Hillgrove spirit?

And so... O level Chinese have come to an end. Everything is over. LC today was not very bad, just 2 qns. Letting off a sigh of relief, a load off my mind. However, everything is only determined in August when CL results come out, till then, i'll continue with revision.

Met up with Xueting, Ping Hong and Terry for some group studies. Physics is the one we discussed bout. Ermm.. I didn't really learnt a lot but i got things clearer than b4. So, at least there is some benefits. As for Terry, he just sat there and do his Maths.

AFter that, had my dinner and we started talking bout everything that is happening in school. Well, so disappointed bout school, so much we are ashamed of. No more Hillgrove Spirit in this school anymore. Hai... Just now, during assembly we sang "With tender care, our seeds are sown, to withstand the test of time" Is that true? Tender care? Dun feel the care of anyone from anywhere. Seeds will sown? It just turns bad to worse. To withstand the test of time? i say, give it another 10 years and Hillgrove might just become history. Look at the school now, bengs lians all over. Everyone comes to school just to play, to flirt with guys, to jio mei mei, to play with teachers. The teachers? Those better ones are all gone! ALl the young teachers are almost nothing compared to the senior ones. HAi... Such disappointment. After us, there will be no more "The Hillgrove spirit soars above", it will be just, "The Hillgrove spirit comes from hell". HA! Chinese, Malays, across all races, they are only in school to fight. HAi.. Discipline? DM also no use, OM also no use. The only ones that can really control the students are, the principal, Mdm Khong and .... HeH? Who else? No more... Sometimes, it just feels so sad... I grew up with this school, i saw the rise of it and been through it all, really watching the seeds grew through every single stage. However, there seem to be no more nutrients nurturing the seeds. Looking back, when we were in YI, we had lots of fun, though restricted, but that was the golden years of my education and also, Hillgrove's. With Mdm Thoo's guidance, though the path was rocky but we were able to make it through the storms. Now, I wun deny Mrs Yeow is a good person but her way of leading kind of shacks the whole system. Teachers nowadays sits in canteen with their students looking at their so called "HaNDSOME guys" <--- some teacher by the name starting with K. Some are just so rude and some just doubt too much. Who can really take over the history we've set? Who can actually be that model? DO they even care? I guess after us, they will no longer be Hillgrove spirit anymore. It seems like we are the only batch that stays bonded everywhere we go, no internal conflicts, just pure understanding between each others. Hai... Maybe i should be glad that i'm leaving the school but it is a sad thing how everything went down the drain. The path we've made, the bond we've built, the faith that we have and the glory we've set, everything goes down the drain... Disappointing... "As Hillgrovians, we uphold forever?"

Got nothing much to say, u know, some old friends gathering for some chats and we looked back at things and realised that, that was the best of our times. We are old compared to the others, more sensible now, no more childish fights and wadsoever. We know where we stand. Well, still, i am glad i met some wonderful friends, and i know, later in life, they will still be by my side, guaranteed.

We rose as the champions, but we saw it fall into a fobidden land...