Fun Fun Fun!!!!

ACtually i wanna sleep liao but if i dun blog now, tml, i dun think i can... U know, gonna be busy preparing for everything...

So, today started off with waking up at 9am, pple asking me bout different stuff... Then, fell back to sleep, and only woke up at 11... HAHA!!! Started bathing and went out... Bishan, Junction 8, man, it's been years since i went there, it has change a LOT! Very DoT DoT Dot lor, it's been so many years and i actually bumped into Ah Seng and Chua! WAd coincidence... WAh lao... Cannot stand... I bought a new bag.. Ok, it was on sale, and it caught my eyes, so i decided to get it.. Though i'm totally broke... Hee~ After that, we walked and walked and walked, until we finished the whole of the Junction. No one got any suggestions of where to go, and i was a bit pissed off... Actually wanted to go orchard de, but Yuting and I felt tired, so decided to turned back home, leaving Lengy and Yvonne to go Orchard...

Reached home, i cannot tahan liao, ji tao fell onto bed... 20min later, woke up, and went out again...

TYS late lor... Aiya, but he got a good reason for being late so i didn't really scold him... Gosh... I can't stand Ming Ming, i only called to ask bout where is Joey's house, he actually suan me for no reason, i was furious and ji tao kap the phone... HAHA! Attitude me huh!

At Joey's place, started helping to wrap the Sotong with Chili(lick fingers), then, wait for everything to start...

Eat Eat Eat until full then started watching tv, playing cards and TAKE PICS(Again)... Until Survivor was done, we went back... Wah... Danial earned quite a bit wor and he treated us Cabby... but of cos, it's coz bernice was around mah! HAHA!!!! K, dun suan them...

Back home, bathed, began to upload the pics... Wah lao... Eyes very pain niao...

Speaking of this, Ting said her work at the admin today strained her eyes... She sat in front of the com from 8am to the end... WaH!!! So cham...

Kk, tml work starts.... I'm having mix feelings... Though i went back to work the most and nothing's gonna really surprise me but then again, something will be different... Something....

Ciao for now! YaWn...

A night out...

Out in the evening... Waited for quite a long time... Hai... But nvm... Went to JP, met up with Audris... WaH... It has been a while... But she didn't talk much... tried to squeeze some words out of her but to no avail... HAHA!!! However, the company was ok bah...

K, we went to Lai LAi and Makan, then to Mac Cafe to drink Coffee and talk talk talk and also Take Pics... Was nice having them around coz they are as crazy... HAha! K, and one of the pic was damn funny... REALLY! Like LeSbian... (Hor Ling HUI?!) HAHA!!!! I'll wait for her to send me that pic and then post it up here... It's just so funny!

Decided to go home at bout 10plus bah.. Then on the MRT, we continue to be a little bit nuts... And started taking pics... HAHA! FUN!!!! I want another of this!!!!!!!!!!!! FASter! Make a TIME!!! HAHA!

Back home, a bit tired liao... Coffee not much use lah... hee~ Tml gonna go out again!!!! THEN STEAMBOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! K, i'm gonna enjoy AGAIN!!!!

Saturday start work liao... tell u something... I dun feel like going back, but then no $$... HAHA!!! Ok lah, still, i'm looking forward to working with Xueting again.. And also, with the Si en and TYS... GoSh!!! COME QUICKLY!!!!!!!!!!

Next week's 1st 3 days are already planned... If everything go smoothly, Monday to Sentosa, Tues night, YUkI yAki dinner, Wed, K-Box... Wah LAo... But gonna enjoy!!!!

ciAo!

OUT AGAIN!!!

People, I went out today... Nothing unusual right? I'm broke, nothing unusual right? See, the unusual thing is, i went to orchard with TYS and Si en... HAHA!!!! With Si en is alright... But with TYS... RAther weird... HEH! I found $20 in my drawer the other day while packing the stuff, but i spent it all away... HAHA!!!

Wad did i buy? Bought a jacket!!!!! A perfume for mama, bought a KFC meal and Mac meal, and walk around like nuts... Wanted to get a hat but sadly... couldn't find one...

Just now, while walking pass Marriott, got one guy came in front of me and said "Hey, the girl with the hat! Hi I do eyebrows for a living..." And of coz, politely, i said Hi and i took my hat off and let him see my brows, smile and walk away... HAHA!!!! Ok, he was very funny to say he "make eyebrows for a living" Ok, at least i'm not rude... I DID SMILE!!!!

OOO... And while shopping at Heeren, saw Melissa and Co... Mmm... While paying for stuff, i heard "APPLE!" And i'm like "HUH?" They're going back to work tml liao and Sasa started to crap.. And i'm like... "LALALAALA" HAHA!!!!

Haiyo... Yesterday and today, Chris called me twice to ask me to go work... Goshh... I straight away, " MAi LAh!" ANd he kept saying i got attitude, but I DUN! I merely say, "Dun wan lah..." Cos seriously, i just finish exam mah... Let me have the time of my life... Wanna PLAY 1st... Moreover, i promised to work whenever they need me after this week... REALLY! Unless there's some huge thing happening... Gosh... And i treat him MAc sia... And got scolded by Wee loon as a pighead... FuK! Wadever! Ok, so i quickly rushed out of the hotel after that, dun wanna see any other pple niao... HeH! Also, just to let TYS and En to have a look at the environment... YayA!

While walking out of the hotel, met Billy, then, Aunty Yim, then kelly... AND also, SKinny!!!! HAHA!!! So many pple... MuHahA!!! Familiar faces...

Wad else? I think i saw a not-famous artiste on the train.. HeH! Since she's not so famous, i didn't bother to say so much... HAHA!!! O YA! Speaking of train, i never squeeze in a train that way b4... Usually i'll just wait for another, but with Si en... Can't! So we squeezed like mad. And a few strands of my hair was caught in the doors... SoB Sob... It hurts...

Ok, so when work starts, there's gonna be lots of complaining to do.. Really... Cos different pple now... Guess the environment is gonna really different... For me... For ting, it will be EXTREMELY!!!! Hai... how? Not really excited to go back... Coz of certain stuff... Hai... I may just lost hope by the mention of "FOREIGN TALENTS"... And not just so, other "Stuff" As well..

Kk, haven't talk to Bt kor for a while liao... Where is he?! Guess he's busy... HAha!!! Ok, i'm going nuts again...

Oooo... I got something to tell everyone in our class... TYS GOT A HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!

That's it for tonight!

Ciao!

O LEVEL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna annouce to the world! AT LONG LAST, O LEVEL IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wad is better than screaming and shouting after the last paper?! HAHA! I didn't do that of cos, the others did, and the hall was filled with cheers! HAHA!!! I can't imagine i'm saying this but really, a few weeks ago, i was still burning midnight oil, mugging... Now, IT's SOSOSOSOSO over!!! Ok, everything will be history for now, i'll come back to reality 3 months from now... Hee~

The next few days will be lots of hanging out on the streets and malls! HeH HeH!

Now, back to today's paper... It was really a give-away paper, most are pretty easy but some needs thinking... HeH! This is a summary of it... HAhA!

From now on, i can set a peace of mind... And sleep as long as i want... LalALAlA!

1st, need to eat something, i'm hungry... HAHA!

D&T paper...

Ok.... It's a bit awkward here... Guess where am I?!

D&T paper over liao! As usual, its not very tough and not very easy... Hopefully i can get wad i want... Nothing much to comment bout the paper le...

WAh... Suddenly, this week seems very full... Tml, there will be Science p1, Wed, going to Orchard with TYS and Si En, then may be badminton session with the girls, thurs, going out with Hui and ting, Fri, SP and Joey's steamboat, Sat and Sun, WORK!!!!!!! WOOO!!!! WAD A WEEK! It's gonna be AWESOME!!!!

Ermm... There was a awkward moment today in school, dunnoe y.. Feel very cold between Fish and me, and Ting... HAhA! Weird... HAi... So it's like that... Things have been weird...

Anyway, a bit tired now coz woke up early to study... LAter gonna study again... Well, waiting for TML to come... An ending to studying but a beginning to partying! WAKAKAKA!

Hao... That's bout it... Ciao!

That day... Gosh...

We really love toilets... HAHA!!!!

We love toilets!

Huge huggies!

My favourite!

Ermmm.... So pink and Blue...

That day... Cute...

I dunnoe wad topic to put...

Ermm... I should consider myself to be quite "guai" liao lor... heH! i did quite a few topics of MCQ for physics, but leh, there are 21 TOPICS!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! And not to forget, there's Chemistry AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! HeH! Aiya... No point complaining right? Need to get my brain working real soon and tml is D&T paper! It's in the afternoon! HeH! So i still got the morning to mug a little...

Last night, i was watching "I am Sam"... This movie is awesome... I wanted to watch it when it came out in the cinema back then but no one was interested, so i'm glad it came out on TV... Sean Penn was so GOOD! Blasting my head off with his acting... Michelle Pfeffier was good too...

Anyway, Cindy called me last night telling me some of her stuff, seriously, i dunnoe wad to tell her, coz i really cannot understand her feelings... So in the end, i msged her and told her "Just follow your heart" That's wad i believe in... And Billy chap in... K, i really dun wanna talk to him... And i sounded rather sarcarstic... Hee~ Ok, that's wad u get for pissing me off...

Ok, so i spent the last 2 days in a way like exam is over... I'm gonna freeze the "fun" mode and heat up my "study" mode... MuHAha!!!

Ciao!

It is in changing that we find purpose...

A day out...

Wad a DAY! Guess who's in town? HEH! The ex-splendid members? Or now known as, Xueting, Ling Hui and Ai Ping... HeH! Ok... We actually went to OHS to book for next week's work... HAHA! And there, lots of little reunions with the pple and Ting... HeH HeH! While we were talking bout Bt kor upstairs, we saw him downstairs... Amazing? "Shou Cao Cao, Cao Cao jiu dao" Hee~ And he looks sick... And from his blog, ya, he is! Some things had been said between ting and i... Well, NOTHING! He just look sick... Hee~ Take care brother!

Then, walked to FAr East, and began our Window Shopping! MuHahA! No cash in the pocket but eyes are feasting on the stuff... Anything that i was looking for in particular? A Cap.. And i saw some real stylo ones... HeH! But 1st, need to go work, get pay, and BUY!!!! MUAHAHAHA!

And of coz, i can't forget this, we went taking pics all over... From the machines to Hui's digital cam to my phone... HAHA! It came out fine... Well, it's been a while since the 3 of us actually went out to shop... For me and Hui especially bah... Just now, while on the bus, Ting said, "It's amazing hor, 5 years later, we are taking pics" Ya, pretty amazing... The 3 of us had lots of conflicts back then... And i mean, LOTS! Broke off all ties but now we are back together as friends... That's cool... VERY! Today neh, i wasn't talking much bah, i was caught smiling to myself a lot of times... HA! For no particular reason... CRaps right?! ToTally! I did had fun...

O ya! I must say this... We saw so many Mediacorp artistes today! At Marriot! REALLY! From Patricia Mok, to Kim NG! Really! And the FU fang Ling thought we were looking at her but in fact, we were talking bout Lee Jing Mei... HAHA! And we drew quite a crowd to the glass-wall... Hee~ And then we just walked away... HAHA! Fruitful day sia!

I'm totally exhausted after the whole day walking... around 6plus, Hui went off to meet her Ai ai while ting and I went back... On the bus, talked a lot, as usual, and i was very amazed by certain things she said lah, basically, she shocked me A LOT today! Just that little part on the dinner stuff shocked me! HeH! Gosh... So blessed? Well, i can't say that for sure... She'll have to agree with this...

Well, all in all, i had loads of fun in town... Next trip? HeH! I'm gonna go home with bags on my hands! ToTALLY!

Also, i'm awaiting for the time to go back to work! Not exactly excited, just after the CASH... :X Anyone notice wad i just said? hee~ I'm gonna have quite a lot of probs after my O level... i'm a little bit scared... HELP ME!!!!

K, so i'm just gonna start revising on the last 2 papers liao! hee~

Ciao!

Life is Just... Dun let any opportunity slips away...

HarrY Potter... HeH HeH!

Hee Hee~ i allow my eyes to feast on one of the best movie this year... Harry Potter and the goblet of fire... Indeed it is a spectacular movie! LOVE IT!

Tml gonna go out again... Sounds like i finish exam liao hor? Fact is, NO!!!! A huge NO!!!! HAhA!!! Ok, i'm not really worried bout the last 2 papers... One, i've already done revision on Science last week for P2 and P3, so P1 will just be some recaps... As for D&T, like i said b4, Artefact and Folio can already guarantee us a B3 and above... HeH! Despite so, still need to study... hee~ No worries, i'll DO MY BEST!

Hee~

NOthing to do...

Erm... I just received a call from Yusoff... Ha! Funny, dunnoe how he know we'll be taking D&T paper next week. Well, his purpose was of coz to get me to work today, but sadly, i stood my ground... HA! Right after that, i received a msg from Firdaus asking me wad day is tml... Ha! k, i rmb... Then, i msg ting to ask wad time r they meeting tml...

HeH Heh! So many things using phone... Sick... Anyway, i'm slacking now, gonna start revision on science later again, for MCQ! HEh! 40 marks is quite a lot u know... And of coz, not to forget, D&T paper...

I had quite a feast last night when Ma cooked curry, HEH HeH! Best curry i've eaten u know.. HAH! Still, mama's cooking is the best...

Lying around, without anything to do... So i was in front of the TV the whole night, and i was watching this Talk show on Channel U and i saw my Pri 1 friend! HeH! She looks different... And lots of memories came when i saw her! HAHA!!!! BAck then...

kk, nothing much to touch on... Ciao!

Hee~

Hai... geog paper is so De-contextualised.. Gosh... It's a tough paper... However, much are based on common sense nah, so i guess there'll still be marks... Any hope for somewhere in the As? No... A B is already a bonus...

K, so, left with 2 papers, both are pretty relaxing de... Still, need to study properly... And after that, that's the end of O level... The end of all the hardships... Please come faster!!!

Many friends have approach me to look for jobs in banquet... 1st, i'm shock... i have no idea y they would actually asked bout it, maybe i work too much niao, find it pretty tough for a $6/hr... HeH~ Too much talkings and not much working... HAHA! So, i suggest to my friends, i'll ask 1st, then bring u all in... Then, you're on your own... HAHA! very mean of me! HAHA! K, for a PT job, that's good... For full-time... HAHA! Dun think bout it hor, get diploma 1st nah... HA!

CiAO!

Up Up And AWAY!

Am i really studying? Hai... Maybe i can't feel the feeling of studying coz most of the chapters for Geog are inside my head le... Counting from Sec3, all the topics are studied several times... Except for the new ones this year but i only intend to read thru Environmental... I'm done with wad i wanna answer le... I'm gonna go rest a little and get up to study again...

It's the best to have parents by your side. I woke up at 9plus this morning and mama started telling me wad i can cook later tonight and she just went on and on, when she didn't have time to do her stuff, i'm like " MA, you go do your things lah, I KNOW LE!" But she refused to, insist to finish wad she wanted... GOsh.. It's a bit noisy lah, but she's just trying to make sure i'll take care of myself. Then, while i'm studying, papa brewed me a cup of tea... Passion FRuiT TEA!!! hee~ k, ever since he bought that tea back, i've been drinking it, and most of the time, he's the one who brews for me.. Hee~ Feel so blessed... Well, it is only at this kind of moments that i can feel my parents really care bout me... Thank god i got them... Though they can be really noisy well, they're still my LAo Pa anD lAo mA! hee~

I dunnoe wad happen last night, no idea y my hp's batt suddenly became so low, i rmbed i charged it b4 going to sleep... And dunnoe wad time, i got a msg from Cindy... Gosh.. Good thing i was deep in my sleep if not, i will really flare up... Gosh.. i'm very sensitive to sound when i'm asleep, that's y, i seldom missed my alarm ringing and phone ringing, so i say, dun call me early in the morning when there's nothing important...

Cool, my spirit is up high, i'm not feeling tired nor is my body malfunctioning, i'm feeling the best since last week! HAhA! It's gonna continue!!!! AweSomE!

K, gonna go rest a bit and start studying liao...

It's so real...

*yAwN*

It's kind of weird for me to quit internet, but i did that... I can actually tell myself not to touch this thing sitting in front of me.. HeH! Well, most of the time, i do nothing here, besides blogging and checking mails, but there ain't that much for me to talk bout or check so i decided not to come in if i got nothing to say.

K, checked the blog of Bt kor and it's kind of disappointing to see that the chalet is off... Hai... Yet another disappointment. I guess there's no chalet this holiday... So sad... But then, Ting, hui and i are planning to go for a day's camp at dunnoe which site... HeH! Something for me to look forward to. Of coz, there're still a lot of things to anticipate than to feel sad that nothing is coming out. No worries... Fun will always find its way to us, NO MATTER WAD! MuHAHaA!!!

1 more day and it'll be Geog paper liao...Preparation? Ermm... still proceeding... Doubt i have anytime to study Environmental degradation liao, maybe i'll just read thru nah.. Agriculture is taking up a lot of my time... Still, i need to touch up my map reading skills... GoSh... So much...

Alright, there's 3 more papers left... Hopefully, everything will go well... I have been trying to be very optimistic last few days, will continue to be... HEh!

Dunnoe y, this month got so many pple's BD... i just bought Yuting's gift and suddenly i realised Lawrence BD was yesterday, though he didn't ask for a gift, it's also in NOV. Also, there's Faizal's and Firdaus'... Come on, y is Scorpio month so crowded?! Doesn't seem like there's a lot of Taurus... GoSh!

Please, early in the morning 7am, dun msg me or call me, unless u know i'm awake or if there's something REALLY SERIOUS, if not DUN! I'll get damn pissed off by it! I wanna SLEEP, if u dun need to, that's ur problem, dun disturb ME!

I am satisfy with who I have now...

OoOo...

Practically slack the whole day today... I prepared the stuff to study, kept all those that were over and put all the GEog notes on my table. However, after that, i went to watch TV, sat there the whole night. HeH! Been missing out a lot of TV nia... One of my greatest pleasure... Hee~

Ok, so i decided to begin a Geography Marathon to A2 tomorrow at 8am... Except for lunch and dinner, not gonna get my butt off the chair.. Hee~ That's the plan but i doubt i can resist the temptations... Hee~ Wish me LuCk!

That's it!

The path is coming to an end soon... Although it's tough, i'm still hanging there...

Lots to CATCH UP!

Amazingly, there ain't anyone in MSN now... Except for Tamima and me... HeH! Haven't really seen this for a long time... And it's only 11.18... HA! Ok, maybe everyone is busy with different things... Probably...

Maths p2 was not wad i expected it to be. Really, like trish said, O level standard has been raised, just for us? Hai... I wasn't in a good situation while doing the paper, my tummy was hurting badly, and i kept struggling to sit still and concentrate. Could bearly do that but i supposed it was all good. Although when it comes to those mind-cracking qns, i was really pissed... Having to use the brain and control the pain? Tough...

Hai... The whole paper, i say, i should be able to get 70% bah... But, it all depends, or that's how i feel.

I haven't bought Yuting's gift, dun really know wad to buy for her coz she doesn't seem interested in the things i mentioned to her... Wad is she interested in? If i can get a Wang Lee Hom or Wu Yan Zhu for her, that'll be good but dream on lah hor! So, i'm kind of hung up there, thinking wad to get for her. Anyway, gonna go tml to get SOMETHING for her, at least something. For a friend...

Next paper will be another 5 days. Long, but good coz time will be given to study for the paper which will pull up my Comb. Humanities. GrEAt GrEat.. must spend time wisely.

You know, been writing too much things here for too many pple to see... Kind of unapproperiate... HEH! Coz i realised pple that i dunno started telling me things bout me that i dun rmb telling them bout and it's kind of freaky. Notice i deleted a few of my entries? Ya, for that very reason. 1st, i never intended to let anyone into too much bout my life, 2ndly, this is one place which i'll let everything out to release myself and not for pple to "plan" things on me... U know wad i MeAN?

For friends, no prob, for unknown pple, man, if u see this, u know where u stand, man, get out of here, IMMEDIATELY! I dun mind letting friends from class know or friends i consider close to, outside school but not some who i bearly talk to. Maybe i should be prepared that this is the "INTERNET" and nothing seem to be private, coz somehow, there's always a way to hack into somebody's something. But then again, i just wanna let it out... Too much stress u know. HaiYo...
Kk, it sux quite a bit.

Got lots of plans for post-exam period. 1st of which will be to get out of our house and go have a well-deserve night out. 22nd Nov, no doubt. After that, there's the open house for SP which pple are pretty excited bout, so i'm kind of looking forward to it too...

As for the rest of the no school time, Work, shop, ice-skate, pool, K-box, escape, WWW, Sentosa OutIng, AND ChaLEt! MUHaHAHA! Although i guess Class chalet is gonna be off due to i-dunnoe-wad reasons but there's still the BT's chalet, HAHA!!! And i want some reunion with friends from back then, got too much to catch up with. By the way, I met up with Ling Hui and Xueting the other day, it was quite a pleasant meeting, most of which surrounds "our life" and pple seeking "love" which i stoned a lot about... HAHA! Ok, the meeting shows that i got too much to catch up with friends like, Ling Hui... HAHA! Always, there'll be time. I'm gonna make it that i wun go back to work too often, i really dun wish to get so up close to work at the hotel and neglect my friends... toTAly!

Kk, i smell crab!!!! HeH HeH! It's cooked, gonna go eat NiAo! BlEH!

The songs that talk bout me...

Let the music Heal your soul
Let the music Take control...

On Apple's list:
1)BACKSTREET BOYS(for always)
2)Jacky Wu(Inspiration)
3)Bon Jovi(My rock edge)
4)Kidrock(one song, "Picture", it's beautiful)
5)Pussy cat dolls (bitchY)
6)Yang Chen Ling(One song, cute)
7)Rupee(A little touch of i-dunnoe-wad-genre-is that song)
8)Two techno songs from unknown artistes

For the time being, that's it.

Undeniably, BSB's and Jacky's are those that heals better... Very much better for someone like me...

I can't believe...

Hai... Here i am, in front of the com, totally blank... I'm busy answering questions bout the 2 papers today... One of which is a major paper... English, 1127/01, 02, see, i write until can rmb liao... Hai... For me, EL paper was ok, paper 2 wasn't that good... Ah Hun seem very sad... Can feel that weird thing from him, even in MSN... His prelim weren't well, so he's trying hard but he's in such a despair... Dunno wad to tell him coz i, myself is not doing good...

No one out there to actually hear me out bah... That feeling of loneliness is here again.... It's cold u know. I mean, when u thought u really have those friends to work so hard with you, and enjoy every process of it, and cry alongside when it's tough but in my world, it seems so tough... HAi.... Not expecting anyone to understand me, but well... Nothing to say...Not that i want them to agree that it's tough but....Hai.... Dun wanna say lah, the words of expression can only let u know, but not understand... I'll just continue to live this ....... life.... HeH!

Ermm... Papers today for me were, ultimately disappointing... So far, none of the papers were actually considered "EASY" by me... Hai... Wad to do? i really did my best, endless days and nights were spent on them, i really did my best...I really did...

I should stop the large dosage of caffine le... I've been taking 2 cups of coffee a day for the last 3 days... Soon, i will be addicted... i'll quit it for today coz tml no paper... Hee~

Just now, during the 2-hr interval, i kept seeing Yu using her phone and not studying... Ermm... Feel like scolding her, i mean, it's like less than 1/2 b4 exam lor... But then again, it's her choice... Sad...

I heard something today and i am really wondering bout it... Not pleasant to hear that especially when i thought we are...... Erm... nah, wun say le... *smILe*

Really wanting O level to be over, fast!!!! I need to coop myself at home, and just spend time with myself...

Felt a twinge in my chest, are those fake? Are they?

The most tiring yet....

Been very tired these past few days... It ain't pleasant to face so much stress in such a short time. Caused the loss of hair, and sleepless nights. Gosh...

The papers that had been taken were all ok... I didn't have the feeling that they were easy but then, they're ok... i dunnoe how to describe bah... There were pple that came straight in front of me and said "the paper very easy hor" for maths p1, i was in shock when i heard that, it isn't easy compared to prelim's.. However, i seemed to have amnesia, coz i dun really felt anything. But i knew that the paper ain't "EASY", for god sake! I rmb myself cracking my brain so hard that it hurts. So dun use that "EASY" word on me... Gosh... I'm a bit provoked here, coz pple just kept on showing how much someone can do better... I am pissed ok... Seriously, at this point of time, i need wad i need, and wad i dun need is that sort of unintentional "showing-off"... BuZZ Off!

SS papers, as happy as i was that the topics were all studied, i couldn't really answer well... And i was trembling at the initial part, k, i was damn nervous bout the SS paper... Well, hope i did well... PLEASE! LET ME!!!

Chemistry today was OK i supposed... Ting was so happy that she got a lot correct. I was just a bit stoned bout the last 2 qns, coz i didn't really studied the process... "Describe the experiment" ? HeH HeH! Ok, i did my best to get that 5 marks, though i think i wun get the full... Hai....

Well, pple are happy that they do well. Me... ermm.. I dunno wad i feel, seriously. I just feel so, hung in the middle... HeH! Well, let's hope i will get those feelings back! HAHA!!!

I'm gonna nap le...

Tml is another 2 papers day...

God Bless Me...

De-Stress, De-Stress!

Ok, kind of stress now, wondering y am i here at this time, at this day? Answer, too stress le, must de-stress a bit..

Wah lao, seems like i haven't rest for so long... My butt is getting numb sitting so much... Can't sit... HAHA! Anyway, i totally put Science aside today,although my original plan was to complete my science today, SS is kind of worrying me too much, so i sat down, and really put my head into it... I did revise on maths too... And i realised if i keep that pace, i will be able to complete the paper on time, each qn, 5 min. Even with this planned out, still need to know how to do the qns mah, so i guess it'll be another rush rush rush day for me... Must really WORK HARD ar!!!!

Erm... i'm very concerned by my SS, coz my prelim was a disaster, or should i say, for the whole year, i haven't been doing well on it, so besides really focusing on studying it, the skill of answering should be there too... Hai... I just wanna prove myself wrong, just so i can comfort myself and get a grade better than B4... OF coz, i will put in the same, if not, double the effort for my Geog, afterall, it's a combined paper, i can't depend solely on just one. Even an economy in the past needs to be diversified, y not my studies?(like Venice) Hee~

Still, lots of doubts in my head, i'm gonna go continue with my studying liao... STRESS!!!! TOMORROW IS THE BIG BIG DAY!!!!!!!!!! (Not wedding, of coz, but O level!!!)

Still Struggling Nor...

Last couple of days, i didn't really go round looking into my friendster, i went in to fix the profile thingy, just now, went in to see the "My Friends" part, was amused by some of the new pics.. HA! Ok, damn funny...

So, i'm still busy preparing for monday's paper... Finally, i completed the long Venice chapter... It was an interesting topic, just reading it makes me indulged in it. Ermm... However, it was a pity, 12 centuries(1200 YeaRs LEH) of rules, gone down just like that... Hai... And the last part wrote, "12 centuries of Venetian rule came to an end when 4000 French soldiers entered the city-state without even a gunshot fired." Ar... So sad... Well, even though i'm really fascinated by her rise and fall, i couldn't really get all the points straight, i kept forgetting wad's next. But neh, nvm, i'm sure i can make it de(gotta keep thinking positive, u know). Last night, stayed up till 2.30am to complete a maths paper... Hai... So stress wor... but then again, after this stage, everything will be just fine!

Later, gonna complete my Science lor... HEh HeH! HAppY hAppy bout the progress but i kind of missed one chapter of SS, so i gotta find time to squeeze it somewhere... HAHA!!!! TAlk so SeNSe MAn!

Kk, nothing else to post liao lor... Gonna brew the coffee and eat the sweet... UnheAlthy.. Heh!

Ciao!

No topic...

Ermm... Venice is not an easy chapter man... Struggling with it... Only managed to finish The rise... Hai Hai... Tml need to wake up earlier!

Nothing much to say... All focus for wad is coming... Others? Ermmm... U think neH?

HeH HeH! *yAwN* a Bit tired liao, gonna sleep early today...

Reflecting on...

Coming back... I'm calmer now... Ermm... Kind of thinking wad is my Sister thinking now... Lost in that path, stepping on that line, not on either side...

Hai... Thinking bout all the amazing things that happened this past year... Unreal, dramatic yet true... Well, if i can turn back time, where would i wanna stop? Is it when i was born? Or when i've awaken from a dream? or when i just stepped out of Primary school? And then it comes back to, i dun wish to turn back time, i dun wanna relive those tough moments... Cry again, laugh again... Nope, once is enough... More than enough.

Girls tend to be emotional? Probably... I was once emotionally involved in somebody. I was once emotionally involved in my family and i was once emotionally involved in friendship. Could it be any harder than losing someone who u thought something might come out of it? Hai... 4 years ago, my life was very dramatic... Extremely... When everything u see in movie happens to me... Devastated bout another girl for snatching your guy, then had to listen to her talking bout the relationship, then seeing yourself being misunderstood for something you didn't do. ALso, gotta faced your stuff being stolen, have to fight your way out of something but end up crying the out, having some unknown conflicts with somebody who would later become your sister... Then, falling out with people coz of some IRC guy. You know, then have to face to truth that your friends are gone but then having some new pple coming into your life. And there, things started to quiet down... No longer looking for too much, no more conflicts with friends, no matter how hard things were, one gulp and it's over. No more liking anyone, no matter how rumours went. For 3 years, my life was quiet, silent, it revolved around studies, food, tv, and sleeps... Didn't care bout my image, and not even worried that i would lost anything... Those were the days...

Within that time, i realised academically i can actually achieved that height. I never dreamt of that. I was an average student, never into the top 10... NEVER... And yet, something happened to my mind i guess, everything changed... Pple around me changed too... I wanted more, even when i dun think i can do it. I wanna be somebody i dream i would be. Can I?

FAlling in love? If everything can start all over again, i would choose to remain single till i have everything stable. Well, I still am... First love? Can i erase that part of my life and also the one that followed? I will... Please, if u know me, dun mention that part of me out, dun... I wanna bear hope in LOVE, i wanna find someone who i can wholeheartedly rely on... Those were the imperfection... Though i know nothing is perfect in this world but can i make it more beautiful than this ugly fact... Just take it as a bad dream i illustrated to you, just take it as a fictional story.. None of those were part of my life... Nope, they are not. Living in denial u may say but i just dun want to... It is not the right time now, but the breeze in the dark brought those thoughts here... LAstly, if i can really turn back time, i would like to just know u as u, the u who never told me u fancy me, the u that i never hesitate to touch... The u i call friend...( dun ask who)

Stepped into a strange world, meeting new pple... All these are just a cycle, inevitable... Now, these pple are all gonna leave. Very soon, the cycle will repeat, but i've grown up, everything are much clearer, i will miss all of them.. Really...

20 more days...

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IT'S The TIME OF THE DAY!!!! BLOGGING! Not that i'm real excited bout it, just that i can write all sort of nonsense here and nobody would bother bout it. HA! Ok, u know how stressful i am HOR! So bear with it lah!

Well, i found myself stucked in my bed today, i just couldn't get up early in the morning and unconsciously slept till 12plus... HAHA! very Zhu Hor...

AiyA... So i woke up, ate my breakfast cum lunch(YuMMy CurRY flAvour InSTAnt noodle) and sat there watching the japanese cartoon movie(cHuan ye cA, dunnno wad's the real name), till bout 2pm. Started studying SS liao... Ermm... And I msged Miss Ang to ask bout the topic, Ha, a bit weird nah but she's the teacher so she should know bout it, hee~ Till bout 5plus, go eat SuShi Dinner, can't be considered dinner lah, just 3 sushis nia... Hai... PAthetic but ExpenSive... HearTache... HAHA!

Then, read a bit of venice then go watch tv niao... 8pm, study again... completed the sustainable topic then go toilet, then came out and revise maths, train my speed a bit.. Hee~ 10plus, i rmbed, i haven't bath yet, haha(this kind of thing also can forget), so i went to bath and then, sat down and started going NUTS!!!! haha!

Sent a pic to my dearest sister wanting to make her laugh, but obviously i think she didn't, coz she was worrying bout some stuff and i end up trying to talk some sense into her... ermm... Well, she can always make it, i believe her! But leh, still must look after... HEH! Like her jie like that, but fact is, i'm younger(only by a month! CRAPS)... Seriously, there's nothing more important to worry bout than O level, so ditch that "thing" MAN!

Well well, spent 10 min to read a few pages of the novel... and i got stucked by a few words... Belligerently.... HEH! Another word learnt...

O ya, and i learnt that Bt kor got his wrist fractured, though i dun like the word "fractured", sounds rather serious so i prefer to say it as merely sprained nia... Ermm... Nothing, just wondering how it happened? HAHA! ermm... Ok, u dunno wad i'm thinking and i wun say wad i'm thinking... HeH... *eViL* LA LA LA LA LA...

HAppY DeePavAlI !!!!!!

Don't slumped yourself into that dark pit...

In a toTal Mess... 

Wad happeNED? LoTS!

Let just say I treat the entire paper as a normal thing. I am calm all the way, not taking it as an O level paper... I WAS last to arrive in school today... HAHA! Friends were panicking for me but i walked in to school like nobody's business, point is, i dun even know they were panicking for me and i tot i was early(it was bout 20min before 8), but well, half an hour b4? Hee~

Not much inspiration today, so i chose a news report to write about instead of my usual sentimental, inspiring ones... HeH! Not much words came to me... HeH!

The invigilators were a bit slow nah, but that's good, coz things were checked properly, instead of rushing things...

After that, went to Lot 1 with the 2 Ys, and shop for Lengy's gift... Hai... talking bout gifts, got a lot to buy sia... y must i get myself involve leh? HeH!

Flightplan is an awesome movie... Hallucinating... hee~ U watched and u'll know...

Ermm... Just now, while i was looking at some 1000 msges in my inbox(hp), and deleting them on the way, i came across one bout "CHICKENS", hee~ And it was funny, like i usually do, i sent it to some pple, Christopher in particular... HAHA! And we had a 3 msges chat... HeH! I told him some of the fuked up stuff in the hotel which i guess he doesn't know... HeH! Sharing some things with the most unlikely person.. WeirD...

Anyway, i finally am able to use the USB cable thing, was stucked in between, and as always, i got JOEY(com expert) to help me... Hee~ He was good enough to spend almost 20 mins to help me, and i got it figured out... ThAnk YoU JoEy!!!

Plans for the neXt 6 days... STUDY!!!!! My world will evolve around PhysICs, Chemistry, SoCiAl sTudIes AND MATHS!!!!! HAHAHA!!! i might go mad lah but then it'll be over soon...