Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Unbearable sometimes....

Haven't blogged for 2 days le... ermm... Didn't feel like writing anything so didn't write... Nothing very very exciting happened...

This morning, realised Xueting a bit hysterical lor... Dunnoe y she so energtic in the morning while i'm almost dying... HaHA... Weird... 1st period, Miss Wang came in, felt kind of happy, dunnoe y, maybe coz this chapter she's teaching is one of my best bah, but added a bit more inside... But can make it de~

PE lesson, since we've completed our NAPFA trial, we relax in class... At that moment, Yu was confirming the chalet thing... She got a bit mood swing coz a lot of pple back out and demanded refund.... HArd being the chairperson, knew she didn't like being it..Got sabotage... SAd... Tried to comfort her a bit lor...

During EL lesson, was called to go dentist for check-up... Not nervous, not excited, coz used to it le... The doc. was pretty good, he joked a bit lor, when the students outside kicked the ball and hit the car, he said "One day hor, they will tear this whole thing down..." Then i'm like, ooooo.... Ok, wadever, no need filing, or anything, so after cleaning, went back to class...

Today quite "sway" lor, yesterday didn't hand up maths file coz some worksheets were not there, then today got scolded by Miss chong... Hai... Didn't say much coz knew it's my fault lah... But the thing is, i did went to find her, but she was not there, but nvm, dun argue, if i argue, i'll be the one suffering in the end... One thing i hate when she told me off was, "Everyone handed up except u, everyone, even my express class." I was like, u say my class can liao, y must compare with other class? Sickening lor... ANyway, that added to my "HAte list" yet another time... cham, so much hatred for this teacher... How sia? really need to buck up on my own le... SHe? Un-dependable... Lost hope, but still having plenty of hope for myself...

Relationship, like i said b4, i'm just gonna let it go step by step... If it can carry on, then cool... If not, i guess that's the end... Not gonna be soft hearted anymore le...

Friday gonna go back to OHS to work, i didn't tell him coz if i did, he'll be fussing bout it again, so childish lor... Y can't i choose to go where i want to go... hai... Well, forget bout him, gonna go back work, get paid, go chalet happily without worries on cash... Hee~ Also, going to see some friends there... Speaking of which, one of the friends from OHS, cindy, called very late last night, 2am sia, then didn't tell me anything... So weird lor.... Nvm, ask her again...

D&T, completed my 8 drawings, tml staying back to start off with Form&Shape... Wahaha!!! HAppy...

Getting very upset over little little things in life recently, no idea y... Yuting says i'm a bit "not there" every now and then... Hai... So sad to receive such comments but anyways, whatever others say will not be something i'll take into consideration... Sometimes, i gotta be a little selfish... I guess, my result suffer due to relationship thing lor, might end it if things doesn't turn out better, i still got a long long way to go, not gonna let anything be my stepping stone, dun wanna lose out in anything, not coz of him.... This crazy little thing called love, can wait till i really grow up... See, i'm thinking bout lots of things again... Well, end it soon if possible, very bad of me to say all of this but i dun care le, i got my life in my hands to control well....

LAstly, gonna live tml much better, back to the same old happy jovial funky crazy annoying APPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!! SIao LIAO... Hee!

CiAo!!!

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