its normal... YA... But its nice...

Wonder where are those befores? How did they disappear without warning? Pondering about the current circumstances but all I can think of is you... The images of those I treasured most...

HAHA!!

Woke up very late today... Went to school feeling hungry. Then, BCA, listen, listen...

Tutorial, do our own stuff... Tooth aching... Dunnoe wad happened. Then, tired... Struggle until like nuts to come out with the letter of transmittal...

Went home half dead... Bumped into Richard at interchange.

Reached home, nap for an hour.

Then do FABM and study POA till now...

Talking to Dear now...

LoVes...

Wad? I dunnoe

I think today is boring... Went to school as usual on a Monday morning and make it through the morning feeling really good until it began to drizzle then pour.

I went home and ate the chicken rice that i bought from Wen Dong Ji where i was given the ultimate spotlight because mama's colleuges were, "her daughter!" HAha...

The rain continued to pour and suddenly i have a very weird weather broadcaster. Y weird u may ask, we were both in Batok and he smsed 3 times to tell me bout the weather although i know he was trying to show some concern, asking me to bring umbrella and all. However, its weird coz i could see that it was raining heavily. HAha! Guess who is he? Hee~

Rain subsided, went out to WM library to find more books on FABM project. After browsing through, i found 2 more books. Why i can borrow more books? Coz i took mama's IC to borrow. HAHA!!! Then, went to find the book, "99 things to do before dying"(chinese) for girlfriend. I had a really hard time looking for it. Knowing that it is in the library, i went to the com to find, then the damn thing just dun wanna come out. So i used my naked eyes to browse through the entire section and they were dropping out. HAHA! I gave up, went to the com again and after all the pressing, finally able to find the book number and without much effort put in, i found the book. Just like that. Read it while walking out of WM.

I saw Mr Wai and Billy...

Then, slowly walked to VK and at the same time reading the book.

Reached VK, and i haven't finished the foreword, kind of walk back and read again, then failed korean boyfriend came out to talk to me. hA!!! A pretty long chat with him... A very odd chat but well, fun. Waiting for the korea pics to be up so can look see look see... Hee~

After reading wad i wanna read, decided to leave.

Still, sms-ing darl... He is being cute all these while.

Well, i shall end here.. I'm tired...

Nights...

Havng too much in my mind that can't be gotten out of... I've had enough of tiring myself, had too much to worry now... When will things be quiet again? When can I be a nobody again... Take me away into a dream of no return...

Satisfied with my Day...

Good... Wanted to wake up earlier to go run but i'm such a lazy bum, slept till 10.30am. Instead, i did 30 sit-ups in the afternoon within a minute, a way to keep myself a bit fitter. HAHA!! Lame...

I woke up many times during my sleep. I knew Lao pa went out, i knew lao ma went out and i knew my handphone rang. HAHA!!! FunNy ar... But i kept dozing back.

Was watching some show on TV, until CSI began and i was hooked on till 2pm then was i willing to start doing some work. Hee~ So, i'm happy, coz i completed POA and also MAEC. Hee~ But there's some stuff to add on for MAEC. Started with FABM, shall not review my progress.

Then, went to bath. Wanted to go WM earlier to find some books but only reached at around 6pm. Well, Darl didn't sms so i assumed he was still busy. After browsing many many books, realised it was 6.40pm so smsed him and he was standing outside library already. HAHA! He wanted to write out some of the stuff he read in the book but well, he decided to just return it. Coz i need to borrow book.

Went to KFC for dinner. I wasn't really hungry but well, he bought it, i ate it, didn't finish though. That was when Ting smsed me to join her at MAc. So i asked Darl wad time going off, and he said after eating. So i requested him to send me home then back again. HAHA!!! So Bad... But he was nice enough to do that just his boyfriend(SOUNDS WEIRD). HAHA!!!

After turning into the long path, he saw the friend that he was supposed to meet after me, so i was like, "I go first lah..." I got a feeling that he thinks that i think that that girl has something going on between them so he smsed later to kind of explain... But well, it doesn't matter in any case... I'm sure u know wad i'm implying. (:

He kept telling me that he is feeling very vex, unsure of where he should be going at the age of 30? Perhaps. Well, i tried thinking for him, tried making him laugh a little but to no avail. Well, i guess he gotta get out of it by himself. I can only reassure him of wad he wants.

He told me a joke. Find it funny. Let me share with you all.
One day, his boss and his car were parking side by side in the carpark. They finished work together. His boss haven't seen his new car b4, so he dashed onto the passenger seat of his car. He was touching this and that. Then, his boss saw the turtle soft toy, he picked it up and sniffed it so hard. So, the owner asked disgustedly, "wad you doing?!" His boss replied, "Sniffing whether got Apple's smell..."

HAHAHAHAHA!!! For god sake! I kind of left the turtle alone after knowing that my failed korean boyfriend SNIFFED it... YuCks... HAHA!!! Please... Many pple hugged it lah, and there were even chili sauce on it... So groSe... Can't imagine...

Met up with Ting and we were feeling all so negative about OHS and i was kind of mad for the fact that Honey asked AiAi to be his coordinator... AiyO... Y?! Y?! Y must he always find somebody that is close to me to be the coordinator, ask others lah, i'm sure there are many others in the hotel to choose from, y always my friend? Now my AiAi... I am speechless with his action, angry at the thought of it. Hai... Now, Aiai is having problems... Feel so Last TIME! Hai...

Back home and i am printing the improved notes(that's wad it says)... School tmr... 9am class... Will be home early though. Can do my report and do more research.

Going back to work on Saturday although i was so determined not to. However, this one time is for AiAi, to work with her for the one time. Still, the thought of having to spray my whole head black is so irritating... Turn off... Well, i guess i should just think of the bright side, i can work with AIAI... WaHAHAHAHa!!!

To Aiai: Dun give up so easily on yourself. When things are within our limits, do it. I would rather you go up to O level even if u barely make it to Sec 5. No matter wad, you still have friends to help u out and a loving boyfriend to keep you going. Dun give up so easily please... Breaks my heart to see you dragging, dun want you to walk the footstep of a deteriorating path... Love You... And Smile... (:

For a minute I thought you wanna get me off of you... Maybe you should...

Good Saturday?

Woke up really early this morning to go Boon Lay to do an interview on IAC project. I was so tired... But it was really an interesting to do. Never really gone to someone and interview on the spot with video cams and pple recording down and most importantly, the interviewee is someone who really experienced that of our relevant topic. Well, in a way, educational.

Then, met up with Mel... And her Da sao, Evelyn? If i'm not wrong, is spelled that way. Very funny lah, very very speechless when we just met. So i was crapping away trying to dig convo out of them. HAHA!!! Despite so, i was kind of tired. Wanted to look for shoes to buy but wasn't in any mood to really look and try out, moreover, i'm kind of broke. Still hanging on, not wanting to go work. HAHA!!! So we walk walk, and i saw VCDs!!!!!!!!! Wanna buy it so badly but i didn't bring my nets but well, i supposed not bringing nets really helped me save up coz i got no source to spend from. HAHA!!!

Went on to buy my comb and eyeliner. Left with $12, considering whether to buy the Lucidol wax. Reason for considering coz have been using it for a while but the holding power really not that strong. Mel agreed too, she is using it too. So i was like, considering here and there then it striked me that salons do sell wax. So i smsed girlfriend to ask, but girlfriend didn't reply. So, Mel, her da sao and I slowly stroll towards VK, to ask... But was kind of sad lah, the wax is so ex... Hai... I'm broke, so, i didn't even bothered when Richard said, "Discount". Coz the "twenty" was a big turn-off for a broke person like ME! Well, i guess i need to finish the Gatsby one...

I left after buying 2packets of snacks from 7-11 while the 2 went off to Lot1... I was so tired by then, bearly opening my eyes. HAha!!! A bit bad to just leave like that but really cannot tahan... I was totally hugging on to my laptop cover all the way home. HAHA!!

Girlfriend was being sweet... He's always sweet... Does it sound weird when i say, GIRLFRIEND but then added, "HE" ?? I think it sounds weird... HAHA!!

Ooo... When i was in JP this morning, my group mates and I were at Long John, right opposite was selling the I-gallop thingy. i was like watching the TV showing how to use the thing so that it can reach it's full ability, and OMG, everything looks so WRONG! VERY wrong! The posture and all... I wa like, why is it like that? Just look so wrong... Was kind of funny in a way. HAha!!!

Called OHS just now to book for next week to work with AIAi.. After much changes, confirmed to be working on Saturday, 10am. Deaarr told me she felt like slapping the New AHEM... HAHA!!! Funny... Suddenly there is 5.30pm slot for work... Hai... I guess hotel is rich again... Not really excited to return, but it's another experience at a familiar yet strange home.

I was watching "A beautiful mind" a while again. This is the 2nd time watching it already. It's about this Professor, John Nash. A brillant mathematician who comes who with new equations and all, and an efficient code breaker. However, he began to have illusions and imgained that he is working secretly for the government to find the location of an atomic bomb. He got 3 imaginery friends. The "3 friends" kept haunting him even until he got old. At one point, his wife nearly left him but she didn't. At the latter years of his life, he went back to the school where he studied, Princeton Uni, and at the same window panel, writes all his formula and formulates his theories. He started teaching young students. He won the Nobel award. Such a touching story. He was smart and arrogant. He went crazy, lost everything but his love. He gained his wisdom again. Went to thhe very bottom physically and mentally then back again. How can one be so strong? With the love that only exist between him and his wife. By the way, he is a real person, John Nash. Question "Scared?" Reply "Terrified, Mortified, petrified by YOU."

Hopefully i can wake up early tmr morning.

Gonna sleep soon...

CiAo..

Never again, to be all alone...

Unentertained...

I am bored... Anyone out there who is willing to make a blogskin just for me??? It's so plain... I wanna change my add too...

Went K today with Uting... Last minute decision... Pple in love are so uncontrollable... They cannot think straight... Listening becomes their weakest sense of all. I guess i made that mistake too...

Should i come clean with everything? Should i just put it on the table? Wishing I ain't who i am in this pathetic world.

Love... A captivating word... Love... An unbearable scene... Love... A cunning self... Love... A miserable hope... Love... A comprehensive word... Love... Only for those who can be captivated, can bear the dramas, can be smart enough and for those who can comprehend to it...

Changes

Many commotions today and i am kind of confused with the stuff. 1st, Fish asked me to go Party world, i say should be alright. Then, Hong and Hun say wanna go Vivo, i was thinking go vivo 1st then to K. So everything was alright. However, the 2 guys dun seem like they wanna go K or wadever, come today, hong also say he dun wanna go Vivo, so i told Fish go K. Then Fish told me, only 4 pple left, change to Movie. A bit turned off. So in the end, i decided not to go. MesSy...

Glad that the week is coming to an end. This week passed really fast and i did all my stuff on time. So happy... This weekend will be spent on FABM inidividual's project.

There are some stuff that are kept in me that i really wanna say. Sometimes, it is just so irritating when you know pple are reading wad i am writing and i can't say anything that offend pple. Well, that's y it's call BLOG and not DIARY... HAHA!

Well, i am on my very own, they will be a change of attitude somewhere in me, dun find it different. There are some things that i have time for, some that i don't. Some people that are worth talking to, some that are not. Some that i can share everything with, some i can't. I got too much to handle in my life rather than something that you can't be bothered with. It is new and it ain't strong, and i am quitting, not gonna make that effort anymore. END.

Waiting for my hair to grow long... Waiting and waiting... I dun wanna CUT ANYMORE!!!!! ArGH!!!

Aiai called me all of a sudden just now and sounded so fierce and at the same time, sounds like she wants to cry. Coz she was working with the trainee and she dun likes. Can understand, had those moments back then too, unbearable, but well, the only thing you can do as a new staff is to tolerate. Up to a point that you know you are right and he is right, scold the hell out of him and you'll feel damn good. BESt example, Renny... He pissed me so much a few times that i shot him back. HAHA!!! AiAi, if really cannot stand him, scold him, tell him you not happy, at least you have your reasons for not wanting to work with him. OK? But dun start a fight just when event starting O... GuAi... Love YoU...

I was so ATTACKED by Girlfriend today... O my God... CAnnot stand him... But he is CuTe... My girlfrienD...

Dearr should be working now and she should be seeing Kennedy didi... His graduation.

I dunnoe what else to say here... So boring...

身无分文，只有我的心。天无风云，只有冷漠的雨。地无寸草，只有寂寞的昆虫。前途无光，只有你的左右。 若无爱，何来情？ 若无天，何有地？若无你， 何来未来？

镜子里的自己，我讨厌你。怎么看都不顺眼，我就是不喜欢你。 于是换了一百种发型，一百种心情， 我还是我， 我逃不开自己。能不能再回去，我要把什么事都学会，我要认真地爱一回，不让爱我的人伤悲。生命中，总有些事会后悔，至少我曾经，真心去挽回...

Another DAy...

Dun really have much to say...

Had BCA presentation, got so many mistakes.

Went to Mac for Hotcake breakfast, my first try on hotcakes since i dunnoe when, i dun really have a good impression of hotcakes...

Then, went back to Batok to find things to munch on. Thought of asking Hun and PH out to do homework. Wanted to do it in the afternoon but PH finish school at 5pm.

Walked pass VK, saw Girlfriend=Darl sitting outside. Went to BOO him.. Wanted to send him his songs but he was charging his phone. Hee~ Then, sent it to Shikin's phone instead. Richard came out and treat me his korean food. Dried cuttlefish which i told him wasn't my fave. Then he gave me sweets... GINSENG?! NO WAY! HAHA!! Not even mama can make me eat Ginseng... K, a bit picky with that but the taste and smell of ginseng makes me feel like vomitting. But the peanut candy is nice...

Back home, watched Journey to the West with Kor Kor... So sian, watch so many times liao. Then, i accidentally fell asleep again...

Woke up, went to do my POA. Ermm... A bit confusing but well, still did it. Around 6plus, PH called me, so i woke Hun up and yaya, went to Mac later on. That's where all the pics came from.

I finished my POA there and then and kind of figured out some MAEC thingy. Ya...

Considering on whether to go K with Fish and all on Thurs not. Feel like going to Vivo more.. Hai... WAit till then i guess.

PH, Hun and I decided to meet up one day every week to do our work and study together. Like that idea... I named them, "My boyfriends". HAHA!!!

I love it when choatic moments come the friends of my life.. Who would expect all these? Fate brings us together, now it brings us closer... Friends...
Posing For my CAM!















Can see they love each other... LoVey...














My korean Sweets from my Failed Korean BF














HUN HUN HUnny














The 3 of uS... 1... 2... 3...

NiGHtS!!!

MooD Swinging back and forth...

Well, I really had a good night sleep, no idea bout wadever in my deep sleep but i knew i had an sms on my phone. Well, i was in concussion.

Woke up in the morning and my hair was like, ehh, a big ball. HAha!!! Ok, then the wax went up and it was alright.

The sun was shining brightly early in the morning. Why i notice? Coz it was shining right into my eyes and i couldn't open my eyes in the bus. Hee~ Reached school and we were supposed to do the Meeting thingy for WCOM. My group's slot was 9.30am, so we went to canteen one and waited. The meeting was so funny you know... Well, i think its because Mei Qing was our CEO and she just made it so funny. HAHA!! We ended with, a big hand in hand hush... HAHA!!! She's cute.

MAEC was the same, difficult to understand.

Went to canteen and eat with Yee Shan and co. met Izwan from OHS... HAHA!!! He is still as funny. Hee~

After that, went to library and got so confused with the room thingy. Was able to get a room at 2pm for an hour. So, they came at around 2pm. Ya, and we began discussion and it was a fruitful discussion. I'm glad i'm with the group. (:

Well, left at around 3.30pm. It was pouring yet another time. Took 174 with Val back.

Went to WM and shop for some food. Bought Peanut butter, loaf of bread and breakfast cereals. Ya... Went back then.

K, i was shocked by a CENTIPEDE!!!! Yes, a centipede. It wasn't huge but it was considered big. I was like, "OMG!!!!!!!!!!!" And from then on, my eyes were on the floor. Hee~

At home, 4 slices of bread with peanut butter made up my dinner. YuMMY!

I fell asleep on the sofa again. I woke up and realised my mouth was open, not drooling... HAHA!!!

Well, watched TV and was so envious with the beautiful house pple have. Hai... Wanna arrange my room too..

Ehh... I am having a bad cramps now...

Very frustrated with some stuff going on. When can i really learn to be selfish? I tried hard for working in OHS, it is difficult to turn away from them but i did that, and now, it is just the process. With friends? I dunno how to... Well, i guess i am just tired. Ignore my comments.

HM smsed me and said that they are having a friendly match tml, can't make it to see or play, i hope they do well. Do miss the team. Have fun girls and play hard.

Questions on marriage. I planned to get marry at around 24-26, the best, at 25. After graduation, i will be about 21. If i can get into Uni, will take another 2yrs, by then, i'll be 23. In Uni, will look for an eligible guy and probably choose him as my future boyfriend. Then, i'll be out in society when i'm 24. Have a love running for a coupld of years and there, i can get marry at 26.

Or, if i dun get into Uni, i'll be out in society when i'm 21. I'll then be able to find a bachelor who is rich and suave and dream for a while before deciding to get marry. Ermm... I guess i won't be able to earn my 1st million bucks like that. Heh HeH! Pray hard that my hubby got that million bucks account. Hee~

Being kind of practical with the criteria of a husband. Well, he can just be a plain guy with nothing. We can build wad we want together and earn our 1st million together too. Ultimately, a guy who loves me more than i love him. Not realistic? Well, that's wad i think, wad i want, do hope it will come true. (:

Well, love doesn't comes by everyday... Love ain't easy if it is not right. Love, wad a marvellous word...

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor, that leaves ur soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, and endless it can be. I say love, it is a flower, and you, is only seed. It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance. It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes the chance. It's the one, who won't be taken, who cannot seem to get. And the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live... -The Rose-

Well, that wraps up my blog for today...

Ciao!

Weekend ended

Let me begin with yesterday. I think my internal alarm is well set at around 7plus am. I woke up at 7plus yesterday and was wondering whether there was school or not. HAHA!!! Then, i woke up again at 9am. I was like, "OMG, not again." Hee~ Anyway, finally, cannot stand the waking up, i got up at 10.30am. So CoOLL!!! Hee~

Wanted to start doing some homework but hee, the Discoovery channel caught my attention. It was bout a ship called, Canada... It sunk. Something like that. Watched till 11plus. Dearr haven't sms me so i figured she was still sleeping. Went to bath and all, then started to do Excel. That's when she kind of smsed me.

So we met at around 2.45pm. And i was pretty pissed with my hair.. Well, went on out.

Reached hotel, there were so shocked with both of our hairs... HAHA!!! A big change i guess. Well, it was a good thing some of them said it looks nice... Relieved... BUT BUT!!! HONEY was like, "SHIT!" when he saw the both of us from far... HAHA!!! BUT nVm... I DUn care!

After many many talkings and chattings, we went to Subway for the 1st meal after her $3 Chicken. Then, we went to the toilet at B1, hee~ We went to shop around then. Wisma, Taka, then fareast... All the way till the sky turns dark. Dun even know wad we were shopping bout. K, black pants, didn't get that. Bought a S&K's Tee, with Dearr... hee~ Anyway, dearr was looking for RING but cannot find one. We took Pics together again... Cute as ever.

Ate a lot that day... Chicken, Subway, KFC, Laksa... Heh HeH! My feet were hurting very much...

Anyway, reached home and was almost dying.. Helped mama Massage and then massaged myself... Then, sleep.

Woke up at 12pm sharp this afternoon and the 1st sms i saw was, " I Love you Darl Darl..." HAHa!!! So sweet right, the first thing u saw in the morning is such a sweet sweet thing. Dear, Aiai, LAo Gong, when will i received one from u all?? Hee~

Then, makan makan lunCh, then began started sending surveys to friends to help me do.

Completed Excel at around 5plus.

Then, shitted.

Rushed out of my house at 6pm.

Met up with Darl who now is my girlfriend and helped him DL-ed games for her Jie. And ya, we talked crap again. Hee~ Always...

He sent me home and it was pouring. GoSh... I bet it's gonna be a great night sleep.

A few times, his phone rang and i kept insisting it was his girlfriend... Very funny the way he reacted. Cute Ok!!! To play this sort of thing. Well, but there will always be a time when we odd to be serious.. I dunno how though. :)

Came home and here i am, blogging. I think i did wad i should already... So ya, I hope so lah... Haven't do tutorials though... Hee~ Gotta stay tml for FABM project. Yup...

K, i'll end here...

Loves...

The first sight I see when I open my eyes, was your loving words, bringing me far far away... The touch you gave, caught me by surprise yet it came on time... The smile you showed tells me something that I don't wanna know... The look you gave, I can't take it anymore... The love we had, does not exist anymore... Is that right? Or are we deceiving ourselves more? Or was that just a wishful thought? Maybe... Who knows? Still, I am looking at you smiling but my world goes on without you... No matter where it goes, I believe you'll still be there, be it a lover or a friend... Love you...

Step Up...

GoSh... A very long day today...

Rushed to school, do 3 roleplays and so many brain cells dieded... Well, it was fun to a certain extend.

After school, met Ping Hong and Hun, decided to have dinner together and go walk walk...

Went home, put stuff down and went out. Hun took a long time to appear... Cannot stand it.

Reached Lot 1, were shopping for clothes, THEIR CLOTHES! I'm broke, can't shop, was their fashion consultant for a minute...

Then, Uting and Ming appeared, went to buy tix and watched STEP UP...

The music makes u wanna move, the lead actor is just too cool.. The dance steps can blow ur mind off in an instant... Gosh... In love with it so much...

So now, i'm tired... Gonna sleep already... Loves...

I want it the way you imagined it...

The girl whose hair is so long is crazy this morning... She was sitting opposite me. Then, suddenly she sent me an sms and said, "Apple, look at me leh, i wanna smile to you" I was like, "........................." HAHA!!! And she is none other than Tricia Tay... Heh HeH!

Nothing much happened in school today lah... Just learning and learning...

Went to library with Darl just now, he needs to borrow books... No idea why...

Felt like cutting hair. Cut it... But it's so ugly... Hai... Dun talk to me when u see me le lah... Feel so ugly... I'm gonna wait till it gets long again.. Feel like dying with this hair... Hai... UGLY... ArGH... Hai... Forget it, cut le, wait for it to grow bah...

Dearr, your chinese really cannot make it lah, i nearly cannot understand ur reply.

AiAi, i LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Sister, if u r reading, not gonna go Badminton on Saturday le...

It's sian... My haIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forget it...

Boring...

Who knows wad? This week had been really tiring for some reason, have absolutely no idea why...

Early in the morning, went for FABM lecture, so boring... She didn't really teach much, just looking at the seniors do their presentation. Then, had 3hours break. Went to Alumni to eat. Then went to library to kun... We all fell asleep lah...

Woke up, walked to blk72 for POA tutorial. Had POA tutorial 2 days in a roll... GoSh... Alright lah, tutorial ended at 4pm. Deaar told me she cut her hair... OMG! K, i just saw the pics, looks alright...

Tempted to cut mine too coz it's very irritating at the shoulder. Maybe i should just put on my cap and go school or just tie it up... Will see how... So sian...

Anyway, after school, i dragged my feet back home again... So tired...

Reached home, had dinner, bathed and rest. HA!!! Was going through the MAEC tut just now and i realised i scribbled my answers down le.. So, didn't do much.

Dearr called and chatted a bit.

Ooo... Lao Gong smsed and said he loves me last night, SO TOUCHED!!!! HAHA!!! Very Cute wor... LoVe u Too Lao GOng... PlUs DEAR!!!

Well, thinking should i skip WCOM tml not... Hai... Tiring... Can't wait for the weekend to come...

Shall end here... NiGHtS!

正在寻找那曾有过的一切...

Tuesday?

Couldn't get up this morning and decided to skip BCA lecture. However, i was still in the state of drowsiness even when i slept for an hour more... Was so tiring...

So BCA TUT/WKSHOP began and we were pretty much slacking away. Didn't really get down to business in anyway. I did tried to ask them wad are we supposed to do but their reply was, u know... HA! So i blogged some pics on bout fine dining at chijmes and my korean boyfriend... Hai... So disappointed bout the korean boyfriend though.

So, around 1pm, we were dismissed, went to Alumni for lunch, had Seafood hor fun, not bad wor but the pepper got no taste, so weird.

Went for POA make-up after that... Was dozing off in class lah, quite a few of us were all dozing off... Too tired, no mood.

Finally lesson over. Walked towards lift and suddenly 2 things happened at the same time. Jiawen opened the door and Yee Shan dashed towards the lift and Jiawen was like, "OUCH!" And i thought out of nothing Yee Shan pushed Jiawen to the door and she hit the door but it was JIawen who kind of lost control and ran into the door. SO FUNNY! HAHA!!! We were laughing like crazy lah...

Then, went to take bus, was lucky again, 61 came and i ran towards it. Hee~ Reached home, drank some milo and went to take a nap for an hour. Gosh... Almost couldn't wake up...

7plus pm, went to MAc to do POA. Completed an entry of Journal at MAc too then decided to go home at 9.10pm.

So, i'm still left with MAEC. GoSh... ANother MAc day tml? We'll see...

Must really be careful bout the amount of sleeps i'm getting, so scary to fall asleep and dunnoe what's going on around.

I haven't call gombak sports complex coz i wanna go play badminton this weekend, should call tml or something.

Gosh... Damn tired...

Deaarr sent me an sms today and i laughed my head off... Her chinese sort of like, cannot make it... Deaarr, read more chinese papers lah...

Ting smsed me too.. She said she loves me... I know that...

So Lao Gong, when will u sms me and say u love me? HUH? HUH? HAHA!!! So demanding...

Did some research on the cuisine to do... Hee~ Find it not bad...

I am really thirsty now... Gonna drink water and sleep le.. another 9am class tml..

Ciao...

在你梦里的我是如何的？是否与现实是一样的？

PiCtures....

This is ME......... APPLE...... PING........














Fine Dining Workshop

The wines we had... Superb...














My TiraMisu... Look at the caramel, taste Yummy... Chijmes...














My FilleT... Chijmes style... DeliciouS...














After Carlton, on the way to OHS. Grafitti...














So cool right? Wah... How i wish i have that at home...














Korea

Most expensive teddies in the world... LV bears... CuTe...














My failed Korean Boyfriend... So disappointed... Hai...
















It's nice to have pics on my Blog... Many many style... A gazillion of sensations... HA!

A long fulfilling day...

HAHA!!! It was a bad beginning today. Really tired from everything that happened during the past weekend and my morning till afternoon sux a lot.

Began the morning feeling really sleepy. The alarm rang at 7am, i woke up but fell asleep. Rang every other 5min after that but i fell back to sleep. Woke up at 7.30am, but fell back to dreamland and finally got up at 7.55am. So, i rushed like hell out of my house. HAHA! That's wad i get for sleeping in.

WCOM tutorial started and my mind kept ston-ing away. HA! And Joan was really weird this morning... Not like herself. We did the Minutes thingy and ya, sounds so funny to call in Minutes... Heh HeH! Well, got it done and ya, went off to buy some food and on to MAEC lecture.

I was kind of dozing off bit by bit so i tried hard to jot things down so when i look through, at least i can understand. End of Lecture, went to get my contacts... Hee~ Sky BlUe... Pretty...

Then, off we went, back home. On the bus, Darl suddenly smsed, got a shock coz i thought he is OFf... But well, obviously, he wasn't. As usual, talked a little and ya.

So angry with the Deposit machine, so many days i still haven't deposited my cash... GoSh... SO mad... Well, went back to rest after that.

The cookies i got from Edith are SupERb! GoSh... So tasty... Haven't tasted such normal yet delicious thing for so long... Have i eaten too much hotel's pastries that i forgot wad normal cookies taste like? HA! Kidding...

I took a nap on my sofa and before i knew it, it's 3pm. Packed and off to school again. This time round, to discuss LMS, IAC... Getting on my nerves sometimes but hai... Still need to do...

Meeting over, i went back home. I stoned all the way back again... Very tired... Was basically staring into the thin air and thinking nothing.

So, i kind of decided to do BCA myself since it requires so much, finished the practice and i finally decided to go Lawrence's chalet coz afterall, it's been so long since we last saw each other and it is his BD... So went down and i went to the wrong chalet... Cannot stand it... So luan... In the end, Benson gotta come fetch me... I nearly dieded on his bike... Like hello, haven't been on such a big bike b4 and he was going so low at the curb, scared me and as always, helmets fight. HAHA!

Reached, wished my dear LAW LAW Happy birthday... Hee~ He saw me and got a slight shock due to my hair and eyes. He leaned so close to my face and looked at me and said, "WAhh... Grow up liao ar..." Then Skinny was like ," wAD? Wad grow up?!" HAHA!!! Still as funny as before. Those were the type of things that i felt back then in OHS... Always laughing even when i'm down... Well, those were the days. Anyway, i sat down and started eating coz i was hungry.. Hee~ Then one of his friends came, Tracy who dun really know anyone there so i was trying to make her talk talk a bit and offer her this and that when i'm not the host. Weird huh? Hee~ SHe didn't talk much though. Haha! Then, many many pple came and i know none of them so i kind of like sat aside and stared at Skinny... Hee~ then, decided to leave since i dunnoe wad to do there besides munching on chicken wings. Hee~ Ya, bid bye to BD boy and left with skinny. He walked me out and asked me a question which i thought he shouldn't know but well, who knows news can travel so far... HAHA!!!

Ok, somethin very coincidental happened, we saw aunty yim... Eh... Like hello, downtown east? Aunty yim? very not link... HAHA!!!! But kind of just walk away...

Reached home and finished my Excel F... Hai.. Stucked at G... Dunnoe wad to do lah...

To wrap up the day, initial part was blue, later part was great. I thought it's gonna be a real bad monday but it turns out alright. If i kind of look back, i did many things today. YUp...And i didn't know i can do so much a day.. But i still didin't touch my tut.. Need to do tml.. Hai...

Well, here's for my sister... No matter what happens, the sun will always shine... Look to the direction where it will appear and hope will forever be glowing. Even if there is a storm, do rmb, i am always there to be that shelter, maybe not that big to cover you but at least be there for you as a company, a friend and a sister... :)

Oooo... By the way, i have a lao gong, he is Andy Chua... He also happens to be Dear's Boyfriend and Xueting's Scandal... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The departure of a certain place brings too much memories back... Whenever you see them again, those images just kept playing and you would smile unknowingly but those were the days which differ from now. It can be at the same place but with different people. It is so disheartening to see it now... I do miss what was there before but like I always tell myself, things move on... They always do, even if you don't...

Somebody sent this to me today and I find it very meaningful, so i'm gonna share with you...
有个小岛住着很多感觉。 一天,岛沉了，感觉都坐船离开，只剩下爱没离开。其它感觉都不愿载爱， 只有时间肯载爱。为什么？ 因为只有时间才能证明爱的存在...

So many things

Dun like the feeling of not blogging for the past few days... Last few days were so exhausting, i worked 3 days in a roll, including 2 school days, kind of regretted doing so.

Had my grooming workshop on Wednesday. It was nice learning wad we've learnt but in some ways, it is not a whole package thing. She kind of roughly went through certain things like, posture, sitting, and how to come a neat hair, really briefly. The focal point was on face care and making up. So fun... Through the class, i've learnt that i got a healthy skin and round face. Supposed to have only short hair but well, i had my long, it was pretty... HAHA!! BhB... Anyway, then she went on saying bout our eyebrows... Hee~ Felt flattered coz she said i got nice eyebrows, so proud of myself, coz i trimmed them... So, any customer? hee~ Eh... Making up, nice playing wih cosmetics... Actually wad she had taught were known to me, i just didn't wanna use it. Hee~ So, worth the $25, average i guess.

So, went back really late that night, couldn't stand still. Honey called me to help him on Thurs coz the coordinator got something on. Ok, so i agreed since it wasn't servicing.

I skipped lecture so i dun have to rush so badly. Went back to batok, then to VK, then passed darl his ASUS P525 info and kind of asked a favour... Hee~ After that, rushed off... Was raining heavily and i was freezing in my bus, shivering... It was a good thing that the rain at Orchard was subsiding. So, walked into hotel, changed up and went up to help Xueni with her slotting and cutting menu then with the floor plan. Spotted terry sleeping in the Conference centre... HAhA! After that, went to usher for YIHUA! Gosh... 8plus, went down and started doing the assignment thingy... Eyes were on the Desktop for the rest of the night, my eyes nearly dieded. And i was basically typing everything that they needed. Heh Heh... In the midst of typing, Darl asked me to call whether i can talk not, so called to chit chat, so inconvenient without ear piece.
Talked some craps as usual and kind of find it funny... It's good i guess... No barriers but there were embarrassing moments when we reached u know wad topics... HAH! I miss chatting with him, always fun to. Hung up when he reached Custom.

Next day, i couldn't make it... Skipped LMS and slept all the way till 1pm... Bathed, took my lappy and went to MAc to do SAM e-learning. 44qns took me 1hour plus... Eyes dieded again. This time round, my whole body felt jelly... Like wad the hell is going on? Hai... Walked to VK to get my pins coz i left it there the day b4... Darl was cute...

Took bus to Dover, waited for Sister to appear. And i met Elaine... She asked, "Y are u here?" I said, "To go toilet" HAHHAA!!! We were both laughing like crazy...

So, all the way to City Hall, ting and i were talking bout many many things... Many things...

Reached City hall and met Andy and Dear. Walked to Carlton and it started raining, BIG! K, dun wanna say much bout there coz ya, it's a hotel afterall... The only thing i can say is that, it is a place that differ too much from OHS... Very much... Not used to it, dun like it... So, it is the first and pretty much the last.

Saturday morning, woke up really early to go chijmes... GoSh... It's beautiful. Like it... But the morning was tiring. Met Astley after that and he was complaining bout our school going so early then he had to do turnover... HAHA!!! Miss Ng thought something happened and y was i talking to a guy from there. HAHA!!! Nono, ex-colleuge. And heard some stuff from him... Hee~

Went to city link's giodano and bought some clothes hastily coz i dun wanna wear the formal thingy, $80... GoSh... No cash to spend liao le.

Anyway, last night at OHS kind of sucks a bit. I was so tired, so not in the mood to work. Imagine having to work with so many newbies. Hai... Well, i swallowed, complained and tears were at my eyes but the night went by. Last night, last time, sprayed my whole head just for them. Looked at the fuking face of Yihua who tried to pick on the friends i brought in and see the coordinator made me mad, plus Yusoff's making fun, not in the mood, am pissed. I guess that is the last.

And ending for a long while.

Ok, i slept like nuts after reaching home from Newton last night. 2pm i woke up, felt damn tired. Wanted to go get my lappy but i dozed off on my bed, woke up, it was 6pm, and Darl said he would send it to me... HA! ma fan Him le...

Wanted to go play badminton but well, too tired to. Didn't do a lot of things... Ha! I am just too tired.

Not gonna work for a while, i'll have sufficient time now.

Loves, Ai Ping.

You asked me so much yet my response stays still... Have you ever thought why? Or how? Have you ever wonder about me, or kind of just think? I don't know how much you know or how much you don't, are u just acting oblivious? Not feeling a bit of my words? I'm just dragging on...

Sian...

No school today but i felt like going out to do something. Didn't go K box that George organised coz there were too many things to do.

Stayed at home and slacked quite a bit and completed POA. Then, smsed Aiai. Told her can go see shoes with her then need to go Mac and do hw...

So, met up with her but she was half an hour late... -_-" Coz of her Mr Wai... Heh Heh! Doesn't matter, went on to walk around WM and see her shoes. Hai... I saw a nice heels... HA! Doubt there'll be any occasion that i can wear... After that, went to Mac and have our dinner.

Haven't gone to that Mac for a while to have dinner le and it felt kind of distant coz last few months, i was a regular of it. Well! Hee~ Then, talked to Aiai bout some OHS thingy and some Darl thingy. Sister came a while later.

AiAi ate one last Mentos before she left. Hee~ Love HeR too...

So i continued with my homework and Sister continued with her study. For the next hour or so, i completed MAEC, besides the website qn, finished my FABM tut and roughly half of next week's MAEC's tut.. Yup... Wanted to do POA's classwork but was thinking, the lecture want us to do in class so ya, leave it to tml.

9.30pm, ting and i went to WM, i wanted to buy Sushi to makan but too bad, it was empty. Met Kailing and ting's jie there. Heh heH! Kailing looks different in wad she's in. Hee~ Different feel from the coach i knew.

Walk around Shop N save and bought seaweed, after that, i'm here. HA!!

I realised Darl trimmed off a lot of my top hair... How to tie properly? Hai... Look so qi guai, dunnoe how to handle... So chaM... He is weird today again... But well, he's always so.

A very long day tomorrow... Dunnoe how to survive... 9am to 8pm...Almost 12 hours... GoSh... Must drink coffee tml morning... Must rmb...

Is my last para always chim? Maybe i should make it simpler...

Just want a simple something from a simple person. Nothing irregular, just a simple love, and a simple person to hug... Is that simple enough? That's all I ask...

All around me...

Ping Hong And I...

Everyone you can know...

Dear and I

We're CuTe...

It's ALL HER!!!!!!!!

Again...

昨晚想了很多事，那些事似乎一直环绕着我，但我却没有好好地真正想过... 没有一刻，我有用心想。 至从那时，我完完全全地停止了一切想像...

很想告诉你我在想什么，很想说出不该说的话，这段时间，有点累... 已经不知道我们之间到底是什么，也不明了你说的话是否所实... 可以在我耳边说吗？

笑容已不再灿烂，心里已渐渐忘记，不过，回忆依然有如坏掉的录音机，不断地跳针，一直让我想起你这个不完美的男人...

Will there be a day when you are totally out of my life? A day when i no longer depend on you for my smiles? You asked me why don't i just leave? But i would like to know, why don't you just leave? Y kept coming when you know, no ending can surface?

I am really tired dragging myself so far... But there is no doubt that the feeling is there... Still there, blooming like ever before. Tears no longer come, not because they dun want to but because i stop them from coming... Just like i did for the love...

Participation in your life takes too much off of me, but something at the back of my head kept telling me not to let go... Y am I so foolish when I odd to be wise? Y must I carry hope when no more exists? But u came by and said, hope bears flame at the very sight of you...

Cupid came at the wrong time, the wrong moment... When the time is right, cupid ain't there, i think cupid shot the wrong arrow on the wrong people... Cupid, you made a mistake, did you? If not, this wouldn't have been so hard...

Wishing to be in your arms once more... Silently... With no strings attached at all... Can that be true?

Why is your love such a fleet? Why isn't it clear at all?

那纯纯的爱, 还在吗?

Feel so tired now... Wanted to cut hair, waited for 4 long long hours b4 it was my turn... It's not like i went there to rebond hair...

I'm not really in a good mood now, dun really know why. Feels fuK... After reading Andy's blog, really feel like killing pple from OHS. Like stop making use of pple only when u need them. How many pple must u all make them feel this way. Not many are so willing to work under such pressures and get those ass scoldings for no reason. Look how practical can the world be? When u need help, "i beg you", when u dun need help, "who the hell are you?" U know wad, Fuk off with this kind of thing, let's just wait till one day when they need us all and we refuse to go... So fed up even when i'm not there.

Hai... AIai just told me Honey asked Xiuying to be the coordinator. I find it kind of weird coz Xiuying only got 2 months, what's the use of having her there for 2months only? Probably can help him stand in for a short while. I dun understand. Sometimes, he didn't really think well too. Y make someone feel so attach to a place he/she won't be in for long? It would only distract him/her when school reopen and he/she cannot concentrate. For XY's case, she won't be able to concentrate for her O's next year. Like i said, only thinks bout themselves and not others... Selfish.... Way too selfish... Hai... Feel so disgusted for a place that i've given so much respect for... Saddening to see how things change when that pillar was removed only a while ago... Such tragedy.

Got so pissed helping pple to book for work also. Dunnoe which coordinator is in charge of what. Everytime call office, no one picks up. Dun wanna call their hp coz it is not nice, coz hp, their private stuff, y bother with it... Experienced that, that's y dun wanna do that. So? How? Maybe i should just stop doing this kind of extra things. I dun really get any benefits from it. Sometimes, even got blamed for it. To hell it goes...

After this week, i'm gonna leave everything to themselves. I think the hotel got no lack of staff now, so i shall stop troubling myself to bringing pple in. Waste of my own time and money. Any repayment? MAny unanswered calls. PISSED!!!

I just wanna go back to my good old days as a student, not worrying anything but books, friends and life. That's it, without work, i can have more time for studies... Let me complete my 40hours!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, i trimmed my hair finally after 4 long hours of wait and the shop was almost empty by then... So tiring k... But got a ride back... HA! That's good enough le... O... I helped MAd sweep the floor. Both of them were so tired... The people just kept coming, none stop, kind of scary... If u think about it, if that happens everyday, they're gonna die... And i overheard MAd sayin that they earned more than $1600 just now... I was like, waHHHH!!!! And i gave both of them some massage... Poor thing...

Sounds weird, but MAD plays badminton... HAHa!!! And i was telling him, ASK ME TO GO! HAHA!! HEh HeH! See next Sun how, go play, that is if, i am fit enough to... Hai... School, so tiring...

Well, i think i am gonna be damn busy again...

Good night pple, time for me to turn in...

Whenever you touch me, I can't help but remember the past... I am pretty lost at the moment, very tired from all the battles... Torn by the shadows of you, gripped by a lock unknown... How can I break free and be away from all... Find a paradise for me to heal... Where can that be? Where can that possibly be? Dragging on...

Uting's BBQ

WoAhhh... Reallt tired after yesterday. gOSh... Went out of my house at 3pm, rushed to deposit cash, then rushed to WM to get something pretty for Uting and Si En... HA! i got chocolates for both though. Anyway, they love to eat... Then, rushed to lot 1. So rush...

Met up with Uting and Ming Son, and went to get some soft drinks and tidbits, walked to her place.

BBQ started with no one who knows how to start fire. Ming son was struggling to keep the fire going then after he ran off. I was like, Hello, i've never done this b4... I only stood beside and fan. With nobody the help and it was getting late, i decided to just try my luck. Crap... Started with a few charcoals then the fire started, charcoal started burning brightly, that's when i put more charcoal and more starters. HAHA!!!! Crap... Yulianto and his friend came and they helped me too... HAHA! After very long, the charcoals were steaming hot... Pretty... Hai... I got a bit pissed with Uting's "relatives" in the midst, basically, they just kept coming and ask, "Hao le MAh?!" Then kept complaining the fire not working... Ass... If they know, they come and make lah, i m not from NP nor brownies, how to start fire? Anyway start got fire very good liao le... Hai... After a while, i gave up bbqing... Stopped, sat down, drink water... Dehydrated...

Anyway, after that i didn't touched the pit much le... Kind of just sat and talk to old friends... Hee~

Oooo!!! After the cutting cake, it was really funny, i took cream and put on Uting's, Hun's, Fish's, Trish's and Ming's face... After that, the chased me like siao lah... HAHA!!! I was running and my jeans was falling off!!!! OMG!!!! They had a hard time catching me, and i got a hard time running away from them. In the end, i gave up and my face was full of chocolate... yuCks... That's the price to pay for being funny...

BBQ ended, everyone left except our sec school pals. We started to help Uting finished the last bit of food left on the pit and ya, we finished them. Ah HAHAHA!!! Cleaned up the mess and left for Alif where Kok Hong, Wei Yi and Silong were...

Sat there and chat a bit here and there and Uting was Drunk again. Heh HeH!!! She went to my house to stay. Hee~ She asked me a very crap qn, because she was sleeping on the floor, she asked, "Ping, wad if i turn around and saw somebody staring at me through?" I was like, "HUH?! then assumed that it's me... HAHA!!!" funnY... Anyway, we turned in at around 3plus. Woke up just now and went for breakfast with Ming.

Now, i'm home, wating for time to pass, then go and meet Deaarr.... Cut hair... My hair is getting on my nerves these few days... So big... So ugly... ArGhh... That's the trouble of short hair, when it started getting real thick, u can feel it... GoSh...

Well, the BBQ was alright and it marks Uting's growth to the age of 18 but it wasn't exactly yesterday... Next Wed... Good for her... Happy that she found someone she can like... All the bEst my girl...

K, my arm is hurting from yesterday... Ass... Still got lots of stuff to do... Well, later tonight i guess... YEAH!

GonNA bath....

On my date.... HA!

Heh HeH... Woke up early at 8.55am even though my class starts at 1pm. Went to school early for LMS project discussion. Hai... Quite angry initialy, meeting time was 10am, everyone were late... Thought i am the latest, the rest were later.. I sat at the atrium and STONE...

Anyway, they came around 11am, went to library, booked a room and started discussing. It was a pleasant one... At least we did wad we are supposed to, no slackers at that point. Discussion ended at 12.55pm, almost everything done... HAPPY...

Started feeling tired during LMS, after touching up on the stuff, i kind of just rot away... Heh heH!!! 3pm, IAC... Hai... It was fun lah, the guy was funny, entertaining and finished the assignment within a short while. Dismissed at 4.55pm.

Smsed Bt kor and went to the toilet. Waited for him till 5plus... As usual, stone in canteen. Saw his colourful helmet but he went all the way up the slope... HA!

So, we went to VIVO for a movie... Got a bit pissed with VIVO coz everything like so messed up and can't seem to get out of the maze. HAHA!!! Anyway, the theatre was normal i think... Nothing special... Heh heH! Sinking of Japan is a not bad movie, not as bad as what my friends said. There were a few points when i kind of dozed off, coz i was really tired... Heh HeH!!! Not coz the movie is boring... Serious...

Then, KOr acted secretive, refused to tell me where he wanna bring me for dinner... CrAZyy.... So blindly went with him. Went to Carlton to park his bike... GoSh... And ya, Andy, it's CArlton hotel... HAHA!!! Then went to eat Yu Pian Mee Fen, tell u, i addicted liao le lah... HAHA!!! And we were talking bout "back then"... HeH hEh! So funny ar... DeaarRrr....

Anyway, after dinner, he sent me back... Kind of freaked a little when he sped... K, i dunno whether that was speeding not, but feels like speeding to me... Kind of scary... Said BYE and go home bATH!!!

Wah... I feel like sleeping now but then dun feel like sleeping... SiAo! Heh hEh!!!

It's Uting's BBQ tml... Still gotta go get her present and all... AHhhh...

Finally, the week kind of calmed down a little. Beginning of this week, i dieded... Heh HEH! Good thing am able to revive. Well, i guess i need some balance in life. Yeah...

Should find a new blogskin le... Getting really plain...

Just too deep to understand... Just how can I wake up?

Feeling so Weird nowadays...

Many things happened today!

There's a lot of worms near Canteen 3... Freaking scary lah... Jiawen and I were screamin and shouting at the sights of those black worms... They're everywhere! So disgusting u know... My hair were raising every single time. GoSh..

Then, after MAEC tut, went to OHS, the cashier was so dao.... SO angry... Everytime take pay must see that sort of face. Crap... Got my pay, went to Office find XUeni.. Then gave her all the names of friends and the numbers and wadever necessary thingy and Terry was asking me bout MOS thing... Hai... I doubt will be going le... Nobody seems interested... Must tell terry later... Hai...

Just now, i washed hair for Darl... HAHA!!! Went there to send him his songs, then the 3 of them werer busy with each other's hair. Then while Shikin was doing other's hair, Darl asked her to wash but she was busy, he looked at me and ask me to wash and since no harm, i washed his hair... SO funny k... scratching other people's head feels weird. But was fun playing ShAmPoo Mei... After washing off, i saw the colour, crazy lah, ask me wanna make that colour not, i look at it and went, OMG.... It's green... Not my colour... BlEh... Left after that...

Ehh.... Dozed off a little on my settee then 2kor came back, kind of complaining that he was hungry so i got up and cooked pasta for him... He said it's nice... So happy... After the much failure fillet the other day that deaarr and i cooked, this is a comeback that i made to please my brother. K, Deaarr and darl, next time u all come, i cook pasta, taste better, no raw one... Hee! Then i'll do the western 4 courses... HAHA!!!

Anyway, i slacked the rest of the night... The best night so far...

Tian Cheng called and i'm going to Ritz to work... AH hAHAhAHA!!! So happy... Different environment to try out.

Ooo... Forgot to mention, walked to bus stop with Andy Chua just now after i left OHS... Waited for bus together and my bus came 1st so i said BYE!!!

DeaArr is such a pig...

Tml, i got secret date... Shh... Wait for pple to spot me and him then act embarrass... AH HAHAHA !!!!

YaYa... Somebody miss me... Somebody i didn't expect. HAHA!! Feel so funny...

OOo!!! IT'S EDITH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY 17TH EDITH!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE U LIKE THE NARUTO!!!! LoVes....

Sometimes when I ponder over everything, it seems like a dream... If only things can get better... Between u and I, can we be the same again? Maybe not... Caught in dilemma coz of you...

Funny things yet it was serious...

I really fell asleep on the table just now... It was a great 20min nap. No dreams though... HAHA!!!

POA tutorial was pretty good. At least i understand everything after all the explanation, it wasn't as difficult but really gotta read carefully.

Anyway, tut ended and it was raining heavily and the damn bus took so long to arrived and it was so packed, having a great headache by then.

Reached interchange and i was waiting for Yuting and Qiang to reply me whether to go dinner not, then all of a sudden, i rmbed it is wed and lao ma is at home! So i was like, OMG! Called home and mama said she is sick, not cooking so i gotta buy myself. Heh HeH!

While walking to the coffeshop, went pass VK and the siao lang shouted at me. I was like on the phone with my ma! Anyway, i went to buy fish Porridge so mama can eat also. Went back and Darl took my lappy and said, "We got a lot of viless" HAhA!!! Guess wad is that... HAha! It's VIRUS!!! I kept hearing viless, wireless or wadever less... In the end it was Virus... Heh HeH! Well, at least he learns. K, he just wanted to crap with me so ask me to go there, crazy. I was having a bad headache so i didn't entertain much and left. I did apologized for my cold reaction.

Anyway, reached home and kind of sat there and died... Then, my head was really killing me so i kind of lay down and rest and slept fot an hour... Before i fell asleep was talking crap with Darl through sms.

Woke up and was very gong... Went to have a good bath from head to toe.

Slacked all the way till 9plus and i got my butt up to do some work.

Darl suddenly smsed me, asked me to help him find a song so i said alright will find. Dunnoe wad happen again, our convo gets a bit serious. I really dunnoe how to answer his qns. Simple, the way he phrased, answer could be simple and straight but i struggle a lot to come out with one ambigious answer so he won't get the wrong idea nor will i get the wrong idea.

Richard told me something bout new girlfriend and i laughed it off... Then Darl came asking bout all those... Conspiracy? Heh HeH! I dunnoe...

He made me smile again with all the words he said... Yet every single thing that he said made me fall deeper, wondering where are all these heading to... Does he really mean what he says? Can I trust him? Can he be him again? Is he truthful this time round? Dreaming dreams that are too perilous... Pacing towards an unthinkable end... Still seeking possibilities within the impossibles... Foolish me, in a foolish world, still believing in a foolish love... Love of my life... Unbearable...

In school... feeling bored...

I'm in school now... I am really tired, and i really dunnoe why. Is this a normal thing? Like go to school and u'll definitly feel tired? Gosh... I can't stand this... I really wanna sleep well on Friday.

Had so much to do for BCA but good enough, we've got things done 3/4. I'm glad although the group ain't full.

Well, more to come, i haven't done anything for LMS and IAC. Do hope it's alright.

Cannot tahan all these.

I just rmbed Richard told me the other time that he's going to Korea on Nov2 which just so happens to be tomorrow. So cool right? He is so rich, always going overseas with his lao po. Ah... Envious... So i smsed him just now to wish him Bon voyage and to rmb my Korean boyfriend gift. HAHA!!!! I was being lame.

Called and chatted with Dear last night and ya, many many things to complain and laugh about. SHe's my dear, i love her.

I dunnoe how to survive later's POA tut, i'm already feeling tired now. Many Many things to do.. SO angry...

O... There's no WCOM lecture tomorrow. So i can go by 2pm but i gotta go OHS again to take my pay. Gosh... Wad a hassle...

Well, many things to reflect on, many things to wonder, i dun understand too much and there are just too many things to see. I havey yet to venture out of the little red dot nor have i started contributing to it. When will be the day when i can live at another city, feel another feeling. When?

When will i find a man who is as charming as Brad Pitt, when will i have my first little baby? O... I would love a huskey too... When?

When can i live by myself and feel unrestricted, when can i do things like an adult can?

Just when?

QUite dreaming...

Well, i'm gonna take a nap b4 class starts at 2pm.

Loves...

MoVe MoVe mOve

Woke up very late this morning. I had no idea why. Felt really tired in my head and my mind just ain't working well. Something must be wrong with my body system, i need to be more health conscious. I may just die suddenly. Rmb? The concussion sleep?

It was a pleasant day today, the rain made the sky clear and the air blend in so well in my lungs and i am just happy that the haze ain't that annoying anymore.

Made a trip to OHS today but the damn cashier weren't around. Couldn't take my pay. Maybe i'll go there again on thurs. So tiring... Brought Joan and YAzid along this times. Honey owes me $6 now... HA! Well, doesn't matter anyway.

He was being cute just now. I told him bout FABM attachment thingy and i said i work so need to sign, then he told me, "Honey, u not working, u are helping me." I was like, "Where is the difference?" He is so cute... Well, i guess burden on him is larger now... He seems so sian everytime i see him. But... He is still very cute... Heh heh

On the bus back to batok, i dozed off with my chin against my lappy cover. Woke up and my chin hurts. HeH HeH! Anyway, i dragged myself home, was really tired.

Reached home and slack, dozed off on the sette again.

Woke up and i began cracking my head to solve the POA qn. With Edith's help, i finally figured them out. Step By step, girl, step by step.

Around 7.15pm, rushed out to meet Ting. heh HeH! I gave her a Candy treat... It's Halloween in the US... So far, Dear, Darl, Richard, Joan and Jiawen got a candy treat from me. No one else gonna get it le, coz halloween is gonna be over soon.

Then we walked round WM looking for stuff. She was looking for tops, pants, nail polish and handphone accessaries, but she got none... Isn't she marvellous? Ha! In the end, she bought Popiah and Rojak... No link...

I got my FAN and went back home. Finished eating and started slacking in front of the TV watching True Story... Somebody killed somebody, somebody got caught, somebody decided to turn over a new leaf and now somebody is showing somebody gratitude. Isn't that good? Should have more of these people. Learn from your own mistakes.

Then, i started typing the journals for FABM. 2 journals... Not bad ar... After writing the journals, kind of reminded me of LAu. HA.. U know, he is always o particular bout grooming. Never fails to catch my frindge during important events. Missing him already.

Hai...

Sometimes, i hate doing certain things but i know they are good. Wad the hell!

I think there is something wrong with my father. He kept asking me whether i got school not when i told him many times that i've started school. He suddenly asked me dun be afraid. I think he is drunk or something...

I have been missing a lot of our past... What I used to hold...