SMooTh Sail...

Last night, b4 going to bed, like i said, msg btkor to ask him how he was, so he assured that he's doing fine.. So i'm glad... Asked him whether he's going to UK funfair or not, he said nope... Then, blah blah, bout outside catering... He said he's going home then ask wad time i'm sleeping, forgot wad i told him but i put my phone beside bed, lie there, think here think there, at the same time, waiting... Dunnoe wait till wad time, i fell asleep... TiL neXt morning, was thinking, cham i fell asleep, check phone, he never replied anything... Reliveved... Good thing i didn't stayed up to wait... Anyway, dun even know wad to talk bout... HAHA!!!

This morning, woke up at 10... Wanted to rest myself till 11+ 1 but dunnoe y, can't fall back to sleep... Bo BiaN, got up, come into net, uploaded some new pics into friendster... Then, told dear that can't meet him for lunch coz papa buy liao.. NAsI lEmak, very Disgusting lor... LONG BEANS!!! HATE IT!! But forced it down, arbo, mama scold... Then, bout 1+, went out to Lot 1, look for present for dear, dunnoe wad to buy, was looking for wallet, KNN, 40+ lor, didn't bring enough... Nothing to buy le... Very Sad... Went back to westmall.. On the way back, in MRT, saw a few aNg MoHS, got one very ShuAI sIA... Hee~ So Tempted bY ANG mOhS, Hee~ kk, wadever... Then went to westmall... no wherey to shop for stuff.. Went up to yellow.... Bought the gift.. no $ liAo.. FAster Go home...

Reached home, watch TV, turned to HAllmark channel and saw a really nice movie "OUt of Order" Was Interesting.. Got hooked up to it... a nice movie with real meaning to it... Eductional+entertainment...Then, another one was "Just dessert", it's romanTiC!!!

After that, dunnoe wad to do, came into net do nothing... Started Going thru friendster's friends' list for, yet another time...Added lots of friends that i found myself not adding... Went to go thru 4a1's gallery(last year's class photos)... Was So iMmature.. HAHA!!! Then, went to see Tingling's web, realised my pic was in it as well, was a bit surprise.. She put there "Ai Ping, i miss u" and blah blah blah... Realised i haben see her for quite some time le....Hai... Missed those days when we waited for bus to get home very late at night... Also, missing the days we hang around orchard... Hai... Didn't except things to drift away that quickly... Sad...

AFter all the "thinking back", suddenly somebody called, was B... He was asking whether Chung EE will picked up his phone while working bo.. Then i'm like, weird question... But just answered him... Talk a few minutes, hung up, i went to bath.. Refreshed myself a bit... Went to do my hws.. Completed everything after 1 hour +. Then, started writing letter for Dear to wish him HAppy BD, made it myself... Burn the edges of the paper... Cool... Can't believe i took 2, 3 hours to do it... Siao hor mE! then, ate dinner, but can't finish it so ask korkor to help mi finish, since he's hungry...Hee~

After that, watch tv, nothing much to watch so came here, type this... 2kor downloaded the song i hab wanted all this while (Ni ZUI Zhen Gui), i was so so happy to hear it! But can't switch loud coz late liao, later got complain... HAHA!!! Everything hab been going real smooth today.. Tomorrow will be quite a long day coz gonna go out with dear... LoOking forwarD!

" I'm not guilty of committing Adultery or of taking drugs, but of... Being Human..." -> Lots of meaning to this sentence, think bout it... :)

Joel and Benji mAdden from good charlotte ArE So ShuAI!!! Hee~ Obsess bout American GuyS... Hee~

k, time to turn in... Au revoir!

CT OVER LE!!!!!!!!!!

3 days of CT finally Over... MuHAhA... Talk bout 23/2... EL paper 1, It was, say, ok lor... Compo, just write buit dun go out of point can liao.. Heed Miss Teo's advice to do plan(i always do), and everything went pretty smooth... But after it, ting came telling that she wrote out of point, i dunnoe wad to tell her... HAi... But she's ok after some bitching le lor... Great... So, after that, back to normal lesson, it was, very normal indeed, nothing special... Except the fact that, i really got very upset over Miss Chong's teaching style, real PiSSed lOr... K, wadever... Went home after that, at home, b4 start studying for Science and MT, i was playing with my phone's camera, took some photos, very very funny... Hee~ Then, went on to study MT and science, very stress... But at least i'm able to understand all Chemistry Molar Molar stUffs and physics, piece of cake, coz all learn b4 le... Mt, took quite some time to complete writing...

24/2, decided to wake up earlier than usual, 5.30am, though i got up at 6... Hee~ Started with science revision again, go thru briefly, and then started MT... Walk to school later... Nothing much went on, after national anthem, Chinese paper, did it really fast, but slowed down at compre on purpose to focus and get the right ans... so, after finish everything, still got bout 10 min to check, so went thru them... Happy...

Physics and Chem, Chem paper very long, Very happy that i can do the questions with understandings and not blindly do them..Hee~ as for physics, ermm... Ok lor... So, it's over lah... WEnt home later, study maths... So it just went on...

25/2, today, maths paper, know 4 marks gone le but hai... Dun think liao... CT is All OVeR!!! WaHAHA!!! Can relax a bit...

When going to school today, got spy by someone... Hee~ no lah, B saw me when i was walking then he msg say "SO alOne Ar..." Then i'm like, "u never call me, arbo i walk with u lor..." Nowadays, early in the morning got spotted by so many pple, netball juniors also got see me.. HAHA!!!

After school, got netball, netabll was quite relaxing lah... But still got all those tedious runs, but consider light today le... Then, night went to meet dear, eat and watch movie... Hide-and-seek so bo liao, not scary at all... SiAN! Anyway, came home le... Watch SuRvivoR... AweSome...

Next Monday, Badminton tournament, hai... Just go play for fun bah....

Dunnoe how Bt kor kor doing le... Dunnoe if he's still stressed over his stuff bo.. Should ask him bout it later... Uhuh!

So, this 3 days over le... GlAd... Can ReLAx A little bit.. Should discuss where and when to go and with who... HAHA!!!!!!!! CooOlllllLL....ok, tired Le... buAI!!!

Unexpected Occurance...

Guess Wad? Today there r quite a few surprises... 1st, there was a relief teacher that came to our class for the 1st period and there's a huge resemblance of Vincent... He's also the tall and thin guy... Wad's more? He sounds absolutely like him lor! HAHA, then msg Vincent to tell him that then he suan me, say "CAll u to study, u think of me" HAHA, so funny lor...

2nd surprise, B actually looked at me with that weird weird look and smile at me, then i'm like "huh?" ok, quite funny de....

3rd surprise, a surprise that aren't that pleasant but it still surprised myself a bit... During Maths lesson, i got so fed up with Miss Chong, she teach so blindly lor, didn't even wanna see whether we have finish or not b4 carrying on... Then i got so tHoo Lan and go mad on my sit, and said "wah lao, slow down lah, i'm not so smart lah!" Some more, this is new chapter lor, can't understand... Linda was like "u relax leh, it's ok de lah" Wah lao, sI Pei ThOO lAN!

4th surprise..today, after school, yuting and i decided to go outside to eat, so went to the coffeeshop there, then Terry Tan actually initiated a "HI", so weird lor... He never does that.. He's like "Oi!OI!OI! HiHI!" CAll until i notice sia... 1st time... Hee~ Very very Surprising, k, so he really changed to a better Terry le...

LAter, walked home... On the way, took out my Hp, thinking that i should switch it to sound le, since school is over... Once i switch it over, received a msg, i tot my phone spoil... Realised it was Btkor, he told me bout his result, coz i asked him last week... Then, he sounds a bit devastated lor... He said it affect him quite a bit.. Dunnoe how to console him sia... He says he's gonna make a decision tonight, which i dun hab a clue wad decision it's gonna be but he said he'll tell me... So, now, i'm wondering bout wad it is... But think i can't figure it out... Will wait for him to say if he really wanna.... Anyway, just feel bad for him lor, coz i know the pain of not doing well for exam...

After that, reached home, started revision on chemistry, went over the test paper...Finally got it almost figured out le... Very tired, went to take a nap... Nap lasted for 1 and a half hr... Energtic.. So sat there, watch Tv.. Then, decided to go back to revise again... So, Completed Chemistry... took out D&T, draw a bit.. Drew another exploration out..HAppy..

Went to bath, eat dinner then watch a bit TV, started revising Physics... Managed to complete 4 out of 5 chapters... Took out EL practice book, went thru the structures of different type of writing... Then, called dear, talk to him a bit then he went to bed le... So i go back to D&T, did yet another drawing... Wahaha! Completed quite a bit of stuff...

Now, sitting here, writing this... Wanna sleep liao... EL CT tml... JiA yOU BAh! It is my onus to get enough rest and do well for exams...

JuST another day went by like that.... NiGHt Le LOr!

FEel like drifting away...

Ok, i'm finally gonna accept the fact that everything is very different and i wun be able to hab time to slack anymore... Always trying to find excuses to rest... NOw, i know le... No MOre excuses le bah... Ok, find it weird that i suddenly said this, just to remind myself a bit lah...

Took back Chemistry and MAths tests today, man, the result sux... Hai... Chemistry especially... Real chaM... HAi... ReaLLy must buck up a bit lor... as for maths...HAi, excepted de bah... So SO SaD...

Yesterday, Bt kor suddenly msg me, ask me whether see his blog le mah, then i say no, he say things until i a bit gong so hurry up snatch com from 2kor and go see his blog... Read it and understood wad happened...Well, that sort of thing haben happen to me for quite some time le, to think it actually happened to btkor... HAha, but think he can handle it well lah, given his thinking head... Really cannot believe he's 21 sia... So mature lor, everything is handled well... Unlike my own kor, 21 as well, also in poly but attitude totally different from bt kor... He's enjoying life, still taking things for granted.. Bt btkor is already out there experiencing working life... 2 persons, same age, same academic level, almost same size but totally different in their way of looking at life... Hai, k, dun compare le lah.. Both got their good and bad points lor...

That day, went pass a classroom, saw Mr Thiru teaching science, suddenly a lot of feelings came up, it was 4 years ago when he was teaching us science... I almost forgot he teaches science le, thought he's just in charge of all those charity stuff only... Hai...4 years ago... so long le...Wad to do, time can't be stopped at all...

Was going thru some of my friends' friends' list in friendster, realise i didn't add a lot of people who i know... HAi... see, i'm those bo chap bo chap type one.. Always like that... but it's not too late lah, added them liao...

Yesterday, dear says he had some arguement with the Furama people... Then now, he didn't even wanna go work as part time anymore and all his staffs also dun wanna work le... Then, dunnoe y, suddenly he's like very close to vincent... Weird hOr... I felt that... WAdever, maybe coz Vincent intro him to Crown Prince one lor... And some blah blah stuff lah...

O ya, yu asked whether wanna go UK funfair this sunday not... was thinking bout it, though i really wanted to go but coz sun is dear's BD, dunno he wanna join terry vincent they all bo... See 1st bah... Talk bout it then...

This week, common test week... EL, MT, Sc and Maths.... Not really prepared for it but will definitely do 2-times revision, this is wad i do everytime..Not gonna change it in any way, Hee~

Just now geog test on environmental degradation, was quite ok bah, better than the 1st 1 at least... Know wad to write... though i only wrote 2/3 of a page for a 12 marks qn, which i think is quite less lor but hopefully, will get at least near to full bah...

Didn't hab lunch coz nothing to eat so bought carrot juice and drink while watching some really bo liao programme...

End here for the afternoon... Later see how then write bah... SayO!

3 agonizing days...

Let's talk bout wad hApPeNed on Wed... Was quite a relaxIng Day... In school, went by pretty fast.. Finally, i'm able to hand up the 1st part of my d&t, HoPe nothing goes wrong... Anyway, after school, went to westmall buy lunch... Went home, sit there, eat very slow like nobody business...Then, went to room, sit on sofa, do Chemistry work, didn't manage to complete coz lazy to take out text book to see...HAha!

After a while, went to play badminton... Practice for upcoming tournament... Started playing and sweat quite a bit.. Kept running and hitting the shuttlecocks... Realise actually, Pam and yvonne wasn't as good as i think they were, they dun seem to run and hit it... Dunnoe y, sweat like siao... Went on to play with Rong Jun, wah kao, he keep hitting the ball far and near to let me catch, kao, good sia.. MiNg MiNg better lah, he can hit really well.. AS for danial, can say, not bad lor... At the end of 2hrs, i sweat like siao lor, whole body smelly, went back home Bath baTh..

Then, dear dear called, so talk to him for a while bout this and that, he said he saw Terry and Yusoff at orchard the other day.. Now, then i know Vincent not working in OHS liao... Yu told me that now in OHS, only Terry, yusoff, Bt kor and a few more working regularly... Hai... Wad's going on there? so WeiRd lOr.. Then Btkor say, it'll be better if he finds a new job... Didn't ask him much le lor... Hai... Dunno wad's wrong...

Later, in the evening, msg B to ask him how he was after going back to Msia... He said he's fine... I said good good lor...K, wadever...then i msg, a few guys with the funny msg i invented, nobody replied except for Yusoff... HahA, then he asked how i was, said fine and blah blah bLah...

Late le, sleep...

early in the morning, dear msg.. Dunnoe y, he wants to wake me up... Haha, afraid i might be late bah, how can i be late... i always go out early leh...HaHA... Went to SChool as UsuAl...

Was quite relaxing coz cHemistry and Maths teacher were absent, 3 periods free... Not a good thing lor, next week CoMMon tEst liao... Hai... Teacher nowadays are so slack.. reAlly MiSSed Mrs Loo's teaching Style...Sad...

After scHool, went to canteen, sit there drink pEEl FrEsh AppLE JuIce...Hee~ Didn't feel like eating coz not hungry at all... Then, after that, was going to go back to class, when yuting told me that "B looking at u leh" I'm like, "huh? y?" she said "dunnoe" Dunnoe y, i suDdenly ran over to him and pat hIm ReAlly HaRD oN his back! HahA, then he a bit shocked, stared at me with his big big eyes.. I laughed lor...

Preparing for Chinese essay lesson.. The teacher started talking bout how we wrote our last compo, and say not very good, she actually took 5 hrs to mark 30+ papers... Wah, so much time neH! Then, saw Chung Ee ANd B pacing outside our class... saw them and waved to them...

After the teacher's briefing, we started doing another compo, for some of us... I was focusing on wad to write and everything, without noticing much... Time was almost up, and i was writing my last paragraph when a paperball, flew to me, and i forgot wad i wanna WriTe! i was so angry, initially i thought it was Ping Hong who threw it, i nearly scolded the wrong person lor, it was B who did it and i shouted very loudly "FUOOOOCK!" Then everybody was like "wad is fuoock!?" I didn't care, carry on finishing my compo... Decided to go home liao, saw it was raining so took out umbrella, when yuting and i reached the general office there, a lot of pple standing there coz got no umbrella, cannot go out... HAhA... B was one of them, i went over, use my umbrella hit him for disturbing me when i'm writing my essay... He's like "Umbrella, a, bring me out leh!" I didn't care, then Ping hong came and since we r walking the same route, we shared my umbrella... That night, i was thinking a lot bout wad happened in class... the part where the paperball flew to me and i tot it was ping hong who threw it... If i had turned around and scolded him, i would feel very very bad and guilty lor... Coz recently, dunnoe y, the guys like dun wanna talk to him, kinda like neglecting him..Then, he's quite lonely lor... Probably it's coz of his mouth lah, he likes to mumble a lot... Good thing i never scold him... Afterall, 9 years of friendship le... cannot just leave him alone lor...

K, so the day went by just like that...

today was ok ok lor, D&t then EL... Dunnoe y, this few days hor, i'll always feel like sleeping in chinese class... Other class wun one lor... Will DOze off de leh, eyes auto close.. dunnoe is it Mdm khong's teaching method a bit boring lor... Not teaching us bout the Vocabs we should know, keep reading compre then after that give us answer... SiAn.... Wadever, went by le lor... Then, stayed back in school until 3.30pm for netball training... Speaking of which, it's coz of netball, that ting and i can't go to work.. Coz yesterday, Btkor and wan qi msg us, say they need people on friday 5pm... Sadly, training more important...

Netball... B4 it starts, i fell asleep on the floor, outside general office with my bag as the pillow, also, with the BAND, banging their drums all along... I can actually fell asleep, now u know how tired i m lor... Ridiculous... That's Me Bah... ANyway, later we started with our group talk... "Do u all wanna carry on playing? Why?" Everyone answered, my answer: "Yes and No. Yes coz wanna leave hillgrove as a proud netballer. No, coz O level coming". Was a bit surprised with Ting's answer but it's not that surprising coz sometimes she really is that straight.. She said "no, i dun wanna play anymore, coz i dun like the combination of this team". However, i think she speaks wad we all dun dare to.. Coz seriously, i also dun like this combination, their attitude r not as good as wad we used to have... And they dun seem to hab the drive to do it, unlike the old team... Actually, when this year's training started, i was already missing Yiwen being the one i defend and samantha as the defender leading all other defenders... And of coz, all the shouting of encouragment on court... Hai... SaD... No matter wad, everything's over lor... The next 3 matches, well, ting and i will see... After all these trainings then see BAh... Ok, so kailIng Said we are the Oldest SenIors, wah, feel so old... but, indeed we r old, sEc 5, 17... LAo LE...

After nEtball, rushed back home, bathed, then went to meet yuting, yvonne and wai leng for dinner... We went to IMM, long time never go liao... Went to eat KFC, haha! So hAppy... Long time never eat le... After eating, went ard IMM, shopping. in dAiso, bought quite some daily necessities lor... a small Drawer to put my cosmetics... ANd So on ANd SO forth.... Couldn't find a CD shop that sells CD one... So ANgry, wanna buy Jacky Cheung Greatest Hit... Aiya, decided to give up subsequently, tml then go westmall see bah...

Hai.. My muscle Still Aching Lor... From Tues NAFA, sit-up and everything, muscle on my stomache and back hurting... Then wed went to play badminton... Sweat like siao, next day, all the way from my butt to my foot hurts lor... All the muscles are worked... Also, arm's muscle hurts from the swinging of racket... aching ALl over....Need to rest more le...

About Dear, everything's fine now... so nothing much to vent on this blog...

Hai... Kk, Grow Up Le, this yeaR YAo JiA yOU!!!

"I'll go telly the votes... Once the votes are read, the decision is final, person voted out will be asked to leave the tribal council area immediately. I'll read the votes" Quoted from Survivor(all seasons, this one is PalUA), i'm a big fan of it!

"Looking back on the things i've done, i was trying to be someone. I played my part and kept u in the dark... Now, let me show u the shape of my heart...."

15 Feb...

LAst night, sleep very late, then this morning, can't get up... Hai... Until 6.40 then woke up, hurry up wash up and went out... Once i got to school, sit down, close my eyes and sleep, guess wad? I really fell asleep Lor...Then Cheryl gave me a coffe sweet and i thank her so much...

Feel better after that, turned my head and i noticed him, as usual sitting on the bar... Didn't feel much... Like wad he told me that day, he's going to stop his "act". I said, it's ok, still friends....

WAh LAo, during silent reading hor, while reading, the words on my book jumped... ScaRy sia, 1st time i tired until the words jumped... Kao, scare me Neh... However, during CME, rest myself down, feel MucH mUch BetteR...

PE lesson, do NAFA tRial... Not in the mood to do it at all lor... I'm like half-dead le... Then 1st station do Sit-up, kept complaining, but managed to pass, actually is better than pass... 25 to pass, i did 37, anyway, it's one of my fave one, fail, i'll cry SiA... Then, was InclIne Pull-Up, hate this one the most, 1 to pass, i did 6, not bad for my siZe Le Hor! 3rd one was, Shuttle RUn, HAHAHA!!! Was so happy bout my time, 10.7 neh, 1st time i got a 10, last time all 11 something... HAppy! 4th was, sit-and-reach, best sia, i got 43cm neh... GooD Hor... Lastly, standing board jump, My FAve Of FaVe, got 181cm... WAHAHAHA!!! Tired Day, but physically, body still work so well... Broke all my ReCoRd... MuHAhA!!! OverJoYed...

Today's recess i ate different thing, bought tuna+Lettuce+tomato bread... Long time never eat le, it's still nice... Was talking to yuting bout wad i did for Valentine's, told her went to meet desmond for a while and BlAh BlAH bLah... Then, stood up, went to staircase, wait for bell to ring...Suddenly remembered haven't take N level cert., so faster went into office, take cert. Didn't feel much when i got the cert., just glad that i'm able to grab hold of it and see the "No. of subjects graded 5 or better: 6 " Hee~ Proud of myself, but that's N level lor, got O level to ChIong... Hai...

Went back to classroom, took stuff, Went out to line up...Then, Joey was making fun of Yuting bout the thing "Look KinDA CHiO" HAhA, Very FuNNy, ok, i'm bad to laugh at my friend... Wadever it is, i didn't really go overboard... Went up to Geog room, greeted Miss Ang, suddenly heard a bell, long one... Miss Ang said "ok, go line up" then i'm like "huh? Go where? just came up wad" Realised it is fire drill practice... On the way toward the field, Ting told me something which i find it very funny, i was like "HAHAHAHA!" In my heart thinking, "Ermm.... Very Very Weird.... But still HAHAHA" Then notice him, we made eyes contact, but it's just a glance...Went on to the field... It was KAm PhUA hot lor... sit in the field listening to the small voice of mR mustafa, No use, can't hear, so sit there talk talk.. Ping Hong Like Crazy like that, very quiet then take leaf scratch my leg, i'm like "Siao ar, dun play liao lah!" Then keep playing with Seagff... Come to think of it, haven really talk to Segaff for very long le, we used to be really close friends back when we were sec 1 & 2..HAi, how time flies Ar.... Hee, Wadever...Then, realised the fire drill thing was to commemerate Total defence day, 15 Feb, not bad, our school did somthing...

Over, went up to class, dun feel like studying but still went on lor... Maths, introduced to new topic, vectors and magnitude, a bit confused in the beginning but after a while, hao le...

O ya, forgot to say, Told BTkor to jia you for his exam today and tml... ExAms, Tests, all of us facing it.. Human beings are indeed the smartest of all... Always trying to do more and more and more...

Later, went home, eat Curry Chicken Cup NooDles, Hee~ Then, went to lie on bed, read thru a chinese passage to get warmed up for Oral... Woke up at 3.40pm, changed up, go back to school.. Oral starts...Oral, not bad.. Read ok, answered hai hao... Then went downstairs, find yuting, she returned my hp and txtbk.. got 2 missed calls, 1 msg.. 1 call from home, the other, dear.. cAlled home, nobody picked up.. didn't call dear coz know he's working.. msg him say was in oral so never pick up phone...

Went home, sit down, rest.. BAthed, wait for dinner.. MAma cook leftover Bee HooN again, yesterday night eat le today eat again, got so frustrated but bo bian, still hab to eat since i'm hungry. after eating, started D&T, typed everything out, and it's done.. left 2 section haben paste up, tml go sch do...

Today, hp very quiet, not a lot of sms, was glad, coz the bill... Got the bill today, it's $50+.. not bad, less than last month, good thing.. can pay le...

Ting was a bit pissed just now, while talking to her... Can see from the way she phrase her words, didn't say much.. she apologized but say it's ok... So i really take things in my stride... Everything, including friends... Hai...Anyways, didn't got angry or wad coz now not in the mood to...

dear called me just now to chat a bit, he says he's tired le, so ask him to go sleep... His attitude changed after wad happened that day... Glad.. Anyway, he's busy with his work now, after getting into another hotel, working full-time...

Tml going to play badminton, at the same time, build some cooperation with Pam, hopefully, some strategies can come out...

Alright, that's bout it le... KUN...-_-Zzzzzz...

Valentine's Special....

Since it is Valentine's today, i should type something special... Let's talk bout my 2 Loves...

BAck when i was sec.1, i got to know this guy, he's in the same class as me... That year, when i just went to Secondary school, initially, i didn't take much notice bout the people who i dunnoe in class, so i didn't actually know anyone, except those from Primary School. After the Sec1 orientation week, class started, all of us brought the books that r needed that day, except for this guy. He got scolded by our maths teacher, Mrs Loo... He is told to go round the class asking for exercise book, it was so funny... That was my first impression of him... Hee~ Later, after some switches in our sitting arrangement, i was sitting beside Yuting, behind Shaun...And he was sitting beside Shaun... We became pretty good friends, the 4 of us would play around almost all the time. During that year, i dunnoe y, but everybody seems to be very affected by my red face... And that was pretty much the year when i'm officially known as Apple... In mIRC, my name was ReD^aPpLe(i would still use it if i ever enter IRC again..). During one friday night, I went into internet, and usually when i go into internet, i would go mIRC too.. So, i Went into #hillgrove as usual... I saw a person with nick Ah^Gong, but didn't tot much, so went to check my mails... That Ah^Gong logged off for a while, then came back again... He came to chat with me.. He asked me to intro, so i did, "13/f/hgss" was my reply, he said "13/m/hgss", then he asked which class m i from, i said 1a2, when i'm actually in 1a1, liar... Hee~ I lied to him that i'm somebody else, he told me his name, and i'm like "ooo... Actually i'm Aiping lah.." Then, he immediately say "I knew it! Nobody would use ReD^aPpLe other than u.." WOOo, so he knows it all along.. We carry on chatting, he said he has a gf, from YISS, they used to be primary schoolmates, i'm like "oooIc" Then suddenly, he goes "Actualli i......Actualli i..." I'm a bit fed up liao, so i say "Actualli u wad???!!!" He said "Actualli i a bit like u leh" I Was STUNt!!! Did i see wrongly, or interpret wrongly? so i laugh laugh.... Things went on as it is... We still play and talk to each other every now and then.. Sometimes, he would call me especially to ask me to go net, sometimes we chat until 3-4am.. Wah.. Thinking bout it, how did i tong until so late ar... Hee~ O ya, he also gave me the nickname "A PIG", can u figure out how he got it? AI PING, take away the I from AI and N from PING, and there u'll get A PIG!!! WAHAHA!!! Funny, i was absent that day, he was cleaning the board and he played with my name, then Mrs Loo saw it, he got punished i heard... Hee~ Well, later he got another gf, who is sort of wad i so called good friend... Was a bit devastated when it happened, but act nothing happen... At least i know the 2 of them r happy.. Sometimes, both of them will call me one after another to ask me bout each other's stuff and talk bout this and that...A bit like middle person... Hai... Later, dunnoe wad happened, they broke off... I didn't say much, at that point of time, he and i had nothing much to talk bout but somtimes, once in awhile, still chat till late late... I remembered, we went out once, together with ting and hui, very weird... Hee~ Then, during March holiday, he met with an accident, broke his leg, went into hospital, had a month mc off from school.. During this time, we still talked, he elaborated wad happened during the accident, his bone stick out of his leg, EEEEEE!!!!!! Later, however, after a month, he didn't come back to school, later he quit school.. I still tot of him once in a while through the years, till Sec3, it stopped, the feeling for him slowly fade away... It was a weird thing, we were not together, but my feelings for him actually lasted for 2 years... Weird right, that's me, devoted... Last year, did talk to him a bit but not long, just asked bout each others' days... Glad to know he's doing fine... Dunnoe wad happened to him liao... Now, maybe should msg him sometime soon... That is how i gave my heart away for the 1st time... Nothing happened, but feeling is strong...

2nd love was him... Haven't fall for anyone for so many years until last year, in OHS... Started out treating him as somebody that i can play with... Guess the game got a bit over.. HAHA!!! He taught me how to carry oval tray, very bad 1st attempt, dunnoe how to use one hand to carry then the door is closed, cannot open.. HAHA!!! Anyways, later he taught yu and me how to fold napkin for normal and VIP table...So happy i know how to fold... Then sit there, fold dunnoe how many, then at that time, i was sick,running nose, he came into the ballroom, came to check how i was folding, then he asked "u want panadol bo, see u like very cham", i'm like "nvm lah, i got VICKS, dun wan panadol, later i sleep ar.." Then he gave up, he said "Ok..." Until that night, was in his station as well, working with Yu..Funny experience...Coz i dunnoe how to use serving gear, then he was teaching me and a new guy, then dunnoe y, Jesper also came, teach me how to use.. I'm like "huh, serving gear only mah, so many people for wad?" Both of them touch touch my hand, wah lao, a bit paiseh, but was ok lah... After a few days, we still play and play. Then, dunnoe when, it was skinny's BD, so he invited us to K box...I lied to my ma, that i worked OT...HAHA!!! Then in Kbox, they very bad, drink alcohol never say, ask want coke or green tea, then i really thought it was coke or green tea, then i said green tea... Drink liao, find the taste SuX, then realise got alcohol... Bo Bian, finish it.. Yu drink until face red red, i drink le, quite ok, but a bit warm only... Hee~ very bad.. Then something happened to Gwen, not to say but stayed on till 6am... Wah Lao, but later took CaB, He Paid For It!!! HAHA!!! The next week, yu, ting and i went to our class chalet, then during the 1st night,we a bit bo liao, i play with my sms, msg des as a joke "i like u leh!" Yu used my hp msg him say "Desmond, wan yu drank le leh!" Then, he a bit stunt... msg me "wad?" Then, he called, ask me "wad happen huh? u 2 drink a lot ar?" I say "No lah,just play play with u only, we're not drank, moreover got parents' guidance" HAHA, very funny... Then he say "ok ok, then u take care of Wan Yu hor... Talk to u 2 tml.." after a while he msg me say " u really like me ar?" So Kan PHUa Funny Lor, i showed it to yu and ting... then i went on to play with trish, then ting show me my phone, i tot she wanna return me then i asked "wad?" She put "yes" on my phone... I'm like "wah lao, dun send hor" Trying to snatch my phone back, but she was on the bed, high, can't reach, when she show me again, she already sent the msg...I'm like "HUH?! WAD?!" Quickly took back my phone, try to explain to him, ting also msg him say the "yes" is for her friend one... HAHA!!! Worst STill, next day going to work... I was praying the whole time that i wun see him... But then, he appeared and, i was a bit paiseh, he didn't say anything... VerY "SWAY", was posted to his station, dunnoe who is the operation that day... Then i very paiseh, tell him "SOrry leh, yesterday playing with u" Then he say " U all drink a lot is it?" i say "no lah, just play only...." He say "Ur face still so red, still say nv drink" I say "no, i went swimming, sunburn lah" Then he believed...Wah, Gd thing he didn't think much liao... Later, he asked me wanna go Pub after work bo, then i went... Dunnoe y, but atmosphere very weird... In the pub, i did nothing except drink Coke.... HAha!! Then very cold... Told him very cold, then he lend me his hand, i very happy, finally got warmth liao... Then Gwen came, i held her hand, coz she warmer... Hee~ She asked me "U like desmond ar" Then i'm like "HUH?! No lAh, yesterday play with him only, dun think too much leh" After that, i went home... he abit drank that day lor... HahA!!! Next day, i went to work as usual, he was off i think... Then 11+, he sent me a msg say " Wat r u doing?" Then i tot he was just asking me casually... told him i'm working OT... Then he asked me wad time finish, then i joked with him "i dunnoe leh, christopher nv say..Y? u wanna come fetch me ar?" Plz take note, it was just a joke... Then he say "Ya lor, can a not?" Then i'm like "HUh? u no need to sleep ar?!" He says he was outside anyway, so can come over... i say "ermm... Anything, but dun come purposely..." XIn li feeling weird liao... Then he came, but i cannot find him after taking pay... Then dun care much, took transport home... Ask him to msg me when he saw my msg... End up, he was sleeping in one of the hotel rooms...SIao... Then, things go weirder... i went to orchard to shop for my prom night stuff, he say he wants to come find us... i say, anything bah.. In the end, went to watch a movie with him "Shark tales"..HAhA, so i'm cold again, and he lend me his hands again... In the midst of it, yu called then she knew it all... HAHA!!FuNNy....So next day, we r together, just like that... Weird Hor.... Went to Lawrence chalet together, scaring everyone that came... (coz we r together?HAHA)... So this was the story bah...

All this, Valentine's special ends here....

Today, was ermmm, hai hao lor... Classes was ok lor, not very stress today... Then went to netball, today with pioneer sec... Lost too... So 4/4 games, lost all the games... However, though we lost out in our scores, we actually won in our sportsmanship and gain a bit more knowledge...The fact is, we Won overall...

Ting a bit Off today again... She got so, should i say "over" bout some thing... CrAzy One lor... 1st time see her so excited over "that".. it's so not her... and i'm like "wah lao, very not her sia...." but guess i gotta get used to it lor...Wad R friends for? Dotx Dotx DOtx.....Wah Lao...

Went to meet dear to get something which i would like to call "Valentine's gift" though i already know wad is it...Wadever... Everything is ok... Just a few lousy days.. It's over.. Today is a better day...

Dunnoe y, cough suddenly come back, now cough + running nose... Phlegm + Mucus.. Sux Sia... Good thing still got medicine... I'm getting much more optimistic liao.. With lots of advice from btkor, yu and ting... WahAHAHA!!! Nice having these friends...

Hong bao money haven't spent yet... Nothing to buy lor... Not enough to buy new Hp, hai.. Maybe buy CDs Bah...

k, stop Liao...Going to Sleep... NiGHt Lor...

SOrrow....

Today, went back to scHool.. Hai... didn't feel like going at all, but still went since its a pretty short day... 1st 2 period, very "sing lang" In computer lab, doing d&t, Miss Lim helped me find some info, then now, i know how to do liao, by Wed, will be able to finish the 1st part of folio... Wahaha!!!

After recess, was discussing with Xiao Qiang, MiNg MiNg, Joey and Yu bout going to movie... Hai... initially was very happy, coz can go out with friends again but then later, Dear msg says he's free... Hai... then, tell qiang and yu can't go with them le... Sad Hor...

went for netball later... All the players in the tournament didn't go, except for me, hui Mui and Shawn.. miSs Cheong very irresponsible lor, say she alrdy told us, but the truth is, we only got to noe it this morning nia, HAI me rush home change PE, then faster rush back... Sick! Coach Very Disappointed that all 12 only 3 turn up... Hai.. But gd thing she got the juniors to keep her occupied... Hee~

After training, went home... Lay down there, half-dead... Then got one finger got sprained(due to a spining ball), very sad, monday still got match sia... Then, die on sofa for 2 hours.. 5.30, went to bath, then went out le... Very angry lor, on the bus, Dear say go PS, then wun say earlier, then i can go take MRT, easier to find mah... I go take 174, dunnoe where to alight, suX sia.. When i Finally reached there, i wanna Scold him sia, but his friend there so give him "face"! Then, went round shop shop, then the ryan say go Gim Moh, then i'm like "huh? Need to go home sia" but didn't say much, until mama called, i told dear, i wanna go home liao... He got angry sia... i'm like, wah lao lor! Try to make him laugh but he dun wan to.. K, suan le, went up the bus with him but xin li yao hui jia... after 2 stops, i got very angry lor, he didn't bother bout me, went upstairs, i ji tao stepped down the bus, never tell him, took 106 go home.. On the way, he msg me a few times, i dun wanna reply at all.. Just told him that i'm very tired...Dun wanna talk liao.. Then, he came up with those things, that i didn't pei him and wadever wadever lah... There he goes again lor... I dun wanna say liao.. really FeD Up, ji tao say "i'm also upset lor"

Hai... FAN!!! Then, nowadays, i really didn't pei pa and ma lor... LAst time, once in a while i'll go watch movie with them, but now, no time... All my time is spent on Studies and friends and most of all, him... But he always complain that i didn't pei him, WTF!!!! aiya, suan le, k, it's another lousy day(like btkor says)...Didn't wanna bother lah!

Speaking of which, yesterday night, when i'm on the bed, bout to sleep, overheard Da Kor tell mama that his friends r coming to play mahjong, so suddenly tot of Btkor... Coz he always play mahjong one... So msg him say suddenly tot of him so msg see how is he.. he tot i wanna chat with him... HAHA!!! then joked with him, say tot bout how good bTkor had been to me mah... Hee~ k, so i ki siao again... But nvm, after that, slept, but woke up a lot of times in the middle of the night coz of mahjong sound, SICK!!!!

k, that was last night... HAi, tml meeting Si En, long time nv see her liao, go shop shop, like we always did after CNY...

k, very very very depressed, exhuasted, upset and devastated... WADever, tml will be a much much better day, gonna go sleep til late late!

AdIos!!!!

CNY Day 1!

WoOhOO!!! ChiNese New YeAR lOr... iT is awesome! This morning woke up early but lie on bed...Then receive a msg from Ting... Something Bad happened to her today... Find it quite Hilarious... However, it is a very bad thing to happen... Hee~ Guess it ain't approporiate to be so close Hor... WahHAHA!!!

Then, brush teeth, mama cooked breakfast, eat le, sit there, do nothing... Dear msg, say i Pig again... Wah lao, everyday got pple call me pig one leh... Sad Sia... bUT nVm lah, quite used to it le...

Went to bath, changed up, and slowly put on make-up... Wait and wait, finally 2 korkor finish bathing... As usual, i'm the 1st to finish preparing the stuff, and so i sit there relax... no need to be Anxious...

Finally, everybody's ready, wait for cab but sux sia, no cab de... walk all the way to MRT station, took Mrt to BooN lAy, then took Bus 181... Wah lao, dakor alight wrongly, then we hab to walk long way to Ah mah house... On the way, i kinda stopped to wait for mama, then suddenly saw Uncle Jesher... He seems to be in a shock when he saw me... He say " wah, can't recognize u leh, so different from yesterday" i'm like... HUh? Still Me wad, only make-up mah.. But wadever lah... then went on the Ah Mah house... 1st, went to "bai" Ah gong, then went to wish everyone Happy New Year... took water, sit there drink drink... then, one by one, uncle aunty, came to give us hong bao... So the whole day was there, talking eating playing... Every year also like that... Until night, went to sit ard mama, and 2 aunties... they talk bout Bra BRa thing, then i'm like "ok, choose wrongly.." But carry on listening lor... Then, they all discuss bout my boyfriend... Ah mah say " Bo Ho lah!" I'm like " Wa zai" Haha!!! So funny... Then uncle Jesher told me Ren Shen Dao Li, say dun do stupid things for love sia... I'm like, i know, i'm not so bo liao lah! Dunnoe y, all my uncles like to talk bout Ren Sheng Dao Li... Afternoon was Uncle Mark, then was Uncle Jesher... Haha! FunnY! But of coz, it's good for me...

K, end of the day, went back home, Changed up, took out hong bao see see... waHHAA!!!! Not bad lah this year... Large Sia...Hee~

tml going to go out with dear 1st then evening going to mama's ah mah there... Hai.. another day full of joy! But felt sorry coz can't go Btkor's place... Hai...

K, end le.. BuAi!

Anticipation!

Yesterday morning, dunnoe y, so many sms sIa... 1st one was from dear, dunnoe y, he msg to tell me he's going to work...and some mushy stuffs... Then, it was Btkorkor, he msg to brighten up my day.. Well, think he did a bit... Then, it was Yuting, ask me bout Chinese translation.. Then Pamela, ask me bout newspaper...Good thing i switch my phone to silent last night... However, replied them as well, coz saw it when i woke up to check time...

Went to SP with Bernice, yong soon, peggy, yuan&han, danial and linda... Ermm.. very weird combination but nvm, just a bit quiet between us... went there, courses were quite good... Talk to a lecture bout a new course, ANg MOh, he very cute de, talk with lots of sense... But too bad, i'm not interested in the course coz, got not music background lor... went to the business building... Realised the facilities there were great, lots of stuff... was interesting, now, i'm even more interested in business studies liao... Btkor kor lie to me, say saturday nobody, it was so god damn crowded lor! Maybe coz taufik went there bah, but not interested in him... YAwN... Btkor explained that it's the students that are little coz it's exam week...

K, after that, we went off... To Westmall... Was walking around alone coz the others went to library, and since i'm not the kind that is very close to them so i decided to go myself... Westmall was quite crowded today, got 2 mediacorp DJs there hosting some CNY stuff... Then Xu Zhen Rong and Vincent Ng came... Didn't react much, but keep thinking Vincent Ng very shuai then msg ting to tell her but know she's at SRC so wun reply de... Went to Popular, buy pen and printer's ink... Bought le... Then went down to Mayfashion, see see, saw something, keep pondering whether to buy bo.. Decided to go upstairs compare the price 1st.. Suddenly, saw a familiar face, Wei Li, he's a guy i knew from OHS, work with him during one of my morning shift when Chris was in charge... Then, i stand there, forgot his name, but then wave to him, he looked at me, like dunnoe me, then i say "U rmb me mah?" He say "YeS..." Then i say, ok , BuAi... so i carry on upstairs...Can't find the thing i wan to compare the price with so went down, bought it... Saw Olivia(Wei Li's Gf) as well, but didn't go forward to say hello, coz a bit tired liao..

Went to B1, buy Sushi(my pathetic dinner)... Bought only $3 today, instead of the usual $4+... Coz not much appetite... Decided to go back home... But then, went pass This Fashion, something stop me and so i went in, look ard, saw a nice nice Skirt... FouNd M size sia... Then went to try on, lIke iT... bought it, $22, not bad... but after buying, was thinking of how to explain to mama... HAha!!! Took bus, went home... at home, went to try on the skirt then walk to kitchen show mama, was expecting Huge reaction from her, then suffer some scoldings in the end, but she just said " Buy again, so ex u also buy!" But told her $22, she look look say ok lah, i wash it lah... haha! She didn't nag sia... ShIok...

Sit there on Sofa, watch TV... Then, did some hw... Maths completed... Went to watch TV again, this time with Sushi in my hand... mY pathetic Dinner Lor...Then, lie down there, fell asleep, Pig Sia, but TiRed lor, Body complaining to me... So i let it rest... Hee~Woke up bout 45min later, went to do hw again... B msg me, so we Talk AgaIn... Lots of stuff to Chit chat bout... *sEcrETS* Then, dun wan talk le coz bill eX sia... ThEn came net, he came in too, talk for a while, mama hungry, say wanna go coFFee Shop eat, then i went down With her and PaPA... Ride BiCyCle... Somehow, haVen't do that in weeks le.. So busy nowadays, didn't even pei pa n ma... Hai... Was eating when Dear msg... ask me wad i doing.. then started talking to him as well... he says he's tired then i say rest lah, dun keep tiring urself mah.. He say, next week CNY cannot work so this week work lor... then i say OkOK... Talk bout next week... 10th... special day for the 2 of us... It is CHu 2, Bt kor's House... Ermm.. Dunnoe can go bo... Hope can get time out lor...

Was thinking bout the probs bout me and dear... Dunnoe how to solve... seems like he is pretty angry at me for not pei-ing him... It's not that i dun wan, it's that, i dun hab the time to, school work pushing me to the extend that i can't breath, netball, taking some time too(after last match will be better le)... All this... He says "y others can be so happy and we can't be" He actually compared us with Yu and Tingling... i'm like " Yu only meet Terry like once a week only SIa, Tingling and Chung EE also didn't always see each other" Hai... So FAN over this thing... Like always my fault.. Sometimes, feel like blurting that word out.. But didn't dare to, then later he'll say "Love you" wad is this sia?! How to go on? suddenly like this... BTkor, adviced to test water, test le, he say "no" Hai... Maybe i'm not those kind that is so daring as to let it go so easily bah.. i'll consider bout his feelings as well...Problematic relationship... Wonder if it's right to even start it... HAi...

All these stuff weren't there at this time last year...Last year, i was so carefree..No o level, no desmond...This year, O level so stress, Desmond also so stress....Die lah, life can't go smoothly sia, can't even get my basic luxury: Afternoon Nap... Hee~ ya, i know, i very Zhu right... But tired NeH! Always anticipating holidays and weekends... But now, hab to study lor... always got lots of hw... lots of stress... ok, so i'm bitching bout my life again... Bo bian lah, i like to bitch lor.... Anyway, still hab to live it well...

Ok, wadever, today, stay home, rest rest... no need to go anywhere, do my hw... now left EL compo... Shiok, finally able to complete hw liao... sitting here, writing wad i left out last couple of days and at the same time, doing D&T...

Chinese New year seem to be pretty plain this year... However, Paternal's side hab a new memeber, another TEO into the family!!! This year,i got yet, another baby cousin, it's a girl this time.. Still dunnoe wad's her Name, Hee.. Chu XI going to see her.. HahA!!! something to be happy bout in the midst of my chaotic life...I'm still the oldest granddaughter... ReAlly Hor, everybody call Jie Jie, feels good NeH... On the other han, i lao liao lor... 17...Old LiAO.. HAi... gotTA be mature a bit, dun play a fool liao, but hor, quite difficult to change lah, i'm still me mah, lao liao still can play right? Ok, no one stop me, carry on bringing the KiD SIde Of Me Out... WAHAHAHA!!!!ok, i siao liao, paiseh Hor!

Good, all 3 blisters are healing... coughing as well... it's turing out good le... Everything will be fine by CNY, gonna celebrate it with LoTs Of LaUghTers, And CrAzInEsS... Hee~

1st month of the year is over, and i'm able to get pass it.. Though it's a pretty LonG and Tough month, but it's over... wad hab to be done hab been done... Load is off a Bit Liao... 12months, 1 month over... Haha, rEjoicing over this little things... Guess i hab to be more optimistic and not take all this little things for granted le... HAha!!! No more sadness.. Next week=Happy week! Make it a much better one than this week... MuHAHAHAHA!!!

AdIOs!!!!!!!!! Yi Qie Hui KEn hAO!!!!

Wah..So LoNg...

Today was such a long day for me... Can't imagine i actually didn't hab any nap and i can stay till now... AMAzIng... Usuall, i'll be complaining liao le lor..

School was short, assembly was awesome, dunnoe wad quardtets came, classical music, violins, viola... NiCe... after School, decided not to go home, stay back in sch till netball... Was talking to Btkor bout some stuffs, he gave me some really interesting advice, decided to try it out...

Tried it out, erm... At least got the probs out lor... tried hard to settle it...

B was like avoiding me coz of some reasons, then i keep telling him, nvm de lah... Friends mah..

Netball, didn't train, explained to coach y i not training, she's very understanding lor... then sit there, see, and learn wad i hab to...

after that, went home straight... mama complaining some1 didn't close window, all my books wet le but gd thing the books are not Txtbks... k, then bathed, went with papa mama to chinatown buy CNY stuffs..

At chinatown, was msging B, chatting bout this and that... Then, saw a lot of ShUAi Ang MoHs sia... StIll Like Ang moh so much, see, i never change... Hee~

Went home at bout 11.30... taxi driver very scary, speed sIA.. i quickly put on the seating belt sia...

Reached home, told dear... and then, bath, now writing this... k, will stop le, tired liao... no more hyperness.. Need rESt, tml going to Singapore PoLy...

SP.... CoMing... NiGht!

HAi.. Didn't get any Better...

Haiyo, starting of the day was quite ok lah, Maths lesson, just look and Understand but got a little frustrated with Miss Chong coz she keep going so fast, haben finish this, she goes to that liao... But after a while, able to keep up so fine le...

Later, Physics, CA1, was so afraid that it will be very tough... But it was just "Tough" and not "Very tough"... Can be sure that i'll be able to pass better... Better than Chem bah, hope will pull up my grade a bit...

EL was usual, Txtbk, personal accounts, blah blah blah.. Though it's quite boring but i paid attention, dunnoe y, own initiative bah...

Recess, aftr eating, decided not to take Medicine coz in an hr time, going to Netball match again...

D&t lesson, Miss Lim keep nagging, did investigation, she didn't wanna go thru, keep saying, Danial's work Danial's work, danial danial mah, y keep asking us to do like his... Sad LAH... But never mind, went back to my sit, look at Ting's one, she say hers unacceptable as well.. then i'm like, "y miss lim still so fussy one!" Whatever lor... Anyway,time's up, going to Netball match... i packed up, feeling not very good, coz cold and running nose, not a good combination... wait for ting, got a bit frustrated cOz she SlOW SIa, but used to it le, it's either i wait for her or she wait for me... So Hai HaO lAh... Classmates saw the 2 of us walking out, they cheer for us, tell us to Jia you, i was pretty thankful for that but didn't show it coz i'm like dying liao...

Went to canteen, eat things like cannot finish like that, did it real slow.. Ting was talking to me bout her mood, i didn't really bother coz i'm feeling very cham as well...

On bus, everybody sleep, me included, complain to dear bout the bad day and still hab to go netball, he say, i can dun go if i choose not to.. But sadly, part of school team, gotta be more responsible somehow, told him, never mind, just wanna nag a bit nia...

Then, Kallang, ran around the court 3 times i think, didn't bother to go count, didn't even realise the rounds r over, still wanna carry on but saw them all go into court starting warm-up liao, then realised..Then do warm-up, drills, then i stand there day-dream, in the end, got hit by a ball, hit my face then my shoulder, SUddenly woke up... they all ask how was i, i'm like "fIne Fine used to it le" Then continue...

1st quarter, Miss Ang say i play GD, i'm like, HUH?!!!!!! Sure bo!!!!? But sadly, it's sure, confirmed, play GD... Was tough, never like that position, coz not good at it, only played GD when Samantha(ex-GD) was injured...And it was under those circumstances that i'll play GD, i SUx AT It!!! played hard, tried to defend, passes LoUsy, didn't manage to pass well..But bo Bien lah, a bit off liao le... Saw Ting's face a bit black when i didn't pass to her properly... But Bo Bien, caN't do much, wad's done cannot be undone...

2nd quarter, bue ta han liao, Got back old positon GK, played better, the god damn shooter, keep using her body to block me... SiAN... didn't get any interception but got blow for lots of obstruction... SAd... K, so i said yesterday, wun be able to gib 100%, at least i gave the 60% i promised... Last quarter, didn't play much, dunnoe y, it seems very short... Suddenly, our mood became good... Or rather just mine and ting's... We laughed on court, something we didn't do for a very very long time le...

After match, i'm still a bit off but after a while, dunnoe Y, go CrAZy liaO! On bus, msg dear, tell him how bad my blisters are, he didn't say much, coz he's interviewing...HAhA!! then Msg, BTkor, told him we lOSt but very HAppy!!! Later, called him, li xiao a bit... haha!!! Then, tell him got blisters all ard... Ting complained that she waited for his msg till 5 am.. WahAHA!!! FunNy! HUng UP, apologized to him for my Bo lIAoness... He asked me to enjoy my craziness... Hee~

Went back to school, dun feel like going home yet, so went to canteen to talk to Ting.. She told me a lot more of her life stories... she got so muCh to say, always "To be continue..." But always there to listen when she needs it... She got frustrated when i keep looking at my Hp and laughing, then she bue tong, call btkor complain, haha!!! SiCk!!!

On the way back home, dear ask me go eat dinner, then i say ok lor... Went home, realise my blisters getting worst, very painful... Bo bien, promised dear liao, so rest a while, went to westmall... eat and walk... Then bought ointment for my foot... Dear insist on putting it for me, i'm like dun wan lah... But he insist, then let him, it hurts lor.. I keep screaming and shouting... then my tears bust out lor... good thing bo lang there arbo sure very sheepish one...

Hab difficulty walking back.. dear brought me up, then we kind of stand at lobby chat for a while, Haven't seen each other for quite some times le so chat a bit.. then, he went home, i went home as well...

Then, at home, eat medicine... Bit drowsy after a while, lie on sofa, fell asleep for 15 mins+... got a msg from B, he say see my blister very red, wanna help mi find medicine.. i'm like "orh, hao ah, thanks" Then, got up, go inside room, do some work.. Got another msg, he say he can't find any medicine, ask me to go clinic, i say nvm, i bought ointment le... And thank him for being so concern... He very GOOd!

Then ting msg me, ask me to wake her up a bit, wake her up as in "WAKE HER UP" from some stuff, then i really ji tao say lor.. Actually wanna put more agressive words but think dun wan lah, coz not nice to do so...

Tired le... Dun wanna talk le, today's blog very brief... Paiseh, tired lIao... K, Night...

still a sad day...

Hai... aNother sad day went by... Sux... Whole body almost off due to yesterday's match... 1st period, Chemistry test.. 1st 2 qns, not bad, can ans but reach 3rd one, i'm like OMG, wad is this? Then, already got 6m taken away.. Miss Wang real Cham, DiDn't rmb she taught that b4, not in the notes as well... Sad... But got over it in a while, quite numb with all these tests liao...

PE lesson, lined up, Xiao qiang stared at me.. then i asked " y u keep looking at me" he's like" coz u pretty mah!" Then we laugh laugh laugh... Then he asked me i sick ar(due to the fact that i'm not wearing pe attire), then i say, "ya, sick le" Xin zHi came along, asked the same qn, then i say ya lor... Went down, lower sec pupils running 2.4km, i've completed so just sit there relax..Showed wan YU and linda the soaring blister, both of them "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!" i also eeee coz really very eee lor...

El lesson, miss teo didn't come again, wan yu says she's worried coz miss teo might get into hospital due to migrane(dunnoe how to spell)... I'm like, true bo, then very bad sia... Nothing to be happy bout le... Again, i try to rest with a tissue on my hand in case i sneezed..Linda like very worried bout me like that... Coz she say "Sat, u still wanna go SP bo, u like very tired leh" I say "Must lAh, i wanna go see, arbo, no 2nd chance liao"

Then went recess, after eating some very plain stuff, went to staircase talk talk.. Pam was complaining bout Yvonne and stuff like tt, then we listen or rather I listen... Then Joey came, talk to him, then he hit my head, i shouted "WaH lao, hit me 1 ar..." Started shouting for help from Yuting, she stand there look, dunnoe wad to do... Then saw Billy, shout at him, he came then tell Joey " My pet Zhu leh, cannot beat hor" I'm like "Wah LAo, PET ZHU!!!!" but nvm lah, i let him call lo, doesn't matter lah.. Used to it le...

Went to toilet, received a msg, tot was Billy or Dear but turn out to be Btkor, he msg me pretty early this morning to say he going for bike test, ask me to wish him luck... Then this time, he msg me to tell Me He didn't make it... Didn't say much, ask him to relax...

Medicine very effective, drowsy again, Miss Ang still purposely ask me to read, then i very Thoo Lan read for her lor... Then she realised and say "My agonized face" HAha... Whatever...

Went home after school... did my physics, went to take the nap that i've not taken for such a long time... slept well, bout 5 like that, B msg me, say he free now.. then i say O!!!! Then we chit cHat Chit Chat... Suddenly tot of BTkor and his test, so msg him to make sure he's fine... He say he was, so i trusted so.. Then he said, he's actually quite frustrated, so i told him, "mi too, i pei u frustrate together..." Hee~ Then, sat down, watch TV... Do nothing...

Ate dinner, went to revise tml's physics test.. Managed to get everything in mind, including some new stuffs... Studied till 9.40... Did a bit of D&T, pencil sketch, very brief... But dun care lah...

Then Ting called asked bout physics, can't get the answer, then when she hang up, i go see again, realised her answer was right..Msg her, told her, but she seems a bit puzzled so promised to explain to her tml...

O ya, tml's match, ting told me bout the arrangement, in the end, i very "sway", again must play for all 4 quarters...Tired... Blister still painful, i'll put double plaster layer tml... B console me, ask me dun sad liao, but bo bien, still very sad and tired and SICk!!!!! Bo Bien lah...

SuAn le... Just take it and do it bah, tml's match, might not be able to give it my usual 100%.. Might only be 60%... Really feeling very sick lor...

Alright will stop here le lah... talk to much liao...

Conclusion, Billy's a nice guy, great person there, should get to know him more... BT kor's mood not good, cheer Up o... My MoOD, fine but physically can't make it liao...

Say, i'm quite strong sia, i haven't break down yet, still struggling to move on, and basically, am moving on, a small step each time... K, all the best to myself!

Newton's 1st law: An object in motion will continue in its motion if no net force is applied. An object at rest will remain at rest if no net force is applied.
Newton's 2nd law: F=ma
PhysicS TEST TML!!!!!!!!!!!!! JIA YOU BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn Lousy Day

Today really not a good day lor... Woke up 6.40am, 10min later than the usual time... Whole body feel very warm... Then, slowly walk to school, swinging my shoe bag(containing sports shoe) around... In my mind still considering whether to go for the match bo... Reach school, saw ting sitting there, then i stand at my sitting place and shouted "Very Tired AR!" But nobody replied lah, dun expect any reply either so, i sat down, took out tissue, started wiping my nose... sad, still sick...

When in class, dun feel like studying at all, not sleepy but mood is not there... Good thing during maths can concentrate a bit... Able to absorb wad she's saying... After that, during Chemistry, got back our class test, result very bad but managed a pass lo... Am glad le... Just hab to buck up a little for tml's CA1...

EL period, Miss Teo not here, so i started doing chinese hw, completed almost everything, left a few qns undone... Then,spirit fade away, head on table, rest... didn't rest too long lah, then times up, recess liao...

Went out of the door, as usual, wait for Yuting, dunnoe y she stand outside the door opening and closing it,i'm like "Yuting, wad u doing? Siao ar?" Then she said "people coming out" i'm like, "they can open themselves neh" Then we laugh laugh laugh, like we always do, over little little things...Hee~

After recess, came up, saw a note on my organiser, didn't take much notice at first coz eating medicine, then went to wash the spoon, saw Billy, he shouted at me "U ALSO ONE LAH!" then i'm like "huh?" i just holding spoon mah... SAD, but wadever... Went back to class, read the note on the organiser, at 1st glance, knew it was from ting. She wrote there "Ping, dun be so sad, u'll do better for tml's test de.. Hope u'll get well soon, JiA YoU Jia YoU".. Felt a little weird, i'm not sad over the test, it's just a bad day... Then i realised, that my expression really show everything lor, i didn't say much, others also can tell that i'm sad... Then ask Ting, y she say i sad over that, she didn't say much lah, just see me sad... Anyway, appreciate her concern...

After a while, medicine working le, started feeling drowsy, but bo bien, continue listening to teacher, try to wake up a little... Bell rings, walk up slowly to Geog room, Cheryl suddenly came over and gave me a sweet, then i goes huh? wad? O! Thanks~ Weird, she suddenly gimme a sweet.. Think she knows i'm not feeling well, and still need to go netball, so try to cheer me up... Lots of gratitude for that...

Up in the gEog room, dunnoe y, suddenly go a little bit crazy, talk to yuting a bit, i kept laughing, maybe i got the Ting's laughter syndromes.... Hee~Kidding... But after a while, fine le...

Bell rings, went up with ting to get her forgotten shoe bag, went to toilet, changed up, Faisal came asking for toilet paper, ask him to come in take himself...Then crap a little...And went down to canteen...

Ate a little, decided not to take medicine coz afraid will get drowsy, then can't get on court... So in the end, i still went to netball match... On the bus, resting... Msg Btkor, tell him today feels very unpleasant, whole day like cannot function properly, then he told me, it's just a lousy day... So ok, i accept the "lousy day" as lousy day lor... He say after a sleep will be better...I'm like... SLEEP? no time!!!! Sad... Then, rest on the bus, sort of went into dreamland a bit, but still having a clear mind of wad's happening around... Reached destination, started warming up, all the passes then do centre passes... people all playing around laughing, craping, can't get down to business... Feels a little bit fed up, feel like shouting at them, but i didn't, just say "dun laugh, hurry up" They didn't change lah, still laughing...Bo bien, times up, time to get on court...

Initially, talk with Geraldina, say i play 2/4 she plays 2/4...Both agreed to that... After my 2, passed the beads to geraldina, but ting say, no, need me to carry on... Geraldina got GD instead... Everybody's passes and catching of balls SuX today...Mine included... Got rebound but can't pass it down...Got shooting chances but can't get it in.. Make unnesscery mistakes like, stepping and those shit! As for me, keep getting obstruction... Sad... Last 1/4, i was still trying to get balls but keep getting blown for those DAMN mistakes... Hai... Then kind of just let it go le... Last few minutes, didn't fight back, basically, i just do my part but still can't get the ball... It just ended this way...

End of it all, i can't wait to get out of Kallang netball centre...Went to marianne's bag and get my stuffs... took my skirt and bottle, went straight towards the bus, didn't even wait for ting... oN bus, msg Jie min, told her the outcome, and say not feeling well, dun feel like talking...Honestly, i'm not feeling well le...Imagine a sick person, playing on court for all 4 quarters... Headache...CAn't stand...Close my eyes, rest... Ting asked me a few times whether i'm ok bo, i say, "not ok, feeling very bad" didn't talk much for the whole journey, basically just sit there, rest.. suddenly realised my knee very pain, then i remembered, the old injury, and the new one i got today.. both bled a little, didn't bother much... Got another blister over the old blister, the whole thing soaring red and painful now...Carry on resting... Reached school, took bag and went straight home, didn't even wait for juniors when they told me to... Coz wanna rush home and rest.

Mama didn't cook again, eating mAggie Mee once more... went to bath, wash PE shirt and shorts, came out cook, then brew coffee for myself.. Coffee didn't work much... After eating, decided to heed Pam's advice to take a short nap... Lie down on Sofa, received a msg from dear, ask me wanna go watch movie bo, i say dun wan, got test tml and too tired to move le... He didn't say much but joked with me say "GoGoGO Lah!" I laughed but knew he understood le... Getting ready to close my eyes when another msg came, was from ting this time... She apologized to me for tiring me out but i told her "it's ok, it's my duty as well" She still insisted on the apology, but say it's really ok... hard to be a captain and a friend huh...Told her i'm going to rest, ask her not to worry, i dun mind... Took my nap, 7 to 7.40pm... Woke up, went to room, complete wad's not done in Chinese... Then started revising my Chemistry.... Mood still swinging... But good thing can sit down and study.. Got everything that i didn't understood, all solved and put more stuff into my brain by going thru the TYS... Realised some qns r from the test.. Hee~

Everything seems to be coming to an end, dun feel like doing much... But at least i tried to bucked up a bit, got wad needs to be done, DONE! Hope tml will be a better day and the chemistry test will be more to my expectation...

Hai.. 3 tests in a roll... Tiring, but still gotta do... So dun feel like going to school tml...However, life gotta go on...

Bi2O3, Bismuth Oxide...Mr=466...Molar mass=466g... No. of moles=sample mass/molar mass...
Always find the moles b4 finding anything... Chemistry...Not bad, got them in mind le..Tml morning refresh again! Night!