Anticipation!

Yesterday morning, dunnoe y, so many sms sIa... 1st one was from dear, dunnoe y, he msg to tell me he's going to work...and some mushy stuffs... Then, it was Btkorkor, he msg to brighten up my day.. Well, think he did a bit... Then, it was Yuting, ask me bout Chinese translation.. Then Pamela, ask me bout newspaper...Good thing i switch my phone to silent last night... However, replied them as well, coz saw it when i woke up to check time...

Went to SP with Bernice, yong soon, peggy, yuan&han, danial and linda... Ermm.. very weird combination but nvm, just a bit quiet between us... went there, courses were quite good... Talk to a lecture bout a new course, ANg MOh, he very cute de, talk with lots of sense... But too bad, i'm not interested in the course coz, got not music background lor... went to the business building... Realised the facilities there were great, lots of stuff... was interesting, now, i'm even more interested in business studies liao... Btkor kor lie to me, say saturday nobody, it was so god damn crowded lor! Maybe coz taufik went there bah, but not interested in him... YAwN... Btkor explained that it's the students that are little coz it's exam week...

K, after that, we went off... To Westmall... Was walking around alone coz the others went to library, and since i'm not the kind that is very close to them so i decided to go myself... Westmall was quite crowded today, got 2 mediacorp DJs there hosting some CNY stuff... Then Xu Zhen Rong and Vincent Ng came... Didn't react much, but keep thinking Vincent Ng very shuai then msg ting to tell her but know she's at SRC so wun reply de... Went to Popular, buy pen and printer's ink... Bought le... Then went down to Mayfashion, see see, saw something, keep pondering whether to buy bo.. Decided to go upstairs compare the price 1st.. Suddenly, saw a familiar face, Wei Li, he's a guy i knew from OHS, work with him during one of my morning shift when Chris was in charge... Then, i stand there, forgot his name, but then wave to him, he looked at me, like dunnoe me, then i say "U rmb me mah?" He say "YeS..." Then i say, ok , BuAi... so i carry on upstairs...Can't find the thing i wan to compare the price with so went down, bought it... Saw Olivia(Wei Li's Gf) as well, but didn't go forward to say hello, coz a bit tired liao..

Went to B1, buy Sushi(my pathetic dinner)... Bought only $3 today, instead of the usual $4+... Coz not much appetite... Decided to go back home... But then, went pass This Fashion, something stop me and so i went in, look ard, saw a nice nice Skirt... FouNd M size sia... Then went to try on, lIke iT... bought it, $22, not bad... but after buying, was thinking of how to explain to mama... HAha!!! Took bus, went home... at home, went to try on the skirt then walk to kitchen show mama, was expecting Huge reaction from her, then suffer some scoldings in the end, but she just said " Buy again, so ex u also buy!" But told her $22, she look look say ok lah, i wash it lah... haha! She didn't nag sia... ShIok...

Sit there on Sofa, watch TV... Then, did some hw... Maths completed... Went to watch TV again, this time with Sushi in my hand... mY pathetic Dinner Lor...Then, lie down there, fell asleep, Pig Sia, but TiRed lor, Body complaining to me... So i let it rest... Hee~Woke up bout 45min later, went to do hw again... B msg me, so we Talk AgaIn... Lots of stuff to Chit chat bout... *sEcrETS* Then, dun wan talk le coz bill eX sia... ThEn came net, he came in too, talk for a while, mama hungry, say wanna go coFFee Shop eat, then i went down With her and PaPA... Ride BiCyCle... Somehow, haVen't do that in weeks le.. So busy nowadays, didn't even pei pa n ma... Hai... Was eating when Dear msg... ask me wad i doing.. then started talking to him as well... he says he's tired then i say rest lah, dun keep tiring urself mah.. He say, next week CNY cannot work so this week work lor... then i say OkOK... Talk bout next week... 10th... special day for the 2 of us... It is CHu 2, Bt kor's House... Ermm.. Dunnoe can go bo... Hope can get time out lor...

Was thinking bout the probs bout me and dear... Dunnoe how to solve... seems like he is pretty angry at me for not pei-ing him... It's not that i dun wan, it's that, i dun hab the time to, school work pushing me to the extend that i can't breath, netball, taking some time too(after last match will be better le)... All this... He says "y others can be so happy and we can't be" He actually compared us with Yu and Tingling... i'm like " Yu only meet Terry like once a week only SIa, Tingling and Chung EE also didn't always see each other" Hai... So FAN over this thing... Like always my fault.. Sometimes, feel like blurting that word out.. But didn't dare to, then later he'll say "Love you" wad is this sia?! How to go on? suddenly like this... BTkor, adviced to test water, test le, he say "no" Hai... Maybe i'm not those kind that is so daring as to let it go so easily bah.. i'll consider bout his feelings as well...Problematic relationship... Wonder if it's right to even start it... HAi...

All these stuff weren't there at this time last year...Last year, i was so carefree..No o level, no desmond...This year, O level so stress, Desmond also so stress....Die lah, life can't go smoothly sia, can't even get my basic luxury: Afternoon Nap... Hee~ ya, i know, i very Zhu right... But tired NeH! Always anticipating holidays and weekends... But now, hab to study lor... always got lots of hw... lots of stress... ok, so i'm bitching bout my life again... Bo bian lah, i like to bitch lor.... Anyway, still hab to live it well...

Ok, wadever, today, stay home, rest rest... no need to go anywhere, do my hw... now left EL compo... Shiok, finally able to complete hw liao... sitting here, writing wad i left out last couple of days and at the same time, doing D&T...

Chinese New year seem to be pretty plain this year... However, Paternal's side hab a new memeber, another TEO into the family!!! This year,i got yet, another baby cousin, it's a girl this time.. Still dunnoe wad's her Name, Hee.. Chu XI going to see her.. HahA!!! something to be happy bout in the midst of my chaotic life...I'm still the oldest granddaughter... ReAlly Hor, everybody call Jie Jie, feels good NeH... On the other han, i lao liao lor... 17...Old LiAO.. HAi... gotTA be mature a bit, dun play a fool liao, but hor, quite difficult to change lah, i'm still me mah, lao liao still can play right? Ok, no one stop me, carry on bringing the KiD SIde Of Me Out... WAHAHAHA!!!!ok, i siao liao, paiseh Hor!

Good, all 3 blisters are healing... coughing as well... it's turing out good le... Everything will be fine by CNY, gonna celebrate it with LoTs Of LaUghTers, And CrAzInEsS... Hee~

1st month of the year is over, and i'm able to get pass it.. Though it's a pretty LonG and Tough month, but it's over... wad hab to be done hab been done... Load is off a Bit Liao... 12months, 1 month over... Haha, rEjoicing over this little things... Guess i hab to be more optimistic and not take all this little things for granted le... HAha!!! No more sadness.. Next week=Happy week! Make it a much better one than this week... MuHAHAHAHA!!!

AdIOs!!!!!!!!! Yi Qie Hui KEn hAO!!!!