Me: Getting BiZZare...

Wor... I woke up late today, 7 am then went out, but i still walk very slow... And i mean VERY slow.. When i reached school, there's nobody in the canteen, all in the parade square...

MAths test, hai... Dunno can do well not or say pass? Hope can, if not, i'll cry again... The library was cold, mucus kept on coming out, coz too cold... Cannot stand... I can't understand, y can't we just do our test in class, separate our tables will solve the probs...

Not much happenings today.. During chinese lesson, went to hall to listen to some chinese culture talks, then the Mrs leong, a bit insane, she actually scolded SU for being there at CL lesson when SU is a burmese... CraZy one lor!

D&T, sat there, do my ForM&sHape.... After school, went to Westmall, Kok Hong saw me, called me and say he was tailing me.... HahA... Then, went to chat with him a bit at coffee bean while yuting and yvonne went to buy their stuff... Was quite happy to see Kok Hong and talked to him a little bout everything... HeH... Then I saw XIn Ni, she was standing there, i wondered y she was there, she a bit slow sia, like cannot hear me talking and keep on smiling when she saw me and say " Haven't seen u in a while le" Then i ....... Schooling mah...

Went home, came in to upload some pics and went for nap... I'm really delighted that i'm able to enjoy my afternoon nap this few days... No Stress... HeH!

Woke up, and cooked noodles for myself... Then went to do compo and maths, completed both.. In here doing SS notes... Checked my friendster just now.. Got 2 msges, Lawrence and SAsA.... I told Lawrence that i wanted his MSn @ but he didn't gave me, so i told him it's the 2nd time then he suan me, saying i didnt see his profile, i suAn him back... HeH... As for sAsa, she said " Great minds think alike" Heh, refering to herself and me.... She actually wanted to jio us out a few days ago to study, dunnoe y didnt, then said some craps, as usual... HAhA.. Wonder how she can be so crappy.... Bo WEi konG... :X

Tml, netball match, sad, dunnoe can play bo, last week didn't go training... HeH, k, will give it my best shot...

This couple of days, i crapped a lot with Chung EE, very funny, talk bout this and that and crap bout each of them... LOl, back to the old days like we were in OHS but closer...Good sign lAh, friendship better..

Wondering what is my 2kor doing outside at this hour, stUdying? I doubt so... How bout da Kor? He's in the room, sms-ing with his Gf... PApa & MAma both watching tv, while i am here writing Blog...Sister is doing her compo now, hope she's really feeling better lor... oOOoOo... Wad is Bt KOr doIng? Dunno whether got think of me Bo... HeH! Ok, i guess i'm a little bit crazy this week lor, eric said i was drunk last night when i li xiAo Him... HeH... I'M cRAzy COZ I'M HAPPY, kNow this fact DuDeS....

ok, end here le... A bit Hungry, but not gonna eAt... Late lIAo.... CiAo!!!

The true feeling is still hidden deep within me. I insist that I keep it safe in it and never to let it out. A promise i gave myself... I hope it will not be a promise that is meant to be broken... My heart, my body, my soul, you seem to be taking them over... Bit by bit...

Truely, madly, deeply

Heh, tHis morning woke up with lots of things in mind... Once i reached school, msg btkor to say morning, in a very weird way... HeH! wonder wad's he thinking... Then i started looking ard at things, pretty much nothing for me to see, but i just let my eyes wander ard a bit...

Started reading the book i borrowed, another detective story i realised, well, dun really detest it but just, normal feeling...It thought me a little with only a few pages, "Life's too short to worry." Very true...

The 1st part of the day went by fast, maybe coz there's PE lesson... Heh, 2 girls got scolded by me, they blocked trish til she went out of court and they dare to shout "She went out of court leh!" I shouted at their face "Fucked up lAh! You 2 push one lah!" Their face ji tao change.. HeH... Felt a bit mean lor, afterall they're sec 3s... Dun care, i'm their senior! Hee~

El lesson, very sad, my hp dropped onto the floor, commited sucide like ting said... But good thing it's not very high up, if not, i'll be crying out loud...

Anyway, during recess, while sitting there eating(1st ever rice in many weeks), i sort of spotted billy and chung ee from far, then when i turned back, xiao qiang & co were looking at me, then i got a bit embarassed... Dunnoe wad were they talking bout me.. Bad...

While, standing at the usual staircase there, i took out my phone and wanted to take pics with them... 1st, took with Joey and danial, with Ping hong's help.. Heh... Then, ran upstairs, changed attire, after that, took pics with trish and ting in toilet...HAHA... Then, went to class, took with yu... HAhA!!! We're playing ard with our cameras in the class, without having thoughts that teachers might just stepped in.. HAHA! DAring of us...

Back to class, everything went by normal, OOOO!!! The teacher that looks and sound like Vincent came again to take over Miss Chong, heh, he REALLY sound like Vincent lor!

Then sort of thought of Bt kor, so msg hIm... His reaction a bit..... HAHA!!! Let 's not talk bout it... HeH...

After school, dunnoe is it stomache or gastric pain, very painful, can't walk properly... Came out of class with my hand on the left side of my stomach... Saw Billy and his classmates there... He asked me bout my stomach but i'm more concern bout the thing he was moody bout.. Then he said he's fine already then keep on pushing me towards the stairs, like he's afraid to let me know... I keep on resisting but he kept pushing, moreover, stomache pain.. Until i reached the edge of stairs le then i say ok lor, and bUai to him... COme to think of it, he kept on pressing on my hair, very painful sia... NVm, forget it... Get it back tml... HeH!

At home, i was arranging those pics i took in class... then, decided to msg btkor bout the thing... Started off with Naruto's animation.. ASk him to send me, nice anime there... Then, talking bout enlightenment stuff.. Heh, he's busy so say talk later... And truely, later in the evening, he msg and say he dunnoe y i changed.. CHANGED?! How would i ever CHANGED?! Apple leh, cannot change de... Then kind of told him bout the ah girl friend of his.... Very DoT dot DOt.... He didn't replied me, guess he's busy, but nvm.. Hee~

K, so studied maths and everything... Did some notes for SS tests tml... Glad, done wad have to be done... Now, it's time to turn in...

O ya, take note, there's another blog below this one, blogged this afternoon...

Au ReVoire!

I felt your care for me today, it is like u've touched me deep within... Unspeakable words, undescripable feelings... I guess my love for you had grown....

Dedicated to that Special someone

I'm thinking bout u
Can't forget your smile
Or your wonderful Jokes

I just can't get u off my head
My emotions r running wild
Deep inside of me
I yearn for you

You have taken over me
I have been succumbed by you
Without you
I seem to be on garrotte
Dying while thinking of you

Your Voice is an emollient substance
So softening that I would die for it

Hanging around the Boulevard
I walked alone
I wonder
When will you be beside me
Walking with me
Making this Boulevard into a Fantasized world

You live in me
You are with me
You are so close to me
But the fact remains
You are not mine

Can you feel my passion
Not sympathy nor empathy
But the love I've given

What are you waiting for?
You might just lost the chance
The truth is
I'm in love with you....

Can't stand my OwN cRAziness... HeH!

Last night, SOMEBODY made me can't sleep, 1+ then log off from net and on the bed, could't fell asleep coz outside very noisy, 2 kor kors doing their stuff.. Then, keep thinking bout maths and the SOMEBODY i met on net! Til 3+ then fell asleep... total time to sleep: 3Hours

Very sad, woke up late, then i still do things slowly like nobody's business... Very hungry lor.. Nothing to eat..

At school, i was thinking bout the SOMEBODY i met on net and find it real funny and very not like btkor... HeH! Ting very frustrated coz she is very tired, then she a bit pissed when i sitting there laughing...PaISeh...

Ermm.. School was fine, i'm crazy the whole day lor, Linda a bit tong bue tiao... HAhA... Bo bIAn, that's wad she gotta pay for sitting beside me... HaHA...Kidding... Recess time, bought the usual bread+watermelon juice... Billy came by and sit in front of me, seems like wanna talk to me, but sort of hesitated lor.. Then he took my juice and li xiao a little lah, then i show him my new phone, and he said "Wah lao, ur hp better than mine, dun wanna talk to u liao..." Then i'm like, laugh laugh.. Hee~

At class, i was pressing phone, requesting to take pics with friends but they all refuse to... SaD... Xiu Zhen suddenly call me and say Billy call me, then i actually looked across the blocks and saw him and CHung Ee... Ermm... He tries to hide from me but sadly i spotted him liao... Bo lIAo... Then i told cHUng Ee i got new phone, then he ask bout blah blah blah.... HaHA~

After that neh, Firduas asking me some stuff and i answered.... Ermm.. Then, nearing the end of school, btkor send a msg, then it's bout that time when i started to settle things.... *aNgrY*

mm... PaPA call me a few times wanting to tell me something but i'm at sch, scare me, tot something happened at home... Bo lIAo... That gf of my Kor's... Hai..Life a bit MEss Up Le...

Ermm... Sleeping tiLL 6+ MuHAha... sOlace of My lIfe... Hee~ SatIsFied...

Then, ate leftover, very sick, I'm always eating leftovers... But bo bian, 2 kors up there living luxurious liFe... Taking everything for granted... Poor me here, gotta take wadever they dun wan... SaD... I guess i have an obligation due to the both of them, and it seems like i have to take up these responsiblities for the sake of my parents....

GoOD thIng Got 1 KOr kor out there That CARES bouT me! ..............................

TheN, while the hyperness is still in me, i msg bIlly, Li xIAo him a Bit... HaHA...

k, later completed my work, ting called to me something she find very weird... I also felt so... He's asking me the same qn he asked u right now.. HeH!

Ermm.. Today leh, overall, ok lor... Not very tired coz replenished the sleep i missed last night...

PoliShing NAils.... Mass Or**..... Taking Off PAnts..... ReAlly DoT dOT Dot............ Hai... NvM... Will Get It BAck De! HEH!!!

CiAo!

Why are you having second thoughts? Why aren't you acting fast? You might just lost the chance... Again.... The fact is... I'm in love with you.....

SpecialLy to TERRY CHUA BT aka BT kor

KOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM VERY MAD!!!!!!!!!!! VERY SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hai... SAd Lor.... TaO YAn lAh.... SuaN le... Will find time to UhUh.....

Life Have BEEn GOOD, wiTh HiS enHANCEMENT, it's much much better!!!!!!!! I'm..............like trish said............RAGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EnJoyMent

Recently, the writing-me is back again, i used to write a lot of things, poems, prose or just some feelings looking at life of different people and as well as my own... However, after i've indulged myself in work and relationship, i stopped le... But recently, it seems like it's coming back, i started writing again.. putting my feelings all into words, at the end of my past few blogs r some example of them... Ermm, i'm glad i've got myself back again...

Now, i'm spending much more time for myself, relaxing whenever i'm allowed to... Hee~ I'm so SO HAPPY!!!! Thinking back on my CT result, it's not very bad afterall, that, being the 1st exam and 1st O level-type trial, getting 2nd is already very good... CAn't really be compared to last year coz of the difference in everything... Guess I've thought bout it, i've put too much on myself, after taking a little off, it feels good...

When i was in a relationship, there r a few people who r waiting to see me fail, see me do badly in my results but i proved them wrongly... My parents r one of those who r looking, but i guranteed them that it will not happened... Some r waiting to mock me, but most r unable to... Some tries to overtake me in result, but failed to do so... Ok, i'm sounding a bit arrogant here but thinking bout it, i've really made a mark for myself, against all odds... Well, apparently, i'm one of the people who is waiting to see myself fail, but i guess i'm better than i thought i was and i really didn't give everything for him... I guess my dream to the US will still come true... haha!!!

ermm... ToDay leh, early in the morning, went to Rochor centre to buy D&T electronics part... MuHAhA.... So haPPy i got all of it so i can start with my Material lIst and hopefully, i will be able to start work by next couple of weeks.. MuHAHAHA!!!!

After that, went to mEEt Bt kor to watch moVie, HAHA!!! Along the way, keep calling him to confirm this and confirm that... Think he a bit frustrated lah...Hee~ PaISeh... Instead of The eye10, we watched Son of the Mask, quite hilarious lAh, but initially a bit boring... HAhA!!!! Ermm... Very weird, in the cinema, the chair is very low, then i can't see the subtitles.. Sad... Then, was sitting beside Bt kor, mmm, dunnoe wad to tell him when it comes to real funny part, but i just laugh LAh...Ting was sitting with eric, mm, dunnoe wad they do... HahA! I'm kidding.... After movie, arcade, i played a bit of the plane game, need to touch up a bit, i sux at it... Hee~ Then, go shop shop then sit at starbucks, drink coffee, eat cheese cake, YuMMy... Sat there talk a bit...

At mRT, ting a bit mood swing over something... Atmosphere very weird between me eric and ting, quiet, quiet de... Eric very kan jiong bout ting's sudden upset-ness... Hee~ i was asking him to relax... But StiLL weirD weiRd De Lor...

At home, did some mathS, tml going to meet Miss Lim for D&T...

Ok, so today was pretty good for me, got all my D&T stuff, went out with Btkor eric and ting and talked, enjoyed movie, enjoyed shopping... MuHAHAHAA!!!! See lAter can lI XIAo Who, go Li Xiao A bIt.... Quite energtic... HEH!

I no longer have a choice to make, 'coz nothing is at stake... Enjoyment is the key to life, without it, i guess it's meaningless to strive...

Lots Of EntErtAinment...

MuHAHAha...Bought new phone today... WahAHA... 6260... Nothing surprising bout the phone but it's within my limit and function gooD... Hee~ So bought it...

Before that, went to K-box, something real FunNy hAppened... A few guys went pass our box and started doing funny funny stuff and we were laughing lor.. Then, they asked the waitress to give us a note say they wanna know us... Well, li Xiao theM a bit with their numbers and realised they're from Msia... Chinese goOD sIA... Mine not bad too lah, so play ard.... I'mnot really interested lor, but Wai Leng is like so interested in it... HAHA!!! She is so excited... Then, when the guys left, they came to our box, open our door and said Bye.. I was quite paiseh lah, coz i was standing on the chair, singing, haha!!!! Wai Leng was like "O MY GOD!!!" I was like "Relax leh..." Haha... K, fuNNy incident, but after that, hao le...

Back home, figuring how to use the hp, finally figured out... HapPy... Promised kor to find out the time for the movie, ermm.. A bit can't find lah, but still trying lor... Hee~

Now, still finding... dAy went by fast and i've got lots of things hanging in the air waiting for me to do.. Well, at least i did 3/4 of one of the maths paper... Hee~

Tml going to Sinta early in the morning... Sad Sia... Will be Tired AgAIn lor, then, going for movie... Will be quite a big gathering i guess... I'm just excited bout the movIe... Hee~

K, rElaxing this couple of days, but will start bucking up in the midst of them... CIao

Still moving on, happily...

Nothing mUCh happened

I was late for school today!!!!! WTF... Haha, actually dun wanna go one but think got test so decided to be the 1st-ever late-coming in sec life... HAha, nvm, everything's got 1st time.. Hee~

Well, school was fine overall... Today with yuting walk towards her house and to my house then send her to traffic light and finally turned back home... HAHA... Very bo lIAo... But that's wad we haven do for ages le... Hee~

Ok, so, at home, i sit down there, watched tv and basically wait for myself to doze off on sEttee... So i fell asLeep... Msg from ting, talks bout having dinner, then i say ok... Then yuting msg for k box, i say tml, fine...

Erm.. Received some acknowledgement once again on something... And i received some care and concern from someone... Feels good to know that there is someone out there that cares for me.... Ermm... I guess there r so many people out there that care for me, i just take them for granted.. But now i learn to cherish...

Read bt kor's blog and somehow know that he's very stress bout his stuff... eRmm.. real poor thing lor... Hope he can get over it soon without having to give up anything... Jia YoU bah Ah Kor... Hee~

Yesterday kor said something that kind of bothers me a little... He says something bout friends going to each other's place and play till real late... Thinking bout it, ting, yu and me, never did that b4, very weird, and yet, our friendship remain strong... For yuting and me as well, never done that... Hee~ so, kind of thinking when i would ask them to my house and play or study till early in the morning.. HAHA, some friends gathering bah.... But not now, i guess...

Ermm.. b4 meeting ting, met Billy, talked to him a bit... Hee~ Well, he's still as funky, always suan me as well... SiCk... But he's GreaT lAh... Ermm... then ting came, went to eat and talked talked... Then, went to hunt for my phone thingy... Ermm.. 8+, went home le...

Home, talking to si en bout life, haven't talked to her for quite some times le.... Feels good talking to her again... Old friend like her never fade away from my list de...

Tml, K box, muHAha, Finally fulfill my enjoyment list, hee~ Well, guess it's gonna be the last entertainment until jUne arrives.... Hai.... Going to buy phone tml as well... HAPPY!!!!

ReAl hAppy Neh, over little little things now... One question still bugs me, how did bt kor knew that i was talking to Firdaus... PuZZLED.... k, wadever it is, it doesn't matter, at least can find out things from him...Hee~

The breeze blows, the sun shines, the day went by, with nothing left behind... I'm bringing everything along with me, for i might need them tomorrow....

Statue of Liberty stAnds infront of mE

The day went well... Although a bit tired but it went smoothly... Ermm.. LAst night,dunnoe y, chatted with Firduas, haha... Thinking bout it, a bit funny... Hee~ He's like a bit bothered that i might despise him coz of his age and tattoos... HaHA... But seriously, if i wanna befriend with whomever, would i actually bothered how old r u or how u look... As long as we hab that "click" between us then we'll be friends... Well, that's my point of vIew... Hee~

Ermm... The group of us were planning to go to Sinta to buy our electronics parts on friday but realised it is a public holiday, most shops wun be open lor... Hai... So we cancelled the plan and decides to go on Sat morning, sad... Then, plan on to go Yoshinoya or something to hab our dinner, see, got them all planned out for this weekend... Ermm.. I'm quite happy that i'm able to actually have all this planning without having to think bout being unable to do this and that... Freely decides them myself... I feel good knowing i can do all this once more...

Ermm... Dunnoe y, suddenly felt like asking bt kor out for dinner maybe tml or fri, ended up becoming tonight, coz he hab to work... I dunnoe y i hab this sudden thought of asking him out, probably coz i hab quite some things to say bah.. And being able to hab someone who knows my situation to talk to, felt good... Hee~

After school, actually intend to stay for D&T de, but Miss Lim says she can't do with us coz she got the express class to look after... She's like, saying something bout "Kan Pao HonG Chen" thing, seriously, i know how she feels lor, when she's trying to push us to go but we just kept on stopping to rest... SAd but true, i'm trying to do le... HAi, but still can't complete on time... SAd...

Hai, but still stayed back ro asked bout Physics... Ah loh says if there's any qn can go ask him.. So ting and i decided to go... Asked him bout the graph thing and realised actually i got my basic quite stable... Guess i'm just lazy... If i wanted to do, i think i would be able to do... LaZy me...

So stayed till 3+, completing the hw along the way and chatted with Ah lOh a bit... Ermm... I guess there's only us that dared to talk back to a teacher bah...

Trish was a bit down, she felt very troubled over band and D&T... That's something we all r facing but for her case, it seems like she really can't juggle them properly... So she was complaining bout it, and i listened, i didn't say much, let her vent it all out instead of keeping them inside... Hope she's feeling better...

Well, then at home, i rushed off my maths and everything is done... Was lying on the floor to rest a bit, and fell asleep for a few mins, received a msg from billy, and was sending him all those msges that he requested for... Ermm... Then, was lying there dreaming a bit...

Got up, went out, watched a bit tv and talked to mama a bit lor... well, this couple of days, i have been spending some time chatting with mama bout life in school and at work, she also complained a bit bout her work... I'm glad i'm able to talk to mama bout life...Hee...

7.15pm, went to westamall. Purposely went out early coz wanna walk ard a bit lor, haven't really went to westmall to walk liao.. Bought pens, then went to bookshop to see storybooks.. Saw some real nice 1, but no $ to buy... Sad... Then, bt kor msg to say he arrived le... But i carried on reading the content of some books... After a while i went out to see he come up le mah.. Then , saw this thin guy wearing white in tie walking towards me.... HAha, Bt kor... Realised he really is very thin... HAhA... ermm... 1st thing he said was that he's tired, so went to sit down.. talked to him a bit bout different stuff... Then went up to Arcade, actually i wanted to play with some games but i couldn't see the Metal Slug X, very sad... Then he said he wans to play mahjong then i said see him play, but he changed his mind coz he says that version not nice... HAhA! K, so westmall's arcade sux....

Wait for ting and she got here... went on to foodcourt,eat and talk.. Til 9+... HOme, was practicing CL's words, ermm... Didn't write them all out coz all words r familiar liao, so i just went thru it lor, no mood to study... Cham, i'm getting real slack in CL le lor, hai... But no worries, i wun let myself down de, must get an A1 for CL, one of my best suBjEcts... HeH!

Realised it's half-past ten liao, came here to write this... Blogging became a regular stuff for me to do, coz its sort of the place for me to vent things out whether good or bad and also at the same time, let pple know how i really am feeling nowadays... Though there r still some hidden things in my heart, but all the stuff here is enough to let a person who doesn't know me to understand everything i'm going thru...

Feel normal today le, no more over-activeness... yuting told me something bout Chung EE liking me, i'm like "please, not possible sIA" Chung EE and me, well, not really extremely close but when there is a need, we'll consult each other... Yuting think a bit too much le...

Ermm... Today, i looked at bt kor kor quite closely, very funny, but somehow felt a bit of tiredness on his face...The lines on his face tells the story... Like i said b4, he's the same age as my 2kor, they're going thru the same part of life but somehow, bt kor's seems to be much more harder... More tedious... Though he's like always playing ard but when i observe closely at him talk and every gesture he made, it really shows wad this person has been thru and for his, very very hard and tedious... Well, now i can understand y he's happy to be able to lead a relaxing life le...

For myself, not much to complain bout... Though receiving some spirit-breaking msges, but i've got dozens of upbeat msges from different pple... To have all this is enough liao, not asking for anything more, life like that is the best... Love It!

Now, i truely know the meaning of freedom, i can do whatever i like, as and when i like....

I carry on walking without having to give up the solace of life... "Giving up" have drifted away from my dictionary... I'm satisfied with wad i have now...

QuIck blOg

CAn't really believe wad happened just now.. WAh kaO.. received this msg which sort of make me feel very WTF lor... HAb no idea wah the hell is that person thinking bout... No idea Wad to do or wadsoever, tried to seek help from pple, got help help but to no avail, then i kind of hack CarE lE lor... MamA also tell me not to think too much bout it....

Ermmm... Just now during recess, saw ChunG ee's new hairstyle... It was so so fUNny but ermm.. CAn say HAi Hao lah... Hee~ Ermm.. Then helped them buy MIlO, so sick... After buying for them, terry and ping hong kept on complaining i didn't buy for them, then say "Wah lao, so many years of friends liao, u like that.." Then, i'm like, u all didn't tell me sia, so innocent lEh.. So BAd....

Then,i went to pester terry to see whether he wanna buy new hp not,but kept saying no $, then say if wanna buy he wans 3G one, then i'm like, still say no $... SICko...

O ya, last night, btkor told me something which i was so so amazed lor, kao, shocked sia... But somehow, a bit funny lAH.. Find him very weird nowadays, not weird lah, is changed a bit le, not that fierce fierce kor le... Mmm.. This kor is much better but haven't adapt yet so a bit weird lor... HAHA...

Ermm... Told ting bout lots of stories that occurred, Sister's chaT...

K, just a quick blog bah... End here... BuAi

Mood is still high, days still goes on.. Somehow, something kept on coming to me, which is trying to destroy my best days, but i'm fighting hard.. This battle is to be won...

TrUely The Best Days Of ThE yeAr

HAHAHA!!!! How's my blogskin? CoOl right, i did iT.. It loOks so nice.. Thanks to tRish, she helped a lot... Hee~

Very HAppy These FeW Days... Have BeeN REaL CooL Bout diFFerEnt things... But Bt Kor KOr, Bout BillY bout Yu Bout YUting... Bout Ting.. ermm... She's ill, didn't come to school today...

Ermm.. Something happened just now which kind of dampened my spirit but after a while i'm going crazy again...

This PT captain, firdaus, he very cute sia, ask me to wake him up, in the end didn't go work... HAhA... geTtIng a Bit CloSe to ThiS guy... He Very CutE... HAHA!!!Somehow, i feel like i've been an alarm clock for many pple... HAHA... Not to mention for who but, i gladly do it for them coz gotta be punctual...

Ermmm...No hW, Did Some D&T... Day went by like that...

Ok, i'm happy with my blog.. HAppy with life, happY that i'm truely, the one and only APPLE TEO!!!!

DeLigHTed ME!!!!

Still very happy Sia... No idea y.. Guess aPPle is once again back to face the better world in front of her.. Wahaha!!! Spent a lot of time looking for a blogskin that i like but can't seem to get one.. In the end, got this.. Not very satisfying... But will carry on finding till the right one appears...

Yesterday, went to work again.. Dunnoe y , but felt really tired on the bus.. Maybe it's a bumpy ride, felt like vomitting.. HAha!!!

In the locker, li xiao 2 girls a bit, haha, dunnoe who r they but seen them a few times when working.. So just play play lah.. HAha!!! Sick of me to do so... But mood good mah...

Ermm... Went upstairs and saw everyone busy doing stuff, roy called us to put chair cover... Another crazy thing happened, i started to li xiao this guy as well... He was greeting 1 aunty, then i turned ard and looked at him and say "nv Call ME!" Then he said, "Aunty..." Then i'm like so happy, haha!!! i'm SiAO liAO lah... After that, helped Cheryl with the menu, while helping, saw bt kor standing at the mic there, he cut hair... HAHA!!! Not much difference, almost same lah...

After briefing by Lau, SasA and i went to prepare VIP stuff.. Very funny lor, both of us not that experience one lor, then we laugh here laugh there over little little mistakes.. Hee~ But managed to get everything ready siA... WaHAHA!! prO...

One VIP table, quite relaxed... Presentation, Sasa Went, i was inside... When the bride came, i didn't know need to help her lift dress, Cheryl ran towards me and pull me to one side of the stairs and teach me how to lift.. HAhA, So FunnY... Then i anyhow help help and it's done... SAsa came, and Chris start to portion then bt kor come and portion, then i'm like "wan me to do bo?" He say Yes, coz got more important things to do... k, then sasa and me, as usual, do our rounds, check everything and stand there Do nothing...

LAu came round a few times and i chatted with him a few times bout this and that and i told him "It feels good to be free". And i told him one incident where i bluff Xin NI that he's my bF... So FUnNY... The xin Ni and Terence keep guessing who's my bF, then i dun wanna tell them... LOL!!!

During noodles, bt kor was portioning for us, then i was thinking, need me to do mah, so i asked him, he says, nvm, he needs to relax, say he walked ard the ballroom a lot of times, leg aching liao... So i say, ok, smiling.. So bt kor also know how to eat snake but in a proper way...Haha!!!

Promised supper with Sasa and the others so i tot of asking Btkor along... Btkor say ask sasa 1st... So i went to asked sasa, initially she actually agreed de but later think she feel awkward so say nO... Hai.. Then i very paiseh-ly went to btkor say "Btkor, i pei u eat later lah... :)" Then he's like... ermmm... see 1sT bah.. Hai, so Paiseh...

End of the whole thing, sasa and i went to keep the VIP flower things into the main bar and we talk talk talk, and play play play.. Came in to BAllroom, sasa was talking to lAu bout some dinner thingy while i play with his hp, very Chio lOr, jEALouS... Then i went to office to take bag..

On the escalator, from far, saw a lot of black black thing on the floor, i tot it was some insects, i bend down and see, realise it's rose petals, become black liao, so relief, arbo, i'll run back up sia.. I didn't realise Chris was behind me, he said "Tot u want to vomit, scare me..." I'm like "no lah, there's blacky stuff there" Hee~ A bit paiseh...

Went to office, and the door was locked, trying to figure out how come door cannot open then got one guy came and said "Cheryl changing inside" So i wait lor... Then, went in to take my bag and then said bye to chris, Very weird lor, his reply was "Y bye?" tHen i said "i'm going home le so bye lah!" Then he asked coming to work tml?" I said "Monday got school, u think leh?" Then he say "Straightfoward, i like.." He acting weird weird one Sia... Then lau came and he said "Wad r u gonna treat me tml?" Then i say "Y should i treat u anything?" His face, Surprised.. The chris again said "Wah, Straightforward, i like..." So fuNNy... Then, btkor went pass me and lAu Say "DUN THINK UR BF HERE I SCARED HOR!" I ji tao, wad bf???? He point to bt kor then i'm like "U THINK TOO MUCH LIAO LAH!!!" FunNY incident SIA....

Told Btkor bout it later... he a bit stunt... HAHA

later, went to eat with them all, asked chung EE along.. Sat there chit chatted, went to cheers then 7-11 then see ren yao... HAHa!!! Went back to ohs... wait for transport, came home..

At home, tot bout a little, since i guess it would be the last day working at ohs b4 any major holiday comes so i tot bout these few days and got to know more people and relationship with friends getting better... So hAPpy....And sort of relieved... So sleep lE...

Today was ermm.. Like that lor... Early in the morning, yuting asked me to go see Lee Hom, then i'm too tired, then dun wanna go.. then she said something which is so like Desmond, i got quite mad and ji tao say her a bit.. LAter feel very guilty, apologized...

Then, bt kor asked whether got work later bo... I say no, asked him y, guessed he wans to li xiao me, then he say ya... I'm like, huh? This Kor kor geTTing very FunNy nowadays... HAhA.... But wadever... Hee~

Then online, tingling asked whether i'm working not and i said no, she said she's gonna missed us... I say can sms or call one...

Then, this new PT captain, Firdaus, msg me to greet me good afternoon, very funny, just gave him my no. last night and he msg me today to greet me... HAHA!!! So funny... SMs with him a little bit and he asked whether i working bo..

Then, papa also asked me working bo... Today, total 4 people asked me whether i'm working bo... Broke record liao Sia... HAHA

Ok.. So this 2 days was great.. No longer sad over some idiotic stuff and feels very very happy... APPLE HUI LAI LE!!!!!!! MUHAHAHA!!!!

cIAo~

Days went by, the injury i thought it was, was not an injury at all. I was just sad that i've given with nothing in return... As i gradually learnt bout the truth, i realised i've grown up... Grown up to a better person, to a better thinker... I'm looking at life in a much better perspective now....SMILE

The water's still

YO wad's Up?! HahA... I'm feeling real good this couple Of DayS.. Not MIseraBle...

Yesterday Went to work, was quite happy got posted to VIP but later very sad, posted to 1 table with 1 VIP.. VIP is named: Chan Swee Seng... Very Sad LoR, a MiNIster, not that i'm sad coz he's a minister but very cham neh, later do things wrongly got scolded... Then, presentation, i stood at the 1st, very long never stand 1st le... Tramble a little.. But everything was fine later... Ermm... Not really fine lah, kept on carrying oval tray, wanna cry liao... Didn't take for a long time, a bit hiOng lor.. But got one auntie very good lah, she kept helping yu and me.. Very grateful to her... HAha....

Ermm... B4 everything started, HAb some talks with Bt kor and Lawerence... Lawerence said something and it kind of make sense now... Though he didn't tell me b4 but at least i know it now... So i'm glad its the right choice... HAHA!!!!

Bt kor, mainly play ard with him... At one point, i was standing in position, kind of thinking bout the past in OHS with him... Then Bt kor came ard, and made a *yaWn* sound, i suddenly woke up... HAha... Smiled... Glad he took me away, arbo, tears come out then die die...

Ermm... Melissa is beside me... Dunnoe y, she a bit OFF sia... Like dreaming... Talked to her then she entertain a little... BUt she's still that nice girl lOr... She Cut her HAir... Quite funny... Cut herself.. Followed my footstep... HAHA!!!!

Ok, so event went on like that.. At the very end, i was very thirsty, tired and hungry... A bit dying liao.. So, i was very silent.. Yu was very scared, she asked me twice whether i was ok bo.. Haha, i'm alright... In the end, we even ended early, clear our tables liao, then helped others... Our captain that day very cute, FirduaZ i think.. Saw him a few times b4, he really cute, helpful as well.. He even ask me whether he can helped us pick up bo... FuNNY...

Ermm... AFter work, whole crew of staff got scolded by Wee Loon... Some people went to eat at Lavender roOm which is totally out of their mind... Right to get scolded... After dismissal, think captains got scolded by management.. While waiting at canteen for Bt kor and eric, was playing with the others... Haha!!! Then Kor came down, and got my phone back.... Then, changed transport time and blah blah blah... Went out then came in again to say ByE to Bt kor..ASked him to come eat with us, he say dun wan... He a bit pissed also... After came back, he offered to drive us home then i sUAn HIm a little lah, in the end, saw his BIke, it was So sO SO ChiO lOr... Can't stand sia, my da kor one not so nice, haha!!! Ermm... Then, he went home...

Ermm, when he reached home, he msg to say something, dun rmb wd, then talked to him a little.. It was then, then i knew he got reprimanded... Ermm.. Quite poor thing, but it's inevitable, i guess working is like that lor... Dun SAD lE bAH...

3am, went to sleep...

Early in the morning, couldn't get up for Chem, a bit late, all the way during lesson, dying lor... But managed to get passed it.. Learned wad's precipitate... HAha!!!

Later, wentfor lunch with guys and trish, eat and play ard, then went home, sleep til late again.. Energy replenished.... DO nothing...

Tml going to work, ermm... Think ting wanna work lor but she let me go... Feel a bit guilty with that but need some cash for hp... So paISeh SiA....

ANyway, days were gReaT, nothing went wrong... JusT Like ThAt....

CiA0!!!

Light of loVe from Family and friends...

These couple of days i went for class chalet at aloha Loyang, pasir Ris... It wasn't as fun as it was expected... It was plain and normal. Teachers didn't joined in our fun, they were either sitting there watching tv or talking amongst themselves, and i find it real bO lIAo....

We were the 1st to arrived at the chalet, nobody was there and the door was wide open to welcomed us.. Ran to a room which we said r ours... But eventually, when teachers arrived, we were chase out, sUx... But nvm, it's the same... We started playing Blackjack, in it, i won a few cents lor, coz didn't play much... LAter, when everyone arrived, they were all busy preparing the stuff... Dunnoe when, the room was empty and i'm the only one in it... Xueting came along, and we chatted bout things, all sorts of things on the bed... It was so long ago since ting and i actually shared a bed and talked bout life together... She left the room for a while, with me lying on the bed, looking at the lights.. Suddenly, some emotions came, and tears filled my eyes... However, i'm able to hold it back coz chalet, it's meant to hab fun, it will be a total spoil-spot... Ting Came back in and i'm alright.. Started listening to MP3.. HAhA... And it sort of just went by...

We went out of the room... I dun remember wad did i do but i doubt it was anything fun coz if it was, i would have remembered... I only remembered the part when some girls were in the kitchen, poking the meat into the satay stick, i wanted to help out but it seems like they dun really need my help so i went out, drinking water... Well, it just went on... BBq started, everybody cooking, i was there waiting... But later, joined to cook when those who were BBqing went to eat... I didn't eat much, coz mostly bbq for the others... I was just grabbing some and eating.. Most of the time, shared with different people... I remembered i took up 1 hotdog, i took a bite, pass on to yuting, to yvonne, to xiao qiang, to bernice and to peggy... See, so many people shared one HOtDog.. Haha, a bit funny... Wanted to eat wings but didn't hab the chance to.. When i'm tired out, i went to the kitchen, trish and a few guys were using microwave to cook, and i sat there,and i hab a wing and that is the only wing i had that night, microwavED!!! Hee~

Later on, we played cards and everything... Ting and i were playing with each others' phone.. I received some msges from Billy and she keep grabbing it... Then the game kind of started again... She used my phone to called Y***..... and Billy... Then, Billy called to ask wad is it i want, then ting kind of just talk craps and then hung up... Then Y**** called to ask y i called him, i told him, pressed wrongly when the fact was... Ermm.. Dun say lah.. Hee~ SO it went on... When it ended, i was sitting there indulged in some programme... Ting took my phone, and starting pressing, no idea wad, but didn't care... She showed me a msg that says something bout "I like u" Then, i'm like, wad did she do this time.... Took it, she already sent it... I was totally DoT Dot DOt lor... Smsed back to explain, he understood. HahA! Fun is FUn, i dun wan anything to actually come out of it... Not like the 1st... That was A dONe And regretted thing...

After eating, ting and i went to the beach... It was pretty late, 11+ i think... The tide was high but we managed to find a place to sit with my 3200's torch light.. HAhA... We were just kind of talking again... This time, more emotionally, for me... She was telling me bout her family, bout her thoughts and bout her feelings... I sat, listening, without missing one point out... However, not much advice came coz i'm very into my own as well... She said, "u seem to get over it fast or maybe u just try to hide it..." Indeed that was true.. I tried to hide... I should accept the fact that it was done, things come and go... This thing wasn't good at all... So y think bout it... I just can't let it go so easily... I mean, i still think of it... While talking, tears filled my eyes, and it started rolling down, this time, without thinking of the fun i would hab at chalet... After a while, it stopped... Billy msg a few times and i told him we r at the beach, he warned us to be careful and i assured that we will... Then, after this "consultation" between us two sisters, decided to go back... Went pass the beach and thought of Lawerence's chalet, it was the 1st outing we had... Memories at Coasta Sands, ermm... very unforgettable...Quite sad, but hold it back.. Ting and i bought an Ice-crem, paddle pod, rainbow.. It was so nice.. Haven't had it for decades... Ok, exaggerating, for years only.. I guessed i last had it when i was 11 or 12... 5, 6 years ago... HahA.. Getting real happy over it....

BAck at chalet, nothing much happened... We went to "cheers" earlier and bought some alcohol with Ah loh's help, and the drink was gone after a few minutes with different people sipping a little at a time.. I had quite some, and felt some hotness, after a while, i'm fine... Lend Hp from xiao qiang coz he got incoming call free, and chit chatted with billy, he gave me lots of advice, lots of admonishments, lots of awakening warnings, and some went in, really meaningful.. I guess, at this point of time, he gave me quite a lot of support, that goes to my sister as well... I'm glad... The phone call ended late, 3+, when he wanted to sleep so i dun disturb him le, let him rest...

Dunnoe when, think it was bout 4+, a few of us decided to go to cheers to buy something... I was walking and walking, ting was talking on the phone... She passed me the phone, i didn't know who it was... Sound like Bt kor but it was E.... Haha, talked to him a bit, he gave me a short and sweet advice, i was grateful, he said i made a right choice, everybody said so... He told me not to think a lot, and i gave him the same advice back... Well, something from someone not so familiar can be soothing, at least i know they care...

Some of us went to the beach, some naively thought we would see the sunrise... We sat down on the huge rock, looking at the sky, seeing the tides subsiding... Subsequetly, we lied down, beside me, Ping Hong and Hui ru, i was singing, the only one singing, "Only love", i was glad not much emotion came along... I was just singing it out... And some were dozing off, and as for me, i lay there... The breeze was cool, too cool for Ping hong and me, legs freezing so sat up... The sun hasn't raise and it was bout 6 le... Decided to go back and rest...

I guess i slept for 2hrs+ bah... Woken up coz of the coldness... I slept on the floor, with no blanket, no pillow, no matt or anything whatsoever... Used my T-shirt as pillow, another T-shirt as blanket... That is pretty much y i felt cold... I'm still very tired... Went to the livning room, thinking i could get some sleep sitting on the dining table, but i can't.. Went to the settee, can't sleep... Went back to the room, on the floor.. The guys were too noisy, can't sleep, in the end, Trish asked me to go to another room to sleep... The room's air-con was off and it felt good... Wan yu moved to one side, and when i lie down on the place where she laid, it felt awesome, warmth finally... And i slept really really well... Till dunnoe wad time...

Danial bought Mac's breakfast for me and i finished it... Didn't really except Danial to take my word seriously but he actually did and bought it for me.. Suddenly realised, this friend of mine grew a lot...

After the band members went off... I got nothing to do... Wait and wait for them to get ready to go cycling and finally they're done but some of them haven't eat so decided to eat... The guys went arcade, yu, ting and me went to BK, i didn't eat coz eat le, the 2 of them eating... Then gossip a bit lor... Went to find the guys, they played a bit, i'm not in the mood to play arcade and i didn't bring my TAPz so just stand there watch... Later, we all took a piCture, so HappY, everyone there!!! HAHA... Alright, finally, the others went to eat, while me, yu, ting, danial, and joey went to cycle... Mountain bike and here we go... Ride around, yu was so scared coz she got phobia after the last fall.. Haha, so she went slow, was riding close to her but later, started thinking again bout that lost love and i just went fast and vent it out... Then, later, Ping hong came, challenged with him, and i further vent all the god damn anger out... Feels good at the end of it.... HAHAHA!!!!

Back at the chalet, we played blackjack again.. This time, i'm the banker, after i've won some... So, $1+, play play play, till nothing left and i hab to take out $10... Lost till $8 but i dun wanna let it go, wanna win back my MoneY... Dunnoe y, luck came, i won back my $10, stopped being backer... Started playing 50 cents, $1 and i won a little... So, from 20cents, i hab $2.20 in the end... MuHAHA!!!!

After that, went to eat cup noodles... The others playing mahjong, i dun wanna learn coz it is bad, not good... That's my mindset lah... HAha!!! So i sit there, watch tv, find things to eat... Then, can't find much to fill mouth's itchiness went to an empty room(teacher's room actually, but they left), and i lay on the bed, think a bit, sms Billy say very sian... Then, look at the pic we took just now...Then, suddenly dozed off... After a while, i woke a bit, Joey came to close the door and heard him said "Wah lao, how come u girls sleep, dun like to close door one!" Didn't care, sleep... Then woke up again, saw Ah Loh with his naked body with only a swmming trunk, closing my door again... Haha... Fell back to sleep... Then, Miss Neo and Miss Chew came, they wanna occupied the room, so i sat up, walked out of the room, AH lOh said "Ai PIng ar, sleep again ar.." I replied "Tired leh, didn't sleep much just now..." Then walked away... Haha....

The guys were back, the girls are still at escape... I sat down like a zombie... Felt my arms itchy so i kept scratching... Till red red.. Ah loh walked pass and said "Ai PIng, sun burn ar..." At that time, i thought it was just itchiness, i didn't swim nor go to the beach, how could i possibly got sunburned... LAter realised it's sunburn.. I went to bath, looked at the mirror, shouted really loud "AHHAHAHA, Y so RED~!!!!!" Yu shocked, i went out the bath room, told yu, she's like, "ya very red leh.." Bo Bian, i went on to bath.. Came out without changing Tee coz very painful, sleeve would hurt it...

HAi, so the whole night complaining... WE went out to buy dinner, KFC, MAC... And on the way, i still wondering how come i got burned, not at the face but on my arms... Wah lao... Hai... Eat eat eat, Loh and the others came back with lots of chips... Full le, can't eat.. Suddenly thought of Bt kor kor, so msg him, asked whether he was free... He said in a while and asked him to called Yu's phone... The others were all busy doing their homework coz the next day got Chinese remedial, Since i've finished it, so i talked to ah kor... Hee~

So they're all in the room doing while i'm outside talking to bt kor... Erm... He's seems a bit busy, wanted to hang up a few times but decided not to, coz listening to wad he's doing there can be real FUNNY... Hee~ So He asked bout me, and i told him some really frank things, and kind of told him , by the end of this week, i will get over it de... HE said some stuffs that E and B had told me... Different feelings when they told me... From E, it's a bit like, teaching, from B, its like comforting and from bt kor, it's more like kor-to-mei concern, well, no matter wad it's like, its all the same, they wanna make me feel better... I'm lucky to hab them... Continue chatment with kor, he asked bout ting and i told him, well, she is a bit different from the past ting and just basically told him some stories... Bout 11+ 12, kor wanted to hang up le, so i say, ok, no prob... Hung up, i went to the room, played daidee with them, no gambling stake, so win or lose, doesn't matter.... Sms billy a little, he said he's a bit down, so tried to cheer him up a bit... Dunnoe whether successful bo...

SOme of them, really fell asleep so we decided to stop, go to sleep le, next day still got class... Back at room, Yu and me slept on floor.... This time, got matt on the floor, and bedsheet as blanket, quite cosy than the previous one... SMS billy and told him i'm going to bed le.. Then to Bt kor kor to inform him as well... So we lay there, yu and i complained a bit bout both our CCAs, netball and NPCC.... She a bit troubled with the juniors and we both think that our school cannot ToNg much longer after we're gone... Very bad of us but fact...

HAb quite a pleasant sleep but woke up a few times to adjust sleeping position trying hard not to disturb yu... Early in the morning, Ah loh came to our room, woke us up... 6.53am when i read the time.. STill early... bUt they insist on going early, afraid might be late for CL, sIAn.... SO i sat up, AH loh, looked at me and i said "TiREd Ar!!!!" HAir all around... HAhA... MuST hAVe Looked FunNy.. Hee~Took my phone, saw a msg... Dunnoe who, open it, it was Bt kor, asking to wake him up at 7 or earlier, at that time, it was 7.03am, 3 minutes passed 7, without hesitation, called Bt kor up coz think he should hab something important to attend that's y asked me to wake him up. Called le, told him in a real sleepy tone "Wake up LE......." He say "Mm.. Ok, BuAi" HAhA... Ok, after that, went to the living room, walked here and there, wait for yu to finish bathing... Then, i bathed, sunburned area still very hot and pain... Hai...

Loh sent us to MRT station and there we took off, back...On the train, we talked a little and somebody in the train farted Thrice, for goodness sick, in a short period, thrice... All of us cannot tahan... Almost fainted... Wah lao... Then we sat on the floor, everyone resting... Finally, there's sit for all of us... Sat and sleep... HAHA...

We pAkAp that we'll be late for CL, and we did, meet up at 10.30, and went in... HAHA!!! Lesson as usual, very sian, all the things we got r compre, real sian lor... HAi... When it's time for dismissal, Danial hit at my sunburn area really hard, it was Kam PUa PainFul lor... I was so MAD, I screamed "F*** LAh, CH** B** lAH!!!!" Rong Jun saw my face change and he said "Wah lao, She angry le.." Went out of the AVA room, looked back, danial gave me an apologetic look.. and basically, i forgive him lah..Friends mAh.. AnD i'm COoL...

SO went home, eat lunch le... Fell asleep til 6 pm... HahA! Woke up liao, bath and do Hw.. Hai... Tml still got mAths and CL, 7.30am in the morning leh.. Can't even hab a day of complete restness.. Working tml night.. Still thinking whether to work on friday mah.. But dunnoe whether got space... Hope not lor, so i wun think so much... AnYway, tml Melissa and AiyIng they all going to work as well... HAha!!! So hAppy, can see them at long last.. Hee~

Ermm... If kor see tHIs, well, hab to thank u lots.. Always there to listen to me talked bout the trouble i had... And really wanna ApolOgize for making u remember ur first love... Real SorrY NeH... And alSo, rest assure, i'll definitely be ok... i'll still be jumping around TmL at Work... Hee~ I guess, in future, there'll be little bitching from me le, maybe just schoolwork...Anyway, really thanks....I'm gonna wait for the 2nd part of the kid's life.... NIce "StoRy" Hee~I'm gonna be a fan!!! Hee~

And To Ting, ThanKS as weLL for lIStening to me all this while and reminding me that i looked real bad(The Walking Corpse ThIng) at school so i could wake up a bit... Though u hab some probs of ur own, u still took out time for me, tHAnks Yo SIsTeR!!! Well, later in life, i'll still be trying to give u advice for ur probs and helping u along the way... U mUSt hElp Me TOO o!!! Hee~ K, ThANks....

To Xiao QiAng, U dunnoe much but u lIstened to me as well, GlaD to hab u bY mY sIDe, FriEnD.... Hee~ HopE u and Her can Be LoVeY throughOUt...

To trISh, ermmM... U dID listen to me, but not very in depth but ANyway, Hab real Fun TAlking to U... ThAnks as Well

To Eric, though think he wun see but StIll wanNA ThANk U for Giving me quite some teaching... :)

To BiLLy, tHanks as WeLL, being that special someone to hear me out and admonish me... HahA!!!

To that lost love... It's over, this part of my life is forever closed from this moment.. Though memories can never be erased but at least there r those that makes me happy... :) SaD oNes, i'll BlOCked iT awaY.... Well, so, miserable me is gone... Though it's hard to let go but since i've chosen this path, then i'll make th rest a good one for my future... And i guess, from everyone's point of view, this is the right choice...Indeed...

I'll pei papa mama and friends more now....No more acting ApPle, but the reaL one... I'm back, back to everyone's heart, I'm BAck, BAck To ConQUer... But Hor, Bt kor and Ting, sometimes, U 2 still hab to bear with my bitching lah hor, coz apple hab down times too...

Those dreams were gone, nothing came true. Fairy tales were wrong, everything was cruel. But life have to go on. For a brighter day to soar, for my future to strive, i will stand up high, and carry on the next chapter of my life.... Let the journey begin.....

2 days back to work....

Going back to OHS feels very good... However, it is somewhat empty... No idea y... I was so happy when i go to work, taking the same bus no. , walking the same path towards OHS, waiting for my voucher at the same security area and taking uniform and blah blah blah... It feels so relax.. Ting said "OHS is like our place for relaxation", i very much agreed with it... However, Desmond didn't like me to go back just coz he hab some issue with OHS.. i dunnoe wad, i dun wanna noe wad but whether to go back there to work is my choice, my own decision... Sometimes, i wonder, y must i seek permission from him when i dun even hab to ask my parents, ridiculous...

Anyway, when we got there, went to Level3 and on the escalator, saw Bt korkor. Then, inside the ballroom, saw Wee Loon, said Hi to him, he felt weird to see us, coz its not special days, y r we back to work... Anyway, gave him our vouchers and went on to move chairs... Then, i move move move, move towards the front, Christopher saw me, he said "wah, prettier ar.." I said, "HAha, thank you sIA" Then smile smile... Hee~ Saw a lot of new staff which i dunnoe, smiled to them, they act dao... So sUx Sia... arroGant species... Hate it...

Didn't know it was VIP event that day, end up, there were 8 VIP tables... Very funny coz i got posted to do VIP, not that it is that weird, but seldom do VIP de... Anyway, the night was great, had a lot of fun along the way with Ah loon... 1st, went to archer at level2, Yuosoff came to talk to me, taught me how to archer, very funny coz i know le but nvm, follow his way.. Then, went on to talk bout life, he asked bout me and des... Then, Lau came, he said "prettier, pimple in between ar" Then i'm like "Ya lor, sad leh" HAha! 3rd came wee loon, he kept making face at me... One of it, very lusty one... HAHA!!! Eee... Then, after archering, went back to ballroom... ASked around for presentation thing, serve and blah blah blah lor... Wah, i walked until leg numb sia... But carried on lor coz working mah... Along the way, came across Chung EE a few times, then smile smile... He cUte lor, so funny one... Yesterday was relaxing for me, coz no need to portion or take oval tray, just serve, walk a lot only... Coz ting wanna do it so she do it... The guests were great, they r not the fussy lot but those really high-end lot, so their attitude r real good... not much mistakes were made, i think not even 1 bah.. hee~ Midst of it, ting asked whether to worked OT bo, actually i dun wan 1 lor, coz was very tired after school then come down to work, day was long enough liao... But then, later i also stayed lor... I went to tell Lawerence that i wanna work OT, then he told me, "Ermm, have to think liao, coz only need 8..." Then i say, "Huh, like that ar, wah lao" He say "Just now asked u, u dun wan" I told him, "U still dare to say, ting told me u dunnoe who am i! Beat u ar!" Then he try to defend himself saying "I only know u as Apple not Ai Ping" Then i kinda just stand there, wait for him to put me into the OT staff list, then Chris walked pass and he said "She wanna do ar, let her do let her do..." I was so happy lor, Lawerence say "u lucky ar u!" Then, i went back to work....

B4 11, we r told to go LAvender room.. But yu mi and ting went to stewarding to eat, yu was so happy she got to eat the red bean paste thingy, i was just satisfy with the drinks... HAHA!!! Lawerence came to look for us, then we quickly go to Lavender room.. HAHA... At there, Chris said we hab 10min break.. Talked to Tingling and her ma for a while, then des msg, asked me to call CHung EE to call him, so i went to the ballroom, looked for him and gave him des's new no. And went back to lavender, along the way, saw a very handsome AnG mOh sIA, then i smiled to him, he smiled back, haha!!! So funny! Then, skinny came in to put something then he saw me and say "really prettier sia", dunnoe y, suddenly felt like he's my korkor, then shaked hand with him.... HAha, weird, then we talked a bit, knew he was doing well...wadever, Chit chatted with them.. BT kor kor suan me bout Billy... Wah lao, didn't felt his sacarsm till morning..

The event ended real fast, coz nobody wanna dance, so decent sia, this PSB corporation.. Their pple r all decent...Except for the MC~Hee... So we started doing turn-over... I went to the store wanting to get the 77 table cloths when suddenly there's a creepy feeling crawling on me, i went out and shouted "WAH LAO, THE STORE VERY ULOO LEH!" I asked WEE Loon to pei mi inside the store... haha, inside we talked a lot of craps, i kept on carrying and carrying... Wah lao, suddenly he walked out, and i felt that creeps back again... Dunnoe y, very timid that night... HAha, he came back in saying "Store where got uloo, better than last time liao..." I say "Very uloo lor, scary sia.." After taking everything that is peach and white in the store, i went out to lay them, by then, my muscle starting to ache le and a bit trambling and tiredness coming on... However, went on laying.. Yu and ting were doing together while i did it alone... Manage to complete my side and then went on to the other side to join them... Andy, Ying ren's friend, was putting the susan after we finish laying...At the very end, we went to the other side together and put the susans onto the trolley... Dunnoe wad happened, it crushed onto ting's and tingling's mum's fingers, they were both in pain... After that, dun really know wad happened, the susans collasped, breaking one into a few pieces and the other one cracking... We were quite shocked with it... In the end, we told Christopher honestly, he was kind enough to just asked us to bring it to the rubbish place... Was very grateful for the fact that he would cover it for us.... LAter, took transport back, met this very noisy uncle, pissed Eric off a little... Haha...In the transport, chatted with yusoff for a while then all of us tired liao, sleep, rest...

Reached home, sleep til 1 pm the next day... Went to buy instant noodle, eat liao, bath, back to work again... D&D again, was not those very noisy kind, is those decent type, is ASM if i'm not wrong.. Chris posted yu, ting and me to do VIP, but ting haven't come coz of SRC... So, yu and me went to do our stuff, find those things that r needed, then basically did nothing.. Chit chatted with bt kor kor, and he wants to know who is the billy.. HaHa... Then, chat with Lau bout des, he's another 1 that asked me bout that qn... Then, nothing to do le.. So walked ard looked for pple to talk to.. The MC came, i noticed him, then yu came to tell me he very sHuaI.. I said "YaYA" Then, ting came, we were so work up coz of the shUAi MC... After that, nothing to do, i went to billy and talked to him bout this and that, then i saw bt kor kor and ting laughing at me sia, So BAd, then i walked away, and went to them... Then, while yu, ting and me were talking amongst ourselves, the shuai MC suddenly came over, i thought he wanna ask things but he said, "Pretty, help me throw these(an empty can and some plastic)" I was so mad lor, i show him an unwilling face, he said, "call u pretty le" i'm like, wah lao, wanted to scold but hesitated, coz remembered he's a guest, not a friend... So took it and went to throw it... So sad, came back, yu and ting laugh laugh, then i'm like "Wah LAo, sUx Sia" After a while, the guests entered, and we were all busying opening napkins and taking drinks for them... Then, my eyes met with the MC's, i stared at him, he like "Chua teo"....Haha! Nothing to do le, stood there with ting while yu went to get drinks, the MC guy came over again and once again said " Piao lIang, can u get me a glass of ice water" again, i wanted to say no, but i reminded myself he's the guest, i turned, show ting a face, took the tray and went out to take the water... Came back, passed the water to him, he said thanx, well, at least he thanked... Ting said "Just now i asked him y he keep bullying u, then he said coz u looked friendly" I smiled thinking, cool, at least it's coz i looked friendly and not those that r easily bullied... HAhA....

Then lau came over again, we talked, ting asked him when he's getting married and he said, "Ermm, soon lah, i already got 3 le(showing us his rings), 1 more will be 4" I took out my ring and he took it and put it on, ting and yu were like, hug, kiss, we all laugh laugh... Then i wanted to get back my ring then he refused to, then i wanted to snatch then he put his hand behind, i tried to pull out but he criss-crossed, can't get it out.. When he finally wanted to return me, he can't take out, i'm like "Huh? Dun play leh, antique leh" he walked away and then finally got it out, i was so relieved... For info, the ring is passed down from my granduncle to my ah mah to my ma then ma gave it to me... Scare me real bad...

Then, went to pick up for 1st course, there's presentation, yu dun wanna do it, pleaded me to do it instead, after much rejection, i still agreed to... Hai... Went to kitchen, talked with billy and ting and lawerence, yu came and we chatted as well... Haha!!! Then, went out, wait for the presentation... Finally, the time came, i was behind ting, she was stucked in the middle coz the guests didn't let out space, we were stopped there, then finally reached the dance floor and we complete the bowing rountine, wah, finally over... Then, went on to portion and serve... After topping up beverages, dunnoe where yu and ting went, i was standing there, the MC asked me over again and looked at my name tag and said "Ai Ping right, how old r u huh?" I actually wanted to joked with him but thinking yet another time that he is a guest, cannot play so just answered "17.." and smiled, he a bit shocked, dunnoe y but i went on to check out something... HAha... Then during one of the free time, yu told me "Since the MC asked u to throw the rubbish hor, i find he not shuai anymore liao.." Then we laughed... Ok, so the MC issue was over... up til the point when he started singing "only love" by trademark, it was so nice i sang along with it... "Only love can say, try again or walk away but i believe, for u and me, the sun will shine one day..." Nice...

So busy serving and blah blah blah... My arm muscle aches from the carrying of the tablecloths the other night, then sometimes when holding the round tray, my hand shaked a bit, so scared that it might fall upon the VIPs, but good thing i'm fit enough to hold on...HAHAHA!!!! Then, during the chicken, ting took the chicken backside by mistake coz she dunnoe how to differentiate, haha, i also dunnoe, but good thing yu spotted it, didn't serve it... Hee~ Then the fish, not enough, chris and ting were sharing the 2 platter to make it enough, haha!!!! Funny... Till the noodles, ting suddenly forgot how to use serving gear, didn't blame her, coz this type of stuff happens once in a while so instead of waiting, i put down the tray and helped her with it... embarassing somehow... good thing nobody saw... After that, last course, dessert... When bt korkor saw us clearing the fish, he's like "huh, an ni kin ar" Then i looked at him then walked away, haha!!! Rude... Later, when yu and me were arranging the oval tray so it will be easier to take, bt kor, came over, took the indian dish i think and said "Help me take" Yu and me looked at each other and i put down my tray and quickly took it to bt kor... HAha! Funny...

End of everything, after clearing, it's only 10.30, so early... So bo bian, we stood there, top up beverage and watched the show that's happening on stage...The MC can be quite funny lah but not as funny as those b4... Then, Terry goh came over and said "U all stop the beverage hor, when they asked then give" Then he said "KPO!" We were laughing... HAha... Then at bout 11 like that, we were looking around to see whether we can go le bo, wait and wait, looked for Lawerence but can't find... then, from the front, we saw the captains telling other staffs to go, we wanted to go but ting insist on going to asked Eric, so we waited for her, then we all went to take bag, changed and line up for $$....

We earned $81 these couple of days... Billy asked some silly questions that made me very confused... SiAo... Then Bt kor suan me again... Sad Sia... Kept suaning me... But nvm, went to 7-11 to buy drinks... Met up with billy and andy, bought the stuff and we all went to wait for 174... Talked a bit here and there, then bus came, saw gladys and esther there, i didn't talked to them much coz not very familiar liao... So i stood there, resting and at the same time, balancing.. Hee~ Finally, they moved in, so chatted with ting then she changed place with billy, and billy asked bout something so i told him the story, and felt a bit sad.. Andy and billy reached their destination and they went down le... Ting and me chatted there... And received a msg of concern... Felt cared... Told bt kor something and he told me wad he told me b4... Then i complained bout something, his reply made me feel very guilty coz i didn't mean to make him sad.... SorrY Ah Kor...

Went home...

And so the 2 days ended this way.... 2 days back to work were AwESOme... Met up with so many friends and hab so much fun playing around while working, haven't had that feeling for a long while, since last holiday... It felt great... Everything was so like b4, those days, though tiring but these 2 days were one of the most relaxed 1s i've had since school started... i'm happy to be able to see those pple again and play ard again... HAHA!!! Especially with BTkor kor, LAu and wee loon... HAHA!!! I fEEL GoOD!!!! And MeT a GoOD-looKing MC and SOme ReALLy HandSOme CAuCusIAns.... HAHA!!! The F&B director very ShuAI as well.. HAHA!!! So mANy pEople, So ReaLXing, So GreaT, SO like ThE Old DAys... However, it's a little different without some pple... Wadever it is, it's GreAT... HAHA!!!! Apple BACk!!!!

I'm just glad that i can feel so great and really relaxed at this point of time.. To see bt kor kor is really good, coz somehow missed this consultant kor kor very much... Met up with Tingling as well, so happy to see this reaL good friend and her mum... Also, saw Cindy and Desmond Tan... Deep within, there's lots of feelings but just can't really explain them.. Wadever it is, just one word "HAPPY!" :D

Anguished

Day started off real good... i was quite awoke rather than sleepy...

Everything were cool, i was attentive all the time...

I left my hp in geog room sia.. Then all gEOg teacher went for course, then nobody got the key for the geog room... In the end, i went to get help from Mrs tham.. She helped me signed in with the keys.... I own ting and her one sia.. Haha...

Later, was CL essay, was quite sian but had fun talking and playing with ying ren and chang hui.. Rush down for netball... Billy was there... Then ting was like "your boyfriend leh.." I'm,ok, play play bah... So sick.. but played... HAha...

Raining cats and dogs, stayed in school till 6+ then walked home... Then went to meet him for dinner... He's very cold to me... So i decided to be cold back, i tried to hold him but he like dun wan like that so i just ignored lor... During the whole course of the dinner, we didn't talked.. Forget it, later he still dun wanna hold mi, then 4get it le, i just walk lor... Bus interchange, He played a bit with me, but i'm angry lor, but later started talking... Then, i decided to tell him that i'm going to OHS to work tml, trying to be honest with him... Like wad ting said, i should be honest and i did.. Like i thought, he got mad, he kept saying he's not... Then 4get it le... He actually took out his cigeratte in front of me, I was angry, he actually said "I gotta be myself" I was very very angry lor, my face ji tao black... Then, my bus came, i didn't kiss him goodbye or anything, i just said "Bye" and walked to take my bus... Along the way, i was feeling very angry, sad, and different types of feelings, dunnoe wad to do.. Came home, sat down, look at tv but didn't really watched.. I try to drag myself out of it but i just can't.. At a point, i nearly cried out but i hold my tears back telling myself "not worth it..." I looked at JAcky wu on tv, forcing myself to laugh at his jokes... And basically i did...

Jacky wu hab actually played a part in my life, watched his show, i'll feel happy... HahA!!! Kk.... That is all, i dun wanna call him or msg him anymore, if that's wad he wans(to be himself) then i'll stop thinking le, i'm not gonna get so bothered by him... i'll just be myself as well...

Anguished... But that's all...

A lesson learnt

It was a real tiring day today.. No idea y lor...

Still trying to cope with vectors, need quite some time to complete some real tough questions...

El lesson, very attentive today, dunnoe y, maybe coz of my CT result, gave me a bit of drive... That's a pretty good thing... HAha~

Physics lesson went to lab, did experiments with those different measuring equipments... It was fun.. Mr Loh a bit weird this few days, keep calling my name lor, 3 times, i counted... He fell for my name le... Haha, kidding... Just now, while i was thinking of something, he walked over, stood at the table and suddenly held my hand up, put my bottle on my hand ans said "learn how to balence the bottle so can be banquet..." I got a bit shocked lah... A teacher suddenly help ur hand, wad will u feel, absolute WeIRdInESSS.... HAha....

During D&T lesson, we went back to D&T room which we hab not stepped in for a very long time, and suddenly, it felt like the old times again, the smell was similar, the teacher is the same, the classmates are the same too... Lots of feelings, undescriptable... Old memories.... Anyway, started with all my details again... Later, i started talking to trish... She knew that i'm facing some troubles my relationship things, so gave me some advices and corrected some of my mistakes... Grateful... It's funny, coz i nv talk to trish bout this type of stuff... Suddenly felt like a long-lost friend found again, coz i really haben talked to trish like today for a long time le...But still, i'm glad, i still got a great friend there...

Tml, netball friendly with YI, try my best in it...

Dear didn't called or msg today... He's either celebrating Ryan's BD with him or he's working or he's just trying to spike me a little... But guess wad? I'm not any bit spiked at all... HAha... real calm bout it... hee~ Just let it be bah..

Ting said she's anticipating friday's work... For me, hai hao lor... She said something that i'm quite bothered by it, "i'm thinking hor, wad if u r put with billy huh?" Then i'm like "No ar, later must carry oval try sia"... But actually, oval tray part is ok, used to it le... But with billy, a 1st timer, please dun play with me... Will accept any fact de..

ermm... saw something very sad today, dun wanna say wad, but it's very saddening yet realistic lor... This is life...

For dear, guess i'll still let it be... I've promised myself not to tired myself out coz of relationship stuff... I still got a long way to go, for my studies, for my dream... Nobody's gonna crash it O!!!! Hee~ HAHAHA, HapPY!!!

Night lOr... CiAo

Unbearable sometimes....

Haven't blogged for 2 days le... ermm... Didn't feel like writing anything so didn't write... Nothing very very exciting happened...

This morning, realised Xueting a bit hysterical lor... Dunnoe y she so energtic in the morning while i'm almost dying... HaHA... Weird... 1st period, Miss Wang came in, felt kind of happy, dunnoe y, maybe coz this chapter she's teaching is one of my best bah, but added a bit more inside... But can make it de~

PE lesson, since we've completed our NAPFA trial, we relax in class... At that moment, Yu was confirming the chalet thing... She got a bit mood swing coz a lot of pple back out and demanded refund.... HArd being the chairperson, knew she didn't like being it..Got sabotage... SAd... Tried to comfort her a bit lor...

During EL lesson, was called to go dentist for check-up... Not nervous, not excited, coz used to it le... The doc. was pretty good, he joked a bit lor, when the students outside kicked the ball and hit the car, he said "One day hor, they will tear this whole thing down..." Then i'm like, ooooo.... Ok, wadever, no need filing, or anything, so after cleaning, went back to class...

Today quite "sway" lor, yesterday didn't hand up maths file coz some worksheets were not there, then today got scolded by Miss chong... Hai... Didn't say much coz knew it's my fault lah... But the thing is, i did went to find her, but she was not there, but nvm, dun argue, if i argue, i'll be the one suffering in the end... One thing i hate when she told me off was, "Everyone handed up except u, everyone, even my express class." I was like, u say my class can liao, y must compare with other class? Sickening lor... ANyway, that added to my "HAte list" yet another time... cham, so much hatred for this teacher... How sia? really need to buck up on my own le... SHe? Un-dependable... Lost hope, but still having plenty of hope for myself...

Relationship, like i said b4, i'm just gonna let it go step by step... If it can carry on, then cool... If not, i guess that's the end... Not gonna be soft hearted anymore le...

Friday gonna go back to OHS to work, i didn't tell him coz if i did, he'll be fussing bout it again, so childish lor... Y can't i choose to go where i want to go... hai... Well, forget bout him, gonna go back work, get paid, go chalet happily without worries on cash... Hee~ Also, going to see some friends there... Speaking of which, one of the friends from OHS, cindy, called very late last night, 2am sia, then didn't tell me anything... So weird lor.... Nvm, ask her again...

D&T, completed my 8 drawings, tml staying back to start off with Form&Shape... Wahaha!!! HAppy...

Getting very upset over little little things in life recently, no idea y... Yuting says i'm a bit "not there" every now and then... Hai... So sad to receive such comments but anyways, whatever others say will not be something i'll take into consideration... Sometimes, i gotta be a little selfish... I guess, my result suffer due to relationship thing lor, might end it if things doesn't turn out better, i still got a long long way to go, not gonna let anything be my stepping stone, dun wanna lose out in anything, not coz of him.... This crazy little thing called love, can wait till i really grow up... See, i'm thinking bout lots of things again... Well, end it soon if possible, very bad of me to say all of this but i dun care le, i got my life in my hands to control well....

LAstly, gonna live tml much better, back to the same old happy jovial funky crazy annoying APPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!! SIao LIAO... Hee!

CiAo!!!

Normal DayS.....

These couple of days were, quite boring, i should say.. Nothing very interesting happened... Yesterday, stayed at home in the noon, talking to some guy that i knew from friendster... realised he's actually a close neighbour, he lives pretty near me and our parents know each other, he even knows my kor but the funny thing was, i dunnoe who is he... No memory...

Later in the evening, went to watch movie with dear, movie was quite funny, a series of unfortunate events... CoOL... Till bout 9+ then went home...

This morning, woke with no target in mind... a bit off... Then, papa say he go buy lunch for me.. i say oRh... Then, i realised my kor's gf is at our house... YeT ANoTher TIME~ But wadever, she's sleeping almost the whole time...

Anyway, i went to do my hw, the maths paper was quite tough... But everything managed to complete lah... Read storybook.... Didn't managed to finish even half, basically coz the book is very thick lah...

Now, typing blog... LAter will be going to parsam malam with papa and mama, coz both r free tonight and i got no test tml... HAHA!!! Finally can go out with pa and ma after so so long....

Chalet will be starting next week... ermm... Not much excitement like b4, maybe coz, i'm used to it le bah.. This time, it's yuting they all that r excited coz it's their 1st time...Hee~ Anyway, still got one week b4 it begin... WahaHA... Wait till then bah...

during holiday, think will meet up with tingling and si en(separately, of cos) coz didn't see each other for quite a long time liao.. Miss them quite a bit... I still wanna go k box but none of them r enthus bout it, so sad... Maybe should get all friends to go... WahAHa... Ok, till then, i'll still be planning!!!!

Not mUch to say... Au ReVoire!!!!

Bad day for mE...

Day started ok... Went to school, trish suddenly turned ard and told me bout the incident again... was so embarassed sIA... But let it go after a while.... Then, felt my stomach ache a bit... didn't think much bout it...

1st lesson, D&T, once i sat down, stomach starting stirring...In addition to the very COLD air-con, i couldn't stand it, was hurting so much...Can't concentrate on drawing.. Rested a bit, the pain subsided..Carried on with drawing... drew one more pic and i'm very happy, one more and exploration is done...

EL lesson was quite interesting.. Did the SRC thing, haven't done it since last yr dunnoe when but it's pretty long loe... so happy to do it coz it's quite relaxing and it tests our understandings... Glad...

LAter, went to assembly.. Trish was over-reacting again...She suddenly turned around and ask me a qn, which i think is ermm.... Weird... She's kind of very keen to know... HAHA... Ask her to go ask herself...Hee~ Awkward like i said...

Anyway, then got a bit frustrated over wad some classmates did.. so kind of got a bit angry lah... *see no evil*

Yesterday, while Ping hong hab went home, everyone were complaining bout him.. i was thinking "ermm, y they so bad sia..." I admit sometimes he is really very noisy but i dunnoe how but i actually can tolerate it lor... Afterall, we hab been friends for so long and our parents r friends as well... Didn't say anything lah... *speak no eVil*

k... today... didn't go netball... stomach prob... stay at home, sleep...

Ending le.... Au Revoire...

Blogged...

Just another day with not much excitement... One thing happen today, find it funny and awkward especially when trish kinda make a fuss bout it... HahA!!! Anyway, just something...

He's back to the petty him again.. Anyway, not gonna care much le.. I'm tired liao... Result suffering liao... HAck Care...

Just wanna make a quick blog... That's it.. Very tired...

Life is the same overall.. a bit fan but still can manage.. Hee~ Night lor... Ciao!

Life is like a dream...

As time goes by, everything seems to be just like that.. yes, just... like that... It's like everything that have been done r pointless... Common Test, put effort into it.. But the results i got back were not within my exceptations... Though achieve A1s for most of it, but all r borderline A1s.. Not my standard... Maybe for some, they're envious of my scores.. But for myself, not satisfying at all... very sad over it...

Family.. Always tried my best to be a good daughter and sister but it seems like my brothers dun really need a sister... and somehow, not really a good daughter in my mother's heart.. Everytime i did something that she's not happy with, she'll scream and shout like nobody's business... All i want is to be a little relax and feel more "home sweet home" than hearing unpleasant stuff...

Friends... Yuting, ting, yu, bt kor, trish, cheryl, pamela, xiao qiang, jie min.... All of them are my great friends... Some are my mentor, some r my teahcers, some r my advisors, some r my playmates, some r my long-time friends... But it seems like i've not given these friendships much thoughts.. can't really divide them equally... Can't treat them as good as b4.. Feel very guilty....

Relationship... Have been pretty stable.. No arguements over small little things anymore... He seems to be caring for me more... I'm glad... Not much stress from here anymore...

Netball... Haven't been giving my best after wad i promised... Feel like giving netball up... I have no idea how did ting hab so much enthusiasm for netball... One day after another.... But it ain't gonna work for me... However, will still give it my best shot!

My life... Have been receiving quite a lot of praises from different people recently but somehow, all these doesn't give me much drive... Maybe for that moment, i feel "song" but later, just feel that it is part and parcel of life... Nothing much to be happy bout, still gotta be humble...Nothing hab been going very smooth, not a single one... How i wish time would stop for just an hour and let me think back on the things i've done and recall every single details b4 everything moves on again... Life is like a dream... For me, it is indeed a dream... Good and bad ones.... Hai... At 17, i've already seen through almost everything... From study life to work life to family life to stressful life... A phase that i can't escape, a phase that i can never miss... I guess no matter is it going well or not, i still gotta move on... Making every second, every minute and every hour counts... I'll live it... Live it... Well... Ciao!

UpDatiNg...

Yesterday Was Kam phua tired sia... Can't stand.. Dunnoe y i woke up at 10+ lor, then sit there watch tv, come net... Then, felt hungry, went to eat mama's specially cooked Breakfast cum lunch..YuMMy.. Mum's cooking's always DA bEST!!! Hee~

It was dear's BD yesterday, really didn't feel like going out but bo bian, promised to pei him.. So, went to find him only to find out that he's still sleeping... HAi.. So sad, then i sit there like siao, wait for so long... Went to Causeway to eat, he actually ate porridge.. HAha, normally, he eat Very Scary oNe lor... It was coz he drank a lot on satuarday... Can't stand.. Always drink... k, wadever.. Then meet up with Yu, Goh, Vincent, Cheryl and a guy named MASS.. Went to UK funfair, no, it should be called, uncle ringo... HAhA... BuNgee RiDe was ThRilling but Expensive... Hai... 2 rides $30.. Heart pain... After that, all of us went our separate ways.. Dear and i went to lot 1 eat dinner... after that, went home... Insist that he dun hab to send me home coz he's very tired lor, then still got morning shift.. so asked him go back and rest...

After bath, sat there, watch TV, then dear called.. We chat a bit then he wanna sleep liao.. So he slept...actually wanted to come write blog but Da kor playing games.. So decided to turn in early.. Slept very well, coz Extreme TiRedness hab crawled all over my body..

Early in the morning, walk to school. As usual, walk alone with shoe bag and badminton racket on my hand.. Entered the school and i go crazy.. Go around asking everybody that is there, whether my hp pouch and new casing nice bo.. HAHa.. everybody say i siao.. But at least, xiao qiang, yuting and wai leng appreciate it very much.. So HappY... Then, during recess, i saw cHung EE and B, show them my pouch again, and ask and ask and ask!!! HAHA... Chung EE was sad, can actually see that from his face lor... Hai.. Dunnoe wad happened...Dun really wanna go ask lah, coz afterall, it's sad lor...

Got maths paper back, result, can't be any better.. not to my exceptation again.. was very very devastated.. But can't do much.. I gave myself a target for maths le, CT1 is over.. It is bad.. But when MYE come, i will piang a 90 out lor... A1=75, not good enough for me... Will do self-study every now and then, instead of always relying on miss chong, she's not mrs loo, can't rely on her At AlL... Then, got chemistry back, marks, not very bad lor.. our highest is only 28.5/35.. I got slightly below... But i'm satisfy with it coz i understand wad i did there instead of blindly follow formula... WaHAHA!!! Might be adding a mark also, haben counted properly... Then, was physics, marks not good... However, adding both science together, able to get A1, wahahaha!!! HAppY!

After school, went to see our last yr sec.4E take O level results.. a bit sian but still see the importance... After that, badminton tournament.. dIdn't play, walk-over, we won without playing coz opponent never come.. WAHAHA!!!! Awesome!

Back home, very tired and hungry lor... Bath le then sit down with my chopsticks in hand, started eating...

No hw, didn't do much.. Ting suddely revised on Chemistry, was ermm... a bit amazed by her sudden enthusiasm... But answered wad she asked me, it was sec. 4s work so managed to remember without needing to refer to notes.. Hee~ She was afraid coz she saw some of the o level students cry until there's no tml... I dun feel much though, it's their reselts, not ours, their results r like that doesn't exactly means ours will be as well.. I just gotta do my best lor... Try Harder on everything then everything will not go down the drain...

So, wad is the solace of my life? Sleeping... Other than that? Nothing much... So now, i'm gonna go fulfill my solace... Hee~ Another day tml! NighT~ CiAO!