常常有人问道：“为什么你的选择是这样？”， “怎么找不到更好的？”，“他的程度在哪里？”

但我会反问回：“我的选择有错吗？”，“什么是更好呢？”，“他的技能胜于程度。”

有时候，觉得很累，不知道这条路走的对不对，不知道走的值不值得... 有时真的累了，不想走了...

可是三年了，这三年不长也不短，虽然有起伏但从没威胁过我们的坚持... 从一开始的学生生涯，到现在现实的逼迫... 我们都走来了...

庆幸的是，我们从没放弃彼此，从未打消我们四年前的计划...

泪水流过，欢笑有过... 我们还是从前的我们... 梦想正在慢慢展开，慢慢写下我们两人的故事...

会很艰难，会有很多风雨，但我们会牵着彼此的手，缓缓地朝我们的目标迈进...

不再是空说，是开始...

别再白眼对待，给我们一些些鼓励... 一点就好...

Just the two of us, with nothing but each other... Taking on this cruel world, battling our way through... Regardless of what will happen in the future, we will take in on with full force... Come what may...

Because I know I am not alone...

There's a lot to upload and yes, i know i'm lack of updates.

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Lynn's son was at the office a couple of weeks ago, his name is Evin and he is so so so cute! HAHAHA! He wanted me to blow the balloon for him, i blew 2, and i named the 2 balloons after our names and we played with it when the day was coming to an end. He is shy shy and cute cute... So adorable!

I don't remember which week was it, but i think it was the Hari Raya Week. I went to JB with Darling.

I went to his place to stay over the weekend and we had Sushi King for dinner that night.

And on Monday, we slacked the whole day at home and Darling fed me yummy Ee Mian coz i dun want to eat 1 bowl, too much liao.

He was complaining about his shoulder ache due to the busy schedule he's been having, so i gave him elbow massage, which made his whole family laughed like mad.

The next day at work, we went to EIGHT, a very comfy cafe which turns to pub at night, for lunch. Had plain salad and soup. It was a really light lunch. Not ex, $8.80 only.

We had a crazy weekend one week before i left for work, we MJ till 4am to 5am for 2 nights and played for 3 consecutive days. HAHAHA!!!

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I think darling went kind of mad and he posed for PHOTO! He is changing to his shorts in the carpark lot.

We headed to Mac for Dinner and i had coffee coz i wasn't hungry, and the barista made the cocoa powder so cute.

And yes, he posed for me again.

Yup, this is Sunday, while on the car, we ate 8 to 10 bananas because we were really hungry.

AND yes, MJ till 12am that day and work the next DAY!

So, i set off for my trip on 29 Sep 09 to Vietnam. Papa, Mama and Darling went to send me off. It was so thrilling to travel myself, because my colleague checked-in 1st.

I forgot to remove my scissors, airport took it and nv return. :( SQ is very spacious. I like............

Manager, Felix

Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh City, we were cheated by a Taxi driver who showed us his taxi license, so pissed. He charged us 400k Vietnam Dong when its only a 200 Dong ride! Damn it! Can't be blamed, my 1st time and it was 2 years ago when Felix last came. Hai.... Good thing transport can claim and that idiotic taxi driver scared we run away, want us to pay 1st. WTF!

Immediately after check-in to Hotel, we took cab again, from District 1, we went to District 7, Saigon Exhibition Centre to see the progress of the booth setup.

Made sure things are almost alright, we left for the day and had dinner at Pho 24. Pho is thin Kway Teow, its a Vietname food, very nice. loVe Love!

It was a rainy morning the next day, again, we woke up early, and headed to SECC to welcome Singapore Pavillion's exhibitors (like real, its just pure waiting!).

After a whole day of introducing myself to everyone, and seeing through the set up, fix here and there, Felix and i went to Supermarket to buy Pantry's stuff then headed back to hotel for A BATH! OMG, my jeans was sticking to my legs, so Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................... Then we went to meet Cassandra, another rep from some coy who is Felix's friend, and then to ASHOMA!

I'm gonna miss this man, its really nice! The soup, is so thick, the variety of mushrooms so many! Gosh.... Drooling now....

1OCT09 - 1st day of show. We took shuttle from hotel to SECC, and we werer so pissed off with the Hotel driver. We were already rushing for time, we wanted to take cab down but the guy insist we take the shuttle and guess wad this bunch of pple plotted? The driver drove us 1 circle then went back to the hotel just to pick up 2 FREAKING ANG MOHS! F*ck! Everyone in the car was cursing and swearing at the 2 ang mohs.

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Half way down the journey, the Ang Moh asked Cassandra for time in CHINESE! HAHAHA! So all along, he heard us swearing at him! HAHAHAHA!!! How shiok!

This guy here, is Thomas Pek, Tai Hua's boss. He hung around our booth for the few days and chatted a lot. He has so much to share! Friendly and humble guy... His son is 1 yr younger than me and not bad looking leh... He proudly showed me his son's photo. HA!

That night, it was Pho again. This time is Pho 2000! I didn't eat Pho, i had BBQ Pork Rice, so yummy too!!!

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Went to Ben Thanh Market to shop a little. One of the stall holder so scary, after i bargained, i felt that i dun want to buy liao, he ji tao chase after me and insist i buy it. DAmn it, scare the hell out of me. I bought it in the end at a cheap price but i gave him 5k dong more, because i feel that to us, 5000 dong is really not much, but to them is a lot. 5000 dong = SGD 0.50.

2nd night, Thomas invited a few of us for dinner at 938, his Singapore friend, owner of the chinese restaurant at Ho Chi Minh's Chinatown.

The food wasn't too bad and i was thrilled by these abalones. HAHAH! 1st time eating it that way. Heeee~~ I would love to have this in my wedding menu!

After dinner, we head back to hotel for a foot massage. It was so-so only but u know, relaxing. :)

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Last day, casually dressed for tear down. We changed flight from Sunday morning to that day's night.

Branson from Damaco, he is very friendly but didn't talk much, his boss looks very Japanese.

Her name is Qyuyen, our interpreter, she likes to chat a lot. Very nice person, after we chatted a little, she asked me for my facebook, so now she is in my list. HAHA!

In this picture, left Lloyd, a very cute father of 2, rep for Hosen, Middle (beside me), Lloyd's boss, Daniel Lim, boss of Hosen, right, Thomas Pek, Boss of Tai Hua.

As of that day, i LS for 2 days, and my stomach wasn't very well, so i was pretty silent the entire day even after exhibition ended.

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We took off at 4.30pm, once all our exhibitors cleared and it was a 45min to 1hr ride to the airport plus the excruciating jam.... OMG!

That ended my 1st business trip. Once at the airport, we checked in our luggage, and some ass foreigner aunty cut our queue and the ground staff practically stood there and DO NOTHING!

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Good thing Felix got the Krisflyer GOLD card and we went to the empy BUSINESS CLASS counter to checked in! Keep getting bully at other country. ANGRY!

And yes, thanks to my darling, i had a horrible ending to my trip. I do not wish to talk about it anymore.

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Boarded SQ185 at 1945hrs, and it was a rainy night. It took awhile before the place started taxi-ing and yup, felt a bit of turbulance twice, and i see lightning just beside me. HAHAHA!!! BUT, i landed in Singapore safe and sound.

CONCLUSION: Vietnam isn't a really awesome place as I've expected, the inconvenience in language is a big obstacle for me. I dun like to go to places with dishonest pple (They dun give change, meaning every cab fare, need to pay exact which is not easy can, their money damn many ZEROS! HA!), the roads wasn't safe, we were told to walk blindly, which i refused to believe because those are reckless riders and drivers, they dun have good facilities (power got cut off during exhibition) but but but, despite so, there were really nice part of Ho Chi Minh, i met a really ncie interpreter and i see that there are pple who works hard to deserve a big thank you, and seeing how poor they are, they are all working their way up.

For a place, torn by war for almost 1 entire century, i am glad they are becoming a glamourous place for all.

Its a really gd experience. I learnt a lot from Felix, and it was just pure fun being able to be there, not as a part time do nothing person but a full time assisting others. And i'm glad, i heard so many stories from big bosses and seniors.

End of the day, i still love my country the BEST!

NEXT UP - MACAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's a lot of things i want to blog about but give me some time k. Too many photos. :D

UPDATES COMING SOON.................

Haven't been blogging for a while already, lack of motivation and enthusiatism already. Its really fast, its already the 2nd week working here. This is how fast it can get.

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Rmb the little secret i was talking about? Stomp 09. That's the very ex tix. Then again, its not really that ex, i rmbed BSB's tix a few years ago was like $198 or something? But it was worthwhile, i believe this will be really worthwhile too.

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Darling was asking me, whether i am sure i dun have to go anywhere on the date of the show, and i was a little bit worried that it may clash, because sometimes, they just ask pple to go very last minute-ly. HA! But i told darling, even if i need to, i'll have to say no, because its STOMP and its my 1st at Esplanade and with Darling! WAHAHAHA!!!

Here's my itinenary for Vietnam's trip. HA! Feels so strange, i'll be travelling for work, it feels so grown-up, then again, i am. Ha!!! Felix told me there'll be changes for our return flight, may be landing earlier because she'll have to fly off again the next day which is too rush for her. SHE is FLYING TO GERMANY!!!! WAH............ I so want to go also nor... So i can buy another Longchamp. HAHAHA!!! BUT, its ok, plenty of chances in future.

Anyway, work has been alright. My workload are slowly piling up, still pretty relax now, but you know, starting to pile. All of a sudden, my mailbox is full of mails. HA!

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Jesscy will be handing over her things to me slowly, and sometimes i see her so stressed up, i am so scared i cannot handle it well enough.

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I spent quite a gd amount since the beginning of the job but then, the money which i spent for the job can be claimed, and already got the cheque. So efficient, unlike that previous 1. WAHa!

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Mr Wong has been really nice, although i was told to go for a meeting which i dunno wad was going on, but at least i got a brief idea of wad is going on, and wad are the things i need to do. WAHA!

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Today, the wicked witch came and didn't even bother to greet, totally hate it. And i'm glad i dun feel too much upon her arrival, just find it laughable. I know her secrets, WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEH HEH HEH!

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O! The big bosses flew off i guess not long ago to Shandong for retreat; which i presume is a business cum leisure trip, and will only be back next Tue. Means, no bosses next few days! WAHAHAHA!!!

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This weekend is a long weekend. Everything planned, so happy, i'm excited about the weekend, i hope it works out well! :)

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I need to buy toiletries, sling bag and some travel items also. Must be DONE on Friday!

问题越来越多... 使我有些害怕，不晓得前面的路该怎么走了...

替我想一想好吗？

Not many updates these few days. I'm in my office now. I shall share a little bit about the environment.

1stly, my office is located at the exit of Outram Park MRT station (The new exit), its a 3-storey shophouse office. I just heard yesterday that our neighbour is not an office but an old man, grouchy old man... But i supposed he can be pretty rich if he is gonna sell the shophouse away. Ha! Anyway, my office shophouse is painted in orange, has a big signboard of the association's name.

It has a small entry, you'll see a small office to accommodate 5 of us and another room (soundproof), the office of the 2 directors.

Walk a little bit more inwards, there'll be a stairway up, and a meeting room ahead. Move in a bit more, the toilet is there. Proceed to level 2, a large meeting room, and another level up, the LOUNGE, can K inside. HAHAHA!!!

That's all i know about my working space, i haven't really explored the whole place, but it can get pretty quiet around here. I'm ok with coming early but not staying late, coz its rather eerie. Hee~

Remember, 我有一个小秘密? Yesterday the 秘密 came out. I bought tix for STOMP09 (the most ex yet not VIP), and i gave it to Darling. He is a huge lover of STOMP... I rmbed few years before, when we were just together, and were shopping in town, he was anxiously looking for Stomp's DVD/album kind of thing, but to no avail. Haha!!! All these years, on and off he'll mention that he really likes Stomp, not intentionally but when he hears something close to it, he will just excitedly say it.

This time round, when i knew about Stomp coming, he was hesitating whether wanna go or not coz of his recent burden. So, i decided to buy the tix for him. After buying the tix, then i learnt about my Vietname trip, and i was so afraid it would clash but good thing it is 1 week after my return, HENG AH!

It'll be my 1st time watching something at the Esplanade, so my virgin experience at World Class Durian. Hee~

Anyway, i gave him the tix last night, before that i was telling him, he may be angry and before even seeing it, he say he dun want to see coz he will angry but when i showed him, he was damn happy lo!!! HAHAHA!!!

Its my little way of cheering him up (though its pretty ex)........... HAHAHA!!!

这就是我的小秘密...

Today, is my first day at new job. Feels familiar yet strange.

I shall not say i like it that early coz it may not turn out the same. But i gotta admit that the atmosphere working there is great.

I'm going Vietnam end of this month... TO open my EYES! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good night!

Here i go with my blog.

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It was my last week at NCS this week. I didn't feel really sad leaving the place, after all, i wasn't there for that long a period. But i'm glad i met so many nice pple from there. And finally, allow me to meet Mr ANDY LOH, the guy i dun rmb how i know him. HAHAHAHA!!!!!

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And I really learnt plenty of things from this place. Not so much on skills but knowledge, which i'm glad i've gained.

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After work on Sat, the 3 guys, my TL - Johnny, Senior TL - Andy and Senior staff - Roch, went for lunch with me. And Andy treated me lunch also at JP Fish & Co.

After that, Justin came to pick me up and we went to WM for foot reflexology. And yes, Justin is also one of the good things that happened while i'm working in NCS. He is a really nice guy-friend, and we shared so much through our 1 hr massage. Him, being a guy at my da kor's age, somehow seems so much easier to understand than my da kor. Heh! And yes, i'm glad i know him. :)

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I went home, took a bath then waited for Darling to come pick me up. So i was looking at my Laptop, i went to check 4D, and YES! I strike 4D!!!!!!!!!!!!! $3 only. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I bought Ibet lah....... Hee~~~ I thought coz it was my last day i should go buy my login ID, $3 also money lo!

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Then, Darling and I went to JB. We went for Japanese Dinner. Spent around RM50 for Ramen, Sushi and Japanese porridge! YuM!

Darling and I watched UP after that and yes, its my 2nd time watching. I watched it online the previously time, not very clear. But, i still enjoyed watching it. I cried again.......... So touching.............
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We headed back after that, and chatted with his Mama a bit. Then head for BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So tired!
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Saturday was a long long day but an enjoyable one. First job ended peacefully. I think i'm lucky.
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I am going to give Darling a SURPRISE!