Thursday, January 08, 2009

Ting intro-ed this and its so true... So true that it feels kind of scary... Here goes... :D

Taurus(Apple) and Cancer(Eddie)

When Taurus and Cancer come together in a love affair, it's usually a very good combination. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to share karmic ties and a deep mutual understanding. These particular two Signs have much in common: Both prize security in a love relationship above almost all else; both tend to be nurturers (Cancer is emotionally nurturing while Taurus loves to spoil their lover with sensual delights, gifts and good, rich meals). They're both quite domestic and love a quiet night spent at home with their sweetie.

The Taurus-Cancer partnership tends to be a happy one due to this mutual enjoyment of the security and comfort of home. They love a solid home base, a strong relationship, nice possessions, good food: all the comforts of domestic life. Theirs is often the ideal family that people of other Signs strive for, with strong ties between them and a relationship that is family-oriented rather than toward the outside world. Their only major problems arise when Taurus insists on having its own way and Cancer responds by sulking. Taurus must understand Cancer's emotional sensitivity, and Cancer needs rely on open, honest communication than on emotional blackmail.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Cancer is ruled by the Moon (Emotions). Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Cancer often keeps emotions bottled up and simmering inside, which can lead to occasional boil-overs. Thus, Cancer is attracted to Taurus's open, honest, unafraid nature. As the Moon controls the tides of the Earth, quietly affecting all life, so does Cancer, manipulating behind the scenes. Cancer tends to be sentimental, and both partners prefer to enjoy each other rather than socializing with large groups.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Cancer is a Water Sign. Water and Earth are compatible as tangible, physical entities. As a Water Sign, Cancer is born to nurture an Earth Sign like Taurus the way rain nurtures Earth and helps crops grow. In turn, Taurus tends to have a more stable view of life than does Cancer and is less prone to emotional turmoil; therefore, Taurus can help Cancer stabilize their tumultuous feelings. Both Signs must be careful in this relationship, however: Taurus may tire of Cancer's mood swings, and Cancer may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Cancer is a Cardinal Sign. Taurus has Fixed habits; they won't change an opinion once it's formed. This can provide Cancer with an emotional rock, as Taurus is entirely dedicated to the relationship. In turn, Cancer can bring new inspiration to the relationship and start new projects that Taurus will enjoy taking over later.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Cancer relationships? The steady, reliable team they make. Both Signs are dependable and nurturing, strongly oriented toward domestic life together. A mutual love of home and security makes theirs an ideal long-term, family relationship.

You should try... :D
http://shine.yahoo.com/astrology/compatibility/love/?sign1=taurus&sign2=cancer

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

It is not a good start of 2009.

Making use of a smile to get pass everything... How useful...

Monday, January 05, 2009

The weekend was alright except for some mishaps. Dun really know what I can do, dun really know wad else i can say. I guess its best to not say too much... Perhaps, I brought this upon myself.

It sucks to feel sad, it sucks even more to feel happy but sadden by certain things. How bad can life gets?

Well, put all this aside, I should be thinking about the joy of the end of attachment. WaHAHAHA!!!!! First, let's look forward to CNY... HoHo!

Kk recap to Friday night, i had dinner with Lin na after work at Fei Cui, with the order of yum yum Ramen! Ho! Then, we shared cab back home. I reached home just before 9am for Little Nonya... Hee~

After watching Little Nonya, continued with Ghost Whisperer, which is so nice that i didn't wanna switch the channel away. Darling sent an sms to tell me that he was really tired and was going to bed. :)

I, on the other hand, came online and decor up some of the online stuff. :) Took me quite awhile coz i slept at 3am. Heh heh!

Woke up the next morning feeling very drowsy.... HoHo! I think i watched TV on Saturday afternoon, and.............. Dun quite rmb already.

Met up with Darling in the evening with a bad sore throat, kept coughing and coughing. Darling was very tired so we went Alif for Prata! Ho! Chatted a little then headed back home. He was so tired that he didn't even call me to chat up. O well, its ok.

Pa, Ma wanted to go movie initially but Pa called to say no tix to buy le. Instead he bought BBq chicken wings and satay home, favourite COMBI! HoHo!

Then chat chat with Mama the whole night until Guessx3 Show finished and i concuss straight away.

Sunday woke up really late. Had lunch, watched TV, came online and chatted with Ruth about everuthing. She is lucky as well as unlucky... A girl going Germany is the BEST thing ever but in this case, doesn't seem so.

Went out after that to meet darling for dinner and his grocery buying. HAhA! We had Kway Chap at Food court then went on to Shop N Save to buy all his cans, he spent $40 odd there. Then, we went to JP to buy my phone! Heh hEh!

Hai....... Bought the old Samsung phone for the time being. Darling will buy it over once the phone i want comes out and i can afford to buy. No contract, freed!

:)

Today is a no mood day. For some reason............... Perhaps its wad happened but I gotta move on....

It doesn't hurt to be happy... It doesn't hurt to feel happy for someone else... I hope my happiness doesn't hurt anyone else anymore...

Saturday, January 03, 2009

All of a sudden, I commit a crime which I can't undo... The balance which I can never reach....

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's UPDATE!
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On the beautiful Tuesday, I woke up in the afternoon, went to bank and bought some stuff with my Mama at Central. Then i left to JP to meet Ting for a Cheapo DAY! Coz not much cash left...
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We had MOS burger break at first and proceeded to shop around.Went to WM in the evening and I bought a straightener which i had fun playing! hee~ Went to find Darling a little bit, he was really busy and tired so i didn't bother him further, and went back home for a Tom Yam Cup Noodles dinner. :D And watched Little Nonya.
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Wednesday morning, went to work and when i reached work, Lin Na passed me the present from Alvin, and its a little Elmo. HA! Although am not a soft toy lover but its the thoughts. ThANKs!Had a really busy morning at work and i was pretty upset with the things that were happening. Shall not elaborate. Its just reality i guess... Bitches!
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Left work at around 4.30pm, took cab to Darling's with Lin Na to do up her hair. Spend around 2 hours and got her hair done and Darling made mine really nice too! Lilian came after work, and brought bee hoon for everyone. So sad... Coz of the bee hoon, can't have dinner with Darling which i was really sad about coz then he told me, he won't be having dinner with me and he wants to go back to sleep. Wasn't in the best mood eating the bee hoon and felt really dumb having to spend New Year Eve alone at home. I was pretty upset coz if Darling had told me earlier, i would've dated somebody else. But i had no choice, he was tired right.... Went back home with tears in my eyes, felt so mad, but i had to use my rationale to think even at that moment and to comprehend with his situation. Hai... Bathed, watched Little Nonya, and i open a beer to emo. Darling did smsed me a few times to say he would meet me online and countdown with me but i just wasn't in the mood already. Its not really just counting down that i want, its that special someone to be with me to complete the year. Hai....
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Felt rather weird when he did not came online till 11.40pm. But didn't think too much already coz i was a bit tipsy canning the can of heinken down. HAHA!!! Mama countdown with me. HAHA!!! :D Well, i did complete the year with my Ma! Heh HEh HEh!
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He wasn't online till 12am, disappointment only and felt sad sad sad.... 2min into 2009, my phone rang and the next thing i know, Darling was at my doorstep. I was like................................ HAHA!!! Beyond description......... :D
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Darling came to surprise me! He planned them all! Make me disappointed, rushed back home, changed up, drove out to spend the night with me!
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After he chat up a little with my ma, i changed up, we went out for a drink. Hee~ First, it was kopitiam and we had Fried Carrot Cake. Then, we joined the rest at Clementi's K Box.
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K-ed till 4am! A 9 pple group, not not nice to sing........ :( But good enough to spend with Darling!
And I didn't even make up coz didn't intend to go any further then have supper...When we went to retrieve his car, it was full of BIRD SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So at 4am, we went for car wash at Caltex. WAH LAO!Reached home, we washed up and i gave my Darling a big big hug and gave me a Kiss GOOD NIGHT and both of us went into LALA land as soon as lights went off... Too tired..............
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Woke up in the morning and felt really tired. Darling bathed up and i washed up. He went off to work.
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Waited for Ma and we went to Darling's to have a haircut for Mama. Heh hEh! Bought Breakfast/Lunch home and spend the 1st day of 2009 watching TV, surfing net and lodging complain to Sony Ericsson, o, forgot to say, my phone SPOIL AGAIN! But i am in a good mood so i did not feel much but am just feeling unjustified for the services received from SE.
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Then i napped till 4plus pm.
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Went out to get things from WM and make surprise for Darling.
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Unknowing to him, I stole his car key and plant the gift for him in his car under his jacket. HoHo!
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Then, he drove everyone to JP to shop and eat! hoHo!
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Didn't buy anything coz didn't wanna splurge le...
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Then, Darling drove me back and we chatted about the things that occured and he is still wondering how i put the gift in his car. HAHA!!! I AM GOOD!
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Chatted with him till he reached JB and i am here blogging. HoHo!!!
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Its a simple ending done to 2008 but looking back, this year has been full of ups and downs.
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1. I made it through the last semester in school, recalling all the reports to be done day in and day out, and ending that sem with a well-earned GPA.
2. I struggled through driving lessons and finally attained my Driving license in August.
3. My relationship with darling had a HUGE climax which we are still adapting to.
4. Going into attachment, having a tough time with the people, and its not ending yet!
5. Making new friends along the way and cherishing the old ones i still have with me.

That closes the chapter of 2008... I'm glad its over... The year I turned 20, was a really tough year to get by.
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WELCOME 2009! There's more challenges up ahead and another new chapter to begin my story in.
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Thanks for always making my life colourful!!!!! YES, to you, reading this... :D
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HAPPY 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

It is a good Monday spent!
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Went to work feeling rather tired. Early in the morning, it started raining. I didn't have a good night sleep, too many things going through my head and i just can't seem to put it aside despite my tiredness...
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Papa woke the already awoke me to get out of my bed. I did some simple washing up, changed up, tied my hair and left the house with my black umbrella. It was still early, so Papa drove me to Rangoon there to eat Wanton Noodles as breakfast.
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Reached office and i thought i'm late, who knows the lady with keys is later, and she cabbed to work. HAHA!!!
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Started doing Sponsorship stuff, and did it till my eyes were really pain. We went for lunch at Phin's Steak. It was suppsed to be an awesome lunch but the standard is completely different from the previous time. Disappointment.
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Went back to work feeling really sleepy... Hai.. And it was about that time that i realised that there is Little Nonya at 8pm tonight, so i smsed Ting to cancel movie, instead, go to her place to watch together.
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After that, around 4pm, felt like eating Ice Cream, so Ruth and I went out to buy ice cream and i bought prawn crackers as well. HAHA!!! The 3-flavoured ice cream killed my cravings after 1 huge cup of it! And i ate some prawn crackers. HoHo!Work till 7pm, and we left.
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Took MRT back and stood the whole journey, dun understand why the cabin have all sorts of smell. HAH! Well, we all know why lah hor! Its end of 1 day. Ho!
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Went to WM to buy some food as snacks over at ting's place, and bought some for Darling as well. Chatted with him a little, send him some songs, and when ting came, we left.
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Watched Little nonya, ate food, then, Hui came to join us. Its been a while!
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After little nonya, we stayed on a little bit more and chit chat and KPO everything that we can find in cyberspace... HAHA!!!
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After which, they all walked me back home. And before we embarked on the journey back to my house, we took some photos at Ting's place and at the void deck. Hee~ Darling gave me a call to tell me that he's going to bed and that he went online but couldn't see me. HAHA!!! I love my darling a lot... He is so adorable sometimes, can't get enough of this man who make me laugh and cry. Darling, I love you. :)
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Nights pple!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

This marks the end of yet another week. I guess i had quite a good rest this week, having breaks from Thursday through to Sunday, all thanks to Christmas!
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Here's some stuff that happened this week, the office was pretty quiet coz 3 persons were on leave. 4 of us in the office, doing our own things quietly, nobody really went really nuts. HAHA!!!
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For 2 days i think, Lin Na and me had cup noodles as lunch. HAhA!!! Cup noodles being one of those unhealthy food to ever created, we made it healthy. Heh heh! How? Putting lots of vege into it. YUMMY! Didn't have much plan for Xmas this year coz i figured i needed lots of rest and sleep, so didn't date anyone out. Darling said to go for dinner on Xmas eve but he changed his mind when something happened with his family, so, didn't have any dinner, stayed at home, watched TV the entire night.
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Can feel that darling felt guilty coz he called and asked whether i still want to go dinner and all but well, the mood wasn't there already, so i told him, its ok, shall just stay at home. He went back later and i just watched TV.
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Terry suddenly called me and acted really secretive. Then, i went online while watching The Little Nonya. HoHo!
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Chatting with both Darling and Xueting, and then, my long time friend came with Liang Cai. At my corridor, we were chatting up some stuff and he was really funny, asking all the stuff that he wants to know. It has really been a while since we last chatted up. HAHA!!!!
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He was so vex talking the things we were talking bout, then i suggested i go changed up and go over to Ting's place. We walked over to Ting's place. Its been a while... Haven't walked with him for so long, and talked all craps... No more strange feelings with Terry Tan. HoHo!
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TIng was shocked when she saw us. She was looking so tired. HAHA!!! Then, all the rest came up and we chatted and all, watched some TV and decided to go for supper. HoHo!
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No place to go on Xmas, we went to Railway, had laksa at the 24 hours. I shared with Ting but she ate very little lor. HAHA!!! Then, we went to 7-11, bought our drinks and sat outside watching the road, looking at cars and chatting up about everything. :) I owe Terry a Xmas gift and Ting a movie. I miss this kind of feeling... As the year comes to an end, lots of feeling comes by to remind me about the past......... Xmas day was spent at home, then with Darling. We went for dinner at Japanese restaurant and had lots of A La Carte dishes. Heh hEh! Just can't get enough of Japanese food! Ho!The day after Xmas was spent with Lin Na. She called me in the morning to go back to school to fix her laptop. Darling drove me home to get my laptop then to Interchange. Took 61 to school and bought drinks. Went up then waited for Lin Na. Well, in the end, I didn't reformat my laptop, coz the nice uncle was saying my lappy seems alright, pretty fast and all. So my main purpose, to accompany Lin NA!!!! HAHA!!!
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After that, we went to Jurong to get her sick lappy into hospital. This idiotic girl keep calling my Darling her boyfriend... HAHA! We kept arguing on and on and on... HAHA!!!! Then, we went to WM and walked around in search of her white tank top and the sales pple at Osmose verbally harass her.. HAHA!!! Funny!
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We had food at Swensens. Been so long since i last ate Swensens, all the photos are again with her. HAHA!!!
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THat was also the time when Ting came to pass me Xmas Gift. She gave me Monkey pouch. HAHA!!!! Then again, it looks like Bear bear here... O well, 1st impression = Monkey. Ho! Thanks TIng!Supposed to meet up Darling that night but didn't coz i was really tired, fell asleep. Then i told darling shall meet him on Saturday. So i spent the rest of the night watching TV again! HAHA!!!! And also embarked on making new blogskin for my blog.
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Woke up on Saturday and continued with the blogskin and got it done. HAHA!!!! Satisfied.
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Met up with Darling in the evening and we had dinner at Batok, where i spotted Ming and Qiang by the road side. HAHA!!!!
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I had western which wasn't really nice that night, such disappointment. Darling was really tired so disturb him, he also didn't wanna entertain me. :(
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Then we went shopping. He asked me to choose something for Xmas gift. So so sad, he never give me surprise this year. HAHA!!!!!! Last year, it was so surprising lor... But can't blame him also, he has been really busy recently. He wanted to buy the blue top which he said looks nice on me from Mango but i wasn't in the mood to try on stuff. Although really worth buying coz of the sales that's going on. Hai...
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Instead, went to Body Shop and i chose the fragrance. HAHA!!!! So happy!!!! Finally!!! And its a new product which on launched on Friday! HoHo! Blossom fragrance and lotion. hee~ Darling bought 1 for himself also, coz there's 30% off for 3 items of the blossom series. Yeah!
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No surprise but still happy coz Darling bought them for me. :DAnd as usual, i snapped around with my phone cam while on his car. HAHA!!!While he was pumping petrol, he acted cool passing me his wallet. HAHA!!! That ended my Saturday.
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Watched TV on Sunday Morning till afternoon, napped a little and woke up watching TV again. Just wasted my Sunday away slacking. HAHA!!
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Went to VK to meet Darling, we went for dinner at WM foodcourt, and i had TOm Yam! YuMyuM! Then we went to Shop N Save for some groceries hunting, then sat down drinking Bubble tea. HAHA! And chatted craps again.
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Went to 2nd floor to buy transparent nail polish and i accidentally stepped on Darling's toe, really hard! He was in huge pain. HAh! I didn't mean it...
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Then we bickered on his car about his toe. HAHA!!!! But in a kidding way...
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Chatted till he reached JB, and i came online to dl songs, and blog. He called just now to say that he's not coming online coz the kids are playing games. So asked him to sleep early. MuaCks!
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Work again tmr... Jia You!
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这仍是我的选择... 不会让任何人左右我的思虑... 挣扎了,想过了,用心聆听了... 还是如此不动摇地接受了他的一切的一切... 你明白吗?

Saturday, December 27, 2008

I spent a few hours of my time to change my blog skin! Damn tiring to the eyes!

Friday, December 26, 2008

And here are more photos from that day! I shall let the pictures do the talking... Another entry for Xmas and upcoming will be up soon... :D Enjoy!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Am back with lots of photos! There's actually more but its with Lin Na, and she hasn't upload any, but i have to upload lor!!!!
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On the 12th Dec:
We received a huge turkey from Oriental Hotel, and Boss decided to have a pre-Xmas party in the office.
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Before we had our party, Ruth and I went to SFMA to deliver the invoices. I'm waiting for my cash to be back!!!!
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We took pictures, drink wine, and PL brought another client back and she joined us for a wine and we took photos with her. Shall wait for Lin Na to give me the photos then i can post them.
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Left work at 7,8pm i think.On that weekend, Darling brought me to Jurong West where there is a big Sheng Siong but no, we weren't going to supermarket, we went there to eat CRAB. HoHo!!!! We order, Hong Kong style fish, Vege - dunno the english name and Black pepper crab... HoHo!!!

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Darling pluck the crab meat for me, but both of us dirtied our hands. Heee~~~~ The Vege was actually very nice although its slightly oily but nice nice!And who can forget the signature?! BLACK PEPPER CRAB! Still steaming in this photo.. YuP....On Monday Night, the 3 of us decided to go K-ing after work. We helped PL to finish her work till around 8pm, then we cab to Orchard Party World. Lin Na's Bf, Monster's collegues were there as well.
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Didn't really sing till our hearts filled, but had to go coz still gotta work the next day. Monster and Lin Na gave me a lift back. Just in case you are wondering, this is Ruth's Monalisa's Smile. She actually took the phone and kiss... HAHA!!! If i'm not wrong, it should be the next day, Boss wants to treat Edna for lunch, and all of us in the office were looking for restaurants for buffet and finally decided on Intercon's buffet. So all of us went for the lunch with Edna. Had 3 rounds and cmi. Lin Na and I really ate toooooo much. HAHA!!!!!
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While we were in the ladies, we abused the mirrors, there are more photos, just wait. :DWorking was ehhhhhhhhhhhhh............ Good and bad i guess... I really dun like wad i'm doing right now but I have no say, i'm just glad everyone offered to help out. Ahem, everyone! :D Thanks.... Ended work pretty late again even with their help.
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On Friday, Ruth, Lin Na and myself went to Bugis to do our last minute shopping. HoHo! And we bought our Xmas Exchange presents.
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We took quite a huge round before reaching Boss's house. And this is one of those photos, Ruth looks scary. HAHA!!!On Saturday, I slept the entire day till 2pm, woke up, watch Naruto DVD, ate lunch and while watching Naruto, i fell asleep again. So tired....
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Went for dinner with my precious darling. Authentic Korean dinner!!! HoHo!!!! It was really great but due to the fact that i am not really a huge Korean cuisine fan, it was not as good as some of the other cuisines i had but still, its yummy!I like this pancake most! Hee~ Vege Pancake... Hee~The Unagi is awesome too... But a bit sticky for some reason.And of course, Darling foot the bill... HoHo!!!
And here's the new AMAZING THING ON DARLING's car... New Audio stuff.... It looks nice in the dark BUT..............................When in light, its eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................. HAHA!!! The big hole is for the TV! HoHo!!!! Here's pictures of us... Its been a while, baby........Today, we met up for dinner as well. Again, i fell asleep till 6pm, Darling called and woke me up, he said he'll come fetch me. Really tired nowadays.
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We had dinner at Batok East coffeeshop and went to JP in search of things to buy again. HAHA!!! And i actually bought yoghurts twice! HAHA!!! Yoghurts are great. I'm gonna go buy yoghurt and fruits tmr, dun waste that $3. HA!
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DArling sent me home, and came to get his card reader and damn it damn it damn it, he saw the Xmas surprise i bought!!! HAHA!!! So paiseh and he was laughing so loud and calling me dumb... HAHA!!!!
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Chatted with him till he reached JB as usual. :)
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And now, its time to sleep... More updates later....... :)
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It has been war the last few weeks... Fighting with myself, with you, with the world... It hurts to see the tears fall for me... It hurts to feel so selfish... It hurts when I see you smile at my deepest sorrow... I tried to escape this pain, I tried to live like nothing happened but it was just too hard to forget, so hard to remember... I'm glad its over.... I'm glad that the air is cleared...
很开心,我们没有心结了... 这两个星期真的过得很不开心... 逼着自己开心,勉强的笑,疯疯癫癫地掩饰几乎破裂的一切... 但我知道,我们的爱仍存在... 而我也明白家人的关心... 就让我为我的自私自利受惩罚...从此,不要再让我险失我爱的人,和爱我的人....
一切,从新(心)开始...