Enjoying and worrying...

Just as excepted. I didn't do much today... Heh! Was outta the house since like 3.30pm? Sad.. All i did was get some info bout the stuff for D&T in net and that's bout it. Didn't touch my Maths at all or anything... And now, i'm here, slacking..

I dun think there'll be any time for me to relax at all tml. 1st, i got a whole set of maths paper which may take away like, 5 hours of the day. Then, i got D&t to touch on. lastly, chemistry Mock to study.. Sian wor.. So many stuff!

Today's concert? Ermm.. Or should i say just a simple music thingy by the Kel's music school? Not much excitement at all... People seem to make so many mistakes and i nearly fell asleep and i was damn hungry lor.. Kao... So i'm like starving till 6.30 then went to the timah market there eat eat and saw Silong there. Hee~ Wave wave at him.. he doesn't seem to recognise me sia... But he did smiled.

After that, went to westmall shop shop. Didn't buy anything lah... Went to library borrowed books. Judith Gould, another author to take note of. Her books are really graphic when it comes to those, u know, "bed" parts.. haha! Haven't been seriously burying my head in reading this whole week coz of D&T... Ermm... Should make it up next week.

Last night talked to Bt kor bout some stuff... Ermm.. Just some stuff which came out of no where but seems to have lots to say. O ya, i think he still dun get wad i mean by the default colour... HeH! The thing which u can use to change the colours of the chatbox of certain pple. Anyhow, it's ok... Just some unimportant things to entertain myself... Heh! Seriously, wad is like to be 21 years old? Dunno.. His, seem to be very troubled... Hai... I guess i gotta wait for 4 more years to know wad that is like. Till then, i will still be the carefree APPLE! Or not.. HAhA!

I supposed life like this is still the best. I wun neglect anyone for anyone. I wun have to think of ways to make anyone happy. For friends, it is up to them to decide whether to be my friends, if i am irritating to them then they can leave. I wun stop them. Somehow, i've seen through it all. Some are true to you and will be there for you till the end of time while some are just seeking some fun from someone different from them. Minorities come to talk bout life with you just to get some assurance in some way or another. Good thing i am not someone that needs to be heard every now and then, i can just talk to myself bout wadever sickening probs i have, only some that can be shared are shared... HEh! Ok, i'm talking craps again wor... Dun understand? NVM, i understand myself can liao.

I realised someone's observation quite good huh... Dunno y, just a simple sentence can let him think so much. Ha! I guess that is one of those who are with higher IQs.. heh!

Gonna go read liao... Ciao!

Feeling empty within myself again... I long for that open arms to hug me tight... I miss... I miss everything that occured in the past... Can something take over that emptiness? Please?

StresS..

So, the day was pretty good for me. Although i was very tired when i walked to school, i was switched to the "Awake" mode once the 1st period starts coz of the mock test. 4 periods straight, struggling with 24 qns. Heh! Later, Faizal came with all the tickling.. I was like in total shock when he poke his finger on my waist, i totally jumped up. The loudest was ting, she screamed pretty loud, almost everyone heard! HeH!

Assembly was very lame. Due to the fall of the roof in the hall, we gotta go to the indoor gym for a very pathertic assembly! Sickening! They were talking bout "Students' suggestions" COme on lor, can make it bo?! Ridiculous to have a "Be yourself day", wad will pple think of the school? Too liberal... Chey!

B4 CL test started, Yu was asking me bout the Dnd thingy and i suddenly forgot when is the date. Heh! So i msg bt kor to confirm. hehe~ Ermm... B4 that, Billy was telling me that Chris was very pissed bout it, coz no one seems to appreciate their effort... Ermm... Well, i tried...

Just when the bell rang, and school was over, Izwan came over and beat me, and there we go again, running around to beat each other... heH! And guess wad? i dunnoe wad ting did, she kind of jumped and kicked me or something and Miss Teo was startled by it... HAHA! So funny!

Ok, so i was very bad today, li xiao-ing everyone i could. From Hui ru to Ping hong to Xin Zhi... HAHA! Everyone caught in my hands... heH HeH! It has been a while since i really had that much fun. During D&T, i made a lot of circles for decor use... Ermm... After that, actually intended to go home but saw Juniors training their shooting so i went to play with them and so, play till like 4 then decide to go home... HeH

BAck home, rested... AFter that went PasAm mAlAm with MAmA to buy things eat eat... and that was my dinner... i didn't do any work today sia.. very bad of me... Well, another week has passed, it is time for me to relax a little b4 the next battle begins. Ermmm... I feel very tight sia... U see, it's like 11pm now, later, maybe i'll go do some maths, or not? Then, tml gonna go out with Yuting, will surely be back late, wun be able to do much. Then, left sunday... Got like 2 maths papers need to be done, in addition, i still got D&T! SIA!!! PLUS, THERE'S CHEM MOCK ON MONDAY!!!! ARGH!!!!! I'M GONNA GO CRAZY!!!!! JIU MING AR!!!!!

Hai... And Bt kor was telling me that O level should be a breeze for us and that Mocks are craps... Maybe.. you know, there's actually nothing important bout Mocks, it's not counted or wadsoever but then, if we can't do the mocks, then how are we suppose to be ready for Os? Hai... Though it's quite right that mocks aren't important, still i am very bothered by them. Hai... Aims are high... Once a straight As class... ONCE! SO SAD! I went thru the SP's guide to courses and careers, and i realised their Business course criteria for El is the least 6... Hai... Cham lah.. feel very stress sia... Cannot wor.. Science very Stress too... Dun really know i can make it not, all the answers so long.. HU is hai... Can remember but have to write, need to link, weigh, X-refer... OMG... SAD SAD SAD!!!

Ok, getting very paraniod here... Not a good thing... No matter how everything turns out, will be able to make it.. Maybe not up on the board but as long as i can make it to where i want to then everything is ok...

GonnA go out tml! DreSS dRESS drESS!!! PlAy plAy plAy! PiC pIC pIC! RelAc relAC reLAc... (Though i'm here rejoicing bout going out, my heart is still very worried...)

Losing my way... Again...

Long BlOgGy

Lost in the dark... Lost in space... Hai... Wad the hell! Ok, it is a day of silence for me, not much screaming and shouting or wadsoever. However, i did get crazy for a few times. HeE~

1st off, all the lessons were not much fun. Except for EL, ermm... Picture description.. Everyone that stood up to talk caused some commotion, hEH! Izwan remained as the "stubborn" one who doesn't barge when he is so obviously wrong. HA!

I started to wake up during Chemistry lesson, hai... Again.. Miss Wang was explaining the tys.. Erm.. There's one qn where she kept explaining and explaining and explaining when all the explanations were wrong. Come on! 40cm cube of some solution, that has higher concentration, answer is direct; faster reaction. However, she came up with number of moles when the qn did not give that at all. In the end, she still insists that she's right but, nobody raised up that she's wrong. Only Ping hong, yuting and me spot the mistakes. Hai...

Faizal was... Ermm... Dunnoe... This guy msged me quite a lot recently to talk bout craps. HeH! In school, kept disturbing the class... Together with his buddy, Izwan. Just now, Izwan beat me for no reason and i hit him back! Ha! And it goes on and on and on! Ha! Ok, a bit childish but then that's the way to spice up our lifes! HeH!

Besides him, Andy(rat) msged me as well... Erm... Dunnoe how to explain... When it's time to tell, i'll tell.. heH!

Ok, yesterday, i feigned sickness. Heh! Rmb i once said there was this idiotic man who is in my friendster list who kept wanting to meet up with me? Ermm... Kept pestering me. After such a long time, he came to talk to me and once again asked me out. I told him i was sick... HEH! Ok lah, i was really sick lah! SICK of being tired, SICK of school, SICK of nonsense... HeH! SICK lor! Hee~ Truth is, got no mood, no time, no energy to entertain this type of people. Come on lor, if i got the time, y not hang out with friends? Go to work? Or even just sit there and meditate? Heh! Do you think i would waste this kind of time going out with someone i dunno?! HeH!

So, i supposed Yuting has started to do her D&T liao... HAhA! After we're finished! Ermm.. She kept asking me bout wad she should do with her project. She's making another toy wagon, one that Cheryl has done. Well, out of all the choices, she chose to do that and she asked me bout it? HeH! i'm not even sure there's such complicated stuff involved in wagon not. Also, from my knowledge, wagon is those carriage... HeH HeH! Dunno how to help her and seriously... Dun really wanna helped the other group. Ok, very mean of me... Cos u see, last year when our group was busying thinking of ideas, they were not doing anything. When we are done with our artefact, they took our ideas and finished them in a short period of time. In the end, passing N level. You know how frustrating is that? When we put in double or even triple the effort but getting the same result as those that did not put in the effort? Hai.. Ok, i know i'm being self-centred here but then, that's wad some of us from our group thinks. At least this year is better lah, more of the hardworking ones started almost at the same time as us. Only a handful not putting in effort bah. Wadever! I did my own stuff, put in my effort and get the rightful result, satisfied!

Didn't study much for CL test tml... Ermm... Guess i've stopped working hard for CL liao.. Hai... but then, i still gotta work for it coz still got prelim. However,the most important thing is, I'm a Chinese, i odd to know my language and not just knowing but understanding and making it rooted in me. HeH! Me and my naggings...

Saw Kailing today... back to trained the juniors. Ermm.. Went over to talk to her a bit. Her knee is ok she said, just some limping. Ermm.. She's not working now, just going for therapy. Her work will start in Sep. Ermm.. Was looking at the juniors trained. Erm... Not bad i supposed. A bit lazy is some way... But well, it's only the beginning nia. Coach said they think too much about themselves, dun care bout others. Not a good thing as a team, ermm.. Slowly nurture bah... As for the older juniors, HA! those that likes to slack, still slacking. Those that just joined in the division are a bit slow... But i guess slowly, will improve de..Ha! Me like pro here, judging on them! HeH! Not pro, just more experienced! Hee~ Ah... How i missed those days... After O level, shall get them together and go play again! MuHAHA! Good thing my relationship with them not bad...

"By the way, i missed you a lot and LOVE U" Ermm.... How would u feel if u receive this kind of msg from someone? HeH! Think about it wor... A bit awkward. Although it's flattering, it ain't something to be happy bout.

Hao lah... Will end here... Adios!

Missing...

Nothing interesting

2 days in a roll, i couldn't wake up on time... Hai... Sickening of me.

During EL lesson, was gossiping with Faizal bout Miss Teo... Ok lah, it was him that's unsatisfied with her so i just went along with some of his complains but in the end, i told him not to be mean lah, coz she meant well afterall. Ya?! Heh Heh!

Ermm... MAma very weird this couple of days, she kept wanting to intro this guy to me, saying how obedient he is and everything. However, if he is that obedient(as mama has mentioned), how are we suppose to be friends? I mean, look at me, ok, i'm not those really bad girl but then, i'm not like those that listens to every single word mama said. Come on... And i kept telling her, "ma, i'm 17 nia leh, dun teach me bad things hor!" HAha! It's a joke of coz. But then, i told her, can lah, friends can, other stuff, out of the question. HeH! Weird mama...

I realised i have some major mood swing these few days. heH! I always got the dun-talk-to-me face on and pple would avoid talking to me. HeH! So funny but then hai.. That's me..

Ok.. At home, piang D&T again... Nothing interesting lor... Hao LAh! End here! CiAo!

Trying very hard...

Woke up at 7am this morning. Heh! Once again, oversleeping... Hee~ Ok, i admit, i was lying on the bed, refusing to get up due to the cool weather. Last night, had my nose stucked, it was still stucked this morning when i woke up, but after walking to school, it was fine. Good thing i wasn't sick.

Ermm... Early in the morning, Ting asked for my calculator, i was thinking wad does she want it for, early in the morning. Right after the bell rang for reading to be over, she turned around, and excitedly show me the "apple" sticker she sticked on my calculator. HoHo! I dunnoe how to react for a min then i looked at the sticker and realised it's pretty cute and smiled. She was like saying, she bought the stickers at 3 for $1 and it was bought from the market. Eh... Recently, she seems obsessed with going to the market with her mama, not that it's a bad thing, she kind of got caught up by all the cheap stuff sold there... HeH! Unlike ting to actually be in love with market stuff instead of branded ones. Hee~

It was quite surprising i managed to squeezed out some of the answers for CHEm tys, b4 Miss Wang came to check. Yuting seemed to be all ready to let her check but when she checked hers, she was say... Pointed out that she didn't finished. There i was, b4 Miss wang checked hers, trying to squeeze out answers and she told me," Ping, you never do ar?" Hee~ very Heh Heh hor.. Get wad i mean? Never mind if u dun.

After school was EL mock p1. Ermm.. No idea y but i seem to be writing a lot for the letter. Well, this time i put in effort to actually concentrate on writing. Hopefully, it will be a better-result paper.

Back home, slacked a bit... Or should i say, i slept a bit. hee~ Woke up, bathed, ate and started with homework, SS Venice. After that, D&T! Ha! I managed to put in some details for further development, then continued with ergonomics, completed Crucial dimensions and eh.. That's bout it. Began scanning the pic into the com and fixing all the stuff. Finally, i learned how to change the colour of the picture! heh! My drawing looks pretty nice in com but not in real life! HA! Ermm... Along the way, i remembered Roy giving us some notes on his D&T. So i took out and explored a bit. I realised the one he did totally differ from ours. Ya, maybe some of the parts are similar but coz of the simplicity of theirs, i couldn't take out any points. However, there was one drawing which amazes me, it's assembling drawing, very detailed, like it's from the text but then, the sad thing is, we dun have to do assembly drawing! wad a pity! I wondered whether those were drawn and written by Roy or not. The drawings looks good and the handwriting is very neat... Dunnoe.. Maybe... Hee~

Wah, i actually wrote such a long para on D&T! I guess when i have the heart to do something, i would write out everything. HeH!

Alright, the day was spent like that, not much excitement but with lots of satisfaction!

It feels like the world's on my shoulder...

VERY TIRED AR!!!

Ermm... Again.. I wanna say, very tired... HeH! Hai... Probably coz i didn't have enough sleep last night. Slept at 3am? Heh! Actually i should be asleep by 12am. However, had some chattings with kor and ting till like 1+ then i couldn't sleep... Hai...

Woke up feeling very sleepy. In school, i was falling asleep yet i can't seem to have the rest i want coz well, it's impossible to sleep in school. Heh! PE today was FUn... Everyone played and i sweat quite a bit, haven't sweated for quite some time and it felt good to let off some pespiration.

The rest of the day was ok. Plans i set early in the morning were disrupted by my tiredness and the bad weather. Planned to go straight home after school since there is no staying back, this one went smoothly. Actually, i wanted to go westmall after some rest at home to get some stuff but i was too tired to actually stand up. I ji tao drop onto the sofa and sleep till 3+, started to rain, can't go out, went back to sleep and this goes on till 6. Heh! I pull myself awake, bathed, and went out to buy the stuff i need for D&T and some stationaries. Hai... Back home at 7.15. After dinner,i sat down to do the homeworks which i was not in the mood to do but still tried to. Then, started with D&T, finally completed my further development. I was very lazy lor, i dun feel like doing anything else after that. However, i did touch on some parts, typed out the data collection, did a bit of choice of materials. I dun feel like drawing the ergonomics out so i left it undone. Hai... SLACK!

O, ting thought me how to use Chinese le! HeH! Actually i dun have to set in the control panel, it is already set, just gotta do the translationg thingy. Happy i can use Chinese liao... MuHAhA!

Ok, i dunnoe how Chung Ee found out some stuff bout me but he did... Ermm... Could he have read my blog? It seems unlikely coz he ain't those type, but then again, he's jenn got my blog link... Maybe... Ok... Nvm.. No harm letting him know, but i didn't tell him anything lah, he's just guessing and blah blah.. Like i say... I'm not... That's the bottom line.

Chats with Bt kor and ting was pretty nice. It is nice... Along the way, lots of weird things happened which made me hung there a bit but overall, it was cool. Ermm...

Hai... Still got lots of things to do... I'm so slack! Dun blame me! I'm SICK! Argh! My nose stucked! Symptoms of flu? Yes, started sneezing after that, hopefully it is only for tonight.

Mock again tml... Hai.. It is all these mocks that make me pretty slack, coz my mind says, "u've done so much in school liao, y do so much at home? Rest lAH!" That's wad comes out of my head every now and then but then, i always tried to shove is aside. HeH! Self-control..

Ok... Enough... Life will be back to normal... Will stop pondering bout people who i have question marks bout, i will continue my life like that.. Like it has always been.

Once again.. Back to where I was... My original sin..

His songs...

WoOhOo!!! Back to where i was again! As energtic as b4, as awake as b4! Ha! Ok, i had some great rest last night! Slept real well, no dreams nor mosquitos to interrupt my apple sleep. HA! However, woken by a phone from a aunty who concernly called to remind me to bring the clothes in coz it's raining. Ok, thanks for that but i WAS SLEEPING!!! Ha! Ok lah, thinking back, it's very nice of her, arbo mama will have to do the laundry again. Despite her waking me up, i still gotta thank her.

Next up, after my instant noodle breakfast cum lunch, i was sitting on the chair watching CSI!!! All 3 cities! HeH! Ok, there was a CSI:Supreme Sunday on AXN channel, and i'm a lover of CSI so i sat there to watch till 3pm, then i decided to get my ass off the chair and go to the room and start cracking with my work. Ermm... Along the way, i was damn frustrated with everything. 1st, i ran out of liquid paper and my paper ended up in a mess, and i can't find a place to redo so i left the qn undone. 2nd, i can't seem to be able to solve the qns properly which made me real pissed. 3rd, I fought hard to finish the p1 within 2 hours but b4 the 2 hrs is up, my butt is already up! Heh! Ok, cos of all the above events, i took a break. Went to watch TV, nothing much interesting was on, instinctively, i switched to channel 16, then 12. Because i know when there is nothing to watch, there would be something interesting on the Geographic or discovery channel. And indeed i was right. Discovery Channel had Venice on. Ha! Just wad i wanted to learn more about. Remember i'm studying this chapter now? Although it didn't say much bout wad i was learning, it did allow me to know a bit more about Venice. All the floodings and stuff. Ting msged me. She was telling me that she's slacking... heH! No surprise... Coz i'm slacking too! HAHA! However, i did told her that she should continue after some relaxation, just like me(though most of the time i'm slacking) HA! Anyhow, i did start to work after that.

Finally, after bathing and having my dinner, i'm done with my p1 and completed p2 at bout 10pm. Ermm... Didn't do D&T at all... However, when i go through it, it seems like everything can be done easily(easier said than done). I decided to put it to tml. I've got 1 more further development, put in all the pics and details for data collection, top view of crucial and ergonomics. Well, seems to have quite a lot but ermm... Can be done.... (i'm just giving excuse again. HeH) Contradicting myself as always. :P

I'm listening to Jacky Wu's songs now... Ermm... you know, Wu Zong Xian. Ermm... That taiwan's host. It's been a while since i listen to his songs. It's a bit weird for someone my age to listen to his songs but the thing is, i accidentally bumped with his song back when i was 13. It was his songs that brought me out of some trauma. No idea y or how but it just sort of healed me. Maybe when u've heard it, u'll know. Nobody took this man seriously coz he seems like a joke to everyone, but when i read through the words he had in his album and the lyrics he wrote, all of a sudden, i felt sorry for him. A man, at 40+, not knowing how to handle his relationship, being mistaken again and again, isn't that sad? Somehow, certain sides of him reflects me. Always laughing and joking on the surface but on the inside, crying. Every smile brings some sorrow, trying to hide all the sadness within so no one would know. That is him, and me... Believe it or not. In the crowds, i am the one joking, but nobody knows or understand my pain. I suppose that was how i got to be in love with his music, and that was how i got through some of the lowest point of my life, maybe i was naive back then but the thoughts were right, so real that i could still feel the pain i had inside. Still, i am that person, but never letting others know wad i'm going through. There is always one little thing at the corner of your heart that you dun wan anyone to know, i never let that thing out, not even to the one closest to me.

Sometimes, people think i'm really happy. They always see me smiling and laughing, never a time sad. Even if i was, after a while, i would be back to normal. Seriously, who would've thought someone so jovial like me could be the saddest of them all? Do you think i like to be flying up high alone? No matter how high i am, i am alone, cold... But i learn to accept my fate. That's how i'm supposed to be, how it's meant to be. I'm just happy that i have everything now. Some might think i am an arrogant fool, some might detest the looks of me, but it's ok, if i were to get all worked up coz of wad others think of me, then i might as well be out of this world. It's me that i am looking at, nobody else. Let them talk, let them speculate, i'm still me, the one that never falls. Suddenly felt like i was back to when i was 13. This was wad i used to think, my mindset. It has been a while since i thought of all this but now i know, my thinking is still the same, only more mature and i know wad i thought about b4 are still true now. Jacky Wu... Just a song by him trigger all of my thoughts. I missed those times when i sat at home thinking bout where i stand, i dun do it now anymore, at least till this time. Well, a strange thing that seems so familiar. HeH!

Ok, enough bout my "thinking back"... Last night, b4 i go to bed, i thought bout some of the stuff that's happening between some guys and me... You know... Bout Firdaus, Billy and some anonymous... And got a bit confused bout all this things and i got a bit freaked out. No idea y, just freaked out. Wad is Firdaus to me? Wad is Billy to me? Wad are the anonymous to me? Ermm... Somebody more than friends? Special? HeH! Guess wad? I dunnoe. Subsequently, i calmed down. Stopped the thoughts and there, as happy as i was, i fell asleep. Thinking bout it, i dun really know wad are they to me, for now, they remain as my best friends. Ya... Eventually the answer will surface.

Enough. Signing off...

I just want a love that is simple, nothing fancy, nothing big, just a simple one... As long as I didn't betray anyone, I will forever have nothing to regret...

I saw MM!!!

Just as expected, last night was very tiring... HeH! However, it is only at the back part of it.

In school, racial harmony was awesome, though we didn't get the costume thingy but we all had fun cross-dressing. It was the best in the 5 years.

After school, rushed home from school and bathed. Met up with billy and went to work. Another awkward situation but well, we just went to work together.

At work, learned a new thing that day, tying the ribbon thingy for the chairs but didn't do really nicely. The event was serious. Lots of Police and securities. Screening done for all the staff to make sure that there was no metal thingy with us. Captains? I.C... Andy, Roy, Wee Loon... Ermm... very weird.. Even Yusoff gotta changed into staff's uniform. And the uniform got yellow collar instead of white. Everything was cool for me. Ushered lots of pple, that was the 1st time i enjoyed ushering... Wah.... 1st time... Saw lots of "big" pple!

Event was very strict. No one can go to the kitchen or the back area, not to go through the side door of ob3, not to go close to the VIP table.... Hor... I saw MM Lee Kuan Yew!!! HAHA!! Although it was mentioned that we can't go close to the VIP table except for the ones with special tags, i went close to it, not for special reasons, just coz one of our tables is right behind them. The guests were ok bah.. Since no service need to be done, everything went swiftly. A guy named Albert came up, should be from Orchard Cafe, helped a lot. Lot of pple from all round OHS came... The ones from HR, from F&B, from Cafe, from Huating... Everywhere lor... Heh! The Big boss came too... Ermm... The runners are dying from all the carrying of oval trays. Imagine having to run the whole ballroom taking plate by plate.

Ermmm... On LKY, heH! He's tall. Like any normal pple i supposed, just that he got lots of pple surrounding him. However, it was an honour to see him. After the event, i was doing OT and haha! I went to sit on his seat! HAHA! Ok, that was my "high" time. HeH!

Ate a lot of food last night. Tiramisu!!! Delicious... HEH! OT was ok.. Not very tough... Saw Wee Loon there teasing the 2 china trainees and i felt like laughing lor... I mean, it is so lame.... O ya... Learnt how to do the sugar basket too... Not bad... new stuff... Then, WEe Loon pressed me down when i'm like very tired lor... It's 2am le! Hai... So sad...

In transport, the cab-driver a bit dangerous lah, kept using phone, then i kept falling asleep. Back home, everyone slept, after bathing i ji tao concussed, that was 4+ am le...

Ermm... Somebody invited me O! HEE!!! Not to say wad... But very weird... HEH!

Anyhow, i slacked the whole day today, waking up at 1pm when Chris called me, then i just sat on the chair, virtually paralysed. However, i did stand up and walk around.

Till now, i'm awake. Well, will sleep in a while after i go through all the blogs of "My beloved" HeH HEh!

Tml will be another day... Hope i wun slack bah... Gonna go westmall get some stuff, then will start doing D&T and Maths le... Hai... Another long long day...

That's it, CIaO!!!

I got nothing left to spare... The sanity of hope will forever be in my hands...

I am on the verge of....

A much excepted day... Tiring... heH! Dunnoe y, after all the bitching i had last night, it seems like all the tiredness which i didn't felt came all out last night. I dropped onto my bed and slept all the way till 6.55am. heH! Sugoi?!

School was ermm... Wah... The whole day was very very Dot DoT Dot... Especially Chemistry lesson. Somebody suggests to have Chem practical on Sat but, the answer was a huge NO coz of the 5-day working week. She came out with staying back on Friday afternoon. Immediately, i pulled myself awake and say, NO! Nah, it's coz tml got work, can't make it but she added that it wun be this week, so i was relief.

Faisal kept li xiao-ing yuting and me. The price i got to pay for my craziness? HeH! The other day i went a bit out of my mind and i saw Faisal there and i li xiao him a bit and in turn, he did it on both yuting and me.. HA! Ok, having fun with this guy who is deemed "hopeless" by Miss Teo. However, i do believe if he wants to work, he will be able to make it, better than some of us in class. It's just that he doesn't wanna work. No idea y, he sent me a msg and we talked a bit and i told him all of the above and he said he has no idea how to start. The 1st step is the most difficult yet it is the most important. Well, hope he can buck uP..

Andy(rat)... Ermm.. Ha! Went to pub with the 4 girls and got drunk and then went to hotel "Kai FANg" Wor... HAHA!!! Wondering where i got this insight from? HA! *seCreT*

Racial harmony celebrations tml... Ermm... Our hall's roof collasped... Dunnoe whether got celebration bo. Anyhow, will be wearing costumes.. Excited? Sort of... But more of worries than excitement coz of the long day. Heard from Firdaus that there will be lots of police around OHS tml... Ermm.. Wad if they stop me from entering OHS? HAha! Well, with someone like Minister Mentor going there, i suppose those are necessary. Afterall, it isn't everyday that MM goes to hotels... Hopefully i can keep myself awake till the end and wun do anything wrong... Surely the guests will be those big names, so gotta be CAREFUL... HeH! Another thing, decided to rush home tml coz if i put my work stuff in, my bag would be damn heavy so forget it, i guess i can make it bah!

Ok, my left eye is a bit swollen and red, coz of my rubbing, i'm gonna go have a good sleep... Till then! CIao!

Still.... Vague....

Hai...

Look, I am exhausted these couple of days. Like i said, stayed back for the 1st 2 days for 2 mocks which did not turned out well at all. Then, stayed till 5+ today for chemistry practical. O my GoD... Should i say i've been leading 3 very fulfilled days or is it just a week of energy-consuming days... ArGh!!!! How i wish i could sleep all day for the next few days! However, this wish will not be granted till Sunday? No.. Long Long week... No rests for me, even if i'm gonna be at home, i gotta do hw and rushed D&T folio. O GoD...

I didn't have any naps for quite a while already. No idea where i got all the strength from, coz i was able to stay awake throughout the entire day, not feeling a lease of tiredness. Or maybe there was but not as much as b4 and i dun complain that much anymore. Maybe my body has switched the alarm to "DANGER" mode already, since O level is near. HeH! And i am not aware by it at all. HeH!

Summary of wad i did: Everything under the sun! HAHA!!! Seriously, i dun really know whether i really did work hard at all these 3 days coz i dun feel anything... Just the tiredness which i didn't even bother bout complaining, till now.

Haven't been communicating with anyone properly, no more talking bout life with neither ting nor yuting. Not much bitching bout the busy week. Not much chatting with anyone over sms. Just me, complaining bout my own ignorance sometimes.

Hai... Why is life so hard nowadays? I merely asked for a peaceful and relaxed life. Well, of cos, it is hardly unqiue to anyone doing O level this year. Sometimes, i find myself contradicting myself too much. See, here i am bitching bout all the troubles i had this year in school, and there i am, going to work, taking away more of my time-out. Should i use the word "irony"? Irony situation. All the stuff that are happening seems so nebulous and i was virtually becoming demented by all the confusions that i've caused. Wad a life... (All the words that are used in this para are merely the words i learnt during EL lessons, HeH, but it sort of fit in to where i'm standing.

Albeit all these are crashing me flat, i was able to convince myself that all are part of O level... Hai...

Looking forward to Friday! Racial harmony Day! Last year's was a very unfortunate one and i guess it forced one of the most respected person out of the school and seriously, it ain't right at all. Well, it's the past. This year, hope it's a better one. Costumes? Ha! This is the 2nd time i'm wearing for my entire sec school life. The 1st was when i was sec1, and i was involved in the performance and we won 1st, cool, memory marked! So i'm like doing a heading and an ending. heH! However, Friday will be yet another long long day for me. Gotta rushed down to work... Hai... Still considering should I go home b4 i go to work? Or should i straight away go down to orchard. Wah lao! Damn rush sia... Doubt i would have any meals... And if i go to work straight away then i'm gonna wear the costume? If i were to change, i gotta bring my Uniform, costumes and all the stuff to orchard? Come on, u're kidding... Hai... Wadever.. Will decide tml...

All in all, within me, i feel very good, on the surface, i'm dying... heH! Opposite hor...

Law of conservation of energy states:
Energy cannnot be created or destroyed but it can change from one form to another. I guess my energy is trying hard to change from one form to another... U know wad i mean?

Over-reacting?

I got hurt AGAIN! Wah lao... Today, during PE, while the 2 classes are seriously trashing each other, i went running towards the ball when i realised the ball is going out of the court, i wanted to brake but i saw Rong Hun coming at me, so the both of us dodged each other, but our knees hit each other and, OMG, it hurts! Straight after that, it turned blue black! Back home, i was rubbing it, it is so PAINFUL!!!

Lessons today was pretty nice, not too boring, not too exhausting. During EL, got our mock paper back(the one where i did when the other class was extremely noisy) and amazingly, i got pretty good marks for it. HeH! Surprised but i'm glad. Hopefully, all other tests go as smoothly as this. Physics lesson... Ermm... Something argumentative came out. TYS was like promoting his religion again, not that i'm any prejudice to Christianity but he is a bit over liao, putting off all other religions. He was a bit too foolish to find Mr Loh Kp to argue with. He's a Science man. So, when TYS was saying that dunnoe wad created the earth, Mr Loh said it was nonsense then he started with human history, saying The qin dynasty existed long b4 Jesus. Then, came the ice age, and then Galileo was nearly put to death coz he insist that the earth revolve around the sun and not the sun revolve around the earth. And so on and so forth... And i could see how speechless TYS was... HA! Finally, somebody to debate over his "theory", and won the debate. HeH!

Sometimes, TYS is really a bit too much lah. 1st, it was his religion, then it is the political system in the world. "Capitalism will fall and communism will take over again." Come on, communism might had been successful once, that doesn't mean it will rise again. Y would capitalism fall when even China(one of the largest communist country) is also slowly turning to capitalism. Wad's with Spore political system is failing? Ya, I would agree that we are not doing as well as b4 but, we are able to move on slowly. Ok, i'm talking bout politics again... heH! Boring? Ya, but that's me, haven't been doing this, heH! Anyhow, that's the bottom line.

Venice? A beautiful country... Once it dominates Europe, one of the strongest city-state. Today, it is a great spot for honeymoon. heH! Studying bout this city-state in SS now. Ermm.. Not bad...

After school, Physics Mock... Hai... Not very good for P2... Next 2 days, there will also be mock. Tml is maths p1 and wed is chemistry practical... Wah... LonG lONG week sia... Dunnoe Friday got stay back bo, hope not sia, coz need to work at 3pm, and gotta rush down. Wah... Friday will be an extremely long day sia... Might just break down in the middle of the day. Anyhow, that's Friday... Gotta worry bout the next couple of days 1st.

I was very guai just now, sat down and drew my further development... Believe or not, an hour plus just to complete 2 drawings... Wah... Time-consuming...

Ermm... Another unexcepted thing happened... Didn't know my caring for others could turned into misunderstanding? Got wad i mean? heH! Anyhow, wun think too much or do too much. I'm gonna stress again, studies is my 1st priority, Family 2nd and friends 3rd... So, no other thing is gonna come disrupt it.

Tentative?

Bitching AGAIN!

ArgH!!!! I hate sleeping on one mattress!!! My bone hurts so much. HAi... 2kor's gf came and they want a piece of my mattress. I can't say no, so let them take it, and now my back bone hurts. Lao liao, lao liao... HeH!

Last night, b4 i fell asleep, out of the blues, i wrote a msg(consists of 6 parts) bout giving up and all sorts of things, and sent them to 4 people. Didn't except anything in return, and i went to bed le, bout 1 plus, 2 replied, and i guess it touched them some way or another. Another one, replied early 7am, while i was sleeping. Ermm... reaction quite big. Just felt like doing things that i haven't done in a long time. Ever since i changed my phone, i stopped writing things in hp. Last night, was the 1st after so long. Glad i haven't lose my touch... Words are all from the bottom of my heart.

Ermm... Went to have a dinner with ting last night, her ma not cooking, so i went with her. End up, buying lots of things. Printer ink, $30+, a belt $3.90 and ate some dim sum. Hai... Spent almost everything i posses. However, i'm happy i got wad i wanted. Next Friday earned them back bah, but still gotta pay for the dnd de. ARGH!!!!! No more money!!!! Still wanna go dnd... Hai... Aiya, when the boat reaches the shore it will straighten itself. CRAPS!!!

Tomorrow leh, got physics mock, later tonight, gonna study. For the time being, i'm still slacking away. Haha! Lazy of me, but it really has been a while since i last enjoyed my weekend, slacking away... hee~ Always working, always out for fun, this time, relac a bit, hee~ Neglecting my studies at the same time, heh! Nono, i did my hws, and i'm gonna go study later, hee~ At least i know how to control myself! (dun bother bout me, i'm just trying to find some excuses to escape my crime)

Feelings of giving up are gone, i'm back to who i was back then, never giving up, taking everything in stride. Is that good? Coz it seems even when i'm failing, i dun wanna admit it, heh! WTH! I guess i have to try my very best in everything. Never wanna fail, never gonna fall... How's that? A much more determined me! Desperate to get pass this crucial time, this process of hard work. You know wad? We're always complaining bout these things but always, when we look back later, it seems like they are nothing. Wad is this? Wad is life? Hai... Here i am, btiching bout life again... I really got nothing better to do. hEH! Weird world...

Sometimes, you wish to end this boring life, but always, there will be something that stop you from letting it go. Sometimes, failure takes away your everything, but there will always be something there to remind you to stand up once again. Sometimes, things happened, and you can't face the facts, but there will always be something there to bring you back to life. Wad is that thing that always bring you back to this life full of dramas? Have you found the answer? I have...

Hillgrove spirit?

And so... O level Chinese have come to an end. Everything is over. LC today was not very bad, just 2 qns. Letting off a sigh of relief, a load off my mind. However, everything is only determined in August when CL results come out, till then, i'll continue with revision.

Met up with Xueting, Ping Hong and Terry for some group studies. Physics is the one we discussed bout. Ermm.. I didn't really learnt a lot but i got things clearer than b4. So, at least there is some benefits. As for Terry, he just sat there and do his Maths.

AFter that, had my dinner and we started talking bout everything that is happening in school. Well, so disappointed bout school, so much we are ashamed of. No more Hillgrove Spirit in this school anymore. Hai... Just now, during assembly we sang "With tender care, our seeds are sown, to withstand the test of time" Is that true? Tender care? Dun feel the care of anyone from anywhere. Seeds will sown? It just turns bad to worse. To withstand the test of time? i say, give it another 10 years and Hillgrove might just become history. Look at the school now, bengs lians all over. Everyone comes to school just to play, to flirt with guys, to jio mei mei, to play with teachers. The teachers? Those better ones are all gone! ALl the young teachers are almost nothing compared to the senior ones. HAi... Such disappointment. After us, there will be no more "The Hillgrove spirit soars above", it will be just, "The Hillgrove spirit comes from hell". HA! Chinese, Malays, across all races, they are only in school to fight. HAi.. Discipline? DM also no use, OM also no use. The only ones that can really control the students are, the principal, Mdm Khong and .... HeH? Who else? No more... Sometimes, it just feels so sad... I grew up with this school, i saw the rise of it and been through it all, really watching the seeds grew through every single stage. However, there seem to be no more nutrients nurturing the seeds. Looking back, when we were in YI, we had lots of fun, though restricted, but that was the golden years of my education and also, Hillgrove's. With Mdm Thoo's guidance, though the path was rocky but we were able to make it through the storms. Now, I wun deny Mrs Yeow is a good person but her way of leading kind of shacks the whole system. Teachers nowadays sits in canteen with their students looking at their so called "HaNDSOME guys" <--- some teacher by the name starting with K. Some are just so rude and some just doubt too much. Who can really take over the history we've set? Who can actually be that model? DO they even care? I guess after us, they will no longer be Hillgrove spirit anymore. It seems like we are the only batch that stays bonded everywhere we go, no internal conflicts, just pure understanding between each others. Hai... Maybe i should be glad that i'm leaving the school but it is a sad thing how everything went down the drain. The path we've made, the bond we've built, the faith that we have and the glory we've set, everything goes down the drain... Disappointing... "As Hillgrovians, we uphold forever?"

Got nothing much to say, u know, some old friends gathering for some chats and we looked back at things and realised that, that was the best of our times. We are old compared to the others, more sensible now, no more childish fights and wadsoever. We know where we stand. Well, still, i am glad i met some wonderful friends, and i know, later in life, they will still be by my side, guaranteed.

We rose as the champions, but we saw it fall into a fobidden land...

O level OrAL....

O mY GOD!!!! How? Feel quite depressed bout oral today. It was the worst of all the days. Wad have rubbish in Japan got to do with failures? And wad have failures got to do with books and internet? Wah lao! I'm very confident bout the passage but the conversation part? Hai... It was not working... I kept repeating wad i've said b4 and the teachers seem not interested(from my point of view), and the 2 of them shot at me, attacked me, and it left me injured, badly injured... Argh!!! Hai... Ting said they seemed so uptight when they were talking to me, to the extend that she could hear them when she was at the back. I was like, "HoW?!" Then, the examiners took a long time to come to a decision. And ting said, they took a long time to decide and when she went to sit, they were still talking bout it... Wah lao.. Am i supposed to be happy that they took such a long time to give me a result or should i be sad that they are too "Concerned" bout it already? HAi... Wadever it is, i dun really put myself into such devastation. I mean, it's over. Hopefully, everything will come out well.

Went to do some D&T after that, was ok... Did my stuff. I was so funny just now lor, dunnoe whether is it i was too stressed up by the oral or wad, Trish came to ask me for plastic and i thought she was talking bout Acrylic plastic, so i brought her all the way to the store and showed her the acrylic, and she's like "Huh? I want plastic bag leh.." Then i'm like, "O, paiseh..." Then i thought she wants to keep part of her artefact safely in a plastic so i offered to let her put her thing under my apron so nobody would see it, then we went to another store and i lifted up my apron and showed her the place and she's like "Huh?! I wanna bring home leh.." I was totally laughing my heart out! I can't believe i mistook her twice in a roll and tried being helpful. HAHA!!! I was totally in my own lala land... HAHA!!!

Back home, same thing, concussed. After waking up, had my dinner, started doing homework afterwhich, read story book, my mistake, it's Sandra Brown not Sharon Brown. Pardon me... I got it like 1/4 done in 2 hours. However, wouldn't be able to finish it in any way coz tml gotta return to Peggy. Sad... It's ok.

Something weird happened... Eric sent me a msg and comfort me bout Oral. I was stunned for a minute and checked twice who the sender is. I didn't tell him anything bout oral and we seldom talk bout school things bah, so i was a bit shocked when i received his msg. I supposed it was ting who told him bah coz nobody else would. Well, I appreciate his concern very much and really am thankful bout his comforting words. hee~ Thanks Wor...

All in all, today was not a very bad day. Tml is another new day. The sun will still rise, the day will go on, it wouldn't stop even if i'm sad. SuGoI!!! <--- Learnt from Joey (Amazing in Japan?)

Fallacy....

Attitude AppLe

ArGH!!!!!! TML oral ar!!!! scared! Extremely scared!!!!! ExtRemElY oUtRAgeoUs... Wah... Dunno whether can make it not? I really hope i can do it well... Today saw my friends so tensed bout it and after coming out, some of them were very sad... How?! Wad if i can't speak tml? I kept practising these few days just to get the fluency of reading... Relax.... Breathe in, breathe out... Hopefully i can do it well...

Slept really early last night, and had an awesome sleep all the way till morning. However, it went way too over. I woke up at 7am. Ha! Ended up rushing myself to school. HeH! At least i didn't dozed off in class today, that's a good sign.

Ermm... Mr Loh thought i was sick? heh? Maybe i looked sick bah... Coz sometimes in the morning, i will have mucus coming out of my nose, moreover, this morning was cold, and so, it couldn't control itself and just came out. HeH! So i guess it was coz of that, he thought i was sick. All the frequency, lambda, wavelength, amplitude things are confusing me a lot! I couldn't get them correctly arranged in my head... Real cham and next monday is the mock? CHAM!!!

Dunno y, i am very hungry today... HA! Ate a bit more than i usually did... Maybe coz i didn't take much dinner last night? Or so it seems...

Sharon Brown's book uses lots of vocabs which make it very interesting for me... I am already fascinated by the ways the words are used, even b4 it reaches it's climax(u know the "climax") HAHA! Ting will know wad i'm talking bout... hee~ Learnt quite a lot from the 1st 30+ pages that i've read... Sadly, gotta return to peggy by this friday... Sad lah...

D&T today? HA! Something to be happy bout, i got my artefact 99.9999999% done le wor... LAst touch up and all are done. So happy... I was totally awake today while doing it and ha! happy it's done. Although lots of flaws are present, it is still considered ok bah. Miss Lim kept telling me that its good enough but i really dunnoe whether is she just trying to comfort me not. HeH! Hope is is true bah... Hai... Not very satisfied but wad can i do? It's done... lao.. My wrist very painful sia... Used too much strength to sand the pine already. Then, while sanding an acrylic, the splint went into my fingers... Wah lao!!!! Dunno y, everytime go D&t, i must get injured one.. Very sick...

Back home, once again, rountine, ji tao lied on sofa, concussed. heH! Along the way, Firdaus msg then i very tired, didn't wanna care but still, replied shortly.

After dinner, hw, then started reciting some CL essays to get ready for tml... Ermm... Not bad... Hopefully tml everything will go smoothly. Gonna buy chocolate and coffee b4 i go into the exam hall coz chocolate gives energy and coffee frees me from tiredness. Well-planned.

Hai... After tml's oral, Friday is LC.. 2 in a roll, need to score well for these 2 to get my desired A1. HeH!

Today, i got so intimidated by these 2 kids. So fucked up! One, came cutting queue and she squeezed right b4 me, i got so pissed, i stared at her and she was startled by my glance. HeH! Immediately let me buy 1st. Ha! Two, went to bookshop to get my workbook and this girl, stepped on my foot, and its not like a bit lor, her whole foot was on mine, i was so pissed. Moreover, she is from 3A1 de, i ji tao, go "Wah lao..." And my pissed face came out, she also got startled.. HA! Being Sec 5 got it's benefit hor?! HAHA!!! Attitude AppLe!

Hao... Gonna go sleep, and prepare for tml... It ain't something to be taken lightly bout. CAn't let my effort goes down the draiN...

CiAo!

Feeling so sick...

Pains i got previously are getting better and i am getting a bit of energy back.

Rainning this morning. I woke up very late today, 6.55am, heh! And i went out at 7.01. Actually i can leave home at 7.10 but i just wanna wake up and finish my stuff so i wun get so worried that i haven't tie my hair and all this sort of stuff. heH!

School was same, tiring but learning. Miss CHong is not here again. How come she is always absent? I nv remembered skipping maths lessons b4. Hai... Different teachers, different attitude. I guess i still got the next few months to hang on. Afterall, 6 months had passed and i endure all of those pains. HeH! MT lessons, receive news that the oral we're gonna have that day will be pretty difficult. Hai... WAd to do? Just gotta do my part to read read read. Must read properly, the conversation part, hopefully my mouth will open more. HEH!

EL mock after school. Wah kao! I can't stand 5A2 sia... very noisy wor! Dun they know wad is self-discipline? Dun they know that they are 17 already? Dun they know that they are one of the oldest in school? Come on, time to grow up. Keeping quiet during exam is the most basic thing to do although it is only mock but hello?! They dun wanna concentrate, i want to! Grow UP!!!!

Back home, ji tao concussed on sofa. Till 6pm... wah lao.. totally lost control of my own mind... Can't really get myself to get up when it's time to. HeH! Losing control of time, losing control of myself.

These 2 days i have been very tired in school. Very tired to do everything yet i have done everything possible. HEH! Weird right?! Too tired but things are done! HAHA! Ermm... Found myself hardworking as well. I would sit down and focus on doing work, without slacking O! I write all the answers in full sentences sia... HAhA! I used to write them in a anything-will-do way but now, i seriously looked at it and do. Not bad ar, at least i feel myself working hard. Although i'm still having fun but well, fun is part of me, it is innate. Moreover, if i'm willing to do wad i want, i will be able to make it. Sheer gut determination? That's all i gotta depend on! HAHA!!!

Been spending $$ on food recently, not a good sign for the already-fat me. Sian lor... I just find it more worthwhile to eat than to spend $$ on unwanted stuff... Hai... Time to stop this kind of unhealthy act le.

Colour-blind? Nipples? I got a joke concerning colour-blind and nipples... it was ermm... A bit funny lah... But dun really find it pleasant to laugh at it.

Well... My eyes are burning, my stomach grumbling, my whole body malfunctioning... All i can do now, is to pray that i have the strength to bring the crusor to the START button and turn off the com and then brush my teeth and lastly, concussed once more till tml...HA! Craps lah! I am not so weak!

Anyhow, getting a bit nervous bout thurs' oral... Ermm... Scared Scared... Hope i can get it right.. D&T tml? I dun feel like staying but hai... No choice i supposed...

Time for concussion...

Everything is done on time... But time seem to be drifting away from me...

Lots of Fun and Lots of pain...

Erm... Ting told me that Ling Hui said my blog is far too long... Hai... So, wad am i suppose to do? Coz, i like to put all details in. Well, i guess i'll try but still remained as myself.

Yesterday, received a Friendster msg from Jie min. She said i sound busy in my blogs. Ermm... Is that so? Didn't really know that coz i'm not the audience. However, i know myself that i have been real busy nowadays?

Last couple of days were fun-filled. HeH! So filled that i couldn't catch my breath. Saturday was work. It was ok i supposed. Just the same old things and like b4, was quite angry with the partner. Wad i'm angry with? Erm... Leaving all else to my care and she just do wad she thinks should be done. Hello?! Spare a thought for others? Inconsiderate.

It was actually my 1st experience on this dance studio thingy. Whole ballroom with not many tables but a huge dance floor in the middle. No wonder Firdaus told me he was fixing 216 dancefloor? HA! O ya, speaking of Firdaus, he danced that day for the presentation part, it was so funny when i looked from afar. However, he received lots of applaud for that.

OT? No idea y, but many pple came to ask whether i'm working OT anot. Hai... Answered them all with some sian-ness in some. Heh! Dunnoe y, was relaxing for me. HeH! Thanks to Bt Kor... HehE~ Nice kor i hab hor! However, there's always a price to pay. He pressed my head quite a few times. HA! And also, he pinched my face when i didn't noticed. Hai... For the fun of it, is wad he said. Sadly, he's too tall for me to pressed his head and i dun dare to pinch his face coz i guess it might hurt? It hurts on mine. HeH! But, nVm... Forgive and forget and laugh along.

Awkward situation between Billy and Me. Erm.. How to describe? That day we didn't talk much, didn't even smile to him or whatsoever, i just kept myself busy and we kept passing each other, both acting cool. Heh! Hai.. But, didn't really wanna be bothered by it, at least i got Bt kor and Firdaus, PLUS, Andy(rat) to entertain me a lot! Heh!

Sentosa, Sentosa! It was considered really fun. Though i gotta wake up early after the OT b4. Anyhow, was later than the meeting time so decided to meet up with Firdaus, yu and terry. Along the way, met with the very pissed-off Kelvin. He was so mad coz Lawrence was so late.

Went in together. At the beach, yu and i changed up and from then on, the fun begins. Into the water, splashed wet b4 i was submerged and kind of just watch them swim to the other shore, great stamina! Then went up the shore, was sitting there drinking red wine, enjoying the rain and talking to yu and Qiu ong. Then dunnoe y, qiu ong started to bury my leg. Then, felt my face turned red from the wine and yu turned red from head to arms. HeH! Then, dunnoe y, Qiu ong threw sand into my pants, and i'm like "Oi, enough hor, dun play throw pants one lah!"

BAck to the water, dunnoe wad i did or did i do anything? Qiu ong pulled me into the water, his strength really very good sia, and i tot he would spare me, yet he pulled me all out. And the next thing i knew, my head was facing the sea water. Came up, 1st thing i heard was "Wah! Who huh? Who Huh?!" Dear Chris couldn't see without his specs. My eyes couldn't open. Hai... Dun wanna play with them liao, very rough ar.

Firdaus came asking me up the shore, i thought he got something to tell me so i went up and when i was really concentrating on wad he's going to say, he went on with, "Actually, actually, just now, just now, they asked me to bring u ............" And b4 the sentence finished, i knew wad's gonna happened, i turned and ran, but a bit too late, Firdaus caught my leg, and both of us went into the water. I was in total shock... Firdaus told me it was my dear kor's idea lah, didn't believe initially then i saw his evil smile and i started throwing sand to him! End of it, actually wanted to walk with him up, he took sand again, this time, a handful of it, ran, but no use! HeH! And that was the whole part of the sea thingy for me!

For yu, it was a bit brutal and cruel. Being slammed into the sea by a giant doesn't feel good i supposed. She was like a dummy being thrown in, and i stood, not knowing wad i can do to help. Next she was held on her legs and like a see-saw, went up and down the water. I was in awe... Seriously, wad can i do when she is under terry goh's hand, i might just get pushed away given his gigantic strength...

Took train to bugis to have dinner. Shanghai's steamboat? Ermm... Dunnoe wad's the difference. HeH! Service not very good i guess, under so many banquet department's staff. HeH! Food came without soup, eat wad? Frozen food.... All along, i was silent, looking at them craps and everything, i just did my part, eat. HeH! LC(sounds like that), Yihua's friend, was the clearing-machine? She kept getting food for everyone coz she was so afraid it can't finished? WAh... A bit dot dot dot... I remember myself peeling quite a few prawns. Ermm... COz i wanna eat and nobody's eating. Peeled some for kor, coz he said he was lazy to peel. heH! He didn't asked, just peeled for him. I am always the prawn-peeler at every steam boat session. I remembered the other time went with yu and class guys to Marina to eat, the 2 of us were the ones peeling. At home, i peeled for my kors as well. So always, i'm the one. Anyhow, was full and that was it for me.

Later, went back with Qiu ong and Yihua coz all taking MRT. The others, either got own transport or cab. heh! RiCh... Anyhow, on MRT, position i was at was very weird. Surrounded by unknown guys and i got no where to look, so i looked on the floor, the same position from bugis to Jurong east.

Challenged myself home, within 3 min, I was home from the MRT station. HeH! Not bad huh! Afterwhich, packed up everything and i called yuting to confirm stuff bout school and bitch to her bout wad happened. SHe told me something and i was so surprised!!! Wah lao! i can't mention wad, but i'm just so envious of Yvonne... HAi...

Ermm.. Recently, didn't really wanna talked bout work in front of everyone coz, well, they are not really interested or rather they dunnoe wad's the situation is like? Got no one to talk to bout the ups and downs during work, just to myself, sometimes, told yuting a bit and i guess she entertain me quite a lot. Hee~ Others, ermm... Doesn't seem interested, so tried to restrict myself from saying bah. WEll, i guess it is only me who can understand the fucked-up VIP server, the pressin on my head by kor, the looks on Andy(rat)'s face after he got beaten, the cute way of Firdaus when he dance, the relaxation during OT and so on and so forth. NVm... At least got here to bitch to right? HeH! Optimistic me.

Today in school, wad should i say, Ping hong hor, kept on beating me! Wah lao, then i was so sick of it that i can't react much. O ya, Andy36? I think that's wad everyone called him, called me and i was so shocked! I didn't picked up coz i was concentrating with the Maths probability. When i checked my phone, 2 missed calls and one msg, "Aiping, call me now, urgent -Andy bqt" In total shocked, went to toilet, called back, something bout sparkling water... Aiyo... Host trying to bluff hotel ar? HAHA! Kidding, remembered the belgium lady drank it, she drank fast. So, no worries, remembered clearly. Wah lao, then Miss Chew was outside! She heard me using phone so i told her it was something important so i gotta call back. Heh! Good thing she knows me and well, she is not that fierce bah... heH!

Lots of things happened and i was in every part of it. HAd fun, but real exhausted at this point of time. Got injured again and again, at work, at sentosa and at school, clumsy me... Never mind, will rest and get everything back this week, no work for me! HAHA!!! CAn relac during the weekend but b4 that, have to practice for MT O level's oral!!!! ArGH!!! Nervous!!!

K, till then, CIAO!!!! Apple Signing Off(after such a long blog... ZZzzzz)

Another long daY...

New skin?! Nah, it's actually a skin i downloaded quite a while ago but i didn't use it coz i got the piggy one. Feel like changing, coz new chapter, new life so new skin as well.

Woke up very late this morning, 6.48, which is very late for me lah. I was draggin myself out of bed and when i came out of the room, my 2kor scare me, he was lying on the sofa, sleeping... So lame of him, got bed dun wanna sleep. Wadever, went on to wash up, when i came back from the kitchen, he scares me again, he was sitting up. Wah LAo! Imagine the living room was so dark with red light shining from the deity's table and a guy, half-naked sitting on the sofa, not moving, SiCk wor.. Good thing i hold myself down.

In school, very hungry. Finally, after so many days, one teacher spot my extra earring. I was still wondering when will they spot it. Miss Chew saw it when she was beside me. HEH!

4 periods of maths today. Dunnoe is it practical to do it this way. I mean, 4 periods in a roll can be very tiring. However, this is the only way for us to have mock exams during this 4 periods, if it is for studying, i will be dying. Anyhow, Mock P1 today. Erm... Was ok bah, 2 qns got me stuck, along the way, i was dozing off but then woke myself up coz need to complete it.

I didn't even know when it is recess le, i thought there was a period more for contact time but ha! It was over! And when i went to the canteen, it was packed with people. WAh!

After school, again, D&T, i was so mad at my gearbox today, it doesn't move. I was in total shock when i tried it and it can't work. And later, in total anxiety when i spent almost 2 hours on it! So sad... In the end, my face turned black and went upstairs to consult the TSOs, and Mr Salihin helped me lots. In the end, it moved really slowly and it is those pathetic slow lor, where it stops and moves type lor. Later i actually decided to go Sinta with Yu tml but determined, i talked to Miss Lim bout it and then went home holding it in my hand. Got another pair of batteries, this time buying energizer. Back home, 1st thing i did, tried the batteries on, Heh! Guess wad?! It WORKS!!! So happy at the sight of it moving smoothely. Hee~ and i thought it was spoiled. So, i'm at peace with it. If possible, Monday stayed back and complete the whole artefact.

Back home, as tired as i was, i msg Firdaus to apologize coz i was rather rude when he msg me when i was fixing my gearbox. He didn't mind but it's only right to be polite. Lie down, fell asleep on the sofa. 7pm, woke up, watched TV, eat dinner. Bathed, and i'm done with all my relaxation. I began to battle with my hWs. Not in the mood to start Maths coz of the long long questions and i had enough of the long qns in the morning le. So i started with very short qns from SS... However, long answers needed. Hai... Dunnoe y i always look for the difficult way out... HeH! Anyhow, i'm done with CHIJ and Chinese High de SS... One last St Joseph SBQ and SEQ, hai... So long sia.. Then, still got one more EL compre... How am i suppose to have fun this weekend? ArGh!!!! Well.. Hope i can at least finished Maths and EL later. And tml wake up earlier to do SS!

O ya, just now, Chris msg everyone bout Sun's trip. I li xiao him a bit. HahA! Thought he wun reply de then he seem seriously surprised that i said i dunnoe him. HeH! Anyhow, Promised to go if i can finish my stuff. Hopefully... However, doesn't seem to have anyone i'm familiar with going... Hai... Leave it to that day bah!

That's it for the day. Gonna go piang aGAin!

GooD life...

Miss Me? Must have. HeH! Ok, a bit crAzy again. Trying to make myself feel a bit more relax bout the day.

It started pretty tiring but then during EL lesson, i got my sleep, and i mean, really sleeping. Miss Teo was done with her stuff and i just started to sleep. One thing scare me most, i couldn't wake up when my brain has woke up, as in, i know i'm awake but my eyes, and body couldn't get up, i was in total shock hoping Yuting would shake me up. Wah lao, and when i finally managed to struggle out of the "coma", i dun dare to go down again. HeH! But later, too tired, slept again. HEh! Dun expect me to keep myself awake just coz i couldn't get up, dun wanna be a walking-dead. Hee~

After school was D&t. Yes, again... How many times have i wrote in my blog that after school is D&T? Lots of times right? But no choice, that's wad i gotta do, us as a matter of fact. Hai... One thing to be happy bout, i'm about to finish the artefact le. Got the circuits in. One last thing, the cover! Muhahaha! HappY!

During D&T, pple started going crazy, all except one, who is me. HeH! They were like screaming and shouting and all the craps came out. Later, i got a bit crazy too lah, bringing out some old stories bout Cheryl molesting me when we were down for Netball training! And then sugar, spices got into it, originality became Sexaulity. HaHa!

I couldn't remember who i went to watch "A series of unfortunate events" with. Really couldn't recall, or am i dreaming again? No leh, remembered clearly i watched it. Not with Billy, not with Yuting, not with ting, certainly not with Bt Kor... Siao LAh.. My memory hor... Later gonna check out my previous blogs to see whether i got write not... So siCkening...

OHs office called twice yesterday and i didn't picked up both. 1st, i was in school, 2nd, i was bathing. Called back but no one picked up so i assume they weren't there. Wonder wad's wrong but most probably it's that they need staff bah. Sadly, i was at school. HEH!

Life has been going smoothly this couple of days, hopefully it can last till end of the week, best of all, till next week. Later going to Piang Hw a bit coz saturday got work, Sun might be going to Sentosa... HEh!Enjoyment i'm seeking and indeed i'm enjoying most of it!

ScHOOl!

Last night, after blogging, i went to hab my dinner and after that, engine started, from 8pm till 12am, i was in front of my study table, trying to complete everything possible. Heh! Manage to get most of it done. Along the way, Ting hor, very funny lor, we started to crap bout missing pple and things like that and it came down to a point where, Terry Goh, Terry Tan and Terry Chua came out. It is a secret between us so can't say much, just funny. Later, she went to bed, while i continued. Tired but i can't sleep when i was on bed. I started to worry bout O level, it is bearly the second week of the new semester and we are already rushing so many things, and stayed back everyday for mock, and for artefact... wah lao.. Very Hiong leH...

Back to school today, it was well, as usual... Lots of lessons... Chemistry took up not only the CME period but also part of recess time. Much complains bout Miss Wang taking up time but wad's behind all this is her desire for us to do well, so, can't blame her at all. O ya, i remembered at the back part of it, she's asking a question and nobody wants to answer, and i got so pissed and i said out my answer, which i didn't know she would hear, she repeated wad i said, "yes, Availability and Cost" And finally, we are dismissed... HEHe~

Recess time, looking for flexible curve and luckily one of my Netball junior has it, so relief. Guess wad? While waiting for her to get the curve, i mistook a pipe as a person and i apologized to it... Can u believe it? I hit onto it and i thought it was someone and i said sorry TWICE! Yuting was laughing at me and i was laughing at myself too... HAHa!

The day ended with lots of Questions asked by friends and hai... Baby1 menu button spoil again... No choice, this time, must send it to Phone care liao. So sad.. Baby2 is still very healthy, gonna buy new clothes for it... heh! Like siao hor, treating electronics stuff like my child. I'm going crazy nowadays.

Just now, was talking to Ting bout some of my previous relationship thing and in my mind, i told myself, everything is over, i dun feel anything anymore, all the stuff are erased, now, i am happy. I'm loving everyone around me, from the closest to the most distant ones, i make it a point to treat them well, coz if i dun, i might lost. Like for example, i tried to talk to those whom i seldom talk to in school, and at work too... Dun u find it incredible? If i never get close to them and talk, we might nv talk at all, it just feels so weird. Anyhow, i got a few more friends now. I'm like collecting friends hor... HAHA! No lah, they are pple to be treasure inside my heart.

I was slacking all the way today, was so happy that i can have a weekday slightly free in the evening. Though i stayed back for Maths mock, i got my deserved reward later which is drinking honeydew Sago... HAHA!!! B4 that, had a double cheeseburger, nv had one b4, coz i thought it wun taste good but with yuting's encouragement, tried it, it's not bad lor. Back home, treat mama my Honeydew Sago and went to relax a bit, DL some new wallpapers and change baby1's setting a bit and finally i got one theme, that is mutually exclusive to myself. Hee~ After that, Felicia called? Ermm... Work? I agreed? Yes i did. Very bad of me, just promised myself last night yet i change my mind. Hai... Actually the thing is, Mama just now told me, we got some financial thingy going on at home, i gave most of wad i earned to mama after paying off my bills, so now i'm left with a bit nia, so i just wanna make some $$ for myself so i dun need extra from pa or ma, this way, they only got the 2 kors to care bout. Hai.... Dun worry, i'm not neglecting my studies, i'm am doing my best to buck up liao, this is only the beginning of the week, i might be tired later this week but it will be a fruitful week.

Next on, gonna start to read up some chinese passages coz next week CL oral liao... Also, at the same time, continue with EL.

I started to wonder, when will the threesome(Hong, ting, me) will actually have time out to go study together. Though i am not very keen bout it, coz as u know, i'm a great loner, but i'm sure it would benefit me as well, some way or another. Also, bout asking Sasa, to come out and tutor me some EL, haha! Cos her EL not bad wor... Bt kor as well, but i doubt kor have the time so dun wanna bother him at all. See, this is wad i thought about last night, when i was tossing around my bed. Well, maybe it is still a good idea for me to study alone given my personality, a change might be good as well.. Anyhow, let the time come bah.

Remember the question asked? The answer is: Surname. Everyone has it, Westeners' are longer, Easteners' shorter, monk has it, but they nv use.. Right? Wah... Suddenly so cold...

Ok... Nothing much more to add... Arghh!!! I saw Eric in! heH! Crazy me again... Anyhow, this few days will be hard to get by coz we need to stay for everyday, Friday, hopefully dun have to. Hao... Jiu Zhe YAng... CiAo!

The sun is up and it's an awesome day.. There's a reason for looking up but I'm feeling down.

The Love OF my Life... CooL pIc... 

aMaZing days!

HEH! Indeed i had quite a bit of surprises these 2 days. Saturday at work... Ermm... Wad exactly happened? I dun really remember anymore. Just remembered I was doing VIP with Carolyn and Jenna. Ermm.... I was very pissed that day.. Details? Heh... Dun wanna say much. I'm just fed up with the 2 i was working with, nv really had such a bad time but all the while i'm pretending. Dun really have to guide carolyn(which is wad Lau asked me to do) coz she knows how to do le, she has done it b4. Anyhow, it is other things that pissed me off. OT that night was fine. I crawled around the whole ballroom and went under every single table to look for napkins. It was extremely tedious. Can u believe it? Grand ballroom neh... However, not too bad coz i got lots of pple to li xiao there. Hee~

Last night, wad can i say. The day started with me getting up at 12, didn't touch any of my hw coz of my nerves. Then, started to prepare for work. Went out to work, met Ting at the bus interchange after i got my bread. Onto bus, met Wei Xing who happened to be going to work as well. Reached work, restlessly got everything done. Erm... I got said "Dao" twice yesterday. The guy named Kason? The extremely tall one, called "mei Nu" but i didn't know it was me he was refering to, so i just sat down, realised he was looking at me so i asked him wad and he say i dao... I'm like, please, how am i supposed to know he is calling me?

Next case was from Ryan. I dun remember wad i was getting, but i was busy looking for things and he suddenly say i dao and i said, sorry never see him. Hai.. Busy also dao wor? feel very sad. But this ryan guy quite good one, he helped me a lot along the way and kept offering to help when i got nothing for him to help me. Heh!

Function was damn big... I was damn tired running around. Those guests were, well, most are very good, the others are extremely mean... Can't even touch the napkin when it's untidy, only wanna fold into triangle, that lady was like, "Dun touch the napkin, let it be, wanna sit with my friends." Come on lor, its not like i'm taking away the napkin, even if i am, her friend can still sit with her lor, SIaO... Ended up not caring bout that table much, the pple all very mean, so much for being Christians... Not insulting the religion but i thought they are very polite de, like the others i met throughout the night, none were as mean as them. Kao...

B4 the whole event, kitchen very choatic wor... I was lost back there, dunnoe wad to take... Even when i'm taking the serving gears, i was totally stunned at the way the guys and ladies were squeezing through, i'm like "ok, i'll let them take" Good thing there was Brenda to help me with it, i was so gong lor... Bt kor was going crazy as he said quite a few times. HahA! Then he started shouting and shouting but i'm still shocked at the way the pple acted, typical Singaporeans. HeH!

I went into the ballroom with lots of things untaken, i remembered myself going in and out of the back a lot of times for the ladle..., Believe it or not, i couldn't find ONE! Then, miraclously, it appeared at one of the blue boxes... HeH!

Was the runner, with partner Zoe... erm... She work like VIP sia... I mean, the glass is full of drinks but she just can't stand the sight of not having ice on top and she went to change... HA! But it's ok, coz at least we got our things done in time lah. Erm... I was carrying quite a lot of oval trays from my memory, Liu Yan helped a lot, for the whole Najib's station. O ya, i'm getting a hand of using one hand to take oval trays, practice made perfect as it is always said. I kept wanting to go home when the thing began, telling everybody that i feel like going home coz seriously i was very tired and the thought of having 4 tables and being a runner scare the hell out of me. But as time went by, i just take it as it is and do wadever i can.

There was this table that likes to joke a lot and a man kept saying "We're hungry people" when i asked to clear, so funny hor, but he meant no harm, he was just joking, he thought i got angry with him saying that, but no lah. O ya, one of them asked me does the hotel pay me well... HAHA! I actually said "Yes, very" But sometimes thinking bout it, erm... it's ok nia... HAHA! SHhh.....

O ya, yesterday hor, Terry Goh treat me very good wor... Very unusual sia.. I mean, he was nv so good to me de lor and he talked to me like i'm his old friend, suddenly there was no gap there, felt a bit weird at the sudden closeness... Heh! He pushed me and i nearly peng lor... Wah lao...

O YA! Something some people might get sick of, my pa came up to the ballroom. HA! I was carrying 2 fishes when he came up the escalator... HAHA! Feel so weird lor... Heh! Papa was like "Li hai, Li hai de" Then i'm like, orh orh... HAHA!!! So funny... Like i said b4, recently he is quite paranoid so maybe he just wanna come check whether i was lying or not bah, and he saw me so hardworking... HAHA! BhB...

Quite a bit of stuff happened last night on the other side, platter dropped, a person sent home, another got his arm dislocated... Misfortune...

At the very back of the whole thing, i was really sleepy, started to yawn while walking and Bt kor woke me up a LOT! He stretched his hands out wanting to pinch my face?! Wad The! I was totally shocked and caught by extreme surprise and started to swing my hands and after that, i WOKE up... No more yawning liao... See, good way to wake pple up... But still, that guy doesn't look like the usual Kor... HeH!

I dun rmb it was last night or the other night, Wee loon pressed my head when i was dying from all the oval trays, come on lor, enough wor, always bully me when i'm really tired, this hotel's pple a bit weird weird de hor... HeH!

Yesterday met a lot of unknown pple and i started to crap with those that likes to talk a lot and they say they dunnoe me, y i talk so much then my reply was "In this hotel, no matter i know u or not, i will start crapping as long as i'm crazy" HeH! Then that guy very speechless... HAHA! Won the waR!!!

OT last night was actually not very willing de lah, coz really tired mah, but leh, awoken by someone from Tanglin Police station, Heh, then SASa and the girls are working and moreover, Firdaus couldn't find one. HA! He very cute hor.. Till now, i still find him very cute.. heH! The way he walks especially. Hee~ Shh.... So the night went on as usual, i was totally beaten by Sasa's cold jokes, we were packing the linens and then there was a mountain of underlays and when we stand on opposite side, we can't see each other, and she was like hiding when HELLO, i know she is there! Come on lor, dun be so lame lor hor... Along the way, all the shit came out... Wah lao, and i became the lead actress and she is the lead actor and i was forced to act one part with her to let Yuting see... I'm like, wah lao! CANNOT STAND AR!!!! I was froze to death...

Another amazing thing happened, i fell down in the van, the transport. I came out of the sit to let one lady alight and i fell, haha! I was ok, but baby1 hit the door, i'm like completely wanting to cry when i felt that hit... but it was fine, i supposed.

Sometimes it is not very good to have the transport uncle knowing me, heh, he very fierce ar, dun let me alight at other place and said "U want u alight, dun wan i'm going to Jurong West." I ji tao shocked and alighted then asked bt kor to come take me... ScAry...

Supper was, well, ok, lots of lame jokes with sasa's presence and the whole thing peaked when something happened between Bt kor and a auntie.. Shh... U, who read this, if u dunnoe wad, dun ask me, if u know, LAUGH OUT LOUD... It still triggers my laughter.. HAhAHAHAHA!!! Paiseh wor Kor... heH!

Went home at like 5 plus? TEo kAn by mama... But nvm... Guess wad? i told Firdaus to wake me help, he called me at 5.50am... Please... Will i go to school so early? Then he was surprised that i just reached home.. HAHA! Lots of funny funny things happened between the 2 of us. Not very funny but not very serious as well... I just find the whole thing between us SO dramatiC!!!! hahaha! PArdon me for my sickness now.... HeH!

Slept 2 hours and Ting called, i woke up and found my way to the bathroom and off to school. Hai... At school, i started to wax when Miss Lim dun wanna help me cut the acrylic, not that i dun wanna cut myself, that piece of acrylic is extremely Big lor, too heavy for me to use band saw, so gotta use the dunnoe wad circular saw which only Miss lIm and the TSOs can use. In the end, nothing work out, i was very angry and she said "I think u use small one, cut then paste together" I was so angry lor, that was my initial idea but she was against it coz she claims that it takes too much time and in the end, i still gotta use the same method, so pissed with her. Sian... After lunch at Westmall, i was starting to tire out, eyes closing and i couldn't figure out how to get the correct angle, i was giving up at that point then Miss Lim came and said, "So Ai Ping, u still got quite a lot to do hor." I ji tao stare at her and i got so pek chek, i took the blue acrylic and did it for her to see. And i proudly say, i got it pretty well done... HeH! Prove her wrong... HEH!

Now, i am dying, 1/2 hr break for me later and i got loads of hw to do. Hai... Like i said, it is not a good idea to go back to work, i got no time for school work, not a good choice. Anyhow, guess that's the last of it till then, will complain again. Now, O level more important.

Hao, i wanna go nap a bit. Ciao!

Speech Day

Speech Day 2005 today. Guest of honour, Mr Yeow ..., Deputy Principal(academic) Of Singapore Poly. That's all i can remember. Think our school make a really big fuss bout this speech day thing, fancy removing a day of studies just for this. Hai... It's quite sian lor. Hearing those repeated stuff bout our achievments and shames. I supposed Mrs yeow ain't happy bout today coz there were just too many unexpected situations which kind of made pple really frustrated. Well, as far as the speech was concern, it was pretty boring but then, it kind of marks our points once more. Being the 1st N level and O level cohorts, we are, u know, important. Moreover, our results very good wor... Felt proud again being sec 5. Then, Wei Jian, kind of gave a speech as well, wishing this year's N and O level's examiner lucks. Well, appreciate it. Then the perfomance were not bad bah. BAnd was the best i supposed. Never really like band performance back then coz it kind of made me sleep but today, i listened to them, and i listened hard and i suddenly feel really proud of having this band. Though there was mistake made but i guess that it is only once in a while and from wad they did, i know why they got a Silver for SYF le. Hee~

After that, went for D&T, hai... I got 3 main parts more to complete. 1st, the cover for the tracks, which i already sorted out how to do, the circuits, which i think is not a big prob and lastly, waxing, easiest of all, so hopefully monday will be completed.

Then, finally went to catch a show, ha! War of the worlds was AWESOME! Believe it or not, i love it so much and i fell in love with Tom Cruise so much more... It's another awesome project by Steven Spielberg. Ha! HOLLYWOOD!!!!

Back home, fell asleep after some browsing. Woke up, mama kept asking me to help her get a boy into OHS, i say can, but the point is tml, HR not open at 4 sia. Then have to go b4 1, i dun wan lor... At there do nothing, so i say another day then she kept insisting i bring him there, intro to pple then next time he can ask them to bring him there, come on lor, pple so free to entertain him ar, i dun even wanna entertain him lor. Agreeing to bring him there is the furthest i can go lor hor. Asked him to go himself lah, it's not like the HR is SO difficult to find, moreover, he got direction from me liao, even if he can't find then ask lah! So sickening lor. Wad pays off for being kind, loads and loads of craps! Couldn't contact Mel and i suppose i wun be able to bring her and her friend to OHS le since i dun wanna go early and i will not be free on weekdays, so i guess it's either she goes herself or she wait for one Saturday when I can wake up so early. Hai... Not just coz i can't wake up lah, it's coz, i got too much hw to do liao. SiAn... Teachers really know how to torture us.

Didn't do any Hw today lor, feel so shack. I mean after a long day out, my mood is really out there. Watched tv the whole night and do nothing. Feel so guilty, i guess tml must pia for the whole time b4 going out to work. O ya, work tml... Hai... One thing's for sure, i'm gonna be real Zombie-like. hee~ Ermm.. Ting hope i have fun back at work. HA! Hope to have "FUN" I suppose. The fact goes, need to run around, need to do it right, need to fulfill task, need to, u know, look at some unpleasant faces(not the bigger ones, but the smaller ones). Have fun? See whether i got go crazy tml, if i did, then all the guys and girls i know will get a lot from me!!! Funny IdeAS come from APPLE !

Anyhow, looking forward to get some surprises from pple tml... HeHe~ Or maybe me giving them surprises... Ok, i dunno wad i'm saying now... Sorry, a lot of craps. Bear with it, it's over.

Question:
Wad is one thing that everyone has? Westerners have longer ones, Easterners have shorter ones. Monks have it but they dun use it. Guess a word. (Answer coming up on the next blog)

Moonlight takes my soul away but the stars bring my spirit back.