AH! Horrible blogspot bully me! Took me so long to upload the pictures i want to upload! Dunno wad problem is it! I had to upload 1 by 1 and not all the pictures are uploaded can. ANGRY!
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Anyway, i just recover, i won't say completely but at least 80% recharged from my sickness. PUKING! I guess i really am too tired already and giving myself too much unnecessary stress. Its horrible to not eat right, drink right and sleep right... Its not the 1st time doing this but i think i overdid it this time. Sorry to my beloved body, i need to replenish it slowly with lots of vitamins and minerals... HAHA! Crap...
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Anyway, post some pictures from a while ago when i wanted to but didn't have the time to do so.
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THis was taken a while ago when i was on Darling's car and he went to fill petrol. Hee~
And the tempting sushi platter hor, i da bao-ed from cold storage after work, coz i didn't eat at all that day. I dun rmb which day already though. And rmb my previous entry? Regarding the BIG event at MM? These are the follow-up pictures which i found in my phone and cam. Hee~
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This is the only cup of coffee i had those few days. As much as i wanted to have a coffee, i couldn't, no time............ Sian-ed.... And this is the end of the 1st day, which i was waiting for Lao pa to come picked me back home. Damn tired.... I concussed after i reached home. And these are the photos of PL, RF and me in the room.... Yes, Faridah and myself shared a bed, RF 1 bed and PL 1 bed. We took RF in coz it was really sad, he didn't have a room to stay in but he had to reach very early. So i sacriface my bed for him. HAHA! After IRAHSS, i became very sick. In fact it was during IRAHSS i began vomitting. And Thurs it got so bad that i can't walk straight, so Doc gave 2 days MC. Wanted to go back to work on Fri coz there was a dinner, but Friday, my head was still heavy, i went to waste money again, why waste money coz the pills given by another doc is equivalent to Panadol.... DOTS!
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Anyway, I slept most of my days away, and watched TV. Then i went out for a breather! With my beloved DArling! Hee~ So happy to see my darling... Actually he did came by on Friday to buy me dinner. He was so nice although he needs to rush off. :D
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We went for Indonesian dinner but i didn't eat a lot coz i was afraid i will vomit again. So i drank more barley and eat the fish and rice. Hee~
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And DArling wanted to shop for new clothes for his good friend's wedding next month, and he wants to bring me there, so that means i need to shop for mine too but didn't buy anything coz i didn't like the ones he chose. HA!
I like this blouse but i dun pull it off well enough for me to buy it... Hai....
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Tried some shoes also but didn't buy... Shouldn't splurge coz i need to get a new bag already... And, as mentioned, i started taking lots of pictures coz i haven't touch my cam for so so long, i dun want it to rust!My darling is so sweet!As mentioned, the Indonesian cuisine.And darling was posing for ME! Hee~Our HUGE close-up!And i can never explain how nice it is to have Darling by my side. Because he always makes me laugh and smile and forget all my problems. He may be a nuisance sometimes but he always treats me best. For that, i swear i will never let him go. :D
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Went for lunch with Ting today, not really a perfect lunch coz i didn't eat much. But we chatted quite a bit. Its nice to sit down and chat up with my dear sister. Although its not really those deep heart to heart kind of thing, but just knowing that i have the comfort of her with me, is so enough already.
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I can never ask for more... Its because of all these people that made me so happy...
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我喜欢这样的感觉，有着关心我的人，关心我... 我是幸福的，我知道，我很幸福...
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我爱你，老公！
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我会继续加油！我会的！
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For the many times, I will give it my best shot!

And the largest event drew all my blood and soul out.... HAHA!!!!!
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I've met the best people ever here... Them from government, them from attachment and them from temp. It didn't felt really special but it did felt very exciting.
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I can't quite recall a minute i sat down and rest. I walked a lot....
Didn't have pic of the clients but they are really nice people. They can be very demanding but at least they do possess the human side, unlike certain examples.
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Anyway, i fell sick right on the 3rd day of the event, coz i started vomitting. Thought it'll get better but it didn't.
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I was the escort for Mr Sifry, Mr Spivack and Mr Rohrbeck. Mr Sifry is a funny person. Mr Spivack is really uptight and Mr Rohrbeck is pretty soft spoken. hEh HeH! And yes, coz of Mr Sifry, i feel like going to San Fransico. HAhA!
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Anyway, got sicker on Thursday. Papa drove me to work and i was resisting my vomit from coming out. My head turned giddy and i couldn't walk straight and yes, i puked in office and my head just can't stop making turns. I called papa to come back again.
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He drove me to the nearest doc which i puke again at the clinic.
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Papa bought congee for me and he sent me home. Then, i slept the entire day till 5pm, still feeling drowsy when i got up. Hai....
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Edna smsed me and i thought its my darling, Eddie, i nearly wanted to tell her off. HAHA!!! But i didn't.
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Another day at home, resting. Did some work but i dunno how much that helped. Hai...
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So tired, my head feels so heavy................................................ I need a bag to hold my head. :(
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Fun + Excitement + Great Colleagues + Unreasonable people + Sick self = DisasterSsssssss....
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If only there are only the 1st 3.
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I need to go rest... Ciao...

I think i died-ed...........................................................................................................................

Giving it my best shot in return for a word of sacarsm. F*CK OFF!

Takes 1 month to know the place, 3 months to get used to it, 6 months to know everything. I've done it in less than that.

I'm tired... Really tired...

I felt guilty for a moment when i felt that maybe it is my fault but when it comes back, i realised it is never my fault. The fault lies upon another.

I tried looking at this from many perspectives, i really tried but the perspectives are getting narrower, i'm left with only the answer which should only be thought of when i reached the brink. I'm reaching there... I think i'm already there.

Reason is the only thing i seek. I dunno how to handle unreasonable people because unreasonable people are blocked off from my life.

I don't enjoy doing this. I felt guilty for making my colleague feels guilty, i felt guilty for the client when i thought of leaving things as it is and just walk off, thus, i force myself to do this.

I didn't wanna unleash this but i can't hold it when Papa and Mama asked about it, when Darling talked about it, when Wen called me, when ting tried to comfort me.... I miss them.

“你这样，爸爸很心疼的你知道吗?!”

Its this that pains me so much...

“做正确的是要比照着正确的方法做事更重要” 山穷水尽疑无路，柳暗花明又一春

抱歉让大家担心了... 真的不懂，要怎么面对这种只意味着自己的人继续打拼... 到了最后，我学会的应该只有，“不服于人的心态”...

Its getting tougher everyday...............................................................

Am i stubborn or is it because reason no longer exists in this world? I reckon its the latter.

Yet another day spoilt.

I tried to be happy, but it seems like my whole world is crashing down...

Few shocking things:

1. I dreamt of my toddler cousin, Jerome and his father, who is my Uncle. Heh hEh!
2. I had Bee Hoon this morning and a Kopi (nothing shocking right?), after that i Lao Sai
3. I nearly drowned in the pool of e-mails today.
4. I have so many lists to handle, i think i am screwing myself
5. I looked through i believe some hundred of books to check for errors (especially upside down pages)
6. I took cab 2 times today, one of which i can claim.
7. I complained to Jia Wen and she felt for me, so sad i cannot meet them!
8. Darling says he misses me and he wants to have dinner with me. But it was so short coz i have tasks to complete. ):
9. I saw a woman fell on the bus lightly but she sat there, seemingly fainted, i dun even know what to do. But her kids helped her up in a very hard way. I think she is low blood or something. She dun seem well.
10. I forgot to "Di" my EZ-link when i alight the bus.

Hai.... I need to work tmr... Wad can I say now? Bitches remains as Bitches. Am I correct?

I question myself, why be a hypocrite? I can't bring myself to say things which I don't even mean... I choose to remain silent... This is not what I expected it to be if I am expected of something...

Everyone has been an awesome moral support.... Especially my lovely hubby...

Never in my best mood. Tired is all i can say AGAIN!
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Ah Mah went into hospital for an Op, i went to visit her and although everything is all fine, Ah mah seems to have gone through a lot... She lost so much weight that i can barely recognize her. She said she didn't eat for 3 days... She will get well soon, i'm sure...
Today, i went back to work because of certain things that i cannot disclose. I am feeling rather unhappy working at this place. I'm threatened and tortured and deprive of the freedom i'm supposed to have. "You better dun make any dates after work ah!" Total turn off.
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I'm not making a living there, i am doing my attachment for goodness sake! So much for all the trying, one word from her and ya, the whole world nearly crash... Giving so little yet wanting so much. Hai.... That's why i am tired.
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So after going back to do some stuff, i decided to go find Da kor, which then occured to me that it shouldn't be too far from Bugis. I tried to walk there. I walked past Museum i think and i saw these wordings hung on the wall, its interesting. I took picture of it.
I meet some Caucasians who asked for directions and luckily i know where suntec is. Heh! But then, i was at the wrong direction to Funan. Well, after a lot of searching, and sweating out, i decided to take a cab to Funan.
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Went to find Da kor then find my stuff but didn't managed to find. Took train back.
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Along the way on the train, quite some stuff went through my head, i don't know wad have i done wrong, or wad i did not do. Aunty says, its culture shock, so i take it as that's that. Working hasn't been something strange to me, meeting people of all sorts has become a norm but this one, i dunno how to handle.
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I can only do my best. That's all i can say.
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Then, the fatigue on my legs came in.
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I went to wait for Darling to knock off, coz he's knocking off early today. We went for dinner at Block 15plus there again. Had Laksa, nuggets and fries, kopi and 100plus. We were both tired. I was bitching to darling my stuff and he was telling me some of his stuff.
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We sat for a while then headed back coz we were both pretty tired.
Chatted with him till he reached JB and i went to bath. Slowly touched around, watched a bit of TV, washed my Foundation sponge, arranged my room a little and came online.
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Hun called to ask me to go movie with the rest but i rejected. I'm sorry... I just want to spend some time alone. I know you guys are making the effort to ask me out. I shall date you all on Sat Night after i have enough sleep on Friday night.
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Pay day didn't seem to be special at all. Shall keep the rest of the comments to myself.
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It takes so much to make things right but it only take one fault to make it all wrong... I will continue to try for the sake of myself, not anyone else. Spare me for being selfish for a while...

太阳虽然升起了，但天气却阴晴不定... 落下的雨滴，似乎代表了我失落的心情... 乌云密布的天等于提不起劲儿的心理...

我试了，我试了，我尝试寻找我的平衡，却一而再，再而三的被你推翻了...

太阳啊！可以在哪一天为我高高照下，让我能够渡过这难关...

Ah Mah is in the hospital now... I hope she will get well and be as fit as a fiddle...

Its another devastating day...

One morning, when i was feeling very sleepy, Papa drove me to work, it was jamming at Bukit Timah. When i turned my head to the left, i saw a beetle walking on the window, and i got a shock. I dun think you can see the little beetle here coz of all the background, but try, its on the left side of the taxi's "star Mex" sign, one black round dot. This belongs to another morning, when i realised i haven't been taking pictures very often. And from this, you can see, my room is in a huge mess after work began. Hai... Let's not talk about that. And i was in the toilet, "cake-ing" sai, and just felt like doing something i like. Instructed to help out on Thursday for Lin Na's event, reluctant to do so coz of other commitments but did went but left early. Hai...
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Friday, was very late coz it was raining in the morning and roads were close for F1 race. Reached work late than usual but well, no choice.
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Another event on Saturday, was a tiring day i must say. Shall not touch on it too much. Realised i have a colleague that is pretty nice. :)
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Went out with darling and he just kept pissing me off with the things he says and i got so pissed i asked, "wad is wrong with you? I am tired, dun make me confuse." and to soothe things, i smiled and laid on his chest. I guess he felt that tinge of anger in me, and he didn't say much after that. We were both tired, i can't blame him, he can't blame me, but i still love my DARLING! HA!
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Slept through most of my Sunday. Met up with Darling at night. He had to work OT so i kind of wasted my time there but i did played his PSP and helped him wash his perm hari stuff then i sweep the floor for them also. HAHA!
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And we enjoyed our dinner at Batok East.
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Starting to feel really tired, dun have to stamina to keep up with everything. Work sucks, coz of work, i have no time for every other thing. I want to go buy grocery with mama, but time clash, i want to meet darling more, but always feel tired, and when we meet, it sucks, coz of my tiredness, we can't chat too much. I want to meet up with all my friends but the time just clashes so badly that i dun even know what the hack they are doing right now.
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I am so sick of rejecting people over and over that i am sick of myself saying, sorry i can't.
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I feel bad.
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But thanks for understanding... I know most of you do... I know...

Tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate to be untrusted... Hate to be accused of... BITCH!

Been really tired these few days... I really dunno where am i heading towards now... I have no mood to work but i have to work.

She made it so hard to work hard...

Too long...

So many pictures to upload! So many things to tell! But i shall let my photos do most of the job. :D
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Cheryl, the PT, left this week coz of her studies. I believe its hard work for anyone who has to cope with work and studies. Will miss her laughters and our complaining session! HAHA! THis is our last lunch together at Uncle's Kitchen!And this happens 1 or 2 days before Cheryl left, Lin Na and i had Ramen, SO NICE! And i struggled to take picture of her "LOOK" HAHA!!! Wasn't in my best shape that day, i look so bad in this pic but aiya, its for the moment, so have to post it! Our Ramen came with Sushi... Hee~ But like i said before, i'm getting sick of Sushi already... Saturday Morning, mama cooked Maggie mian, fried omelet and fried salmon for my breakfast. YUM! Spent the whole Saturday resting and watching full full TV! Then went out to meet darling at around 7pm. He was tired so we didn't meet very long. We had nice western at Block 15 something, and just chat.
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So he drove me home, i chatted with him till he reaches JB as usual, and i sat and watch TV.
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Waited for Hun to come and fetch me. So fun to ride his bike, i'm liking the thrill! Hee~ Before i went out, Darling smsed to tell me he is sleeping and he said i look pretty yesterday, he is so cute, he is my cute beloved baby.
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Anyway, met up with them at MOS burger. There were 3 xiao di-s, who i still dunno their names. HA! Went to toilet with Ting, so while she is doing her business, narssarcist me came out again, took pictures! Ting's friend called to tell her some stuff and i just sat down and took pic of her and myself. HAHA!Before Hun and Terry went back to take their cars, i took pic of Hun's bike with me on it! Liang Cai's photography not very good... -_-"' HAha! But its ok! And i took Terry on his bike too. Hee~While they went back to get their cars, we went to mac to wait for them. And we bumped into Danial and Tricia, had a little chat with them then went on to meet the rest.
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Ting scared me by disappearing in mid air (you know wad i mean, ting). But she is ok... Thank goodness!
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Terry showed his modified PSP, and its really nice! Iron Man theme, really awesome! Trip to Kallang was a bit tedious when Wei Yi lost track of everybody but we made it there safely. We had KFC. And i kept snapping and snapping. I shall start introducing....SiLong plus 2 the 2 xiao di-s...Terry TanYip Wei YiIs it Wy Man?Liang CaiHun Hun hun! Ethan!Kok Hong!And this is when Wei Yi got escorted all the way to batok and he was damn stress thinking of how to shake those escorts away. HAHA!!!2nd in the row, with a the other 3 at the back.The 5 cars with a couple missing i think. HAHA!!! The tired gang, illegal gathering...The stressed up Wei Yi taking his puff.. HAHA!And our GUYS!BRighter one!The rest went back with Ting, hun, terry and myself hanging out till 6am. HAHA!!! And Hun let me drive his car to Railway from Batok, haha! Can feel he was worried. Heh hEh! Then, Terry drove me back home. And ya, i dropped dead on my bed. HAHA!!
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Early in the morning, a colleague called, i was pissed as usual coz i hate being disturbed when i am sleeping... WAH LAO! Shit! Wadever lah!
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Meet darling in the evening, went to Jurong East with Darling coz i wanna trim my brows. Darling was tired, so he didn't drive there, we took train instead. Hee~ So cute.
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After eating and trimming my brows, we walked around then went to Entertainment centre, there was a ice hockey match going on, we stayed and watched a little but left after that. Our train ride back was short but nice with Darling by my side. :DWe went to S-11 to sit and had kopi, he had kopi, i had teh and fries. Hee~ And we chat chat chat about recent happenings, there're so many things to catch up because we no longer have the time to sms each other everyday... I so miss my darling!
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And i ended up complaining to my darling about work although i learnt to keep it more to myself. O well... Afterall, he is my darling, we listen to each other complaining. :D
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10pm, he drove me back and as usual, we chatted till he reached JB.
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O! In the afternoon, was doing some work, and ting helped me with it. Its copying and pasting. Tmr need to copy and paste onto e-mails and send out. Hai... Tedious...
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And I went to market with Mama coz she wants to buy gold for me, in the end, we got a gold bangle, $333, wah lao! But its pretty nice lah...
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Conclusion, i learn to cherish my weekends more now... Its the only time for me to rest and catch up with loved ones and friends.
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Sadly, next weekend won't be like this, coz there's event next weekend. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yet another week ended, and another beginning... Its gonna be bad, i know... But i shall JIA YOU!!!!! :D
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谢谢你总是牵着我的手，不放开... 谢谢你总是给我最大的支持... 谢谢你总是给我最珍贵的教导...

The 2 big pomelos Darling bought for my family during Mid-autumn Fest. I bought Bengawan's mooncake for his family. I haven't eat the pomelos!
Feel so tired can... Aiyo... I really old liao can... Cannot tahan all the waking up so early and sleeping late, my eyebags are surfacing again!!!! Hai...
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An apple a day keeps te doctor away. Darling bought these apples for me for the last couple of days. So nice of him. I stock them in my fridge, had 1 today. Today is another horrible day at work. I really feel like knocking myself against the wall, why do i feel like the things i'm doing are all duplicates! Haiyo... Its really a waste of time and i feel, we are only making ourselves confuse. WAH LAO!
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Yesterday was even worse! I went out to do craps! Waste time outside and didn't do my stuff! WAHHHHHHHHHH! Good thing i claimed my cab fare back, ask me to go to the ULOO place! KAO!
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So far, its been nothing but bad things............................................ 3 weeks down..... I really dun wanna count but its so dratful!!!!!
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Didn't have lunch today... Lin Na and me are both very pissed today... Hai...
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How bad can this go?
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Side note: Spoke to a South African PA today, she is so funny, even her e-mail was funny. She added "(It was nice talking to you)" at the end of the e-mail, and i replied at my last sentence, "(It was nice talking to you too!)". Heh hEh! She was so excited when i ask her to address me as Apple. Heh Heh!
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Its people like that that made your day. It was morning there but afternoon here. That's how amazing this world can get. :)
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I'm tired... Going to bed!
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Just a bit more...

Every morning, its feels like war...
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Wad a way to describe working. But i'm serious... I think my eyes will pop out very soon. I kept staring on the PC since work began. Well? Wad to do?
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At least i manage to accomplish certain things. :)
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I'm a bit tired of complaining already... I still have all these grudges but i'm just too tired to complain. Its, more or less, the same thing. In brief, i'm just not happy that they treat us like we know wad we are supposed to do, need to handle things that cannot be screwed, if screwed, will die but they just think we can handle it. HAHA!!!
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Feel really tired in the morning. Papa drove me to work again, feel so bad, make papa send me to work almost everyday. Then again, can have breakfast at the nice nice places coz lao pa knows his way. Hee~ Had Wanton mee today! And finally taste my Kopi Ti Lo Xiu Dai...
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Lin Na wasn't very happy today... I also... HA! I can only say, poor us... Hai.. Cheryl left today coz she cannot cope well with school and work. Well, its really understandable, we are but, human. No hard feelings at all.
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We had another late lunch and the 2 of us hack and just go ahead and had Ramen. HAHA! YuM yUM!
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Back, continued working... Hai...
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Still too early to evaluate the colleagues... So far, it hasn't been very pleasant, i must say... Another HAI................................
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Photo from yesterday, i think, cooped in the toilet, resting. HAHA!!! Glad i completed my things quite on the dot. Waited for Lin Na and we left together, and YES, the sun hasn't set. HAHA!!!
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Went to find Darling and chatted with him a bit and played with his PSP. He told me Ting went to scare him, Heh HEh! Poor Darling, he got scared twice a day. HA!
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Bought my fruit and milkshake, headed back giving him a big hug and peck on his cheek. So So in love with my wonderful DARLING!!
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I'm gonna spend my weekend with my Darling!
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So tired... I'm going to bed... Nights!
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是你给我，满满的爱...

Finally, i found a day which is better than the previous day!
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Papa drove me to work today again, and we had Bee Hoon for Breakfast and i strolled to work even though i'm already 5min late.
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Felt so tired coz i had quite a hard time falling asleep last night. Anyway, when i reached work, i couldn't startup my PC coz boss changed the password. So i was doing things offline, but stomach pain, went to shit.
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After i came back, she already typed in the password for me. O well, and from then on, i was busy looking at mails and replying them.
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Weekly meeting was called, so we went for meeting. Shortly after i was briefed about my task for the day, client called. And seriously, my soul nearly went missing. Why? Coz i'm still not very sure about the things i am doing and i am so afraid of offending them! HAHA! But i was fine lah, good thing i know how to answer and wad i was answering. Heh hEh!
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After the meeting, we all started our work. An event is taking place next weekend and a colleague of mine was a bit stressed up. I'm not really sure of wad to do so i dun seem as stress as her, i am waiting for any instruction from her.
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After that, i stared at the PC for very long, doing this and that, confirming this and that. Noting down any particular changes. It takes meticulous work there coz it concerns so many things. I hope i am doing things correctly and not screwing any things up.
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Cheryl didn't come today also. Lin Na and I were both busy. Had a really late lunch and da bao-ed for some of them. Dunno wad to buy, so i bought Sushi, and i think i should stop eating Sushi, for the 1st time after knowing Sushi exists, i got sick of eating it. GoSh...
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Carried on working and realised i completed my task. I arranged all the things properly, hoping i'll be able to look at them better.
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Why such a good day? Coz i can leave on time. While the rest are having their meeting on another event which i am not involved, i was doing up my stuff. Before i knew it, it was 6pm.
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The Cable guy came and he chatted with me coz i was the only one in the office but i left before he did. Ha! I got back early!
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Had dinner with Darling and KFC! HEh hEh! So fat... And it was nice chatting with my beloved lao gong! hO! Since attachment started, i haven't been a good old self, have been acting really childish and paranoid towards everything he does. After the little tiff i had with him last Thurs, i decided to rethink my behaviour and do something about it.
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平常心是最重要的...不管会发生什么事，只要镇定一些些，就能解决这些问题了．．．其实，这是他教会我的．．．他常常用他的方式来教导我，迁就我，并容忍我，但偶尔我总会把他惹火了，他以他的平常心来对待我．．．我想这就是年龄的差异的不同，因为我知道，我没有这样的平常心．．．我会好好努力，不再小孩子气，是时候改变那种极端的想法了．．．
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Before i even get my pay, i'm thinking of how to spend it. HA! Another expensive dream of mine!

O! After we finished eating, he was telling me all his Korean drama stuff, he is officially a Korean Drama fan now. HAHA!!! So cute de darling. Its nice listening to him talk about his work day without feeling frustrated that he may be doing some other stuff. HA! I am so going back to my old self! hoHo!
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We talked about getting married... HAHa! So funny.... Then, we did the most ridiculous thing, went to look at rings. HAHA! But then the jewellery shops are all closed lah, we were just browsing at them and we came to a consent on the SK, simple but elegant diamond ring. Ho! This is also pretty childish ok. HA!
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Shall begin our plan soon after i get my pay. Its time to start planning. :D
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The faces in the vast crowd may be strange, peculiar from a certain point of view, nothing may seem familiar in your eyes. You stand alone, lost. When you have no where else to turn to, nobody to call on, think about yourself. Always bear in mind where you stand... Know that somewhere in this maze, there is still a me, lookng for you too.......
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Where there is a will, there is a way...
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平常心．．．

First day of the week has never been the best. Today, its almost the same.
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It was raining early in the morning and i didn't feel like waking up at all. Too bad, i had to.
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Work started today and i nearly died-ed. Hai... I dunno... Do i call this a blessing or i'm just unlucky? There's no point regretting the decision made to go into this company because the fact is, i am there.
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Sometimes, i really dun understand the things that are going on. I am still so new but the things i am expected to do is so not new. When client called, i had to answer them in the most appropriate way and many of times, i panicked because i can't afford to offend anyone.
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There are of course pple in the place who are capable of working very well but at the same time, capable of pushing blames. Ha!
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Since last week, i haven't been going home early. OT till 7plus 8plus or even 9, standard. Hai... Its not that i dun wanna do my work, its really how they assign their work. 1 time i can be free and staring at the PC, the next, can't even go for toilet breaks.
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One word to describe - Ridiculous.
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I decided to take this all in stride. Dun mind me complaining and kept rattling on about work, that's the only thing that can happen in my everyday life now.
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Something to be extremely happy about today, our results came out and i am so happy i did better than expected. I thought this semester would be one of the really bad ones, but it actually turns out pretty well. Well done, girl! The pass Sem has been tedious but all the work paid off! Even my TRMK was alright, i thought it would be some borderline kind of grades but nope nope, its ok! HAHA!!!
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Well, just have to tell myself that. I can make it through a semester like the previous, why can't i do it now? Just need to bite harder and it will probably be over in a split second. jiA you Ai Ping, you can make it!
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Giving myself a timeline to get used to this working environment. 2 weeks had passed, the grace period is over. I'm gonna spend the next couple of weeks to get a hang of this whole new game. (But i'll still complain lah!) Jia YOU! Give it the BEST!
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I had lunch with Lin Na today... Never thought she can be such a siao char bo... HEh hEH! She's a nice person as well. :D But lunch today is very oily, felt like puking after eating. Lin Na is full of crap also... Heh Heh!
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Anyway, its early 9am tmr again, lots of work left to be done... Hai... Let's do this the HARD WAY!
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1 thing to note: I need to trim my eyebrow this week.
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My dream... This dream is 150 pounds....

时间过得太快却也太慢了....

To sum up my week, tough!
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HAHA!!! I guess its really time to stop complaining and really take all this in stride. No point saying so much when at the end of it, i still have to face it.
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The entire week was having to face the handover from that colleague. It isn't easy, i mean, its like in the middle of the whole thing, and i had to take over. Having to handle the people from the event and the organizers, i really dunno whether i can cope with it or not. I'm afraid of making mistakes but then, i need to be in charge of it.
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As a newbie, mistakes are inevitable, this is the only way to console myself. I wish they can be more helpful. Seriously.
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Still, i hate working so late. I just hate it.
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Anyway, Wen came by on thursday for lunch with us, and its nice chit chatting with her and complaining all the stuff to her. Then, i asked her to come on Friday again for dinner. She came and helped me work. Hai... It can be that sickening.
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When we went for dinner, it was already 9.30pm. Hai... But it was still nice, a little catch up with her, and complaining done. HA! Before she leaves for the far far away China.
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Bought half a dozen of donuts for Hui's BD. Calvell was so irritating, he told hui everything. It wasn't much of a surprise but still, at least we did someting. Sorry it wasn't elaborate, hui. Didn't have the time to plan anything. I hope its enough. :D I tried to take a short break in the toilet everytime if not, i think my eyes will die, and neck will spoil. I had a little tiff with Darling on Thursday. HaHa! I think its my insecurity that cause those misunderstandings. I feel bad for acting this way. I should have the trust for him like i always do. I need to find my balance before i can have all of these sorted out.
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So pissed the other day when i saw that bitch! Still dare to grin at me. Ass hole... Then again, she's a bitch...
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Another week gone, i have 5 months more... HEh hEH! Taking great comfort in the passing of 2 weeks! HA!
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Let's make the best out of all these craps!
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让我找到我的平衡点，我就不再孩子气... 我的不安，你的宽容，是我这段日子最大的支持... 我爱你... 平常心.... 平常心...

It can never get better than this...

I dunno when will i stop complaining, just bear with me, if at any point you are sick of me complaining, just stop visiting my blog.

hAi... I can only HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.......................... Almost everyday, there's something for me to complain about. How can i survive like that lah! NO LIFE!

2 more days to weekend, i am SO looking forward to it!

I got a taste of staying late, stressful working place, scoldings from people.

Everyday seems like a bad day.

But I believe, tomorrow will definitely be a better one. :D

JIA YOU, TEO AI PING!