Erm... Still, Science continues... HAI... It's like i know the stuff but then i dunnoe. SaD... Coz all along all of them are very clear, but when i started revising, there are some that i can't understand. Some are just definitions which i understand but need to memorize the words... WORD BY WORD... HAi... Well, 7 chapters of Physics took me 2 days... But that is coz i didn't use all the time wisely bah... So, again, planning needed. Hope time will stand still for a while... DREAM...
One day b4 Science practical, wad else can i do? Ermm... CArry on mugging bah... I'm worried bout my chem sia... Although i know wad's all of it talking bout, when it comes to practical leh, ermm, will get mess up... Hopefully, i will calm down a bit during the real thing...
Heard something from JonI( the cap b4) and he told me something which shock me... I can't believe someone can be so thick-skinned. Upon hearing it, it didn't really agitate me much but just shocked, after that, didn't think till now. Well, i guess time fix everything, that's true.
I was kind of caught in a mess... Well, not very obvious to others but well, it ain't good. Seriously, i need to think better than i did b4. Not to be blinded anymore...
Seems like i got a lot to pour out but i just can't, not here... Somethings are to be kept within, i guess...
Ah mah called today to kind of praised me but it didn't seem to push me to heaven, i just smiled a little. Well, at least i smiled, from the heart. Should visit Ah mah more often. She asked "Y dun wanna go JC?" I'm like "HUh? Mai lah..." Then blanked... HeH... Hai.. Y dun wanna go JC... Coz Stress mah... That's the most basic answer lah, but seriously, it's coz i dunno whether my passion for studies can last that long not. Hai... Well, need to have O level to determine other things.
Right... It's true... Nothing else should be affecting me now... YeAh! It's apple battling her own war... Not with anyone else, but herself... So dun distract her!
I need my time, my space and my way... I'm beginning to miss something... Something just seem wrong....
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